I think this song is about seeing friends, people, everyone moving ahead and YOU living in their shadows. But you grow envious of the people ahead, but begin to realize how bad you are for feeling that way and it builds into self hatred.
Sometimes, I feel like this I just feel like I bother people, too much. But, then I realize that they wouldn't want to talk to me unless I was their friend, sometimes I just don't get people. Man, Nashimoto you know how to relate to the listeners. Propably had to deal with stuff like that, too.
+Bed-Head Otaku Yeah my friends sometimes act like im annoying them, one of them called me annoying behind my back ;-; I hope you feel better though!! ^^
honey bug and Kawaii potato, CHANGE YOUR FRIENDS PLEASE OML Honeybug, if someone speaks behind your back pretending to be your "friend" this person may fuck themselves, good idea. Kawaii Potato,if you have friends making you feel that way, then don't stay with them, they aren't your friends. You deserve so much better than people thinking you are their "backup friend" , bullshit.
From what I get from the song, Miku feels sad, and is possibly depressed, but realises that there are people with worse problems than her, which makes her feel selfish, and that she's the worst for feeling so bad when others have 'bigger' problems. Because it's repeated, I think he was trying to point out the horrid cycle (I'm depressed (and possibly want to die, but that's not started) -> there are people with more reasons to be sad than me -> I'm selfish and spoiled to be so sad then -> I'm the worst -> I'm depressed). The blanket, and rain could show how she feels isolated, or the rain could be the key to bring happy, but requires opening up to get. The blanket could then show how she feels comfortable being isolated, but, as it's moulded, the longer she waits, the harder it'll be to save her. (The previous sentence makes no sense) I've probably got it all wrong, but that was what I saw for most of the song.
You know, this song is sang by Miku but she might not be the one who is sad, you know that someone can sing but it's the other person who feels the emotion or has the thoughts/memories from the song.
@@ChocoBlobby 4 years is nothing, the general human laws of thought haven't changed for thousands of years. You can find things to relate to from a ton of different eras of the world ^w^
@LavenderAshes ...I've encountered that in depressive periods. I'll say bad things about myself and people will believe them, leading them to demonize me, leading to more depression. Arguably, your interpretation reflects some of the reality as well. I could imagine that happening to younger Nashimoto or Miku, feeding their depressive cycles of thoughts. The only way to break it is to find the motivation to free yourself somewhere and sometime, haha. ...it's easier said than done, and it's a rocky journey there. If it's unclear, I basically mean like, I'd say "I'm selfish for feeling sad," reflecting my feelings, and people would see that as me literally describing myself, kinda like how the song made you interpret it that way when the lyrics described the singer as selfish and terrible and not grown up. It takes getting into the habit of saying "I feel like I must be selfish for [insert reasons here]" in order to accommodate other people so they won't hurt you further, which is difficult when you hate yourself and are depressed.
I think it's about a person drowning in self pity, keeping telling themselves they are such an horrible person despite not doing anything that bad. They're too caught up in their own internal problems and self-entailed hatred to truly care about others or change their situation.
I've been listening to this song for a long time now and I want to finally share my thoughts on it. Before that though I just want to say that this is my all time favourite Nahimoto-P song. I'm going based off of personal feelings, but I think it's about someone (let's just say Miku) is making the choice to stay young, or at least act like it and throw out the thought of needing to grow up. She's depressed and know that her lack of caring about everything else is bad and spirals down into the thought that she's the worst (I have the same thoughts during anxiety attacks and struggle with very similar thoughts, but "I'm the worst" is the most prominent for me.) Her unproductivity causes her be depressed and instead she turns cynical, and somewhat apathetic (apathy being a very common symptom of depression) thus laughing at the people who grew up, laughing at someone caught in a downpour, saying that her constant self-hate is obnoxious, and overall fueling her own thoughts of "I'm the worst" because she recognizes her actions as things a "bad person" would think. Then again, these are just my thoughts on it, and is currently what I'm going through and this is how I relate to the song.
Tory Pajamafly I know the feeling. Yet I keep coming back to these videos regardless, even if they leave a bitter taste in my mouth. 2013/2014 was miserable.
Oh my god I was hunting for this song for a while today I randomly remembered it but couldn’t recall the song title I’m so happy I found it Man I love vocaloid!!
yeah im late yeah i don't know what i'm saying but here's my interpretation of this song since everyone before me did that as well: The obvious theme is self pity and some sort of depression. Though the singer says that they laughed at everyone who "grew up" (most likely went ahead in life while they stayed behind), at the end, they said that they were looking up at those who grew up. The heavy rock instrumental fades into a ukulele melody, which could signify some sort of acceptance of their situation. Instead of laughing at those who were better than them, they simply accepted that they were in the shadows of those that have gone beyond them. They are frustrated with themselves and call their self pity "obnoxious", despite continuing to complain and rot in their bed and calling themselves "the WORST". The singer may be looking out a window, watching people out in the rain, since there is a line where miku sings " it's making me laugh at someone who's getting wet" and "I don't even feel like opening the window" and i will admit i feel very similar, just like how i could've been doing my essays but instead I've been writing this analysis instead. I'll just make this as an excuse for a warm up five months later I have an addition to the section where I mentioned the changing instrumentals: Instead of just accepting their situation, Miku might be seeing some hope in the future for them as indicated by the last line "I'm looking up" which I guess could imply both having hope for the future and also looking up towards those who went ahead
This hits hard for me... my mother is a really manipulative and awful person who is no longer in the picture for me, so I am left with my father and stepmother, who are really nice people. But they always have to deal with the horrible qualities I inherited from my mother, when they don't deserve it, and I've always felt like kind of an awful person. It's a curse I still haven't lifted from myself, and I don't know if I even can....
