Thank you for coming on this messy journey with me again. Here's hoping it's the last time for a long, long time! Watch the last time I packed for training, next: ua-cam.com/video/_SOlvy22z08/v-deo.html
Me watching/listening to your last year guide dog training playlist with UA-cam’s new pop video player for iPhone that plays certified content creators outside the app. I can check emails while seeing the video in the corner
I just went through this also, I actually asked you how to handle it a few months ago on an Instagram live. I have my new dog now and life is looking up, but an early retirement is the hardest thing I have had to do in a long time I am kinda thankful for your content right now to see someone else handling this also an show how hard it is. I love you so much and have been following for years I hope you love your new dog just as much and the rest.
I didn't even realize this was just posted a few minutes ago. Im so used to being out of the loop 😅 I was going to wish you good luck and good vibes, but I realize you're already home with your knew pupper so I'll just say I wish you all the best, I'm so glad Bennix was able to be with a loving family and you were able to get a new dog so soon. Never a replacement, just a new journey 💜
I know what you mean I didnt know she was getting a new dog as ive not been watching UA-cam lately and was watching the interview she did with the girls at Mira last night and then ten minutes she mentioned her dogs name!
As a healthcare worker - I have learned so much how to assist and communicate with my blind patients! It wasn’t something I was taught in school and had to learn on the job but now that I have discovered your channel I have learned so much! Plus I just enjoy all your content and energy!
I have found most healthcare workers do not have as much knowledge on disabilities and zebras as they should have just to give you guys the best chance of having positive interactions with us disabled people and anyone who has one of the zebras. I have also found that it's a 50/50 if the healthcare workers who need to know I have DID have a varying knowledge about it and I'm technically self diagnosed, professionally confirmed, with did
The best news is that Bennix is in the safest happiest place ever. You're an excellent guide dog owner and the doggies could have NEVER asked for a better person to work with. Take your time to go through this and if you don't wanna post about this, don't do it. But we here for you to help you go through your loss
I had my medic alert service dog for 5 years. Then the pandemic really did a number on our community. I wish you so much luck Molly. The hardest part is we know we will outlive our precious fur baby/mobility devices. Hoping for healthy, happy, outcomes for you and your new 4 legged love! They all hold such a special place in our hearts. Love to you, Gypsy, Gallop, Bennix, and your newest addition to a truly magical collection of puppers.
Molly I am sending all my positive energy your way. Everyone in the killer bee community understands if you need time to grieve and do not feel pressured to post if it’s too difficult.
100% most of us can't begin to understand what your going through and feeling but we're all sending all our love and best wishes. Love you, always do what's best for you xxx
I think it says a lot about how bonded you become to your guide dogs that Gallop immediately went to you when you started to break down. He's been retired for a bit now, and yet he is still so in tune to you and what you need. He may not physically guide you anymore, but he is definitely guiding your heart 🥺💙
My heart goes out to you, I hope you feel all the love that is being sent to you from this community you created. Thank you for being so open even through the toughest times in your life. Sharing your very personal life journey has positively impacted so many of us. We thank you and appreciate you!
I am so glad that both Bennix and Gallop are still alive and doing well. That's what really consoles me when I think about your situation. I know you already know your new dog, but I just really wish you that they will stay with you and be your companion for years to come. I cannot imagine the bond you share with a guide dog and I cannot imagine the strength it takes for you to choose this path all over again. Good luck!
Can't wait to follow this new journey of yours! You're one of the strongest people I know and the universe really has been bombarding you recently, hope you're feeling better now and let's enjoy the new fluffy set of eyes you're getting! (I know you've already got them but ya know) 💜🌌
Jesus must be really protecting you Molly! The number of near death experiences you've had to face lately is so scary. Really makes you stop and think about your priorities! 😱 I hope you know that He has a beautiful plan for this situation and your entire life. Although things are hard in the moment, usually we will be able to look back and say that those hard things led to better and better things after. 🧡🧡🧡
Gallop, what a sweetie, he knew you needed some extra love!! I can't imagine how hard this is all feeling, but I hope you find another wonderful dog, to take you forward in your journey that gives you as much love and wonderful energy as Benny has!
Molly dear, I just wanted to say thank you for doing all of this. Whenever I watch your videos it feels like home and I'm soothed somehow right away however a shitty day it had been so far. I've watched every single one of your videos since you started this channel and it was so amazing to go through the years along your side(I'm only 2 weeks older xD), see you grow and get stronger with every hard time you had to go through. And I know it will be the same this time. Everything's gonna be fine and we're all here to support you :) You always made my days better, even in the darkest of my own times. Keep doing what you're doing and always stay as you are - you're such a lovely, special and devoted strong woman! Much love from Germany
Healing takes time but it was a blessing that the school had an opening so soon. You’re stronger than you think you are. Glad you decided to let us see the meeting and training also. We all loved Bennix and we are all here for you now.
Totally understand the bittersweet feeling of being “between dogs”. We had to re-home my sister’s first service dog almost exactly one year after we started working with him because he just wasn’t compatible with her energy levels and needs. We were lucky enough to only need to wait two months, but we were so listless and anxious. Love and hugs to you and the new dog ❤️❤️❤️
I don’t know if anyone will read this, but thank you for sharing your experiences the realities of being a service dog handler, as well as your spiritual perspective regarding this year having some near-death experiences. I had two different dogs in training wash out due to different reasons. It was not an option for me to keep them, so they were rehomed by the breeders. I received some judgement for “moving on” so quickly, and am currently waiting several months for my next prospect. Especially the second time when training had been going so well, it was heartbreaking for me making the call that even though she was perfectly behaved and tasking at work, she was not suitable for work in public. Then I had an accident at work that landed me in the hospital, and God used that experience to change my life for the better. I was in a really dark place before with my area having a very long wait period for mental health services and am slowly learning how to swim back to shore instead of just tread water.
