@@Dogeycorgi It’s alright! but this animation includes a lot of different topics, so it’s a bit tough to explain specifically. I’m unsure if i’m hypersexual (i doubt it), but i know i’m not aroace! ^^
Y'know what.. if I tried to talk to someone about my trauma, they wouldn't care but on the internet, like these comments, are SO fucking comforting to hear that people relate.
Thats the upside to the internet. Even through the heartless nihilism that the internet popularized, there still the little beams of sunlight that makes is worthit to go back to. Its great that alot of people from all backgrounds can just come together for a second and talk about something, and relate to it. ❤
1:36 where the mouth and hands turn red, perfectly represents a victim's constant reminder of where they've been, what they've touched, and who they've tasted.
THIS ONLY TOOK A COUPLE HOURS?????????? THE ONLY PART OF THAT I COULD EVEN TRY TO REPLICATE WERE THE HANDS AND THAT ALONE WOULD TAKE ME HOURS. NOT TO MENTION THE ANIMATION IS BEAUTIFULLY DONE, THE SONGS METAPHORS ARE ILLUSTRAITED INCREDIBLY AS WELL!!
It sucks being hypersexual, it makes me think I’m a weirdo and that something is wrong with me and no one asks me why I’m like this, even if they do ask about it, I tell them why I act like this and they still don’t care and they say it was my fault for letting it happen to me. I can’t even open up to anyone because they’ll immediately say “Why did you let it happen?” “It’s not a big deal” “Your being dramatic”
If it makes you feel better me and my partner are hyper sexual, it gets really hard because sometimes I’m on the opposite side where I’m completely asexual so it gets difficult to process each others feelings but we started working on it and it’s became easier. Basically, you’ll find someone that understands you and you’ll be okay I hope things get better :3
All I can say: Even if we can't be there in person, if all we can offer are sweet words, if all we can offer is gratitude that you are still here and alive, we are all here for you. Your subscribers, your friends, your family. We are all here to support you and give you encouragment to remain strong.
This is the first time I've been deeply disturbed by my sexual trauma. Art comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comforted I suppose. Excellent work.
0:17 , real. Best friends really do be as the name implies "best." They are sometimes the closest people we have, and get us through really rough spots.
Seeing people have hypersexuality, be S/A'D is what made me have an fear of people (not all) and the reason i have serious trust issues.. Man I feel bad for you all. :< hope your okay hun 😭...
I wish my real friends would comfort me for what happened to me that night… I am 12 years old now and I know that this is not fit for my age, but this has happened to me. It’s so sad that people off the internet can relate to me instead of real people… I wish my step father would get what he deserves for what he did to me that night. I love your animations, they are so creative, and your art style is amazing. I’m so sorry for what happened to you, and I hope whoever did it gets in prison one day.
Everything revolves around sex and I hate it. And I hate that my hormones make it even worse, I don’t like talking about that stuff I’m only slightly “dirty minded” but I don’t turn every single fucking thing into a sex joke. The world revolves around sex and it’s supposed to be a great thing but rn it’s just controlling my life. I have 2 years of my “childhood” left and the amount of times I’ve been SA, Raped, Catcalled, hit on, groped anything has been far too much and it started when I was like 10. This shit is not okay. I hate the world. I’m not even aro or ace. I feel mostly bad for others because even if I live with my ‘abusers’ (sounds harsh) others don’t have as much of an out as I do. I’m “lucky” in a sense and I wish i could pass that to other people. Hearing stories of my friends being SAd and harassed makes me sick and I’m not close enough to them to help. I had to leave school at one point because of this shit, I wish others could get away too.
I’m 16 now, and I GET THIS! I was groped several times by boys in my school! I was never raped, but I get the feeling to a degree of understanding. It cause me to become hypersexual, and I get the feel of sex incapsulating your life but I’ve gotten through it, and I know you can too❤️
I can’t even imagine what the hell that was like. I’m so sorry that happened, I hope you can push forward and find someone that loves you for you- romantically or platonically.
First off, you got me hooked on this song for my own trauma lmao. Second off, I can definitely relate to this even if our events weren't the same. Third off, I am incredibly proud that you've made it this far and found a way to explain your story to the public which is never an easy task to do, you inspire me and I will hope for better luck for you!
I understand what its feels like to be hypersexual too even think about sexual thoughts in a nonsexual situation it makes you upset, angry and guilty i have been through it and still trying to overcome it, But this video makes other people that have been hurt,sexually assaulted, suicidal and hypersexual heard and i thank you for that, i hope your doing well.
I hope you get better from the trauma you went through, you are so strong and helpful to other people who went through this, your animatics are honestly so comforting because I can honestly relate to them, the way you speak through your art is amazing. Thank you
I now love this ong and this entire comment section. I swear I want to cry right now I’m so happy I’m not the only one who’s went through this. I love these parts of life enough to get through every day
I’m so sorry your life is like this! I have a problem with fantasizing about 18+ stuff when I feel no sexual attraction towards people(aegosexual), another problem I have is I’m pretty much smitten for my online bff but she’s taken, she knows I like her, and has told me that she hopes I can get a partner(fyi I’m a non-binary lesbian), but I mostly just want her.. sorry for ranting btw 😅
Finally, I found people who are aego. I thought I was lesbian but I told my girlfriend that I couldn't feel anything else for her, but I did like her. I wanted to try and work on communication, and she just cheated on me with some ugly ass guy. I really did love her, and I was trying to find my sexuality at the time. And she's like, "Oh yeah. Sure you loved me." I really did think there was something wrong with me. Then I did some digging, and Aegosexual sounded just like me.
