ASMR Story Time - I DIED From Psychedelics
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- Опубліковано 31 лип 2016
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Holy CRAP you guys! Yesterdays video, every, and I mean EVERY comment was asking for TODAYS video! I'm amazed how requested this story was. It's kind of a sad story, but overall a learning experience!
I'm letting you all know this now that I do NOT promote drug use WHATSOEVER, I am NOT putting down the place I talk about in this video, (their link is in the description), and I am NOT saying this was ANYONES fault but my OWN. Enjoy...
Nelsons Ledges Quarry Park (A place I call HOME)
www.NLQP.com
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don't worry about ur language ur an adult and can talk however u want. it's ur channel.
Kalynn Paz u r correct
Kalynn Paz yes do u
So other people watch it she should not say those things
Keira Anderson if you have so much of a problem with swearing you will have a bug problem in the real world
Kalynn Paz boyyy, it’s a Tana mongeau joke.she doesn’t care about swearing
Am I the only one that doesn't mind the swearing ??? Like? It makes her seem more real
how does swearing make one "more real" lmaooo tf
Jessica because what we say and do is what makes our personalities ours and by her cursing she is doing what she naturally does with her personality aka she isn't sugarcoating it , example for not being real is a teacher not saying shit but saying sugar so they are covering up their personality with the language they choose to use for other people's liking by doing this for their job or whatever they aren't being their true selves that is why you never know what a teacher is like outside of the school because they have to become a different person while in the school
Jessica
It shows that the person is comfortable, you also used the abriviation the fuck
// Heather // lol
@@Esperanza2498 shut up meg
Who just shoves LSD into the mouth of a girl that is clearly underage and already doing terribly? Like.. what!?
Luuk Schwarze YOU SPOILED IT FOR ME!!
Who shoves drugs into anybody's mouth that isn't for a life-saving situation?
I have a similar story... especially w ppl you trust some of them think shoveling it back into u is doing something right... we don't talk much anymore,
If you don't wanna be spoiled, maybe don't read the comments since obviously they're going to be about the video...
Who says molly is not ecstacy?
Amanda Elizabeth if you see this your comments are disabled!! But you are so amazing and thank you so much for commenting. I wish I could reply! Love you and everyone here xo
Can you please link us to a picture of your 16 year old self? Just so we can imagine the story
+Silly Millie yes !
your cute lets set up a blind date
Karuna Satori ASMR whos Amanda Elizabeth ._.
You look gorgeous in this video... drop dead gorgeous! You're always so hard on yourself but you shouldn't, everyone has their flaws honey! I love you're videos and your inner and outer beauty!!!
I really hope Liza or Brandon sees this video. Just to remind them of how much they fucked up.
INFIRES MAN I was the 100th like
INFIRES MAN ARMYYYYYYY
INFIRES MAN Aye army fans
arMYYY
INFIRES MAN YEEEAAH
this is honestly one of the most fucked up stories i've ever heard, and i'm SO sorry this happened to you. like lots of other people are saying, none of this was remotely your fault. no matter what age you are, feeding someone drugs or even pressuring someone into it is never okay. and besides even the drugs, i can't believe these peoples' disregard for human life and their lack of basic compassion. how did they all lack so much empathy?? i don't understand, and i'm so sorry this happened to you, once again. jesus. i'm so happy you're here with us today.
"now heres where everything gets fucked up" boi the shit was fucked from the start
Usually I hate story time videos but this one was amazing to listen to so far. And the way you tried to ASMR whisper the word meth has me laughing so hard.
+DeLaney Jo lmfao thank you so much gorgeousss
This was so interesting. I've been thinking about this story a bit today. You are a really interesting person. I really hope you keep making videos like this. They're special.
I agree she is such an interesting person in all the right ways! Haha
And yu just brought tears. 💟
Jesus, those people were appallingly selfish assholes. I'm glad you were actually ok in the end. Thank you for sharing with us.
God these people should honestly go to fucking hell. this put me in tears because people are so heartless they left you for dead. I'm so glad you're alive...I just don't get why no one took you to the hospital regardless if you threw up or not....but on the other hand it's awesome how that raccoon stayed with you I swear animals are so in tuned with us.