I’ve been consciously aware of the existence of Guide Dogs for nearly 50 years, and had read a lot about then over the years. I went to graduate school with a guide dog user, so I saw the dog a lot but we weren’t close friends, so I didn’t interact with her (the dog) much. I’ve also had one close childhood friend and one close relative who were blind (sadly, they have both passed away). And I have pet dogs in my home. I felt like, on the scale of sighted people, I was pretty familiar with the related subjects of blindness and guide dogs. And while I wasn’t wrong about that, I’ve just learned so much more about all of it from following your journey. I can see that the handler/guide dog relationship is unique in this world. This journey with you over the last few years has been a privilege, a look inside a world I would never have experienced without you. It’s really broadened my perspective and enriched my life. Thank you for that. I know you’re already back with your new dog, and I hope it’s going well for all of you. Wishing you and yours a more peaceful last third of 2022.
I've seen a lot of service dog teams start their journey (as a service dog trainer) and I've helped make the decision to job change a lot of dogs. Even though it was hard to release dogs that you have put time into, this makes me glad from the client perspective that we did it. Sad for us but not as difficult as placing the dog and the client having to also suffer the loss. Best wishes for your new partner, Molly.
I love your content. I got diagnosed with lupus 2 years ago and although not similar you have helped me with being diagnosed with a chronic illness. This space you've created on the internet is beautiful. I hope things get easier for you and the year turns around and that this next dog is exactly who you need to heal.
Man, such a reminder how these dogs need you as much as you need them. The partnerships are unparalleled and you only want what is best for them. You are so patient and open to the future, and your heart is so full for the dogs. Thank you for sharing another one of these journeys with us! I’m sorry it’s been so hard for you but you are handling it so authentically and honestly, without any resentment toward the pups. Love ya!
The life of service and guide dog handlers is full of love and loss. Special bonds, each unique and beautiful. Greif, anxiety and loss are the part of the process left out by the media and just about everyone else. It is normal to have mixed feelings when transitioning from one dog to another. Molly I really appreciate your brutal honesty about how hard this is and that it's a big part of the journey. Hang in there, we love you ❤️.
I am sending good vibes, positive thoughts, and lots of prayers your way Molly! 💞 I hope that this new chapter of your guide dog journey goes well and provides you with the opportunity to feel the roller coaster of emotions that goes along with ending one chapter of your life and beginning an entirely new one. 💗
Molly! I'm so sorry about Bennix, that must be heartbreaking. I can't imagine the pain you must feel. ❤️ That being said, try and look forward to the positives about your trip... last time you were saying that the food was amazing, you really enjoyed your room and the people at Mira were super kind and accommodating for you. You never know how amazing your next guide dog could be. You could end up with the best guide dog you've ever had! I know it's hard but we are here for you and know you will get through this and come out the other side stronger than you've ever been. Love you ❤️
I’m with you, 2022 has been one of the worst years of my life. My 4 year old dog got diagnosed with chondrosarcoma in his front leg and had to get it amputated. Thankfully, he’s adjusted well and is doing great but he’s got a long road ahead for recovery. Grief comes in many forms for sure. I’m so sorry you have to go through this but you are helping so many people by sharing this hard time in your life so thank you for being vulnerable. Much love to you
I am so sorry Molly know that we love you and love seeing your videos Ben loves you as you know. I wish you couldn't have to go through this again. I am so happy that you share this with us because you completely don't have to yet you still so which I adore about you.
the add that I watched before this video was about bee hives and honey. The connections that flow around you and how Galop comforted you was so sweet. As a Service Dog user myself, I have to say your videos and stories over the years have helped me in my journey and also helped my family. Blessings on this journey and may it be a healing time.
Bennix was an incredible, goofy, loving boy with a amazing owner. He will have an incredible life with his puppy raisers. I can’t wait to meet your new friend.
I am so sorry this has happened but I just can’t help but feel like it’s the universe giving me the content I need. I am applying for my first guide dog and I am so scared. The thought of not being blind enough or not passing O&M has honestly kept me up at night. Thank you so much for filming this, I am feeling less alone in this journey. I finally started sharing mine because of you x
I hope all goes well! I’m sure you’ll be a great guide dog user! Try what Molly does? Do things that’ll get your mind off it or things that’ll get the nervousness off your chest. I can relate though. I wasn’t blind enough and it was an odd feeling. Can’t get a dog because I can see well enough, which is very fortunate but still being blind enough to always need someone.
@@FoenixAuditore I’m so sorry this happend to you. Becoming a cane user has honestly thought me a lot. It’s a very good place to start. But it was terrifying taking it out for the first time. If you think it could benefit you to have a guide dog in the long run keep trying. I just got my second home interview date this morning 😘
@@lisawinckelmans5678 that’s amazing! I hope it went well and you’re one step closer! Thank you. I was discouraged and accepted I could only have pets. I’m happy with that especially since I get nervous being alone when I’m out
I am so sorry that you are going through this but so grateful you are sharing this difficult side of being a service dog user that so much of the world does not know about and would not know about without you.
