to me, it makes me think of a forest with trees with wood that is red, and has purple leaves with eyes on them, and that there's someone walking endlessly in the forest..
this song is actually based off of a poem by william blake, which reads: I was angry with my friend; I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I watered it in fears, Night & morning with my tears: And I sunned it with smiles, And with soft deceitful wiles. And it grew both day and night. Till it bore an apple bright. And my foe beheld it shine, And he knew that it was mine. And into my garden stole, When the night had veiled the pole; In the morning glad I see; My foe outstretched beneath the tree. it is a poem about fear, anger, negative emotions being buried deep, instead of being released, and taking over someone's being.
A Poison Tree The poem is about revenge. The persona felt anger towards a friend. However the anger went away when she spoke to the friend. It become bigger until it was a big tree that bore an apple. The persona saw that the foe was interested in the apple. During the night, the foe entered the persona's garden and bit the apple. The foe died under the apple tree. The persona is pleased to see her foe dead.
well hold strong, everything was always difficult, everyone is a piece of the other, sorry we let you down. speak lovely words to yourself it will get better
this song allows you to listen to what it feels like to be numb yet depressed and overwhelmed, it clearly presents the calm yet tranquil chaos happening is some peoples heads, i will happily die to this on repeat
I discovered this song approximately when this video got uploaded and got totally obsessed with it ever since. I remember listening to this video 2 times last year which means I listened to this song nearly four hundred times (in many days obviously) and I am still not tired of it on this day. It is kind of ridiculous honestly
I’ve streamed it over 35 thousand times on Spotify 🥲 I did the math I fall a sleep to this song every night for like 8 months straight almost 9 and I play it constantly when I’m awake I’m addicted to this song
good bye. Im Gonna Do suicide i dont care anymore Good bye world i'll see if the other side Is better To you reading this Good bye The time ur reading this im probably In the other life You guys try Ur Best I failed.
Everyone sharing their brokenness just know I love you. I love you all no matter what and one day you’ll be ok you are strong and never alone I’m here if you need me we are fighting together
This song is either , when you start realizing that you’ve gotten numb and don’t care at all ,or the flashbacks moment after you knew it was gonna all end
i grabbed my phone, airpods, a flashlight. ran deep into the forest, until i found a clearing, a clearing whom watched over the beach from above. it was around 11:30, from what i remember, and i lay on that hill, listening to this, and had the best time of my life.
Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree
I am an Army Veteran. I joined because I was running from a life that felt like a constant , perpetual uphill battle. I suffered in high school from mental and physical abuse from the person that was supposed to take care of me. This song absolutely resonates with the feeling of running so long that even peaceful and genuinely good times feel like a lie almost, idk. There has been a consistent feeling of grey over it all. This song screams at my brain, as well as the deeply reflective and beautiful poem it shares its name sake with. Thank you so much for this edit. Your effort has helped me on sleepless nights. I am now a loyal subscriber.
this song fills me with emptiness but still is so comforting. i listen to it when i’m alone or feel alone and the emotions it brings me is indescribable. u see nothing but feel it all inside
This song feel like disassociating deep into thought when you realize that this disease of darkness and eternal numbness is spreading through your veins. it affects your soul. it glues you down in bed without a single choice. you can't move, even if you're slowly rotting away, you can't get up or do anything about it. you are a shell. empty. a void.
I am so thankful for this video, I always come here and listen to this song, and then I remember the last time I listened to this song, and it is suprisingly very comforting. I see snow, how I drew on my legs, how I had hope and thought my therapist could actually help me, how I walked up the stairs to the mental hospital, I can feel how cold my room was, I feel how I missed my girlfriend and thought I dont deserve her, I can see her Name popping up on my phone reminding me she loves me. I can gear her voice and her silence, how we did the 36 questions because we were bored. I seriously do not deserve such an amazing person in my life, and still she motivates me everyday to keep going and she just makes me so happy.
winter is my favorite season ever and ive always felt so connected to it, so much so that my seasonal depression comes in spring lmao. this song is how I felt last spring watching all the snow melt away.
