Slowly losing touch with reality, it’s like a constant Warzone in my head and won’t seem to stop. There’s nothing that interests me in this life, I miss my son.
I thought I was only one in the universe who felt how u said. I'm also a broken heart and 4 me 2 go on as if they never existed is torture and I can't pretend im ok without them. I'm trying and I'm Sorry opening up or commenting is rare but ur post spoke to me hope some type of meaning and happiness will find u ❤️
I agree with you there I’ve been at war with my own head for the past 7-8 years now after leaving the army I was on top of the world then all of a sudden it went to shit and to top it off I’ve not seen my daughter in months and it’s broke me more than anything just shows how much your children mean so much to you
Oh my gosh too 😢 I thought I was the only one it’s so scary but always try to my best every time I not trying to be a troublemaker just be brave and strong and let the shine in like the sun, try to open your heart once you find true love everything will change for the better like a thunderstorm comes with a rainbow. Life isn’t easy but try your best and NEVER GIVE UP even life is so hard and challenge remember it’s a test you will past trying to move on and let whatever hurts you. Yes, I am on the same path. I thought I was only one. Your message made me feel I am not alone and you are either just trying to find the light in the dark ❤
This is a very suitable song for people that went through a traumatic event or struggle with depersonalization and now have trouble connecting with their past self.
My ex has been roughed up by all of her exes that couldn't grasp what she is living... they were right to react harshly, but they never caught whom she wanted to be and how nobody really allowed her to become that person (one req the other). About 2 months after we split up, my mind brought a memory back [something so bland you would think that a divinity has pushed these thoughts for me to realize...) and it was no other than the confirmation that: I had instigated consciousness within her mind. Sadly, one that is harsher than any other to navigate alone (I had developed a similar one when I was 8 years old and I've only made peace with it a few years ago). It finally all made sense, but it has nothing to do with what we believe it to be. Society thinks of her as someone affected by "npd" which effectively strands her in the past as you mentioned. She has now countless trigger words that force her "reptilian brain" (fight or flight responses) to take over and she spewed every insult she has ever received against me whilst none really applied. I caught several other things that were "off" while she was upset and happy, but all in all she's just navigating life using behaviors she copied from people she thought were more of the flavors she liked / that produced results. Anyone could think that they're normal, but the minute you delve into the why they do what they do, they avoid/ignore/deflect/atk you because you destabilized them. She craves the rewards she gets from people being apologetic after conflicts she creates. She'd deplete her energy trying to spark any type of argument against me as I could explain the why when and how backwards and sideways with references to the past present and potential future events. None of that crap makes any sense to them :/ This song made me cry 3 times in 2 weeks... With these newly found notions (that stem from that memory), I will build a better world. While - everyone - could've said that I was wasting my time..... the years that I've known her.... brought me to Finally find what we've been missing all along. It sucks. I feel burdened and.. I know she's just going to hurt more people including herself (even if she has the whackiest coping mechanisms: D.i.D and instantly deflecting any fault of her own). Anger and pain still exist in her mind, but it takes a lot more to get there. It seems like she's tough, but she's the most insecure person. She never learned to trust and she's secluded herself, now (rejected her own mother). I think that with only 1 condition upheld with this new perspective, I could bring her "back" (new outlook about life) among us. Thank you for posting... I needed to share and it's too late for me to talk with friends / family (nor would I want to bother them for a story they've kind of heard before.. about her being unstable and me trying to bring her to feel accepted without going to religious gatherings.................................................... where they seem to have developped a new "need" that no stable people ever had: feel accepted regardless of how neglectful [shitty] you are). Emulating behaviors rather than transcending kindness from within.......... just makes me very uneased to Finally realize the full extent of it. Give or take a few constraints I'm still trying to confine -_-' / I need a break.
Best part about this song.... It isn't just a song it's a memory ... A 5 second glimpse into our future and our past , mistakes and good choices we've made along the way it's not just a song , it's memoryy
Please don't abandon her. I'm that person right now, in a toxic and abusive relationship trying desperately to get free. But he's chased everyone away. Don't leave her. Love her through this.. please.
I miss my younger self. She saw everything in a positive way. Loved to make friends. She wanted to grow up so badly. Now all I want is just to back. When school wasn't hard. When those bullies weren't there. I was happy now I'm just stressed. No time for fun no time for friends. Study study study that's all what the voices say. And I have some good friends now. And I love them for being with me. But I would like no love even to go back sometimes. Away from the worries. Away from troubles, just fun times with friends. From all the people I made friends with I have one left that went with me. And if you think back sometimes and you heared your younger self say that they had it hard. I'll tell them to enjoy it now because you'll grow up faster then you want
"well you look like yourself, but you're somebody else, only it aint on the surface " no ome known how hard this hits home after experiencing a traumatic event and feeling out of reality.