I could listen to you tell stories for HOURS! I can't name one other youtuber that would keep my attention for 40 minutes with my eyes & ears glued to the screen. I just love your personality, and how down to earth you are all the time. If I knew you in real life, I would definitely love to be your friend! Much love. xo
"Yeah, you are, man! You're dying!"
damn lol
Lmao I know right I think he was thinking I was messing with him hahaha
Karuna Satori ASMR I fucking died at that lmao
Its the Ego Death
Karuna Satori ASMR
lmao hi
I just had a 17 year old friend commit suicide last month. No one really saw it coming, but we found out a few days later that every time he was coming down from his high he'd take more ecstasy. All weekend long. There are reasons why it's called a Tuesday Suicide and his entire family is convinced that and some other factors are the reason he killed himself. I just hope everyone doing these drugs really think about what they are doing and hopefully they aren't alone like my friend.
I'm sorry to hear that 😞
Jessica Ann damn that sounds like serotonin syndrome. a general rule is u wait at least a month between dosages cuz u can get real deal depressed and that shits addictive. sorry to hear that.
I have adhd so listening to a 40 minutes story is usually a struggle but I’ve had no problem paying full attention to this video the entire duration, in fact I could listen to a part 2! Much love💕
You know when you die your bowels and kidneys completely relax so maybe that's why you pissed
Your willingness to be so open and vulnerable has truly inspired me to be more open in my personal life - it had truly made a huge difference in my personal life. Thank you so much xx
+Megan Vance that was so amazing if you. Wow. You're welcome to talk or message me anytime. Have a great night.
What you're describing is a common thing to feel on very large doses of psychedelics, read or listen to some trip stories, it's called ego death, where the consciousness is separated from the body and it feels like you are being destroyed, like you do not exist anymore. My friend took 4 tabs of lsd his first time tripping when he was 15 and he was laying face down on a bed twitching for two hours and he shit himself
I just marveled at your self restraint in keeping your swearing to a minimum. Please don't change one little bit. You are totally awesome.
You're telling this story and I'm getting anxiety bc I feel like I'm the one who took the drugs lol
And I've never ever done drugs 😭 I'm so sorry this happened to you. I've been around friends for YEARS who do this and they've never ever let me... I've also gone out with them and one of them is always DD. MAD respect for my guys. ❤️
Same!
i want to see a picture of you when you were 16
Yessss
+Helena DeFrance I'll tiny pic it
@@KarunaSatoriASMR I want to see the picture too.
@@KarunaSatoriASMR if someone had a meth overdose i would help that person and i would take that person back to my place for a lil bit and I'll take that person to the hospital
@@KarunaSatoriASMR Whats a tiny pic
Crazy how people are so prepared to give free drugs, that is not cheap.
I know this comment is 3 years old, but the psychedelic community commonly shares free drugs, even among groups of untrustworthy people. LSD is super cheap (I once lived in a trap house that sold 170mcg blotter for $10. We always had hundreds available at a time and received them for $5 a tab. In one party I once hosted, I gave away over $1400 worth of LSD, shrooms, MDMA, and dabs within an hour, and didn't charge a penny. I also commonly shared DMT with select individuals.
Believe it or not, this happens. I speak from my own past as a polyaddict. I have guilt due to sharing these drugs with certain individuals. I felt at the time that I was "awakening" people through some Indigo-fueled journey. At this time I was tripping on ten-strips multiple times a week and "candy-flipping" on MDMA with it. My mind was fried, put simply. I developed HPPD and OCD over time while unleashing a guilt and anxiety I never had until after drug use. I stopped drug use and within a few weeks I messaged all my friends to stop using these drugs at such a young age.
Addiction may be expensive, but irrationality allows these drugs to be distributed cheaply to others more often than they should be. Some of us at the time were silently suicidal anyway, and the last trip woke us up to the pathology we were once stuck in.
Preston O'neal what’s acid like ?
@@TheLethalDomain That's wild. Super curious where you live. In NZ from my expery it's reasonable to pay $30-40 for 200, depending on the quality and if you're shopping good.
At fests and parties the probs most i've seen someone shout is ~$500 so that's very generous of ya.