It was SO sweet when Gallop got up and came over because he sensed Molly was getting upset while talking about saying goodbye to Ben. He absolutely knew and was coming to comfort her, and it sounded like he'd been doing it for at least a day at that point. Such a beautiful bond.
I can't imagine how hard it is to have to go through this again so soon, but thank you for sharing it with us. We all have our own hardships and seeing your strength is so inspiring!
Sending you so much love. I feel like when you’ve been through a lot of trauma you really learn that everything happens for a reason and to trust the process it’s a tough lesson
I’m excited to see this journey and the healing process. I am happy that you have such a great support and wish so my luck. I am still crying when I think of the pain it must have been for you and Ben. ❤️🙏
Hello from Montréal ! I wish you the best while you're here. If you want a cozy place to try, I would highly recommend the Café Chat l'heureux. It's a cat café with yummy vegan options. Getting a nice cup of coffee with cats all around might give you a lil bit of peace and comfort if you need it. Anyways, I hope your training goes well. Take care ♡
Molly films these in advance so that she can process the feelings around them beforehand. Also, things like this series are usually done earlier than uploads so that she can focus on the experience 😊
I'm so thankful that you were able to get this training slot! We will all miss Bennix so much, but I'm excited for this new journey. I've learned so much about blindness and guide dogs from you!
Hi ladies. I share in your sadness of this situation. Silver linings are having Gallop with you & miraculously there was a class for Molly to go to Mira & be united with the perfect God sent by her guardian angels. I want to say the Nieve you are an amazing Mom. I think of all you have gone thru & go thru with Molly. You are her rock & solid foundation. As parents you have raised Molly to be such a special young woman. I have learned so much from your videos. Thank you for sharing your life experiences and content to teach us about all the “spectrum” of blindness and all the tools available to make life accessible. Granted more wore needs to be done for accessibility but our tech smart world has made a huge difference. Imagine what is to come. I’m grateful to both of you for for your being yourselves & including us in your journey. Pray Molly gets the perfect dog she needs right now. Sending you all including Gallop big hugs. Wish you many blessings in your future. Greateful viewer in Miami🌺
It’s “when it rains it pours” over here too. I’m in Texas and our downstairs AC unit broke (having one if better than nothing, it’s been alright) but then a transformer blew up in our neighbors yard and caught our yard on fire last Wednesday, and Saturday we had to put down my beloved 13 yr old lab mix, Slate. Gallop always reminded me of him, same big guy but very sweet and gentle energy. The night before we took him to the vet, I was sitting on the floor with him, just petting him and crying, and he kept trying to comfort me by putting his paw on my leg. He’s always been there for me and I miss him so much. I’m sad to see Ben leave guiding but glad that there will be new doggie content to hopefully cheer me up.
Something about seeing you prep for guide dog training (again) actually has me excited. It's such a bitter experience you're sharing with us, Ben's early retirement. I'm hopeful that your new dog brings you the sweetness and light you so deserve
Can't wait to follow along with your new guide dog journey. My heart really does go out to you and I can't imagine how difficult this must be. I wish you all the best for this new chapter in your life. X x Emma and guide dog Archie x x
Even though this is very sad. I’m super excited to see this journey again and I look forward to your new guide dog and all the adventures you will have
I know you are having a hard time, but please know how many people you are helping by showing things happen, and sometimes there is just nothing you can do about it, and it's nobody's fault. Thank you for sharing your experience again - an experience that very few people get to witness. We appreciate you.
Hi Molly, Wanted to share a saying that we sighties have "It's always Darkest just before the Dawn". Which basically means that the dark times of our lives are always right before the dawn of a new day/time. Things will get better for you. All the hugs and good vibes/prayers being sent your way.
I don't know why but watching others struggle makes me feel less lonely lately? Your videos has really kept me going, along as some other youtubers, after the past 9 months have been nightmare after nightmare. Thank you, you truly inspire me to keep going!!!
Please think more positively!! Every single being goes through loss, grief, and unexpected downs of life, not just with guide dogs. Much love and positive energy your way!! Stay strong!
This might've been bitter sweet given the sad circumstances with our lovely boy Ben, but this video series couldn't have fell at a better time for me, as after long time waiting I've been matched with my first guide dog companion, and will be going on my residential training later this month! You've always been a huge inspiration to me and my journey of accepting my sight loss, and I hope you heal well and adapt to your new lovely dog, Molly. Thanks for everything! 🐾💙🌈
You are an amazing young lady.i can only imagine how difficult this journey must be. I am a dog mom and you love each and every dog you have in a special way.it is so precious seeing gallop with you.sending you encouragement and peace as you work thru this difficult time.god has a very special dog for you.thank you so much for sharing with us.be safe.looking forward to you next videos
Hey Molly. You so an amazing person. I watch your channel all of the time. It keeps me going. Also you show real life story's and that I love that. 🙏 For you and your family.
This is sad time and we’re with you’re not alone and it’s great Mama is going with and support you. Mixed emotions about this but I’m with you and sending you a virtual hug and lots of love. I realise you’re already home with your new puppy but this is still a journey and hope all is well with you now. We’re here to help and support you with your new puppy and wish you the best and take care
I have a friend currently at training for her new service dog as well. He had to be put down relatively recently from kidney failure. We don't get to see pictures until graduation day, but she's calling him a "gentle giant"
Your guide dog training series of getting Ben was one of my favorite things to watch on UA-cam, and I’d be excited for days waiting for the next episode to come out. I loved seeing how the training worked and couldn’t wait to meet your new dog. I’m very sorry about the circumstances of this training series, but I am excited to come along the journey once again. I hope that you were able to enjoy it a little even wiry the unfortunate circumstances. Im rooting for you Molly!
