a friend of mine shared this song w me two years ago. it always always reminds me of him even though we lost touch. he also plays the keys and i always loved sharing music with him
I drew some fanart of this video around the time it came out. And I remember talking to her on her latest livestream on the fanline. She was so sweet. But it makes me sick knowing what she had done. I listened to her songs all the time in 2018-2020. It's all so bittersweet...
That's what happens when you do drugs... maybe it was the rock bottom to get help. Around the time that happened wasn't that when scruff went to rehab?
@@Aurora18665 You don't come back from sexual assault. Besides She has a history of doing terrible things other than just that, please don't give her influence again.
I feel horrible still listening to her songs after knowing the things that she's done to people, but I just cant. I love the music that she produces. I just dont love her as a person. It is nice knowing I'm not the only one though. I always thought I was a bad person for it.
i get majorly creepy vibes from this song/video. it’s hard for me to listen to/watch this without thinking about what she did. everything about it just creeps me out to no end. which is a shame, cause it’s a beautiful, well done song but it’s hard to still see it in that light now.
Is this the place to ask what exactly happened? I saw a bunch of her songs got taken off of Spotify and I was so confused and just never knew what happened
@@PurpleReposter25372 was 19 sleeping with a 17 year old while being in a relationship. also was under an alias stalking her friends onlyfans harrasing them. and apparently forced her friend to do pills, and while she was on them sexually assaulted them while they were passed out
Woke up in a pool of sweat Told me I haven't paid my debt Mommy said I shouldn't fret I'll probably go and pass this test Realize what's before my eyes Soundly take off my disguise Funny how I didn't know But it felt like I loved you so The pictures hanging on my walls Always reminded me of fall The colors had specific sounds Couldn't tell when I looked around How am I the bigger one? When I never took out my gun And played along to all your games But never really felt the same I took your word and ran with it But now it's time to call a quits I'm tired and I'm bored of this Like paint on walls, the way it sits The sun sets on my day, I cry The tears flowing from my eyes My thoughts keep getting worse and worse The Xanax I put in your purse Might kill me, but I will not hurt Meaningful, but just hearing words Drift off to another place Might be nice, but another day How are you so hyperfocused? Buzzing in my ears, the locusts Eat my flesh and beg for more Don't really know what's left in store Someone's taking over now So can you help me figure out? Like, what I did? The cherry pits All crushed around me, what is this? And how am I the bigger one? When I never took out my gun And played along to all your games But never really felt the same I took your word and ran with it But now it's time to call a quits I'm tired and I'm bored of this Like paint on walls, the way it sits
Ringkasan Lirik Hasil Utama Woke up in a pool of sweat Told me I haven't paid my debt Mommy said I shouldn't fret I'll probably go and pass this test Realize what's before my eyes Soundly take off my disguise Funny how I didn't know But it felt like I loved you so The pictures hanging on my walls Always reminded me of fall The colors had specific sounds Couldn't tell when I looked around How am I the bigger one? When I never took out my gun And played along to all your games But never really felt the same I took your word and ran with it But now it's time to call a quits I'm tired and I'm bored of this Like paint on walls, the way it sits The sun sets on my day, I cry The tears flowing from my eyes My thoughts keep getting worse and worse The Xanax I put in your purse Might kill me, but I will not hurt Meaningful, but just hearing words Drift off to another place Might be nice, but another day How are you so hyperfocused? Buzzing in my ears, the locusts Eat my flesh and beg for more Don't really know what's left in store Someone's taking over now So can you help me figure out? Like, what I did? The cherry pits All crushed around me, what is this? And how am I the bigger one? When I never took out my gun And played along to all your games But never really felt the same I took your word and ran with it But now it's time to call a quits I'm tired and I'm bored of this Like paint on walls, the way it sits
everyone makes mistakes lmao, only people with they/them and sh it in their bio have problems with it, ironic since he himself who acted like that got people like him against him… before i trigger those -commies that will correct me that he is a she… open a biology book…
She was found to have harassed minors and did a lot of messed up things. The people that helped her make the song dropped connections with her and made her delete the album.
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this is the most beautiful song ever created.
I always come back to this it’s so beautiful and sad.
a friend of mine shared this song w me two years ago. it always always reminds me of him even though we lost touch. he also plays the keys and i always loved sharing music with him
"mommy said I shouldn't fret"
I love my mom so damn much
From the dungeon to this, man
Gonna use this for my poetry discussion post tonight lmao.
I drew some fanart of this video around the time it came out. And I remember talking to her on her latest livestream on the fanline. She was so sweet. But it makes me sick knowing what she had done. I listened to her songs all the time in 2018-2020. It's all so bittersweet...
what has she done?
@@polswep She (allegedly) groomed a minor and abused her ex-boyfriend
@@polswep She made someone do drugs with her and then raped them. They have a history of sexual assault.
