Behind the Curtain: The Bam/Novak Saga

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  • Опубліковано 27 вер 2024
  • Brandon Novak discusses his up and down relationship with childhood friend, Bam Margera. They started skating together and as their friendship progressed, Brandon started using heroin and they lost touch. Eventually, Bam reached out to Brandon to get him help. Years later, the tables have turned with Brandon being there for Bam as he is on his path to recovery.
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  • @stousers
    @stousers 4 роки тому +5286

    Who woulda thought out of these crews it would be Novak and Steve O who would be sober

    • @mkvB58KING
      @mkvB58KING 4 роки тому +128

      not in a million years

    • @Ajaxaxxess
      @Ajaxaxxess 4 роки тому +79

      Right man.. crazy who cleans up and who doesnt.

    • @JasonBroaddus
      @JasonBroaddus 4 роки тому +171

      I'm surprised and happy Steve O is still with us. I hope Bam gets better.

    • @flowlineproductions
      @flowlineproductions 4 роки тому +222

      Novak and Steve O went harder and reached their bottoms faster, so they cleaned up before they died. Bam might not be there yet sadly.

    • @johnv6806
      @johnv6806 4 роки тому +52

      I thought Novak would be dead by now. Bam looks like he is dead now.

  • @craigwilkes
    @craigwilkes 4 роки тому +1682

    Brandon you’re a good guy. The way you treated my son during a signing w/ Bam back in the day made that little kids year. He’s now 21 and we still talk about that day. Thank you.

    • @kevinzhu6417
      @kevinzhu6417 4 роки тому +27

      thats an amazing story. when i was a kid i liked watching their shows etc. butthis made me develop so much respect for them

    • @corrinaamato8805
      @corrinaamato8805 4 роки тому +12

      Love this.. great story. I love hearing people's actual experience with some of these celebs.. a lot of time they seem cool as hell when the camera is on but personal interactions from regular ppl tell another story i.e. "Ellen".. lol need I say more. Love that Novacks authentic

    • @tegofido
      @tegofido 3 роки тому +3

      Nice!

    • @quotemenot7000
      @quotemenot7000 3 роки тому +3

      🤟

    • @bronrivera6698
      @bronrivera6698 3 роки тому +4

      That's awesome! I met them at an element demo in Chino,CA back in the day as well when I was a kid

  • @jamieschumacher7989
    @jamieschumacher7989 3 роки тому +398

    Watching Brandon talk about sobriety and how good and happy he looks I've finally decided to go into treatment for my alcoholism. I sent him a message on Instagram thanking him and to say a prayer for me. He replied back in an hour wishing me well. Top dude.

    • @AntistarSessions
      @AntistarSessions 3 роки тому +4

      Good luck man!!!! Be well and happy and healthy

    • @psychoticmaniac8465
      @psychoticmaniac8465 3 роки тому

      did you fall off the wagon?

    • @waffestompinusa3857
      @waffestompinusa3857 2 роки тому +1

      R u sober

    • @jamieschumacher7989
      @jamieschumacher7989 2 роки тому +36

      Did 5 weeks treatment and had a relapse a month later and am happy to say I'm 131 days sober and don't even entertain the thought of drinking again. That will change no doubt but one day at a time.

    • @chakkachewy8905
      @chakkachewy8905 2 роки тому +6

      @@jamieschumacher7989 awesome keep fighting the good fight

  • @MrBeckenhimself
    @MrBeckenhimself 4 роки тому +531

    As a former drug addict myself watching Novak being clean really warms my heart.
    Well done Novak.
    Well done. Stay strong and positive man. You got this.

    • @drewchristenson6775
      @drewchristenson6775 4 роки тому +15

      I'm not judging im on subutex myself BUT ive done and been around opiates and maintenance drugs long enough to know this dude is definitely on methadone or subutex....I don't care what anyone says!!

    • @Beth_Amphetamine
      @Beth_Amphetamine 4 роки тому +1

      drew christenson I was thinking the same thing watching him constantly scratch his nose. Opiates always make my nose itch and I know it’s the same for others. Now he might be taking it strictly as therapy for his addictions and I hope that’s the case but yeah I agree with you.

    • @MrBeckenhimself
      @MrBeckenhimself 4 роки тому +1

      @@drewchristenson6775 He might be on opiates to deal with the heroin addiction. Because I've met a ton of heroin addicts some clean some, well..
      And let me tell you when that abstinense hits them.
      It's on an entirely different level.