Wow, Molly (and anyone who has to go through this) you are so amazingly strong. Just from the things that you have shared with us, even one thing would “block” someone for months. And you get up and continue anyway. I can’t even sob or scry before ppl that I know let alone publish several videos on the Internet with me crying (and I am a 29-year-old woman as well). This is why I love your channel because you are transparent and honest while keeping some boundaries. You have all my respect.
Molly, It makes me sad that you were feeling so heartbroken. I hope your new fur baby is helping you feel better. I know having Gallops love must make you feel better, he is just the sweetest. Sending love, hugs and best wishes to you and your new furry friend❣💖🤗
Dogs have a way of healing us in ways we could never imagine. We lost both of our dogs in a quick turnaround my heart dog in 2018 of Cancer and my little Yorkie at 14 in a tragic accident. I never thought I'd love another dog again, but I got my new little girl Ruby in January of this year, and she is exactly what I needed, she has given me purpose and I love her so much. I hope this journey will be healing for you and that you are matched with the perfect fury friend who will give you years of guiding
I just wish I could give you the biggest hug and tell you it will all be okay ❤️❤️❤️ you are so incredibly resilient and I only hope for good to come your way!
I’m always interested in your life and your one of the last few people I still come to UA-cam for specifically, but please never feel like you have to share more than you want to or upload just to keep us updated! I love you always!
You’ve always given your guides (and miss lavender!) such beautiful full lives. And I know that they do the same for you. My heart hurts for the loss of Ben in your life, but I am so very glad you have a new guide now and that you can still keep in touch with Benny!♥️ sending love and strength to you always.
My heart breaks for you having to go through all this. I hope you get a long stretch of good luck soon ❤️ Thank you for being open and posting about the tough times.
sending you tons of love. You are truly amazing and I hope you know how many of us do keep you in our thoughts and are constantly sending good thoughts your way even when we don't get to catch up with your vids.
Bennix got you through such a difficult chapter. Even though he wasn’t able to work for long, he did so much in the time he did. As sad as it is, now you can enter into a new, hopefully less stressful, chapter of your life with a new sweet little guide doggie. I wish you luck with your new baby.
Molly, I hope you are blessed with the dog you need. I hope that despite the emotional state of things that you find clarity and sunshine in this situation. Benny, Gallop, and Gypsy are all very much angel's in your life and continue to be on earth and beyond. You are such a great example of strength and determination. Thank you for sharing all your experiences and knowledge so that we can learn. 🥰💛🤍💛🤍
Thank you for coming on this messy journey with me again. Here's hoping it's the last time for a long, long time!
Watch the last time I packed for training, next: ua-cam.com/video/_SOlvy22z08/v-deo.html
Me watching/listening to your last year guide dog training playlist with UA-cam’s new pop video player for iPhone that plays certified content creators outside the app. I can check emails while seeing the video in the corner
Most probably won't help but your life was made better by meeting Ben.
Of course I love you ❤️ Molly take your tole and heal and this will be inspiring journey xoxo 😘
I held it together until Gallop "claimed" that toy. The empathy was so so touching.
I just went through this also, I actually asked you how to handle it a few months ago on an Instagram live. I have my new dog now and life is looking up, but an early retirement is the hardest thing I have had to do in a long time I am kinda thankful for your content right now to see someone else handling this also an show how hard it is. I love you so much and have been following for years I hope you love your new dog just as much and the rest.
My heart broke when your voice cracked while picking up Ben’s toy, then Gallop coming over and getting the toy. He can feel your emotions, as can we.
Animals seem to be sensitive to human emotion. My cat gets silly sometimes when I’m upset
I didn't even realize this was just posted a few minutes ago. Im so used to being out of the loop 😅 I was going to wish you good luck and good vibes, but I realize you're already home with your knew pupper so I'll just say I wish you all the best, I'm so glad Bennix was able to be with a loving family and you were able to get a new dog so soon. Never a replacement, just a new journey 💜
Yes, a new adventure that we get to go on with you!😍👍
Love that! “Never a replacement, just a new journey” that should be a tattoo.
I know what you mean I didnt know she was getting a new dog as ive not been watching UA-cam lately and was watching the interview she did with the girls at Mira last night and then ten minutes she mentioned her dogs name!
As a healthcare worker - I have learned so much how to assist and communicate with my blind patients! It wasn’t something I was taught in school and had to learn on the job but now that I have discovered your channel I have learned so much! Plus I just enjoy all your content and energy!
This makes me so happy to hear, thank you for sharing
Agreed! Ive learned more on youtube about disabilities and mental health than school ever even began to touch on.
I have found most healthcare workers do not have as much knowledge on disabilities and zebras as they should have just to give you guys the best chance of having positive interactions with us disabled people and anyone who has one of the zebras. I have also found that it's a 50/50 if the healthcare workers who need to know I have DID have a varying knowledge about it and I'm technically self diagnosed, professionally confirmed, with did
@@missqueenbee98 I have DID too.
Love how Gallop knew you needed to be cheered up. I’m sure Lavender is helping you to get through this too.
I’m so sorry about having to retire bennix so early, but We can’t wait too meet your new guide dog!!
