I Thought I Was Gonna Die Today.

Hey guys! I filmed this a few weeks ago and never got around to posting it because I've been busy, but I finally got around to it. Sorry it's pretty long, but I just really needed to talk about this somewhere.
I know it's not my usual type of content which is mostly goofy rants about random things and it's odd that I'm suddenly pretty serious here. Trust that my normal content will resume when I get an idea of something to talk about. Also, I know I just got allowed access to a comment section which is pretty great, but I'm going to turn them off for this video for a myriad of reasons I don't feel like getting into right now. Again, just needed to get this off my mind.
I am fully aware that people die from situations like this and here I am, preaching about how scary it was even though no one was hurt since there was no danger to begin with. It feels kinda "woe is me" being all like "Oh my gawwdd! It could have like totally been me. No, there wasn't an ACTUAL threat, but it felt like one." while kids are literally dying from it actually being real. I realize how fortunate I was while many aren't so lucky. It's so messed up and disgusts me beyond imagination.
It is honestly so messed up that we have to even wonder if a lockdown is real or just a drill. The fact we even need lockdown drills in the first place is genuinely sickening. If you have been involved in an actual lockdown situation, I am so sorry and hope that you are doing better.