    • @qbclay2
      @qbclay2 4 роки тому +1

      being on opiates to deal with the heroin addiction makes 0 sense. i could see him being on a maintenance drug of some sort maybe, but really doubt he is on any kind of opiate. that shits a slippery slope right back to heroin, i cant imagine the self control and discipline that it would take for a full blown heroin addict to just maintain with other opioids and not eventually go back to heroin

    • @Beth_Amphetamine
      @Beth_Amphetamine 4 роки тому +2

      qbclay2 yeah I agree. I don’t think he’s on opiates, I think he’s probably on methadone or something similar. I was just saying that certain pills made my nose itch like that and maybe it’s the same for what he’s taking. I didnt really make my comment clear lol

  • @greggallen7381
    @greggallen7381 4 роки тому +1000

    He never gave up on you, now you never give up on him!

    • @lau3503
      @lau3503 4 роки тому +12

      Arnold Palmer yes. You said it.

    • @ELTALIBANEASTLA
      @ELTALIBANEASTLA 4 роки тому +9

      Big facts

    • @christopherarellano3731
      @christopherarellano3731 4 роки тому +2

      Bomb tea

    • @derekvalenti9365
      @derekvalenti9365 4 роки тому +5

      Absolutely we’re all in this together baby!

    • @ELTALIBANEASTLA
      @ELTALIBANEASTLA 4 роки тому +18

      Fr fr It’s time for you to show bam some homie love ❤️ just like he Never gave up on you now you can’t give up on him!!! .....not to talk smack but Brandon you would be no one without bam not get me Wong I love y’all but the world wouldn’t have even known who you where if it wasn’t for bam.... put all them money shit n beef aside for a bit and be there for your friend!!

  • @jacobalthiser5730
    @jacobalthiser5730 4 роки тому +420

    I'm 60 days as of today. And this really hit my heart. I'm 35 year old and grew up watching you guys. And feel like I've grown up with you. All the best wishes to bam and you.

    • @robbyproto8046
      @robbyproto8046 4 роки тому +16

      Congrats man. Keep it up

    • @pwallace5359
      @pwallace5359 4 роки тому +5

      Jacob Althiser , hope you’re still doing ok

    • @jacobalthiser5730
      @jacobalthiser5730 4 роки тому +12

      Yup still doing great thank you.

    • @jacobalthiser5730
      @jacobalthiser5730 4 роки тому +8

      @@pwallace5359 yup still doing g great thank you

    • @lordbottaro4549
      @lordbottaro4549 4 роки тому +3

      Keep it up brother, you should be proud of yourself.

  • @jasonkrohmer2325
    @jasonkrohmer2325 4 роки тому +427

    One and a half years clean off iv heroin. Your videos helped me cope.

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  4 роки тому +125

      Congratulations brother !

    • @helenfaber7878
      @helenfaber7878 4 роки тому +5

      That's awesome well done

    • @enmeterdumheter
      @enmeterdumheter 4 роки тому +5

      Great work brother!

    • @tbhwitchall3797
      @tbhwitchall3797 4 роки тому +10

      U a beast bro.. that shit ain't easy. Not by a longshot

    • @syrenamilani3115
      @syrenamilani3115 4 роки тому +4

      Blessings on cont. healing & finding purpose, joy & comfort again in life ... 👀💘💫

  • @oldmanskates
    @oldmanskates 4 роки тому +307

    These guys chasing each other's tails trying to help each other. Hope the best for you both.

    • @ELTALIBANEASTLA
      @ELTALIBANEASTLA 4 роки тому +5

      Fr fr It’s time for you to show bam some homie love ❤️ just like he Never gave up on you now you can’t give up on him!!! .....not to talk smack but Brandon you would be no one without bam not get me Wong I love y’all but the world wouldn’t have even known who you where if it wasn’t for bam.... put all them money shit n beef aside for a bit and be there for your friend!!

    • @spookshow6999
      @spookshow6999 3 роки тому +1

      @@ELTALIBANEASTLA did you not fucking listen to a thing he said?

    • @ELTALIBANEASTLA
      @ELTALIBANEASTLA 3 роки тому +1

      Yeah and to me he wasn’t there like bam was for him!