The best news is that Bennix is in the safest happiest place ever. You're an excellent guide dog owner and the doggies could have NEVER asked for a better person to work with. Take your time to go through this and if you don't wanna post about this, don't do it. But we here for you to help you go through your loss
I had my medic alert service dog for 5 years. Then the pandemic really did a number on our community. I wish you so much luck Molly. The hardest part is we know we will outlive our precious fur baby/mobility devices. Hoping for healthy, happy, outcomes for you and your new 4 legged love! They all hold such a special place in our hearts. Love to you, Gypsy, Gallop, Bennix, and your newest addition to a truly magical collection of puppers.
I started sobbing when Gallop started playing with Ben's toys 😭 hope you're doing well with your new doggie.
Molly I am sending all my positive energy your way. Everyone in the killer bee community understands if you need time to grieve and do not feel pressured to post if it’s too difficult.
100% most of us can't begin to understand what your going through and feeling but we're all sending all our love and best wishes. Love you, always do what's best for you xxx
I think it says a lot about how bonded you become to your guide dogs that Gallop immediately went to you when you started to break down. He's been retired for a bit now, and yet he is still so in tune to you and what you need. He may not physically guide you anymore, but he is definitely guiding your heart 🥺💙
My heart goes out to you, I hope you feel all the love that is being sent to you from this community you created. Thank you for being so open even through the toughest times in your life. Sharing your very personal life journey has positively impacted so many of us. We thank you and appreciate you!
Thank you
I couldn’t agree more.
I am so glad that both Bennix and Gallop are still alive and doing well. That's what really consoles me when I think about your situation. I know you already know your new dog, but I just really wish you that they will stay with you and be your companion for years to come. I cannot imagine the bond you share with a guide dog and I cannot imagine the strength it takes for you to choose this path all over again. Good luck!
Can't wait to follow this new journey of yours! You're one of the strongest people I know and the universe really has been bombarding you recently, hope you're feeling better now and let's enjoy the new fluffy set of eyes you're getting! (I know you've already got them but ya know) 💜🌌
Thank you! I hope you enjoy the new series.
Jesus must be really protecting you Molly! The number of near death experiences you've had to face lately is so scary. Really makes you stop and think about your priorities! 😱
I hope you know that He has a beautiful plan for this situation and your entire life. Although things are hard in the moment, usually we will be able to look back and say that those hard things led to better and better things after. 🧡🧡🧡
Gallop, what a sweetie, he knew you needed some extra love!! I can't imagine how hard this is all feeling, but I hope you find another wonderful dog, to take you forward in your journey that gives you as much love and wonderful energy as Benny has!
I love that gallop is trying to help you through these tough emotions. He’s so sweet
Gallop is the sweetest, wisest boy. What a creature! So glad we still get to see him.
Can't imagine how bitter sweet this is. Lots of hugs and prayers you're way. ❤️
Bitter sweet is exactly what this is... Thanks for being on this messy journey with me.
Molly dear, I just wanted to say thank you for doing all of this. Whenever I watch your videos it feels like home and I'm soothed somehow right away however a shitty day it had been so far. I've watched every single one of your videos since you started this channel and it was so amazing to go through the years along your side(I'm only 2 weeks older xD), see you grow and get stronger with every hard time you had to go through. And I know it will be the same this time. Everything's gonna be fine and we're all here to support you :) You always made my days better, even in the darkest of my own times. Keep doing what you're doing and always stay as you are - you're such a lovely, special and devoted strong woman! Much love from Germany
Healing takes time but it was a blessing that the school had an opening so soon. You’re stronger than you think you are. Glad you decided to let us see the meeting and training also. We all loved Bennix and we are all here for you now.
Totally understand the bittersweet feeling of being “between dogs”. We had to re-home my sister’s first service dog almost exactly one year after we started working with him because he just wasn’t compatible with her energy levels and needs. We were lucky enough to only need to wait two months, but we were so listless and anxious.
Love and hugs to you and the new dog ❤️❤️❤️
"Your girl will be stressy and depressy" is honestly the funniest most honest statement.
I don’t know if anyone will read this, but thank you for sharing your experiences the realities of being a service dog handler, as well as your spiritual perspective regarding this year having some near-death experiences.
I had two different dogs in training wash out due to different reasons. It was not an option for me to keep them, so they were rehomed by the breeders. I received some judgement for “moving on” so quickly, and am currently waiting several months for my next prospect. Especially the second time when training had been going so well, it was heartbreaking for me making the call that even though she was perfectly behaved and tasking at work, she was not suitable for work in public.
Then I had an accident at work that landed me in the hospital, and God used that experience to change my life for the better. I was in a really dark place before with my area having a very long wait period for mental health services and am slowly learning how to swim back to shore instead of just tread water.
I feel like the hedgehogs are Ben’s way of saying “I have you, Molly. I’m guiding you to the next dog you’ll love.”
Me too
I’m balling my eyes out reading that comment. Something about it just hit me. 😭🙏💙
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Same 😭
I’ve been consciously aware of the existence of Guide Dogs for nearly 50 years, and had read a lot about then over the years. I went to graduate school with a guide dog user, so I saw the dog a lot but we weren’t close friends, so I didn’t interact with her (the dog) much. I’ve also had one close childhood friend and one close relative who were blind (sadly, they have both passed away). And I have pet dogs in my home. I felt like, on the scale of sighted people, I was pretty familiar with the related subjects of blindness and guide dogs. And while I wasn’t wrong about that, I’ve just learned so much more about all of it from following your journey. I can see that the handler/guide dog relationship is unique in this world. This journey with you over the last few years has been a privilege, a look inside a world I would never have experienced without you. It’s really broadened my perspective and enriched my life. Thank you for that. I know you’re already back with your new dog, and I hope it’s going well for all of you. Wishing you and yours a more peaceful last third of 2022.
