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  • I wish I could explain exactly what's going on right now but I can't really put it into words. I'm comforted by the fact I know I'm not suffering alone but the reality is, that doesn't make it any easier. So I'm extending my love and thoughts to all of you, I hope you are well. Thank you for watching me, checking up on me and even caring for my existence. I means more than you can imagine. Life can ve shit sometimes, I'm just longing for the day it get's better♡
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 259

  • @EmilyCanham
    @EmilyCanham 3 роки тому +280

    thank u for clicking this vid. ily all

    • @itsarah
      @itsarah 3 роки тому +2

      Lysm
      I make vidz💗

    • @sophieusher5388
      @sophieusher5388 3 роки тому

      Take care of yourself love it's a horrible time. Self care is number 1. Looking fabulous as ever 🙂

    • @GitanaAdelle
      @GitanaAdelle 3 роки тому

      Hey Emily !!! Missed you ! P.s you look great

    • @evanbelknap3884
      @evanbelknap3884 3 роки тому

      am glad your ok and remember to keep your head up cuz positive vibes are ahead

    • @evanbelknap3884
      @evanbelknap3884 3 роки тому

      are you a chef? cuz the dinner looks 5 stars

  • @erinfleming1847
    @erinfleming1847 3 роки тому +133

    Sophie putting her hand on your shoulder giving you some comfort. What a bond you two have.

  • @user-bo9pd9lp8z
    @user-bo9pd9lp8z 3 роки тому +6

    You’re definitely not alone ! I think as we’re coming closer to the end of the year everything is finally sinking in and we’re realising how much our lives have changed because of everything that’s gone on ! I hope there’s light at the end of the tunnel but rn all we can do is take it day by day. Thank you for being real with us and sharing how you actually feel ❤️

  • @ameliajayne8488
    @ameliajayne8488 3 роки тому

    I so missed your videos! You always make me feel really motivated, and weirdly enough I watch your videos in the morning for this reason. You make me want to get up and go. Sending you so much love. x

  • @Roseh2323
    @Roseh2323 3 роки тому +19

    Hey Em. Just wanted to say that you are DEFINITELY not alone in your feelings and it's totally okay to feel how you're feeling. Take as much personal time as you need, no one is judging and everyone wants the best for you! Don't feel under any sort of pressure to make content if you aren't up for it. Remember your worth and that you are INSANELY talented and gorgeous. Sending so much love and positivity your way xx

  • @lostxnikky_1489
    @lostxnikky_1489 3 роки тому

    Thank you for this video. Its reassuring to know others are having a tough time and that im not on my own with feeling low/having a tough time. Hope you are okay soon. Just remember to always take time to breathe 🧡

  • @sophieaustin2630
    @sophieaustin2630 3 роки тому

    Sending your hugs and positive vibes Emily. It’s a difficult year and particularly so for those in creative jobs so completely understand why you feel the way you do. Thing is you’re keeping so many people company and entertained which is so valuable, so keep at it :) xx

  • @abbie4902
    @abbie4902 3 роки тому +7

    I LOVE your hair! The shorter bits at the front really suit you! And I hope things start looking up for you soon x

  • @lizzyparker
    @lizzyparker 3 роки тому +1

    Feeling exactly the same! I think we all are, it’s so tough right now. Lots of love xx

  • @jasminejones2159
    @jasminejones2159 3 роки тому

    I adore your vlogs I love watching these and I haven’t been feeling the best which is so weird cause there’s nothing bad happening other than corona but I feel like a lot of people feel like that 💛💜

  • @RenaxAyame
    @RenaxAyame 3 роки тому +9

    I feel you! I had my first baby during the lockdown and although it’s amazing it’s also so frustrating that it’s not the experience it is supposed to be and sometime I feel really isolated by the lack of support I have both professionally and from not being able to be with family 😩 I’ve had one or two days where I’ve sat and cried but I pick myself back up again afterward and carry on because I don’t really have a choice! Here’s to the two of us and everyone else looking forward to brighter days ❤️

  • @lucybrailsford
    @lucybrailsford 3 роки тому +1

    I’m sorry you are struggling, I hope you feel better soon xxx

  • @xbethbeth1
    @xbethbeth1 3 роки тому

    Sorry to hear you aren’t feeling too great! I am feeling like that currently too, doesn’t help that in wales we have a full on lockdown again. Sending you love!

