Getting Personal ( depression, hurt, bullied)

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  • Опубліковано 21 жов 2024
  • hola mis amores.. this video its a little different, after reading those comments in my last Instagram post, feel the need to share with you guys some of my hard times in my life. We all go through them some of us harder than others, i don't know why.. but all i know the GOD has been my answer....
    hope this video help some of you guys.
    be blessed i love you guys so much :)

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  • @trinhamp7
    @trinhamp7 9 років тому +307

    Please never delete this

    • @LadyALCO
      @LadyALCO 9 років тому +18

      NEVER!

    • @PrettyToyaWorld
      @PrettyToyaWorld 9 років тому +12

      Just as beautiful on the inside as you are on these outside. I LOOOOVE THIS VIDEO! Thank you for reminding me of God's life for me. God bless you!

    • @corozo22
      @corozo22 9 років тому +2

      Never, please

  • @Itshafsaaa
    @Itshafsaaa 8 років тому +103

    "You're never too grown for God" that hit home with me

  • @stacyruthieann
    @stacyruthieann 9 років тому +27

    You don't understand how much of a difference you have just made in so many people's lives including my own. This is the realest post I have ever seen on social media. I am absolutely proud of you. May God heal your heart completely in Jesus name. The tears you will encounter from now on are tears of joy in JESUS NAME!!!! I love you and remain real and BLESSED!!

  • @ChuliizCrazie08
    @ChuliizCrazie08 8 років тому +37

    dnt know how i got here.. but i know it was for it reason.. because u touched me.

  • @graceonyourdash
    @graceonyourdash 9 років тому +51

    I think this is the first time I feel so close to a complete stranger in all my entire life, my tears are falling down with no control and I feel less heavy after watching this so thank you for your inspiring words, for your honesty you're such a brave woman as well as sensitive one.
    I could never EVER imagine you've been through to all this, "my idea of you" was completely different than reality so this is huge lesson I have to learn.
    All these social networks stuff are giving us blindness and the presumption we know everybody's life just because of a picture with a person smiling or striking a pose. Sometimes I create my own thoughts about others just because of a picture, we shouldn't do that. WE SHOULD NOT !!!!
    As human being I have my ups and downs and Lord knows how many times I came across those paranoid feelings, that I'm not cool enough, pretty enough, that I should stop follow my dreams and all that crap that unfortunately blows into my mind sometimes.
    Through the years I had this conviction I could handle everything in my life
    without God's help, but now more than ever, after watching your video and after a discussion I've had with a close friend of mine some weeks ago I know It's time to face up to reality, we all need Him. I take your testimony as another sign from God, I have to reconnect with him so I can properly release all the pain and hurt I have accumulated in the past and can handle the upcoming events in my life. I wish you all the best and thank you THANK YOU again for sharing this video to all of us. More videos like this will be appreciated by me
    Greetings from Italy ❤️

    • @neecey586
      @neecey586 9 років тому +2

      Thanks for sharing this. I totally agree with you about creating an image in your mind about someone based on pictures or videos. You always seem so sweet and bubbly and like you're living a wonderful life in Italy when I watch your videos. Not that you're not all of these wonderful things but I have to remember that you're a normal human being and everyone has high and low points. I wish all the best in your journey and please keep making videos. I really enjoy them and your songs as well.

    • @graceonyourdash
      @graceonyourdash 9 років тому

      Thank you neecey586 for your honesty.I can assure you my life is not perfect, and of course I prefer to share my Ups instead of my Downs on my social networks, we all do that but Irishcel507 is totally right, sometimes sharing the struggle, or talking about our insecurities and fears could help and inspire others.
      It's not fair to create a thought on people we actually don't know, staying more humble and with and understandable mood we can all live a happier life :)
      God bless you #ilovehumanity

    • @corozo22
      @corozo22 9 років тому

      💜

  • @juliaja4winds90
    @juliaja4winds90 8 років тому +71

    I am so late but girl the anointing of God was all over you. Nobody but God can give you enough courage and strength to recored such an AMAZING video. Lives will forever be changed because you decided to OBEY the voice of God. I pray that your steps are forever ordered by the father. This is definitely your purpose!!!

  • @AniyahRenae
    @AniyahRenae 9 років тому +87

    literally in tears, i also go through depression and find it hard to find confidence and carry on, this was so uplifting !

    • @sthngal85
      @sthngal85 9 років тому +17

      Keep pushing through baby girl as you go through your day just talk to God He hears you!😉

    • @OHoneyPot
      @OHoneyPot 9 років тому

      GvldxBeauty If you ever get a chance, look at #semicolonproject416 on IG. I keep a semicolon on my wrists. This helps me a whole lot!

  • @jazminlewis4830
    @jazminlewis4830 8 років тому +39

    This was a good message! I know this video is old but the message behind this never gets old.

    • @sweethartia
      @sweethartia 7 років тому

      Jazmin Lewis never ever gets old.

  • @JustSynetta
    @JustSynetta 9 років тому +5

    Bravo for your bravery in putting this out. May God continue to strengthen you and use you to encourage others.

