This is such an honest video. Manasi I promise you, therapy doesn’t work “instantly” like magic, but it’s worth the effort. As someone who has struggled with her battles in private, and started therapy (a little later than I should have) I can attest to the fact that it has made the world of a difference in my life. Please please feel free to reach out and vent and talk to me, and others too I’m sure, who have been through the process. Just a reminder that you’re not alone (as the inner demons sometimes make us think we are). Sending you love and strength.
Okayy when I was just going to write my comment I read Anaam's comment. This is exactly what I was going to write. So I didn't write again as she herself explained very well. I've been through a very bad situation, suddenly anxiety hit me at the age of 22 before that I had tough times n life but I never had anxiety attack. I used to shiver at the middle of the night sitting in my bed alone n crying for no reason or may b there was some reason I couldn't figure out then. Thank God I came out of the with god's grace and yeah I took online therapy. But first of all u need to believe the therapy is gonna work for u then only it'll work. If you think you r alone in this then Mansi u r wrong, I'm of your age n ik most of the people of this age group going through the same. More power to you girl 🤗 lots of love XOXO
Hey Manasi, can totally relate to every word you said. And it's really Good that you spoke your heart out in this video. I really don't know what to say...I have goosebumps just listening to you. Give me a call anytime you need to talk to anyone. Take care... everything will be ok.
Being a Content Creator makes you a very disciplined person over time. It eventually leads to burnout. Sadly, Content Creators feel guilty in taking the much needed break, because of work commitments and keeping up with the algorithm. This leads to frustration, anger and amplified anxiety. It’s a tough place to be, and it’s normal to lose interest in work. I hope things get better with you. It might take time, maybe years..just don’t expect a break or a vacation to work like magic. Keep the work flow less, and reduce your ‘To Do’ List , so that there is less pressure on your brain. Once you have given time to yourself to heal, your brain will naturally come up with creative ideas and excitement will re-enter your life. The brain works 10x better when you have given yourself the much needed Long Break ! Take Care ✨ More Power to You.❤️
Honestly, It takes guts and courage to share your vulnerable side and talk about what you've been through especially when it's on social media where people can be really mean. I must say this, every time I look at you, I think to myself, I want to look like her but now after hearing this I said to myself that while I may be working on my outer appearance maybe the inner appearance needs to be cared for too! I almost damaged my career for a guy who cheated on me 2 years ago. It was so messy. I realised later that I was in clinical depression. I couldn't eat at all and lost 5 kgs in a month. People could see something is so wrong with me. I had totally lost myself and was screwing myself for someone so shitty.... Eventually I came out of it and I'm still learning to love myself and stand up for myself and I'm loving this journey. It's not always easy but seeing yourself grow and feeling that growth is such a huge validation. Sorry for this TMI. But always remember nobody is worth ruining your self respect for. Have faith stay strong and know YOU ARE ENOUGH Lots of love, take care💜
It takes a lot to say all of this out loud. I can’t even tell my parents that I cry for no reason , I get zoned out , my memory is not good now. So a huge hug to you and may you , I and everybody out there suffering may get out of this phase very soon and just get peace man. Much love and positive environment to you ❤️
Hey Mansi..I too have gone through this phase for two years 2020 and 2021 ...where my confidence went down, didn't talk to people, became a very silent person, didn't understand what's happening around but I still managed to get through it somehow...now this year I m healing, working out, doing skincare, understanding the things the way I used to understand when I was normal, got talkative, more confident now, and more stronger...this phase is like no matter how hard u want to try come out of this, how hard u want to be a old, happy person it just will not happen, it will take its own time, but one thing is for sure, after that period passes, the old happy person with new, good added traits will emerge..I just want to tell you..wait patiently and after u come out of this we are gonna watch a new Mansi mau...all the best 👍
The first time I went for therapy I literally cried for the entire session of 45 min. But after 6-7 sessions my therapist told me when you came for the first time you were different and now you are more calmed down and that hit me when I saw the change in myself I felt so better. I can relate to everything that you've said about anxiety and stuff going on your head. Things take time.. You take your time but please seek for help it will be uncomfortable initially but you will be fine soon. Lots of love
I dont know what to say after hearing all this. You deserve to be happy Mau, i am dying to see you smiling naturally without any internal effort. I love you so much Mau, Always here for youuuu
So I was not aware I have anxiety issues until I heard videos of brave ppl like you...who shared what they felt and made me realise that Im going through something...My mom was my unbiased listener who would listen to crappiest things come out of my mouth and would just be there and calm me down and make me feel like I am a princess and she passed away 3 months ago and its been hell for me...the voices dont stop and I cant share it with anyone coz its scary to trust anyone with those thoughts...I have started writing and it has helped me but trust me thats difficult also... sometimes I write once in 2 weeks...But it helps me when I do...you can try that and see if it works out for you and you don't have to pressurize yourself to write everyday or every lil thought...do it when you want to and in a small way it will help. Im here for you. God bless
This is 100% relatable for someone like me having faced almost similar issues at the very same timeline (starting June 2021 on account of a lot of personal and as well as work related happenings, didn't feel like myself, did not like the 'changed' me, lost respect for myself completely, kept feeling underconfident because of the same, constant train of thoughts in my mind - mostly negative - which made concentrating on anything difficult, constant zoning out during conversations, eyes welling up every now and then, difficulty in sleeping, crying on bed every other day, all of this eventually affecting the feedback at my workplace which then again contributed to the issue even further). Just like you, I took one therapy session, but could not really open up (because of difficulty in even articulating) and kept almost breaking down every now and then. I feel much better as of today (not sure what exactly worked). But all I can conclude from my own example is - THIS TOO SHALL PASS! More power to you, woman! At the end of all this, you will be stronger than ever (because what does not break you only makes you stronger), and hence, just keep going at it, keep working on yourself, and one day you will eventually wade through all of this!
I miss you alot. I appreciate your strength to actually face the camera and speak to your viewers. I have been your follower since 2018 and trust me you are my inspiration. Through you, I have gained confidence to face negative friends and judgements. I love you Mau.. You'll always be in my heart 💜💜
This video is exactly what I really wanted to share with my friends,family when i pushed them away it doesn't mean I am being rude to them ,but it's just I want some space to organize my thoughts and take a break from everything , every word of you related with me ,this video is a much needed one for me
I had tears in my eyes while watching this. So honest. Each and every word you said. And it's true that social media has become really toxic nowadays. People think they have got access to say anything and everything about your personal life just coz you are a content creator and chose to put a part of your life on social media. And i truly agree to what you said about the skincare collaborations with active ingredients. We as content creators actually put out skin at stake while trying the products out and sometimes do permenent damage to our skin. All i can say is people need to be more kind and considerate. More power to you girl. 👍
Been here for past 2+ years . Seen you go from happy college kid to this . Breaks my heart .. sending you lots of love ❤️ hope everything gets well soon 🥺❤️take your time healing no matter how long . We gonna be here as always 😘
Look mau you're so strong that even in this hard time you gave us precious advice whice I think our parents or school should teach us that "When you get comfortable in life you don't grow" this is sooooo precious especially when I literally wasted 2 years of my life ..... We can't thank you enough for being there for us and keep on teaching us so many things ❤️🧿 You're precious ❤️
There’s no rush, no pressure. Take your time Mau, we’re here for you. Hard to imagine and offer advice to someone who actually goes through any pain but still sending you positive and healing energy! 💜
I am a CA now Mau.. let me tell you that you and Malvika were my virtual motivation during my CA studies..as watching you guys in 20 min break from studies made me happy.. and I can't see you now in this state.. please take care of yourself and tell your sole to get well soon 💜
Hi Mau, im an anxious person and my anxiety has grown up worst. I can understand what are you saying and i cant relate with each and every word you said. Im glad that finally you got a thick skinned person. A lot of hugs and prays on your way.