Every time I listen to this it reminds me that my best friend changed and then ghosted me I never understood why but even though it reminds me of that I still love the song
@ShankyGirl. Don't worry ❤ sometimes it's better to have a little group of close friends than a big group of drama causing, back stabbing bitches that all talk behind eachothers backs.
This song brings back a time when I was in jdc/jail and my family was writing me letters. My aunt on my dads side wrote me a letter with some of these lyrics, and I almost cried. Those times were a lot on me. And if your wondering why I was in jail it was for running away from my aunt on my mom's side who was very abusive and manipulative. I couldn't take it and ran away and got arrested. I was in jdc for almost 2 months until my mom came and saved me and got custody of me. And I never have to deal with my aunt again. But it made my heart melt how my aunt on my dad side wrote to me while I was in jail and sent me these lyrics. They spoke to me and still do today.
The first thing we thought of while listening to this song: was the higher self. So reading someone else stating this as well, was so cool for us that someone else actually thought the same way. ❣ Love this song so much.
Seeing all these sad comments here, makes me want to cry, but it also gives me hope. I'm currently struggling so hard with loneliess, like I try to tell myself, that I matter, but it doesn't feels like it. I lost my love, my friends, even my family doesn't really care. But reading your experience makes me feel like, I'm not alone, like we're all in this together. Just want people to talk to. May you all have a great 2025, better days are coming. Don't worry!
What I was feeling about myself when I was on drugs 😢 if changed me in ways I still haven’t quite recovered from , just glad that I’m not there in that life anymore
“Where are we” backwards evokes in me that disorienting feeling of not being able to recognize a person you once knew because they drastically changed their whole character but you can still recognize their exterior 🫨🫨🫨 it’s like losing your equilibrium, I hate that feeling but I love this song ❤
Just the love this song it just struck my heart like speed bullet the meaning in it is just different like whoke on an another level,when ur just struggling to live through ur life every day 😁💔 when u dont want to 😁💔
You really do look like yourself, but you’re so different now. I don’t even know you, let alone want to know you anymore. It hurts. I miss you.. I don’t know who you are now but I miss whoever he used to be.
my brother was a great person but alcoholism made him different, he was awesome sober... he passed 12/23/23... r.i.p brother i will miss you forever & always 💔
How much I have in life,but it seems like it never came too me,and I got this message..How are you so calm,like nothing bothers you.. Because everything I was afraid of happening happend too me.
saw the part of you That only when you're older, you will see too You will see too I held the better cards But every stroke of luck has gotta bleed through It's gotta bleed through You held the balance of the time That only blindly I could read you But I could read you It's like you told me Go forward slowly It's not a race to the end Well, you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well, you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous You were the better part Of every bit of beating heart that I had Whatever I had I finally sat alone Pitch black flesh and bone Couldn't believe that you were gone Well, you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well, you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well, you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface (on the surface) Well, you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous (nervous) Where are we? Well, you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well, you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well, you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface (on the surface) Well, you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous (nervous) I saw the part of you That only when you're older, you will see too You will see too
Rest in peace to my old self. Taking on this new name legally, I do take with me the roots you deep rooted and will build the best dynasty yet. I’m sorry you went through the constant pain mentally and physically through words and abuse. Your story doesn’t end. It only continues with our new name into this dark world but this time, we’ve accepted God into our life. Fly high little one
I had a good cry to this song because my best friend today just died in a car crash and I hadn’t even got to say good bye to him 😢 so if that’s not something that makes you cry then I don’t know what will😭😭😭🥺🥺
I’m so sorry for your loss I know life can be extremely hard and isn’t always fair but I want you to to know that you’re so loved and I hope when you think of them you can remember all the great memories you had with them and that they died being loved by you. Never give up❤️🩹
This song 😥 To my gran, I miss you so much, and I hope you are shining up there. 24th of December 2022 To my aunt, I miss you and I hope you are up there with your mum now. 25th of August 2022 To Millie, You are a sick person and I don't wanna see you anymore BC u aren't who u said u were
does anyone relate to this ( I doubt anyone will even read it) I’m a dancer. All I want to do is dance and flip and trick. As I’m getting older I become angry at myself that I didn’t train hard enough as a kid bc I wasn’t forced to. Now bc I’ve had to work for all my skills I had I feel so behind. Whenever I think I’m good I think of so many amazing dancers out there I’ve seen. Compared to them I feel like nothing and I train everyday for serval hours but balancing dance and school and life problems it’s hard to keep up for me.Ive been able to answer most of my questions abt life but this one I could just never understand. Why was it easier for other people. I don’t know what else to do. I always think do these dancers have a life outside of dance? How are they so good? How do they find the time? Why is it so hard for me? I can normally find solutions to stuff like this but I can’t try any harder than I am there’s days I don’t sleep bc I’m just up dancing and learning new tricks. But it was never enough there wasnt just somebody out there better than me there was multiple. Still to this day I feel so behind and wonder why my experience is different?