  • @ginaquinones2779
    @ginaquinones2779 8 років тому +66

    In 2000 I was diagnosed with. Brain tumor the size of a grapefruit I had emergency surgery I died on the table! I had blood clots in my lungs and legs. I was in ICU for a month. I was told even if the tumor comes back you will be 90. Well in 2001 it was back another brain surgery. In 2002 it came back again and I was screaming at God please take me I'm tired I want to die please!!! Well after going through all of that my niece came to me and asked me to adopt her in born baby!! Know I know why I lived I had a purpose. That baby needed me. That's why I lived I has a reason and I never knew.🙌🏻🙏🏻❤️ Amen Amen

    • @JButta1217
      @JButta1217 7 років тому +1

      Gina Quinones Amen! God is goood !!!!!!!

    • @AloLovex
      @AloLovex 7 років тому

      Gina Quinones That's incredible! But always remember there is more to your life than just that one reason ❤️❤️

    • @reneerivera1426
      @reneerivera1426 7 років тому +1

      Gina Quinones God Bless You.

  • @ajahtv
    @ajahtv 9 років тому +6

    Thank you so much! I needed to hear this

  • @mistyfelder982
    @mistyfelder982 9 років тому +18

    Thank you so much , I really needed this . Right now I can't stop crying , I am here alone everyday . I suffer from a chronic disease Multiple Sclerosis . I can't get on my knees and pray , but I can lie in my bed and pray. I need prayer I need strength .

  • @cynatabonita
    @cynatabonita 9 років тому +101

    Wow! I have never cried so much watching a video..
    You should thank god that you escaped been kidnap.. My brother has been kidnapped for two years and its been very rough for my family.. So please pray for my family.. Thanks..
    May God continue to guide and protect you..

    • @cutasz
      @cutasz 9 років тому +4

      I will pray for your family. Stay strong.

    • @N3eNe3
      @N3eNe3 9 років тому

      wow. Praying!

    • @ifeaya
      @ifeaya 9 років тому

      Prayers for your family

    • @ChaanAltidor
      @ChaanAltidor 9 років тому

      Praying for you gurl

    • @YouKnowDOMO
      @YouKnowDOMO 9 років тому +1

      I Pray that God Strengthens You & Your Family. Whereever Your Brother is Just Know That God Loves Him Infinitly. God Bless.

  • @emmabehm
    @emmabehm 8 років тому +25

    God is real, He's kindness, He's love. Thank you for making this video. :) Bless you

  • @YunnieRose
    @YunnieRose 9 років тому +5

    I just cried my heart out, got on my knees and prayed!!! I'm only 21 and sometimes I forgot that God is in my corner!! With being in college with no help and no job, doing makeup on the side it gets so tough. I'm always feeling like I'm alone and since im pretty people like I have the whole world and have the prefect life but I've thought about suicide many times before because I let the negative things control me. I'm learning now to tell God whats wrong even though he knows and leave it up to him Because I don't have all the answers. God has been such a healer and sent so many blessings my way, I have nothing to be sad, mad or down about. I'm becoming more humble in knowing that I'm blessed and that GOD is always the answer!!! ;) thanks beautiful for opening up your heart!! 😘 Love you, YunnieRose🌹

  • @LenaMB2
    @LenaMB2 9 років тому +5

    I'm up at 12am in my dorm and just been going through another rough time but I clicked on this video and Like a light went off in my head said "I can do this , I can let God in" I always thought I wasn't fully ready but I believe with all my heart that I am. I'm so happy right now because I answered the door and I am excited for this journey in life. I'm not sure if you have other prayer videos or inspiring videos but you should continue making them. thank you.

  • @sexysmilemami7447
    @sexysmilemami7447 9 років тому +36

    Im struggling so much right now. Ive been looking for work for almost 3 months. Ive had lost faith thank u for making this video. God does hear my prayers, God does have my back.

    • @Laura_saint
      @Laura_saint 9 років тому +2

      I know how you feel Ive been looking for work for 2 years

    • @dsainte3914
      @dsainte3914 9 років тому

      +shyde003

    • @YouKnowDOMO
      @YouKnowDOMO 9 років тому +1

      You Are Blessed Even When it Doesn't Feel Like it. Remind Yourself That God Has Such Awesome Things in Store for You & You're Going to Be So Happy He Brought You Through This Tough Time. God Bless.

    • @OHoneyPot
      @OHoneyPot 9 років тому

      SexysmileMami If you ever get a chance, look at #semicolonproject416 on IG. I keep a semicolon on my wrists. This helps me a whole lot!

    • @layo5750
      @layo5750 9 років тому

      Keep going you will find one

  • @TishaTheBrave
    @TishaTheBrave 8 років тому +44

    I'm a new subscriber and the first thing I thought when I saw you was wow her personality is everything! and she's sooooo beautiful... after wagtching this video it just confirms how dumb I am because you are so much more than that! You are so relatable and lovable why you went through all of that I would never know but you are an inspiration xx

  • @Therealgemini408
    @Therealgemini408 9 років тому +66

    Needed to hear this. My heart has been so heavy for the past two months due to my boyfriend's passing. We have a son together. Long story short the day he passed away I started hating god for giving me the biggest pain I've ever experience in my 23 years of life. I keep asking myself why did this tragedy and heartache happened. I feel mad, sad, lost. At most times I go to bed crying my eyes out and wake up feeling numb. I follow you on IG and I came across your post. Thank you for sharing this.. Hopefully my stubborn heart opens and let's god in once more and let's me move forward for me and my son.