hey, its been 7 months since you posted this comment but i found a bit of myself in it, so im commenting to ask if anythings gotten better? i really hopes youre doing alright, catzee!
@@Enonymous-P I'm glad this comment triggered positive introspection for you ^w^ I would say things have gotten better, but not by much. 8 months ago would have been during a time when I was fairly depressed, and now I am better in that regard, but as far as my quality of character... I'm not a BAD person, but I think I'm also not a good person, and it's been like that for pretty much as long as I could remember. All I want is to enjoy my life, and for the most part I don't care what others think. While this does make me independent, it makes me very bitter and hateful as well. But I enjoy my life a fair amount, and there are a few people that care about me, and I no longer live in a violent community, so... that's good enough for me. But it would be nice if I didn't feel disconnected all the time, and always fear that my friends will leave me.
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I think this song is about seeing friends, people, everyone moving ahead and YOU living in their shadows. But you grow envious of the people ahead, but begin to realize how bad you are for feeling that way and it builds into self hatred.
Mmhmm.
Lol I like how "Viva Happy" is in the recommended videos.
"my plan to run away, unable to go anywhere"
I know that feeling
This aged like milk
@@marcury4137 ?
@@KelpsWorld quarantine was stricter back when I posted that comment lol
Sometimes, I feel like this I just feel like I bother people, too much. But, then I realize that they wouldn't want to talk to me unless I was their friend, sometimes I just don't get people. Man, Nashimoto you know how to relate to the listeners. Propably had to deal with stuff like that, too.
Kat.S12 ikr i honestly don't know how people put up with me
+Bed-Head Otaku Yeah my friends sometimes act like im annoying them, one of them called me annoying behind my back ;-; I hope you feel better though!! ^^
+TheSavvyWolf The same goes for you, though. It's the second time I see you talking about your friends. Are you alright?
my friends only talk to me sometimes and im just their backup friend
honey bug and Kawaii potato, CHANGE YOUR FRIENDS PLEASE OML
Honeybug, if someone speaks behind your back pretending to be your "friend" this person may fuck themselves, good idea.
Kawaii Potato,if you have friends making you feel that way, then don't stay with them, they aren't your friends. You deserve so much better than people thinking you are their "backup friend" , bullshit.
This is how I feel whenever someone around my age says they have a job but I don't. I just feel worthless at that point, like damn..
I have felt that way before all my friends are married and have children and I don’t even have a job or have children.
From what I get from the song, Miku feels sad, and is possibly depressed, but realises that there are people with worse problems than her, which makes her feel selfish, and that she's the worst for feeling so bad when others have 'bigger' problems. Because it's repeated, I think he was trying to point out the horrid cycle (I'm depressed (and possibly want to die, but that's not started) -> there are people with more reasons to be sad than me -> I'm selfish and spoiled to be so sad then -> I'm the worst -> I'm depressed). The blanket, and rain could show how she feels isolated, or the rain could be the key to bring happy, but requires opening up to get. The blanket could then show how she feels comfortable being isolated, but, as it's moulded, the longer she waits, the harder it'll be to save her. (The previous sentence makes no sense)
I've probably got it all wrong, but that was what I saw for most of the song.
You know, this song is sang by Miku but she might not be the one who is sad, you know that someone can sing but it's the other person who feels the emotion or has the thoughts/memories from the song.
Also, what you described (even though it's 4 years ago), that totally describes me lol
I've never heard a song about that specific topic before... I relate to it a lot
@@ChocoBlobby 4 years is nothing, the general human laws of thought haven't changed for thousands of years. You can find things to relate to from a ton of different eras of the world ^w^
@LavenderAshes ...I've encountered that in depressive periods. I'll say bad things about myself and people will believe them, leading them to demonize me, leading to more depression. Arguably, your interpretation reflects some of the reality as well. I could imagine that happening to younger Nashimoto or Miku, feeding their depressive cycles of thoughts. The only way to break it is to find the motivation to free yourself somewhere and sometime, haha. ...it's easier said than done, and it's a rocky journey there.
If it's unclear, I basically mean like, I'd say "I'm selfish for feeling sad," reflecting my feelings, and people would see that as me literally describing myself, kinda like how the song made you interpret it that way when the lyrics described the singer as selfish and terrible and not grown up. It takes getting into the habit of saying "I feel like I must be selfish for [insert reasons here]" in order to accommodate other people so they won't hurt you further, which is difficult when you hate yourself and are depressed.
