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- Опубліковано 13 вер 2018
- It has been an eye opening year
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You kind of remind me of those friends that you don’t see for a while but when you see them there’s nothing but love and excitement. So now when I get a notification I’m just like, “Yay she’s back!”
Anyana Bae FACCCCTSSSSS
Legit same!
Anyana Bae it’s exactly like that 😩😂😍
@@ClarissaXplainsItAll im that friend 💀💀💀😔
naranja bebe I’m definitely that friend I left my friends for the whooooole summer 😩 they were all like ok we’re still doing this
Welcome back! 🧡
Scream Kiwi KIWIIIII💕✨
Yess! Two of my favorite alt girls on UA-cam :)
DREW!! I've legit been watching you since I was like 12, im 19 now. Miss you so much girl.
Wow, I just realized I've been watching her for ~6 years. I'm turning 20 soon but I remember watching your videos in hs and thinking 'I wanna be this cool spooky queen' 😣
Ava Haiva sameee
@@TheNinjapancake14 girl me as well she is really my inspiration!
I was 15/16 now i'm 20 and i still love her as much as i did when i first know her
@@TheNinjapancake14 omg me too, but my style is more like "cute kawaii" but sometimes i want to be a spooky girl like i used to be
Please do a shoe collection when you are ready.
Yesss!
Drew girl 😒. Cut the shit. Stop thinking we need anything perfect from you, as a newer viewer the content you create will be enough. So come back and just BE we 💜 everything you do!
I'm just so glad you're here again ♡ It's been a while, but it's always worth the wait
I'm not going anywhere! Your well being is more important than anything. You have always been full of magic and wonder to me and I will stay here waiting to witness even more of it!
Holy heck I thought you quit, or something. Girl you look amazing that purple hair looks gorgeous on you 💕
It’s so crazy. I just said this morning “Where’s Drew? She needs a new video, I miss her!” And you come out with a new video ❤️
Honestly no matter how long she disappears, when I see she uploads a new video I still get hella hyped. I’ll still be here! 🖤✨
Definitely name the mannequin Cheryl. Good to see you back on again c:
I'm glad you are back-ish! I just found you a few weeks ago but you are one of the few people I feel I can relate to on UA-cam. I'm pastel goth, use wigs a lot because of my autoimmune disease causing my hair to fall out, I cosplay a great deal, and I've fought my own mental health battles. You are so much more real than everyone else I've seen, unique, and you are honest about your imperfections.
What I can say honestly about what you are going through is THE ART OF SELF CARE IS SO IMPORTANT. I've had this disease since I was probably 13 or 14 but I didn't get diagnosed until I was an adult and I've often given too much of myself to others at the cost of my mental and physical health. YOU ARE MOST IMPORTANT. Focus on you and your self care. People who love you will be understanding and those who don't can f**k off. It took me a while to get that attitude but if people don't understand when I have flare ups I feel like I've been hit by a bus, given the flu, and haven't slept in a bajillion years and want me to do too much, they don't love me enough to be my friend. Real friends want to see you succeed no matter what and are understanding if you need more time to heal and take care of yourself. So, take a nap, take a bubble bath, binge on Netflix, cuddle Mochi, do whatever it takes to make you feel better. Self care is also not selfish or greedy, so don't feel like it is please because it's necessary. I did a lot of soul searching, reading self help books, and found an AMAZING therapist who helped me through everything and some days I still have struggles, but we are all human and we can't be 100% all the time.
Lastly, I didn't know at the time but my Hashimoto's has made my WHOLE BODY freak out. All of my hormones have been thrown out of wack and when they are off I have SEVERE anxiety issues, depression, moodswings, breakdowns, and I've even been suicidal. It may be worth getting a blood panel done of all of your thyroid hormones, sex hormones, and vitamins because while it may not 100% cure things (I've had a lot of trauma and abuse in my life and I'm still damaged) it may certainly help any internal factors which are adding to the issue.
Spot on intro really. Your gorgeous and as long as your happy, we are happy and if people feel differently then they don't support you as a human being. I feel some subscribers miss that the person on their screen is a person. Has feelings. Goes through all the same BS that we do. It's ok to be a person. Your new place is adorable. I really LOVE your aesthetic. I can't decorate anything. Seriously anything. My sister is an interior designer and this christmas her present to me is picking up house stuff and helping me decorate and clean and re organize my whole life. Loved the tour!