_A Poison Tree_ By William Blake I was angry with my friend; I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I waterd it in fears, Night & morning with my tears: And I sunned it with smiles, And with soft deceitful wiles. And it grew both day and night. Till it bore an apple bright. And my foe beheld it shine, And he knew that it was mine. And into my garden stole, When the night had veild the pole; In the morning glad I see; My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
honestly, for me like I find it so funny how people look at this song as like depressing or like sad, but it brings me such a sense of like joy. Or just happiness. I don’t know how to explain it, but it just brings me this sense of peace. are you still listen to the song when I was sad and I will listen to it when I’m happy weird.
this is the most beautiful song I've ever heard. The first image that comes to my mind is Bella Swan in New Moon jumping of the cliff and then falling into the ocean, reuniting with Edward. That's also the way I could describe this song in the best way
It elicits a powerful instinctive feeling, and wonderful images. It's a good high. Sounds like fire in the dark, being sheltered while in a deep sleep as the weather destroys the outside world. It's a place I'd like to find and stay in.
Plants are beautiful things, they have no mind no senses no thoughts they just live. Imagine life like that just being alive nothing else, no strings attached.
This song makes me feel like I’m dead at the bottom of a shallow sea, but I can still observe things. And I just see others above me swimming around, that are happier.
i listen to this song and even tho i might not know how to express my feeling of sadness or stress at times this makes me feel relieved in a way it’s weird
Sadness, emptiness. All the things you all have described doesn't sit right with me. To me... this song is where the universe ends. Along with the masterpiece that is the album cover, when I listen to this song I feel the empty grasp of the black space the universe is expanding into. It's an unknown feeling that can be complimented as both sadness and comfort, a familiar yet distant someone. I'd like to think the eyes in the album cover is the inhabitant of this black space. It's reaching out to you but you can't make it out, it's there but not for you and yet it touches you anyways. I think the eyes in the album cover is the perfect description for what it feels like to listen to the song, its not male or female, happiness or sadness, despair or grief, it's the combination of all those things as this... being takes you on a journey throughout the history of the world. A grainy, broken figure trying to be fixed.
ok, so now im Reading six of crows, listening to this song, and *SPOILERS* jesper kissed Kuwei, im crying so much and Im dead as fuck. as a wylan kinnie im in Spain but the s is silent. this song is absolutely UNHELP at this moment
i found out in early age that this world is far from what i can accept or coexist so i changed, i was depressed for many years, without help i fought alone, then i loved grouper, i know what her music does, i fought and i fought and got better, nothing really gets solved, it is or it isnt, everything s in flow, u just got to make the same choises every day, speak well to yourself, where reality got you down, it wasnt your fault, so dont get dismissed. love yourselves people or try to the re no other way
This song is peaceful but yet so scary to me. This song reminds me that my loved ones will eventually die including me. The thought of this scares me because I hate losing a loved one. When I listen to this song It feels like I can't breathe or I'm drowning even though I'm not.
this song…like i love it it sounds wonderful but everytime i listen to it it’s like all my problems come back and i’m met with the reality that i’m not actually happy and i’ve never fixed any of my struggles i just get distracted so easily by any small bit of happiness that i mistaken for a solution
honestly..i wonder how long were gonna last. It’s been only two months , but i wonder what that pain is gonna feel like. I wonder if it’s gonna hurt as bad as i think , or if it’ll even hurt at all..will i just go numb after? Will i give up on it? Or will i keep going on? I don’t know right now. All i wish is for us to stay together for as long as we can. It hurts to even think about it , i just wonder who’s gonna make that certain move first. Will it be him? Or me? We don’t know. I have to wait and see. It’s not like i want it to come fast or anything but..I’m just curious right now. I’ve never felt like this before. I never knew how badly it would hurt.
i think the best thing you can do is just appreciate the moments while they're here. maybe it will last forever. maybe wont. point is, its happening now, and its some good shit yknow. If the person you're dating does happen to leave, sure its not going to feel spectacular but breakups are generally a healthy thing. Sometimes they need to happen, sometimes they cause positive change.I guess what im trying to say is, its gonna be alright lmao. there will be ups and downs and shit but in the end it will be ok.
