Billie Eilish "it hurt so bad to see that.. when im literally was bleeding on the bathroom floor.."
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- Опубліковано 1 кві 2020
- This broke my heart into a million pieces. 😢💔 i love billie sm and im so glad that she's getting out of that place.
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Please comment down bellow why you love billie or what she means to you ? I'd love to see it. 💗🤗 - Розваги
she said she didn’t think she was gonna make it to 17,she’s 22 now.
Couldn’t be any prouder of her.
The fact that she felt the need to keep saying “this is so embarrassing” pisses me off. The way our society stigmatizes mental illness is so disgusting. That’s why so many people who are struggling with depression don’t ask for help until it’s too late. Because they feel ashamed and embarrassed to admit they’re suffering. 💔
I feel like part of the reason for her saying that was a coping mechanism. Her voice sounded really emotional and full of pain, so maybe to stop herself crying she tried to make light of the situation? Idk, just my opinion
i agree and i also think it was the fact that she was almost crying so she thought it was embarrassing
@@rachelmitchell6544 yes i always say that when im trying not to cry
Thanks for reminding me that i am depresssed and that if i told my mom she would kill me
@@amberosial7495 i’m so sorry omfg i cant even imagine that. please reach out to me if you need someone. i hope it gets better for you.
finneas looked really sad for billie :(
Yes, he is her big brother and he cares a lot about her🥺it broke my heart watching this😭
to hear her say "bleeding on the bathroom floor" made my heart shatter. the fact that people on the internet can drive such an angel to things like that is heartbreaking. i'm so proud of her
What happened? Why was she bleeding?
Elise Thompson she used to cut herself, unfortunately. But she doesn’t now.
So true man that's why I'm always proud of her
@bil eyelash when people hate on this baby, they don’t realize what they are doing to hurt her. calling her “fake depressed” is not the right way to go. billie has gone through more than anyone can imagine, and people that hate on her don’t realize that. billie is amazing🤎
I knew billie had bad depression but I didn't know it was to the extent she CUT herself when I heard that my heart shattered I was like WHAT! NO and I could tell that Finneas was trying to hold back his emotions i'm glad her mental health is a lot better now I hope she dosen't relapes again because i'm afraid if she gets in that state again we will lose her 💔😢
Hearing her voice being shaky and her saying “bleeding on the bathroom floor” literally made me tear up like I’m literally crying 🙂
Yeah. I want the best for my little angel
Did she hurt or cut herself???
@@diyanshsolanki5824 she used to cut herself but she doesn't anymore
@@jojobuckets53 why can someone explain
@@cookingcraze8256 don't know about her past or what she went through because there is only so much she puts out. But people hurt or cut themselves to have other pain to take their mind off what ever they are going through. Basically hurting themselves to overpower and distract them from their mental pain and numbness....
poor finneas hearing that is prob breaking him inside
I know right
the only times he smiled was 2:52 and 1:22... 😭
...🥺
You can see his face drop
I feel so bad for finneas just in general
she never thought she would turn 17. today she is turning 19.
I never thought I would turn 18 or graduate highschool. I’m 21 now. That feeling is such a strange thing to feel.
@@HlavacKristina i’m so happy for you 😭😭😭❤️
@@HlavacKristina you should feel so proud of yourself!! so happy for you 🤍
@@HlavacKristina ayyyy :)
@@HlavacKristina so proud of you!!
Watching Finneas’s face while Billie is talking, his eyes locked on her, like he’s gonna make sure that nothing bad ever happens to her, just shows how much and how strongly he cares for Billie
Guys her talking voice is as amazing as her singing voice
i know right
ikr?!
YAS
It’s so attractive
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️😘😘😘😘
she said that she didn’t think that she would make it to 17, and now she’s turning 20 IN FOUR MONTHS. so proud of her.
Yeah and she's also happier than ever, which is even better :)
Now she’s turning 21
@@andria8279 And she's not doing so great again :( I think it will pass, but she's going through something. She couldn't stop almost crying on stage at one of her recent concerts.