  • @claireg9137
    @claireg9137 3 роки тому +20

    Sending all of the positive vibes to you Emily! Everything feels a bit off with all that has happened this year, especially as we'd normally be getting excited about doing lots of fun Christmas activities with loved ones soon and that just isn't on the cards this year! Hope the fog passes soon xx

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +5

      Thanks so much Claire. I think that's such a big factor, Christmas is normally something to look forward to and spend time with friends and family. It's just so much harder with what's going on. Sending lots of love x

  • @sameenaarr9595
    @sameenaarr9595 3 роки тому +1

    I totally feel you :( in the weirdest way... it’s comforting know we’re not alone at all. We will get through this and there will be brighter days again ❤️

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому

      Yeah I do agree! Hopefully things will start to get better soon x

  • @rm393
    @rm393 3 роки тому

    honestly I'm struggling so much too. to then find out my sister who I don't speak to is also in a really low place, all of our problems are worthy but I feel like there MUST be something in the air this month! sending you love. hope your ok. xxxxxxxx

  • @ReeLuvsWicked
    @ReeLuvsWicked 3 роки тому +1

    Big fan of your new curtain bangs- they look lovely! ❤️

  • @jodieelizabeth8296
    @jodieelizabeth8296 3 роки тому +1

    I've just read the description and I'm sending you all the love, light and positivity right now. even though things are so tough at the minute, I promise you'll find your way through and you'll get there again. I couldn't be more proud of you M and I'm so grateful for everything you've done for me over the course of this year, just know I'm right here for you too. I promise you that. Keep going, I'm right behind you!! All my love, as always xxx

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +1

      Jodie this is so lovely, thanks for all your support and for being so kind. Ilysm 💜

  • @vickyjwalters
    @vickyjwalters 3 роки тому

    Super cute pumpkins. Zoe's decor is amazing this year xxx

  • @Thehumanperspective.
    @Thehumanperspective. 3 роки тому +1

    Its okay not to be okay

  • @rachellarkin6292
    @rachellarkin6292 3 роки тому +57

    Swear everyone is struggling atm. Roll on when this is all over and i can get to a concert again

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +8

      I feel you!!!!

    • @rachellarkin6292
      @rachellarkin6292 3 роки тому +1

      @@EmilyCanhamVlogs what mcfly gigs were you supposed to go to? I was meant to go to the Brighton one!

  • @millyelizabeth13
    @millyelizabeth13 3 роки тому +1

    I was watching thinking something looks different and then I realised it’s your bangs. They definitely suit you!!💗🌸

  • @tegancollis2648
    @tegancollis2648 3 роки тому

    You are amazing and love how you take everything in your stroll. ❤️

  • @carolineclarke2309
    @carolineclarke2309 3 роки тому +2

    Emily u always look so good... sophie is growing up so quick xx

  • @laurahodges8997
    @laurahodges8997 3 роки тому +36

    I think everyone is struggling with different elements of life at the moment! But it’s nice we are all able to talk about it and support one another! 🥰

  • @Amber-ho9jc
    @Amber-ho9jc 3 роки тому +22

    I'm also struggling and I don't even know why. Got everything I want. But trying to make the best of my days and I know that this will go away! 😊 Sending you love😊

  • @maiyakarina480
    @maiyakarina480 3 роки тому +2

    sending you love 💗 i can relate and it’s so horrible so i hope you’re feeling better soon

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +1

      Ugh it's not the best feeling. Thanks gorg, sending you love

  • @Jessie-by5oc
    @Jessie-by5oc 3 роки тому +5

    I’m sending you lots of love. I have been feeling the exact same way recently. ❤️♥️

  • @anniesharma2291
    @anniesharma2291 3 роки тому

    You and your little sister are so alike Emily . I hope you are feeling better soon ,this year has been so depressing ,I live in Wales and we are back in full lockdown ,its half term and we are not allowed to leave the house for 17 days x

  • @acidicdaisychains
    @acidicdaisychains 3 роки тому +3

    Sending you so much love! Just remember you will get through this, it’s not a bad life it’s just a bad day 💖

  • @sharonwhittington102
    @sharonwhittington102 3 роки тому +1

    Love seeing you and your sister together

  • @hafsahahmed5165
    @hafsahahmed5165 3 роки тому +1

    Amazing video as always 💗
    Love you so much ☁️

  • @darloscott
    @darloscott 3 роки тому

    Oh Em I know how it feels as I am exactly the same at the moment. I think it's all the uncertainty and general mood of what's going on. Sending you positive thoughts, glad you were able to get away for a few days!

