It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.
@@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them
I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.
robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.
I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so. Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes. Finished college. Got a decent paying job. Bought a house. Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might. This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again. Miss you, Will. You were my world.
I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going
emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.
THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.
River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.
I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks
river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him
I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor
But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool
So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?
yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice
It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.
OMG I was just clicking on this video as a: "Just one more video before bed, just some happy gay vibes". But wow this videos is a rollecoaster of emotions, I don't even know what to say...
i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad
This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting
I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(
I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭
Yo! Mr. Platt. I love you. Seriously. I've been listening to your CD, and over. "Rain" ? Great song. Anyway, I've been watching Ryan Murphy's new show, "Hollywood", on Netflix, and the gentlemen on show, besides being gorgeous, are great actors too. The guy who played Rock Hudson, was incredible. But the reason I go on about this, is because the guy playing Payton River reminds me SO MUCH, of the lead male in that show (I can't believe I can't remember his name), and has to say it.Anyway. Thanks for your music Ben. I'm a musician, but I can't stand the sound of my voice, so I'm content to keep playing my piano. Take care kid. Love ya', JAY
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that "you were my only relief" got my eyes sweating a lot
Same
Same
G
I wish i found my bf anytime
I love it
When Ben said " oh my god I loved him so much" I cried so hard. I've never even seen the show.
Ciera Parrish Same here! I was at the office then started crying. Jeez. The pain of a late realization.
bruh i started it today and just finished it and i’m crying so hard WATCH IT
I’ve watched the show and I crying so hard at this moment rewatching this make me cry again 😭
So I'm not 100%sure, been a while, but I think Payton was fake crying in that scene
Don’t you mean when Payton said he loved him so much
Sorry if this came as rude
it FREAKING sucks that they decided to kill river so early in the show. RIVER AND PAYTON DESERVED BETTER.
jas bane I knowww
It’s not what anyone wanted but i think it was necessary for Payton to explore his own emotional depth which he had been lacking before. I ship Payton and River so hard but this show isn’t about the relationships - it’s about personal growth and trauma. Besides, we still get to explore their relationship through Payton’s grieving.
Yes !!!
When Payton sings "River" I honestly cried
What is it with Ben and playing characters that are emotionally unstable
Then give his debut album a try. It's like a rollercoaster of mental instability and heartbreak to the extreme
He’s so damn good at it
@@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 oh I've listened to them, they are amazing but such an unstable rollercoaster and when I listen to the album I have know I deal where to put my emotions or what to even do with them
@@elidanielgarciamartinez3313 Bad Habit will always be my favorite from Sing to me instead
He's good at it.
I’ve never even heard of this, and I’m still crying.
Watch the show, it's even sadder lmao
Sammee
I understand why River killed himself. I understand why the writers wrote it. But it's still horrible that they gave us River and Payton and took him away so fast. I loved them. I really did. And I still do.
Why did i even read this comment before watching this
@@loeysphoenixexilir1388 Never go to the comment section of shows you haven't seen. But this happens in episode 1 so...
Dare - wait for it - Devil and they made home shoot him self in front of Payton which is cruel.
I felt this. So sad!!
Dare - wait for it - Devil fucking same. I just watched this video and it made me SO sad.
I'm sad and I don't even know what this show is
The politician
Its name is The Politician and my recommendation is WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.
@@cagatayberkay5681 what's it about?
robotic chaos It’s about political competition at beginning but the place isn’t at White House or something like that. It’s at a High school and that makes interesting this series to me.
robotic chaos Also, the director is Ryan Murphy.
these two were the best thing about this whole show. it sucks so much we got so little of them together :(
he looks so much like henry cavill
Joseane Souza Sá Yeah, look like they could be brothers.
He is hotter than Henry Cavill.
Nd his voice so seducing..
Yesssss.. He does
he looks a lot like harry styles too
"I really did love you" river said to payton, right before he killed himself
*that broke me*
River looks like a mix of Penn Badgley and Henry Cavill omg
Brendan Cocos I got chills
That's weirdly accurate
Jam Rodrigues
So true
Ben platt!! Is so!! Talent!!
Is he really gay in real life
Lyn Mburu yes he is and I love him. Big Fan :)
The color of Ben's lips is better than my life.