@@blurryvision942 mhm ur right, thank you. but unfortunately it got to the point where i couldn’t take it, apparently he was dating his best friend behind my back i told him i wanted to break up and he understood but i decided i wanted to cut all ties with him.
dead winter storm. walking through the street in the middle of the night. snow almost to my knees and the yellow street lights. this song was playing and it was nice.
i asked them 2 do this 4 me & they did. i appreciate & love them so much. now i can sleep with this on repeat 🤍
putting a 10 hrs video on repeat is wild, how much do you sleep?
@@marwankyo1654i sleep enough. why is it wild to wanna sleep to this song for tens hours that’s my business 🥴
@@lunacy3634I sleep to this song too!
same
sleeping is healthy the
ast time i checked! i also sleep with this song all the time.
this song makes me feel an emotion that doesn't exist
If there were no vocals it would encapsulate the feeling of feeling nothing
same
Nostalgia, probably
Quite snow
Yeah happiness :p
this song feels like:
- addiction
-late night drives alone
-a cold autumn morning
-loneliness & hopelessness
And still, it’s comforting.
And derealization
numbness
Emptiness
to me, it makes me think of a forest with trees with wood that is red, and has purple leaves with eyes on them, and that there's someone walking endlessly in the forest..
Emptiness, helpless, hopeless...................
this song makes me so fucking depressed but surprisingly its comforting
No I agree
Melancholy
Agreed so much man..
AYYYY NAGITO
I FEEL SO MUCH HOPE
this song is the only song that REQUIRES a 10 hour version
i love your pfpc
yessir
Gangnam Style also :(
@@nekonoomo i feel so happy with youtube comment section like no judgment also yes yes i do listen to girl in red:)
GOD LOVES YOU :)
This song is like a hug that doesn’t help
It’s like getting a hug from an angel / unworldly being, you know it’s there you just can’t feel the hope it’s trying to give you
this excactly
I agree
fuck
wow
maybe for you there is a tommorow
PLZZZ U SAW THAT EDIT LMAO
LMFAO IM FROM THAT TOO
:)
STOPPPKOJOUI
@@ethanrubio3714 from whereee
reality is not noisy and extravagant, but silent, soft and empty, space is emptiness and blackness in infinity and a deafening silence.
this song is actually based off of a poem by william blake, which reads:
I was angry with my friend;
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
And I watered it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears:
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.
And it grew both day and night.
Till it bore an apple bright.
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine.
And into my garden stole,
When the night had veiled the pole;
In the morning glad I see;
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
it is a poem about fear, anger, negative emotions being buried deep, instead of being released, and taking over someone's being.
A Poison Tree
The poem is about revenge. The persona felt anger towards a friend. However the anger went away when she spoke to the friend. It become bigger until it was a big tree that bore an apple.
The persona saw that the foe was interested in the apple. During the night, the foe entered the persona's garden and bit the apple. The foe died under the apple tree. The persona is pleased to see her foe dead.
thank you
wrote an exam on the poem didnt know id ever have it back in my life
i love this poem
This song describe what depression feels like
I could die in peace playing this song 🥲
Ok
Saw a video talking about the backstory of this song and I related so much it had me crying please go look up the backstory
@@Capyshark532it was based on a William Blake poem
the way she just asks to be a poison tree hits my soul for some reason. imploring to be made anew for the worst.
This music makes me wanna just go into a rainy forest and just sit there listening to this music, that would be a dream
It sounds scary but comforting at the same time idk y?
Omg yes I agree
Im tired of everything
choking in tears, I listen to this
it is going to be alright dear
Ok Lol ok Okay
I hope you are ok
well hold strong, everything was always difficult, everyone is a piece of the other, sorry we let you down. speak lovely words to yourself it will get better
same....
this song allows you to listen to what it feels like to be numb yet depressed and overwhelmed, it clearly presents the calm yet tranquil chaos happening is some peoples heads, i will happily die to this on repeat
I discovered this song approximately when this video got uploaded and got totally obsessed with it ever since. I remember listening to this video 2 times last year which means I listened to this song nearly four hundred times (in many days obviously) and I am still not tired of it on this day. It is kind of ridiculous honestly
Not ridiculous what so ever this song is beautiful
I’ve streamed it over 35 thousand times on Spotify 🥲 I did the math I fall a sleep to this song every night for like 8 months straight almost 9 and I play it constantly when I’m awake I’m addicted to this song
1:55 Me after hearing about the Danny Gonzales situation
ITS MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN
I CAN CHOSE MY OWN MENTAL BREAKDOWN SONGS 😠
GOD LOVES YOU :)
@@servantofgod9679i don't follow god
@@ameliad5915 well thats fine then cos they werent talking to you :D
hang in there everybody,
i promise it'll be okay
i love you :(
promise me
@@flamedalyna-5861 i promise,
be grateful for everything you have even if you don’t value it so much right now.