@@whalesaph I know!! I said that, she’s breaking down but I think it’s mostly because of her ex bf
And now she's turning 21 in about FOUR MONTHS . Soooooooooooooooo much proud of her 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 SALUTE you BILLIE EILISH 🙌🙌🙌👏👏👏
2:00 when she only said the word "bleeding" look at finneas's face...look at the face of finneas that has changed from one moment to the next. HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. We don't deserve them.💚
The shakiness in her voice and feeling the need to laugh so that its not “awkward” breaks my heart. “Thats so embarrassing” is literally the worst thing to ever hear from someone who’s gone through everything she’s gone through.
Love how honest and vulnerable she is! Kinda reminds me of the song 'Oldies Station' by twenty one pilots which Tyler wrote to encourage fans to 'push on through' because life gets better.
She hold her emotions so well.
Billie shbillie 😰😰👐👐👐😮💨🤕👐👐
"i was bleeding on the bathroom floor" shattered my soul. imagine what Finn was thinking. this is what hate does to her. this is why some people really need to keep their mouths shut.
YES! If you don't like someone, just don't click on their fucking videos, just to dislike it, and leave a hate comment. Like, go do something with your fucking life. Don't sit around and look for reasons to hate on a little growing 18 y/o girl.
I love her she littery saved my life...
@Abderrahman Rassi she made me feel less alone, and in her interviews she said things that really helped, like take care of yourself en dont take that extra step that you cant take it back. That kinda stuff
Abderrahman Rassi why wouldn’t it be tho??
same
@Abderrahman Rassi please try not to be insensitive... billie is a huge inspiration for a lot of people, and this person is one of them. it's amazing to have such a great role model that you can look up to them and they can give you a will to live again, so i'm really happy for @billie eyelash i draw
@Abderrahman Rassi stop probing, it's super rude you kno
This killed me inside. Billie is my world and I don’t know what I’d be like without her in my life. Watching Billie and listening to her music got me through my moms divorce, and it makes me feel good now matter what happened before. When I was in 5th grade, (before I heard of Billie) I started dressing in oversized shirts and athletic basketball shorts, and I would only wear my hair up in a ponytail because I was really insecure about myself. When I heard of Billie, I watched an interview of her and I was like “WOAH SHE DRESSES LIKE ME!!!!” And it was a turning point in my life. Billie has helped me be myself and I love her for it 🥰
Be yourself and you can be a lot happier
Beautiful statement. ❤️
Elisa Gentry thank you! 😊
The big 21 2020 yeah I don’t really have a choice to dress the way I want my mum has two other kids who are girly and everything but I don’t wanna be I wanna wear baggier stuff and my mum just doesnt want me to I have to wear jeans leggings and that stuff but what she doesn’t understand is I don’t want to be girly I force my self to show interest in make up to make my mum happy bc if I say I don’t like makeup she says don’t be silly and I ask her did my sisters wear makeup at 13 and she says yeah a full face so I feel pressured to be more like them
Kira Lin true
My mom won't let me be myself... I have dealt with body shaming problems my whole life and I still am, I just wanna wear hoodies and like sweatpants bcs it's comfy but my mom forces me to wear dresses, etc, WHICH I DON'T LIKE AT ALL! I wish my mom would be diff...
Also- to somebody saying that she is “FAKE DEPRESSED” and she just wanted “ATTENTION”. That is wayy to harsh to say it to people that is really drowning inside and dont know where to “ESCAPE IT”.. For some reason people would die for her... and i will to. But she is just not taking the risk before and when she try’ to suicide jumping off the window? She didn’t do it.. Cause she know all of us will be like shattered! She love’s us..Like we love her to.. appriciete this girl. Before it’s all gone.
Having that pressure on her, that fans could kill themselves if she were to die, is immense. Can you imagine that kind of weight on your shoulders? That isn't helping her to want to live, it's giving her no choice but to live, and that won't help her in the long run. If billie needed to step away from the limelight for her own mental health, she should be able to and not worry about how it would affect the fans.