18:03 experienced these emotions one or two years ago, and even I used to think ki arey yaar kardo bhagwaan.. coincidently even birthday is also on 26th but in December. I can't wait to see you come out of this chaos.💜
Can totally relate to this .. someday m good someday I don’t even know how I feel why I am feeling low.. try to listen b k shivani videos .. it definitely helps.. sending you good vibes .. stay strong girl 💫
I was binge watching your previous videos as I was missing you alot mau and then comes this notification of your video and it made me happy 🥺❤️❤️ ily❤️
Girl I can truly understand what you went through. I got fractured last month during new years and I can totally understand how it feels but trust me this time will also pass and good things will come your way ♥️ Good wishes and love ❤️ take care♥️
Firstly I want to Thank you for uploading this video. Since the pandemic started I was dealing with almost same issues and this Video has made me realise that its fine i can have issues in my life and I can deal with them . I know it takes a lot of strength to put your thoughts infront of others and I am Proud of you for doing this. Hoping that i will also find the strength one day. Lots of love ❤️
Mansi, I completely understand what you are going thru and how hard it must have been to deal with inner demons all alone. I can understand how anxious you might feel about therapy. One thing that helped me few years ago when I went thru a similar phase was, I wrote down every little thought I had on my mind. I would suggest the same. Just write down all your thoughts..good/bad/worst anything that you feel and burn/discard that piece of paper WITHOUT reading it. I repeat, DO NOT read it ever and throw the diary away so that no one gets a hold of it, not even you. Continue for a few days, You will realise that these thoughts are going away from you. (I was really upset about some major things and I started jotting down everything I felt and burnt it without glancing at the papers. It took few months to get over it honestly but right now when I look back, I don't even recall what it was . ) It worked for me. I am in a better place mentally and I really hope it helps you as well. Another thing you said about not liking the newer version of you. For that, I would suggest to keep a journal of what emotions you feel, what triggers you to let out those emotions, how the ideal version of you would react differently to the situation, is there anything you can do now to handle/improve the situation. Notice the pattern and restore the traits you want and consciously discard the ones you don't like. Again, it's gonna take time but you can still give it a shot if you resonate with this idea. 😀 Always remember you are enough and you have everything to change anything about yourself and your surroundings according to your liking.. I know you are a strong woman and I believe you are capable of get thru these difficult times.. PS - I am not a professional at these things in any sort of way. These things helped me in the past and I genuinely thought it could help you positively. Hence, I commented on this post. 😀 Sending love and light to you, girl! ❤️❤️❤️
When I saw this video and read these comments ...it just kind of breaks my heart a little to see the things you all went through or maybe still fighting your way out of them. Everyone has their own demons even the ones who don't talk about them. Human beings created this society to love, cherish, share, but maximum part of it is just the opposite. Look no matter what happens we are here for each other. Keep fighting 🌻🧡💫
I feel like my inner voice is echoing.. It feels good weirdly that I am not the only one facing this. We all struggle and the way you perceive the situation and dig a hole back to your home is what makes you thrive. It takes courage to put yourself out to so many people, you are brave Manasi and you are gonna make it through, I believe in you! Also, you have inspired me today to get out of my long anxious trail of thoughts that I was facing since yesterday. Thank you!!♥
I became a fan of you after watching this video. Honestly, i love how honest and real you are and i wish more creators were like this ❤️ More love and power to you Mau🌸✨
When you said... I m stuck and I want this to pass... I felt you.. Thankyou for sharing this.. Helped me a lot tai.. That there are people out there with similar issues... Thanks being an inspiration...
As a teenger it was hard to deal with anxiety and depresion. Nagetive thoughs, overthinking and much more. i miss the girl i was before the pendamic heppend. Now i aslo think that i'm not that girl any more. Now i hate myself for being an overthinker, being a rude person man. Sending you lots of love. We are strong girl.
You have shared such an important message with this video. The world needs more and more kindness. People hide their pain and pretend everything is fine when they are breaking down from the inside. Let's just all be kind to each other. Manasi if you ever feel like talking/sharing anything I'm always here for you. Sending all my love and hugs and happy positive vibes your way. 💖✨ I needed this video today
I heard you and now i am reading all the comments and i am feeling that i am not alone who is going through shit....there are so many people who are suffering from anxiety and depression...i know this feeling i am also going through this i was crying throughout the video i was feeling your words . And i can't even go somewhere alone i want to run so far far away but I can't and it hurts ...i just wish everyone who is going through this phase may come out of this and feel happy ,free and alive...
All I have to say that I am proud of knowing you. This video gave me soo much knowledge and lessons about how to behave with people and be kind with them. It's just soo nice to see someone speak their heart out without any filter. Take your own time and hope you find yourself where you want to be 💜
*Omg! You're so so strong,I can't even imagine like even I got that same thing in my foot* for atleast 5 times back to back one would heal then another would come back within a day Or so & I know how painful these are you can't even put your feet on the ground properly & I also suffered with it for almost an year but when I saw a doctor regarding this he checked it by touching it & pressing the area around it & trust me it felt like dying 💀 it was hell painful when he touched it & he said that this can be removed(just like you got it through a small surgery) but there's nothing like this it can't grow back this will grow back again so I decided not to get it removed but fortunately it got cured itself after 1 and a half year but *you're so so strong I mean I can't even imagine taking a syringe in it & that too being scared of needles omg, I can never do that just never it's already hell painful & getting injected over there seems like a nightmare,more power to you yarr!* 🥺🤧❤🧿 And I totally relate to the fact that you said that even if you know you're suffering from this disease & you need to see a doctor but you still don't because of the fake scenarios your mind has created that's exactly me I hate visiting doctors, although I don't hate meds neither am I scared of needles but still I just can't visit a doctor that shit scares me! 💀🔪🤧🙂
I have dealt with this too...and I know it's not easy to go through... This too shall pass and here I am not saying anything just for the sake of giving big phrases...but sharing my own personal experience... I have been in those prickly shoes for around 3 years...and it's the most hard to deal with...It's an advice...please try meditation and mindful eating....this helped me and I hope this helps you too...❤️ All the love and strength...❤️❤️
Idk how I relate to each and every word you shared about yourself😢 But you have grown so much not only as a person but also as a creator it has motivated me so much Thank you Mau for showing us this vulnerability ❤
Paused your video for a sec at the 13th min. I can relate to every bit of the word you are speaking. And since last April I'm just like this. The whole world except a few moments is just artificial to me. I blank out, zone out and everything. Recently, I even got my first job. Nothing could heal me and I still feel so. But now I feel comfortable in my quiet place not talking to people and being by myself because I've just closed myself. It's not that I don't have any hope for a better future, but it is really really hard to feel myself back. Kuch ginti ke logo ne mujhe sambhaal liya bas, and they are forever with me in my hearts. Hope you be good soon.
It's horrifying to have anxiety and the fear of going through it again is very consuming. So just try to flow through life and please make sure u stay afloat. Don't let go.
I feel you mau 🥺🥺. Literally I feel you..that's what I felt in the last year lockdown..I had lots of like loads of thoughts in my head and nobody to share, nobody to care...i really felt lonely..and it felt like dying to be honest...but then I took some time , took some motivation and started out fresh with new resolutions like working out, eating healthy, being productive...and now I feel like a human ... I hope you recover soon and be happy and heartful... And by the way if anyone wanna show negativity pls stop there if a person's suffering pls give some motivation or rather stay numb, but pls no negativity.. And this is not pity love but a true live mau ..... Love you mau 💜..take care 🥺..lots of love and success 💕💕...Be strong mau
First of all,I missed you so much You are the most beautiful human I have ever seen you are very strong trust me and keep manifesting that you are strong and you can get through this I know what you feel like coz I have been through this phase here's what helped me A. Therapy B. Spending time with yourself like accepting what and who you are I think the most difficult thing is to accept the change. fight your thoughts C. Get yourself a pet I know it's quite a responsibility but when you have someone with you 24/7 it really can help you and pets are the most wonderful creature and can help you(can't explain in words how but trust me it does help) Phase always change and soon this one will also much more love and strength to you ❤ 💫
Praying that you come out of this difficult phase soon... Im sure I'll become a much more stronger person after this... May God give you all the happiness and love in this world... Lots of love to you ❤❤❤❤
Hey. I was strugling to this thing since i think 8 9 years now.... and therapy does work 101%. Not immediately but definitely works. I was taking therapy for a year and it worked. I cryed many times after going home from therapy it felt very bad but that was temporary. And after so much of crying one day i definitely became better. Psychologists and psychiatrist have done enough study of our brains and feelings so they are definitely the right persons to contact if you are dealing this. Please take an advice and visit for therapy for many sittings and i promise you will see an impact. 💙
i literally relate to you in this video...its VERY hard to talk to people about it because somewhere you feel like people are going to judge you or call it attention seeking...sometimes even you yourself start thinking its just nothing...but no matter how "well" things are going there's always the fear that something will go wrong or there is this feeling of "dissatisfaction" where you're just...not happy i started questioning why we exist, i started thinking through each little purchase of mine, there was this unreasonable fear of losing people, why there is sm pain, every major and minor thing and more than anything there's the desire for this terrible feeling to go away, when you do start feeling better, you become paranoid that it will all "start again" Im a 17 year old but i have the thoughts and feelings of people way older, my friends cant understand the layers to my emotions and feelings...and sharing these complex feelings with my parents is scary bcs i still feel like a kid in front of them youre scared of being unproductive but you dont have the energy to actually be productive..and the worst part? 12th grade students cant afford to go on a break just before boards knowing that there are others that are going through the same feelings makes me feel less alone...hopefully we can go to a more simpler and calmer life soon! Lots of love
More power to you girl.. once you get out of this phase you gonna become different person in positive manner.. love from girl who learn how to live life bcaz of you..❤❤❤❤🧿🧿🧿
This is so so relatable.. i can feel you from the core of my heart. i dont know what this is called maybe anxiety or panic attack or depression but i had been suffering this from October 2019.. So many chaos in my head there’s this voices which constantly runs in my head i cant think something for long i panic i zone out when people talks i lose my senses and i struggle to bring my senses back. People says face your fear but this doesn’t work with me..i use to pray every night so that i can recover from this as soon as possible and its 2022 tho its reduced but still m scared whatif it happens again.. This is a battle i pray it passes soon. More strength to you dear.