I don't think you should feel any guilt, those people chose to consume what you offered and it was coming from a place of good-will. If you're spiking people that's when guilt is reasonable. You're good, mannn :)
How are your teeth so freaking white! You were a smoker and drink coffee like I do, but I can my teeth getting less white when I look back in pics.. :(
Lily Dylan I know like what whitener does she use
Dude i legit got anxiety from this, you are so strong for surviving from this
i don't know if you're ever going to see this, but I am so sorry on behalf of those people that you went through that. whether you were 16 or not, no one deserves to be treated that way. you had a tramautic experience and those people did nothing to help. my heart is honestly breaking for you. it's just a story to most of us but to think that a child actually went through that is so tough, you are strong. i hope you can continue to heal and learn from this experience, cleary you're not a selfish asshole like them and that will take you so far in life. im so glad you're alive to share this story with everyone, and i know it's hard, but dont blame yourself. you were a kid. you are loved
Those people that you went to the festival with, sound fucked up.
I watched all this and I have to say.. Those freaking people. If they're gonna bring in a 16 year old, they need to bring the responsibility too. But there's so many idiots in this world who simply don't care. And it is so fucked up how little they cared for you. I'm so sorry to hear this happened to you, but I'm glad you survived it and like you said you have two beautiful children now.
I'm so sorry you had such a rough time at that festival. Those people you were with sounded pretty selfish. Maybe Indica was your little guardian angel. :) thank you for sharing your experience and expressing your concerns and warnings to younger viewers!
so brave of you to post this video. it truly feels like a safe haven for me to watch your videos and the fact that you are extremely open with your viewers makes you even more human and appealing to watch !! my uncle had the same experience (although his was in a hospital) where he died / was reborn and looked down at himself and shared the story numerous times, i know he was extremely humble to have survived and it is apparent that you very much are as well :) stay smiling beautiful, i'd love to hear your other psychedelic stories and insight
This is bringing me to tears. You poor baby, I’m so sorry this happened to you. It hurts to listen to this and from a motherly point of view it kills me that no one took care of you or stood up for you.
I love that there is no other asmr artists like you. You are totally unique and don't follow anyone else. You're videos are so interesting, relaxing, funny, and tinglgasmic. I don't mind the f bombs lol. Never change!! ••Much Love••
I don't usually comment on videos, but this story got me so emotional. I'm so sorry that you had to experience that horrible state you were in and the horrible people that were there with you. You are so strong! Thank goodness you are still with us today! Thank you so much for opening up to us viewers...Definitely makes me appreciate you more as a person and an asmrtist! Keep doing you!!
I have done some heavy psychedelics in my time but this shit is just reckless. Those people were fucking assholes. Not only were you physically in danger, but the psychological impact of powerful substances like that is serious. What a bunch of douche bags. I'm glad you're alright. Most of the time you hear these horror stories at festivals ending in deaths. Sad shit man.
+plebs564 exactly. Have no idea how I am alive lol. Much love to you always.
Karuna Satori ASMR I fucking love u
don't worry about your language. you do what makes you comfortable! :)
Thank you xoxox
tough titties, no one cares what you want, it's how she is, if you don't like it then don't watch
***** pretty sure the majority of her viewers don't care...
@Sala: Pure class there. LOL
ryann 👏🏻👏🏻👌👌😂😂
My anxiety is on overload ! It's taking me back to my horrible experience. But I'm gonna continue and you're gonna give me a makeover after. 😐
I'm so sorry you had to experience something bad as well. Happens more often than not! :(
Yes , I’m nervous about my 10@ subs special I promised a my life story time ... and my life’s been crazy because I used I be a drug addicted festival girl too
the raccoon I'm done😂😂
I had similar experiences as a child, and I can't explain how happy I am that you have grown and made it out of this, as well as myself. It is so important to spread this information and help other young people prevent things like this from happening to them.
dude people shouldn't get like offended or whatever about you language you're an adult and its kiiiinda bullshit that people are telling you that you should stop. Like, maybe i could understand a bit if its asmr and it isn't "calming" or whatever but still, people shouldn't be freaking out about it.
other asmrtists cuss. i dont understand why ppl are getting butthurt
yeah bro, cusses aren't going to kill anyone
I legit just started crying... that’s so horrible... I’m so sorry you had to live through that
Thank you so much for sharing. God bless you and your family. You are by far my favorite ASMRtist because of your way of making me feel safe and loved. I can't even imagine you not being on this earth. You are a beautiful person inside and out.
I personally like that you swear. It's real and it's you! That's why I like your videos so much. They are so entertaining because you are so honest about your experiences, and you have had an interesting life. Thanks for the videos!