    • @Elle.Webb11
      @Elle.Webb11 9 років тому +2

      Hello. ..it's so courageous of you to be transparent and write for the world to see, your feelings. With all the comments on here..yours stuck out to me immediately because I know how you feel. When I was 20

    • @Elle.Webb11
      @Elle.Webb11 9 років тому

      Also, please no matter what... please keep praying. I don't pray like in a traditional sense, I "kick it" with God and just be open and honest. Also, I "talk" to my son father and I tell my son his presence is always there and encourage him to talk to him too. Tell him his secrets. Ask for advice.
      You're not alone 👭

    • @xzaveahhope9367
      @xzaveahhope9367 9 років тому

      Allison Canales I am sorry for your loss. I pray that God sends you comfort at this time. I couldn't imagine what you are going through but God understands.

    • @Therealgemini408
      @Therealgemini408 9 років тому

      Thank you Elle W​ and Xzaveah Hope​

    • @g_knee384
      @g_knee384 9 років тому

      Things happen for a reason hun just stick by him, he knows why he took him now but only he knows. Now is the time for you to be strong for your son and be the best mother u can ever be you still young it might take some time to heal but you must stand up with you head up high and thank him for everything. You can do it!!!

  • @wykiamanning1478
    @wykiamanning1478 9 років тому +28

    I needed this video at this exact moment. I'm just so down, and so lost, and so tired, and so frustrated. So thank you for doing this video. You were the encouragement I needed.

    • @kiabeauty10
      @kiabeauty10 9 років тому +7

      I'll be praying for you, GOD Bless you Hun.

    • @wykiamanning1478
      @wykiamanning1478 9 років тому +1

      kiabeauty10 thank you, that means a lot

  • @bethkristen
    @bethkristen 8 років тому +20

    I thank itsmyrayeraye for bringing me to your channel and then to this video. NEEDED THIS. Definitely subscribing. =)

  • @duaniabarnes7289
    @duaniabarnes7289 9 років тому +53

    Oh honey you have a testimony. My favorite scripture Isaiah 41:10. Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthening you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. I thank you for sharing this video bc I lost sight of that scripture for a moment.

    • @shanipipkin9457
      @shanipipkin9457 9 років тому

      Duania Respes thanks for sharing this. I'm going to put this up on my wall.

    • @chibaby0306
      @chibaby0306 6 років тому

      thank you so much for this!!!

    • @lanegra008
      @lanegra008 5 років тому

      It’s my favorite verse too! 🤗

  • @katherinepastor8896
    @katherinepastor8896 9 років тому +10

    I cried so much while watching this, I needed this so much. I am 19, working, student, and single mother. I suffer everyday with my self worth. I try to take everything in my own but know I can't. I feel unworthy of God's love, Please send prayers my way, I need them. Amen

    • @ABeautyAddict
      @ABeautyAddict 9 років тому

      You are worthy! You deserve God's love. He loves you, don't give up on Him.

    • @Meisterlizzy
      @Meisterlizzy 9 років тому +1

      You are worthy. More valuable than you know. Being a single mother is a tough job, be proud of yourself, be happy. God bless you and your family.

    • @shanipipkin9457
      @shanipipkin9457 9 років тому +1

      Katherine pastorKatherine - you are His child with whom he is most pleased. God loves all of His children infinitely.

  • @evelynramirez6390
    @evelynramirez6390 8 років тому +3

    I came on youtube seeking a video to distract me its what i usually do at night just find something to distract me from my life i was watching your makeup videos and saw this on a thumbnail clicked on it and everything u said just made my spirit break down in tears. God bless you sister! May He give u more ideas and words for new videos. Words cannot express how thankful i am for this video i have been trying to do things on my own and i keep failing time and time again i know i need Him to take control of my life i just need to trust Him He will open doors. Thank you so much! May God bless you immensely!

  • @RoseKimberly
    @RoseKimberly 9 років тому +6

    God is good!! Yes I'm a cry too! Just how god is sooo good!

  • @Esthersarkisxo
    @Esthersarkisxo 7 років тому +28

    thanks for this girl, not a coincident that i saw this just when i needed it xx

  • @sidechick6290
    @sidechick6290 9 років тому +13

    I'm a Muslim but this video brought me to tears no matter what religion you are God is always there for you. I feel like God wanted me to stumble across this video I've been going through a lot lately . And tonight when I was gonna give up I found this video and began to cry uncontrollably. Like that ugly hysterical cry. Even in the Holy Quran it says "And your Lord says, "Call upon Me; I will respond to you." I'm in my senior year of high school and many of my friends are turning their backs on me. To the point where I felt I almost lost myself but because of this video and the will of God I didn't. The reason I call myself "side chick" is because I tried to find that love in men and time and time again I've been used and put aside because I didn't know my worth so I accepted it from them. Thank you so much Irishcel for showing and reminding me of what REALLY matters in life. I hope to see you one day and thank you for everything your UA-cam channel has done for me.

  • @Shineldove
    @Shineldove 8 років тому +9

    This video is so raw and real. My relationship with God is so important to me and sometimes I get so caught up in the struggles of life that I forget to crack open my bible. God truly used you in this video.