It's great people have billie as a distraction when needed but it isn't healthy to obsess over her. Relentlessly focusing on her is avoiding life. I was the same with my chem, they were my everything, but when they broke up, I moved on. I found more artists and meaning elsewhere in life. Take care of yourself foremost 😊
But yes, I never understand when someone says oh they're just attention seeking. Because even if they are, so what? Give them some attention or whatever they need don't criticise them
The “ and um “ after say she was bleeding on the bathroom floor broke me .
not what she said before that??
i'm so unbelievably proud of her
I am really happy to see that Billie is getting better. And know she is over the TOP! And i love that. That is why I love her. I LOVE YOU BILLIE!!! Ans she is a SHINING STAR!!
she is so strong and she is so brave to talk about something intimate like that, but she does it because it is empowering and can give people so much hope and faith that everything can get better again
my heart sank when she said “when i literally was bleeding on the bathroom floor” and i broke out into tears😭 it breaks my heart that she had to go through so much and people called her “fake depressed” like who does that🤧 billie deserves nothing but love, NEVER hate😞 she has gone through more than you could ever imagine, and yet she still is an amazing person with such a kind heart🤎 and then billie was trying so hard not to cry and i was balling my eyes out🥺 i will always support this girl, she is way to amazing💚🖤God bless her
She deserves everything and love
do you support her still right now? during the drama? i do
@@allieblue4219 i will always love her, i really hope this drama with the fandom will end soon. but i’ll love billie and support her no matter what, she’s my everything🥺
@@jonelarizvani375 pls🥺
@@brandnewpmore wdym pls
When she almost started crying I cried omg
Trying not to cry on TV or infront of an audience must be the hardest thing. I rlly feel her 😭
You 👐👐👐👐👐😰
Billie shbillie 🤕🤕🙈🙈
Billie shbillie 😰😰😰👔
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Billie shbillie 🙈🙈😶🌫️
Billie eilish is my world. I love her so much. I feel like I cannot live without her. sometimes I just think anout giving her the biggest hug and telling her how much I appreciate her. Which I would love to do in real life and in person. But I'll just have to be patient just like her. ❤️😊❤️ She's the biggest inspiration to me❤️❤️❤️love you Billie ❤️ and I'm so happy that she's happy. it just makes my day when I see her smile😊
Me too,I have to learn to be patientt omg I want to hug herr in real life
Have you ever meet her?
When she said "bleeding on the bathroom floor " bro I started crying... Billie is like my world and to put my love for her in words, is difficult. She is part of the reason I'm happier now and to hear that she said that, broke me. She deserves the world she is amazing and gorgeous. To hear that hurt... Much love ♥
I love that she talks to her audience and fans like she's talking to a friend. It's so refreshing to see celebrities treat their fans like they're people too and not just people who gave them success.
She's so real. I really pray she stays that way. God bless her. ❤
Billie shbillie 😰😰😮💨🤕
Billie shbillie 😶🌫️😶🌫️😱😱
Billie shbillie 😰😰😰😰
Billie shbillie 🙈🙈😮💨😮💨
You off you 😱😱🤕🤕
This broke my heart into a million pieces. I am so glad that she is in a better place now! Sadly so many people don't think before they write such horrible things. They don't think about that their words can hurt a person. I love Billie so much and to hear that and see how much it still hurts her is the worst. I hope she is okay and happy right now. Much love to her!❤
This is why the end of Everything I Wanted is so important to many. When she sang “if they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?” those words hit me hard. Sometimes people just don’t get how much words can hurt, especially when they can be so anonymous. Hang in there, everyone. The haters have much bigger problems than the rest of us. I pray they can all realize the damage they cause. My son has been a victim of bullies. It’s so painful as a mom to see him go through all the self doubt.
1:52 brings back memories for me from when I used to self harm. I would never wish that pain on anyone- especially not this sweetheart.
Hey are you okay now? We all love you don't harm yourself please🥺❤
@@aditisuryawanshi1967 Awww, you're a sweetheart. Thank you for caring. I am over three years clean :)
Same here. I used to do it thinking it would take the painful thoughts away, but it really never did. I hate that our minds thought physically hurting yourself would stop us from mentally hurting ourselves and I hate that that felt normal. I'm so glad we're both past that now!
