Seeing all the support for this song already you hit the point brother. As a veteran dealing with mental health and the loss of my little brother to suicide you put thoughts into words. I can say the veterans hotline worked for me if any vets on here read this. 🙏👍🏼
First thank you for your sacrifice and know you are loved by many and I lost my baby brother also to suicide and it’s a pain we both will learn to live with but know gods love will always prevail and see us through the grief and hardship bless you brother 😢
"How bad is not too bad". I wish this song existed when i was 14 and saved up over a month of my medications and tried to end it... 19 hour coma.... Two flights for life.... Parents beung told to call people to say their last goodbyes... Not knowing how long i went without oxygen... Would i survive the night... Would i walk, talk, or eat on my own.... Would i even wake up.... I did and im happy.... But i was so close... I taled with my angel as i call her. She told me i was needed and it wasnt my time yet....
I sent this to our (adult) son because it made me think of his journey through mental illness - like, he couldve written this about himself. He told me that it was kind of cathartic to hear what he's been through summed up so well. Thank you from both of us. For everyone saying that he's telling people to flush their pills, etc, Son and I both feel like it's more of a conversation with himself than telling someone else what to do. Like this whole song tells of how he's reached for science and religion and neither really helped like he needed, so maybe this is what he should do next. Talking to himself. Just our take on it; thought others might like a different point of view. Edit: After listening again and again, another POV: what if that ending is a compilation of things he's been told? Really listen to it; it's all kind of conflicting. Inner turmoil? What others said? Who knows...
This is the best song and has been more therapeutic for my husband and I and our traumas than any pill or slow breathing ever has Thank u I can’t wait to have my suicidal spouse hear this as we fight that fight EVERY DANG DAY
Glad I found this. Been struggling with a divorce and addiction over the last year. The “Cobain” way crosses my mind on a daily basis. I’m trying to survive daily. It’s nice to know I’m not alone for once even if it’s only temporary. Thanks for sharing 😢
Keep going and stay with us, I've considered the "long nap" more times than I can count over the last 18 years of my recovery, and I got divorced and left with nothing during that time. Whether you feel necessary to the world or not, you are. It's hard to see but there are quite a few people you know now, and will meet one day, who you will affect in a positive, profound way. Even if you never know you did, it still matters.
The world is better with you in it! Never doubt it. Things will get better, then worse, and there will even be beauty in the most heart-wrenching moments of your life because YOU ARE resilient!
Me to brother got custody of both kids I loved her but she loved the high more then us it hurts a 2 year old and. A one month old 3 weeks ago Iv not had time to cope every one telling me do this do that not one person's asked if I was ok I'm not but I have to be for them first time iv cryd still trying to hold it all in and deal with it and how do I tell them. Where mom is when they get older I hope it gets better for you man I really do for all of us I'm here for any one that needs it I may not be the best advice giver because I'm lost my self but I'm a great listener
Brother there is life after divorce. When your done morning 😢. You will discover no one is ever pissed at you anymore. You will realize there is peace in the house. Next go take the trip you no doubt have been dreaming about. Truly you are not alone .
Love this song. Every line. I am smart enough to know everyones for sales, preachers, scientists and especially drs. They sell out to pharmaceutical companies daily it should be criminal they way they prescribe dangerous medications when there is a natural less expensive option. We are the most medicated country in the world and look how far we have fallen. I am sharing this song everywhere
Hey this song is about a lost man after he turns to every possible thing for an answer. It not about bug pharm. It's a way of realizing that you are asking for help not judgement.🙏🌠💓
This really hits hard! Im really struggling & i don't feel as alone after hearing this ❤️ thank you for making this beautiful song you are so talented bro, never give up! ✊🏼
@@12tammysthank you so much that's very kind of you! I've been struggling with severe chronic pain & mental health problems for almost 14 years since I was 17 it's been a really dark road with no light in sight but I just pray & do what I can cause that's all I can do. Happy new year btw! Hopefully 2024 is a better year ❤️
This really helps. I lost an uncle and my grandmother within a month and a few weeks later a good friend decided to leave on his own terms 🕊️ on top of dealing with my own anxiety and panic attacks, I haven't had a chance to grieve. This song came on in the car and I broke down. You are for sure reaching people with your music. Thank you for the support.
