VLOG: Saying Bye to CA :-( Driving Cross-Country Back to TX
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- Опубліковано 31 тра 2024
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1:36 My Joy - Olipop
5:04 Moving Plan
6:14 The Morning I Leave + Honesty
8:40 Starting the Drive to Phoenix
9:33 Phoenix Hotel Tour
12:41 New Mexico
13:36 El Paso Hotel Tour
14:52 Chill Night In
16:13 Made it to TX!
18:33 Saturday Things - Sushi, Musicals and More
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I’ve been so behind on responding to what I can BUT I wanted to say this community has been SO kind during this challenging time. I genuinely thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for being here with me, it truly makes me feel so much less alone. Thank you for your encouraging words. And mostly, thank you for just choosing to be a part of this friend group. I really feel like I couldn’t do it without you. I love you and here’s to new adventures ❤️
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Please take one moment at a time. Be kind to yourself. You will make it through.🙏
Much love, Michel....I never had a sister, but I feel like a protective big-sister vibe comes out in me when I watch these videos...
When I once had to go through a life change, the thing that got me through is exactly what you said here at the end. To try to think of the things that I can explore and the adventures I can have, and looking at other people and seeing that they overcame hard things and their lives get beautiful again.
and....
Did you end up getting any cookies?
I look forward to seeing your videos to make sure you are okay. Take care! We are all here for you.
I know this is a hard time..It's so nice to see you with your family. You will continue to have ups and downs. Remember, it's okay to be not okay. Feel your feelings and don't run from them. You are kind and beautiful person and you have many good times to come. Plus, with a buddy like Max how can you loose?!❤ You're always in my thoughts and prayers. 😘
If the mountain seems too big today
then climb a hill instead;
If morning brings you sadness
it’s okay to stay in bed.
If the day ahead feels heavy and your plans feel like a curse,
There’s no shame in rearranging,
don’t make yourself feel worse.
If a shower stings like needles
and a bath feels like you’ll drown;
If you haven’t washed your hair for days,
don’t throw away your crown!
A day is not a lifetime.
A rest is not defeat.
Don’t think of it as failure,
Just a quiet, kind retreat.
It’s okay to take a moment
From an anxious, fractured mind.
The world will not stop turning
While you get realigned!
The mountain will still be there
When you want to try again
You can climb it in your own time,
Just love yourself till then!
Laura Ding-Edwards
I love this
This is amazing ❤️ thank you 😊
I love this! Thanks for sharing it!
what a beautiful poem!
What an awesome poem! Thanks for sharing with this community!
This is so heart breaking, having to leave behind everything you built, everything you worked so hard for, not just material things but your whole life, your home, your marriage, I can't help but think, you don't deserve this 💔
I will continue to pray for you
oh gosh Michel - my heart physically hurts watching the beginning of this video. you've been part of my every week for years now and the last little while you've been so on my mind, always hoping you're doing ok! you're so strong & sending love your way girl!
I just wanted to let you know that this is the most vulnerable and authentic series of vlogs I feel like I have ever watched. Its helping me, and its helping others; thank you for sharing.
Oh wow, the fact that you said "I'm going to clean the table and countertops so they're all clean for Brook" ugh you are handling this with such Grace, my heart breaks for you since this is so clearly not something you wanted :(
That's the same thing that stuck out to me! I don't know the story at all, but even if he's a Saint, SHE'S the one completely changing her life. She didn't have to do that at all, but she did.
Agreed :(
She hasn't done anything to deserve this.. 💔
What happened? Did she need to move but he wanted to be somewhere different?
@@kimberlykv4313 they're divorcing. The specifics arent clear but she wasn't planning on moving.
Going to a different home is a better way to heal and it is a way to start over in comfort of a home of your own and it will make it easier for your life to be happier and leaving a uncomfortable feeling and life thats disturbing will be a better frame of life for you Girl.
