This is my life. It blows my mind that there are people that can’t relate & go about life without having to fight to keep their head above water. In addition to the song lyrics, I think you did such a good job describing the feeling of not wanting to die, but being here is so exhausting and bleak. I appreciated that the music was upbeat even though the lyrics were sad/relatable. To me, it felt like it represented the way you just have to keep going and doing all the things in order to stay here. Meanwhile, doing all of those things sucks the life out of you. And the cycle just keeps going round and round 😔 Thank you for sharing♥️
I’m not on medication, nor am I depressed (although I’ve experienced it before), but I’ve been struggling with anxiety recently, and I just wanna say I appreciate your videos. I really enjoy and relate to this song, I have since I first heard it, and I’m so happy you reacted to it!!
There are a few different types of depression, and the one that this song represents the best is a type of depression called dysthymia, which is just a constant, low level depression that lasts for years.
As someone who has dealt with PTSD, anxiety, abuse, and ADHD, on top of a pandemic - this song is so real! I'm finally in a good place (woo therapy) but it has taken a long time to not feel like I'm simply going through the motions and that life doesn't have any meaning. Also, yay for the *right* combination of meds. Lots of trial and error with that too.
No therapy doesn't work it's to hard when u get to know UR therapist then u have to talk about your struggles u have to say things to their face that UR scared to whisper that's why it doenst work for me
I checked and this has been my top played song on spotify this month because I just relate to it that deeply and I feel heard and seen but you can still bop to it
Oof, I feel this one. I am so tired of being tired. I'm suffering from insomnia, and depression, and it's getting worse as I age, whee. Meds work for a month or 2 and then, numb. ugh.
When you talked about the chorus the first time some of the things you said nailed it for me. Does it make things better or worse when the one and only thing I’m sure of is that I don’t want to die? This song really really nailed it for me.
The reason why I love this song is that I relate to it so much. I'm someone who's extremely depressed but I have so many things going for me in my life that I really love being here. I know so many people who don't realise I am depressed because I am never sad, just perpetually low energy so people just think that's my normal energy level. "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" is the line I resonate the most with. I'm someone who is always the one who listens to people because I know for a fact that I can handle it. This is because whilst I can empathise with the person, I don't really care to the point where I take on the burden of the problem. As a result, people find me really easy to talk to regarding their problems, and my passive nature tends to set people at ease. Right now I am working my way up from having a particularly shitty SAD episode (Seasonal Affective Disorder), and hopefully, I can bring myself to go to the gym at some point in the coming weeks (something that I haven't been able to do due to my depression since the beginning of COVID). Once I do so, it will get better for me as I will be able to focus on my health and fitness more, but it's just such a challenge for me to start the ball rolling :)
Steven, you pretty much described my answers on that mental health form to a T. Thank you for consistently sharing your truth with us. When you talk about digging yourself out of that depressive hole, and moving on to sharing that message to others who need to hear it.
Hey Steven I just commented this on Patreon (I hadn't seen you did it!) This song has been on complete (literal) repeat since I found it. I personally live with Borderline Personality Disorder and hypo-manic Bi-polar type II and this song encompassed so much of what I feel and deal with daily and CUTE LITTLE BUGS TOO
I've been depressed since I was 10 I am now about to be 20. I've been on antidepressants but I can't take them anymore because I had a bad side effect where it caused me to start hearing voices so they had to put me on antipsychotics. I've tried everything and I'm still depressed. I haven't talked to my friends in a month now. I've locked myself in my house and I don't even want to interact anymore. I can't even tell my family because last time they found out I was yelled at in front of the neighborhood being told I am gonna go to hell if I commit suicide (I was 11 at the time) practically being humiliated for just wanting someone to talk to.
A little called out over here. I'm watching your video as background noise to distract my brain from Sad Thoughts. Thank you for being here for me and for still Being in the first place! 💛
Everything you said about filling your time to avoid the feelings of boredom and apathy and just indifference to life is true, but for me anxiety gets in the way of filling my time. It’s like I want to do so many things to avoid feeling numb, but they all terrify me. I’ve lost every friend because I’ve just avoided texts and calls and nights out. So now I’m just forcing myself awake and then forcing myself to do every little thing on my list. It’s an effort and a pep talk every day for me to shower, brush my teeth, eat something, do school work, play with my kids, everything. I have to convince myself to do things like 20 times a day, it’s exhausting. But yeah, I want to be here, so I’m going to keep trying.