VWILLZ I just want to say I’m proud of you. and I hope this comment means as much as the words in your song means to me. dang your a miracle man and helped heal my life. You are worth living no matter what, your voice and everything you have no one else can ever be same. I can’t enjoy anyone else’s music the way I enjoy yours in crucial moments in life. You literally got me through my first heartbreak. Always remember your last words in this song! okay always do it all for you! Because you give the meaning to those words! and every word sung is not in vain it’s precious like u man. Truly is! Your special and you have so much potential!
Falling Slowly was always one of my favorite tracks but Panic Last is definitely giving it a run for it's money. That ish hit home HARD. Never stop making music. ❤
In love! I've never related to a song more than I do this one. You're helping so many people including myself not feel so alone in those same battles, thank you 🩶🩵
This song is so amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I lost three siblings two drugs and depression.. I cry everytime I hear it hits me to the core..
Hi Vwillz. Hope all is well with you and your family too. I'm doing awesome. Great song and video. Congratulations on becoming a singer. You've got a great future ahead of you. You're awesome. Keep up the great success. When your cd goes to the music store near me I'll buy it. When you attend the next music awards ceremony. I'll go on line and vote you. Best male artist. Best song. Best video. Best performance. Vote your song to be number one on the top billboard charts and vote your song to become the new number one most requested video on the music channels. You're an inspiration to us all. YOU ROCK THE STAGE VWILLZ.
I've had this one repeat the last few days, since I've heard it. I really, really connect with this song, and the lyrics are so... powerful. I love this song so much. It's absolutely astonishing. I would love to write music with you. This is beautiful.
This song hits home brother. So much respect and admiration for your lyrics and can’t tell you much much this song means to me personally. I’m sure this resonates with so many other people too. Good vibes brother, thank you 🙏🏻❤️
As someone who: left the church as a child, went in and out of therapists, and the pills either don't work or zombify me... this hits a whole new world of hurt. Thank you for finding the words that I couldn't.
My wife's childhood was a thing that nightmares are made of. She deals with mental health issues and PTSD still to this day at 40. This song puts into perspective for me what she has to deal with daily. Thank you for putting this out there and bringing awareness to mental health. Much love man!
OKKKAAAYY COUNTRY/POSTY LOL this song has been stuck in my head for days since i found it. Definitely hits right in the heart and does exactly what a good song is supposed too , also makes u feel less alone to know that ur not the only one who feels like this. Congratulations bro! I hope u make it very very far in life . God bless u and ur family always hun.
I love this song ❤. Please update it and take out the line about dumping out pills. When I miss my meds for too long, I am a danger to myself. There's a very real reason I take them.
Same. I have BPD. If I miss my medicine I am a danger. I have so many assault charges in my last due to not being medicated or getting proper therapy for my borderline personality disorder.
Man this popped up on my YT recommendations when me and my best friend were worried out of our minds because his mom was being rushed to the ER and I sent it to him and we both played it on loop the whole night and now I listen to this song whenever I feel lonely or worried or I'm just panicking about something and need a way to ease my mind
You are amazingly on point here. I have run every pixel of this circle. Kurt wrapped me in his arms and helped me do the deed, but someone's god bandaged that wound. The pharmacist gave me pills that the Hot Damn diluted, so I called the hot line, but the lady on duty forgot which words to read from the manual for that day. I felt so low, I crawled into the basement freezer and closed the door only to find out I was too cold to freeze. They keep saying I was lucky to survive every time. How bad is not that bad? It's knowing your luck is not lucky at all but finding comfort in the words of a song. ❤
I think everyone is ti critical its a song take what you need leave the rest and yes i suffer from depression and anxiety i have stopped taking meds cold turkey and because of gods blessings I'm here and strong I'm not saying everyone should dump their meds but sometimes crutche people dont always give themselves the emotional hugs they need you have to cheer yourself on you have to believe the battle is hard blessings to all 💜
I have seen so many comments about where he’s telling you to pour the pills out so first thing the ppl commenting don’t understand how much those pills feel like poison and second he could also be saying pour the pills out that someone was gonna use to OD
As someone who took her mom for every test spesific to something, and everything came back clear, just to have her pass away 2 months later of what we spesifically tested her for, while praying like a crazy person.. this song sums it up 100%. The booze & pills part too..