  • @CHEEKYSTEPHY
    @CHEEKYSTEPHY 3 роки тому

    Big hugs to you emily, I havent hardly been out literally cant wait for the day they say it's over what a weird time were living in hopefully things will commence again soon I've not been abroad and so want to go so when this is over definitely going to tick off a lot of things of my list hope your all okay though and take care of yourself 💖 x

  • @Sophie-qs1re
    @Sophie-qs1re 3 роки тому +1

    Love all your vlogs with Sophie x

  • @clairedennis9483
    @clairedennis9483 3 роки тому +1

    I love going to the north Norfolk coast! It’s a little escape; fresh air and wholesome things to do!

  • @endlesstraveldreams
    @endlesstraveldreams 3 роки тому

    The bond between you and Sophie is so amazing. It shows how much you both enjoy each others company❤️

  • @maddiephillips1937
    @maddiephillips1937 3 роки тому +4

    It always gets better M, keep going and stay strong, everything will work out for the best in the end ❤️

  • @mariew5126
    @mariew5126 3 роки тому +8

    I’m struggling too, it must be the time of year! Good to see you again tho, your family vids always make me smile

  • @queennefratiti69
    @queennefratiti69 3 роки тому

    So hoping that you start having a better time. This time of year is always hard on my nerves and anxiety. Praying that you feel yourself soon.

  • @liamphillips3753
    @liamphillips3753 3 роки тому +1

    Love you and your videos so much Emily your so lovely hope you and your family have a great holiday :) xx

  • @PaulWattsHair
    @PaulWattsHair 3 роки тому +5

    Oh I love the way you've styled your hair Emily, I love the way your Fringe contours your face BUT you can 100% GO SHORTER.
    Take care

  • @Taylor-li9vm
    @Taylor-li9vm 3 роки тому +2

    You’re glowing💞

  • @JessPike16
    @JessPike16 3 роки тому

    Sending you all the love and positivity ❤️

  • @evebeinguniquebeingme6205
    @evebeinguniquebeingme6205 3 роки тому +1

    This year has been a one for sure sending you so much love and hugs take care all! 💖💖👏

  • @jaylangulbahce7726
    @jaylangulbahce7726 3 роки тому +48

    I’ve been struggling too... maybe it’s the month? I’m not sure! But know you’re not alone :(

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +15

      Urghh it's so frustrating isn't it! Wish we could just flick a switch and it would stop!

  • @lucyjonesx
    @lucyjonesx 3 роки тому

    you two have the best relationship it’s so cute! just like me and my oldest sister :)

  • @esmayorford9694
    @esmayorford9694 3 роки тому

    Me like so hype because I was literally in that farm shop today and I live a minute away from it . And then me also so sad because I didn’t see you two. I hope your okay. Norfolk will make you feel better! Love your channel sooooooooooooooooooo much !!!!!!! I can’t believe your actually in Norfolk ahhhhhh 😆😆😆😆😆

  • @jodieclarke6387
    @jodieclarke6387 3 роки тому +2

    Omg I was so happy you uploaded! Hope you feel better soon 💛

  • @briannacore1607
    @briannacore1607 3 роки тому

    I get it! I just hired a life coach because I have been struggling. I hope you feel better soon 💙💜❤️

  • @Chloe-ue3vu
    @Chloe-ue3vu 3 роки тому +9

    Sending you lots of love Emily ❤️ I have also been feeling a bit offish recently, and I’ve seen a few girls saying the same- I don’t know about you but I always feel a bit odd this time of year😥