@@caitlinhartley2433 ❤️
I wish i will stop too...
I love billie eilish because shes so honest She deserves more!
As soon as she said that, I just shattered, she is so special, if she goes, I swear, I'm going with her.
So am I I don't care If I go to hell. She stops breathing so am i
@@natashagonzales8482 don’t!
This isn't healthy guys. It's not okay to think like that. I know you love her but don't say stuff like that, I'm sure she wouldn't want you to say that. Please don't limit your self worth to the existence of a celebrity even if they mean a lot to you
Billie shbillie 😰😰😰😰😰😰😰
Billie shbillie 🙈🙈🤕🤕
I watched this this morning. A few hours later someone accused me of faking depression. People make me sick.
You cannot fake depression. People that say things like that need even more mental health care than the rest of us. Hang in there, get the help you need, and it WILL get better. Sending a big virtual hug to you! 🤗
Elisa Gentry Thank you so much I could really use a hug right now. I’m literally crying 😂😅
Dont let the bastards bring you down!
I’m 11 almost 12 and I am really hurting inside. I’ve been thinking about suicide
@@hufflepuffqueen3050 no don,t do suicide
you can see that finneas feels all of the pain she feels/felt, he is such a great big brother. him and billie deserve the world❤️❤️❤️
It’s like I grew with her, we both were depressed and mentally unstable at the same time- she made music and it helped me through it, now I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been, just like her. I’m proud of her.
Awww, the way her brother is staring at her talking about that😔😢
It's great to see that Billie is getting better. I love her, because I feel pretty bad right now, and to see that she was like me before, and that she is better now, it comforts me. 🤓
Pseudo SansPseudo Stay strong :)
BILLIE MEANS LIFE TO ME BECAUSE SHE GETS ME THROUGH EVERYTHING SHE UNDERSTANDS LIFE AND LIVES IT THE MOST ABD SHE IS JUST SO REAL
Finneas admires Billie so much. It’s kind of amazing. Me and my brother are great friends but I wish we were more expressive of our love like these two. They have so much strength and talent and I couldn’t be more proud Of them ❤️
I smiled when she said this was the happiest she’s been
2:02 this absolutely teared me apart dude- u can hear that she is so broken🥺
it's her tics.
cant even imagine a world without her
What’s the point of saying someone is fake depressed? Like what will you get from saying that? Seriously... And for the money, NO it doesn’t make you happy. Some people are dying inside and they have all the money they want. So it’s not a “requirement” to be happy. I’m so happy she’s in a better place now 💚
Well said! 🤗
And that's on PERIODT
when i was 10 and a half years old, my dad committed suicide and i was tired of life and i never thought i could recover from that and i honestly didn't want to live anymore. a little under a year later, i heard ocean eyes for the first time and fell in love with her. i later figured out that billie had depression and i knew my dad had that and it was extremely hard to go through and that my dad had attempted suicide when i was 7 or 8. she has helped me through a lot i am so much better now and her music helped me through the worst times and i know i couldn't have done it without her. it breaks my heart to see her once like that and knowing she might not be alive today and like she said, she didn't think she'd make it to 17. to whoever is reading this, i want you to know that someone in this world loves you to their core and no matter how bad you think things can get, the best is yet to come. this makes me want to hug and squeeze her tight and tell her that everything is ok. i support my little monkey hoe 10,000%. love you billsack ❤️
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I’m almost 10 and I’m depressed
omg i’m so sorry for your loss, i’m so glad that ur better now ❤
I’m glad billie knows she can be honest about anything in front of her family and her fans, not many feel the same but she is helping to inspire people to talk about emotions more and I think that in itself is enough
I can relate so much.. what makes it hard is when all these great things are happening to you, but you feel so numb, disconnected, and the thoughts follow you everywhere; you lose hope because nothing will change the demons in your head despite the good that are happening around you.