This song hit deep. I've been there. When you feel like faith is all that's left. And then that doesn't work either. There's life beyond faith. Jesus isn't real, but life is. Cling to it because it's all there is.
“cuz the kurt cobain way crossed my mind last night” wow what a way to describe the pain a lot of us feel. amazing bro 💜
Seeing all the support for this song already you hit the point brother. As a veteran dealing with mental health and the loss of my little brother to suicide you put thoughts into words. I can say the veterans hotline worked for me if any vets on here read this. 🙏👍🏼
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
im so glad youre still here. I cant wait for you to experience everything waiting for you.
Thank you for your service, stay strong.. Much luv❤
First thank you for your sacrifice and know you are loved by many and I lost my baby brother also to suicide and it’s a pain we both will learn to live with but know gods love will always prevail and see us through the grief and hardship bless you brother 😢
Thank you for sharing this.
Since yesterday this has played about 10 times in my car...hundreds of times in my head. Thanks for this. ❤
🙏🏼🙏🏼
"How bad is not too bad". I wish this song existed when i was 14 and saved up over a month of my medications and tried to end it... 19 hour coma.... Two flights for life.... Parents beung told to call people to say their last goodbyes... Not knowing how long i went without oxygen... Would i survive the night... Would i walk, talk, or eat on my own.... Would i even wake up.... I did and im happy.... But i was so close... I taled with my angel as i call her. She told me i was needed and it wasnt my time yet....
I'm glad you are here! We all have a reason for being, even if we can't always see it. 🤗
This is so relatable that i have chills
I sent this to our (adult) son because it made me think of his journey through mental illness - like, he couldve written this about himself. He told me that it was kind of cathartic to hear what he's been through summed up so well. Thank you from both of us.
For everyone saying that he's telling people to flush their pills, etc, Son and I both feel like it's more of a conversation with himself than telling someone else what to do. Like this whole song tells of how he's reached for science and religion and neither really helped like he needed, so maybe this is what he should do next. Talking to himself. Just our take on it; thought others might like a different point of view.
Edit: After listening again and again, another POV: what if that ending is a compilation of things he's been told? Really listen to it; it's all kind of conflicting. Inner turmoil? What others said? Who knows...
This is the best song and has been more therapeutic for my husband and I and our traumas than any pill or slow breathing ever has
Thank u
I can’t wait to have my suicidal spouse hear this as we fight that fight EVERY DANG DAY
This is such a powerful song for anyone who has ever experienced panic attacks and/or a life-altering diagnosis. Thanks so much. Touched beyond words.
Absolutely!!!
Glad I found this. Been struggling with a divorce and addiction over the last year. The “Cobain” way crosses my mind on a daily basis. I’m trying to survive daily. It’s nice to know I’m not alone for once even if it’s only temporary. Thanks for sharing 😢
Keep going and stay with us, I've considered the "long nap" more times than I can count over the last 18 years of my recovery, and I got divorced and left with nothing during that time. Whether you feel necessary to the world or not, you are. It's hard to see but there are quite a few people you know now, and will meet one day, who you will affect in a positive, profound way. Even if you never know you did, it still matters.
The world is better with you in it! Never doubt it. Things will get better, then worse, and there will even be beauty in the most heart-wrenching moments of your life because YOU ARE resilient!