i gotta be honest, i feel that my trauma isnt valid most of the time. i feel like people had it worse than me... like literally, he was my age and it wasn't even in real life??? it was all fake but still... it hurted me in a way. but seeing so many people with traumas that feel so much more cruel than mine makes me depressed about it. of course, i still help my cope and let them vent to me, other than watching vent content like this one online, but deep down theres a voice telling me that what happened wasnt grooming at all and that im just doing this for attention. edit: gorgeous art and animation skills btw!!! gotta check out the rest of ur work, u deserve fame
everyone’s trauma can be worse or less than the last, but that doesn’t mean it hurt you any less than it did, nor does it make it any more okay than it wasn’t. I’ve experienced similar feelings: feeling like my trauma wasn’t “all that” just because a majority of sexual abuse victims had experienced more heinous crimes or cruel acts. I hope you can recover one day and live the life you deserve. You’re doing great and i’m proud of you. It’s not your fault. 🫂🩷 edit: thank you sm !! and absolutely no worries at all, i allow people to vent in my comments
as another gr00ming victim, remember that trauma is subjective. the "severity" of the trauma doesnt matter, but what DOES matter is how that trauma effected you i promise you your trauma and experiences are valid
Every animation you make is amazing. It has such emotion and purpose behind it. The clean lines, the colors to help signify reoccurring characters, being able to actually tell who's arm that is based on said color- Its incredible. Even if these are vents, you are doing a damn good job at making these. Im so sorry for what you've been through, and I truly hope you creating these makes you feel better.
I personally have no clue what this is like and hope I never do. But I also hope you feel mentally, emotionally and physically safe now. I do understand being traumatized and depressed; let's just say my dad was forced to leave by restraining order, I didn't know, and my mother neglected me and my siblings while she was doing drugs with her new boyfriend, she also is a manipulative narcissist, so that didn't help mentally or emotionally. Anyways, it sticks with you, like baggage and changes you; that I can understand and don't wish that on anybody.
I've been thinking about the "Liquid Courage" animation a lot lately. I find it very moving. The song is sad but bittersweet, and the animation is great. There are a few parts in the animation that I relate to so deeply that they make me well up with tears.
My tears are liquid courage for others and myself …..haha ….. but I feel the pain and sadness you have put in this and it’s amazingly beautiful in a dark and sorrowful manner that it makes a hole form in my chest by melting it .
I was s/a'd when I was young, by a guy who I at the time considered my bf, he was younger than me, but unlike me who didn't understand what was happening at the time, he knew perfectly what he was doing. He didn't get to get to the sexual part luckily, because I left the moment he started touching me weirdly and saying weird things to me, which at the time I didn't knew were sexual. I even remember one time he threatened that he'll hurt himself if I didn't go through with it, but each time I refused or tried to avoid it, because I felt uncomfy. We did break up, but that time when he tried it, it left a very lasting impact on me. That trauma has been repressed in my brain for years until present day, making me confused why I never wanted to love again or why I wanted to stay away from people and anything love related for years to come, I feel like the words in 1:13 to 1:40 perfectly describe that period of my life, because my brain repressed the trauma to the point it was a blur, until the memories of it resurfaced in my mind one day when I heard of a s/a case similar to mine. I have been trying to recover and move on since, having great progress so far, I'm trying to open up to people more than stay away. The animatic is beautiful and if the creator is going through something, I hope they get better soon and recover. To anyone that's going through a similar situation, I hope they get better and recover too.
Your art style is so oddly comforting and soft, but the meaning behind it is this video is horrible. Im so so sorry you have to go through this, i wish you the best. I know my words might not mean much as a stranger but I am here. Keep going, you’re so so strong and doing amazingly. 💜💜
i know that we both didn't experience the same events, and i know these words have a different meaning, but i wanted to let you know that you aren't alone, not just of people sharing events are having similar experiences but that no matter what there will always be people that care for you and want to let you know that they are there for you (love your animations and the emotion/story you give them, it builds a community like no other
When I commented originally I showed my friend who is bi, he told me that he was sexually assaulted. I lost it, not at him but at the fact that this happened.
this is actually beautiful, your very talented and your amazing at visualizing what it all means, your art is amazing, your work is very relatable, and I know what it feels like to go through things like this. stay strong and keep doing great. ❤
I just wanna say this: You’ll get through it. Even if it’s hard, even if it takes a toll on you, you’ll survive. Don’t let anyone put you down or make your feelings invalid. Stay strong, you’ll make it. Make sure to keep your head high, and your chin up, because it’ll get better at the end. Even if we aren’t here physically, or all we can say are promises, people will be there for you.
from experience of a 3 year long SAive/ unwilling relationship and working through it, i know it may seem cheap, but please just talk to him. Say what you don't want, and if he doesn't truly respect that, fuck him. Hold your body to the high value, and lay down your boundaries and don't let lines be crossed that you don't want to. It's never too late to take a step back. Love yourself, and I'm proud you're alive
@Pumpkinseed-v5r I just mean the generalistic feel of this song. He's amazing and currently helping me heal from my last relationship of three years (not straight, it was off and on but she had DID and somehow managed to get me to keep dating her personalities if I wasn't dating her. This was usually done with threats to myself or family/empty promises.) I actually talked to him about how I've been spiraling and he listened respectfully and held my hand. Recently he's been double checking on if I want something rather than just asking once.
@Pumpkinseed-v5r I really appreciate your concern, you're an amazing person. Thank you so much for caring and making sure that I was okay in my relationship. I really appreciate you.