Different interpretations of this song. My own one is someone I was with. She was amazing, got on like a house on fire, had a brilliant connection for a year and a half then she slowly started loosing interest. It's over now. We are still on speaking terms and now when I see her she looks and talks the same but I don't recognise her anymore like I did when we were brilliant. I see her all the time. Hurts alot.
A year ago I listened to this song thinking about how people saw how much I was changing but now a year later I'm thinking about him... apparently he's rude now and acts like he's better than everyone else but then fails every single test which is just not like him... I'm like the only one the defends him although he doesn't know it... my friend get mad at me for defending him saying that they also used to be friends with him but that's so different like they never even talked so idk what they're saying and I've talked to him So much more than they have and they try saying that I barley talk to him when I literally like always have. Idk my friends just shit on him for no reason and are just being hypocrites while trying to make him look bad. He has been more distant but there was this one time that I never told my friends about where we saw eachother at the same time in the most random place and we both faked looking annoyed while smiling and it was so funny 😂 although we didn't talk it shows a lot to me at least... I'm worried about him since he's very dear to me and we've always been there for eachother and it hurts hearing that he's like that now not just from my friends but from others too. I'm going to try talking to him soon and see what's going on because like I said he's very dear to me.
I guess this defines me. I look like myself, of course, but my personality has completely changed and it’s only visible when I’m at home. My temper has gotten worst and everything upsets me.
My Stepdad was an abusive piece of shit just he didn't hit us kids, he hit my mom, not in front of us but we could hear it from the room over, the yelling the screaming, the hitting, and that's one of the reasons i have trauma, because knowing what he was doing and not being able to do anything, it puts a toll on your mind, and your brain represses your memories, but you know something happened, and it makes you uncomfortable, and helpless, and that's one of the reasons i have anxiety and depression, and he didn't care when we got hurt so i do have some scars, not large ones, just about 1/8th of an inch, except for my half brother, he dropped a LAVA LAMP ON HIS FOOT, and he did nothing, absolutely nothing, we were poor, so we couldn't go to the doctors, luckily my mom knew some medical stuff in order to stop the bleeding, and just stood there watching, not caring or doing anything. And from what i know it doesn't really get better, but i'm only 13, not like 40, but i was 6-7 and we lived with him from when i was 2 to around 8 or 9 , so the trauma is deep but it barely has gotten better, except for for my mom , she got a loving husband who works hard as a crane builder to provide for us and he gets paid well, so at least my mom is doing better, my siblings were at the time i was 2, the was 4 and the second youngest was just thought about, and when i was 9, the oldest was 11, the second youngest was 7, and the youngest at the time was 4, and now, i'm 13, the oldest is 15, my little brother is 11, my little sister is 8, my adopted brother is 9, and my adopted sister is 5, they grew up in an abusive household as well but there mom was a lot worse, but they are technically my cousins because my mom married their uncle, the mom, i don't care about giving her name but i have morals, she hit them and abandoned them at some times, does drugs, and is currently going through a custody battle with my mom for the kids, i'm surprised she hasn't been arrested yet because she has a mountain of evidence against her, but the little shits are one of the only things that bring me joy, and i love them, and would go to the depths of hell and back for them, even the 11 y.o, and the 8 y.o,even tho they are the most annoying people on the planet, i love them, and if you made it to the end of this, thank you for letting me vent, i am a male who has been taught to not cry or show much emotion when i was young because "men don't cry", they do under certain circumstances, but those events are rare, although they can still happen, so if you are reading this, you can cry, because we are here for you. Edit: i understand my life isn't, and wasn't that shit, and i have a girlfriend now so life is good i guess, but from my experience,things barely get better
I can’t imagine what you went through. I wanna cry so bad as I read about your life. Don’t give up. I feel so helpless so I prayed for you after. I am a Christian and I believe in Jesus, I grew up in hostels and I get bullied growing up. But I talk to Jesus all the time in my head and I got through everything. He protects my heart. I don’t mean to annoy you with my info but a relationship with God can change your life. Try it, call out to God and share everything. Don’t give up. I am 100% sure He’ll come for u like He did with me. I pray peace over you in Jesus name.