I think it's about a person drowning in self pity, keeping telling themselves they are such an horrible person despite not doing anything that bad. They're too caught up in their own internal problems and self-entailed hatred to truly care about others or change their situation.
Ah. How i love songs like this. They understand me. Better than anyone else could. It feels nice.
real. this is literally my coping mechanism
I've been listening to this song for a long time now and I want to finally share my thoughts on it. Before that though I just want to say that this is my all time favourite Nahimoto-P song.
I'm going based off of personal feelings, but I think it's about someone (let's just say Miku) is making the choice to stay young, or at least act like it and throw out the thought of needing to grow up. She's depressed and know that her lack of caring about everything else is bad and spirals down into the thought that she's the worst (I have the same thoughts during anxiety attacks and struggle with very similar thoughts, but "I'm the worst" is the most prominent for me.) Her unproductivity causes her be depressed and instead she turns cynical, and somewhat apathetic (apathy being a very common symptom of depression) thus laughing at the people who grew up, laughing at someone caught in a downpour, saying that her constant self-hate is obnoxious, and overall fueling her own thoughts of "I'm the worst" because she recognizes her actions as things a "bad person" would think.
Then again, these are just my thoughts on it, and is currently what I'm going through and this is how I relate to the song.
I think it's about a hikikomori. There shut in there room all the time and feel like there worthless because they never do anything.
***** even if it's about Nashimoto's feelings, a hikikomori can also identify himself as "the worst person" :3
emotions i didn't want to remember feeling regarding 2014-era me
thanks
Tory Pajamafly I know the feeling. Yet I keep coming back to these videos regardless, even if they leave a bitter taste in my mouth. 2013/2014 was miserable.
Oh my god
I was hunting for this song for a while today
I randomly remembered it but couldn’t recall the song title
I’m so happy I found it
Man I love vocaloid!!
yeah im late yeah i don't know what i'm saying but here's my interpretation of this song since everyone before me did that as well:
The obvious theme is self pity and some sort of depression. Though the singer says that they laughed at everyone who "grew up" (most likely went ahead in life while they stayed behind), at the end, they said that they were looking up at those who grew up. The heavy rock instrumental fades into a ukulele melody, which could signify some sort of acceptance of their situation. Instead of laughing at those who were better than them, they simply accepted that they were in the shadows of those that have gone beyond them. They are frustrated with themselves and call their self pity "obnoxious", despite continuing to complain and rot in their bed and calling themselves "the WORST". The singer may be looking out a window, watching people out in the rain, since there is a line where miku sings " it's making me laugh at someone who's getting wet" and "I don't even feel like opening the window"
and i will admit i feel very similar, just like how i could've been doing my essays but instead I've been writing this analysis instead. I'll just make this as an excuse for a warm up
five months later I have an addition to the section where I mentioned the changing instrumentals: Instead of just accepting their situation, Miku might be seeing some hope in the future for them as indicated by the last line "I'm looking up" which I guess could imply both having hope for the future and also looking up towards those who went ahead
The singer is probably a shut-in
Something like redditors who rot at home all day and develop some sort of narcissistic behavior over something little
This hits hard for me... my mother is a really manipulative and awful person who is no longer in the picture for me, so I am left with my father and stepmother, who are really nice people. But they always have to deal with the horrible qualities I inherited from my mother, when they don't deserve it, and I've always felt like kind of an awful person. It's a curse I still haven't lifted from myself, and I don't know if I even can....
hey, its been 7 months since you posted this comment but i found a bit of myself in it, so im commenting to ask if anythings gotten better? i really hopes youre doing alright, catzee!
@@Enonymous-P I'm glad this comment triggered positive introspection for you ^w^ I would say things have gotten better, but not by much. 8 months ago would have been during a time when I was fairly depressed, and now I am better in that regard, but as far as my quality of character... I'm not a BAD person, but I think I'm also not a good person, and it's been like that for pretty much as long as I could remember. All I want is to enjoy my life, and for the most part I don't care what others think. While this does make me independent, it makes me very bitter and hateful as well. But I enjoy my life a fair amount, and there are a few people that care about me, and I no longer live in a violent community, so... that's good enough for me. But it would be nice if I didn't feel disconnected all the time, and always fear that my friends will leave me.
I will never get over this song
I'm the WORST.
When you tell a joke and your friends said they heard you the first time
lol this song defines my life sometimes when people ignore me when I am trying to talk to them then it makes me pretty sad
the most realest song ever
5 years and I still relate...
Ok the lyrics hit way too close to home😰
this songs about a shut in hikkikimori- like person
I can relate to this :(
I like how this song reminds me of myself
So cold. I hate word "self-pity". This song. It just might mean Nashimoto P is a person i might relate to ...
Real
We're all the worst :3
R E L A T A B L E
Tbh, I'm far worse than this. Guess i was unlucky not dying from a near pre-mature birth that could have killed me
same
I hate that I'm starting to feel this way, pathetic and lazy.
Damn
the intro is kinda creepy
No random fact? :(
I think the song is about a childish person
this song just like me frfr
I love this