Herring her cry and say things like this literally tears my heart to pieces because I genuinely love her so much like I never thought I could love someone I’ve never met this much but she genuinely saved me like in the moment when I was about to bed it so many times and it also is like it makes you feel good almost because it shows that like she gets it yk and she cares about how we all feel it ways no other celeb actually cares or understands and it’s cause she’s lived though it and had it really hard. I really love her so much ❤
Oh my God when she said "bleeding on the bathroom floor" my heart shattered. I CANNOT believe we almost lost angel...My heart. OMG I cried when she said that. I don't know what my life would be like without Billie. I would rather be bleeding on the bathroom floor then her. My baby I cannot believe she even thought about hurting herself. I love you Billie so much and stay happy. It's beautiful🤩 That smile and laugh is the thing that keeps !y heart beating I love Billie.
I suffer with anxiety disorder with symptoms and is so hard to live like this.
My life is now based on the constant fear of being sick and I no longer enjoy the good times.
Billie was always my favorite singer and I lived through her recovery process with depression. simply what admiration
Billie saved my life.
Mine too
I love you Billie Eilish the most geniune love.You are beauful inside out that is why I love yoy😍😍😍😍😍😍
I just want to give her a huge hug and thank her for telling her story. She has probably saved lives that she doesn’t even know about. Depression is so lonely, and she makes people see they are not alone. That even though her dreams were all coming true, you can still be suffering.
Absolutely breaking my heart 😭😭
Finneas looks like he's going to cry, I can't imagine what its like for him hearing that 😔
Honor Billie.
when she choked up my heart literally broke
That hurt me so bad because I relate. I wasn’t crying but I felt like such a failure in everything. To think I was only 15 and I could think of things I was expected to do yet failed and would literally just calmly break down and start cutting at my own body, simply because I didn’t feel enough.
Honestly love Billie so much. Shes not even my favorite artist but shes just so real and relatable. I cant imagine seeing her and thinkung shes faking it??? I can relate in a lot of ways and im so glad to see how far shes come and i hope she only makes it further. My heart goes out to her and Finneas, if it hurts to see her like this i cant imagine how he felt. Still so proud of her to be this open and brave. Shes awesome.
after she said I was bleeding on my bathroom floor you could see in hear her heart shattered to pieces😭
We almost lost an amazing person, we’re lucky she’s still here today.
Never watch swarm episode 4 I am warning you rn 😃
My heart just shattered into a million pieces.. Why do ppl hate on her she such a nice person.. I don't understand
This is why people are afraid to speak up. We love you Billie! You and your feelings are VALID!!!!
You off you off 👐👐
Billie shbillie 🎁🎁😱👐
You off you off 🙈🙈😰
V is 😱😱🤕🤕
You off you 🙈🙈
u can her the pain when she say she was bleeding on the bathroom floor it look like she will break down in any moment and that's so sad cuz she's my world yk🥺🥺🥺🥺
2:01
She was holding her tears back the whole video but there she was actually gonna cry and barely controlled it😭😭
I love everything about Billie Eilish and Finneas. Such incredibly talented, caring/Loving, genuine, down-to-earth amazing people. I would love to meet Billie Eilish and give her a big hug and tell her how proud i am of her. I love all of her songs-they mean the world to me. People tend to forget how hard her and her family had to work to get where they are now, and it is to be admired, commended and completely respected. To AtmosphereBiL - Thank you for posting this truthful and inspiring video.
her voice breaking u can hear how sad she is inside and she is trying to stay strong its so sad
Bil is my everything and to hear that she was bleeding on the bathroom floor and then seeing someone said she was fake depressed makes my heart break it’s so sad that people say so rude things I cannot think the world without Bil because I love her soooo much and she means a lot to me and to others
This is it, even when you have money and in Billie's case both fame and money. Even when you have it all, none of it can buy happiness. I get her, I know exactly how she feels.
I dont wanna lose her because she is the best thing in my life and the way she sad this makes my wanna cry because she helped me get through hard parts of my life and I don't wanna lose her. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The part where she gets choked up saying how happy she is now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
seeing her in pain will forever be the most heart breaking thing, but im so proud of how far shes come! seeing her brother watch her through the whole video and the way his facial expressions changed depending on what she was saying - you can really see how much he cares for her and loves her. They all deserve the entire world + more
😭😭 "bleeding on the bathroom" broke my heart. 💔 and it's not embarrassing 2 cry about it. Noone forget that
Is beautiful to se Billie how is now, she is incredible and I love her so much😍😍💚
Billie shbillie 😰😰🙈🙈
Billie shbillie 😱😱👐🏃♂️
Billie shbillie 😰😰🤕🤕
Billie shbillie 😱😱🙈
She literally said happier than ever!