Yesterday it was my birthday and had exact same emotions... My parents think I am really lazy that's why I wake up late but in reality I just didn't even sleep. I have not spoken my heart so long. And people around me don't know if I am atleast fine. Same thought of not feeling myself. And the mind not shutting up is so damm tiresome.
You are so strong Manasi. My birthday was on 27th and i went through the same thing rather going through the same phase right now. Distancing myself from everywhere....but I am sure someday it will get better. So till then .... fighting 💪🏻💜. Also as RM said... don't give up on yourself
Feeling exactly the same... Whenever I'm trying to tell my close ones, they just say you will be ok but deep down I feel I'm not okay at all..... Hope one day everything is gonna be great 😍
Manasi..... Apne jo. Himmat dikhai he trust me it is amazing..... Bht himmat chaie share karne ke lie.. Don't think about other or anything.. Waiting for you please come back.... One more thing can you please explain how did you know about anxiety I mean pata kese chale ki hua kya hai..... Muje.... And please take car
Hi Manasi. We're all with you! I suffer from anxiety myself and sometimes, it just gets a bit much. I really hope you know that nothing is permanent in this life and what you're feeling today is not going to last forever! You're gonna move ahead and move past this. The progress might be slow but you've gotta hang in there 🤍 you're already doing so many amazing things for your family and now it's time to do it for yourself as well! The soul purpose for doing what you do should be happiness. Happiness isn't a destination. It's not something you need to chase. It lies in the smallest moments like how you said it was spending time with Bhakti di or your friends! In the end we only have ourselves. Thank you for sharing this with us! I hope you know that you're not alone. I pray that you heal and here's sending you lots of good vibes and love 🤍 take care and this too shall pass!
I subscribed when you mentioned not to watch if talking about anxiety triggers yours. Much relevant for those strong beings who try not to show their weaknesses 👏🏻👍🏻
Tbh I can feel each and every word you said, it takes a lot of courage and guts to say these things out, the people around you, will say things like feel free to share things, we are always there for you, they are right at there place and you're right at yours cuz we don't want to bother people with our struggles not even our loved ones, but it's important to share, it's important to get it out, not everything but something, it's okay to be vulnerable, to okay to feel what you feel, it's all valid, the ones who want to judge and say shit let them do that, you should think about yourself, about your growth and health, don't take pressure of content, views, subscribers and all the 100 other things. You're important first, everything comes later, and in this journey of healing never stop believing in yourself, have faith in yourself and just try try and keep trying just don't give up and remember IT'S OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY, IT'S TOTAL VALID, TAKE CARE MAU, SENDING YOU MUCH LOVE, GOOD VIBES, SUPPORT AND TIGHT VIRTUAL HUGS, I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU AND I REALLY HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, SOON ❣️🫂🥺🥺😘😘❤️❤️
Omggg RN it's like you're speaking MY HEART out!!! This is something that i go through every single day and just tend to push people away because of same. My friends have taken this trait of mine as a v rude and attitude wali bandi but they're not understanding it's not me who's doing this it's the demons inside of my head that are making me do this. And if i pile things up and go hangout w them I'll just snap at them for real and then they'll be like "tujhe aana hi nahi chahiye tha". My birthday is like next week and trust me when i say this even i want this day to skip and not leave my house that v day. It's just too hard for me to like share w someone and at the same time keep everything inside me. And all of these have led to the changed EESHA and now I've stopped liking myself as well for same. But rn both of us can only hold on to it because brighter days are no far and these harsh nights will as well pass. More power to youu because ik what it feels like to be an Aquarius fo real!!
Hey mau, my heart is crying seeing you like this. We have seen that free mau and want that mau back. You are the strongest. Get out of your comfort zone and get shit done. Don't let them win okay? We shall overcome some day. Deep in my heart, I do believe, we shall overcome some day. Love from Kolkata.
Mental health is not a joke .. I have myself dealt with so much of anxiety and panic attacks and what not, I don’t think a lot of people are comfortable to talk about it on internet , specially in India there are not so many people talk about it ..I am so happy to see a creator that I have been following through years to talk about it..literally hats off to u Manasi , having such a big platform u decided to share it with others …Also take care , we’re with u …ITS ALL GONNA BE ALRIGHT ..
This will pass. And i understand Mansi ♥️. You will be fine. Everything will be fine. I also deal with same shit. And really no one understands. Sending love and power to you ✨ girlll 🌻. Do what feels right to you 😘
I feel touched by this video I mean we are just watching this thing and you are actually feeling it so how hard it is to you. I really hope that you overcome this phase very soon. Keeping you in prayers for your recovery and happiness. Love you Mau💜
Hey Mansi, I can imagine the anxiety must have been overwhelming for you. I've been watching you for a while, I'm glad you are trying to look out for what's wrong and make sense of things. Making a decision to go for therapy is not easy. The feelings of being scared, judged, trusting unknown person with your concerns etc all must have disturbed you. However, I want you to know that therapy is a safe space and you can take your own time and pace to decide when you wish to go for therapy. It's not necessary that when you are in pit deep down and all clouds are hovering, you've to take therapy. It can be any moment where you wish to talk to someone who is having that non-judgmental and genuine attitude to listen you and be there for you emotionally. You know yourself better than anyone and therapy only enhances the you that you wish to work on. There is a lot of stigma around emotional health. I'm glad you are recognizing that thoughts and emotions are troubling you and this awareness is the place where you could start with. I would encourage you to be there with yourself and reach out when you are comfortable. It's okay not to be okay at times. Don't know why I am writing so much, just felt like appreciating and validating your pain. Take good care of yourself. Stay blessed 😇❤
Hey Manasi, I am not sure whether u will be getting a chance to read my comment but let me tell u…I am going through the same phase in my life along with a heartbreak and one week back I started getting pain on the back of my head and I it was terrible and after all the testing and doctors visit I got that this was all happening because I was literally not sleeping for days atleast for a min and I was overloading myself with continuous thoughts…so from my experience I am telling you PPL GONNA JUDGE YOU DRAG YOU DOWN NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND PUTTING YOURSELF IN SUCH A PLACE WHERE YOU ARE JUST HURTING YOURSELF IS NOT SO WORTH IT…I KNOW ITS NOT A ONE DAY PROCESS GIVE YOURSELF TIME AND LOVE THAT YOU DESERVE AND ITS JUST GONNNA BE FINE TRUST ME TIME REALLY HEALS EVERYTHING…More Power to you 💜
Mansi I have been through this stage, I know how does it feel, What helped me was,cut of the people from life who is not serving you anymore, making you feel doubt yourself. I am the one who can't meditate because my mind at that stage was full of thoughts which was troubling me, what helped me was listen to affirmation while meditating,it helped me to visualise and imagine me in good stage, obviously this will take time, initially it will feel like you are faking even when you know you are not happy but with time those affirmation makes you feel good, changes your negative thoughts to positive, also you see good things happening in surrounding,If possible learn bit about manifestation.