Hearing you explain your story about filling out the “how are you doing” paperwork, it’s reassuring to hear someone else feel and think the same way I do.
The melody is such a win, as much as I love my DEEP CUT Songs from everywhere, they do have a tendency to drag you down with them every now and then....and this one doesn't it just wants to make you bop along and feel once again "understood by a Song" but without floating your own boat.
Nah, we being tired from existing but not wanting to die feels like it needs another word... Discontent sounds more like we have something and we're not appreciating it but we do and then everything crumbles and leaves us struggling to go on
The experience of not wanting to die, but also thinking that the people who *do* want to die have it a little easier because "at least they know a way out" is... relatable and awful and terrifying and fucked up and way too real. I think (though I'm no psychiatrist, so take this with a grain of salt) that's the difference between passive suicidal ideation and suicidal intent: it's like "a way out would be great right now" vs "I'm going to take the way out now."
Yep I agree with the loop part because out of my family I'm the only one who is an only child so I'm the black sheep and because of that when I see my family I'm always talked over or can't get a word out and then I almost for a year lost the only one who would let me get my words out and that's my dog Daisy so ever since her death I have not been the same so basically I'm just on my phone all the time to just get through the day.
I sometimes really wanna say I relate to this song, but then I start doubting myself because I’m the friend getting left on read and never responded to. .. haha.. oh no! I’ve discovered something else haha- I am really sad if I can go through my day and smiling with my friends but then the moment something bad happens I just give up and block myself of? Am I just selfish??
For me, it makes the big difference to remember that life is not about happiness. It is about walking with God and loved ones in the hard stuff. This doesn’t fix everything, but it makes it a little easier.
⚠️⚠️⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️⚠️⚠️ I have problems with self-harm especially when I'm in a stressed out situation when I'm in the middle of a panic attack sometimes doing that helps me deal with it so I told a co-worker of mine about that because she had disclosed to me that she had problems with it too and she went to my HR at work and I told them that I don't want to kill myself but at the same time if I was to not wake up or if I was in a severe car accident that took my life and not the other persons and didn't hurt the other person I would be okay with that she took it as being suicidal and my therapist explained to me that it's a form of depression where you wouldn't mind if things were taken out of your hands and you lost your life but it's not suicidal tendencies so I was always so confused and wondered like how can you be okay with not living and also don't want to kill yourself so I totally understand that
If you don't mind rap, you can check out "Stuck in a loop" by CHVSE. It's a really good song with a very deep message and it has a very catchy hook too.
This is my life. It blows my mind that there are people that can’t relate & go about life without having to fight to keep their head above water. In addition to the song lyrics, I think you did such a good job describing the feeling of not wanting to die, but being here is so exhausting and bleak. I appreciated that the music was upbeat even though the lyrics were sad/relatable. To me, it felt like it represented the way you just have to keep going and doing all the things in order to stay here. Meanwhile, doing all of those things sucks the life out of you. And the cycle just keeps going round and round 😔 Thank you for sharing♥️
I’m not on medication, nor am I depressed (although I’ve experienced it before), but I’ve been struggling with anxiety recently, and I just wanna say I appreciate your videos. I really enjoy and relate to this song, I have since I first heard it, and I’m so happy you reacted to it!!
Same :)
Same
@@theflipbook1280 latterly no one was talking to you.
this song was in my spotify recommended a few days ago and i'm so glad i found it. it's super relatable and catchy and fun to listen to
The fact that the song itself didn’t quite make me cry, but him talking about it did- like, hard- ack. I don’t know.
There are a few different types of depression, and the one that this song represents the best is a type of depression called dysthymia, which is just a constant, low level depression that lasts for years.
I have MDD and dysthymia so I have “double depression” and this song represents it so well.
As someone who has dealt with PTSD, anxiety, abuse, and ADHD, on top of a pandemic - this song is so real! I'm finally in a good place (woo therapy) but it has taken a long time to not feel like I'm simply going through the motions and that life doesn't have any meaning. Also, yay for the *right* combination of meds. Lots of trial and error with that too.
does therapy really work
What therapy do?