Gurl I think I've been watching you since I was like.....Probably like 16 or 17 and I'm 24 now. I will not stop clicking on your videos no matter how many times you come back. You're like, a piece of my life and to be honest, since we're all adults basically, I mean, I totally respect the craziness of life and you definitely never have to explain yourself, but I really appreciate that you do. I loved seeing your apartment tour and it was genuinely thoughtful that you recorded before you moved. That was an apartment with a lot memories! I need to follow you on some other social media though! Glad to see you're back. Glad really to see that you're alive and well really. You don't have to do some intensive 3 video a week regimen for me or evidently your other 340k subscribers to still support you. You're still just as beautiful as ever and there is N O P R E S S U R E for you to do anything but live your life.
Love you! Glad to see you!
welcome back! also please do a contacts video! ❤️ a collection or stuff you know about them etc. looking beautiful as alwaysss
Im very glad you are doing better, i always come back around october just for those spoopy videos.
I do the disappearing thing as well. Sometimes you gotta slink off into the ether to get a little right. I just subbed, but I wanted to say welcome back and cheers on the new space. ❤
I’ve been watching you from the time I was 12/13 and I honestly get so warm when you post videos tbh but I’m now 18 soon to be 19 and I’m just happy I got to see you somewhat grow and open up to us about certain things and like yeah! I’ll go before I get emotional but welcome back!
I completely forgot I was subscribed...
Keila Dones Lmaoooo same 😭
Same 😭
Glad you're back! Now that we've seen where you WERE I'd love to see the NEW apartment tour. New beginnings are the best! You look amazing and what a cute cat!
Girl you’re lucky to be able to live on your own! I’ll get there eventually. Praying for better mental and financial circumstances for the both of us 🙏🏾✨💞
ITS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN!! I’m glad you’re feeling up to make another video. I love you soo much girly, i’ve been here for a few years now and i just LOVE your videos. I hope you’re mental state keeps improving and you get betterrr
Omg watching this has made me realize I am in such a better place in my life now as well. I found you when I was a little depressed girl, and I watched you grow, and become something beautiful. And I want you to know that for someone who was going through the same thing and watching you grow, you helped me grow. And I thank you for that!!!😍😍😍🖤🖤🖤🖤🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Yasss girl, loving your whole new vibe. Good to know you're truly healing and happy💜
“But what are you gonna do” 😂😂😂 Must be your favorite saying ! Love it !!
I’m sooo freaking excited that you finally posted a video! My fav UA-camr since I was in high school
It’s OKAYYY sis honestly just don’t worry about the gaps 😭 I’m just so happy to see any video you make 🙌🏾❤️
So happy to see your smiling face again Drew! I missed your videos-- I've been tuning in sincs before I even made a UA-cam account to officially subscribe to people lol. Anyhow I'm glad to see you growing and healing and pushing onwards! I was just thinking about how much i missed your content!
Also-- my mannequin name suggestion is Dita. C:
Hope to see you again sometime soon! Give your new kitten lots of hugs for me! 💞
I have struggled with Depression, Anxiety, OCD and self-harm for most of my life. I'm 34 now and if there's anything I can say that might help it would be this. The expectation that anything can give us a magical epiphany that will cure our mental illness is an unrealistic one. There are going to be good times and bad, and the only way to get through hell is to KEEP. GOING.
Film when you can, don't pressure yourself about a schedule. Don't beat yourself up about disappearing. You're loved regardless. ♥
Love you, metal breakdowns and everything ~
Moving is a ton of work. Happy you got through it
I’ll always come back because you’re one of the realest UA-camrs when it comes to talking about mental health and showing your audience that it’s not necessarily a straight path to getting better. On top of your other great content! Im happy you feel comfortable taking time for yourself off camera because I think a lot of youtubers forget how important that is. But you’re worth the wait ✨I’m just glad to see you feeling better and with a cute cat lol
Im so glad you uploaded again Drew. Ive missed your content so much. Your apartment was sooo damn cuuuuuuuute. Im glad your striving to be happier and in a better mindset. That little baby kitty is too cute by the way! So precious! Anyways, I cant wait for the new stuff you bring to us. Especially since the most wonderful time of the year is practically here.( Yes, Halloween. The sacred Day for us strange peeps.) Huge hugs from me to you. Stay fierce gorgeous. 💖💖😻🎃👻
P.S. I love that hair color on you. 💋
Uhmm yea at 9:37, he scared the shit out of me lol
I’ve missed you and I think a rug in the living room/office would look nice
These videos are always so refreshing. Tbh, I've been going through a lot of similar stuff lately and just getting an update that you're doing alright and pulling through inspires me to keep going.