Take care Mauu! I am so proud of you for speaking this out, the amount strength that must have taken from you! I love you so much! I hope you are okay! Take care of yourself sending you love good vibes and happy healing your way! Stay safe♥🥺
You are the 1 st person who actually talked about active ingredients that it can damage the skin also... otherwise every other are promoting the same..And i totally understand what u are going through just be urself and accept it ..o think that becomes easy. Loads of love and respect to you
I could feel you when you were saying these things. It needs a lot of courage to speak up. It's okay to feel this way. Trust God and the timing. Everything will fall in place soon. You'll be okay. I've seen you from the beginning of this channel. You've grown into this beautiful lady and have overcome so much. Take your time. It's okay. You're my first content creator to whom I've been so attached. We have grown together, i feel... Loads of love and hugs 💜 🤗
Mau you have my heart. I can't write much because I too have severe anxiety nd no one gets it. But ik you are gonna win this battle slowly nd surely.🧿💗
18:45 of this video is where i felt so connected with you.i have anxiety mau and you are my inspo to fight against it and to bring back my true happy self .this anxiety shit is not going to get us bruh.i love you💘
Genuinely saying that i watch all your videos without skipping ... It makes me feel so good whenever I get the notifications and simply just listen to your talks ... We all survive through something in our lives and it's completely okay afterall it's just part of of our life ... We support and understand you mau so be strong and have faith in yourself ... Lots of love 💜💜❤️❤️
We all go through some or the other things everyday na..... Speaking my heart our I'm 26 and last year on June I was married and things got changed and gradually became worst and now I am getting divorced...... So the point is everything should pass and we should take care of the things that make us happy❤❤baki sab acha hoga
Hey Mau 💜 Please don’t loose hope and keep fighting your battles. It’s easier said than done but I know you are warrior and a fighter who never gives up😊 Many are inspired by you ✊🏻 Know that better days are always ahead. Love you💜
I am a teenager I do have anxiety issues and when you were telling how you have changed as a person i could connect to you because i have felt that as well.. God bless youu
Dear Manasi, Some therapists offer sessions online. They do this particularly because a lot of people feel scared or anxious or even unsafe in new environments. And since home is considered the safest place by many, some therapists encourage online sessions. Please try and do at least 3-4 sessions, so you have some sort of a measurable outcome. Sending you lots of love ❤️
I literally cried, I am suffering from pure ocd which is an anxiety disorder too. I suffer from frequent panic and anxiety attacks. When you said "you're stucked" it feels so me. Everyday is a struggle and noticing everything is the worst thing that's happening with me. I just wanna say you're really really amazing human, it sucks that you've to go through this, I hope you will be fine soon
This literally made me cry. Everything you have said in this video made me rewind everything i have gone through and still going through. I can see myself in you. I believe its just a difficult phase everybody could get over this. I want to be the old me and i want you to be a happy manasi.
I can't even tell you how much I can relate to this video. It takes alot to talk about depression and anxiety, I am going through the same. Just want to say More n more power to you , prioritize yourself and love yourself is the one best thing you can do . Sending you so many happy and positive vibes to your way. 🤎💫🧿
Mau you spoke your heart out today and we understood it very well ☺ Mau you are strong 💪and will come out of this phase soon 😇 Maufam is always there with you no matter what happens🥰 Love you Mau 💜💜
I think 3 out of 1 person is suffering from this problem, what worse things is they don't know they are suffering ! God bless you , Everything is goonaa be fine soon ...
Girl we(mau fan) have your back no matter what. Everything will fall back to place. Just let the time do the magic and at the same time take small steps. Time heals. Lot of power to you for coming here and speaking which isn’t easy so we are proud of you manasi. Love you💜
It's so good to hear your heart out.. As I am too currently dealing with the same issue as you are so i could relate to most of your thoughts. We will overcome this together 🙏.. Lots of strength and love to you ❤️
Yes you will definitely be out of this phase Mau 💕 Keep posting this kind of videos if you want to confess things with us you know *Man halka ho jayega* 🙂 And yess vlogging ke sath come back karna Mau because vlogs are more real , you'll show how's your life going n you don't need to pretend... 💕💜
I can so much feel you !! Suffering with anxiety & not being able to visit a therapist is what I hv been doing for months now.. Not yet ready to visit bcoz I really don't know where to start from what to say.. Hope you get out of it soon.. I know how it feels ❤️
Dear Manasi Di, I always wanted to talk to you personally about this topic but I could't. 😔 I can understand you very very very well, as I'm also a person who is suffering from anxiety. But it is completely okay to be vocal about what you are exactly feeling rather than keeping everything in mind, it triggers anxiety badly. Start meditate, try to find peace of your mind, spend some time with yourself only, it will give you lots of strength. And don't worry at all, You are mentally, emotionally, physically STRONG, You can handle every kind of situation. I hope you'll read my comment.🤞 Lots of love and positivity to you!! Stay Strong!! Keep smiling!! ❤☺
Mansi i get what you are going through cx i am too! I started having tears seeing your video but trust me just start doing things which makes you happy yoga,reading books,dancing,singing,writing or starting a new business may be..have a vacation may be stay with ur friends. Your friendship with mridul is amazing go and stay with her just enjoy being with her or anyone if that matters. Also over thinking has killed me as well from like 6months and it will pass bt its not passing obvsly you venting it out is imp and understand just try to be as positive you can we are with you and will always support you take ur time off and just do what makes you happy in this youtube channel its yours as you show us we will see one way or other
I really want to give you a hug for this honesty and trust you have with us. Its ok to be lost and try to find a way to come back on track. We really appreciate this video and the honesty. I wish this phase passes soon 💜 We love you Manasi
I comment very rarely. But I felt the need to comment on your video. I'm a Psychology student and also I've been through anxiety and panic attacks as well but it passed it was not as intense as yours. I start crying and sharing with my closed once at the beginning only and then dealing with all this becomes much more easier. But you are stuck now, for sure you might have tried 1000 of things to get rid of these automatic thoughts but Mau it's not working for you. You deserve to be happy. I can understand you are not ready for therapy but trust me your therapist will just push you and teach you to deal with your problems on your own and I'm damn sure you can do it. You have that ability. Everything is fine trust me you'll get rid of these and live peacefully. If I were your friend I would have helped you as I have helped some of my close friends and siblings as well to come out of such similar situations.
You are so strong😌 you have always been my inspiration. From your video on anxiety to this video i saw you fighting and that gave me courage to not give up. I am here fighting my battle with anxiety because of you. I owe you a part of my fight. No matter what, i don’t know about others but i will always be here just here, here in this channel waiting for you, supporting you. I am proud of you❤️
Ab aap keho gai ki tumhe kya hi pta h mai kis cheez sai gujar re hu tumhe kya pta ....but I have gone through that path and things is that it's all in the mind and let's just shut your unconscious mind .....my condition were even worst and yet not solved even getting worst day by day but here I am strong af you just need to see the other side time will heal everything .....and manasi lot's of love from bottom of my heart 💜❤️
I could totally relate with you as m in a same situation. Especially with the thing you mentioned about making distance with people. Everyone believes that we are not responsible enough or they tagged us as a SELFISH person. Sometimes I do feel that why don't people ask whether if everything is ok before making their judgement . But yes we have only option in our lives that is to look for betterment whether we are at our best or low phase of life. Like constant efforts. I just had a one session with with no hopes after lof of brain storming. Giving you positive vibes 😊❤️
Mansi, More power to you. Always here for you if you need me for anything. I am just a phone call away 🥺 Lots of love to you ❤
This is such an honest video. Manasi I promise you, therapy doesn’t work “instantly” like magic, but it’s worth the effort. As someone who has struggled with her battles in private, and started therapy (a little later than I should have) I can attest to the fact that it has made the world of a difference in my life. Please please feel free to reach out and vent and talk to me, and others too I’m sure, who have been through the process. Just a reminder that you’re not alone (as the inner demons sometimes make us think we are). Sending you love and strength.
You are best ❤️
Thank you for being so kind to her💛
So kind!! GOD BLESS YOU GIRLS! ❤🧿
How wonderful this woman is.... 🥰... Love you Aanam..
Okayy when I was just going to write my comment I read Anaam's comment. This is exactly what I was going to write. So I didn't write again as she herself explained very well. I've been through a very bad situation, suddenly anxiety hit me at the age of 22 before that I had tough times n life but I never had anxiety attack. I used to shiver at the middle of the night sitting in my bed alone n crying for no reason or may b there was some reason I couldn't figure out then. Thank God I came out of the with god's grace and yeah I took online therapy. But first of all u need to believe the therapy is gonna work for u then only it'll work. If you think you r alone in this then Mansi u r wrong, I'm of your age n ik most of the people of this age group going through the same. More power to you girl 🤗 lots of love XOXO
Hey Manasi, can totally relate to every word you said. And it's really Good that you spoke your heart out in this video.