Lmaooooooo but it’s edit 😭
I don't even know the existence of this drama yet here i am lying on my bed crying my heart out
Same😭😭😭😭
Dude this video caused me to start binge watching it 😂
It's called The Politician btw
It's REALLY good
@@nikipooh62 don't try to persuade me watching it bcos i might! 🤣🤣🤣
Literally in my bed crying right now 😭
@@Milfuelle100 be strong! 😭😭😭
“I loved him so much. Oh my god i loved him so much, and now he’s gone.” 🥺🥺i cried
“No one is here man” :/
Damn, I need to be loved the same way River was loved by Payton
really? because i want to be loved the same way River loved Payton. ❤️
I've never seen this show but that still doesn't mean I can't cry my eyes out
I had no idea what I was getting into when I started watching this... I’ve never cried more over a tv show
I'll never forget my first love. The crazy fun few years we had together figuring it out on our own fresh out of high school... and I'll never forget the weeks he slipped into a really dark depression, or the gunshot, his body sinking to the ground, the terrified look in his eyes... that whole night was the longest night of my life. Except for just about every other night since for the last decade or so.
Pain never lets up, its always there, its just learning to distract yourself and divert your attention and energy to other causes.
Finished college.
Got a decent paying job.
Bought a house.
Tried dating but could never really open up and love again, try as I might.
This kind of show takes me back, makes it all fresh, and the ache is felt again.
Miss you, Will. You were my world.
I am so sorry this happened to you.
I'm deeply sorry this happened to you
I'm just a stranger reading a glimpse of someone's life. But I'm sorry, it's fucking unfair. I really hope the best for you
This show made me gayer and more depressed.
Can you please help me to get a job there. Plz.
Exactly
:')
TheNamesAdam: Im waving here from PH
No but same
I know it´s a fictional character but it hurts me so much that River killed himself. Because it´s true that so many people feel alone, me included, and we are hopeless. When you can´t imagine a future without that feeling of emptiness is hard to keep going
emilia barbeito just know that your not alone and if you need help please reach out this goes for anyone who is struggling or doubting them selves. We all feel alone at points but I try to embrace that feeling and get comfortable with it but it can be very hard. I like to control what’s going on around me so I try to see the future how I want it with positivity. But always remember that warriors are built in the battles of struggles and because of that you will get stronger. If anyone needs anything I am here to listen ! And thank you Emilia for expressing what most of us are afraid to admit.
@@gtfothx7794 ❤️❤️❤️❤️
THANK YOU ALGORITHM FOR BRINGING THIS TO MY RECOMMENDED FEED I LOVE THIS AND I LOVE YOU YONKI AND I LOVE,,, YOU? WHOEVER READING THIS- AND I LOVE RIVER AND, AND, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
Army get this recommandation.
The algorithme is....
Hmmmm can we please have this River guy play a young adult Tom Riddle in Fantastic Beasts ? Thank You
TheDrEamSpEcTral omg YES
David Corenswet
A YOUNG HENRY CAVILL
watching this hurt so much omg
I've never watched this show but this video left me crying an ocean for these two.
This is an extraordinary display of powerful, delicate and true to life acting. Ben Platt's capacity to portray this character is a brutally honest portrait that awes, moves, grabs and commands you to ache and weep along with him...until you are obsessed with the goal of soothing his sorrow and lifting him into a place of love and acceptance. I am awestruck by his lavish and most splendid talent.
The Politician on Netflix. I've binge watched this show over and over again and there was not a time that i didn't cry.
River speech still hit my heart. It's so relatable. When I watched this show without knowing nothing about the Show. Out of boredom I randomly watched it I never expected the show n character River will be Hit me so hard.
I've never cried and loved a show so much.
I'm revisting this edit alot. 😭❤ I love this show.
I'm here again after season 2 that I btw binge-watched on friday and I'm crying so hard because I miss these two, thay were IN LOVE and nothing will change my mind thanks
Uhm Yes, it's a fact that they WERE in love XD
When River said "because I see you" I almost cried.
“Music gives us permission to feel.”
Oh my god this man’s a genius
river hits way too close to home with me and i just feel so connected with him bc of our similarities and i can't stop myself from crying everytime i see him on the show or even think about him
Rightttttt omg !!!!
Wow! This was perfect. Every single second. And boy did it hurt all over again. 💔
Oh man. That could have been a love story for the books.
It’s been 3 years and I still come back…this hurts so much
superman is gay..... ain't no complaints 😭😭😍
Is that henry cavill?
Bi*
Del R. Wait he’s Bi?
Lisbeth Livingston the character is.
No he is not
I'm never seeing this,i can't stand this heartbreak again.No tears left to cry.
I feel like the expectations we got from Payton and River's relationship, and the disappointment that follows, are similar to the ones we got with Evan Hansen and Connor
But Connor is dead most of the musical, however I think if he had lived that him and Evan would have ended up friends and maybe even more. Connor is cannocially bi too so that's cool
Ahhh I'm crying T.T
Thank you so much for this
Now we know that River definitely loved Payton with season 2
the new superman !
This is so good! Love it!!!
thx
Can you please help me to get a job. Plz
I can honestly see River as Payton as an old married couple and I am so sad that they'll never have a chance at that.