+WenzOfChange thank YOU for that seriously amazing comment xo
Can you please do more of these old school videos? Theyre so chill its like im hanging out with a friend. and i love your soft spoken voice. Plus i watch these when im distressed or having bad trips or comedowns. hearing distressing things from people who are perfectly fine now makes me remember that ill be fine too. Ive a playlist that just has your giving birth storytime and this one. The contrast between such a happy story and such a grim one keeps me grounded in the fact that life has good and bad things. Idk. Id LOVE to see more of this style of videos from you. Thank you for all the peace ❤
You have no idea how much your videos do for me. Someone in my family went through a lot of experiences similar as you. Sadly she closed off. And it's 20ish years later and it's ruined her as a person. - you and her are alike in so many ways and different in so many ways. I see the two of you in one another. You help me feel close to her and understand her some. Even when she doesn't want to open up. So thank you ❤️ I love you Karuna.
Your language doesn't bother me 💕 I love how you're real and you shouldn't have to watch you language 💕
Your suggested videos brought me here, and honestly I'm glad I'm here. You're so good at telling your stories and making the listener feel like they were right there with you! Oh, and I'm sure karma would of caught up with Liza and Brandon by now. The universe is a wonderful thing xx
wowww man. I agree with you, if I was in those peoples shoes I would have helped the 16 year old girl WITHOUT HESITATION. nothing else would've mattered to me besides her wellbeing. it's crazy that you went through that!!!! you probably survived because of your strong spirit. PS and on a lighter note, I'm so happy to have discovered quarry park!!! I'm graduating high school this may and plan to travel and go to as many festivals as I can find. this seems like a wonderful place, I trust your judgement :)
I fell asleep to an asmr and I wake up to drugs
It’s so amazing to see your growth and how much you’ve changed
I'm new to your channel, but I love your videos so so much, I'm 14, and depression consumes me, but your videos calm me down so much, and I've learned so much from you already, like this really opened my eyes on a lot of things. So thank you, love! xo
"Come to me all who are weary and heavy burdened and I will give you rest" ~ Jesus Christ.
This helped me feel better and not so alone when I was depressed. Hope it brings you some comfort. Love and peace to you. ♥
Im addicted to being sober
Marc K im addicted to pot lol
@@kushydank4203 well pot has health benefits so its fine
@@erinscuderi5265 Research happens to be coming out about possible psychological benefits of LSD.
goshhh this story time aged me like ten years, I'm so glad you're alive idk what I would have done if that happened to me. You're so strong, having pushed through this!! You are now a highly respected person in my book, damn.
this was an incredibly brave and insightful story, thank you so much for sharing and thank god youre alive! xoxo 💜💛💚💙❤
Damn hella glad you are still alive to pass on some good advice to us and love your videos btw
Karuna you have the best story times!!
I started watching this and am so excited but don't have time now. I can't wait to sit down and watch it :) thank you so much for sharing. much love
Holy shit that was a crazy ride! I'm so sorry you went through that! I'm glad that experience didn't ruin Nelson's Ledges for you and that you were able to learn from the experience. Though you have convinced me never to try psychedelics lmao
I too had a near death experience on psychedelics. I will never touch them again.
Audrey Vasquez
Good,you got your shit together!!!?!!!
I'm so upset you had to go through all of this without getting help but they were probably as high and weren't thinking right.. glad you're ok ❤
Yeah hence why I don't blame them as well! Xo
I wish she would’ve done more storytimes I really love her and she has so many good stories and is such a good person
I remember this is the first video I watched of you, I’m still in love with your channel😌♥️
Divine wine is legit my favourite lipstick omg!
Really loving your videos x I hope you have a wonderful Christmas :)
It's inacceptable what those people did to you. They should be held responsible for this. It's simply unbelievable that they didn't care for you, even while you were nearly dying! How can human beings act like this?! It's cruel and just inhuman. If you had died, they - and ONLY they - would be guilty of it. That's my opinion.
I think every young person planning to go to a festival and taking drugs, should watch your video. It is not only a great and intenstive story to listen to, but an even greater warning of drugs.
Thank you for sharing your story, Kanura. I love your videos and I could listen to your voice for hours!