every time i listen to this it reminds me of that moment when i saw my bestfriend pass away - the worst moment that i've seen and everyday i see him dying again and again
I see this in two povs. The first one is my ex who helped carry me through my hardest times and now I don’t even recognize them anymore and the second one is me which I’ve changed to someone I don’t even know anymore and it kills me every day
I hate that I allowed this world to take away my innocence. I had to become someone else to literally save my life and I hate it. I stare at the mirror of the monster I've become and it disgusts me. A truly good person would not have let this evil world snuff their light out which proves I was never good to begin with.
I don’t feel like there’s a place for me in this world. I feel like I’m not wanted anywhere. All I do is fuck things up and ruin everything. I’m not the person I once was. Even then I feel like I was wanted out of pity and people just wanted to fix me. I was everyone’s project and once they found out I couldn’t be fixed, they left.
You don't need to be fixed, you need self-compassion. Start therapy if you are able to and turn inward. No outside validation will ever be enough to lessen the feelings of loneliness if you think like this about yourself. Good luck!
Slowly losing touch with reality, it’s like a constant Warzone in my head and won’t seem to stop. There’s nothing that interests me in this life, I miss my son.
I thought I was only one in the universe who felt how u said. I'm also a broken heart and 4 me 2 go on as if they never existed is torture and I can't pretend im ok without them. I'm trying and I'm Sorry opening up or commenting is rare but ur post spoke to me hope some type of meaning and happiness will find u ❤️
I agree with you there I’ve been at war with my own head for the past 7-8 years now after leaving the army I was on top of the world then all of a sudden it went to shit and to top it off I’ve not seen my daughter in months and it’s broke me more than anything just shows how much your children mean so much to you
Oh my gosh too 😢 I thought I was the only one it’s so scary but always try to my best every time I not trying to be a troublemaker just be brave and strong and let the shine in like the sun, try to open your heart once you find true love everything will change for the better like a thunderstorm comes with a rainbow. Life isn’t easy but try your best and NEVER GIVE UP even life is so hard and challenge remember it’s a test you will past trying to move on and let whatever hurts you. Yes, I am on the same path. I thought I was only one. Your message made me feel I am not alone and you are either just trying to find the light in the dark ❤
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope things get better :)
You got this my dude, stay strong!
This is a very suitable song for people that went through a traumatic event or struggle with depersonalization and now have trouble connecting with their past self.
My ex has been roughed up by all of her exes that couldn't grasp what she is living... they were right to react harshly, but they never caught whom she wanted to be and how nobody really allowed her to become that person (one req the other). About 2 months after we split up, my mind brought a memory back [something so bland you would think that a divinity has pushed these thoughts for me to realize...) and it was no other than the confirmation that: I had instigated consciousness within her mind. Sadly, one that is harsher than any other to navigate alone (I had developed a similar one when I was 8 years old and I've only made peace with it a few years ago). It finally all made sense, but it has nothing to do with what we believe it to be. Society thinks of her as someone affected by "npd" which effectively strands her in the past as you mentioned. She has now countless trigger words that force her "reptilian brain" (fight or flight responses) to take over and she spewed every insult she has ever received against me whilst none really applied. I caught several other things that were "off" while she was upset and happy, but all in all she's just navigating life using behaviors she copied from people she thought were more of the flavors she liked / that produced results. Anyone could think that they're normal, but the minute you delve into the why they do what they do, they avoid/ignore/deflect/atk you because you destabilized them. She craves the rewards she gets from people being apologetic after conflicts she creates. She'd deplete her energy trying to spark any type of argument against me as I could explain the why when and how backwards and sideways with references to the past present and potential future events. None of that crap makes any sense to them :/
This song made me cry 3 times in 2 weeks... With these newly found notions (that stem from that memory), I will build a better world. While - everyone - could've said that I was wasting my time..... the years that I've known her.... brought me to Finally find what we've been missing all along. It sucks. I feel burdened and.. I know she's just going to hurt more people including herself (even if she has the whackiest coping mechanisms: D.i.D and instantly deflecting any fault of her own). Anger and pain still exist in her mind, but it takes a lot more to get there. It seems like she's tough, but she's the most insecure person. She never learned to trust and she's secluded herself, now (rejected her own mother). I think that with only 1 condition upheld with this new perspective, I could bring her "back" (new outlook about life) among us. Thank you for posting... I needed to share and it's too late for me to talk with friends / family (nor would I want to bother them for a story they've kind of heard before.. about her being unstable and me trying to bring her to feel accepted without going to religious gatherings.................................................... where they seem to have developped a new "need" that no stable people ever had: feel accepted regardless of how neglectful [shitty] you are). Emulating behaviors rather than transcending kindness from within.......... just makes me very uneased to Finally realize the full extent of it. Give or take a few constraints I'm still trying to confine -_-' / I need a break.
