Payton & River | I don't know [The Politician]

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  • Опубліковано 4 жов 2019
  • TV Show: The Politician (Season 1)
    Gaycouple: Payton Hobart & River Barkley
    Song: IDK - Dylan Burgos
    IDK by Dylan Burgos spoti.fi/30pNz4w
    Free Download / Stream: bit.ly/_idk
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    #fanvidfeed #thepolitician #benplatt
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  • @cieraparrish3210
    @cieraparrish3210 4 роки тому +4242

    When Ben said " oh my god I loved him so much" I cried so hard. I've never even seen the show.

    • @ShinyBulbauser
      @ShinyBulbauser 4 роки тому +49

      Ciera Parrish Same here! I was at the office then started crying. Jeez. The pain of a late realization.

    • @nourbekheet3065
      @nourbekheet3065 4 роки тому +38

      bruh i started it today and just finished it and i’m crying so hard WATCH IT

    • @elynights1317
      @elynights1317 4 роки тому +17

      I’ve watched the show and I crying so hard at this moment rewatching this make me cry again 😭

    • @lamisamhaz7755
      @lamisamhaz7755 4 роки тому +18

      So I'm not 100%sure, been a while, but I think Payton was fake crying in that scene

    • @letstalk5845
      @letstalk5845 4 роки тому +1

      Don’t you mean when Payton said he loved him so much
      Sorry if this came as rude

  • @AngelusHale
    @AngelusHale 4 роки тому +6627

    I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.

    • @loeysphoenixexilir1388
      @loeysphoenixexilir1388 4 роки тому +256

      Why did i even read this comment before watching this

    • @AngelusHale
      @AngelusHale 4 роки тому +195

      @@loeysphoenixexilir1388 Never go to the comment section of shows you haven't seen. But this happens in episode 1 so...

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl 4 роки тому +49

      Dare - wait for it - Devil and they made home shoot him self in front of Payton which is cruel.

    • @TakoyakiAdventures
      @TakoyakiAdventures 4 роки тому +9

      I felt this. So sad!!

    • @rauls2504
      @rauls2504 4 роки тому +6

      Dare - wait for it - Devil fucking same. I just watched this video and it made me SO sad.

  • @neomulonelykeundae
    @neomulonelykeundae 4 роки тому +3576

    that "you were my only relief" got my eyes sweating a lot

  • @Camille-ov8wl
    @Camille-ov8wl 4 роки тому +2840

    You would think when the school heard him say he tried to kill himself they would make him get some kinda help.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 4 роки тому +143

      To not do so is a crime, and all staff who don't report it and knew of it would lose their license and be held responsible. At least in the US. It's a serious crime.

    • @Camille-ov8wl
      @Camille-ov8wl 4 роки тому +15

      @@greenlilac32 ok i thought so.

    • @greenlilac32
      @greenlilac32 4 роки тому +37

      Yeah. It's called mandated reporter if you wanna look it up.

    • @uhneiceuh1979
      @uhneiceuh1979 4 роки тому +32

      Later In the show in an afterlife sequence he says that he tried everything possible and none of it worked for him

    • @Dawn452637
      @Dawn452637 4 роки тому +34

      Yeah, as someone who has told teachers, registrars, hospital workers, psychologists, tele-helplines, family, friends that I want to kill myself, they don't usually do much. And honestly? There isn't much they can do. There is little that can help someone who truly wants to die, very little.

  • @jasbane6302
    @jasbane6302 4 роки тому +1856

    it FREAKING sucks that they decided to kill river so early in the show. RIVER AND PAYTON DESERVED BETTER.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 роки тому +3

      jas bane I knowww

    • @annatabner8459
      @annatabner8459 4 роки тому +35

      It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.

    • @bibo3518
      @bibo3518 3 роки тому +1

      Yes !!!

  • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
    @defnotthepinkdrink7959 4 роки тому +3800

    What is it with Ben and playing characters that are emotionally unstable

    • @elidanielgarciamartinez3313
      @elidanielgarciamartinez3313 4 роки тому +153

      Then give his debut album a try. It's like a rollercoaster of mental instability and heartbreak to the extreme

    • @StarGazerandSpaceShips
      @StarGazerandSpaceShips 4 роки тому +71

      He’s so damn good at it

    • @defnotthepinkdrink7959
      @defnotthepinkdrink7959 4 роки тому +36

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them

    • @elainesanmiguel9635
      @elainesanmiguel9635 4 роки тому +20

      @@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Bad Habit will always be my favorite from Sing to me instead

    • @PrincessCelestia19
      @PrincessCelestia19 4 роки тому +7

      He's good at it.

  • @AlexanderFaux
    @AlexanderFaux 4 роки тому +3619

    I'm sad and I don't even know what this show is

    • @Waleed_el_cantara
      @Waleed_el_cantara 4 роки тому +51

      The politician

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 роки тому +59

      Its name is The Politician and my recommendation is WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.

    • @AlexanderFaux
      @AlexanderFaux 4 роки тому +3

      @@cagatayberkay5681 what's it about?

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 роки тому +33

      robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.

    • @cagatayberkay5681
      @cagatayberkay5681 4 роки тому +4

      robotic chaos Also, the director is Ryan Murphy.

  • @rhynhardtvanoordt5878
    @rhynhardtvanoordt5878 4 роки тому +577

    When Payton sings "River" I honestly cried

  • @joseanesa1370
    @joseanesa1370 4 роки тому +2254

    he looks so much like henry cavill

  • @biancaf3481
    @biancaf3481 4 роки тому +1015

    "I really did love you" river said to payton, right before he killed himself
    *that broke me*

  • @macyqw
    @macyqw 4 роки тому +645

    I’ve never even heard of this, and I’m still crying.

  • @brendancocos7440
    @brendancocos7440 4 роки тому +333

    River looks like a mix of Penn Badgley and Henry Cavill omg

  • @emiliabarbeito3838
    @emiliabarbeito3838 4 роки тому +313

    I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going

    • @gtfothx7794
      @gtfothx7794 4 роки тому +6

      emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.

    • @ilikechickennuggets4983
      @ilikechickennuggets4983 2 роки тому

      @@gtfothx7794 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @eda1102
    @eda1102 4 роки тому +330

    these two were the best thing about this whole show. it sucks so much we got so little of them together :(

  • @thenamesadam3852
    @thenamesadam3852 4 роки тому +649

    This show made me gayer and more depressed.

  • @Patrick-bp8bx
    @Patrick-bp8bx 4 роки тому +409

    “No one is here man” :/

  • @evildeadening9826
    @evildeadening9826 4 роки тому +45

    “I loved him so much. Oh my god i loved him so much, and now he’s gone.” 🥺🥺i cried

  • @_TDS_
    @_TDS_ 4 роки тому +656

    Hmmmm can we please have this River guy play a young adult Tom Riddle in Fantastic Beasts ? Thank You

  • @cocopan87
    @cocopan87 4 роки тому +181

    The color of Ben's lips is better than my life.

    • @Ugendu
      @Ugendu 3 роки тому

      Lmaooooooo but it’s edit 😭

  • @uhneiceuh1979
    @uhneiceuh1979 4 роки тому +154

    This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting

    • @tannerwesleypope
      @tannerwesleypope 4 роки тому +7

      I feel the exact same way!!!

    • @SEmme-ov6yy
      @SEmme-ov6yy 4 роки тому +1

      That’s how I felt when I watched clannad lol. You might be an hsp

    • @Random-sk6hm
      @Random-sk6hm 7 місяців тому

      I've never watched the show and this video just emotionally destroyed me. I'm gonna watch this but not sure I'm emotionally ready

  • @pdsketch603
    @pdsketch603 4 роки тому +187

    Ben platt!! Is so!! Talent!!