P.S. I'm SO glad you have Max with you, I couldn't imagine you having to do this alone
I remember you once said that you felt your heart was split in 2, between California and Texas. Perhaps this is part of God's plan for you, to bring you back to a place close to your heart. Lots of love and hugs xxx
This was exactly my thought ❤️
That is so cute of you to say. Yes, everything happens for us not against us, sometimes it takes a bit to realize it but life always moves on in favor of us.
I know you are a woman of faith. When I was going through my divorce Jeremiah 29:11 was the verse that helped me through.
Your doing great Michel!! My pastor once told me I couldn't follow my husband off a cliff. This advice really helped me out and I hope it helps ur situation too.
This is my life right now. They have to want to get help and if they don't then we can't go down with them.
You know WE ALL want to hug you don’t you? Think about that, if we were there? We would truly all hug you. Wow, what an impact you have made on so many people 💕
So glad you have Max with you…..dogs are so intuitive and are such a comfort
I love how you’re spending so much time with your parents. When the same thing happened to me 3 years ago, I spent a lot of time around mine and they made things sooooo much better and more stable feeling. I hope you’re doing better but please don’t have to feel like you have to be “on” for us all the time!
Spending time with parents is so important. My dad recently died at the age of 62 and I appreciate every moment I was able to spend with him. No regrets at all. I can feel how much safety and stability he brought to my life. I hope you are doing better now and I am glad your parents helped you to feel more comfortable.
@@karinbrtv508 thank you! I’m so sorry for your loss. Dads definitely have a special place in a girls heart for sure. And seriously you’re right , no regrets. Well, the only regret I ever have about that is thinking spending time with your parents when you’re a teenager is “uncool”. I get it, but soon you grow up and realize they’re your best friends!!
@@LStottmann Yes, they literally are your best friends. I remember my mum and dad sticking with me even when I messed up a lot during my teenage years. Its unconditional love.
Not even sure if I’ll like olipop but I just ordered the sampler with your code. I hope it helps you out.
When my daughters dad died, I remember her saying some thing to me that was so profound. She said mom it’s OK for me to be sad and to grieve and to have my ups and downs as long as I don’t unpack my suitcase and stay in that sadness for too long. I thought to myself wow she’s 22 years old, way too young to lose a parent, but yet she knew that it was OK to grieve and to feel those feelings, but to not stay in one feeling for too long. So sweet girl I’m gonna tell you if you feel those feelings, just don’t stay in one of those feelings for too long. I sure do love watching your videos, and you’ve brought a lot of joy to my life I would just like to let you know that!! Thank you for being you :-)
Continuing to pray for you. Not only for your heart during this difficult time, but also for a renewed sense of hope and joy for the days to come. I’m so proud of the example you are, and I’m sending you so much love.
Michel I never feel a connection with UA-camrs I watch but I feel one with you. I know you don’t know me but what you can know is that, as your sister in Christ I’m praying for you and rooting for you hard. This is so hard to see you go through and I’m blown away at how you’re still willing to be vulnerable with your community here and it’s so beautiful. Thank you for your heart.
Girl I literally can’t get over how strong you are.
I hope you can take time to grieve your loss. But keep putting one foot in front of the other. You will get through this! We are rooting for you! Love and prayers!
I'm so proud of you, Michel. For your resilience, strength and honesty. I cannot imagine what you're going through, let alone having to record it online. Even if you don't feel strong now, I hope one day you'll look back on these moments and see your strength. Keep taking good care of yourself, find joy and happiness in the little things, and they'll grow into big things 😊💖
Aw, Max appears to sense your grief. I’ve had you in my thoughts since your announcement. I wish you nothing but the best.
I did keep thinking about your home, over the last week. What a journey it was to buy your home, all the work you started renovating and decorating it, prepping your office, the landscaping- what a sad part of leaving it all behind :(
They were renting
@@Anna-pd6dc she had intentions of buying though that’s why she put a lot of work into it
@@sashagoodall I think Brooke is staying there that’s why Michel moved back to Texas
You’re such a bright light! But, JUST YOU WAIT …. Your world is going to become brighter than ever🙏🏻💕
You are a very brave person! Always remember what a beautiful, smart, strong and amazing person you are. There will be brighter days ahead of you.