@@TheGhostInThePond I'm really glad, honestly:] I know how it is, and it's important to have a respectful person who's willing to think ahead and to love wholesomely after something like that
I.. I wish I wasn't so stupid and I could accurately gleam what's going on, love your artstyle and the animation and colors though! I know something happened and I'm sorry about it and I hope you feel better-? Maybe that's the wrong thing to say but like I said I am awful at taking away meanings from stuff, maybe it's the autism, but uh- love your art! Keep it up and good.. luck?
personally, i don’t mind people complimenting my animations (even if i create them for emotional relief) some people may not prefer having that kind of stuff complimented, though. But that’s all preferences. What you said here doesn’t feel ‘wrong’ it’s usually the appropriate thing to say. (AKA: wishing someone better) Thank you! i do appreciate it ^^
@@siahnadrawz2680 Okay I'll keep that in mind then for future reference, I'm glad I said the right thing and that you weren't upset by my complimenting of the vent piece lol- thanks for telling me otherwise I wouldn't have known that can be upsetting TvT
I’ve never been in this situation and I don’t understand how it feels, but I do hope you’re doing ok as of now, I don’t really know how to help but please stay safe
i love this so much, i love mccafferys songs (I know he did fucked up things, separate art from the artist) i’m so sorry you had to go through this and you shouldn’t have had to, i hope your doing better
I prefer to help others than myself, but that's not a me story. *ehm ehm* my bad- Hope you have some people to comfort you and be there for you when you feel down. take a break when you can, you deserve it. Nobody deserves such horrible things, no one shoupd ever experience that type of stuff... I'm really sorry that this happened to you, and I hope you won't have anymore of that type of stuff in the future. If you need someone else to stay here, feel free to talk to any of us. We're all here for ya, we care. We're not gonna judge. But I'm sure you'll make it through. We believe in you ! You can do it ! Bad days happen too, and it's normal to feel sad, scared, anxious, angry, and more of those negative feelings. But if you feel them too often, please talk about them. You may not know me, but I've been watching for a while. "there's light even in the darkness. You just gotta search and find it, even if it takes a while to find it." "Don't give up. Stay DETERMINED." -a Shadow in the darkness who wants to fix everything he can see.
Sgsgsgsgsgs I recognize you You made that other video with the crash dummy thing..My friend sent it to me and now this video was on my recommended. Im convinced that its because I've watched the video my friend sent me multiple times, so the algorithm knew exactly what to do with this video. :]
No, it doesn't, when competing against animations like Helluva Boss, Stickmen Animations, e.g. it will not be able to beat any of them. I am being realistic
@@MrZEScott Usually when people say that something “needs to be popular”, it’s a way of saying “this needs more recognition!” they’re not necessarily saying that it holds the same quality or depth when compared to animated series on here (not trying to get into an argument ofc! ^^ i’m just explaining my experience with this phrase)
Idk if I’m in a stage of denial or something but I feel like sometimes I try to gaslight myself?? Like I’ll just think (that didn’t happen, ur just feeling this for attention etc.) but I know it happened and I feel like I’m just trying to convince myself it didn’t happen to cope. I just kind of feel like it was my fault it happened too. I never said no out loud not tht I rlly knew what was happening but still. I was 10 then. Im about to be 16. I still don’t trust family anymore. Because of said situation. It’s stressful. I’ve never really talked about it before but it feels good to get it off my chest. I hope you’re doing alright I know this can really weigh someone down, you’re amazing and you matter, your videos bring me a sense of comfort knowing I’m not the only one.
A person, especially a child, can find it hard speaking up when the act is happening. People commonly freeze in shock, don’t say anything because they’re scared, or they aren’t capable of directly pinpointing why it’s wrong, or why they don’t feel comfortable with it. You were a child; It wasn’t and isn’t your fault for not outwardly saying ‘no’, because neither had I when it was happening. And you aren’t doing it for attention. Coming to terms, or even just remembering what happened is scary and confusing. Trust yourself through this, you know what happened better than anyone else. I hope you can recover and live a good life. 🫂🩷🩷
I relate to the song but I can’t help feeling it was my fault. I mean, I never said no. Not out loud. I get that he was much older and he only wanted me for sex.. but it just feels like I am the reason it happened. Is this normal? Am I just in denial?
I don't know why I keep coming back to this probably cuz I'm just worried that you're going to do something drastic and I understand I'm a complete stranger by I worry about a lot of things and a lot of people and so I have lost people I was really close to and so I wasn't really close to but just remember there are a lot of people who care about you and that includes me and I know you don't really know me but I hope we can be friends someday
I don’t know you , but I know you’re gorgeous . I know you deserved better . I’m so , so sorry . I hope you can recover . In my heart , I will hold you as close as possible . I hope you will feel it , in some way , and I hope it helps .
I've never been through anything like this and ot makes me feel stupid for haveing "trama" and im sorry to all who actually went through terrible things
Once again- I hope you’re doing well!!! I love the art style and the detail, and the animated bits, too! I understand it’s personal vent, so I won’t be pushing or asking a lot. Just hope you’re coping well!! Your animatics/animations are inspiring! (I could rly hear this well bc it’s like- the middle of the night and I’m not supposed to be awake- my mom is awake and if she catches me on my phone then, oh boy- I’ll be grounded for half my summer 😅)
I keep coming back to this so many times. Not just because of the music and animation, but the representation I feel while watching it. I haven’t experienced most of this (except for s/h) and yet I relate to a lot of it. I want you to know that this inspired me to express these feelings through my art and, although it doesn’t help me understand them, it at least helps me get them out of my system in a healthy way. I haven’t been s/a’d before, but it’s something I have been and still am terrified that will happen to me one day, so this makes me feel a little seen in that regard. This is probably long but I appreciate all of your animations, they make me cry every time I watch them. (/pos)
I have never dealt with sh or sa but Soo many of my friends have dealth with that before and it sucks to see them suffering like this. I'm constantly tormented everyday wishing there was some way I could help them but I can't help them in any way because I've never dealt with what they have. Reading your comment was a blessing to me. Thank you ❤
honestly, I talked to my teacher, because I trusted her. About my cousin and what he did to me, related to this. What did she do? Made it about her. A 52 year old, making her dad which was abusive seem more important about the cousin that was still in my school. But seeing people like this, who are brave, like you, to share this in the internet for people to see, it’s heart warming knowing for a reason? I hope you’re okay now, if you haven’t told a helpline or someone about this, please try to. Easier said than done. But I went to a therapist and he was the nicest person I met, they can’t share what you tell them so please, try get help. It will feel way better. I hope you’re feeling better now though, 🫶.