So glad you're backWe have truly missed you and your welcoming vibes doll. I wish you well and great prosperity in all you do in life. I love your new addition to the family 🐈. I too once had a kitten we found in a 150 year old cemetery. After 7years he just ran off, then 2years later re-emerged from nowhere; ate dinner with his offspring, my beloved 🐈, and once again, left, never to be seen thereafter-I think he owned a passport ✈️or takes trains and travels North America.😂I miss him. Stay healthy and happy!
Tbh you could post a year, 2, 10 from now and I'm still gonna be feenin to watch it when I get home and comfy. Keep it up drew!💕
Your place was so nice, I loved the decor. & I am obsessed with your hair so cute!💕
I’m so happy to see that you have an amazing support system!
It’s so good to see you back, Drew😊 You don’t owe UA-cam or social media shit, your mental health and real life comes first.
I missed the hell out of you and can’t wait for anything that you share. Also, I’d totally pay to have you direct my crafting and decorations for my new place lmao
Oh yeah: Name the mannequin Juliet or Ramona, she def seems like one of those two.
Welcome back girl!!! Remember watching you in middle school, and here I am on my last year of high school. So proud of you and understood why you needed to take a break. ❤️✨❤️✨❤️
I completely understand. I'm going through it right now with my parents and I've been constantly running away to try and start my life because I'm 17 almost 18 and they keep dragging me back. I'm miserable. I really know how you feel with being in a bad place.
I'm so happy you're baaaaack! I can't watch the whole video at the moment cause my data is complete shit right now but I hope whatever it is you've been going through has helped you grow and become stronger than you were before! 💙 Lots of love from Puerto Rico✨ stay healthy, creepy & cute ~ 💜
So glad to have you back 🖤 and your kitty has gotten so big!! She’s gorgeous!
Its so good to see you are well. You emanate keep it real and that it takes time to overcome and do things I'll always watch never fickle sub for life!👍
One of the reasons why i'm always here is that i understand in parts how you feel, (i have depresion), of course all people are diferent and i have no idea how your illness afects you, i'm trully happy to see you're still fighting, stay strong, we love you girl 😘
You’re so amazingly organized for someone that has so much stuff. I adore it. #inspiration
I just checked yesterday if you uploaded. Miss ya ❣️Continue healing & growing.
I hate moving too..i totally understand where ure comin from. it’s good to have u back, always love watching you and your content💙💜✨
Glad to see you back with Nico and Mochi 🐈❤️. When I get overwhelmed I try to focus on happy moment vs being happy because I’ve realized that’s not realistic. You’re doing a lot and we’re proud of you.
Go head girl! Good to have you back! Can’t wait for more videos.
Much love mamas.❤️
I love that your honest of why you were away and weren’t just bullshitting and didn’t explain, I’m glad if you’ll be back🖤
Glad you're back. Do another my outfits video whenever you be the chance. I'd love to see your clothing these days 😊
I just thought about you yesterday....and here you are!!!! I'm so happy to see a video from you again!! I'm in a transitional period in my life right now too, and it takes a toll on me from time to time. And I too am happy that I have loving people around me that will tolerate and be patient with me. Friends are just what got needed sometime, and we're are all here for you Drew!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I did the same xD
Three things! One; I freaking love your hair! Two; tattoo update maybe? Three; where did you get your couch??? It looks so nice! I've been shopping for one but ehhh
Love you so much Drew!! Your transparency. And your honesty. Not just with us your subscribers/supporters but honest with yourself and how you’re growing. Just like THANK YOU ❤️. This video was much needed for me.
DREW "WE LOVE YOU"!!!! Life is a Journey and no one ever tells us that the Journey can suck along the way. Perhaps they feel like it would be discouraging to keep it real!! The main goal is to keeep it moving after we fall down just remember to keeeep fighting to get back up and never give up or in!!!!!!! Love You
Watching you feel better gives me so much hope in my own situation. It's good to see you doing better. I've watched you for years and no matter how much you leave and come back I'll be here 😘
I’m glad you’re back, I hella knew you were gonna post a video soon
I'm glad to see you🤗! And I love that purple hair💜! Mental health is a wild dance of taking three steps forward and two steps back. But as long as you discover one thing about yourself and your triggers during that back step, the forward progress doesn't seem so short. You'll also find that having a fur baby🐱 will help tremendously! You'll giggle more, even while you're crying. You'll find a reason to get out of bed(cats need food, and they're persistent about when).. eventually, your triggers will lesson, meaning, they won't have as much hold on you. Now, I'm not a professional, but these are just my own personal experiences. There's just something about these little balls of fur.....💜💜💜🐶🐱
Honestly was a little surprised the youtube not was from you but I immediately clicked on it!! Take your time Drew, we love you and understand that it’s not always easy. Love you!💛
Nice to see you back making videos! I hope it becomes easier/better for you to make videos now.