    • @BrainbusterLeckie
      @BrainbusterLeckie 3 роки тому +11

      @@ELTALIBANEASTLA because it's a massively different dynamic to have a Rich Signed Skateboarder with a show on MTV helping out a homeless Heroin addict than it is with Novak trying to help a dude with Multiple Houses, constant royalty checks and who can sell out venues anytime he needs more cash.
      What is Novak meant to do? Throw Bam off his couch? The same tactics ain't going to work here, Bam needs to help himself if he wants to stay sober.

    • @dolantho
      @dolantho 3 роки тому +3

      @@ELTALIBANEASTLA yo you gotta be a little kid bro ain’t no way

  • @cesarmendoza8030
    @cesarmendoza8030 3 роки тому +87

    Today is my 3rd day cold turkey from cocaine, ecstasy and alcohol. I’m 27 and for a long time felt like I had a death wish even doing crazy shit like driving candy flipping. There is much life to live and I hope people like Bam, myself and anyone else struggling with depression can overcome their demons 🙏🏾 Thank you Mr. Novak and Steve-O for inspiring me because nothing is impossible

    • @theccwdad
      @theccwdad 3 роки тому +7

      Hey man I don't know you I never will. But you go this shit. Stay strong. The samurai wakes up everyday knowing he is a warrior and his job is to put on his armor and go to war. Put your armor on and go to war with that shit. Kill it from your life and start again like a phoenix from the ashes. 🙏💥🏚️🏘️

    • @ThorCarlton
      @ThorCarlton 3 роки тому +4

      Stay strong man, best wishes.

    • @CannibalOX99
      @CannibalOX99 3 роки тому +2

      Update in 3 months

    • @drunkenmmamaster419
      @drunkenmmamaster419 3 роки тому +2

      I feel for ya bro I'm 28 and have been on and off opiates for the past 10 years can't even stay more than a year clean half the time , life of crazy , shit I'm probably gonna die one day from it

    • @justinhebert7580
      @justinhebert7580 3 роки тому +1

      RIP to the nose beers. You got this bro!

  • @zachansard
    @zachansard 4 роки тому +289

    He was your rock, be his. You got this. Friendships hit a lot of waves, stay the course. Your story and your support will help him more than either of you will ever realize.

    • @spookshow6999
      @spookshow6999 4 роки тому +2

      Zac Hansard bullshit

    • @spookshow6999
      @spookshow6999 4 роки тому +9

      Bam will drag him right back down. He doesn’t want to change. You can’t go around even family if they use.

    • @gcroller93
      @gcroller93 4 роки тому +7

      So you expect novak to just turn his back on bam after all the help and support he gave him? Thats cold

    • @fsdirtbear926
      @fsdirtbear926 4 роки тому

      Zac Hansard this made me tear up.

    • @horrorfan4-life689
      @horrorfan4-life689 4 роки тому +2

      @@spookshow6999 you can go around but dont stay. And I'm a recovering addict so I know what I'm talking about.

  • @BackRoadStoneRevival
    @BackRoadStoneRevival 4 роки тому +483

    Y’all are friends for a reason. Y’all get this fixed, be healthy together. Go skate together. Let’s get this going in a great direction guys. Cmon

  • @livethroughthis3863
    @livethroughthis3863 3 роки тому +228

    Who’s here after seeing bams rant?

  • @TheCharcoalchicken
    @TheCharcoalchicken 4 роки тому +310

    Be there for bam, that's all you can do, he'll get sober when he's ready to

    • @minkoil00
      @minkoil00 4 роки тому +11

      Till death do them part

    • @DoppSkates
      @DoppSkates 4 роки тому +6

      @Justin Mayberry how/why does bam have blood on his hands? Did he have a accidental part in dunns death?

    • @tanishareynolds3748
      @tanishareynolds3748 4 роки тому +31

      @Justin Mayberry everyone Dunn was hinging out with at that time was drinking and doing drugs. Why is it Bams fault? Did Dunn ever take bams keys away? I actually remember seeing them take a televised road trip where they were fucked up the entire time. Dude, you're a piece of shit for trying to lay that on anyone else besides Dunn.

    • @pjhaze
      @pjhaze 4 роки тому +5

      People get sober or die young. Not too many old junkies. My bf said that to me and I got sober 3 days later

    • @rollaroyce747
      @rollaroyce747 4 роки тому +1

      @@tanishareynolds3748 why the legends always gotta die quick...

  • @NocturnalRS
    @NocturnalRS 4 роки тому +283

    9:40 Bam is cradling you like a mother, man if that is not a sign of love idk what is.