Me to brother got custody of both kids I loved her but she loved the high more then us it hurts a 2 year old and. A one month old 3 weeks ago Iv not had time to cope every one telling me do this do that not one person's asked if I was ok I'm not but I have to be for them first time iv cryd still trying to hold it all in and deal with it and how do I tell them. Where mom is when they get older I hope it gets better for you man I really do for all of us I'm here for any one that needs it I may not be the best advice giver because I'm lost my self but I'm a great listener
Keep your head up dawg it gets better
Brother there is life after divorce. When your done morning 😢. You will discover no one is ever pissed at you anymore. You will realize there is peace in the house. Next go take the trip you no doubt have been dreaming about. Truly you are not alone .
My son passed 2 years ago from a seizure complicated by several mental medications. This meant so so much too me. Thank you
I am so sorry.
I'm so very sorry for your loss ❤
I’m so very sorry 🩵
I will share this so much. I have been dealing with suicidal thoughts for weeks this is the first song that truly is saying what my heart can't.
Love this song. Every line. I am smart enough to know everyones for sales, preachers, scientists and especially drs. They sell out to pharmaceutical companies daily it should be criminal they way they prescribe dangerous medications when there is a natural less expensive option. We are the most medicated country in the world and look how far we have fallen. I am sharing this song everywhere
Hey this song is about a lost man after he turns to every possible thing for an answer.
It not about bug pharm. It's a way of realizing that you are asking for help not judgement.🙏🌠💓
This really hits hard! Im really struggling & i don't feel as alone after hearing this ❤️ thank you for making this beautiful song you are so talented bro, never give up! ✊🏼
Sending hugs ❤
@@12tammysthank you so much that's very kind of you! I've been struggling with severe chronic pain & mental health problems for almost 14 years since I was 17 it's been a really dark road with no light in sight but I just pray & do what I can cause that's all I can do. Happy new year btw! Hopefully 2024 is a better year ❤️
Omg I just ran across this and I can’t stop crying. Ty for this I needed this healing ty
I love this song specially the parts about the church and religion because I use to preach and I still feel like you do in this song
Ugh this song makes me cry. Gonna blast it on repeat!
I found this song when I needed it. It helped me know I'm not alone in these feelings I put up with. Thank you, brother. Godspeed
JUST DISCOVERED YOU
FORGOT OTHER ARTISTS!
YOU A LYRICAL GENIUS AND OWN THE FKN FLOWWW
KEEP DROPPING BROTHERR
Appreciate you
I have never related to a song so much as this! Thank you so much. I can't stop listening to this. This is one of the first moments of calm all day!
WOW!😢❤️✝️
I UNDERSTAND & TOTALLY RELATE!
This is GREAT!
Ilysdm, this song saved me numerous times over and a simple thank you doesn't do you justice
VWillz going places , Post Malone vibes with a country twist
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@@iamvwillz This song of yours deserves huge recognition and respect as well ua-cam.com/video/J5yyAS04IZU/v-deo.htmlfeature=shared
This really helps. I lost an uncle and my grandmother within a month and a few weeks later a good friend decided to leave on his own terms 🕊️ on top of dealing with my own anxiety and panic attacks, I haven't had a chance to grieve. This song came on in the car and I broke down. You are for sure reaching people with your music. Thank you for the support.
Definition of a hard working guy, Vwillz is a crazy inspiration. Probably the most versatile artist I've heard, just pure talent. Keep going bro
Wow! Hit me in the soul hard brother! 😢 Your video also conveyed the emotions extremely well.
How is this song not bigger? absolutely brilliant.