I really don't know what to say...I have goosebumps just listening to you.
Give me a call anytime you need to talk to anyone.
Take care... everything will be ok.
Being a Content Creator makes you a very disciplined person over time. It eventually leads to burnout. Sadly, Content Creators feel guilty in taking the much needed break, because of work commitments and keeping up with the algorithm.
This leads to frustration, anger and amplified anxiety.
It’s a tough place to be, and it’s normal to lose interest in work.
I hope things get better with you.
It might take time, maybe years..just don’t expect a break or a vacation to work like magic. Keep the work flow less, and reduce your ‘To Do’ List , so that there is less pressure on your brain.
Once you have given time to yourself to heal, your brain will naturally come up with creative ideas and excitement will re-enter your life. The brain works 10x better when you have given yourself the much needed Long Break !
Take Care ✨
More Power to You.❤️
Honestly,
It takes guts and courage to share your vulnerable side and talk about what you've been through especially when it's on social media where people can be really mean. I must say this, every time I look at you, I think to myself, I want to look like her but now after hearing this I said to myself that while I may be working on my outer appearance maybe the inner appearance needs to be cared for too!
I almost damaged my career for a guy who cheated on me 2 years ago. It was so messy. I realised later that I was in clinical depression. I couldn't eat at all and lost 5 kgs in a month. People could see something is so wrong with me. I had totally lost myself and was screwing myself for someone so shitty.... Eventually I came out of it and I'm still learning to love myself and stand up for myself and I'm loving this journey. It's not always easy but seeing yourself grow and feeling that growth is such a huge validation.
Sorry for this TMI.
But always remember nobody is worth ruining your self respect for. Have faith stay strong and know YOU ARE ENOUGH
Lots of love, take care💜
I literally feel and relate to each and every word you said! More power to you girl, can't wait to see you fly high!
It takes a lot to say all of this out loud. I can’t even tell my parents that I cry for no reason , I get zoned out , my memory is not good now. So a huge hug to you and may you , I and everybody out there suffering may get out of this phase very soon and just get peace man. Much love and positive environment to you ❤️
Hey Mansi..I too have gone through this phase for two years 2020 and 2021 ...where my confidence went down, didn't talk to people, became a very silent person, didn't understand what's happening around but I still managed to get through it somehow...now this year I m healing, working out, doing skincare, understanding the things the way I used to understand when I was normal, got talkative, more confident now, and more stronger...this phase is like no matter how hard u want to try come out of this, how hard u want to be a old, happy person it just will not happen, it will take its own time, but one thing is for sure, after that period passes, the old happy person with new, good added traits will emerge..I just want to tell you..wait patiently and after u come out of this we are gonna watch a new Mansi mau...all the best 👍
This too shall pass... Everything will be ok soon.. U have been an inspiration to many of the people... Love u mansi ❤️❤️
She was never prepared of half of what she went through but she always got through it she always will
WHo is SHE??
SHE is YOU♥️🧿
The first time I went for therapy I literally cried for the entire session of 45 min. But after 6-7 sessions my therapist told me when you came for the first time you were different and now you are more calmed down and that hit me when I saw the change in myself I felt so better. I can relate to everything that you've said about anxiety and stuff going on your head. Things take time.. You take your time but please seek for help it will be uncomfortable initially but you will be fine soon.
Lots of love
Me too! My first couple of sessions I used to start crying so much I could barely speak. But it has helped me immensely over time.
What therapy r u talking abt
I dont know what to say after hearing all this. You deserve to be happy Mau, i am dying to see you smiling naturally without any internal effort. I love you so much Mau, Always here for youuuu
So I was not aware I have anxiety issues until I heard videos of brave ppl like you...who shared what they felt and made me realise that Im going through something...My mom was my unbiased listener who would listen to crappiest things come out of my mouth and would just be there and calm me down and make me feel like I am a princess and she passed away 3 months ago and its been hell for me...the voices dont stop and I cant share it with anyone coz its scary to trust anyone with those thoughts...I have started writing and it has helped me but trust me thats difficult also... sometimes I write once in 2 weeks...But it helps me when I do...you can try that and see if it works out for you and you don't have to pressurize yourself to write everyday or every lil thought...do it when you want to and in a small way it will help. Im here for you. God bless
This is 100% relatable for someone like me having faced almost similar issues at the very same timeline (starting June 2021 on account of a lot of personal and as well as work related happenings, didn't feel like myself, did not like the 'changed' me, lost respect for myself completely, kept feeling underconfident because of the same, constant train of thoughts in my mind - mostly negative - which made concentrating on anything difficult, constant zoning out during conversations, eyes welling up every now and then, difficulty in sleeping, crying on bed every other day, all of this eventually affecting the feedback at my workplace which then again contributed to the issue even further). Just like you, I took one therapy session, but could not really open up (because of difficulty in even articulating) and kept almost breaking down every now and then. I feel much better as of today (not sure what exactly worked). But all I can conclude from my own example is - THIS TOO SHALL PASS! More power to you, woman! At the end of all this, you will be stronger than ever (because what does not break you only makes you stronger), and hence, just keep going at it, keep working on yourself, and one day you will eventually wade through all of this!
I miss you alot. I appreciate your strength to actually face the camera and speak to your viewers. I have been your follower since 2018 and trust me you are my inspiration. Through you, I have gained confidence to face negative friends and judgements. I love you Mau.. You'll always be in my heart 💜💜
This video is exactly what I really wanted to share with my friends,family when i pushed them away it doesn't mean I am being rude to them ,but it's just I want some space to organize my thoughts and take a break from everything , every word of you related with me ,this video is a much needed one for me
I had tears in my eyes while watching this. So honest. Each and every word you said. And it's true that social media has become really toxic nowadays. People think they have got access to say anything and everything about your personal life just coz you are a content creator and chose to put a part of your life on social media. And i truly agree to what you said about the skincare collaborations with active ingredients. We as content creators actually put out skin at stake while trying the products out and sometimes do permenent damage to our skin. All i can say is people need to be more kind and considerate. More power to you girl. 👍
Been here for past 2+ years . Seen you go from happy college kid to this . Breaks my heart .. sending you lots of love ❤️ hope everything gets well soon 🥺❤️take your time healing no matter how long . We gonna be here as always 😘
Look mau you're so strong that even in this hard time you gave us precious advice whice I think our parents or school should teach us that "When you get comfortable in life you don't grow" this is sooooo precious especially when I literally wasted 2 years of my life ..... We can't thank you enough for being there for us and keep on teaching us so many things ❤️🧿
You're precious ❤️
There’s no rush, no pressure. Take your time Mau, we’re here for you. Hard to imagine and offer advice to someone who actually goes through any pain but still sending you positive and healing energy! 💜
I am a CA now Mau.. let me tell you that you and Malvika were my virtual motivation during my CA studies..as watching you guys in 20 min break from studies made me happy.. and I can't see you now in this state.. please take care of yourself and tell your sole to get well soon 💜
Hi Mau, im an anxious person and my anxiety has grown up worst. I can understand what are you saying and i cant relate with each and every word you said. Im glad that finally you got a thick skinned person. A lot of hugs and prays on your way.
18:03 experienced these emotions one or two years ago, and even I used to think ki arey yaar kardo bhagwaan.. coincidently even birthday is also on 26th but in December.