Amazingly explained.
I tried not to cry
or dealing with someone like that . or going through one .
Never knew how deep this song hits when ur struggling for a life u don’t want💔
Never knew how hard the song hits
*knew
@@editsby.brayden Bruh it was just an error
@@Eclixirr my bad
Thanks to your typo, this now has 2 meanings that both hit hard 😅
Once you go throw it really good or sad
Best part about this song.... It isn't just a song it's a memory ... A 5 second glimpse into our future and our past , mistakes and good choices we've made along the way it's not just a song , it's memoryy
I can listen to her singing it's alright on repeat. This song has so many emotions knowing she's gone
That feeling is like missing the last piece to a puzzle, but within your heart.
I hope you find peace
RIP to the person my sister used to be before she got into an abusive relationship. You will be missed, I hope you come back. I miss you
Sorry for your loss. Xxx
@@Ebony-MaiGilham4310 I don't think they were saying they are dead.
Give her time. She'll find an even better version of herself. Only in time, and healing.
Please don't abandon her. I'm that person right now, in a toxic and abusive relationship trying desperately to get free. But he's chased everyone away. Don't leave her. Love her through this.. please.
I miss my younger self. She saw everything in a positive way. Loved to make friends. She wanted to grow up so badly. Now all I want is just to back. When school wasn't hard. When those bullies weren't there. I was happy now I'm just stressed. No time for fun no time for friends. Study study study that's all what the voices say. And I have some good friends now. And I love them for being with me. But I would like no love even to go back sometimes. Away from the worries. Away from troubles, just fun times with friends. From all the people I made friends with I have one left that went with me. And if you think back sometimes and you heared your younger self say that they had it hard. I'll tell them to enjoy it now because you'll grow up faster then you want
I feel you
Real
"well you look like yourself, but you're somebody else, only it aint on the surface " no ome known how hard this hits home after experiencing a traumatic event and feeling out of reality.
Absolutely love this
Every time I listen to this it reminds me that my best friend changed and then ghosted me I never understood why but even though it reminds me of that I still love the song
Im sorry:( i only have like 2 friends.
Was it a boy or a girl?
@@SkarabCZ girl
Same thing with me but your not
alone
@ShankyGirl. Don't worry ❤ sometimes it's better to have a little group of close friends than a big group of drama causing, back stabbing bitches that all talk behind eachothers backs.
❤ ich fühle diesen Song ❤ er ist einfach wunderschön
You can never fully understand this song.....until you experience it for yourself.......
❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉
I can relate a lot with this song but I really adore the piano sound in the back ground. What a lovely tune ❤
This song brings back a time when I was in jdc/jail and my family was writing me letters. My aunt on my dads side wrote me a letter with some of these lyrics, and I almost cried. Those times were a lot on me. And if your wondering why I was in jail it was for running away from my aunt on my mom's side who was very abusive and manipulative. I couldn't take it and ran away and got arrested. I was in jdc for almost 2 months until my mom came and saved me and got custody of me. And I never have to deal with my aunt again. But it made my heart melt how my aunt on my dad side wrote to me while I was in jail and sent me these lyrics. They spoke to me and still do today.
The first thing we thought of while listening to this song: was the higher self. So reading someone else stating this as well, was so cool for us that someone else actually thought the same way. ❣ Love this song so much.
Seeing all these sad comments here, makes me want to cry, but it also gives me hope.
I'm currently struggling so hard with loneliess, like I try to tell myself, that I matter, but it doesn't feels like it. I lost my love, my friends, even my family doesn't really care. But reading your experience makes me feel like, I'm not alone, like we're all in this together. Just want people to talk to.