I understand your feelings, I'm glad you're in a better place and I hope things keep looking up.
Girl I might be late but I do miss seeing your videos as soon as I seen it pop up in my notifications I was like yassss the queen has returned
I love how your place was decorated and organized! And I'm glad your brain is feeling somewhat better :)
I’ve been watching you since the very beginning and you are awesome you got this girl
Sooo glad to see you again. Recovery is definitely a bumpy road with ups and downs, twists and turns but it sounds like you’re navigating the best way you can and that’s all that matters! I too randomly disappear and return in September 😂 Welcome back and I look forward to watching you again 😘
Take your time ☺ feel what you feel and go through it. Glad your feeling better
Welcome back! I'm glad to hear you've been doing better and have taken the needed time off to focus on your well-being. Remember you are ALWAYS on YOUR own time, and there's no set standard of how much or little that takes. Can't wait to see what all new you have in store for us! 💕
i just ADORE you and your content! i sometimes see u update ur sc but happy to see u on youtube again. much love~
I watched you a year ago, wasn’t subscribed
and just randomly thought of you today and remembered your name! and wanted to see how you were. I’m happy youre in a better place
Omg I missed you I’ve been thinking about you recently and I just been wondering where you are 💜love you and wish you the best in life
You look amazing! Cute style and color on you!
You seem so much happier now! I hope we get to see some of your famous Halloween videos this year!
Welcome back !💛 I’ve been watching you on UA-cam since I had a Nintendo ds, such a long time :3 glad ur back bbyy💕 :D I missed you smmm! I’ve been a subscriber since you had red hair which I’m proud to say because you’re hella awesome 🖤🌞
Edit : purple hair is literally the fit 😍!
I'm happy u are getting better Drew and i do hope i get to see some Halloween uploads this year, if not it's all good we loyal followers will understand
Her name should be Scarlett!!! 💞💞💞
Oh man. I'm glad you're back! And I LOVE YOUR WIG!
I have a kitty that looks so similar to yours! They should be kitty friends, been loving watching her on Snapchat! Missed you so much! Always happy to see you on here, but so happy to hear how much better you doing! Much love 💗
I’ve been following since high school I love that even tho u don’t post often u still update ur life I feel like apart of “group” . keep working on u girl and we’ll be here when ur ready 🤗
So happy to see you’re back!! Just in time for the Halloween season!!
Hey can you post more makeup videos. Your makeup looks great!!
You are so wonderful. Mental and emotional issues can be so hard to deal with you are such a fucking bad ass to be doing what you're doing.
Omg so glad to see you back and better!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you look great boo!! You was deff missed Drew
That guy scared the soul out of me, flinched so quick😂
I'm glad to see you again! Hoping to see another video soon, loved your videos from the beginning
I'm so glad to see you're doing so much better
I just started watching your videos, and I absolutely love your personality and your honesty about mental health💙 Please keep at it! You're awesome girl!! And super talented!💗 God bless u girl😇🤗
You look so beautiful! I've been watching your vids since 2014. Glad to see you're doing better.
Glad to see you back. Love your vanity. I am sending you a big hug, Drew. 😊
I totally understand the on and off thing. You uploaded when YOU wanna ❤️ do what makes you happy
Just want to say, you were the person that inspired me to take care of my hair better. It sealed the deal for my never wanting a relaxer. I love all your videos though. You're awesome. Keep shining.
I have loved your channel and content for so long that I'm actually giddy seeing a new video ❤❤❤ I hope you can feel better and be happy making your content again 💜💜🖤🖤
I wish you had someone that could help u edit and shoot so u can make more videos. I just recently found you again. You have such a presence and sweet personality.
I’ve missed you so much!! You seem so much happier! Keep glowing girl I love it on you ❤️
ahhhh my favorite girl is baccckkk!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
love you so much Drew! you can leave and come back as much as you want because i will still be here supporting you ! and best believe when my check drops i’m buying some stuff from your store!
also, you are glowinnggg!! or is that my glasses finally doing their job? haha.
I'm so excited to see a new vid. I'm happy to see you're doing well. Missed you.
We missed you!! Your hair looks so good
Good to see you back and doing better. Missed you.