    • @ojeda5577
      @ojeda5577 4 роки тому +24

      That got me...💔

    • @NocturnalRS
      @NocturnalRS 4 роки тому +15

      The biggest thanks he could ever give is to just be there and chill with him but at the same time you have to isolate your self from people that will bring you back to your old ways when are trying to stay sober

    • @Behehee
      @Behehee 4 роки тому +3

      Nocturnal RS wtf you doing here bro haha!

    • @NocturnalRS
      @NocturnalRS 4 роки тому +2

      @@Behehee ahhaha

    • @kineticblues2766
      @kineticblues2766 4 роки тому +1

      Behemeth's OSRS Highlights and Nocturnal RS
      🙅‍♂️

  • @StephenAlexWalker
    @StephenAlexWalker 4 роки тому +200

    Seems like people who have experienced the deepest darkest places in life are the first ones to help others recover. You don't give up on good people that took the dark path.

    • @VestaJ17
      @VestaJ17 4 роки тому

      thanks for this comment

    • @astroboy5456
      @astroboy5456 4 роки тому +2

      Not just recover, they will help anyone anytime....

    • @brookeb452
      @brookeb452 3 роки тому

      It’s true. With other things aside from recovery. The ppl who have helped me most have always been the ones who couldn’t afford to, but somehow found a way.

    • @FACEGRINDproductions
      @FACEGRINDproductions 3 роки тому

      That's the damn truth. You have more empathy if you yourself have struggled in one way or another. Some of the best people have been through the worst shit.

    • @sashaburton9042
      @sashaburton9042 3 роки тому +1

      Most people look at us addicts as a lost cause. Your comment is so beautiful and sweet and I appreciate it

  • @adriannefrias8563
    @adriannefrias8563 4 роки тому +685

    Bams rise was during Novak’s Fall. And now Novak’s rise is during Bams fall. These Pennsylvanians are a interesting breed.

    • @JonCollinsMedia
      @JonCollinsMedia 4 роки тому +18

      I hope Novak can help bam get through this. Depression is a disease and death is the outcome unless you can climb out of it.

    • @LUImusic856
      @LUImusic856 4 роки тому +20

      PA👌👌👌

    • @themantheledge
      @themantheledge 4 роки тому +5

      Are Novak and bam fighting at the moment? Im in Aus I don't see much media relating to this?

    • @themantheledge
      @themantheledge 4 роки тому +11

      @S S UA-cam is my only social media 👎

    • @rab46290
      @rab46290 4 роки тому +3

      Novaks rise was a long time ago. Now it's a plato

  • @kxsess91
    @kxsess91 4 роки тому +69

    I'm thinking of Bam and praying that he can find the strength to get better. Bless you both. Thank you for all you do!

    • @Mr.Meyhem
      @Mr.Meyhem 4 роки тому

      There making a new jackass .. im sure he will be sober

    • @rebeccamcguire2798
      @rebeccamcguire2798 3 роки тому

      @@Mr.Meyhem sadly wasnt the case im suprised sadly that we havent seen qorse then a bunch of instagram meltdoqns bams at a low .
      Sadly if he doesn't get away from the largee amount of enablers we will have a death rather thr sucess he needs to realize hes a large part of the issues in his life but thus is the nature of addiction ... i hope bam wakes up hefore hes dead like his good friend that was a tragic
      death as is

  • @xlnuniex
    @xlnuniex 3 роки тому +131

    When Dunn pushed Novak... I felt that. From both sides.

    • @stevennorris7181
      @stevennorris7181 2 роки тому +11

      Its a disaster from all aspects. Dunn trying to be high and mighty towards Novak over heroin, to normalize and justify his own addictions, of which ultimately killed not only himself but another person. I just wish there was someone there to push Ryan too.

    • @xlnuniex
      @xlnuniex 2 роки тому +7

      @@stevennorris7181 I get it. Novak was given a strict list of rules to follow if he wanted to stay at Bam’s home. I think they thought they could get Novak off drugs for good. Not realizing just how difficult the process is. Bam now knows the struggles of addiction too.
      Also, I think Dunn was really disappointed that he couldn’t get his friend off drugs. It’s hard seeing a friend go through an addiction.
      * I’m really proud that Novak got clean. He’s been clean and sober for several years now. Extremely happy for him. I recently read that Bam also got sober; celebrated a year clean too.

    • @zippymufo9765
      @zippymufo9765 Рік тому

      Actually what I heard was that Dunn hated Novak and resented that Bam had brought him into the scene in PA. So that push had more behind it. Though it's ironic that Margera and Dunn wound up with their own addiction issues.

