please dont think of me at all - demo

lyrics:
im familiar with everything that's going on around me
i remember i relied on white and everyone to tell me i look pretty
i didn't see too many
but now im seeing less and i confess that i am starting to forget
what having somebody is like
somebody to cry to but instead i want to hide inside my room and talk to nobody at all
i built another wall
i wanted to get better can u see me in the cellar as i curl into a ball
please dont think of me at all
i thought i was grown up when i turned 17
little did i know that growing up required me to fuck up time and time again
i lost so many friends
im almost 22 but im still growing up my hands don't look the same as they did then
wish that i could try again
build up one more wall and take the fall to save us all
please don't think of me at all
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