That's what happens when you do drugs... maybe it was the rock bottom to get help. Around the time that happened wasn't that when scruff went to rehab?
@@Aurora18665 You don't come back from sexual assault. Besides She has a history of doing terrible things other than just that, please don't give her influence again.
This is so fucking beautiful.
I feel horrible still listening to her songs after knowing the things that she's done to people, but I just cant. I love the music that she produces. I just dont love her as a person. It is nice knowing I'm not the only one though. I always thought I was a bad person for it.
What this person did?
@@0ffguy248 She was found with evidence of abuse and pressured someone to take drugs and SA'd them. I was really upset when I found out.
yeah...
What did he do
i get majorly creepy vibes from this song/video. it’s hard for me to listen to/watch this without thinking about what she did. everything about it just creeps me out to no end. which is a shame, cause it’s a beautiful, well done song but it’s hard to still see it in that light now.
Is this the place to ask what exactly happened? I saw a bunch of her songs got taken off of Spotify and I was so confused and just never knew what happened
@@PurpleReposter25372 She harassed some of her friends with a fake of account and slept with a minor
@@PurpleReposter25372 was 19 sleeping with a 17 year old while being in a relationship. also was under an alias stalking her friends onlyfans harrasing them. and apparently forced her friend to do pills, and while she was on them sexually assaulted them while they were passed out
@@PurpleReposter25372 groomed minors
@@veimira did Scruffpuppie do this or someone else, sorry dont really understand.
Woke up in a pool of sweat
Told me I haven't paid my debt
Mommy said I shouldn't fret
I'll probably go and pass this test
Realize what's before my eyes
Soundly take off my disguise
Funny how I didn't know
But it felt like I loved you so
The pictures hanging on my walls
Always reminded me of fall
The colors had specific sounds
Couldn't tell when I looked around
How am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits
The sun sets on my day, I cry
The tears flowing from my eyes
My thoughts keep getting worse and worse
The Xanax I put in your purse
Might kill me, but I will not hurt
Meaningful, but just hearing words
Drift off to another place
Might be nice, but another day
How are you so hyperfocused?
Buzzing in my ears, the locusts
Eat my flesh and beg for more
Don't really know what's left in store
Someone's taking over now
So can you help me figure out?
Like, what I did? The cherry pits
All crushed around me, what is this?
And how am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits
if u ever come back to this song manan, thank u for sharing this w me ⭐
tysm
Yw stranger
Ringkasan
Lirik
Hasil Utama
Woke up in a pool of sweat
Told me I haven't paid my debt
Mommy said I shouldn't fret
I'll probably go and pass this test
Realize what's before my eyes
Soundly take off my disguise
Funny how I didn't know
But it felt like I loved you so
The pictures hanging on my walls
Always reminded me of fall
The colors had specific sounds
Couldn't tell when I looked around
How am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits
The sun sets on my day, I cry
The tears flowing from my eyes
My thoughts keep getting worse and worse
The Xanax I put in your purse
Might kill me, but I will not hurt
Meaningful, but just hearing words
Drift off to another place
Might be nice, but another day
How are you so hyperfocused?
Buzzing in my ears, the locusts
Eat my flesh and beg for more
Don't really know what's left in store
Someone's taking over now
So can you help me figure out?
Like, what I did? The cherry pits
All crushed around me, what is this?
And how am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits
It's such a shame that such a talent goes to waste on such a sick individual
truly
everyone makes mistakes lmao, only people with they/them and sh it in their bio have problems with it, ironic since he himself who acted like that got people like him against him…
before i trigger those -commies that will correct me that he is a she…
open a biology book…
talent doesn’t just appear in someone. think how most of your favorite artists are most likey depressed or have been
por mas que haya pasado todo lo sucedido no puedo dejar de escucharla :(
Qué le pasó
Q paso
@@MonguiStudios acosó menores
thank youuu,
it´s remind me one of Joji videoclip
What happent with original song?
idk it got taken off like everything
He got dropped from his label company
@@chrismunoz7209 she**
She was found to have harassed minors and did a lot of messed up things. The people that helped her make the song dropped connections with her and made her delete the album.
Ух ты..только что я услышала..Что-то невероятно красивое
2024
dafür liebe ich dich.
Another one of my favorite artists turns out to be gross perverse monsters. Im starting to lose faith in this world.
why did this song get deleted
JJ was dropped from her record label for accusations with evidence of abuse and her album was canceled
@@emogirl3670 damn that’s why this song disappeared off my playlist
@@trantifabussy theres also another separate incident a year before where she pressured someone into taking MDMA and SA’d her
@@trantifabussy holy shit i had no idea
@@trantifabussy bro yeah i saw an account called j defending her but i never put two and two together omg