I've seen a lot of service dog teams start their journey (as a service dog trainer) and I've helped make the decision to job change a lot of dogs. Even though it was hard to release dogs that you have put time into, this makes me glad from the client perspective that we did it. Sad for us but not as difficult as placing the dog and the client having to also suffer the loss. Best wishes for your new partner, Molly.
Omg Molly, I almost cried with you there, when Gallop sensed your shift emotions. I love you, and i wish you the best on your healing journey.
I love your content. I got diagnosed with lupus 2 years ago and although not similar you have helped me with being diagnosed with a chronic illness. This space you've created on the internet is beautiful. I hope things get easier for you and the year turns around and that this next dog is exactly who you need to heal.
Sending positive thoughts your way! I hope this new guide dog is able to fill some void and help with healing! Glad Bennix is healthy and safe.
I’ll adopt Ben! ❤️😂
Man, such a reminder how these dogs need you as much as you need them. The partnerships are unparalleled and you only want what is best for them. You are so patient and open to the future, and your heart is so full for the dogs. Thank you for sharing another one of these journeys with us! I’m sorry it’s been so hard for you but you are handling it so authentically and honestly, without any resentment toward the pups. Love ya!
The life of service and guide dog handlers is full of love and loss. Special bonds, each unique and beautiful. Greif, anxiety and loss are the part of the process left out by the media and just about everyone else. It is normal to have mixed feelings when transitioning from one dog to another. Molly I really appreciate your brutal honesty about how hard this is and that it's a big part of the journey. Hang in there, we love you ❤️.
I love your videos Molly! I have a disabled sister so I feel like I am learning so much from you.
I am sending good vibes, positive thoughts, and lots of prayers your way Molly! 💞 I hope that this new chapter of your guide dog journey goes well and provides you with the opportunity to feel the roller coaster of emotions that goes along with ending one chapter of your life and beginning an entirely new one. 💗
I'm sorry you've had to go through this, but thank you for sharing your journey again
Molly! I'm so sorry about Bennix, that must be heartbreaking. I can't imagine the pain you must feel. ❤️ That being said, try and look forward to the positives about your trip... last time you were saying that the food was amazing, you really enjoyed your room and the people at Mira were super kind and accommodating for you. You never know how amazing your next guide dog could be. You could end up with the best guide dog you've ever had! I know it's hard but we are here for you and know you will get through this and come out the other side stronger than you've ever been. Love you ❤️
Name your stuffed Burmese "Benjamin".
Oh my gosh! Gallop knew you needed him at that moment!!!!!🥰🥰
I’m with you, 2022 has been one of the worst years of my life. My 4 year old dog got diagnosed with chondrosarcoma in his front leg and had to get it amputated. Thankfully, he’s adjusted well and is doing great but he’s got a long road ahead for recovery. Grief comes in many forms for sure. I’m so sorry you have to go through this but you are helping so many people by sharing this hard time in your life so thank you for being vulnerable. Much love to you
Gallop is such a precious gem, cheering you up with the squeaky toy when be knows you're upset. The bond is unreal between handlers and their dogs.
I have learned SO MUCH from you Molly!! Thank you for allowing us to learn from you and share your experiences so candidly. It’s all up from here ❤️❤️
I am so sorry Molly know that we love you and love seeing your videos Ben loves you as you know. I wish you couldn't have to go through this again. I am so happy that you share this with us because you completely don't have to yet you still so which I adore about you.
Oh Molly, I am sending you lots of love, hugs, and support! You are one of the strongest people I know!
Just wanna say, I admire your strength in getting through all, you’ve been through lately.
Thank you so much
the add that I watched before this video was about bee hives and honey. The connections that flow around you and how Galop comforted you was so sweet. As a Service Dog user myself, I have to say your videos and stories over the years have helped me in my journey and also helped my family. Blessings on this journey and may it be a healing time.
Gallop had me crying. So much love for his momma.
gallop coming to cheer you up when you started crying I can't what an angel
Bennix was an incredible, goofy, loving boy with a amazing owner. He will have an incredible life with his puppy raisers. I can’t wait to meet your new friend.
Oh Molly, you have me in tears again. We are all here for you on this crazy journey through life ❤️
I am so sorry this has happened but I just can’t help but feel like it’s the universe giving me the content I need. I am applying for my first guide dog and I am so scared. The thought of not being blind enough or not passing O&M has honestly kept me up at night. Thank you so much for filming this, I am feeling less alone in this journey. I finally started sharing mine because of you x
I hope all goes well! I’m sure you’ll be a great guide dog user! Try what Molly does? Do things that’ll get your mind off it or things that’ll get the nervousness off your chest.
I can relate though. I wasn’t blind enough and it was an odd feeling. Can’t get a dog because I can see well enough, which is very fortunate but still being blind enough to always need someone.
@@FoenixAuditore I’m so sorry this happend to you. Becoming a cane user has honestly thought me a lot. It’s a very good place to start. But it was terrifying taking it out for the first time. If you think it could benefit you to have a guide dog in the long run keep trying.