Thx:)
good bye. Im Gonna Do suicide i dont care anymore Good bye world i'll see if the other side Is better To you reading this Good bye The time ur reading this im probably In the other life You guys try Ur Best I failed.
AND THERES NO ADS WOW
You know, there doesn't EVER have to be ads right?
@@sczarnecki5887 no i didn't know that
@@miahavy7441 Get Adblocker its a quality of life move
Everyone sharing their brokenness just know I love you. I love you all no matter what and one day you’ll be ok you are strong and never alone I’m here if you need me we are fighting together
Yall
lllllllll
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Thank you so much. I’ve felt so numb for so long.
This song is either , when you start realizing that you’ve gotten numb and don’t care at all ,or the flashbacks moment after you knew it was gonna all end
its when u tried a thousand times for something that now you know is dead but cant really accept it
I can’t stop listening to this help
i grabbed my phone, airpods, a flashlight.
ran deep into the forest, until i found a clearing, a clearing whom watched over the beach from above.
it was around 11:30, from what i remember, and i lay on that hill, listening to this, and had the best time of my life.
Beautiful.
Finally I can do my 20 missing assignments while being overwhelmed by guilt
Nothing can describe hopelessness better than this song.
Throwing poison seeds into the wind
Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
Let your branches fork my veins
Let your honey tide in me
Blood loving, poison whispering
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow pour in me
Take away my blood and bones
Make your flowers deep inside of me
Least I'll still have company
In my insides, tiny poison tree
I seal my love in me
Tiny beautiful poison tree
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrows flow in me
Turn me into a poison tree
Turn me into a poison tree
Make my shadow go away
Make my branches strong and hard
Make my leaves flower and spread
Make me feel like something powerful
Is growing deep inside of me
Turn me into a poison tree
I am an Army Veteran. I joined because I was running from a life that felt like a constant , perpetual uphill battle. I suffered in high school from mental and physical abuse from the person that was supposed to take care of me. This song absolutely resonates with the feeling of running so long that even peaceful and genuinely good times feel like a lie almost, idk. There has been a consistent feeling of grey over it all. This song screams at my brain, as well as the deeply reflective and beautiful poem it shares its name sake with. Thank you so much for this edit. Your effort has helped me on sleepless nights. I am now a loyal subscriber.
I wish I could hug you right now. This hit hard. Wish you the best. You deserve it. 💗
this song fills me with emptiness but still is so comforting. i listen to it when i’m alone or feel alone and the emotions it brings me is indescribable. u see nothing but feel it all inside
imagine being that depressed
dont need to imagine:)
i don't need to
yeah... imagine... *click to replay*
ahaha... ye :`/
lol
The line "make my shadow go away" hits so hard
this song only takes seconds to make me burst in tears.
same
This song feel like disassociating deep into thought when you realize that this disease of darkness and eternal numbness is spreading through your veins. it affects your soul. it glues you down in bed without a single choice. you can't move, even if you're slowly rotting away, you can't get up or do anything about it. you are a shell. empty. a void.
I will now be listening to all 10 hours of this thank you
i don’t think i’ll ever stop listening to this
I am so thankful for this video, I always come here and listen to this song, and then I remember the last time I listened to this song, and it is suprisingly very comforting. I see snow, how I drew on my legs, how I had hope and thought my therapist could actually help me, how I walked up the stairs to the mental hospital, I can feel how cold my room was, I feel how I missed my girlfriend and thought I dont deserve her, I can see her Name popping up on my phone reminding me she loves me. I can gear her voice and her silence, how we did the 36 questions because we were bored. I seriously do not deserve such an amazing person in my life, and still she motivates me everyday to keep going and she just makes me so happy.
hold on bro there will be success and if she leaves you then you will find the one
This song is looking at something you know will never be the same again
real
🩷
ah yes something i can fall asleep to without ad interruptions
This song never fails to make me cry but in a comforting way
This song feels like a warm hug on a cold summer night
winter is my favorite season ever and ive always felt so connected to it, so much so that my seasonal depression comes in spring lmao. this song is how I felt last spring watching all the snow melt away.
life as we know it isnt anything. I feel as though a ghost and an Angel had a daughter.
this song makes me forget all my problems and just live life the way I’m supposed too
This song has a quality that i have never seen in any other song.. it makes you feel depressed in a good and peaceful way.