Because he's not a great singer. Lyrically it's ok, but his voice is just not good , and there's zero "oomph" in the music. Got bored halfway through
Love this song, probably one of my favourites from you ❤
Appreciate you
These lyrics are so beautiful. Absolute masterpiece of a recommendation by UA-cam
I love you this tune is so profound amazing I saw a short on Facebook and now I'm on my 20th time listening to this so raw so deep so amazing
Keep making good music don’t change once you blow up its not a matter of if it’s just when
VWILLZ I just want to say I’m proud of you. and I hope this comment means as much as the words in your song means to me. dang your a miracle man and helped heal my life. You are worth living no matter what, your voice and everything you have no one else can ever be same. I can’t enjoy anyone else’s music the way I enjoy yours in crucial moments in life. You literally got me through my first heartbreak. Always remember your last words in this song! okay always do it all for you! Because you give the meaning to those words! and every word sung is not in vain it’s precious like u man. Truly is! Your special and you have so much potential!
I LOVE this song so much!!!!! Thank you for writing it, I'm sure so many people can relate!
Just saw this on a short and I think I have a new artist in my top 5, I can't stop listening to everything
I literally have listened to this song so many times I've lost count. U touched my soul. Thank you.
Thank You for this song, when I couldn't see the light, it helped me find my strength.
i heard this when i needed too. thanks man
Song of the summer is out now it's time for the seasonal depression ballad!
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I literally have listened to this song so many times ive list count. U touched my soul. Thank you.
this song is so good. i can relate to it a lot right now.
🙏🏼🙏🏼
Falling Slowly was always one of my favorite tracks but Panic Last is definitely giving it a run for it's money. That ish hit home HARD. Never stop making music. ❤
I miss my dad bro. Idk how or why but this song makes me feel close to him again.
Thanks nice music nice voice nice singing❤
i loved this song!
In love! I've never related to a song more than I do this one. You're helping so many people including myself not feel so alone in those same battles, thank you 🩶🩵
Love this and ur beautiful voice! ❤
Loved this.
Looking forward to checking out the rest of your catalog ❤️🩹
Wow I genuinely loved this ❤️❤️❤️
You're going places man. You're music is going to blow up bigger than you're wildest dreams.
This song is so amazing. I can't stop listening to it. I lost three siblings two drugs and depression.. I cry everytime I hear it hits me to the core..
Such a powerful song. Glad i ran across you man, thanks
This song came to me at a time I desperately NEEDED TO HEAR IT. Thank you for this 🫂
Every song you make is 🔥🔥🔥 I'm glad I found you bro!!! It's coming!
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This song hits differently. Wow my life right now
I felt every word and every verse. Thank you.
Why does this not have millions of views?!
First time hearing this song absolutely amazing ❤
Hi Vwillz. Hope all is well with you and your family too. I'm doing awesome. Great song and video. Congratulations on becoming a singer. You've got a great future ahead of you. You're awesome. Keep up the great success. When your cd goes to the music store near me I'll buy it. When you attend the next music awards ceremony. I'll go on line and vote you. Best male artist. Best song. Best video. Best performance. Vote your song to be number one on the top billboard charts and vote your song to become the new number one most requested video on the music channels. You're an inspiration to us all. YOU ROCK THE STAGE VWILLZ.
This song hit home. Thank you.
love this
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Heard this on my Spotify last week and have all ready played it over 100 times it is definitely my favorite song rn keep it up brother. ❤❤❤❤
I've had this one repeat the last few days, since I've heard it. I really, really connect with this song, and the lyrics are so... powerful. I love this song so much. It's absolutely astonishing. I would love to write music with you. This is beautiful.
Thank you for such an amazing song
Found this from facebook at a time i truly needed it. I very rarly comment on youtube. But i couldnt comment on fb..so thank you.
This song hits home brother. So much respect and admiration for your lyrics and can’t tell you much much this song means to me personally. I’m sure this resonates with so many other people too. Good vibes brother, thank you 🙏🏻❤️
The ending got me like crazy, any other songs you’d recommend that sound so amazing?