    • @vudusid8717
      @vudusid8717 Рік тому

      It was scripted, lol. You think that camera just happend to be there.

  • @saab9251
    @saab9251 4 роки тому +57

    I think the chemistry that worked so well in the show was the fact that all these guys really were childhood friends and really did care about each other. Seeing the videos of bam and Ryan Dunn show just how much these guys cared. Hopefully bam can get it together before it kills him.

  • @jasyn197
    @jasyn197 4 роки тому +549

    I'm so far about 5 days sober. Shit is tough. But. I'm doing well.

    • @UnimpressedGoose
      @UnimpressedGoose 4 роки тому +54

      Buddy I’m 4 years clean off shooting up pills n I’ve been off methadone for almost a year now. Bro trust me when I say it gets easier. You may stumble a few times. But you can always pick yourself up. 5 days can easily turn into 5 years. And man you deserve to be clean. If my dumbass got clean I 100% know you can do it man.

    • @SneakyHoboJesus
      @SneakyHoboJesus 4 роки тому +9

      I'm proud of you!

    • @melissalykins8895
      @melissalykins8895 4 роки тому +6

      Keep on keeping on. You’re doing great. Don’t give up. You are stronger than any addiction. You should be extremely proud of yourself. Wishing you the best. ❤️🙏🏻

    • @jasyn197
      @jasyn197 4 роки тому +2

      @@melissalykins8895 Thank you so much. Sincerely. Unfortunately I'm suppose to have a back surgery done at the age of 24. It's my second one. I finally broke down and took some meds for the pain. But I have it under control. I don't have access to my meds. So. That helps at least.

    • @jasyn197
      @jasyn197 4 роки тому +5

      @@UnimpressedGoose Thank you so much man. I'm trying really hard. I've been to rehab twice. I don't want to go back a third time. But I will. I've been going cold turkey. No subs. No methadone. Nothing. I did recently take some meds but I have to have back surgery and then pain was just too much to bear. But I don't have access to my meds. I have my parents holding on to them for me.

  • @guyincognito9831
    @guyincognito9831 4 роки тому +93

    On Viva La Bam I couldn’t stand Novak. Really amazed to see his transformation. Takes a real man to grow and get clean like this. Hope he can continue to inspire others struggling with substance abuse.

    • @mongogojjo5944
      @mongogojjo5944 2 роки тому

      Yeah you were a punk for thinking like that. Look at bam now, completely 180. These 2 completely switched spots, You did wrong by being judgemental should feel bad.

    • @guyincognito9831
      @guyincognito9831 2 роки тому +1

      @@mongogojjo5944 I never judged. I just said I couldn’t stand him as in he was kind of annoying to see on screen. Now I’m praising him for cleaning up.
      Also, now you’re calling me a punk so who’s judging who? That’s not very nice.

    • @bongripskickflips8245
      @bongripskickflips8245 2 роки тому

      @@mongogojjo5944 yet you're in here being judgemental to others because they had different views then you did. Do you see the irony in your comment?

  • @KyleJustRuns
    @KyleJustRuns 3 роки тому +22

    Drug addiction doesn’t discriminate and will tear any person, family, or even nation apart. I hope Bam gets better. He is lucky to have you, just as you were lucky to have him. This is an example of how “what goes around comes around”. No magic or karma. Just being a good friend and having that reciprocated at the most needed time.

  • @robertjones1838
    @robertjones1838 3 роки тому +38

    Brandon and Steve - O. How nice it is to see them sober enjoying life.

  • @mattsharkey8437
    @mattsharkey8437 4 роки тому +180

    Brandon Dicamillo was the smart one of the group and he knew where the group was heading. Hopefully Bam gets better

    • @thegatekeeper9566
      @thegatekeeper9566 4 роки тому +24

      I miss Brandon. I think that we all do. Listening to him on that Attic Aficionados podcast a couple of years ago or whatever was awesome, but sort of surreal because it was the “real” Brandon and not him playing a character or even trying to be funny.

    • @pillandatti5043
      @pillandatti5043 4 роки тому +1

      @Uncle Junior ikr remember the drive thru pranks

    • @abudhabi5546
      @abudhabi5546 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/7qALDxxfrHA/v-deo.html

    • @drunkenmmamaster419
      @drunkenmmamaster419 3 роки тому +21

      Brandon was the smartest one of them , I'm glad to here Rabb is doing better too

    • @lolmanyeah1
      @lolmanyeah1 3 роки тому +7

      @@drunkenmmamaster419 rake a legit chemist tho

  • @jds6014
    @jds6014 4 роки тому +35

    Love seeing someone get clean. My childhood was spent watching these guys and I love to see this man look as good as he does. Now go help your friend!