I can't wait to see you come out of this chaos.💜
Can totally relate to this .. someday m good someday I don’t even know how I feel why I am feeling low.. try to listen b k shivani videos .. it definitely helps.. sending you good vibes .. stay strong girl 💫
I was binge watching your previous videos as I was missing you alot mau and then comes this notification of your video and it made me happy 🥺❤️❤️ ily❤️
Me too💕💕
Same here yr❣️lv you mau nad miss you alot di
Me tooooo🥲
Girl I can truly understand what you went through. I got fractured last month during new years and I can totally understand how it feels but trust me this time will also pass and good things will come your way ♥️ Good wishes and love ❤️ take care♥️
Firstly I want to Thank you for uploading this video. Since the pandemic started I was dealing with almost same issues and this Video has made me realise that its fine i can have issues in my life and I can deal with them . I know it takes a lot of strength to put your thoughts infront of others and I am Proud of you for doing this. Hoping that i will also find the strength one day. Lots of love ❤️
Mansi, I completely understand what you are going thru and how hard it must have been to deal with inner demons all alone. I can understand how anxious you might feel about therapy. One thing that helped me few years ago when I went thru a similar phase was, I wrote down every little thought I had on my mind. I would suggest the same. Just write down all your thoughts..good/bad/worst anything that you feel and burn/discard that piece of paper WITHOUT reading it. I repeat, DO NOT read it ever and throw the diary away so that no one gets a hold of it, not even you. Continue for a few days, You will realise that these thoughts are going away from you. (I was really upset about some major things and I started jotting down everything I felt and burnt it without glancing at the papers. It took few months to get over it honestly but right now when I look back, I don't even recall what it was . ) It worked for me. I am in a better place mentally and I really hope it helps you as well.
Another thing you said about not liking the newer version of you. For that, I would suggest to keep a journal of what emotions you feel, what triggers you to let out those emotions, how the ideal version of you would react differently to the situation, is there anything you can do now to handle/improve the situation. Notice the pattern and restore the traits you want and consciously discard the ones you don't like. Again, it's gonna take time but you can still give it a shot if you resonate with this idea. 😀
Always remember you are enough and you have everything to change anything about yourself and your surroundings according to your liking.. I know you are a strong woman and I believe you are capable of get thru these difficult times..
PS - I am not a professional at these things in any sort of way. These things helped me in the past and I genuinely thought it could help you positively. Hence, I commented on this post. 😀
Sending love and light to you, girl! ❤️❤️❤️
When I saw this video and read these comments ...it just kind of breaks my heart a little to see the things you all went through or maybe still fighting your way out of them. Everyone has their own demons even the ones who don't talk about them.
Human beings created this society to love, cherish, share, but maximum part of it is just the opposite.
Look no matter what happens we are here for each other.
Keep fighting 🌻🧡💫
I feel like my inner voice is echoing.. It feels good weirdly that I am not the only one facing this. We all struggle and the way you perceive the situation and dig a hole back to your home is what makes you thrive. It takes courage to put yourself out to so many people, you are brave Manasi and you are gonna make it through, I believe in you! Also, you have inspired me today to get out of my long anxious trail of thoughts that I was facing since yesterday. Thank you!!♥
I became a fan of you after watching this video. Honestly, i love how honest and real you are and i wish more creators were like this ❤️ More love and power to you Mau🌸✨
When you said... I m stuck and I want this to pass...
I felt you..
Thankyou for sharing this.. Helped me a lot tai.. That there are people out there with similar issues...
Thanks being an inspiration...
im so sorry youre having to go through this
As a teenger it was hard to deal with anxiety and depresion. Nagetive thoughs, overthinking and much more. i miss the girl i was before the pendamic heppend. Now i aslo think that i'm not that girl any more. Now i hate myself for being an overthinker, being a rude person man. Sending you lots of love. We are strong girl.
You have shared such an important message with this video. The world needs more and more kindness. People hide their pain and pretend everything is fine when they are breaking down from the inside. Let's just all be kind to each other. Manasi if you ever feel like talking/sharing anything I'm always here for you. Sending all my love and hugs and happy positive vibes your way. 💖✨ I needed this video today
I heard you and now i am reading all the comments and i am feeling that i am not alone who is going through shit....there are so many people who are suffering from anxiety and depression...i know this feeling i am also going through this i was crying throughout the video i was feeling your words . And i can't even go somewhere alone i want to run so far far away but I can't and it hurts ...i just wish everyone who is going through this phase may come out of this and feel happy ,free and alive...
All I have to say that I am proud of knowing you. This video gave me soo much knowledge and lessons about how to behave with people and be kind with them. It's just soo nice to see someone speak their heart out without any filter. Take your own time and hope you find yourself where you want to be 💜
*Omg! You're so so strong,I can't even imagine like even I got that same thing in my foot* for atleast 5 times back to back one would heal then another would come back within a day Or so & I know how painful these are you can't even put your feet on the ground properly & I also suffered with it for almost an year but when I saw a doctor regarding this he checked it by touching it & pressing the area around it & trust me it felt like dying 💀 it was hell painful when he touched it & he said that this can be removed(just like you got it through a small surgery) but there's nothing like this it can't grow back this will grow back again so I decided not to get it removed but fortunately it got cured itself after 1 and a half year but *you're so so strong I mean I can't even imagine taking a syringe in it & that too being scared of needles omg, I can never do that just never it's already hell painful & getting injected over there seems like a nightmare,more power to you yarr!*
🥺🤧❤🧿
And I totally relate to the fact that you said that even if you know you're suffering from this disease & you need to see a doctor but you still don't because of the fake scenarios your mind has created that's exactly me I hate visiting doctors, although I don't hate meds neither am I scared of needles but still I just can't visit a doctor that shit scares me!
💀🔪🤧🙂
I have dealt with this too...and I know it's not easy to go through...
This too shall pass and here I am not saying anything just for the sake of giving big phrases...but sharing my own personal experience...
I have been in those prickly shoes for around 3 years...and it's the most hard to deal with...It's an advice...please try meditation and mindful eating....this helped me and I hope this helps you too...❤️
All the love and strength...❤️❤️
Idk how I relate to each and every word you shared about yourself😢 But you have grown so much not only as a person but also as a creator it has motivated me so much Thank you Mau for showing us this vulnerability ❤
I understand how hard it must be for you dealing with such a bad phase. I hope you feel good about everything very soon and god bless you ❤️
Paused your video for a sec at the 13th min. I can relate to every bit of the word you are speaking. And since last April I'm just like this. The whole world except a few moments is just artificial to me. I blank out, zone out and everything.
Recently, I even got my first job. Nothing could heal me and I still feel so.
But now I feel comfortable in my quiet place not talking to people and being by myself because I've just closed myself.
It's not that I don't have any hope for a better future, but it is really really hard to feel myself back.
Kuch ginti ke logo ne mujhe sambhaal liya bas, and they are forever with me in my hearts.
Hope you be good soon.
It's horrifying to have anxiety and the fear of going through it again is very consuming. So just try to flow through life and please make sure u stay afloat. Don't let go.
I feel you mau 🥺🥺. Literally I feel you..that's what I felt in the last year lockdown..I had lots of like loads of thoughts in my head and nobody to share, nobody to care...i really felt lonely..and it felt like dying to be honest...but then I took some time , took some motivation and started out fresh with new resolutions like working out, eating healthy, being productive...and now I feel like a human ...
I hope you recover soon and be happy and heartful...
And by the way if anyone wanna show negativity pls stop there if a person's suffering pls give some motivation or rather stay numb, but pls no negativity..
And this is not pity love but a true live mau .....
Love you mau 💜..take care 🥺..lots of love and success 💕💕...Be strong mau
First of all,I missed you so much
You are the most beautiful human I have ever seen you are very strong trust me and keep manifesting that you are strong and you can get through this I know what you feel like coz I have been through this phase here's what helped me A. Therapy B. Spending time with yourself like accepting what and who you are I think the most difficult thing is to accept the change. fight your thoughts C. Get yourself a pet I know it's quite a responsibility but when you have someone with you 24/7 it really can help you and pets are the most wonderful creature and can help you(can't explain in words how but trust me it does help)
Phase always change and soon this one will also much more love and strength to you ❤ 💫
Praying that you come out of this difficult phase soon... Im sure I'll become a much more stronger person after this... May God give you all the happiness and love in this world... Lots of love to you ❤❤❤❤
Hey. I was strugling to this thing since i think 8 9 years now.... and therapy does work 101%. Not immediately but definitely works. I was taking therapy for a year and it worked. I cryed many times after going home from therapy it felt very bad but that was temporary. And after so much of crying one day i definitely became better. Psychologists and psychiatrist have done enough study of our brains and feelings so they are definitely the right persons to contact if you are dealing this. Please take an advice and visit for therapy for many sittings and i promise you will see an impact. 💙
i literally relate to you in this video...its VERY hard to talk to people about it because somewhere you feel like people are going to judge you or call it attention seeking...sometimes even you yourself start thinking its just nothing...but no matter how "well" things are going there's always the fear that something will go wrong or there is this feeling of "dissatisfaction" where you're just...not happy
i started questioning why we exist, i started thinking through each little purchase of mine, there was this unreasonable fear of losing people, why there is sm pain, every major and minor thing and more than anything there's the desire for this terrible feeling to go away,
when you do start feeling better, you become paranoid that it will all "start again"
Im a 17 year old but i have the thoughts and feelings of people way older, my friends cant understand the layers to my emotions and feelings...and sharing these complex feelings with my parents is scary bcs i still feel like a kid in front of them
youre scared of being unproductive but you dont have the energy to actually be productive..and the worst part? 12th grade students cant afford to go on a break just before boards
knowing that there are others that are going through the same feelings makes me feel less alone...hopefully we can go to a more simpler and calmer life soon! Lots of love
More power to you girl.. once you get out of this phase you gonna become different person in positive manner.. love from girl who learn how to live life bcaz of you..❤❤❤❤🧿🧿🧿
This is so so relatable.. i can feel you from the core of my heart. i dont know what this is called maybe anxiety or panic attack or depression but i had been suffering this from October 2019.. So many chaos in my head there’s this voices which constantly runs in my head i cant think something for long i panic i zone out when people talks i lose my senses and i struggle to bring my senses back. People says face your fear but this doesn’t work with me..i use to pray every night so that i can recover from this as soon as possible and its 2022 tho its reduced but still m scared whatif it happens again..