  • @abluesfornina_
    @abluesfornina_ 8 років тому +18

    can you make more videos like these? i love the makeup tutorials, but i truly feel like you have a gift.

  • @rubberducky301
    @rubberducky301 9 років тому +36

    I need peayer... I'm lost , I grew up in church but lost my ways, I'm so judgmental, envious agree , I lost my job 3 months ago and I am drowning in debt in sadness I've battled depression since I was 14, I'm not sleeping or eating, I can't find joy or piece of mind. I can go on for days but I honestly just need prayer.

    • @kiabeauty10
      @kiabeauty10 9 років тому +2

      I'll be praying for you❤️

    • @Asanderson1213
      @Asanderson1213 9 років тому +2

      God always gets to show himself to us in our valleys. Trust me it happens when we are raised in it we don't always stick in it but we will always be able to come back. Stay encouraged and seek him so you can learn of him for yourself. I had to do this and I love what I found

    • @angeleyes257
      @angeleyes257 9 років тому +3

      In the bible it says that the Lord will turn the plans of the devil into victory for those that love him, so keep praying and speak into your situation, tell urself that with the mercy of God u will b fine, even when it seems impossible keep being positive. Ur situation will one day b but a memory so persevere to that day.

    • @Africanqueen263
      @Africanqueen263 9 років тому

      Praying for you Hun

  • @makeupbychelle5314
    @makeupbychelle5314 8 років тому +6

    I needed to hear this. 9 months later you helped someone with your testimony. Love you and will keep you up in prayer as well. I was just crying to God yesterday about some things and he allowed me to see this and I appreciate God using you for me . 💛💚❤️💜💙

  • @yonnielove8234
    @yonnielove8234 8 років тому +3

    I am in awe at your courage. I am 43 and just now figuring out all of these things. It gives me hope to see such a beautiful young woman have so much faith! He will never fail us and will and has always been there, especially when we are at our lowest. I to have had a difficult life but I know that he is with me all the time! praise his name in all that we do! love you and keep doing what you are doing!

  • @Theintellectualhermit
    @Theintellectualhermit 8 років тому +3

    I cried during the whole entire video because she really spoke to me it touched my soul. I too have dealt with depression I've had it for years and didn't even know I had it until sucidal thoughts came to my mind. It felt like at times the devil was following me for years and I'm so glad you made this video you too just like everyone else suffering in pain in silence 💖💜

    • @ZetaLyra
      @ZetaLyra 8 років тому

      Take care ❤

  • @janisareeves5935
    @janisareeves5935 9 років тому +7

    new levels, new devils. I had never heard that before. thank you for this!! And I will be praying for you. ❤❤❤

  • @abundant_positive_vibes1173
    @abundant_positive_vibes1173 8 років тому +15

    Bless you. Bless You. BLESS YOU. This video was everything I needed right at this very moment. Brought me to tears. Thank you so much. God leads you to where you need to be and I needed this. LoveLiveLife

  • @ashellokitty
    @ashellokitty 8 років тому +4

    I almost didn't watch this until you said "I started doing things by myself" that rang so deep in me. I was really feeling like he gave up on me or have up on "us" really and I stopped talking to him and stayed distracted by my phone, tv anything to keep me from thinking and I felt so empty and alone w/o him. I really feel you on that. Thank you for this video.

  • @thebandafam412
    @thebandafam412 8 років тому +6

    I know this was last year but omg This was so great to hear. Thank you.

  • @leonastyle3206
    @leonastyle3206 9 років тому +3

    I'm not the only one who cried the entire video here right? It made me realized so many things girl you're awesome Thanks for sharing this with us. I'm sharing your video 👍🏼👍🏼

  • @rebekahramirez1316
    @rebekahramirez1316 9 років тому +4

    One of the first persons I followed on instagram (makeup wise) I always thought to myself "she's so pretty" "down to earth" "humble." I couldn't find your youtube channel for the longest and somehow i found my way to this video today. The lord has spoken through you and has brought me to tears. My job, business, and popularity was picking up just like I always dreamed and life was so busy! I'd have an exhausting day and yet I'd lay wide awake at night tossing and turning. Something was missing. I slowly turned my back on God when he has always been the one to pull me through hard times. Nothing I ever do will complete me or fulfill me or my life if he is not with me. Father God I need you. Please fill this emptyness, I need you now. Forgive me

  • @mzlauren20
    @mzlauren20 8 років тому +3

    Speechless, I don't know what to say but thank you Lord! I have watched this video numerous times and every time this message touches my heart the same way. It never gets old.

  • @OhCPdoes
    @OhCPdoes 9 років тому +3

    This video was perfect in every way because you were honest. I really needed this. God is using you to minister his word to those who may not have even thought to seek him when in need. You are blessed. Thanks you again

  • @Tmdwuyt
    @Tmdwuyt 8 років тому +8

    This video still makes me so emotional

  • @Justgigi24
    @Justgigi24 8 років тому +16

    you should do more videos like this ! I was crying while praying.

  • @shamaraLthomas
    @shamaraLthomas 7 років тому +4

    This video hit me SO deeply!!! I cried and prayed ❤ Thank God you did this video!