River was so pure like while i was watching this i kept expecting him to do something dumb so it would hurt less, but he didn’t and it still hurts
So im not the only one who doesn't like him and alice at the end of the series and either wants River to somehow be alive or at least (what I think he truly is) come to his true self and realize hes gay?
yes, I think that in the second season they should introduce a male character just for Payton to realize he's bi (or gay or whatever). Honestly, I just don't want him with alice
They say in the show that rivers sexuality is fluid and I’m guessing so is Peytons.
Tony Pepperoni honestly
It's only me but I Actually wouldn't want him to have another guy in his life, I want him to realize his dreams and then move on with River in the afterlife.
Baeks Mullet Jongins Dreads Are Life what why? So you want him to be happy but not really happy?
OMG I was just clicking on this video as a: "Just one more video before bed, just some happy gay vibes". But wow this videos is a rollecoaster of emotions, I don't even know what to say...
I need this story to be completed. It is so sad to think that River died so early.
That last scene of 'I love you' got me. 😭❤️
You got me all choked up over a show I ain’t ever watched and probably never will 😂😂😂😭
I cried watching the show the first time and now I’m crying again watching their scenes.
Omg....
This video made my cry..
Soo deep....calms u down.....
i don't know how many times does youtube recommends this video to me, i don't even know this show but i gave it a shot today. this made me cry for real, i don't even remember the last time i cried and now im very sad
I've never seen the show but I clicked on this because I saw Ben Platt and now I'm crying
Its insane that one hour long episode of a show that I knew nothing about can do what episode 1 did to me.
I-
This is just sad.
Their relationship. They would have lived happily together.
i watched this all in one night and i never loved them so much.
This show sent me to a place I had never been emotionally. Like I watched this all in one sitting and was so emotionally drained that I couldn’t really feel anything and when I did feel things I felt them way to much that it was scary. This only lasted about 2-3 days but it’s soooo exhausting
I’m crying now thanks a lot
I can’t stop crying, this is such a powerful show.
For once I have to thank UA-cam for putting this on my recommendation because this was beautiful 😭💔
this edit makes me so emotional, thank you for making it. its absolutely beautiful
ok but the fact that river asks if he can kiss payton is just beautiful
I wish we had more river and Payton content
River makes me thought of one perfect person I've never had
“don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cryyyyy”
I am surprised at how i am bawling my eyes out (might be the weed) yet dont know anything but felt like i went thru 2 seasons of feelings. Best know that im about to watch this show and come back to this vid to crii :(
Wow thanks for making me feel lonely and sad 😪 again
I literally started to cry so hard watching this
I love Ben. River was such a beautiful, tormented soul.. I was crushed when he died. 😳
O my gaaaaad im dying with that kiss
I watch this whenever I need to cry
I never watched this show before so I came in expecting this to be a cute little ship video or something. Now I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. 😭
Incredible story and perfect
I've watched this for 3 times but I only watched the first episode one time.
"omg I loved him and now he's gone" my heart omg I'm crying 💔
I've never seen this I just stumbled upon this video but omg I wasn't expecting that. This was a sad but good video.
River looks a little like the dude from man of steel
I still miss them
I just clicked on something random, I haven't even seen this and now I'm crying I dont need this
That’s fantastic
Oh the colours ,scenography,I really like it
This is hurt so much 😢
I like the way you edited it, the colour, bgm, dialog.../sigh/ love it
Thank you
THIS HURTS LIKE HELL
omg river really loved him :'(
He didn’t want to die alone so he killed himself in front of the one person he loved
Yo I don’t even know this show and u can’t stop crying
ive never seen this show but i cried watching this
Let it go, enjoy beautiful earth 😊🎉❤
3:54 Hello there, superman.
interesting shots beautiful camera work cool tones and shades and coloring nice 👍🏼 awesome story and guidance wow
"Music gives us permission to feel" that hit me way too hard 😓
Yo! Mr. Platt. I love you. Seriously. I've been listening to your CD, and over. "Rain" ? Great song. Anyway, I've been watching Ryan Murphy's new show, "Hollywood", on Netflix, and the gentlemen on show, besides being gorgeous, are great actors too. The guy who played Rock Hudson, was incredible. But the reason I go on about this, is because the guy playing Payton River reminds me SO MUCH, of the lead male in that show (I can't believe I can't remember his name), and has to say it.Anyway. Thanks for your music Ben. I'm a musician, but I can't stand the sound of my voice, so I'm content to keep playing my piano. Take care kid. Love ya', JAY
This gives me shivers in a good way 😭💜❤️
I can't handle this small video, I can't even dream of watching this show
this was good i cried 😭
Why is Fanvid is always the best video
I haven't even watched this show and yet this made me tear up.