This is a battle i pray it passes soon. More strength to you dear.
Yesterday it was my birthday and had exact same emotions... My parents think I am really lazy that's why I wake up late but in reality I just didn't even sleep. I have not spoken my heart so long. And people around me don't know if I am atleast fine. Same thought of not feeling myself. And the mind not shutting up is so damm tiresome.
You are so strong Manasi. My birthday was on 27th and i went through the same thing rather going through the same phase right now. Distancing myself from everywhere....but I am sure someday it will get better. So till then .... fighting 💪🏻💜. Also as RM said... don't give up on yourself
Feeling exactly the same... Whenever I'm trying to tell my close ones, they just say you will be ok but deep down I feel I'm not okay at all..... Hope one day everything is gonna be great 😍
Manasi..... Apne jo. Himmat dikhai he trust me it is amazing..... Bht himmat chaie share karne ke lie.. Don't think about other or anything.. Waiting for you please come back.... One more thing can you please explain how did you know about anxiety I mean pata kese chale ki hua kya hai..... Muje.... And please take car
Hi Manasi. We're all with you! I suffer from anxiety myself and sometimes, it just gets a bit much. I really hope you know that nothing is permanent in this life and what you're feeling today is not going to last forever! You're gonna move ahead and move past this. The progress might be slow but you've gotta hang in there 🤍 you're already doing so many amazing things for your family and now it's time to do it for yourself as well! The soul purpose for doing what you do should be happiness. Happiness isn't a destination. It's not something you need to chase. It lies in the smallest moments like how you said it was spending time with Bhakti di or your friends! In the end we only have ourselves. Thank you for sharing this with us! I hope you know that you're not alone. I pray that you heal and here's sending you lots of good vibes and love 🤍 take care and this too shall pass!
I subscribed when you mentioned not to watch if talking about anxiety triggers yours.
Much relevant for those strong beings who try not to show their weaknesses 👏🏻👍🏻
Tbh I can feel each and every word you said, it takes a lot of courage and guts to say these things out, the people around you, will say things like feel free to share things, we are always there for you, they are right at there place and you're right at yours cuz we don't want to bother people with our struggles not even our loved ones, but it's important to share, it's important to get it out, not everything but something, it's okay to be vulnerable, to okay to feel what you feel, it's all valid, the ones who want to judge and say shit let them do that, you should think about yourself, about your growth and health, don't take pressure of content, views, subscribers and all the 100 other things. You're important first, everything comes later, and in this journey of healing never stop believing in yourself, have faith in yourself and just try try and keep trying just don't give up and remember IT'S OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY, IT'S TOTAL VALID,
TAKE CARE MAU,
SENDING YOU MUCH LOVE, GOOD VIBES, SUPPORT AND TIGHT VIRTUAL HUGS, I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU AND I REALLY HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, SOON
❣️🫂🥺🥺😘😘❤️❤️
Omggg RN it's like you're speaking MY HEART out!!! This is something that i go through every single day and just tend to push people away because of same. My friends have taken this trait of mine as a v rude and attitude wali bandi but they're not understanding it's not me who's doing this it's the demons inside of my head that are making me do this. And if i pile things up and go hangout w them I'll just snap at them for real and then they'll be like "tujhe aana hi nahi chahiye tha". My birthday is like next week and trust me when i say this even i want this day to skip and not leave my house that v day. It's just too hard for me to like share w someone and at the same time keep everything inside me. And all of these have led to the changed EESHA and now I've stopped liking myself as well for same. But rn both of us can only hold on to it because brighter days are no far and these harsh nights will as well pass. More power to youu because ik what it feels like to be an Aquarius fo real!!
Hey mau, my heart is crying seeing you like this. We have seen that free mau and want that mau back. You are the strongest. Get out of your comfort zone and get shit done. Don't let them win okay? We shall overcome some day. Deep in my heart, I do believe, we shall overcome some day. Love from Kolkata.
Mansi, we are on the same page , I am also dealing with this when I was watching your video it's just like I see myself in you. Lots of love ❣️
Mental health is not a joke .. I have myself dealt with so much of anxiety and panic attacks and what not, I don’t think a lot of people are comfortable to talk about it on internet , specially in India there are not so many people talk about it ..I am so happy to see a creator that I have been following through years to talk about it..literally hats off to u Manasi , having such a big platform u decided to share it with others …Also take care , we’re with u …ITS ALL GONNA BE ALRIGHT ..
You are a really strong girl yaar!!!
It needs courage to share these things.
It's not sympathy I genuinely feel this.
Thank you for this vdo!!🤘
I can't tell you how much I can relate with you Manasi, I understand how difficult it gets. I really hope that you feel better 🫂💜
This will pass. And i understand Mansi ♥️. You will be fine. Everything will be fine. I also deal with same shit. And really no one understands. Sending love and power to you ✨ girlll 🌻. Do what feels right to you 😘
I feel touched by this video I mean we are just watching this thing and you are actually feeling it so how hard it is to you. I really hope that you overcome this phase very soon. Keeping you in prayers for your recovery and happiness. Love you Mau💜
Hey mansi...the same happen with me...every now and then....all your words are true and genuine...i just say myself "it's okay not to be okay..."❤️
Hey Mansi, I can imagine the anxiety must have been overwhelming for you. I've been watching you for a while, I'm glad you are trying to look out for what's wrong and make sense of things. Making a decision to go for therapy is not easy. The feelings of being scared, judged, trusting unknown person with your concerns etc all must have disturbed you. However, I want you to know that therapy is a safe space and you can take your own time and pace to decide when you wish to go for therapy. It's not necessary that when you are in pit deep down and all clouds are hovering, you've to take therapy. It can be any moment where you wish to talk to someone who is having that non-judgmental and genuine attitude to listen you and be there for you emotionally. You know yourself better than anyone and therapy only enhances the you that you wish to work on. There is a lot of stigma around emotional health. I'm glad you are recognizing that thoughts and emotions are troubling you and this awareness is the place where you could start with. I would encourage you to be there with yourself and reach out when you are comfortable. It's okay not to be okay at times. Don't know why I am writing so much, just felt like appreciating and validating your pain. Take good care of yourself. Stay blessed 😇❤
What therapy man ❓❓
Does it have some name
Hey Manasi, I am not sure whether u will be getting a chance to read my comment but let me tell u…I am going through the same phase in my life along with a heartbreak and one week back I started getting pain on the back of my head and I it was terrible and after all the testing and doctors visit I got that this was all happening because I was literally not sleeping for days atleast for a min and I was overloading myself with continuous thoughts…so from my experience I am telling you PPL GONNA JUDGE YOU DRAG YOU DOWN NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND PUTTING YOURSELF IN SUCH A PLACE WHERE YOU ARE JUST HURTING YOURSELF IS NOT SO WORTH IT…I KNOW ITS NOT A ONE DAY PROCESS GIVE YOURSELF TIME AND LOVE THAT YOU DESERVE AND ITS JUST GONNNA BE FINE TRUST ME TIME REALLY HEALS EVERYTHING…More Power to you 💜
Mansi I have been through this stage, I know how does it feel,
What helped me was,cut of the people from life who is not serving you anymore, making you feel doubt yourself.