I just got my second home interview date this morning 😘
@@lisawinckelmans5678 that’s amazing! I hope it went well and you’re one step closer!
Thank you. I was discouraged and accepted I could only have pets. I’m happy with that especially since I get nervous being alone when I’m out
@@FoenixAuditore I am very happy you are hopeful! I needed to talk about all the feelings I had on UA-cam and just rant so trust me your not alone 😂
I am so sorry that you are going through this but so grateful you are sharing this difficult side of being a service dog user that so much of the world does not know about and would not know about without you.
It was SO sweet when Gallop got up and came over because he sensed Molly was getting upset while talking about saying goodbye to Ben. He absolutely knew and was coming to comfort her, and it sounded like he'd been doing it for at least a day at that point. Such a beautiful bond.
Rain is also cleansing. I like to believe tears are, too. You’ve got this. This will be good. I can feel it.
If tears are cleansing, I've been doing a lot of cleansing these past few months! haha I am CLEAN! Seriously though, thank you for the support.
@@MollyBurkeOfficial 😂 Squeaky clean!
Your so strong, I hope you love your new guide dog. Best wishes❤️❤️❤️
Thank you
I can't imagine how hard it is to have to go through this again so soon, but thank you for sharing it with us. We all have our own hardships and seeing your strength is so inspiring!
Sending you so much love. I feel like when you’ve been through a lot of trauma you really learn that everything happens for a reason and to trust the process it’s a tough lesson
I’m excited to see this journey and the healing process. I am happy that you have such a great support and wish so my luck. I am still crying when I think of the pain it must have been for you and Ben. ❤️🙏
So sorry for you, Ben and your family. I can't imagine what you are going through. I hope your new guide will help heal your heart💕
Molly, every animal has seemed to come into or out of your life exactly when you needed them to. I have no doubt this will continue. 🐝 💜
Hello from Montréal ! I wish you the best while you're here. If you want a cozy place to try, I would highly recommend the Café Chat l'heureux. It's a cat café with yummy vegan options. Getting a nice cup of coffee with cats all around might give you a lil bit of peace and comfort if you need it. Anyways, I hope your training goes well. Take care ♡
She's already back home
Molly films these in advance so that she can process the feelings around them beforehand. Also, things like this series are usually done earlier than uploads so that she can focus on the experience 😊
Love you and your content! Wishing you the best in finding you’re new guide!
Gallop comforting you.. my heart 🥺💕 sending hugs I can’t even imagine going through this.
I'm so thankful that you were able to get this training slot! We will all miss Bennix so much, but I'm excited for this new journey. I've learned so much about blindness and guide dogs from you!
Girl, I am so sorry about all you’re going through! Sending you lots of hugs and positivity!!! Just remember after the storms comes the rainbows!♥️
I wish I was there with you right now Molly Burke two giving you a hug and telling you it will be okay.
My heart is breaking for you,sending you lots of love and hugs 💜🌻
Hi ladies. I share in your sadness of this situation. Silver linings are having Gallop with you & miraculously there was a class for Molly to go to Mira & be united with the perfect God sent by her guardian angels. I want to say the Nieve you are an amazing Mom. I think of all you have gone thru & go thru with Molly. You are her rock & solid foundation. As parents you have raised Molly to be such a special young woman. I have learned so much from your videos. Thank you for sharing your life experiences and content to teach us about all the “spectrum” of blindness and all the tools available to make life accessible. Granted more wore needs to be done for accessibility but our tech smart world has made a huge difference. Imagine what is to come. I’m grateful to both of you for for your being yourselves & including us in your journey. Pray Molly gets the perfect dog she needs right now. Sending you all including Gallop big hugs. Wish you many blessings in your future. Greateful viewer in Miami🌺
It’s “when it rains it pours” over here too. I’m in Texas and our downstairs AC unit broke (having one if better than nothing, it’s been alright) but then a transformer blew up in our neighbors yard and caught our yard on fire last Wednesday, and Saturday we had to put down my beloved 13 yr old lab mix, Slate. Gallop always reminded me of him, same big guy but very sweet and gentle energy. The night before we took him to the vet, I was sitting on the floor with him, just petting him and crying, and he kept trying to comfort me by putting his paw on my leg. He’s always been there for me and I miss him so much. I’m sad to see Ben leave guiding but glad that there will be new doggie content to hopefully cheer me up.
I know that you’ve already gone through this weeks ago, so thank you for reliving it for the sake of us. We support you girl!
Something about seeing you prep for guide dog training (again) actually has me excited. It's such a bitter experience you're sharing with us, Ben's early retirement. I'm hopeful that your new dog brings you the sweetness and light you so deserve
Can't wait to follow along with your new guide dog journey. My heart really does go out to you and I can't imagine how difficult this must be. I wish you all the best for this new chapter in your life. X x Emma and guide dog Archie x x
Even though this is very sad. I’m super excited to see this journey again and I look forward to your new guide dog and all the adventures you will have
I know you are having a hard time, but please know how many people you are helping by showing things happen, and sometimes there is just nothing you can do about it, and it's nobody's fault.
Thank you for sharing your experience again - an experience that very few people get to witness.
We appreciate you.
Hi Molly,
Wanted to share a saying that we sighties have "It's always Darkest just before the Dawn". Which basically means that the dark times of our lives are always right before the dawn of a new day/time. Things will get better for you. All the hugs and good vibes/prayers being sent your way.