Thank you! I’m very sorry to hear about your experience with that teacher, she sounds terrible. And don’t worry, i’ve told plenty of my friends and some family about these problems and I should (hopefully) be going into therapy soon
This was a really good vid to show how much s3xual assault, and other triggers can really affect a person's social life! heck.. I relate to this! All I wanna say is it's gonna get better, and also that I understand it's scary to move on when certain people have affected you deeply, for anyone who relates to this really. I hope you have had a brighter future than what you have gone through! ^^
another good animation good job wwWOOOOO this kind of stuff makes me feel something strange, its like disgust but not exactly, i like watching, the animation is nice, but there’s something large that just kinda twists my gut i like these a LOT 10/10 i wanna see your channel grow big!!
@@siahnadrawz2680i think i understand why these animations make my gut twist and turn originally i thought i wasn’t ever sa’d but i just looked back on my middle school years and realized how much i was wrong i’ve been touched, groped, and grabbed by a bunch of guys at that fucking school, one of them being a ‘friend’ of mine, i just laughed it off and let it slide and forgot, but that feeling still stuck, and im realizing why stuff about SA makes me feel gross tldr: i was SA’d, a lot in school
@@greenistheworst I’m so sorry, that’s absolutely disgusting of those people. If you need someone to tell you: it wasn’t your fault. I hope you can recover🫂🩷
I'm not very good at English, so if I make any mistakes, I'm sorry :p I sincerely hope that you are better and taking care of yourself, it's good to know that your followers support you with sweet and comforting words, I hope this makes you feel better :3
SONG: ua-cam.com/video/IcaEE6lAdVo/v-deo.htmlsi=sFDHjrW72YnHZtlF
hi i was talking about you to a friend- what are your pronouns, if you don't mind sharing?
@@shrub_mushrooms as of current, i use She/her & he/him, but i prefer she/her! ^_^
@@siahnadrawz2680 thank you!
May I ask one question? Is this amv based off of hypersexuality or being aroace? Not trying to be rude, I’m just a bit confuzzled
@@Dogeycorgi It’s alright! but this animation includes a lot of different topics, so it’s a bit tough to explain specifically. I’m unsure if i’m hypersexual (i doubt it), but i know i’m not aroace! ^^
Y'know what.. if I tried to talk to someone about my trauma, they wouldn't care but on the internet, like these comments, are SO fucking comforting to hear that people relate.
Thats the upside to the internet. Even through the heartless nihilism that the internet popularized, there still the little beams of sunlight that makes is worthit to go back to. Its great that alot of people from all backgrounds can just come together for a second and talk about something, and relate to it. ❤
The Internet is a blessing but also a curse, and I find it painful knowing that most people don't care about your problems unlike the people online.
You can talk to me if you’d want
I would be fine
I'd prefer not to due to being a minor under 13- thanks for the offer tho.
@@doobiedubs_ Your welcome brother
Stay strong
Don’t fall
❤️
1:36 where the mouth and hands turn red, perfectly represents a victim's constant reminder of where they've been, what they've touched, and who they've tasted.
Ahh makes sense
I’ve dealt with rape before and it sucks like really does and even though he keeps finding me I still have my hopes to get going
I’m so sorry you’ve gone though that. I hope you can recover🫂🩷
I am so sorry that is so unfair nobody should ever have to be in that situation, I support you 100%.
THIS ONLY TOOK A COUPLE HOURS?????????? THE ONLY PART OF THAT I COULD EVEN TRY TO REPLICATE WERE THE HANDS AND THAT ALONE WOULD TAKE ME HOURS. NOT TO MENTION THE ANIMATION IS BEAUTIFULLY DONE, THE SONGS METAPHORS ARE ILLUSTRAITED INCREDIBLY AS WELL!!
THANK UUU :33
“Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.” -Dr. César A. Cruz, whose words ring very true
It sucks being hypersexual, it makes me think I’m a weirdo and that something is wrong with me and no one asks me why I’m like this, even if they do ask about it, I tell them why I act like this and they still don’t care and they say it was my fault for letting it happen to me. I can’t even open up to anyone because they’ll immediately say “Why did you let it happen?” “It’s not a big deal” “Your being dramatic”
yo you need some comforting, this is honestly sad. you should never feel bad for who you are, stay positive ilucaayt. 😁
Yes...
If it makes you feel better me and my partner are hyper sexual, it gets really hard because sometimes I’m on the opposite side where I’m completely asexual so it gets difficult to process each others feelings but we started working on it and it’s became easier. Basically, you’ll find someone that understands you and you’ll be okay I hope things get better :3
All I can say: Even if we can't be there in person, if all we can offer are sweet words, if all we can offer is gratitude that you are still here and alive, we are all here for you. Your subscribers, your friends, your family. We are all here to support you and give you encouragment to remain strong.
Thank you
This is the first time I've been deeply disturbed by my sexual trauma. Art comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comforted I suppose. Excellent work.
Something I learn from high school:
*Innocent is beautiful*
POV: You crave attention but are afraid of being groomed again so you push everyone away
🫂🩷
@@siahnadrawz2680
0:17 , real. Best friends really do be as the name implies "best." They are sometimes the closest people we have, and get us through really rough spots.