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +3

      Thanks for commenting. It's horrible isn't it. Sending you love beaut 💜

  • @miss.foxywaffles9976
    @miss.foxywaffles9976 3 роки тому +1

    Whoo! New vlog yeshhh

  • @meganamyxxx
    @meganamyxxx 3 роки тому +19

    Feeling exactly the same tbh, It's such a strange time and feel like im living my life on auto pilot or something. It's also the fact we don't know when things are going to be ok again and go back to how they were. Like we don't have a time frame to aim towards and look forward too we just kind of have to get by and it's hard seeing the days pass by:( You're definitely not alone girl! Xx

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +1

      It's such a weird time right now, you're exactly right, but there will be an end to this some day xx

  • @amyb368
    @amyb368 3 роки тому +1

    You're not alone hun. I hope things get better for you xxxx

  • @danielamarisa2946
    @danielamarisa2946 3 роки тому +1

    Hey Emily I love you’re videos ❤️ you're amazing! :)

  • @jojobaoil8736
    @jojobaoil8736 3 роки тому +12

    yess I MISSED YOU EM 🥺🥺🥺

  • @ellenlawton5974
    @ellenlawton5974 3 роки тому +1

    I’m also struggling. It’s been. Horrible year. But I’m glad your ok xx

  • @elizabowen5543
    @elizabowen5543 3 роки тому +15

    Take all the time you need girl! I’d rather see no Em than an unhappy Em

  • @merindamorley4776
    @merindamorley4776 3 роки тому +1

    I can definitely relate to not being good over covid but stay strong lovely
    You have got this !!! I love your
    Videos :)

  • @bevzurkammer4042
    @bevzurkammer4042 3 роки тому +1

    So good to see you, have missed you! 💙

  • @siofranifhearraigh2236
    @siofranifhearraigh2236 3 роки тому

    Emily I feel you - I’ve been back at uni for just over a month now and I have had anxiety the likes of which I have never experienced before. Its even gotten to the point where I have to speak to people in uni well-being about, something which I never thought I would ever need to do. I literally can’t focus very much at the minute either due to feeling anxious quite considerably a lot of the time. The world we are living in is so scary at the minute but we’re all in this together. I just can’t wait for the day when this crazy rollercoaster slows down and stops and we can get off and normality resumes. Stay strong and stay positive - there will come a day when this horrible horrible situation will pass xxx

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому

      Sending you so much love! I feel like with this, time is one of the things that will help the most. I hope we’ll look back in a years time and be in a much better place! X

  • @makeupbychlo
    @makeupbychlo 3 роки тому

    I think its really sad that even when your opening up about not feeling ok you have to still try and remain positive because your life is watched by so many!! Its ok not to feel yourself and have rhese days but i find it really upsetting you can't just have time to fix yourself without having to worry about your absence. Your human take the time you need to feel as good as you can in this strange world we live in right now :(

  • @carolinebattison700
    @carolinebattison700 3 роки тому +3

    I've been struggling lately so your not the only one

  • @beckibarnett23
    @beckibarnett23 3 роки тому +1

    You are an amazing person helping your sister. You seems so close

  • @lauralila4ever
    @lauralila4ever 3 роки тому +1

    love this video! hope you are doing better xoxo

  • @kirstydoyle7699
    @kirstydoyle7699 3 роки тому +1

    sending all my love, hope you are feeling better soon💕

  • @aminafedjer5281
    @aminafedjer5281 3 роки тому

    We are all struggling Em.
    Hope everything will end up okay.

  • @jessxoxo3686
    @jessxoxo3686 3 роки тому

    With the pumpkins make sure u keep the seeds there such a good snack and just follow a easy recipe online XX

  • @mayarishi4153
    @mayarishi4153 3 роки тому +1

    i hope you’re okay xx

  • @bealambwouldya
    @bealambwouldya 3 роки тому +1

    😩I haven’t seen your videos in awhile you were my fave in high school 😍lemme binge

  • @JeSSiMKah
    @JeSSiMKah 3 роки тому +47

    I still can't get over how grown up sophie looks, she's well and truly lost her baby face.