    • @lynmburu9697
      @lynmburu9697 4 роки тому +6

      Is he really gay in real life

    • @angasamon7956
      @angasamon7956 4 роки тому +8

      Lyn Mburu yes he is and I love him. Big Fan :)

  • @haie3986
    @haie3986 4 роки тому +188

    I don't even know the existence of this drama yet here i am lying on my bed crying my heart out

    • @jaydeny528
      @jaydeny528 4 роки тому +5

      Same😭😭😭😭

    • @nikipooh62
      @nikipooh62 4 роки тому +8

      Dude this video caused me to start binge watching it 😂
      It's called The Politician btw
      It's REALLY good

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 4 роки тому +2

      @@nikipooh62 don't try to persuade me watching it bcos i might! 🤣🤣🤣

    • @Milfuelle100
      @Milfuelle100 4 роки тому +3

      Literally in my bed crying right now 😭

    • @haie3986
      @haie3986 4 роки тому +1

      @@Milfuelle100 be strong! 😭😭😭

  • @evanbastiian
    @evanbastiian 4 роки тому +451

    superman is gay..... ain't no complaints 😭😭😍

  • @marysiaobecna6108
    @marysiaobecna6108 4 роки тому +166

    Damn, I need to be loved the same way River was loved by Payton

    • @philawsophy3197
      @philawsophy3197 4 роки тому +9

      really? because i want to be loved the same way River loved Payton. ❤️

  • @forevergogo
    @forevergogo 4 роки тому +50

    I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so.
    Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes.
    Finished college.
    Got a decent paying job.
    Bought a house.
    Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might.
    This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again.
    Miss you, Will. You were my world.

  • @anisjustyoutbe
    @anisjustyoutbe 4 роки тому +235

    THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

    • @djouherait8517
      @djouherait8517 4 роки тому

      Army get this recommandation.
      The algorithme is....

  • @actually.mothman4798
    @actually.mothman4798 4 роки тому +83

    I had no idea what I was getting into when I started watching this... I’ve never cried more over a tv show

  • @pdronys
    @pdronys Рік тому +9

    the new superman !

  • @eliahugarte8684
    @eliahugarte8684 4 роки тому +102

    I've never seen this show but that still doesn't mean I can't cry my eyes out

  • @agdragonstanvip8894
    @agdragonstanvip8894 4 роки тому +13

    River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.

  • @sophiaavila8591
    @sophiaavila8591 4 роки тому +61

    I-
    This is just sad.
    Their relationship. They would have lived happily together.

  • @lamisamhaz7755
    @lamisamhaz7755 4 роки тому +43

    I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor

    • @idiomatic444
      @idiomatic444 3 роки тому +3

      But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool

  • @marknoonan7420
    @marknoonan7420 4 роки тому +28

    Oh man. That could have been a love story for the books.

  • @oxopaulinexox
    @oxopaulinexox 4 роки тому +68

    watching this hurt so much omg

  • @mobywayne8219
    @mobywayne8219 3 роки тому +6

    When River said "because I see you" I almost cried.

  • @cindyjenkins1553
    @cindyjenkins1553 4 роки тому +17

    river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him

  • @mccnbinnie9840
    @mccnbinnie9840 3 роки тому +6

    I've never watched this show but this video left me crying an ocean for these two.

  • @ozurucreates
    @ozurucreates 3 роки тому +8

    I've never cried and loved a show so much.

    • @ozurucreates
      @ozurucreates 3 роки тому

      I'm revisting this edit alot. 😭❤ I love this show.

  • @julia-ls3yb
    @julia-ls3yb 4 роки тому +16

    I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks

  • @reinamami1037
    @reinamami1037 4 роки тому +9

    The Politician on Netflix. I've binge watched this show over and over again and there was not a time that i didn't cry.

  • @Tony-tc8lc
    @Tony-tc8lc 4 роки тому +448

    So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?

    • @marionagam739
      @marionagam739 4 роки тому +105

      yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice

    • @Jesusmendoza_
      @Jesusmendoza_ 4 роки тому +19

      They say in the show that rivers sexuality is fluid and I’m guessing so is Peytons.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 роки тому +3

      Tony Pepperoni honestly

    • @tinyatiny3649
      @tinyatiny3649 4 роки тому +8

      It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 роки тому +1

      Baeks Mullet Jongins Dreads Are Life what why? So you want him to be happy but not really happy?