Seeing people have hypersexuality, be S/A'D is what made me have an fear of people (not all) and the reason i have serious trust issues.. Man I feel bad for you all. :< hope your okay hun 😭...
"You promised me this wouldnt hurt" hits HARD, dif reason to u and im so sorry but still that hits hard
I wish my real friends would comfort me for what happened to me that night… I am 12 years old now and I know that this is not fit for my age, but this has happened to me. It’s so sad that people off the internet can relate to me instead of real people… I wish my step father would get what he deserves for what he did to me that night. I love your animations, they are so creative, and your art style is amazing. I’m so sorry for what happened to you, and I hope whoever did it gets in prison one day.
STEP FATHER!? Oh ml I am so sorry for you! I hope your doing ok now❤️
Everything revolves around sex and I hate it. And I hate that my hormones make it even worse, I don’t like talking about that stuff I’m only slightly “dirty minded” but I don’t turn every single fucking thing into a sex joke. The world revolves around sex and it’s supposed to be a great thing but rn it’s just controlling my life. I have 2 years of my “childhood” left and the amount of times I’ve been SA, Raped, Catcalled, hit on, groped anything has been far too much and it started when I was like 10. This shit is not okay. I hate the world. I’m not even aro or ace. I feel mostly bad for others because even if I live with my ‘abusers’ (sounds harsh) others don’t have as much of an out as I do. I’m “lucky” in a sense and I wish i could pass that to other people. Hearing stories of my friends being SAd and harassed makes me sick and I’m not close enough to them to help. I had to leave school at one point because of this shit, I wish others could get away too.
I’m 16 now, and I GET THIS! I was groped several times by boys in my school! I was never raped, but I get the feeling to a degree of understanding. It cause me to become hypersexual, and I get the feel of sex incapsulating your life but I’ve gotten through it, and I know you can too❤️
I can’t even imagine what the hell that was like. I’m so sorry that happened, I hope you can push forward and find someone that loves you for you- romantically or platonically.
First off, you got me hooked on this song for my own trauma lmao. Second off, I can definitely relate to this even if our events weren't the same. Third off, I am incredibly proud that you've made it this far and found a way to explain your story to the public which is never an easy task to do, you inspire me and I will hope for better luck for you!
I understand what its feels like to be hypersexual too even think about sexual thoughts in a nonsexual situation it makes you upset, angry and guilty i have been through it and still trying to overcome it, But this video makes other people that have been hurt,sexually assaulted, suicidal and hypersexual heard and i thank you for that, i hope your doing well.
I hope you get better from the trauma you went through, you are so strong and helpful to other people who went through this, your animatics are honestly so comforting because I can honestly relate to them, the way you speak through your art is amazing. Thank you
Thank you so much
@@siahnadrawz2680 No problem! Your work is just amazing and I had to say something lol
I now love this ong and this entire comment section. I swear I want to cry right now I’m so happy I’m not the only one who’s went through this. I love these parts of life enough to get through every day
I’m so sorry your life is like this! I have a problem with fantasizing about 18+ stuff when I feel no sexual attraction towards people(aegosexual), another problem I have is I’m pretty much smitten for my online bff but she’s taken, she knows I like her, and has told me that she hopes I can get a partner(fyi I’m a non-binary lesbian), but I mostly just want her.. sorry for ranting btw 😅
Cheers to my fellow aego
Finally, I found people who are aego. I thought I was lesbian but I told my girlfriend that I couldn't feel anything else for her, but I did like her. I wanted to try and work on communication, and she just cheated on me with some ugly ass guy. I really did love her, and I was trying to find my sexuality at the time. And she's like, "Oh yeah. Sure you loved me." I really did think there was something wrong with me. Then I did some digging, and Aegosexual sounded just like me.
Don’t apologize for ranting. It felt like you needed to get that out. ❤
i gotta be honest, i feel that my trauma isnt valid most of the time. i feel like people had it worse than me... like literally, he was my age and it wasn't even in real life??? it was all fake but still... it hurted me in a way. but seeing so many people with traumas that feel so much more cruel than mine makes me depressed about it. of course, i still help my cope and let them vent to me, other than watching vent content like this one online, but deep down theres a voice telling me that what happened wasnt grooming at all and that im just doing this for attention.
edit: gorgeous art and animation skills btw!!! gotta check out the rest of ur work, u deserve fame
everyone’s trauma can be worse or less than the last, but that doesn’t mean it hurt you any less than it did, nor does it make it any more okay than it wasn’t.
I’ve experienced similar feelings: feeling like my trauma wasn’t “all that” just because a majority of sexual abuse victims had experienced more heinous crimes or cruel acts.
I hope you can recover one day and live the life you deserve. You’re doing great and i’m proud of you. It’s not your fault. 🫂🩷
edit: thank you sm !! and absolutely no worries at all, i allow people to vent in my comments
as another gr00ming victim, remember that trauma is subjective. the "severity" of the trauma doesnt matter, but what DOES matter is how that trauma effected you
i promise you your trauma and experiences are valid
all of your vids are so sad, yet so comforting to see, Thanks for posting all the stuff you do SiahnaDrawz, it always brightens my day and night
Awww tysm :,D
God...i keep coming right back to this video
aaaa once again your art has made me cry ! i've truly never felt so seen for my trauma before, you're a real talent. sending love
Every animation you make is amazing. It has such emotion and purpose behind it. The clean lines, the colors to help signify reoccurring characters, being able to actually tell who's arm that is based on said color- Its incredible. Even if these are vents, you are doing a damn good job at making these.
Im so sorry for what you've been through, and I truly hope you creating these makes you feel better.