Michel, I am sorry for your loss. I understand exactly what you are enduring as I am divorced and it is indeed a challenging time. In retrospect, I can say that my divorce led me to the most beautiful period of my life as I became very independent, strong, and focused on myself and my future. You are beautiful, young, and possess so much talent and thus have much to offer the world as well as someone new one day. For now, I wish you healing and peace and continued blessings.
WOW! I am so proud of you. Being open and honest is so needed in this Social Media culture. We love you back.
I'm so sorry for this difficult time you are going through. Having Max with you is such a blessing, dogs are intuitive, know when you need extra love and that love is always unconditional.
We are your chearleaders. We are there for you. We don't need to know what happened between you and Brooke. Just know that if you need a shoulder or just someone to talk to, we are all here! Just think it's a new beginning! God has plans. And they are great plans!
How wonderful to have such a comforting place to fall. Your parents are the most darling couple. Your future is waiting for you with open arms.
You have every right to feel sad and all the emotions. It’s a process. Feel the emotions and it will help you to heal as time passes.
My heart goes out to you. What a bittersweet video. Thank you for sharing this with us! I’m praying for better days ahead.
Dear, sweet Michel. The tears started just reading the title of your vlog. You should be proud of how you’re handling things. You’re stronger than you realize. What you’re going through is hard, very hard. Lean on your family, friends and whatever you need to get through. You’re incredible, remember that!!
God, I am sitting here crying *with* you.
Hugs 🤗…. & cheers to all the great parents that are there to catch us when we need to be caught 🥂
Oh my gosh this video made me cry for you! I’m so heart broken for you. But to be able to pick up your life and start a new life somewhere new is a massive achievement! You’ve so much strength in you ❤️
So glad your momma was able meet you in Phoenix and make the journey with you. Max will definitely be your emotional support for now, lean on him as he loves you❣️
Michel you are going to be fine! You are so blessed to have your mom and dad to love on you. And MAX- he will be the best. Prayers continue for you to heal and let others help you. We, your community, love you so much.
My heart hurts for you. I know exactly how you feel. It’s been 8 years since my divorce at age 24 and watching this brings back all the pain.
Give yourself time to grieve. Surround yourself with people that you CAN be NOT okay around if need be. Burn pictures if you need to! Spoil yourself.
❤️
Ugh definitely cried with you, Michel. This is a new beginning but as you said, it’s all uphill from here. It is hard but you are beautiful and strong and this will be the next wonderful chapter in your life. 💖
Thank you for sharing some of your most vulnerable and private moments. You're helping more people than you know. On a side note, your new place looks so cute!!!!
You have our love and support as you begin this new journey in life. One of my favorite quotes is from Cheryl Strayed: "Be brave enough to break your own heart." You did something you didn't want to, because you knew it was for the best, even though it hurt so much to do it. You are a strong, brave woman, Michel. God has plans for you.
I’m so very sorry Michel. It probably doesn’t always feel like it now, but it’s going to be okay. You will be okay, actually, you will be better than okay. It’s true what they say. You never know how strong you are, until strong is your only option. You are strong, worthy loved and beautiful. Don’t you ever forget that. You have more grace dignity poise and honor than most twice your age. Be proud of yourself and see yourself as we see you. You are seen and you are loved. This is the beginning of YOUR NEW CHAPTER🥰 Big Hugs Sweetheart🤗
I was wondering about max. I’m glad he’s with you. My heart hurts for you and you are in my prayers. Your videos have been a happy break for me in tough times. You are amazing and beautiful.
I’m so happy your parents are there for you to help you during this difficult time💜
I’m so glad that you decided to, as you so wonderfully put it, show up as you are! You’ve built a wonderful community here and we all support and love you! I’m so glad that you’ve decided to continue to post vlogs but know that you healing and you feeling ok is top priority!
Sending you lots of love!
Sending lots of love hope you enjoy your trip
My heart breaks for you! You are incredibly strong for sharing and being vulnerable. To new starts, to new beginnings!
Sending positive vibes your way!!!!