  • @intothemystic5223
    @intothemystic5223 2 роки тому +77

    It's sad seeing Ryan talk about how he doesn't want to lose Brandon to addiction while he's drinking a beer knowing that's basically what got him.

    • @seahawks366
      @seahawks366 Рік тому +6

      Man thats so crazy to think about! Most people don’t think alcohol is a problem its just the other drugs are the problem

    • @Alexandria87
      @Alexandria87 Рік тому +4

      ​@@seahawks366 I used to think that way when i was heavily into drinking back then. Even though people would tell me that i had a drinking problem, I'd quickly defended it by telling them "well at least I'm not a drug addict" as if I was any better. It took alot of trips to rehab and finally surrendering to recovery to realize that alcohol was no better.

    • @Glibzer
      @Glibzer Рік тому +4

      @@Alexandria87 alcohol is one of two things that can and will kill you from withdrawls

  • @plaztik767
    @plaztik767 4 роки тому +47

    Honesty is bravery, this is a powerful story man. Stay strong, stay sober. We all want Bam to be sober as well. Respect..

  • @SchMasHed
    @SchMasHed 2 роки тому +21

    Bam did so much For Novak and I really hope someone will be there for Bam cuz he needs it.

    • @Josji22
      @Josji22 Рік тому +4

      Well... Bam won't let you be there for him.

    • @gregsage-if7yv
      @gregsage-if7yv Рік тому +6

      Bam played Novak. Hey Novak jump of a.building for 100 bucks meanwhile bam got millions. I think that's what happened to bams friends dicamillo.... Most likely bam never paid them what they were worth. Bam just takes all the credit and gives them crumbs

    • @nedscheebly731
      @nedscheebly731 Рік тому +2

      literally everyone is there for bam.....and he wont accept it

  • @jlcollins7673
    @jlcollins7673 4 роки тому +25

    Dude...
    You look SO HEALTHY.
    Tears and smiles.

  • @gigistephens4633
    @gigistephens4633 2 роки тому +14

    That was such a beautiful clip seeing Bam comfort Novak like that. As addicts, that's what we all need. And yes, I'm saying we because I too am an Opiate addict, and have been experimenting and getting addicted to drugs ever since i was 13-14 years old. It started with weed, then progressed to adderall, xanax, alchohol, and then it settled with pain pills and suboxone. The latter of which I'm currently addicted to. I think it all started for me as a way to comfort myself physically and mentally. Growing up in a household that was super unstable never having a true mother or father figure that would comfort you in a time of need because they too were drug addicts. My dad was always gone. He was home 1-2 days a week my ENTIRE life. He had a terrible sex and drug addiction. He cheated on my mom with prositutes and other women for years, and when he was home, it was a constant fight, seeing him beat my mom, badmouth her, and then proceed to beat or badmouth me and my brother, it took it's toll. They divorced after 28 years of marriage. Long story short, I'm still searching for that one thing that's going to replace drugs as a comfort. I'm just now realizing that I should probably comply with people more and love myself, because I've spent so long in the throws of addiction isolated from everyone in the world I completely understand why I am the way I am. It only took half of my life. I'm 27 now, and knowing what has happened to so many people my age is almost enough alone to quit, but the main reason I'm ready to quit.. Is because I'm so tired of hurting. Being in pain, being alone, unloved.. I finally want to surrender. I just hope when I do, I can find someone like Bam is for Novak here, and feel loved for the first time in a long time. People, if you have someone that loves you for you, I strongly advise you that you keep him/her in your life, because you never know.. It could be your last. I'm beginning my journey soon. To love myself, and to find someone who loves me, without drugs being the main factor. I hope I succeed, and If I do, I will go out of my way to let you know how it is. Wish me luck.

    • @patsysadowski1546
      @patsysadowski1546 2 роки тому

      I find you have to love yourself first. Tomorrow never comes either. When you just do it and I hope that’s soon, make it for yourself and try to believe you deserve better. Hopefully you can look outwards more and I wish you well.

    • @gigistephens4633
      @gigistephens4633 2 роки тому

      @@patsysadowski1546 Thanks a lot. Means more than you know.