It really does
School has been hard. this will help. thanks
found this on my recommended, youtube knows im depresssed..
much love to you, hope ur feeling better by this time
This makes me feel lonely, but not alone.
THANK YOU FOR THIS 🙏🏼🙏🏼😩
I’ve discovered that this song sends me to sleep almost immediately and also makes me dream a lot (and they’re almost all good things) ♥︎
_A Poison Tree_
By William Blake
I was angry with my friend;
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
And I waterd it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears:
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.
And it grew both day and night.
Till it bore an apple bright.
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine.
And into my garden stole,
When the night had veild the pole;
In the morning glad I see;
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
this video is the only thing i need to be happy
shit aint the same anymore damn.
update:still aint the same ,just way worse :)
@@itarolen ay thanks i like ur pfp too
Love putting this on with my apt windows open and candles lit. It takes me into another realm. hauntingly beautiful
Having this playing while also listening to thunder and rain in the background is the perfect combination for sleep thanks so much for making this 🖤
honestly, for me like I find it so funny how people look at this song as like depressing or like sad, but it brings me such a sense of like joy. Or just happiness. I don’t know how to explain it, but it just brings me this sense of peace. are you still listen to the song when I was sad and I will listen to it when I’m happy weird.
10 hours passed like 5 min, a masterpiece..🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
this song makes me feel some type of way i cannot express. it fills my heart
I actually cannot describe how this song makes me feel
this is the most beautiful song I've ever heard. The first image that comes to my mind is Bella Swan in New Moon jumping of the cliff and then falling into the ocean, reuniting with Edward. That's also the way I could describe this song in the best way
im so tired, thank you for this
Even if I have a lot of friends, a lovely family, etc... This song remind me that I always feel lonely, like if something's always missing in my heart
It elicits a powerful instinctive feeling, and wonderful images. It's a good high. Sounds like fire in the dark, being sheltered while in a deep sleep as the weather destroys the outside world. It's a place I'd like to find and stay in.
this song is like rainy days and crying
Plants are beautiful things, they have no mind no senses no thoughts they just live. Imagine life like that just being alive nothing else, no strings attached.
Love this album, it’ll always hold a special place in my heart ♥️
I miss being a kid.
Same
This song for me feels like what it’s like to get high to distract yourself from the pain you feel
such a perfect and deep song, it’s just indescribable
This song makes me feel like I’m dead at the bottom of a shallow sea, but I can still observe things. And I just see others above me swimming around, that are happier.
this song feels like an emptiness with no expectation after a long cry
i listen to this song and even tho i might not know how to express my feeling of sadness or stress at times this makes me feel relieved in a way it’s weird
Sadness, emptiness. All the things you all have described doesn't sit right with me. To me... this song is where the universe ends. Along with the masterpiece that is the album cover, when I listen to this song I feel the empty grasp of the black space the universe is expanding into. It's an unknown feeling that can be complimented as both sadness and comfort, a familiar yet distant someone. I'd like to think the eyes in the album cover is the inhabitant of this black space. It's reaching out to you but you can't make it out, it's there but not for you and yet it touches you anyways. I think the eyes in the album cover is the perfect description for what it feels like to listen to the song, its not male or female, happiness or sadness, despair or grief, it's the combination of all those things as this... being takes you on a journey throughout the history of the world. A grainy, broken figure trying to be fixed.
My heart goes out to all those who are still listening after like 7 repeats… 😔 You must REALLY be going through something. 😭
everyone's saying this song is depressing / comforting to them but to me this song just feels uneasy the more you listen to it
THIS MAKES ME VERY HAPPY THANK YOU SO MUCH
I searched it up and this poped up ty u made my night ❤
This song to me is the feeling of darkness no light to redirect to.