I am the one who can't meditate because my mind at that stage was full of thoughts which was troubling me, what helped me was listen to affirmation while meditating,it helped me to visualise and imagine me in good stage, obviously this will take time, initially it will feel like you are faking even when you know you are not happy but with time those affirmation makes you feel good, changes your negative thoughts to positive, also you see good things happening in surrounding,If possible learn bit about manifestation.
Take care Mauu! I am so proud of you for speaking this out, the amount strength that must have taken from you! I love you so much! I hope you are okay! Take care of yourself sending you love good vibes and happy healing your way! Stay safe♥🥺
You are the 1 st person who actually talked about active ingredients that it can damage the skin also... otherwise every other are promoting the same..And i totally understand what u are going through just be urself and accept it ..o think that becomes easy. Loads of love and respect to you
I could feel you when you were saying these things. It needs a lot of courage to speak up. It's okay to feel this way. Trust God and the timing. Everything will fall in place soon. You'll be okay. I've seen you from the beginning of this channel. You've grown into this beautiful lady and have overcome so much. Take your time. It's okay. You're my first content creator to whom I've been so attached. We have grown together, i feel... Loads of love and hugs 💜 🤗
Mau you have my heart.
I can't write much because I too have severe anxiety nd no one gets it.
But ik you are gonna win this battle slowly nd surely.🧿💗
We missed you Mau 🥺 Everything will be fine..... trust in God 🙏🏻❤️ We all love you
18:45 of this video is where i felt so connected with you.i have anxiety mau and you are my inspo to fight against it and to bring back my true happy self .this anxiety shit is not going to get us bruh.i love you💘
More power to you my girl💓
Genuinely saying that i watch all your videos without skipping ... It makes me feel so good whenever I get the notifications and simply just listen to your talks ... We all survive through something in our lives and it's completely okay afterall it's just part of of our life ... We support and understand you mau so be strong and have faith in yourself ... Lots of love 💜💜❤️❤️
I totally agree with you about the anxiety situation and therapy! Same thing happened with me last month! Completely relatable
We all go through some or the other things everyday na..... Speaking my heart our I'm 26 and last year on June I was married and things got changed and gradually became worst and now I am getting divorced...... So the point is everything should pass and we should take care of the things that make us happy❤❤baki sab acha hoga
I feel you Manasi bcz it's me some years back and still facing my journey 🥺❤GOD please bless her soul 🙏 Give her my happiness, please 🥺
I hope u recover frm this phase this must be hard i can feel you. I wish everything gets better we love you❤️
9:54 agar anxious feel horha hai even to seek help it's not correct!! I still experience this. And I can feel you completely🥺
Hey Mau 💜
Please don’t loose hope and keep fighting your battles.
It’s easier said than done but I know you are warrior and a fighter who never gives up😊
Many are inspired by you ✊🏻
Know that better days are always ahead.
Love you💜
I am a teenager I do have anxiety issues and when you were telling how you have changed as a person i could connect to you because i have felt that as well.. God bless youu
Dear Manasi,
Some therapists offer sessions online. They do this particularly because a lot of people feel scared or anxious or even unsafe in new environments. And since home is considered the safest place by many, some therapists encourage online sessions.
Please try and do at least 3-4 sessions, so you have some sort of a measurable outcome. Sending you lots of love ❤️
I literally cried, I am suffering from pure ocd which is an anxiety disorder too. I suffer from frequent panic and anxiety attacks. When you said "you're stucked" it feels so me. Everyday is a struggle and noticing everything is the worst thing that's happening with me. I just wanna say you're really really amazing human, it sucks that you've to go through this, I hope you will be fine soon
This literally made me cry. Everything you have said in this video made me rewind everything i have gone through and still going through. I can see myself in you. I believe its just a difficult phase everybody could get over this. I want to be the old me and i want you to be a happy manasi.
I can't even tell you how much I can relate to this video. It takes alot to talk about depression and anxiety, I am going through the same. Just want to say More n more power to you , prioritize yourself and love yourself is the one best thing you can do .
Sending you so many happy and positive vibes to your way. 🤎💫🧿
Mau you spoke your heart out today and we understood it very well ☺
Mau you are strong 💪and will come out of this phase soon 😇
Maufam is always there with you no matter what happens🥰
Love you Mau 💜💜
I think 3 out of 1 person is suffering from this problem, what worse things is they don't know they are suffering !
God bless you , Everything is goonaa be fine soon ...
Girl we(mau fan) have your back no matter what. Everything will fall back to place. Just let the time do the magic and at the same time take small steps. Time heals.
Lot of power to you for coming here and speaking which isn’t easy so we are proud of you manasi.
Love you💜
It's so good to hear your heart out.. As I am too currently dealing with the same issue as you are so i could relate to most of your thoughts. We will overcome this together 🙏..
Lots of strength and love to you ❤️
Yes you will definitely be out of this phase Mau 💕
Keep posting this kind of videos if you want to confess things with us you know *Man halka ho jayega* 🙂
And yess vlogging ke sath come back karna Mau because vlogs are more real , you'll show how's your life going n you don't need to pretend... 💕💜
I can so much feel you !! Suffering with anxiety & not being able to visit a therapist is what I hv been doing for months now.. Not yet ready to visit bcoz I really don't know where to start from what to say.. Hope you get out of it soon.. I know how it feels ❤️
Dear Manasi Di,
I always wanted to talk to you personally about this topic but I could't. 😔 I can understand you very very very well, as I'm also a person who is suffering from anxiety. But it is completely okay to be vocal about what you are exactly feeling rather than keeping everything in mind, it triggers anxiety badly. Start meditate, try to find peace of your mind, spend some time with yourself only, it will give you lots of strength. And don't worry at all, You are mentally, emotionally, physically STRONG, You can handle every kind of situation. I hope you'll read my comment.🤞
Lots of love and positivity to you!! Stay Strong!! Keep smiling!! ❤☺
Mansi i get what you are going through cx i am too! I started having tears seeing your video but trust me just start doing things which makes you happy yoga,reading books,dancing,singing,writing or starting a new business may be..have a vacation may be stay with ur friends. Your friendship with mridul is amazing go and stay with her just enjoy being with her or anyone if that matters. Also over thinking has killed me as well from like 6months and it will pass bt its not passing obvsly you venting it out is imp and understand just try to be as positive you can we are with you and will always support you take ur time off and just do what makes you happy in this youtube channel its yours as you show us we will see one way or other
I really want to give you a hug for this honesty and trust you have with us. Its ok to be lost and try to find a way to come back on track. We really appreciate this video and the honesty. I wish this phase passes soon 💜 We love you Manasi
I comment very rarely. But I felt the need to comment on your video. I'm a Psychology student and also I've been through anxiety and panic attacks as well but it passed it was not as intense as yours. I start crying and sharing with my closed once at the beginning only and then dealing with all this becomes much more easier. But you are stuck now, for sure you might have tried 1000 of things to get rid of these automatic thoughts but Mau it's not working for you. You deserve to be happy. I can understand you are not ready for therapy but trust me your therapist will just push you and teach you to deal with your problems on your own and I'm damn sure you can do it. You have that ability. Everything is fine trust me you'll get rid of these and live peacefully. If I were your friend I would have helped you as I have helped some of my close friends and siblings as well to come out of such similar situations.
You are so strong😌 you have always been my inspiration. From your video on anxiety to this video i saw you fighting and that gave me courage to not give up. I am here fighting my battle with anxiety because of you. I owe you a part of my fight. No matter what, i don’t know about others but i will always be here just here, here in this channel waiting for you, supporting you. I am proud of you❤️
Ab aap keho gai ki tumhe kya hi pta h mai kis cheez sai gujar re hu tumhe kya pta ....but I have gone through that path and things is that it's all in the mind and let's just shut your unconscious mind .....my condition were even worst and yet not solved even getting worst day by day but here I am strong af you just need to see the other side time will heal everything .....and manasi lot's of love from bottom of my heart 💜❤️
I could totally relate with you as m in a same situation. Especially with the thing you mentioned about making distance with people. Everyone believes that we are not responsible enough or they tagged us as a SELFISH person. Sometimes I do feel that why don't people ask whether if everything is ok before making their judgement . But yes we have only option in our lives that is to look for betterment whether we are at our best or low phase of life. Like constant efforts. I just had a one session with with no hopes after lof of brain storming. Giving you positive vibes 😊❤️