Lmao she’s blind, but she still exists in the same world as the rest of us. She’s definitely heard the saying before. Great sentiment either way
I don't know why but watching others struggle makes me feel less lonely lately? Your videos has really kept me going, along as some other youtubers, after the past 9 months have been nightmare after nightmare. Thank you, you truly inspire me to keep going!!!
Please think more positively!! Every single being goes through loss, grief, and unexpected downs of life, not just with guide dogs. Much love and positive energy your way!! Stay strong!
I am cheering you on! Your strength and vulnerability are inspiring. Good things are coming in the future Molly. Much love
This might've been bitter sweet given the sad circumstances with our lovely boy Ben, but this video series couldn't have fell at a better time for me, as after long time waiting I've been matched with my first guide dog companion, and will be going on my residential training later this month! You've always been a huge inspiration to me and my journey of accepting my sight loss, and I hope you heal well and adapt to your new lovely dog, Molly. Thanks for everything! 🐾💙🌈
I'm on the part where Gallop is playing with Ben's toy and I'm seriously crying with real tears. So sweet
So sorry about Ben, you two really seemed so bonded. I hope you’re both doing well
You are an amazing young lady.i can only imagine how difficult this journey must be. I am a dog mom and you love each and every dog you have in a special way.it is so precious seeing gallop with you.sending you encouragement and peace as you work thru this difficult time.god has a very special dog for you.thank you so much for sharing with us.be safe.looking forward to you next videos
Hey Molly. You so an amazing person. I watch your channel all of the time. It keeps me going. Also you show real life story's and that I love that. 🙏 For you and your family.
This is sad time and we’re with you’re not alone and it’s great Mama is going with and support you. Mixed emotions about this but I’m with you and sending you a virtual hug and lots of love. I realise you’re already home with your new puppy but this is still a journey and hope all is well with you now. We’re here to help and support you with your new puppy and wish you the best and take care
I have a friend currently at training for her new service dog as well. He had to be put down relatively recently from kidney failure. We don't get to see pictures until graduation day, but she's calling him a "gentle giant"
Awww 😔🙏💕💕💕💕
Your guide dog training series of getting Ben was one of my favorite things to watch on UA-cam, and I’d be excited for days waiting for the next episode to come out. I loved seeing how the training worked and couldn’t wait to meet your new dog. I’m very sorry about the circumstances of this training series, but I am excited to come along the journey once again. I hope that you were able to enjoy it a little even wiry the unfortunate circumstances. Im rooting for you Molly!
Molly thank you for letting us into your world. You are amazing and loved ❤️❤️
Wow, Molly (and anyone who has to go through this) you are so amazingly strong. Just from the things that you have shared with us, even one thing would “block” someone for months. And you get up and continue anyway. I can’t even sob or scry before ppl that I know let alone publish several videos on the Internet with me crying (and I am a 29-year-old woman as well). This is why I love your channel because you are transparent and honest while keeping some boundaries. You have all my respect.
Bless your tender heart, Molly. Best of luck!
Molly,
It makes me sad that you were feeling so heartbroken. I hope your new fur baby is helping you feel better. I know having Gallops love must make you feel better, he is just the sweetest. Sending love, hugs and best wishes to you and your new furry friend❣💖🤗
Dogs have a way of healing us in ways we could never imagine. We lost both of our dogs in a quick turnaround my heart dog in 2018 of Cancer and my little Yorkie at 14 in a tragic accident. I never thought I'd love another dog again, but I got my new little girl Ruby in January of this year, and she is exactly what I needed, she has given me purpose and I love her so much. I hope this journey will be healing for you and that you are matched with the perfect fury friend who will give you years of guiding
I can watch all the true crime and not flinch. You talk two words about Bennix and I get tears in my eyes. 😔💕
I just wish I could give you the biggest hug and tell you it will all be okay ❤️❤️❤️ you are so incredibly resilient and I only hope for good to come your way!
I’m always interested in your life and your one of the last few people I still come to UA-cam for specifically, but please never feel like you have to share more than you want to or upload just to keep us updated! I love you always!
Thank you Molly for sharing your journey with us. Im sending hugs and good luck!❤️
You’ve always given your guides (and miss lavender!) such beautiful full lives. And I know that they do the same for you. My heart hurts for the loss of Ben in your life, but I am so very glad you have a new guide now and that you can still keep in touch with Benny!♥️ sending love and strength to you always.
My heart breaks for you having to go through all this. I hope you get a long stretch of good luck soon ❤️ Thank you for being open and posting about the tough times.
sending you tons of love. You are truly amazing and I hope you know how many of us do keep you in our thoughts and are constantly sending good thoughts your way even when we don't get to catch up with your vids.
Go you Molly!! You are so strong! I love your content.
Hey Molly! Hope your throat heals quickly! Take care of yourself! I enjoyed coming along with you on your journey. Big hugs 🤗
Bennix got you through such a difficult chapter. Even though he wasn’t able to work for long, he did so much in the time he did. As sad as it is, now you can enter into a new, hopefully less stressful, chapter of your life with a new sweet little guide doggie. I wish you luck with your new baby.
Im so sorry about Ben, at least he is in good hands. Sending lots of love and prayers your way.
Molly, I hope you are blessed with the dog you need. I hope that despite the emotional state of things that you find clarity and sunshine in this situation. Benny, Gallop, and Gypsy are all very much angel's in your life and continue to be on earth and beyond. You are such a great example of strength and determination. Thank you for sharing all your experiences and knowledge so that we can learn. 🥰💛🤍💛🤍