Holy fuck that story was intense. I'm so pissed off at the fact that they were more concerned with getting caught than the fact that you were literally dying like if you would've died they would probably still be concerned about getting in trouble. I'm so glad you are okay. I'm 16 and I've never done any drugs and I can't imagine going through that! And please don't blame yourself, at one point they physically forced drugs on you . Again I'm so glad you're okay ❤️
First, I love your story telling skills.
Second, I am SO amazed you are still here, girl. My goodness.
I love hearing your story times 💕 They're very relaxing and your voice is so soothing too 😊 Much love thanks so much for making this !
+Angel Mercado that means sooo much! I think I have that teddy bear in your profile pic lol
I literally knew you were going to talk about nlqp before you even said it! I love it there!
God, those people were so irresponsible. I just wonder where your boyfriend was when they were force-feeding you LSD on the beach, my heart hurts for you. 🙌
I love your story time videos, plz keep them going
Please, please, please do more of these!!! I love these story time videos so much!
I like how your honest. Like, you tell us the truth, and warn us.
2 story times in 2 days! Yay! Love you :)
+Abby Kennedy it was sooooo requested! Thank you so much xo
I believe you. This scared me a lot (in a good way) I’m so sorry. I love you 💕
that lipstick tho 😍😍😍😍😍 loving it on you 💕💕💕💞💞💞💞💖💖💖
+Candace Lewis thank you gorgeous!! Haha I didn't even mean to wear it
girl u need to do another crazy storytime video ilysm and these are my fav videos!😜
You are such a great story teller
the first time I watched rhis I was 15 (2016) and had just gone through my first cocaine overdose. this videio is really important to me. not because of the plot, I'm so sorry that sarrah had to experience this.. but because of the overcome. Today I am 3 year clean. And that made me belive that everyone of us will get through this. 💗
Thank you for this story, I love it. I want to go to one of these festivals so bad now
This story was so interesting. Thanks for sharing!
You are so inspiring, a beautiful mother and a gorgeous lady. love you videos xox
+Elise Davenport that's seriously so entirely sweet of you. Thank you so so very much.
I love your storytimes. You're a really good storyteller
There neeeeeeeeds to be another story time. I loved this! Super intriguing.
This is horrible and terrible and scary, I got so anxious listening to this. And those people are disposable. But it's also beautiful, in a sense, because you got to experience the white light, the divine truth, that's always with us and surrounds us. I'm glad you're okay xo
this is awful,and sad. I'm glad you shared this story for others not to do drugs. btw when you die, you're body releases all fluids so that explains why you peed. I'm glad youre alive and well now!
great story I absolutely love you, you are one of my faves. continue doing what you do ... and the cursing is totally fine it's your channel do what you want ❤
Noooooo ,you made me cry but I’m glad have you here I don’t know what I would do
Omg this gave me so much anxiety lol. No shade, I'm still really glad I listened to your story. It's just because I'm a recovering addict and I've taken all those things and have gone to some limits myself. I never died though, that sounds WILD. Great story Karuna, Much love.
im watching this for the second time cuz its sooooo interesting to listen to.
How do you get your teeth so white omfg?
Olivia Bardsley extra fresh Colgate lol idk
I just clicked the video bc of your lipstick. Girrlll you rock that lipstick & hair & glasses. And one more thing; your language is amazing, I love how natural you are. Thank you for all of your effort💫
Thank you for your story, I believe you 💖
As someone that has had a couple bad trips from mushrooms this story gave me wicked anxiety because I can imagine exactly what you felt like.
I live near Nelson's ledges and I agree that it's a crazy amazing place!
Wow! I totally feel for ya and appreciate your story! Thanx!
I listened to this story the first time i was on an acid downer and it was really bad. And listening to her, completely okay, casually describing these horrible things was somehow calming enough to get through it. These things shouldnt happen, but they do. And people survived THIS, Kinda reminded me that i wont like literally die from half a blot's nervous breakdown lol. To this day i sometimes come back to this video when im tripping
I love you so much karuna keep doing what your doing xx
Wow. Holy Shit. I'm so sorry to hear about your experiences. That was really fucked up. Like really really fucked up!
Those people are truly some terrible people! I promise you that not everyone that goes to festivals or takes drugs are like that.
I'm so glad that you survived!
Your hair looks great! I love you! I would also love it if you did another multilayered asmr video...maybe with mouth sounds. 💕
I'd actually love a video explaining your tattoo and stuff! This stuff is so interesting lol
That's crazy I love you and I'm glad your okay