It works, just believe
No therapy doesn't work it's to hard when u get to know UR therapist then u have to talk about your struggles u have to say things to their face that UR scared to whisper that's why it doenst work for me
I’ve loving Em’s music for quite some time now. Really loved to see your reaction on her music. She deserves so much more attention
Amen ! I feel your explanation of this song.
I miss the days of childhood , less worries and more optimism about everything. I miss that.
I checked and this has been my top played song on spotify this month because I just relate to it that deeply and I feel heard and seen but you can still bop to it
This song really helps alot of people, I have anxiety bad and this song really helps me calm down and I don't feel alone.
Oof, I feel this one. I am so tired of being tired. I'm suffering from insomnia, and depression, and it's getting worse as I age, whee. Meds work for a month or 2 and then, numb. ugh.
When you talked about the chorus the first time some of the things you said nailed it for me. Does it make things better or worse when the one and only thing I’m sure of is that I don’t want to die?
This song really really nailed it for me.
You said it out so beautifully and perfectly. It is exactly how it feels. Soul-crashing and yet so beautiful. Thank you!
The reason why I love this song is that I relate to it so much. I'm someone who's extremely depressed but I have so many things going for me in my life that I really love being here.
I know so many people who don't realise I am depressed because I am never sad, just perpetually low energy so people just think that's my normal energy level.
"Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" is the line I resonate the most with. I'm someone who is always the one who listens to people because I know for a fact that I can handle it. This is because whilst I can empathise with the person, I don't really care to the point where I take on the burden of the problem. As a result, people find me really easy to talk to regarding their problems, and my passive nature tends to set people at ease.
Right now I am working my way up from having a particularly shitty SAD episode (Seasonal Affective Disorder), and hopefully, I can bring myself to go to the gym at some point in the coming weeks (something that I haven't been able to do due to my depression since the beginning of COVID).
Once I do so, it will get better for me as I will be able to focus on my health and fitness more, but it's just such a challenge for me to start the ball rolling :)
Steven, you pretty much described my answers on that mental health form to a T. Thank you for consistently sharing your truth with us. When you talk about digging yourself out of that depressive hole, and moving on to sharing that message to others who need to hear it.
Hey Steven I just commented this on Patreon (I hadn't seen you did it!) This song has been on complete (literal) repeat since I found it. I personally live with Borderline Personality Disorder and hypo-manic Bi-polar type II and this song encompassed so much of what I feel and deal with daily and CUTE LITTLE BUGS TOO
I really feel this song even with meds.
i LOVE this song. ALOT.
I love when I hear a song on the radio that just hits really deep. Makes me feel like I'm not alone.
Stop I’m so glad you react to her she’s my favorite so underatted you should totally react to more of her
I've been depressed since I was 10 I am now about to be 20. I've been on antidepressants but I can't take them anymore because I had a bad side effect where it caused me to start hearing voices so they had to put me on antipsychotics. I've tried everything and I'm still depressed. I haven't talked to my friends in a month now. I've locked myself in my house and I don't even want to interact anymore. I can't even tell my family because last time they found out I was yelled at in front of the neighborhood being told I am gonna go to hell if I commit suicide (I was 11 at the time) practically being humiliated for just wanting someone to talk to.
A little called out over here. I'm watching your video as background noise to distract my brain from Sad Thoughts. Thank you for being here for me and for still Being in the first place! 💛
Everything you said about filling your time to avoid the feelings of boredom and apathy and just indifference to life is true, but for me anxiety gets in the way of filling my time. It’s like I want to do so many things to avoid feeling numb, but they all terrify me. I’ve lost every friend because I’ve just avoided texts and calls and nights out. So now I’m just forcing myself awake and then forcing myself to do every little thing on my list. It’s an effort and a pep talk every day for me to shower, brush my teeth, eat something, do school work, play with my kids, everything. I have to convince myself to do things like 20 times a day, it’s exhausting. But yeah, I want to be here, so I’m going to keep trying.
she just released the music video for this song, you should check it out
Hearing you explain your story about filling out the “how are you doing” paperwork, it’s reassuring to hear someone else feel and think the same way I do.
This song is me… this song is us.
This is SUCH a strugglebop
The melody is such a win, as much as I love my DEEP CUT Songs from everywhere, they do have a tendency to drag you down with them every now and then....and this one doesn't it just wants to make you bop along and feel once again "understood by a Song" but without floating your own boat.