May you all have a great 2025, better days are coming. Don't worry!
my favorite song for a long time
i miss you bro thank you for everything LLD❤️🕊️
What I was feeling about myself when I was on drugs 😢 if changed me in ways I still haven’t quite recovered from , just glad that I’m not there in that life anymore
“Where are we” backwards evokes in me that disorienting feeling of not being able to recognize a person you once knew because they drastically changed their whole character but you can still recognize their exterior 🫨🫨🫨 it’s like losing your equilibrium, I hate that feeling but I love this song ❤
This song hits hard
Just the love this song it just struck my heart like speed bullet the meaning in it is just different like whoke on an another level,when ur just struggling to live through ur life every day 😁💔 when u dont want to 😁💔
I’m struggling hardcore rn and I don’t know how to cope😞💔
You really do look like yourself, but you’re so different now. I don’t even know you, let alone want to know you anymore. It hurts. I miss you.. I don’t know who you are now but I miss whoever he used to be.
If u think hard and ur all in ur thoughts it hurts and feels so similar to something but I can’t quit find that thing
This is deep hits to hard but I needed to cry anyway 😢
Edit: well today my dog got taken away so why listen to sad music when your dog gets taken away
This song hits so hard that it reminds me_ how me and my cat loves each other but he died from cancer and I was heartbroken when he died
I miss him so much. I wish he was by my side
@@Luca-rc7xosorry for your loss
Happy new year’s soon
This song just… HITS… 😭💔
ill forever love this song🩷🩷forever and always
I literally love this song
I mean I’ve got that good at singing the I sound exactly like the singer
No one asked ngl@@JermielRiggon-vj1md
The shadow work song you sing before you awaken to your highest self
So good 👍
Dang this hits so hard
my brother was a great person but alcoholism made him different, he was awesome sober... he passed 12/23/23... r.i.p brother i will miss you forever & always 💔
How much I have in life,but it seems like it never came too me,and I got this message..How are you so calm,like nothing bothers you..
Because everything I was afraid of happening happend too me.
The pain this song brings to the surface hurts.
This song is for my kids father who changed on me. The person that was the love of my life died but is still living❤️🩹💪
Hii i am from locke & key movie ✌💘
I have this deep feeling that comes with playing this song idk why
❤
Loosing someone while they’re still here is painful and for a variety of reasons
1:33 Favorite ❤
Sending hugs to all who relate to this...
Nossa que lindo 😍
Música linda ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
1:34 fave prt fr
❤
Gracias por todo flaquita 😔😔
I mis you😔
Locke&key❤❤
Just came here from that show
that scene made me ugly cry. “your not special” ugh lmao
saw the part of you
That only when you're older, you will see too
You will see too
I held the better cards
But every stroke of luck has gotta bleed through
It's gotta bleed through
You held the balance of the time
That only blindly I could read you
But I could read you
It's like you told me
Go forward slowly
It's not a race to the end
Well, you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well, you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
You were the better part
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn't believe that you were gone
Well, you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well, you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well, you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface (on the surface)
Well, you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous (nervous)
Where are we?
Well, you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well, you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well, you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface (on the surface)
Well, you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous (nervous)
I saw the part of you
That only when you're older, you will see too
You will see too
I used to wanna be different now I only miss my old self 🥺
I hate who I was before tbh
@@Lavender_Void yeah I get that
You got this. We got this.
"Well you look like yourself but you're somebody else only it ain't on the surface"
I lately feel like I’m mourning myself and my own existence 😊😢
I feel you
This song constantly played in my head for the three months I spent at bootcamp envisioning the day I got to see my family again
Years of battle with oneself. Ending in one unrecognizable self. Tragic this song hits every mark.
I was looking for this song and found it by Else, now I'll remember it's Flora
Everytime I hear this I think of my father. After his brain surgeries he wasnt the same. I miss him so much RIP daddyo.
Anyone in July 2024
I can relate to these lyrics now
When you look like yourself,but your somebody else.