  • @haniya_5600
    @haniya_5600 9 років тому +338

    Allah is always there for you girl this video put tears in to my eyes no matter if we have two different religion but at the end of the day we still believe in one GOD.
    "Allah says, 'I am as my servant expects Me to be, and I am with him when he remembers me. If he thinks of Me, I think of him. If he mentions Me in company, I mention him in an even better company. When he comes closer to Me by a handspan, I come closer to him an arm's length. If he draws closer to Me by an arm's length, I draw closer by a distance of two outstretched arms nearer to him. If my servant comes to Me walking, I go to him running."
    (Al-Bukhari)
    May ALLAH guide us all Ameen 😥

    • @sanaasayedd
      @sanaasayedd 9 років тому +3

      Ameen ♥️

    • @IdilBintOmar
      @IdilBintOmar 9 років тому +3

      Amen!! ❤️

    • @fatma18fk
      @fatma18fk 9 років тому +3

      Ameen ♡

    • @Madoubfree
      @Madoubfree 9 років тому +3

      Haniya Aslam Beautiful ! Irishcel507 May the Most High bless you, keep you and heal you.

    • @mysisterskeeper5365
      @mysisterskeeper5365 9 років тому +2

      Ameen ♡♡♡

  • @deegabluffle
    @deegabluffle 7 років тому +2

    I needed this so much. I was cyber bullied and it brought me here because I was depressed. Thank you so much. I understand how it feels to be different and feel ugly growing up here. I love you and wish you the best with your journey with God and your coping with depression. Your prayer helped me. Thank you thank you thank you 💗

  • @roeroe3793
    @roeroe3793 9 років тому +7

    I loved your personality from the first time I came across your tutorials but this right here made me love you even more. The tears that felled down my face tonight made me love God even more. Asking God why me? Have been in my vocabulary a lot lately. Having does down moments as well been creeping up on me but staying close to my bible and knowing God loves me is what gets me through. You confirmed it all for me tonight. Your testimony will bring many to Jesus. There is a calling on your life and I saw it all through this video. You were so sweet and so loving. You didn't bash nor condemn like so many do on UA-cam. You showed a whole new side to you and it was beautiful. I thank you for opening your heart to us. Our generation needs this. You didn't have to expose yourself but you did. This video was amazing and I definitely will be sharing. Please make more videos like this, simply beautiful.
    I wish I can like this 100 more times. So touching. No way you can watch this and not feel God and cry. Ughhhh love it!!!! 😘😘😘

  • @VeronicaaaBrown
    @VeronicaaaBrown 5 років тому +1

    I was just looking on your page and I saw this... I needed this. I cried because I felt it. Every. Minute. Thank you.

  • @FemmeSim
    @FemmeSim 9 років тому +4

    Wow, I feel so blessed after watching this video

  • @kayh6157
    @kayh6157 8 років тому +3

    God bless you for being so transparent and vulnerable. I truly get you! I've always been different or awkward and about 5yrs ago, I began to embrace it. People fear what they don't understand. God has his hands on you and because of that you will never truly fit in...you will never be able to do what everyone else does. You're not for everyone and everyone is not for you. You're not your own, you belong to Him. Be obedient to the Holy Spirit and use this platform to spread the gospel. Thanks for sharing. Be blessed...Love you, sis! 😘

  • @shamyaalexander365
    @shamyaalexander365 9 років тому +4

    I saw when you posted this video and I didn't manage to watch it for some reason. But tonight something very devastating happened to me and even though I know everything you said but that reinsurance was just what I needed to keep the negativity blocked. Keep doing what you are doing and I am thanking God for sending you that message to share with us.

  • @JButta1217
    @JButta1217 7 років тому +4

    OMG thank you for being open about this! I needed to hear this! Thank you so much! It was truly a blessing!! God Bless you, you're so beautiful! AMEN!!!!!! 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @makaylawashington3646
    @makaylawashington3646 8 років тому +4

    I came to your channel for your high school makeup video, but this one made my night. It made me realize I'm not the only one going through these things. It inspired & motivated me. There are so many like me who are afraid to share their parts of their journey. I hope God blesses you for sharing his love to so many that don't know him. You should make more videos like this!❤

  • @therosekamp9433
    @therosekamp9433 9 років тому +5

    😢 girl u hit a very beautiful topic!! God is great and he has always been there for u and ur so amazing speaking about our father!! I understand every u when through, I was bullied in middle and high school as well.. I have turned my bak on god but I know he is waiting for me too, dam I'm crying as I'm writing this but thank u for this, believe it or not but ur words really got me cuz we are the same age and I understand what u saying.. thank you thank you!💜 don't mind the name that's my husband name lol....
    GOD BLESS U SISTER! May the Lord be with u

  • @user-qe9pz6yp7u
    @user-qe9pz6yp7u 9 років тому +4

    I just wanted to take the time to say thank you. thank you for the realness and transparency in this video. thank you for using your platform to speak about God and his works. thank you for not hiding your faith in him. watching this video reminded me of how I neet to strenghten my reltionship with God and speak his name in everything that i do. please continue to do what you do!