  • @sagejennings4342
    @sagejennings4342 4 роки тому +15

    I can honestly see River as Payton as an old married couple and I am so sad that they'll never have a chance at that.

  • @erika9580
    @erika9580 4 роки тому +25

    Wow! This was perfect. Every single second. And boy did it hurt all over again. 💔

  • @augustcait6269
    @augustcait6269 3 роки тому +6

    He didn’t want to die alone so he killed himself in front of the one person he loved

  • @thomaslucia3059
    @thomaslucia3059 4 роки тому +7

    This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.

  • @gracebrock726
    @gracebrock726 4 роки тому +7

    “Music gives us permission to feel.”
    Oh my god this man’s a genius

  • @johncarloabanto6094
    @johncarloabanto6094 3 роки тому +8

    River: you’re gonna change the world Payton
    Payton: How do you know?
    River: Because I see you.
    😭

  • @CremeReacts
    @CremeReacts 4 роки тому +20

    I'm never seeing this,i can't stand this heartbreak again.No tears left to cry.

  • @sweetbrown89
    @sweetbrown89 Рік тому +2

    It’s been 3 years and I still come back…this hurts so much

  • @yurimagazuri
    @yurimagazuri 4 роки тому +12

    Now we know that River definitely loved Payton with season 2

  • @elliesava3448
    @elliesava3448 4 роки тому +70

    River looks a little like the dude from man of steel

  • @iamrobbyboy
    @iamrobbyboy 3 роки тому +2

    That last scene of 'I love you' got me. 😭❤️

  • @kaydii9542
    @kaydii9542 4 роки тому +7

    River was so pure like while i was watching this i kept expecting him to do something dumb so it would hurt less, but he didn’t and it still hurts

  • @somarippert1525
    @somarippert1525 Рік тому +2

    I still miss them

  • @sparkers70
    @sparkers70 4 роки тому +3

    I love Ben. River was such a beautiful, tormented soul.. I was crushed when he died. 😳

  • @suvam4uable
    @suvam4uable 4 роки тому +2

    Omg....
    This video made my cry..
    Soo deep....calms u down.....

  • @stormborn3770
    @stormborn3770 4 роки тому +14

    River makes me thought of one perfect person I've never had

  • @rebeccatichenor5888
    @rebeccatichenor5888 3 роки тому +2

    I've never seen the show but I clicked on this because I saw Ben Platt and now I'm crying

  • @hourly6733
    @hourly6733 2 роки тому +2

    omg river really loved him :'(

  • @thalesflip
    @thalesflip 4 роки тому +12

    I need this story to be completed. It is so sad to think that River died so early.

  • @alfredomojica8188
    @alfredomojica8188 4 роки тому +39

    This is so good! Love it!!!

  • @etibeti2431
    @etibeti2431 4 роки тому +45

    Ahhh I'm crying T.T
    Thank you so much for this

  • @biancaf3481
    @biancaf3481 4 роки тому +1

    this edit makes me so emotional, thank you for making it. its absolutely beautiful

  • @WOLFGANG634
    @WOLFGANG634 4 роки тому +4

    You got me all choked up over a show I ain’t ever watched and probably never will 😂😂😂😭

  • @mckennalauren
    @mckennalauren 4 роки тому +8

    i watched this all in one night and i never loved them so much.

  • @dayu940
    @dayu940 4 роки тому +3

    This is hurt so much 😢
    I like the way you edited it, the colour, bgm, dialog.../sigh/ love it
    Thank you

  • @roa3432
    @roa3432 2 роки тому +5

    I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭

  • @greyispyro351
    @greyispyro351 3 роки тому +1

    "omg I loved him and now he's gone" my heart omg I'm crying 💔

  • @rok3895
    @rok3895 4 роки тому +8

    Its insane that one hour long episode of a show that I knew nothing about can do what episode 1 did to me.