Thank you so so much! that’s so kind of you🥹🩷‼️
i would say 14+, but this is more likely for mature audiances, i hope everythin is fine tho 👍
I am so sorry that this happened, it will get better
I wish you the best of luck
I personally have no clue what this is like and hope I never do. But I also hope you feel mentally, emotionally and physically safe now. I do understand being traumatized and depressed; let's just say my dad was forced to leave by restraining order, I didn't know, and my mother neglected me and my siblings while she was doing drugs with her new boyfriend, she also is a manipulative narcissist, so that didn't help mentally or emotionally. Anyways, it sticks with you, like baggage and changes you; that I can understand and don't wish that on anybody.
I've been thinking about the "Liquid Courage" animation a lot lately. I find it very moving. The song is sad but bittersweet, and the animation is great. There are a few parts in the animation that I relate to so deeply that they make me well up with tears.
My tears are liquid courage for others and myself …..haha ….. but I feel the pain and sadness you have put in this and it’s amazingly beautiful in a dark and sorrowful manner that it makes a hole form in my chest by melting it .
I was s/a'd when I was young, by a guy who I at the time considered my bf, he was younger than me, but unlike me who didn't understand what was happening at the time, he knew perfectly what he was doing. He didn't get to get to the sexual part luckily, because I left the moment he started touching me weirdly and saying weird things to me, which at the time I didn't knew were sexual. I even remember one time he threatened that he'll hurt himself if I didn't go through with it, but each time I refused or tried to avoid it, because I felt uncomfy. We did break up, but that time when he tried it, it left a very lasting impact on me. That trauma has been repressed in my brain for years until present day, making me confused why I never wanted to love again or why I wanted to stay away from people and anything love related for years to come, I feel like the words in 1:13 to 1:40 perfectly describe that period of my life, because my brain repressed the trauma to the point it was a blur, until the memories of it resurfaced in my mind one day when I heard of a s/a case similar to mine. I have been trying to recover and move on since, having great progress so far, I'm trying to open up to people more than stay away.
The animatic is beautiful and if the creator is going through something, I hope they get better soon and recover.
To anyone that's going through a similar situation, I hope they get better and recover too.
Your art style is so oddly comforting and soft, but the meaning behind it is this video is horrible. Im so so sorry you have to go through this, i wish you the best. I know my words might not mean much as a stranger but I am here. Keep going, you’re so so strong and doing amazingly. 💜💜
I've never had any trauma related to SA. But this feels relatable. So proud to see you putting this content out there.I aspire to be like you some day
thank youuu :,3🩷🩷🩷
*Yes.*
As a human who has a sex addiction I do realate.
I love the meaning in this and I can relate to some of the stuff this animation and song has to offer,,, so beautiful and well done
i know that we both didn't experience the same events, and i know these words have a different meaning, but i wanted to let you know that you aren't alone, not just of people sharing events are having similar experiences but that no matter what there will always be people that care for you and want to let you know that they are there for you (love your animations and the emotion/story you give them, it builds a community like no other
When I commented originally I showed my friend who is bi, he told me that he was sexually assaulted. I lost it, not at him but at the fact that this happened.
im bisexual too
Kinda unrelated but you draw the most satisfying hands ever I will E A T them
EEE THANK UUU :,333
@@siahnadrawz2680 of course !!!! ✨
Eating flesh? Kind of weird but okay.
@@timeless0789 h e h e he ^_^
this is actually beautiful, your very talented and your amazing at visualizing what it all means, your art is amazing, your work is very relatable, and I know what it feels like to go through things like this. stay strong and keep doing great. ❤
coolio, but sorry for you having to deal with this stuff. life get's better, eventually.
DUDE FINALY SOMEONE WHO MADE AN ANIMATIC OF THIS SONG (i hope you get better)
OMG YOU LIKE THE SONG TOO???
i love this so f*cking much
"promise me this wouldnt hurt" ...
What does this mean?
this reminds me of what my ex and her mom did to me i hope you´re ok now, life can be beautiful even with so much negativity
I'm very sorry for the things that have happened to you, and I hope it's all okay soon
I just wanna say this:
You’ll get through it. Even if it’s hard, even if it takes a toll on you, you’ll survive. Don’t let anyone put you down or make your feelings invalid. Stay strong, you’ll make it. Make sure to keep your head high, and your chin up, because it’ll get better at the end. Even if we aren’t here physically, or all we can say are promises, people will be there for you.
Idk how to tell my bf that this song is literally how I feel minus ever being drunk.
from experience of a 3 year long SAive/ unwilling relationship and working through it, i know it may seem cheap, but please just talk to him. Say what you don't want, and if he doesn't truly respect that, fuck him. Hold your body to the high value, and lay down your boundaries and don't let lines be crossed that you don't want to. It's never too late to take a step back. Love yourself, and I'm proud you're alive
@Pumpkinseed-v5r I just mean the generalistic feel of this song. He's amazing and currently helping me heal from my last relationship of three years (not straight, it was off and on but she had DID and somehow managed to get me to keep dating her personalities if I wasn't dating her. This was usually done with threats to myself or family/empty promises.)
I actually talked to him about how I've been spiraling and he listened respectfully and held my hand. Recently he's been double checking on if I want something rather than just asking once.
@Pumpkinseed-v5r I really appreciate your concern, you're an amazing person. Thank you so much for caring and making sure that I was okay in my relationship. I really appreciate you.
@@TheGhostInThePond I'm really glad, honestly:] I know how it is, and it's important to have a respectful person who's willing to think ahead and to love wholesomely after something like that
@@TheGhostInThePond awhh- I'm not one at all, but I appreciate you
I.. I wish I wasn't so stupid and I could accurately gleam what's going on, love your artstyle and the animation and colors though! I know something happened and I'm sorry about it and I hope you feel better-? Maybe that's the wrong thing to say but like I said I am awful at taking away meanings from stuff, maybe it's the autism, but uh- love your art! Keep it up and good.. luck?
personally, i don’t mind people complimenting my animations (even if i create them for emotional relief)
some people may not prefer having that kind of stuff complimented, though. But that’s all preferences.