  • @AloLovex
    @AloLovex 7 років тому +4

    Not a mistake that I came across this. 14 years old, I've been a believer for a over a year now. I have been looking for Christian videos and you tubers for awhile but it's hard. I'm so glad I found you because you are more than just a beauty guru ❤️

  • @xoprettywinqsxo
    @xoprettywinqsxo 9 років тому +7

    My name is Lee-Ana & I'm 19 years old, but I remember being depressed ever since I was in middle school. Most of the things you talked about, I could relate to. Not feeling pretty, not being popular or having many friends, being picked on because of my dark skin, feeling alone and unloved, not having a purpose, etc. I am not a religious person, but I always ask why me? Why do I have to feel so unhappy all the time? I just want to love myself and live my life, but why is that so hard for me? Today I was feeling depressed again and when you said that if you're still here after having suicidal thoughts, that means God has a purpose for you, I broke down. Part of what makes me depressed (on top of other things) is the fact that I feel useless and that my life has no meaning. I feel like I have no talents or that I'm not good at anything. I'm in college now and I don't even know what I'm doing; I have no passion, no motivation, no determination for school or anything in my life. I'm not getting bad grades, but what am I striving for, what is my purpose? After your testimony, I said that I will try to start having a relationship with God, today, right now. I feel so broken and empty, thank you for posting this video. I love you for doing that. Please pray for me, thanks ❤️

    • @JESSKISS19
      @JESSKISS19 9 років тому

      I feel the same way like what's my purpose in this life where do I fit in but I have no motivation, just dreams . I want more than a 8.50 security job

  • @bliss1908
    @bliss1908 8 років тому +2

    I thank God for sending to me and every other woman that needed to hear a word. As I was looking for tutorials on UA-cam on how to apply individual falsies I came across a couple of other makeup tutorials from you. Instead of going to another mua to find the tutorial I was originally looking for. I decided to watch this video and apply my individuals while listening. I am in the midst if being healed from a broken heart that happened from March and still is going on now. I kept my faith in God at the very end and he is bringing me out and constantly blessing me. You are such a special minister. With you having many followers of all different ages you are able to preach the gospel and help millions of people around the world. I pray for you, you pray for me, I love I need us all to survive.

  • @faithful2myfreedom934
    @faithful2myfreedom934 8 років тому +5

    One of your make up tutorial videos was recommended to me, and I came across this video. I really needed this. God is truly working through you and I thank you so much for this message. I don't know if you'll make more videos like this but I really hope you do from time to time. You have a new subscriber in me for this! (But I'm also here for those face beat downs too 😉)

  • @itsonlymexyz
    @itsonlymexyz 9 років тому +2

    Girl you had me laughing smiling n crying 😢 I just can't help it. Thanks for this video. I'm a comedian (not professionally but I love giving jokes and putting in a show) since I was little. From the time I got my first insult instead of crying about it I laughed about it but while I laughed I pushed the insult further in the back of my head and once in a while I sit down and think of it and actually let it get to me. Everyone around me knows me to be always happy n inspirational and grateful- and I am but like every human being I have feeling n I think everyone takes advantage of me. I can't remember the last time someone made me smile instead of the other way around 😢 but I always turn to the bible and gospel music and I find the joy in looking for

  • @ShawolOT5
    @ShawolOT5 8 років тому +4

    I've been a Christian for many years (praise GOD!), and have struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts many times. Fortunately, I'm able to recognize those thoughts as not worthy of me. Unfortunately, I've always blamed myself and my unworthiness of God's grace for those thoughts. I thank God for this video and His using you to shed light on me. I'd never before considered those thoughts to be the enemy working on me. Like I said, I blamed myself. You, through God, have blessed me. Thank you.

  • @JustThatGirI
    @JustThatGirI 7 років тому +2

    Didn't even realize how much I was hurting and how much I needed God right now until I saw this. Thank you so much. God bless you and may He give you healing. i understand what it's like to go through depression, it's very hard. Thank you for sharing your story and praying with us. The thing about helping others is that it can bring us to God and be healing for us in the process, and I hope it brings those for you. You are so lovely, inside and out, thank you so much!

  • @fabiolavictorina
    @fabiolavictorina 9 років тому +3

    I so needed to hear this. Thank you so much, may God bless you ❤️

  • @uniquemaleah13
    @uniquemaleah13 9 років тому +2

    You are literally one of the prettiest girls and I loooove your accent forget what the haters think! Thank you for sharing such a personal story. I love following you on instagram because you're so bubbly and always talk about God. Keep doing what you're doing girl!

  • @bpekaou9121
    @bpekaou9121 8 років тому +3

    Found this by accident and the message couldn't have come at a more appropriate time. Thank you

  • @calak.connors6416
    @calak.connors6416 7 років тому +2

    This is so inspiring...! I LOVED IT! It really hit home in so many ways... thank you for sharing

  • @briimadonna
    @briimadonna 8 років тому +5

    wow this video hit deep, needed this right now ❤️❤️❤️

  • @moniques7837
    @moniques7837 9 років тому +1

    Am I the only person who closed my eyes throughout the prayer and struggled to opened my eyes after I said Amen because my eyes were filled with tears? God is good, I love you.

  • @DeeeCheree
    @DeeeCheree 9 років тому +18

    God is using you!!! ❤️❤️❤️ this was so uplifting.