Nothing but darkness It’s a empty void of nothing
a grave.
ok, so now im Reading six of crows, listening to this song, and *SPOILERS*
jesper kissed Kuwei, im crying so much and Im dead as fuck. as a wylan kinnie im in Spain but the s is silent. this song is absolutely UNHELP at this moment
SIX OF CROWS AND CROOKED KINGDOM ARE AWESOME
i found out in early age that this world is far from what i can accept or coexist so i changed, i was depressed for many years, without help i fought alone, then i loved grouper, i know what her music does, i fought and i fought and got better, nothing really gets solved, it is or it isnt, everything s in flow, u just got to make the same choises every day, speak well to yourself, where reality got you down, it wasnt your fault, so dont get dismissed. love yourselves people or try to the re no other way
the person who made this vid we love you fr
This song makes me rethink life i love this sobg
This song reminds me of a cold night it's grey hours and smoking and lying on earth looking up at the sky
This song just fixes everything it’s so comforting idc what anyone says it feels like the only thing that’ll ever stick around
this is the song I always play when I'm on my lowest.
I relate so much to the backstory of this song
Everything makes me listen to this music, and it makes it a calming thing in my mind;))
i still alive for this song
ah for real
Ben de Sümeyye, ben de..
@@sume7e hayır Sümeyye, olmayacak...
ben de. şarkı bana çok tuhaf ve aynı zamanda da güzel bir hissiyat veriyo
I love this I play it while I sleep thank you
This song is peaceful but yet so scary to me. This song reminds me that my loved ones will eventually die including me. The thought of this scares me because I hate losing a loved one. When I listen to this song It feels like I can't breathe or I'm drowning even though I'm not.
This song makes me remember memories about the people who loved and was there but now in heaven.
to the person who made this: i forever love you..
Thank you.
this is a song that makes me ask myself what life even is...there is other life that we don‘t know of
this song is my absolute favorite most lovable listenable song ever and i can listen to it the full 10 hrs and ill do it again.
this song…like i love it it sounds wonderful but everytime i listen to it it’s like all my problems come back and i’m met with the reality that i’m not actually happy and i’ve never fixed any of my struggles i just get distracted so easily by any small bit of happiness that i mistaken for a solution
this song brings me closure.
Oh beautiful Poison Tree.
honestly..i wonder how long were gonna last. It’s been only two months , but i wonder what that pain is gonna feel like. I wonder if it’s gonna hurt as bad as i think , or if it’ll even hurt at all..will i just go numb after? Will i give up on it? Or will i keep going on? I don’t know right now. All i wish is for us to stay together for as long as we can. It hurts to even think about it , i just wonder who’s gonna make that certain move first. Will it be him? Or me? We don’t know. I have to wait and see. It’s not like i want it to come fast or anything but..I’m just curious right now. I’ve never felt like this before. I never knew how badly it would hurt.
@Laura Koistinen yeahh it like irks my soul whenever i think about it..but i wish you two the best and i hope you two make it together!:)
i think the best thing you can do is just appreciate the moments while they're here. maybe it will last forever. maybe wont. point is, its happening now, and its some good shit yknow. If the person you're dating does happen to leave, sure its not going to feel spectacular but breakups are generally a healthy thing. Sometimes they need to happen, sometimes they cause positive change.I guess what im trying to say is, its gonna be alright lmao. there will be ups and downs and shit but in the end it will be ok.
@@blurryvision942 mhm ur right, thank you. but unfortunately it got to the point where i couldn’t take it, apparently he was dating his best friend behind my back i told him i wanted to break up and he understood but i decided i wanted to cut all ties with him.
@@jazzyy3605 jesus i guess this was a bad time for me to reply. I'm really sorry it ended so horribly though, you dont deserve that.
@@blurryvision942 it’s okay, I appreciate it :). yeah i didn’t really expect it go to go the way it did, but it’s alright , thank you.
This song is the corners of my heart that don’t shine as bright.
This is a song of isolation and being alone in your introvert thoughts on cold winter mornings.
dead winter storm. walking through the street in the middle of the night. snow almost to my knees and the yellow street lights. this song was playing and it was nice.
This reminds me of how life could never without family. Without people who love me. Having fears is normal, but not now.