My significant other of 6 years died one week ago, went to the hospital two weeks ago due to sepsis. It’s surreal not having her here with me anymore. Her absence is haunting. At times I feel her presence. At times I receive certain mood and feelings of profound peace and comfort, at other times just loneliness and longing. I pray for her and suddenly I feel close to her. I tell her supportive and uplifting things and then I feel good too. I tell her goodnight even though she’s not next to me. I feel in a dream state. Is she there? Fighting these feelings of connection feels like a lie. I embrace them. I feel as if she still exists. Is this metaphysics or just neurobiology? Even if it’s the latter, I still will honor her as if she is still there, as the feeling is that profound. She taught me not to fear death and to live fully and we made the most of each of our days knowing we cannot change the ephemeral nature of the world. I’m staring in the abyss and all it reveals is myself - who am I? what will I do? what will this mean to me? The death is not the difficulty, the difficulty is the depth of forces within me that must be confronted and not ran from. There is no escape.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I just lost my brother in July. 34 yrs young. I wonder how his baby's mom he has been with for 16 yrs is feeling. These thoughts make me not want to fall in love because one day they will die and I will never be the same. It makes me wonder, is it worth it?
@@redgracchus2490Thank you my friend. Is it worth it? I feel it was because the relationship helped me evolve and become a better version of myself. Losing her is like finishing a book. I want the book to keep going, to be an epic Lord of the Rings trilogy. But the story is over. Now I get to take that book off the shelf anytime I want to and relive those precious moment and I know I got to experience a very rare thing - genuine love and connection with another human soul.
@@gnosis555 I pray that the LORD JESUS CHRIST will be bless.yoh with peace and comfort and hope of salvation. Tragic sudden loss of constant companions, I now know the feeling too well. It's surreal for sure. Jesus said "blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted." Amen.
@@matthiasmlk7 Trying to come to the best conclusion about the mystery of reality and the universe is the best any human can do. I don’t claim to know it all nor do i claim to be absolutely correct in my assertions When it comes to the stardust, I know enough due to the objective measurements of scientific evidence and data that has been conducted and peer reviewed by countless scientists.
@@codeine_pizza So you base your whole existence off of second hand knowledge? If water exists in your world, then you obviously don't understand it's basic dynamics.
@@matthiasmlk7 Your didn’t experience your mother giving birth to you but it happened! i’ve directly experienced life. I know that consciousness isn’t fundamental due to sleep, drugs, and near death experiences where i’ve been cast into nothingness. My brain is a device that holographs reality but that doesn’t mean that the universe from which it comes from, doesn’t exist. Space-time is fundamental for any experience I also know that scientific measurements are objective data regardless of my subjective experience. Whether or not it is second hand knowledge or not, in this case, it isn’t. Objective measurements are NOT second-hand. Also if you know so much about existence, then you tell me what you want to hear from me. I don’t understand what you want and what your purpose is for this conversation considering your hostile attitude that is critiquing me without any real explanation or advice. You are bordering solipsism.
@@matthiasmlk7 You didn’t experience your mother giving birth to you but it happened! i’ve directly experienced life. I know that consciousness isn’t fundamental due to sleep, drugs, and near death experiences where i’ve been cast into nothingness. My brain may be a device that hallucinates reality but that doesn’t mean that the universe from which it comes from doesn’t exist. Space-time is fundamental for experience of any kind because otherwise the sentience logically wouldn’t be able to exist I also know that scientific measurements are objective data regardless of my subjective experience. This is true regardless of whether it is second-hand knowledge or not, and in this case, it isn’t. Objective measurements are NOT second-hand. Also if you know so much about existence, then you tell me what you want to hear from me. I don’t understand what you want and what your purpose is for this conversation considering your hostile attitude that is critiquing me without any real explanation on your point of view. Your argument is also bordering solipsism which id be wary of as logically inconsistent.
Turns out that most of us are virgins in regard to this universal experience, the execptions used to keep quiet about their near death experiences but now they can talk without being laughed at. And they don't seem to be very fearful at all. I am not of their number but have found it far more useful to confront my mortality directly, face the fear and it will no longer trouble us as much.