  • @ittybittymee
    @ittybittymee 9 років тому +1

    This is the most touching powerful video ive ever watched. Thankyou my sister for having the courage to share this with us all.

  • @MemphisMuseTV
    @MemphisMuseTV 9 років тому +3

    This video was truly a blessing to me, and I pray that God blesses you in return. Thank you.

  • @KH-xx1rg
    @KH-xx1rg 9 років тому +1

    Seeing this video just renewed my faith!! You're so strong. Love you!!

  • @darleneebaez3
    @darleneebaez3 9 років тому +14

    thank you for this, muchisimas gracias!
    I needed to hear that, I need to know that God is always next to us even if we don't talk to him he is with us.
    Today I was feeling really sad, depressed, lost, because in less than ten day it's two year that my grandma pass, she was like my mother I grew up with her, since she left I felt so alone, I've done dumb thing, and so many things I regret at only the age of 17 I do believe in God, but I never talked to him, I don't know how to let him in my life. I have always kept my tears,thoughts,sadness to my self I still don't know how to open up no any body I don't even like to cry by my self. I have put this shield of acting all tough but when I saw you're video tears just came out I still can't explain the way I felt, but something just made me feel like I have to open up I need to stop hurting my self by letting all the hate,depression and anxiety hurt me little by little. I don't know how to end this just thank you soooo much for this
    gracias por abrirme los ojos y darme un empujoncito al saber que no estoy sola, que no hay mejor felicidad que sientas, que cuando estas con dios,espero poder mejorar de ahora en adelante.
    Thank you for letting god speak to us thru you ❤️

    • @Neshana
      @Neshana 9 років тому +1

      Praying for you. Know that God is someone that you can turn to always remember he answers in 3 yes , no and he's not ready there's bigger plans for you. He hasn't given up on you so never give up on him

    • @YouKnowDOMO
      @YouKnowDOMO 9 років тому

      Anything You Have to Express Can Be Expressed to God. Tell Him Any & Everything. God Can Never Take Offense to Your Words When You Speak From Your Heart. God Bless You.

    • @OHoneyPot
      @OHoneyPot 9 років тому

      Darlene Baez If you ever get a chance, look at #semicolonproject416 on IG. I keep a semicolon on my wrists. This helps me a whole lot!

  • @snatchedbyjass4320
    @snatchedbyjass4320 2 роки тому +1

    I remember watching this video years ago! Love you and proud of you ❤️

  • @Saloua.
    @Saloua. 8 років тому +3

    Hey beautiful! I am Muslim but I still love this video and I agree with you doesn't matter the religion. It's wonderful how you talk about god and life. Keep on doing that. It helps people!

  • @Cammysingslive
    @Cammysingslive 8 років тому +1

    this really hit home. i cried during your prayer at the end. i needed this right now.

  • @OdaraCreations19
    @OdaraCreations19 8 років тому +4

    I am Muslim and i thank you for sharing this! i really enjoyed it.

  • @shiskajones6677
    @shiskajones6677 8 років тому +1

    Irishel this video made me so emotional. I cried my eyes out because I haven't been feeling well.. depression, problems, bullies, many things inside of me and my past just came out. Thank you so much for this..You definetly made my night happy. Sending love from Panama♡

  • @Damabeauty75
    @Damabeauty75 8 років тому +3

    I can't wait to know more of you!

  • @unique.diamond5955
    @unique.diamond5955 8 років тому +2

    This message truly touched me, reminding me to stay humble and true to god because he is all I will have in the end. And I relate to you with the depression. I'm only 21 but I still haven't decided to tell anyone. But I talk to god about it, because I know that he's listening and he will guide me the way. I love the person you are Iricel 😘. Keep using your image to the best of your ability

  • @NaijahJamirah
    @NaijahJamirah 9 років тому +4

    This is a brave and wonderful post

  • @carmenlo2391
    @carmenlo2391 9 років тому +2

    Thank u GOD for this beautiful message . May GOD continue to shield u with his LOVE irishcel. Take care n may the BLESSINGS keep coming your way. XOXO

  • @sanaab7767
    @sanaab7767 8 років тому +4

    Thank you for this. I needed it.

  • @shakirahgreenidge3218
    @shakirahgreenidge3218 8 років тому +1

    gracias mi hermana panamena, your words brought me back to the word. The way that i have been hit by el diablo daily with depression, and always feel like I can handle it on my own, but I need our Lord. And this is right on time. Realize that you listening to the Lord and sharing your life helped someone today. And his light is always on you, you are so blessed, and you keep listening to him, and working for him

  • @kayumeewoods6860
    @kayumeewoods6860 8 років тому +3

    omg i went thru all of this and im still goin thru it and i feel like im so far from jesus because of all the stuff im goin thru and when i watched your video i jus broke down in tears because i suffered from all that stuff and i still am

    • @AloLovex
      @AloLovex 7 років тому

      Kayumee Woods You know what did the trick every time I'd drift from God? Bending on my knees with some worship music and letting it all out, crying, everything and than asking for forgiveness, confessing and asking god to just take me and change me! Just surrender it all to him. When you reach that point? You feel just relnewed again. Trust me. Try it. You will see a huge difference in your relationship with Jesus