What you said here doesn’t feel ‘wrong’ it’s usually the appropriate thing to say. (AKA: wishing someone better)
Thank you! i do appreciate it ^^
@@siahnadrawz2680 Okay I'll keep that in mind then for future reference, I'm glad I said the right thing and that you weren't upset by my complimenting of the vent piece lol- thanks for telling me otherwise I wouldn't have known that can be upsetting TvT
I’ve never been in this situation and I don’t understand how it feels, but I do hope you’re doing ok as of now, I don’t really know how to help but please stay safe
this is absolutely amazing, hope you're okay
I feel like being changed to walls when someone yells at me.
I hope your doing better now and that you have someone you can talk to
Song kinda.. makes me relate..
i love this so much, i love mccafferys songs (I know he did fucked up things, separate art from the artist) i’m so sorry you had to go through this and you shouldn’t have had to, i hope your doing better
I prefer to help others than myself, but that's not a me story.
*ehm ehm* my bad-
Hope you have some people to comfort you and be there for you when you feel down. take a break when you can, you deserve it.
Nobody deserves such horrible things, no one shoupd ever experience that type of stuff...
I'm really sorry that this happened to you, and I hope you won't have anymore of that type of stuff in the future.
If you need someone else to stay here, feel free to talk to any of us. We're all here for ya, we care.
We're not gonna judge.
But I'm sure you'll make it through.
We believe in you !
You can do it !
Bad days happen too, and it's normal to feel sad, scared, anxious, angry, and more of those negative feelings.
But if you feel them too often, please talk about them.
You may not know me, but I've been watching for a while.
"there's light even in the darkness. You just gotta search and find it, even if it takes a while to find it."
"Don't give up. Stay DETERMINED."
-a Shadow in the darkness who wants to fix everything he can see.
MCCAFFERTY SONG AHHHH
Love your animations though, hope everything is better now. 💚
Sgsgsgsgsgs I recognize you
You made that other video with the crash dummy thing..My friend sent it to me and now this video was on my recommended. Im convinced that its because I've watched the video my friend sent me multiple times, so the algorithm knew exactly what to do with this video. :]
Beauty is pain
And I know for a fact you paint your pain beautifully :3
We have to stay strong together, even when there's nothing left to fight for ❤
I hope things get better.
Man, off topic, but I love this song sm
seriously dawg the music is fire asf
This is way too good, this needs to be popular !
No, it doesn't, when competing against animations like Helluva Boss, Stickmen Animations, e.g. it will not be able to beat any of them.
I am being realistic
@@MrZEScott Usually when people say that something “needs to be popular”, it’s a way of saying “this needs more recognition!”
they’re not necessarily saying that it holds the same quality or depth when compared to animated series on here
(not trying to get into an argument ofc! ^^ i’m just explaining my experience with this phrase)
@@siahnadrawz2680 Thanks for the clarification
@@MrZEScott I dont mean that at all, i just like wish it could get more recognition
Idk if I’m in a stage of denial or something but I feel like sometimes I try to gaslight myself?? Like I’ll just think (that didn’t happen, ur just feeling this for attention etc.) but I know it happened and I feel like I’m just trying to convince myself it didn’t happen to cope. I just kind of feel like it was my fault it happened too. I never said no out loud not tht I rlly knew what was happening but still. I was 10 then. Im about to be 16. I still don’t trust family anymore. Because of said situation. It’s stressful. I’ve never really talked about it before but it feels good to get it off my chest. I hope you’re doing alright I know this can really weigh someone down, you’re amazing and you matter, your videos bring me a sense of comfort knowing I’m not the only one.
A person, especially a child, can find it hard speaking up when the act is happening. People commonly freeze in shock, don’t say anything because they’re scared, or they aren’t capable of directly pinpointing why it’s wrong, or why they don’t feel comfortable with it.
You were a child; It wasn’t and isn’t your fault for not outwardly saying ‘no’, because neither had I when it was happening. And you aren’t doing it for attention.
Coming to terms, or even just remembering what happened is scary and confusing. Trust yourself through this, you know what happened better than anyone else.
I hope you can recover and live a good life. 🫂🩷🩷
@@siahnadrawz2680 that really means a lot thank you so much I wish u the very best in life💕
I hope you feel better soon.
I relate to the song but I can’t help feeling it was my fault. I mean, I never said no. Not out loud. I get that he was much older and he only wanted me for sex.. but it just feels like I am the reason it happened. Is this normal? Am I just in denial?
@@Localtoast05 It’s not your fault 🫂🩷
❤
Cant believe it took me a whole day to find and watch this. masterpiece again
Box-cutter gang!
I don't know why I keep coming back to this probably cuz I'm just worried that you're going to do something drastic and I understand I'm a complete stranger by I worry about a lot of things and a lot of people and so I have lost people I was really close to and so I wasn't really close to but just remember there are a lot of people who care about you and that includes me and I know you don't really know me but I hope we can be friends someday
Sorry for it being so long by the way
@@ethanmeyer1267 thank you, you’re very kind! but i don’t believe i’ll be taking any drastic measures anytime soon ^^🩷
I don’t know you , but I know you’re gorgeous . I know you deserved better . I’m so , so sorry . I hope you can recover . In my heart , I will hold you as close as possible . I hope you will feel it , in some way , and I hope it helps .
@@leopardwolves6957 thank you deeply, you’re extremely kind
i love mccafferty!! i hope you heal overtime
I've never been through anything like this and ot makes me feel stupid for haveing "trama" and im sorry to all who actually went through terrible things
Dont feel stupid over your own trauma just because its not as extreme as others trauma. Its still something bad no matter how small it may seem.