Love your content, but had to comment based on a few personal experiences. I am not a religious person but for some reason I've always attracted people who related to me on a first-account basis their personal encounters with the paranormal. Also at my last job I worked security overnight at a local community college, was there for 6 years. Anyway, apparently this college was well known to the paranormal community as being extremely haunted and during my time there, on 2 separate occasions film crew actually came out to investigate. Our college was previously a slave plantation and it was known to us to avoid certain buildings at night. Needless to say we were forced to do periodic checks and on 3 separate occasions, 3 different co workers ran out of different buildings because they came face to face with "ghosts. They were described as an elderly gentleman, a kid and an infant. Sometimes at night the cleaning staff would report voices talking, babies crying and lights being turned off. Needless to say, I was in no rush to verify, I stayed clear of those buildings. I believe there to be existence beyond death based off of these and many other experiences. And for the skeptical, my co workers who encountered these paranormal entities were all of different cultures (white, black) ranging in age from mid 20s to 55
Death is just a chance to link up with all the homies again in heaven. I’m probably wrong but then again we probably all are. As long as you use your faith for good I have no problem with you. Anyways death is gonna happen regardless. I think not breathing is just as scary as always breathing. From your first heart beat to your last, your body is always working, always computing, and always seeking. Think about how exhausting that is. Scares the crud out of me. Anyways, Nietzsche can realize that for himself but if you think about, Jesus was a real person whose death arguably left some of the most lasting impacts. For instance, the world mostly functions off the year of our lord. Just because it’s meaningless to you or to Nietzsche doesn’t mean it’s meaningless to other people. Fun video, thought provoking and relaxing. Imma sub!
My significant other of 6 years died one week ago, went to the hospital two weeks ago due to sepsis. It’s surreal not having her here with me anymore. Her absence is haunting. At times I feel her presence. At times I receive certain mood and feelings of profound peace and comfort, at other times just loneliness and longing. I pray for her and suddenly I feel close to her. I tell her supportive and uplifting things and then I feel good too. I tell her goodnight even though she’s not next to me. I feel in a dream state. Is she there? Fighting these feelings of connection feels like a lie. I embrace them. I feel as if she still exists. Is this metaphysics or just neurobiology? Even if it’s the latter, I still will honor her as if she is still there, as the feeling is that profound. She taught me not to fear death and to live fully and we made the most of each of our days knowing we cannot change the ephemeral nature of the world. I’m staring in the abyss and all it reveals is myself - who am I? what will I do? what will this mean to me? The death is not the difficulty, the difficulty is the depth of forces within me that must be confronted and not ran from. There is no escape.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I just lost my brother in July. 34 yrs young. I wonder how his baby's mom he has been with for 16 yrs is feeling. These thoughts make me not want to fall in love because one day they will die and I will never be the same. It makes me wonder, is it worth it?
@@redgracchus2490Thank you my friend. Is it worth it? I feel it was because the relationship helped me evolve and become a better version of myself. Losing her is like finishing a book. I want the book to keep going, to be an epic Lord of the Rings trilogy. But the story is over. Now I get to take that book off the shelf anytime I want to and relive those precious moment and I know I got to experience a very rare thing - genuine love and connection with another human soul.
@@gnosis555 I pray that the LORD JESUS CHRIST will be bless.yoh with peace and comfort and hope of salvation. Tragic sudden loss of constant companions, I now know the feeling too well. It's surreal for sure. Jesus said "blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted." Amen.
I have absolutely no fear of death itself. The only thing that scares me is the way that we die..
Death is going back to normal ... being alive is an anomaly
when death occurs, the planet will still rotate, the stars will still shine, and eventually the universe will go cold. I will return to stardust
You don't even know how reality works. How would you know about death?
@@matthiasmlk7 Trying to come to the best conclusion about the mystery of reality and the universe is the best any human can do.
I don’t claim to know it all nor do i claim to be absolutely correct in my assertions
When it comes to the stardust, I know enough due to the objective measurements of scientific evidence and data that has been conducted and peer reviewed by countless scientists.
@@codeine_pizza So you base your whole existence off of second hand knowledge?
If water exists in your world, then you obviously don't understand it's basic dynamics.