Discontent.
I think that’s the word we’re looking for.
Nah, we being tired from existing but not wanting to die feels like it needs another word... Discontent sounds more like we have something and we're not appreciating it but we do and then everything crumbles and leaves us struggling to go on
❤ to Julie and Steven..I can so relate
I'm a metal head and absolutely love this song. It resonates so much it's crazy.
How did I miss this??? I love Numb Little Bug!!!
I cry when I hear this song. But at least I'm not alone in dealing with all this right?
OH MY GOD I CAN RELATE 🥹 I have bipolar depression n everything u are saying is 100% accurate
Yeah this hit home 🥺
The experience of not wanting to die, but also thinking that the people who *do* want to die have it a little easier because "at least they know a way out" is... relatable and awful and terrifying and fucked up and way too real. I think (though I'm no psychiatrist, so take this with a grain of salt) that's the difference between passive suicidal ideation and suicidal intent: it's like "a way out would be great right now" vs "I'm going to take the way out now."
Would love to finally see a Wasteland, baby! Album reaction 😭😭❤️
Yep I agree with the loop part because out of my family I'm the only one who is an only child so I'm the black sheep and because of that when I see my family I'm always talked over or can't get a word out and then I almost for a year lost the only one who would let me get my words out and that's my dog Daisy so ever since her death I have not been the same so basically I'm just on my phone all the time to just get through the day.
I hope you’ll do a reaction to Avril Lavigne’s new record “Love Sux” soon! Avalanche, Deja Vu, and F.U. in particular are amazing!
Update: Saw the reaction I think the day after I posted this comment, AND subscribed to your Patreon for the full experience 😃
I sometimes really wanna say I relate to this song, but then I start doubting myself because I’m the friend getting left on read and never responded to. ..
haha..
oh no! I’ve discovered something else haha- I am really sad if I can go through my day and smiling with my friends but then the moment something bad happens I just give up and block myself of? Am I just selfish??
Talk about being edge bro ide love to hear about it
you should react to either Motions or forever fifteen by Mothica. they have similar vibes and are so amazing
i, litrally crying while singig this becous its true
Loveless is working on a rock cover of this song you should react to it once it is released🖤🥰
They aren't sadly. I wish they were. I really do
I know I do too
For me, it makes the big difference to remember that life is not about happiness. It is about walking with God and loved ones in the hard stuff. This doesn’t fix everything, but it makes it a little easier.
Hercules- go the distance. Best version
⚠️⚠️⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️⚠️⚠️
I have problems with self-harm especially when I'm in a stressed out situation when I'm in the middle of a panic attack sometimes doing that helps me deal with it so I told a co-worker of mine about that because she had disclosed to me that she had problems with it too and she went to my HR at work and I told them that I don't want to kill myself but at the same time if I was to not wake up or if I was in a severe car accident that took my life and not the other persons and didn't hurt the other person I would be okay with that she took it as being suicidal and my therapist explained to me that it's a form of depression where you wouldn't mind if things were taken out of your hands and you lost your life but it's not suicidal tendencies so I was always so confused and wondered like how can you be okay with not living and also don't want to kill yourself so I totally understand that
I'm not on any medication but I feel that I hate everything including myself most of the time.
If you don't mind rap, you can check out "Stuck in a loop" by CHVSE. It's a really good song with a very deep message and it has a very catchy hook too.
Can you please react to “Love Sux” the album by Avril Lavigne? It’s so great!
Purell
ADVANCED
HAND SANITIZER
KILOS THE MOST GERMS:
You should react to narcissist by Avery Anna
I wish I could type out how I feel
Hey I have that mouse and pad!
This one song is better than Taylor swift and Ariana Grande,s whole career.
please react to SASHA SLOAN ONLY CHILD ALBUM
Groundhog days are the worst of the best damn thing or?
Can you please react to Jeff Satur: Dum dum? :) It just feels like... An abusive relationship. :
please react to avril lavigne's brand new album, LOVE SUX
Please react to reza darmawangsa tiktok sing off
Seria bom legendas em portugues
You should react to BTS- I need you, you will be impressed.
Why do you say bad words I can not Watch you because you say bad words 😢
Dude then you should have just left and not commented. He is just doing what he wants to do because we are all free to do so