  • @faith9196
    @faith9196 4 роки тому +2

    I cried watching the show the first time and now I’m crying again watching their scenes.

  • @calvinnwoohoo
    @calvinnwoohoo 4 роки тому +17

    I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(

  • @clara-rq9my
    @clara-rq9my 4 роки тому +3

    ok but the fact that river asks if he can kiss payton is just beautiful

  • @calldapopohoe8838
    @calldapopohoe8838 4 роки тому +6

    For once I have to thank UA-cam for putting this on my recommendation because this was beautiful 😭💔

  • @hiddenassassin3577
    @hiddenassassin3577 4 роки тому +1

    I’m crying now thanks a lot

  • @margaritanazarova8082
    @margaritanazarova8082 4 роки тому +21

    That’s fantastic

  • @hasudud
    @hasudud 4 роки тому +1

    Wow thanks for making me feel lonely and sad 😪 again

  • @xavierd435
    @xavierd435 3 роки тому +2

    I can’t stop crying, this is such a powerful show.

  • @louischristie2135
    @louischristie2135 4 роки тому +1

    This gives me shivers in a good way 😭💜❤️

  • @rai3712
    @rai3712 4 роки тому +10

    this was good i cried 😭

  • @KriseanGaming
    @KriseanGaming 3 роки тому +1

    I've watched this for 3 times but I only watched the first episode one time.

  • @connor4391
    @connor4391 4 роки тому +6

    I wish we had more river and Payton content

  • @loganj.m8071
    @loganj.m8071 4 роки тому +2

    Incredible story and perfect

  • @matronyt1302
    @matronyt1302 4 роки тому +4

    I literally started to cry so hard watching this

  • @destinypadgett2794
    @destinypadgett2794 4 роки тому +2

    I've never seen this I just stumbled upon this video but omg I wasn't expecting that. This was a sad but good video.

  • @jadenayotte443
    @jadenayotte443 4 роки тому +3

    I watch this whenever I need to cry

  • @ma.reginamikaellap.lebrias1305
    @ma.reginamikaellap.lebrias1305 4 роки тому +1

    i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad

  • @thedarkbaby
    @thedarkbaby 3 роки тому

    interesting shots beautiful camera work cool tones and shades and coloring nice 👍🏼 awesome story and guidance wow

  • @muciSAD
    @muciSAD 4 місяці тому

    I haven't even watched this show and yet this made me tear up.

  • @jayrose8947
    @jayrose8947 4 роки тому +6

    “don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cryyyyy”

  • @syahnazmi29
    @syahnazmi29 4 роки тому

    Why is Fanvid is always the best video

  • @genericexcuse7803
    @genericexcuse7803 3 роки тому +2

    "Music gives us permission to feel" that hit me way too hard 😓

  • @crazymeparty3
    @crazymeparty3 4 роки тому +2

    ive never seen this show but i cried watching this

  • @iniyoutubebudi
    @iniyoutubebudi 4 роки тому +3

    Waaaw...
    Realy make me cry 😭😭😭

  • @Kujo_Jotaro96
    @Kujo_Jotaro96 3 роки тому +1

    OMG I CRIED SO MUCH and I even didn't watch the show

  • @soupman5836
    @soupman5836 4 роки тому +3

    I'm an too emotional right now. thanks for that

  • @christv432
    @christv432 4 роки тому +4

    O my gaaaaad im dying with that kiss

  • @yeshomo3059
    @yeshomo3059 4 роки тому +9

    Omg this is beautiful 💕😭

  • @selfinflictedhom0cide679
    @selfinflictedhom0cide679 3 роки тому

    Oh the colours ,scenography,I really like it

  • @makeit3967
    @makeit3967 4 роки тому +6

    omygod my eyes are peeing

  • @twixgocrazy1193
    @twixgocrazy1193 4 роки тому +5

    they gave us payton and river on episode 1 just to take him away. WOWWW