    • @kayumeewoods6860
      @kayumeewoods6860 7 років тому

      But i cursed at him and and been so mad him and i kno my heart starting get cold hearted and i did get on my knees and cry and pray 2 him but im jus so mad i jus dnt know what else 2 do

    • @AloLovex
      @AloLovex 7 років тому

      Those are lies the dveil tells you. The only sin never forgiven is speaking against the holy spirirt. God will accpet you with open arms again if you let him in. You just have to cancel out the devil's lies and know God forgives you. He isn't letting you down, simply teaching you a lesson through your trials. He delights in your weaknesses. Ask him to help and he will :)

  • @Slspain
    @Slspain 9 років тому +1

    I love you and this video. I follow you on social media and decided to follow you on UA-cam today to watch your tutorials. I didn't know that I would end up praising the Lord with you and crying tears of happiness. This video is beautiful and you have sent such a powerful message to this generation. Especially a generation where everyone seems to be so focused on keeping up appearances and looking good on the outside that they could care less about their souls and how they treat one another. I feel like God is still working on me too and sometimes I don't understand how he could love an impure soul like me. But he's cleaning me up little by little. I can tell he's doing the same for you. God has blessed you with a gift. You touch ppl and you lift weary spirits. Let him use you 😘😘

  • @Shefakebougie
    @Shefakebougie 8 років тому +3

    her soul is amazing ☺

  • @Carmelcoated6ft
    @Carmelcoated6ft 8 років тому +1

    I've only watched like 3 of your videos and I absolutely love you and your spirit. Keep being You!

  • @adowe
    @adowe 9 років тому +5

    Wow! I really needed to see this. As a Dominican girl myself, I had it VERY hard growing up and I still do! I was bullied terribly for being dark and speaking Spanish and it was especially difficult living in Los Angeles where there aren't many of us out here. It's to the point where I don't even speak Spanish in public anymore because I am so tired of the ignorant questions and comments. I also was diagnosed with depression at 16, I have had multiple suicide attempts, but I am now on anti depressants, it's still very hard to deal with though. Sorry I didn't mean to ramble, but I really hope it gets better for the both of us 😔

  • @abbibrownlove4747
    @abbibrownlove4747 9 років тому +2

    Everything happens for a reason i remember coming on this video one time but i didn't have time to watch it so i screenshot it and now a few months later im finally watching it i had feelings of suicide depression self hate and im only 17now been bullied i have social anxiety because of that but i know that every time i try to live without god it never work i was dealing with generational curses from family history but stumbling upon this video has helped me feel so happy that there is hope god is good and bless you hope your doing better

  • @flawlesslyam
    @flawlesslyam 9 років тому +3

    All I have to say is .. AMEN mi Amor 😓🙏🏽👐🏽🙌🏽

  • @JoyBeforeHer
    @JoyBeforeHer 8 років тому

    I'm a new subscriber (from Raye's video) and i'm glad I saw this. Thank you for being open about your faith girl! It's so good to see other believers here on youtube. Keep being a light in the darkness!

  • @linavalentino5847
    @linavalentino5847 8 років тому +7

    Please make more videos like this!!

  • @EmOtEeDy
    @EmOtEeDy 9 років тому +1

    I love this video! I'm so glad you had the strength and courage to share this video with the world and i'm happy that you have discovered God's love and that you did not continue to turn away from him and his divine plan for you. Your prayer was beautiful and I hope you stayed blessed!

  • @jacquelinecerrato6479
    @jacquelinecerrato6479 8 років тому +3

    I cried so much..

  • @bribri0810
    @bribri0810 9 років тому +1

    Honey, this was a TESTIMONY! I needed this at this very moment, God is so good! This touched me in ways imaginable. Thank you so much for sharing! IDC IDC IDC what any thing negative any one has to say. I love you for this my sister in Christ! Amen!!

  • @denisewortham
    @denisewortham 9 років тому +4

    I pray that God protects and covers all of us and that we look to Jesus Christ who protects us and loves us unconditionally. Thank you for posting this!

  • @sexyysweetLove
    @sexyysweetLove 9 років тому

    Thank you girl for this video. I been going through tough times and this really helped me to find my way back to God. You know that sometimes u give up on praying and reading his word because you see no change and you say "why should I pray if he's not listening" and u just stop. Thank u a million times girl. And my favorite is psalm 91 that always keeps me up.

  • @guadaluperuiz3487
    @guadaluperuiz3487 8 років тому +4

    Hi my name is guadalupe I'm a big fn of u and I'm thankful I am cuz thanks to this video I'm happy ... i come from a family that is half black and half white... people laugh at me because I'm nothing like my family I'm nothing like my mom I'm white and she black and I'm Latina and all that ... the thing is I wanna thank u because now I know I can be me ... a lot of people talk about me saying mean things saying I don't belong here they laugh because my skin color and how I am.. sometimes I feel ugly because what people say but now I know I'm not...now I know that skin color don't matter know I know that it doesn't matter where you come from just always have a good heart and most important belive in God so thank u😔☺
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  • @RoxyArtistic
    @RoxyArtistic 9 років тому +1

    This literally made me cry! Thank you for your words. God bless you girl!.. Your so inspiring :)