    • @brandontaylor3339
      @brandontaylor3339 2 роки тому

      Stay strong my brother or sister you’re loved

  • @Jokerasmaw
    @Jokerasmaw 4 роки тому +54

    You're the man Novak! When I was at my darkest I threw you a text on the number you were giving out publically on the Dopey podcast (RIP Chris) and you responded right away. It's amazing your commitment to your sobriety and being of service, it really restores your faith in humanity to know people like you exist. Thanks for sharing this story man, it's so important.

    • @TheArbitraryObserver
      @TheArbitraryObserver Рік тому

      Service or selfish? I'm not so sure about this one.
      I think it's very suspect that a person of his notoriety puts his "personal phone number" out to the public to "help people get treatment and get clean".
      Is he helping people get into any treatment they can or is he only referring them to Banyan? Seems like a whooooole lot of people are going to Banyan. Could there be a reason for this?? Let's think about it together. 🙃💲💰
      I'm an addict in recovery and on methadone for 6 years now. This is SHADY. It's bizarre to me that more people aren't asking questions.

    • @Jokerasmaw
      @Jokerasmaw Рік тому

      @@TheArbitraryObserver no I hear you, you do have a point. I don’t live anywhere near a Banyan where I’m from and his quick response was indeed to check into rehab for my issue but he didn’t suggest any facility in particular but I didn’t end up going to rehab and ended up sorting it out on my own so I don’t know. At the end of the day I don’t know the guy or his motives but if he’s helping addicts get clean even in some small way I’d count that as a win, BUT that is only my personal opinion… Like I said I really have no idea what the motive is there.

    • @TheArbitraryObserver
      @TheArbitraryObserver Рік тому

      @@Jokerasmaw You are definitely correct about even if he's helping a very small amount of people it's still a huge win. As we know most of us won't make it so even a small percentage is great. I completely agree.
      I can't put my finger on exactly what it is that bothers me so much about this guy but....🤷‍♀️. I just feel very suspect about he and his motivations.
      The rehab and recovery industry is HUGE, body brokering is real, I went to American Addiction Centers Singer Island and in South Florida. Soooo much weird and dark shit (at least I felt) with shuffling people into different places, halfway, three quarters houses, etc.
      Ugh. I don't know, man.

    • @TheArbitraryObserver
      @TheArbitraryObserver Рік тому

      @@Jokerasmaw Also I genuinely hope you're in recovery and doing well. Such a long, hard road.

    • @Jokerasmaw
      @Jokerasmaw Рік тому

      @@TheArbitraryObserver yeah part of why I didn’t want to attend a rehab for my issues was the money making aspect of it, I’m sure I could have used benefits to get into a centre of some kind but I listen to a ton of podcasts and read a lot of articles on rehab and the sad fact is that it seems like a revolving door designed to make money and attract repeat customers. People always openly say “you probably won’t get it on the first try” which is absurd really, these places are super pricey, they really should be offering some sort of return program where you don’t have to keep paying for a full stay again and again but the unfortunate truth is that they are a very lucrative business that bank on the fact that desperate addicts, much like myself, will feel like rehab is their last hope and will find any way they can to come up with the money to return time and time again hoping it will take on the third, fourth or even tenth try. They also rely on the desperation of the family and friends of addicts willing to put up the money to get them into a rehab.
      I couldn’t agree more that the rehabilitation industry has some real dark and shady things going on… I’m very grateful I was able to correct my life path and get to a better place. I am sober and doing very well thanks so much for saying that. I think as addicts in recovery our best course of action is to be there for each other and not shame people for slipping up and also not act like one slip up means you’ve erased months of progress, I think that ideology only encourages people to continue down a bad path because they think “well I lost all my clean time, I may as well keep going” that state of mind is dangerous. You can indeed slip up one time and then continue being sober.
      I also hope you’re doing well and I appreciate the comments! Sorry you had to go through that bad rehab experience.

  • @gmuesthavo
    @gmuesthavo 4 роки тому +29

    Relieved to hear that you’re there for Bam. Take care of each other always.

  • @ColinBurkeMusic
    @ColinBurkeMusic 2 роки тому +7

    I cried for a sec near the end there. 3+yrs clean from fentanyl here. I wish I had any friends for life that cared about me like this- hold onto it! Proud of us both.