Once again- I hope you’re doing well!!! I love the art style and the detail, and the animated bits, too! I understand it’s personal vent, so I won’t be pushing or asking a lot. Just hope you’re coping well!! Your animatics/animations are inspiring! (I could rly hear this well bc it’s like- the middle of the night and I’m not supposed to be awake- my mom is awake and if she catches me on my phone then, oh boy- I’ll be grounded for half my summer 😅)
What did you use to animate this you inspired me to animate my struggles.
@@Beesingsss i use FlipaClip 🫶🏻
@@siahnadrawz2680 thank you! how many fps?
@@Beesingsss my FPS can range from 6 to 10
@@siahnadrawz2680 Thank you
@@Beesingsss ofc!! if you need any further assistance, i’ll be happy to try and help
I keep coming back to this so many times. Not just because of the music and animation, but the representation I feel while watching it. I haven’t experienced most of this (except for s/h) and yet I relate to a lot of it. I want you to know that this inspired me to express these feelings through my art and, although it doesn’t help me understand them, it at least helps me get them out of my system in a healthy way. I haven’t been s/a’d before, but it’s something I have been and still am terrified that will happen to me one day, so this makes me feel a little seen in that regard. This is probably long but I appreciate all of your animations, they make me cry every time I watch them. (/pos)
@@bolt7346 thank you, i’m really glad i could help in such an unintentional way
I have never dealt with sh or sa but Soo many of my friends have dealth with that before and it sucks to see them suffering like this. I'm constantly tormented everyday wishing there was some way I could help them but I can't help them in any way because I've never dealt with what they have. Reading your comment was a blessing to me. Thank you ❤
honestly, I talked to my teacher, because I trusted her. About my cousin and what he did to me, related to this. What did she do? Made it about her. A 52 year old, making her dad which was abusive seem more important about the cousin that was still in my school. But seeing people like this, who are brave, like you, to share this in the internet for people to see, it’s heart warming knowing for a reason?
I hope you’re okay now, if you haven’t told a helpline or someone about this, please try to. Easier said than done. But I went to a therapist and he was the nicest person I met, they can’t share what you tell them so please, try get help. It will feel way better. I hope you’re feeling better now though, 🫶.
Thank you! I’m very sorry to hear about your experience with that teacher, she sounds terrible. And don’t worry, i’ve told plenty of my friends and some family about these problems and I should (hopefully) be going into therapy soon
I relate to this so much
MACAQUE PFP STOPPED
*GULPS LOUDLY*
This is fucking gorgeous. Are you alright.
@@ThatonekidXDDofficial thank you. Yeah, I am
@@siahnadrawz2680 your art tastes like frozen gummy bears btw
@@siahnadrawz2680❤
feels like a cry for help more then anything
Im sending good vibes your way and there's nothing you can do to stop the good vibes
Is it bad that I love but hate how hard this hits
I love these videos, they are so comforting. Your art is beautiful. Hope you are doing better!!
I noticed that the blue guy also has a bead of sweat on his face in 0:33 , we know that ur a victim and very much uncomfortable by it, is he too?
the blue character was also uncomfortable with the sexual stuff the green character would say
@@siahnadrawz2680 oh, is he okay?
i cant exactly tell if this is a personal vent or not but if it is i hope youre doing okay now, please take care of yourself
It is a personal vent, but I promise i’m doing alright! 🩷
@@siahnadrawz2680 thats good to hear, no one deserves to go through that kind of stuff, i hope youre in a place where you can properly recover 🩷
I love you,bro.
I love you too, bro :3
This was a really good vid to show how much s3xual assault, and other triggers can really affect a person's social life!
heck.. I relate to this! All I wanna say is it's gonna get better, and also that I understand it's scary to move on when certain people have affected you deeply, for anyone who relates to this really. I hope you have had a brighter future than what you have gone through! ^^
Very nice animation! (very relatable for me and many others) Hope your doing well!!
another good animation good job wwWOOOOO
this kind of stuff makes me feel something strange, its like disgust but not exactly, i like watching, the animation is nice, but there’s something large that just kinda twists my gut
i like these a LOT 10/10 i wanna see your channel grow big!!
Thank you so much :D 🩷🩷🩷
@@siahnadrawz2680i think i understand why these animations make my gut twist and turn
originally i thought i wasn’t ever sa’d but i just looked back on my middle school years and realized how much i was wrong
i’ve been touched, groped, and grabbed by a bunch of guys at that fucking school, one of them being a ‘friend’ of mine, i just laughed it off and let it slide and forgot, but that feeling still stuck, and im realizing why stuff about SA makes me feel gross
tldr: i was SA’d, a lot in school
@@greenistheworst I’m so sorry, that’s absolutely disgusting of those people. If you need someone to tell you: it wasn’t your fault. I hope you can recover🫂🩷
One word
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FUCK
WHY THE HELL DO I REPATE TO THIS? I’M CRYING. SONG=FIRE ART=FIRE AND NOW I’M SUBSCRIBED DAMMIT!
I relate to this sm tho :’)
edit: ur so talented tho
I'm not very good at English, so if I make any mistakes, I'm sorry :p
I sincerely hope that you are better and taking care of yourself, it's good to know that your followers support you with sweet and comforting words, I hope this makes you feel better :3
This is still one of all the cases that can be the case on the internet.
Delete Discord for humanity
This animation is very smooth and lovely and i am very sorry abt what you go through
Im actually crying, I relate to this so much.. 😭
🫂
I hope you’re doing better now
OK BUT LIKE UR SO TALENTED
I FUKIN LUV IT, STAY AWAY STAY AWAY
TYY
Off topic but I love your animation style❤
Thank you !! :D❤️❤️
Thank you , i also love this song alot ❤️