/ Casey Band - Making Weight Lyrics ✨ | 0:25 You saw it all fall apart, You saw the person I was before and after the illness Started pulling out my teeth, And draining the colour from my cheeks And I can't blame you for leaving me here But I wish that you'd told me how it upset my mother Seeing her son's condition fading daily, it must have been so hard She's been through hell with me so far Between depression and colitis, I lost half of my weight She'd find me bleeding in the bathroom, too exhausted to shake I was embarrassed to speak up Because a man should be able to care for himself I shouldn't need medication to make it through the day / Casey Band - Wavering Lyrics ✨ | 2:46 I've let melancholy permeate my epidermis It resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates It swings from grief that suffocates To brevity my voice can't shake I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent But it took a long time to be honest with myself About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health Oh, how it pains me to admit it But I'm far from self-sufficient My independence stolen By persistent mental illness Please, don't mistake my silence for ignorance I'm trying to be better at this But I'm sick and tired of self-abusing And making excuses for why I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me I'm reminded daily that my depression can't be justified But I can't seem to quieten down my mind I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help But it's either that, or face the fact I may end up killing myself I can't tell if I'm a coward for being scared to leave Or if I'm brave for staying when I'm riddled with worry So, this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time I'm sorry if you're not around to read this I swear that I tried
Making weight excellent song. Live maybe not so much. However the line I was embarrassed to speak up because a "man" should be able to care for himself Shouldn't need medication to make it through the day rings so true in todays society. 33 years and still going….for now.
The girl singing in a crowd has a beautiful voice. Overall the crowd all singing together is amazing, wish all shows were like that
This is everything...
/ Casey Band - Making Weight Lyrics ✨ | 0:25
You saw it all fall apart,
You saw the person I was before and after the illness
Started pulling out my teeth,
And draining the colour from my cheeks
And I can't blame you for leaving me here
But I wish that you'd told me how it upset my mother
Seeing her son's condition fading daily, it must have been so hard
She's been through hell with me so far
Between depression and colitis, I lost half of my weight
She'd find me bleeding in the bathroom, too exhausted to shake
I was embarrassed to speak up
Because a man should be able to care for himself
I shouldn't need medication to make it through the day
/ Casey Band - Wavering Lyrics ✨ | 2:46
I've let melancholy permeate my epidermis
It resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night
Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates
It swings from grief that suffocates
To brevity my voice can't shake
I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak
I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent
But it took a long time to be honest with myself
About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health
Oh, how it pains me to admit it
But I'm far from self-sufficient
My independence stolen
By persistent mental illness
Please, don't mistake my silence for ignorance
I'm trying to be better at this
But I'm sick and tired of self-abusing
And making excuses for why
I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me
I'm reminded daily that my depression can't be justified
But I can't seem to quieten down my mind
I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help
But it's either that, or face the fact I may end up killing myself
I can't tell if I'm a coward for being scared to leave
Or if I'm brave for staying when I'm riddled with worry
So, this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time
I'm sorry if you're not around to read this
I swear that I tried
Making weight excellent song. Live maybe not so much. However the line I was embarrassed to speak up because a "man" should be able to care for himself
Shouldn't need medication to make it through the day rings so true in todays society. 33 years and still going….for now.