😢😢😢 how does long panic last??? How bad is bad!!!! Hmmmmmm deep!!!! ❤❤
Very rarely will i click an add to listen to but the add kept playing you got something bro fr
Who signed you? You got management? Your life's gonna change, ask Jelly Roll. Rocket bro!! Your gonna be a Rocket!
love it sm
This song speaks to people. Wow keep them coming
This song hit my soul... Thank you ❤
As someone who: left the church as a child, went in and out of therapists, and the pills either don't work or zombify me... this hits a whole new world of hurt. Thank you for finding the words that I couldn't.
Try church again brother
I've never had a song make me sob like that, holy shit man.
Well done man. Great song. I hope youre ready 😁
My wife's childhood was a thing that nightmares are made of. She deals with mental health issues and PTSD still to this day at 40. This song puts into perspective for me what she has to deal with daily. Thank you for putting this out there and bringing awareness to mental health. Much love man!
OKKKAAAYY COUNTRY/POSTY LOL this song has been stuck in my head for days since i found it. Definitely hits right in the heart and does exactly what a good song is supposed too , also makes u feel less alone to know that ur not the only one who feels like this. Congratulations bro! I hope u make it very very far in life . God bless u and ur family always hun.
Love it! Beautiful
such a good song so glad i came across this song on instagram
Dude Set! Love it mate
Love this song
Truth!!!
This guy gets it. By far the best song of 2023
I love this song ❤. Please update it and take out the line about dumping out pills. When I miss my meds for too long, I am a danger to myself. There's a very real reason I take them.
Same. I have BPD. If I miss my medicine I am a danger. I have so many assault charges in my last due to not being medicated or getting proper therapy for my borderline personality disorder.
Would love a tutorial on how to play this on guitar. Love the message in this song.
Man this popped up on my YT recommendations when me and my best friend were worried out of our minds because his mom was being rushed to the ER and I sent it to him and we both played it on loop the whole night and now I listen to this song whenever I feel lonely or worried or I'm just panicking about something and need a way to ease my mind
I don’t buy music that often anymore but you will have my purchase and full support across all platforms. Hugs 🥰
You are amazingly on point here. I have run every pixel of this circle. Kurt wrapped me in his arms and helped me do the deed, but someone's god bandaged that wound. The pharmacist gave me pills that the Hot Damn diluted, so I called the hot line, but the lady on duty forgot which words to read from the manual for that day. I felt so low, I crawled into the basement freezer and closed the door only to find out I was too cold to freeze. They keep saying I was lucky to survive every time. How bad is not that bad? It's knowing your luck is not lucky at all but finding comfort in the words of a song. ❤
Super good song! Keep this up man!!🤘😎
I think everyone is ti critical its a song take what you need leave the rest and yes i suffer from depression and anxiety i have stopped taking meds cold turkey and because of gods blessings I'm here and strong I'm not saying everyone should dump their meds but sometimes crutche people dont always give themselves the emotional hugs they need you have to cheer yourself on you have to believe the battle is hard blessings to all 💜
I have seen so many comments about where he’s telling you to pour the pills out so first thing the ppl commenting don’t understand how much those pills feel like poison and second he could also be saying pour the pills out that someone was gonna use to OD
Finally somebody actually thinking about the line, it was meant to be a helpful line, people overreacting make me mad
This 👍🏼
As someone who took her mom for every test spesific to something, and everything came back clear, just to have her pass away 2 months later of what we spesifically tested her for, while praying like a crazy person.. this song sums it up 100%. The booze & pills part too..
You're strong , you'll make it through ❤
Yezzz. Where do I go now? How bad is not that bad .
New favorite song 🎶
I feel this song in my soul
This song hit deep. I've been there. When you feel like faith is all that's left. And then that doesn't work either. There's life beyond faith. Jesus isn't real, but life is. Cling to it because it's all there is.
Damn what you wrote gave me goosebumps “when you feel like faith is all that’s left. And then that doesn’t work either”
Great song brother
Love this dude! Keep it up!
Love it
I found this song on accident and it’s become one of my favorites.
He has a beautiful voice