Such a beautiful soul and she doesn’t even know , that’s what makes her so beautiful .
This is so... I can't explain... I love her so much. 🖤
We don't want to lose you.We love you!
You can 😱😱🤕🤕
Billie shbillie 🙈😰
Yes Billie I 😮💨😮💨👐👐
Who the fuck out there said she is faking her depression, man she is the only person which I think is most legit
I want to meet her one day so bad, dude she is real inspiration
finneas watching her 🥺
so glad she's happier than ever ♥♥♥♥
So proud of Billie for staying strong
When she mentioned her bleeding on the bathroom floor, u could literally see Finneas's smile fade away. The Poor guy
Stay strong you too
I love her she amazing 😍😍😍😍😍💚
I have watched this interview a lot of time and every time she talks about it , it literally breaks my heart honestly but I’m literally so fucking happy she is way more happy now
if billie died i would die too. no hesitation.
nooo do not think like that. She wouldn't like that
A J i really love your thinking🥰 thank you for the positivity 🥺
@Eva Ostrovsky honestly i would too, but i know billie wouldn’t want that🥺💚🖤
honestly same. her music is the only thing that helped me through really bad depression and I soon get a tattoo related to her because without her I would'nt be here anymore
Annie Parker
thats really good. im so happy for you and hope you are happy with your tattoo!!!! as soon as i am old enough to get one i’ll definitely get a tattoo of her as fast as i can.
our poor baby🥺🥺
When she said she didn’t think she would have made it to that age abut she did ….I felt that on a spiritual level….I was unable to envision a future me after I clocked 17…I’m 24 now and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been
I’m so glad she is still here ❤️
Even if she was rich, that doesn't mean she can never be sad or depressed. People are so cruel.
I've been through those things. They make u unable to do anything. Depression fills your head and people who cannot understand u make u so angry about that(or so sad).
A big hug, Billie💝
god billie u are such an angel never give up
brooo you making me cry:((( im so glad shes happier now
Her voice calms me down so much
Ah, Billie Eilish is such a jewel.
I'm a little older now, so I've found my role models, but I'm *so* glad the youth today get to have such an honest, outspoken, beautiful, charismatic and intelligent young girl to look up to. Mental problems are so prevalent in not only teens, but many adults later on as well, and to have someone just talk about such difficult problems is admirable, and makes people believe they're not alone.
yeah not to mention the kick-ass music she puts out.
I’m so proud of her!!💕💕💕💕 I’m finally getting out of a dark place that I’ve been trapped in as well for 2 months. Finally getting out of it and becoming happier and caring less about what people think and say about me.
She gave some good advice..."be patient." That broke my heart when she said that people calling her "fake depressed" kept her from literally going outside. I don't know what ide do if people didn't believe my most deepest thoughts and feelings. It would be crushing. And more debilitating. I'm so happy that she made it out of that pit of darkness, and now she's happier than ever. Sort of... 😉...her story is going to help others get through the same shit too. Mahalo Billie for sharing...🤙
i really giver her credit for being able to openly talk about this and her feelings. when i was going through pretty much the same thing i couldn't t say anything i never was brave enough to tell anyone because of the fear i had. but i just i really love her she's amazing
she will never understand how much i love her and how proud i am of her
my heart is so happy for her now 🥺
I’m so glad she’s happy now, it’s makes me happy
You 🙈🙈
You 😰😰😰😰👐
You 😱😱😷😷
Billie shbillie 👐😮💨😮💨
You 😱😱😱😱😱😷😱😱🎁
so glad she’s happier
Honestly she helped me through so much with her music and her in general I didn’t think I’d make it either but she helped me cope. I’m so happy she’s still with us I don’t know where I’d be with out her