@@matthiasmlk7 Your didn’t experience your mother giving birth to you but it happened! i’ve directly experienced life. I know that consciousness isn’t fundamental due to sleep, drugs, and near death experiences where i’ve been cast into nothingness. My brain is a device that holographs reality but that doesn’t mean that the universe from which it comes from, doesn’t exist. Space-time is fundamental for any experience
I also know that scientific measurements are objective data regardless of my subjective experience. Whether or not it is second hand knowledge or not, in this case, it isn’t. Objective measurements are NOT second-hand.
Also if you know so much about existence, then you tell me what you want to hear from me. I don’t understand what you want and what your purpose is for this conversation considering your hostile attitude that is critiquing me without any real explanation or advice. You are bordering solipsism.
@@matthiasmlk7 You didn’t experience your mother giving birth to you but it happened! i’ve directly experienced life. I know that consciousness isn’t fundamental due to sleep, drugs, and near death experiences where i’ve been cast into nothingness. My brain may be a device that hallucinates reality but that doesn’t mean that the universe from which it comes from doesn’t exist. Space-time is fundamental for experience of any kind because otherwise the sentience logically wouldn’t be able to exist
I also know that scientific measurements are objective data regardless of my subjective experience. This is true regardless of whether it is second-hand knowledge or not, and in this case, it isn’t. Objective measurements are NOT second-hand.
Also if you know so much about existence, then you tell me what you want to hear from me. I don’t understand what you want and what your purpose is for this conversation considering your hostile attitude that is critiquing me without any real explanation on your point of view. Your argument is also bordering solipsism which id be wary of as logically inconsistent.
Another great video...Death is a topic i ponder on a lot.
To everyone who has lost someone, please remember everything that you love them +
Turns out that most of us are virgins in regard to this universal experience, the execptions used to keep quiet about their near death experiences but now they can talk without being laughed at. And they don't seem to be very fearful at all. I am not of their number but have found it far more useful to confront my mortality directly, face the fear and it will no longer trouble us as much.
this video gives me Horses (the channel not the animal) vibes
Love your content, but had to comment based on a few personal experiences. I am not a religious person but for some reason I've always attracted people who related to me on a first-account basis their personal encounters with the paranormal. Also at my last job I worked security overnight at a local community college, was there for 6 years. Anyway, apparently this college was well known to the paranormal community as being extremely haunted and during my time there, on 2 separate occasions film crew actually came out to investigate. Our college was previously a slave plantation and it was known to us to avoid certain buildings at night. Needless to say we were forced to do periodic checks and on 3 separate occasions, 3 different co workers ran out of different buildings because they came face to face with "ghosts. They were described as an elderly gentleman, a kid and an infant. Sometimes at night the cleaning staff would report voices talking, babies crying and lights being turned off. Needless to say, I was in no rush to verify, I stayed clear of those buildings. I believe there to be existence beyond death based off of these and many other experiences. And for the skeptical, my co workers who encountered these paranormal entities were all of different cultures (white, black) ranging in age from mid 20s to 55
is death fear of the unknown or is it the loss of the known?
Socrats? Who the hell is Socrats??🤔
"Socrats"
Death is just a chance to link up with all the homies again in heaven. I’m probably wrong but then again we probably all are. As long as you use your faith for good I have no problem with you. Anyways death is gonna happen regardless. I think not breathing is just as scary as always breathing. From your first heart beat to your last, your body is always working, always computing, and always seeking. Think about how exhausting that is. Scares the crud out of me. Anyways, Nietzsche can realize that for himself but if you think about, Jesus was a real person whose death arguably left some of the most lasting impacts. For instance, the world mostly functions off the year of our lord. Just because it’s meaningless to you or to Nietzsche doesn’t mean it’s meaningless to other people. Fun video, thought provoking and relaxing. Imma sub!
I've seen your spike in subs, you deserve it
Lots not an ending nor a beginning- it’s a continuation
Hey, can I translate your video in german? I will definitly link your channel and tell the viewers to follow you
What life add death is end of it
Tibet book of the dead!!
I’m happy to make it this far so I can stumble up on this video and this channel
Neittche???? JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!
socrats
Seems as though i have found a hidden gem 😂