    • @EmilyCanham
      @EmilyCanham 3 роки тому +9

      Crazy isn’t it! Her personality has changed SO MUCH too

  • @petrabartha2036
    @petrabartha2036 3 роки тому +1

    I love your vids so much omg 😍😍😍

  • @TheAmy_
    @TheAmy_ 3 роки тому +1

    Love your vids

  • @emma5624
    @emma5624 3 роки тому +14

    I think everyone is struggling at the moment :(, been one hellish year!

  • @karishmamagan
    @karishmamagan 3 роки тому +1

    Lots of love to you and Sophie 🤍🤍

  • @freyadavis826
    @freyadavis826 3 роки тому +1

    Staying positive! Sophie is so sweet! Mini Emily 🥺

  • @poppygreenwood32
    @poppygreenwood32 3 роки тому +1

    I love your videos so much xx

  • @ewaciepluch8944
    @ewaciepluch8944 3 роки тому +1

    Been waiting for a vlog, love you 😍💝

  • @Letitia-Smith
    @Letitia-Smith 3 роки тому +1

    Love you lots Emily 💜

  • @katherinecollins4685
    @katherinecollins4685 2 роки тому

    Emily is amazing

  • @staceysimpson9397
    @staceysimpson9397 3 роки тому +1

    Sophie is soooo grown up!!! 🥰🥰

  • @Maariyahali
    @Maariyahali 3 роки тому +1

    love you emily 💗💗

  • @maisiewilson9103
    @maisiewilson9103 3 роки тому +1

    hiya ilysm queeen xxxxxxxxxxx stay safexx

  • @mummyandfinleyaclothbummum7003
    @mummyandfinleyaclothbummum7003 3 роки тому +33

    I just press ‘like’ before I’ve even clicked on the video 😂

  • @elizadorstijn9127
    @elizadorstijn9127 3 роки тому +1

    Virtual hug from the Netherlands 😊 I hope you may feel better soon!

  • @kittybeck3385
    @kittybeck3385 3 роки тому +1

    Love you Emily!

  • @bethanyhay7366
    @bethanyhay7366 3 роки тому +6

    I feel the same! I need a fresh start and I wish I could get away for a few days 😔 xxx

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +1

      😔 I hope you feel better soon gorg, sending you lots of love x

    • @bethanyhay7366
      @bethanyhay7366 3 роки тому

      @@EmilyCanhamVlogs thankyou so much! Were in Tier 3 tomorrow so wont be going anywhere for a while! xxxx

  • @sophieroberts7402
    @sophieroberts7402 3 роки тому

    Sophie looks more like you the older she gets! Love you both x

  • @veronanaidoo6835
    @veronanaidoo6835 3 роки тому +1

    Totally know how you feel... Love all your videos. Much love from South Africa ❤️ 🤗

  • @libbydavison2876
    @libbydavison2876 3 роки тому

    Love. You so much you are so pretty and hope you have a great day xx

  • @maisysykes2639
    @maisysykes2639 3 роки тому +3

    Where’s your coat from??

  • @jessica.o
    @jessica.o 3 роки тому +2

    Your content keeps getting better and better ! 💞

  • @natalleaf
    @natalleaf 3 роки тому

    You got this beautiful, times are tough right now but don't ever forget the love that surrounds you. You will come out the other side stronger and more resilient than you have ever been. I got you sweets, have all the faith in the world in you

    • @EmilyCanhamVlogs
      @EmilyCanhamVlogs  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you so much, this helped so much xx

    • @natalleaf
      @natalleaf 3 роки тому

      @@EmilyCanhamVlogs So welcome babe

  • @mollyobrien6933
    @mollyobrien6933 3 роки тому +1

    Love love this vlog:))))

  • @itssydney5284
    @itssydney5284 3 роки тому +1

    hope you feel better babe 💕

  • @TheGeographyWatch
    @TheGeographyWatch 3 роки тому +1

    Love you, queen! Xx

  • @clarkeyclarkey4966
    @clarkeyclarkey4966 3 роки тому +1

    U guys are amazing

  • @emmagreene2940
    @emmagreene2940 3 роки тому +1

    Sending you so much love and hugs. Mind yourself ♥️

  • @lucytabron232
    @lucytabron232 3 роки тому

    Just came from Emily's live xxx

  • @user-xo4yl8ry5l
    @user-xo4yl8ry5l 3 роки тому

    Heyy just came from your live x💕