I do look myself but deep inside I'm not 😢
Amo essa musica ❤❤
Rest in peace to my old self. Taking on this new name legally, I do take with me the roots you deep rooted and will build the best dynasty yet. I’m sorry you went through the constant pain mentally and physically through words and abuse. Your story doesn’t end. It only continues with our new name into this dark world but this time, we’ve accepted God into our life. Fly high little one
I had a good cry to this song because my best friend today just died in a car crash and I hadn’t even got to say good bye to him 😢 so if that’s not something that makes you cry then I don’t know what will😭😭😭🥺🥺
I’m sorry for your loss I hope your doing better now ❤😢
I’m so sorry for your loss I know life can be extremely hard and isn’t always fair but I want you to to know that you’re so loved and I hope when you think of them you can remember all the great memories you had with them and that they died being loved by you. Never give up❤️🩹
Ive been going round in circles for months i kinda used to it now ❤❤❤😂
Found this song thanks to Locke and Key. Rest in peace Sam, you were a good kid, you just met the wrong person
Lock n Key.. part where Sam was betrayed and became a ghost. Was so relatable because he just wanted to be accepted
This song 😥
To my gran,
I miss you so much, and I hope you are shining up there. 24th of December 2022
To my aunt,
I miss you and I hope you are up there with your mum now. 25th of August 2022
To Millie,
You are a sick person and I don't wanna see you anymore BC u aren't who u said u were
Jesus loves you
Amen 🙏🏼🙌🏼✝️🕊️✨
Thank you 🥲
Amen ❤
Amen and he loves you too
This is cute thank you you too 💛
Rip to my two cousins who were my heros, my brothers, growing up. I hope you realize one day what you did was wrong and how bad you hurt mw.
At a point where i am not able to say things to any close person...noone feels like they're mine...i have me and all alone me😄
Real
does anyone relate to this ( I doubt anyone will even read it)
I’m a dancer. All I want to do is dance and flip and trick. As I’m getting older I become angry at myself that I didn’t train hard enough as a kid bc I wasn’t forced to. Now bc I’ve had to work for all my skills I had I feel so behind. Whenever I think I’m good I think of so many amazing dancers out there I’ve seen. Compared to them I feel like nothing and I train everyday for serval hours but balancing dance and school and life problems it’s hard to keep up for me.Ive been able to answer most of my questions abt life but this one I could just never understand. Why was it easier for other people. I don’t know what else to do. I always think do these dancers have a life outside of dance? How are they so good? How do they find the time? Why is it so hard for me? I can normally find solutions to stuff like this but I can’t try any harder than I am there’s days I don’t sleep bc I’m just up dancing and learning new tricks. But it was never enough there wasnt just somebody out there better than me there was multiple. Still to this day I feel so behind and wonder why my experience is different?
Even when in the moment of happiness I feel the sadness of this song
I'm not the only one getting Hogwarts vibes from this right?
Locke and key
Ich bin am Boden,Ende.Alles verloren was ich liebte,wichtig war.Tag und nacht verschwimmen.Keine Motivation,Kraft.
Anyone here come to Listen this song after watching locke & key ♥️
👇👇👇👇
Hey dude
Different interpretations of this song. My own one is someone I was with. She was amazing, got on like a house on fire, had a brilliant connection for a year and a half then she slowly started loosing interest. It's over now. We are still on speaking terms and now when I see her she looks and talks the same but I don't recognise her anymore like I did when we were brilliant. I see her all the time. Hurts alot.
I reminds me of my bestie who is being distant
This is how I feel, I look like myself ,but I’m not ,not anymore
💔 miss the old you
God these comments got me ballin I love you kindred souls
A year ago I listened to this song thinking about how people saw how much I was changing but now a year later I'm thinking about him... apparently he's rude now and acts like he's better than everyone else but then fails every single test which is just not like him... I'm like the only one the defends him although he doesn't know it... my friend get mad at me for defending him saying that they also used to be friends with him but that's so different like they never even talked so idk what they're saying and I've talked to him So much more than they have and they try saying that I barley talk to him when I literally like always have. Idk my friends just shit on him for no reason and are just being hypocrites while trying to make him look bad. He has been more distant but there was this one time that I never told my friends about where we saw eachother at the same time in the most random place and we both faked looking annoyed while smiling and it was so funny 😂 although we didn't talk it shows a lot to me at least... I'm worried about him since he's very dear to me and we've always been there for eachother and it hurts hearing that he's like that now not just from my friends but from others too. I'm going to try talking to him soon and see what's going on because like I said he's very dear to me.
It's a good song but it hits hard and it feels good to lay by yourself listening to it
Heard this song watching the good doctor. Instantly brought me back 4 years when I was in the worst time of my life mentally. I didn’t like that.
I guess this defines me. I look like myself, of course, but my personality has completely changed and it’s only visible when I’m at home. My temper has gotten worst and everything upsets me.