You crying made me cry 😢 I’m very excited to see you grow past this and all you can become. You’re a beautiful thoughtful and genuinely kind person. Building a new community with you should be an easy task you’re so magnetic.
Wishing you the best on your new chapter.
You and Max are going to do great things!
Praying for you beautiful!! Stay strong as always 🤍
Praying for both you and Brooke! Thank you for including this community even as you go through something incredibly difficult. Sending lots of love your way❤️
God bless u sweetheart, jesus is with u count on only him to get u threw everyday.🙏🙏🙏
We are here for you girl! Be strong. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are doing it. We love you girl ❤️
Good for you! Stay strong and look foward!
One day at a time, one moment at a time, one step at a time and puppy snuggles. Makes my heart happy to see puppy snuggles.
I love ur videos! Stay safe and relax!
Sending you a big hug ❤️ your vulnerability is inspiring. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻
Sending so much love, you are SO strong 💕💕💕
You are so strong! You can do everything, girl!🎀
Sending hugs & all that love back 🥰
I am so heartbroken for you. Keeping you in my prayers 🙏🙏💜
Stay strong ! Always here to support you!
Here to support you through all the highs and lows! Happy to see you finding some positives to be able to focus on! ❤️
Just sending you all the love, Michel, and fingers crossed for brighter things to come to you ❤❤
My heart goes out to you... Stay strong and healthy!!
I’m so proud of you for being so strong ! You got this ! Stay strong !
Praying for you friend. So sorry you’re experiencing ❤️
So glad for this,I have been praying for you girl..😘❤️
So proud of you with you just being yourself. Lots of love
Love you too Michel!!! You are and inspiring woman✨❤️
You are so incredibly strong, much love and support to you ♥️
So proud of you and the strength your showing here
Sigh , giving you a big virtual hug. Hope you’re a little better today 🤗
You are brave. You are strong. You’ve got this one step at a time💕
Much love back at ya!! Praying for peace of your soul. Things will get better and the pain will eventually easy.🙃🥰
I just want to hug you!!!!! Praying for you during this huge change ❤️❤️❤️
Sending you so much love, hugs and prayers to you Michel ❤️. God bless you during this heartbreaking time.
Wishing you peace and healing girl. You are so so strong 🤍
Sending so much love. Here comes the sun girl. ❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing these difficult, raw moments with us. I think these videos will help others in similar situations.
Sending hugs and prayers. Everything will be okay. Keep your faith 🙏
So proud of you being strong and trying to focus on the happy times!
Sending love!! I think of you so often and hope you are hanging in there! Still so glad you have such an incredible support system!!
You are far stronger than you realize Michel ❤️ I’m so happy you’re Mom met you on the trip home, how fun and comforting to have her so close. Wishing you better and happier days ahead. Sending loads of love to you and Max
We love you and we are so proud of you Michel! Keep going, God is with you
It's uphill from here! You've got this sweet girl ❤️ sending love and light to you from Washington!
I’ve been crying this whole video for you. I just want to give you a big hug. Praying for you.
So proud of your strong heart. In all you have been doing, you're showing grace and strength so good on you girlie 💞 take care of you and know we all have your back.
Thank you for showing up and thank you for the footage of Texas! It makes me desperate to get back as soon as possible!!
Your room is so cute! We’re rdy to be here with you on your new adventure!
Sending love & excitement & support your way Michel - you're so strong & you're in for so many new adventures. Memories are amazing to have - keep them with you & acknowledge them. But keep your head up towards the future - great things are bound to come your way! xoxo.
We love you too! I’m so glad you are focusing on things that make you happy in this new season of life. Keeping you in my prayers and stay strong!
Glad you made it safe! Love you friend! Take it one day at a time.
Girl you are so strong 💪 I admire you for letting us in your journey and being so vulnerable. There is light at the end tunnel! ❤️
I'm so sorry 😞 You are handling this with such grace . You are in my prayers . Sending you hugs .
Prayers loves and hugs my beautiful friend! You are a strong woman!
So beyond proud of you and your strength to push forward! I’m so happy that you have very supportive parents and I look forward to seeing all the new journey videos! Stay strong! Xo