My Stepdad was an abusive piece of shit just he didn't hit us kids, he hit my mom, not in front of us but we could hear it from the room over, the yelling the screaming, the hitting, and that's one of the reasons i have trauma, because knowing what he was doing and not being able to do anything, it puts a toll on your mind, and your brain represses your memories, but you know something happened, and it makes you uncomfortable, and helpless, and that's one of the reasons i have anxiety and depression, and he didn't care when we got hurt so i do have some scars, not large ones, just about 1/8th of an inch, except for my half brother, he dropped a LAVA LAMP ON HIS FOOT, and he did nothing, absolutely nothing, we were poor, so we couldn't go to the doctors, luckily my mom knew some medical stuff in order to stop the bleeding, and just stood there watching, not caring or doing anything.
And from what i know it doesn't really get better, but i'm only 13, not like 40, but i was 6-7 and we lived with him from when i was 2 to around 8 or 9 , so the trauma is deep but it barely has gotten better, except for for my mom , she got a loving husband who works hard as a crane builder to provide for us and he gets paid well, so at least my mom is doing better, my siblings were at the time i was 2, the was 4 and the second youngest was just thought about, and when i was 9, the oldest was 11, the second youngest was 7, and the youngest at the time was 4, and now, i'm 13, the oldest is 15, my little brother is 11, my little sister is 8, my adopted brother is 9, and my adopted sister is 5, they grew up in an abusive household as well but there mom was a lot worse, but they are technically my cousins because my mom married their uncle, the mom, i don't care about giving her name but i have morals, she hit them and abandoned them at some times, does drugs, and is currently going through a custody battle with my mom for the kids, i'm surprised she hasn't been arrested yet because she has a mountain of evidence against her, but the little shits are one of the only things that bring me joy, and i love them, and would go to the depths of hell and back for them, even the 11 y.o, and the 8 y.o,even tho they are the most annoying people on the planet, i love them, and if you made it to the end of this, thank you for letting me vent, i am a male who has been taught to not cry or show much emotion when i was young because "men don't cry", they do under certain circumstances, but those events are rare, although they can still happen, so if you are reading this, you can cry, because we are here for you.
Edit: i understand my life isn't, and wasn't that shit, and i have a girlfriend now so life is good i guess, but from my experience,things barely get better
You dropped this 👑
@@Menschjimi1Rdr2 Thanks for being supportive
It got worse, i have diagnosed depression, anxiety, and am on meds, but my luck can only go up from here. Maybe?
are you safe?
I can’t imagine what you went through. I wanna cry so bad as I read about your life. Don’t give up. I feel so helpless so I prayed for you after. I am a Christian and I believe in Jesus, I grew up in hostels and I get bullied growing up. But I talk to Jesus all the time in my head and I got through everything. He protects my heart. I don’t mean to annoy you with my info but a relationship with God can change your life. Try it, call out to God and share everything. Don’t give up. I am 100% sure He’ll come for u like He did with me. I pray peace over you in Jesus name.
❤ thiS SonG ❤❤❤❤❤
This is so sad 😢
this song makes me realize that i'm here for a reason. for protection - jeongin
1:32
every time i listen to this it reminds me of that moment when i saw my bestfriend pass away - the worst moment that i've seen and everyday i see him dying again and again
This song.
I miss u..
Never rlly understood the true meaning of this song until now it hurts it hurts bad I just hope it won't be like this forever.
I love this person as they love me, but now I cant recognize them anymore, they fell out of love.
First 😇 😇
I see this in two povs. The first one is my ex who helped carry me through my hardest times and now I don’t even recognize them anymore and the second one is me which I’ve changed to someone I don’t even know anymore and it kills me every day
I hate that I allowed this world to take away my innocence. I had to become someone else to literally save my life and I hate it. I stare at the mirror of the monster I've become and it disgusts me. A truly good person would not have let this evil world snuff their light out which proves I was never good to begin with.
Brasil 🥰
Amen
I lost so much last year I was happy I'm new this year I'm not that same person I want to go back to my old self
I don’t feel like there’s a place for me in this world. I feel like I’m not wanted anywhere. All I do is fuck things up and ruin everything. I’m not the person I once was. Even then I feel like I was wanted out of pity and people just wanted to fix me. I was everyone’s project and once they found out I couldn’t be fixed, they left.
You don't need to be fixed, you need self-compassion. Start therapy if you are able to and turn inward. No outside validation will ever be enough to lessen the feelings of loneliness if you think like this about yourself. Good luck!