  • @fourleafcloveer5011
    @fourleafcloveer5011 4 роки тому +16

    Been clean for 4 years. And still every single day all i want is to get out of where I am. Just wanted to say that finally. But I count my blessings and consider being blessed for my sobriety. Just wish life changed with it.

    • @Andy-1234
      @Andy-1234 4 роки тому +7

      - C3AutoShop -BMW Dealership Life I'm so glad u shared that and I feel that same thing. Been clean a few years but when I'm at my shop all I want is the day to end,then I get home and I can't wait till I can go to sleep. If I'm busy with my hands fixing a car it helps cause I can get immersed in that and out of my head. I started going to a lot more meetings and that seemed to help a lot. We can't stay stagnant, we need to stay busy. Others at work are maddening bro! Keep at it bud. You helped me today just from your comment so again thanks!!

    • @fourleafcloveer5011
      @fourleafcloveer5011 4 роки тому +3

      @@Andy-1234 thank you for commenting. That helped me as well. I know the exact feeling you're describing. Feeling like I'm always waiting to kill the day in the fastest way. I'm happy to get home from work but all I want to do is sleep. Then wake up to reality. It's horrible. It is worth getting clean. But honestly, what's it all for? I've never been in a lower place mentally even though I hold on to sobriety with everything I have. I just can't go on like this anymore. Constantly waiting to not be where I am and am only happy when the day flys by fast and I'm back in bed again. It's like I'm killing time, but just waiting to die. I need more than this. I hope anyone reading this is in a much better place. Live for something. Don't do everything possible to pass the time faster because you're just wasting life in the worst way. I don't want to kill myself at all. But if I had a choice to "turn off" life, I would without hesitation.

    • @rachelyea5915
      @rachelyea5915 4 роки тому +1

      Congratulations!

    • @Voujdjr
      @Voujdjr 4 роки тому +1

      I’m proud of you man things will Change

    • @joshuashemesh3067
      @joshuashemesh3067 4 роки тому +1

      Something that helped me early on in sobriety was trying to think about what I enjoyed before I got into partying. For me it was being outside, movies, and reading. Slowly I realized I had to give it away somehow. That lead me to volunteering at my local library. This was awesome for my self esteem. It was the boost I needed. Meetings and program wasn't enough. They were a huge part in my recovery, but building my self esteem gave me worth again. My addiction kept me isolated. My addiction wanted me to go home, shoot up, go to bed, and do it again tomorrow. Fortunately my sobriety gave me a freedom. Your guys freedom awaits you just get out of your own way. The struggle is very real and my hopes and prayers are with all of us still in the struggle. Much love to you all

  • @Jknives
    @Jknives 4 роки тому +37

    267 days strong and to be honest Novak when it comes to sobriety, it will never JUST be a beer again.

  • @str8frmthacr8
    @str8frmthacr8 4 роки тому +6

    So fuckin proud of you, brother! 05/22 marks 4 years for me. I was on the bottle and it was running me straight into the ground. At the end of this year I'm getting married as a brand new, sober man. If we can do it, anyone can do it. Thanks for sharing your story. Wish you nothing but the best, brother! ❤️🤘🏼

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  4 роки тому +4

      Thank you brother 🙏 Congratulations on 4 years of sobriety and your wedding

  • @ConceptExecutive
    @ConceptExecutive 4 роки тому +19

    You're great novak, been watching you guys since I was a kid. Show him all your love and help him get thru this. He will. Maybe he needs a healthy way to cope with everything in his life. You both are so blessed, don't waist it. 🙏🏼

  • @coreyg14
    @coreyg14 4 роки тому +14

    Hey Brandon I just really wanna say thanks for sharing your story bro. In October of 2017 I was listening to your " Tomorrow is going to be Better" riding in the car sick as a dog heading to yet another detox. And something really stuck with me that day. I also listened to it as soon as I got out on my way home in the car. I found so much inspiration in your story and I am proud to say now two years later I am still sober and I want to say thanks for that story two years ago it played a big part on my hope of getting sober... Keep sharing your story and experiences, you never know who might be listening and who might hear something that makes this shit click..

    • @ThereGoesTheNeighborhood
      @ThereGoesTheNeighborhood 4 роки тому +1

      Beautiful to hear. Thanks for sharing. Keep at it brother

    • @coreyg14
      @coreyg14 4 роки тому +1

      Thanks my guy, just sharing my story and maybe one person will see it and get something out of it. Most importantly by sharing it Takes me back to that place in my life, where I don't ever want to be at again.

  • @KIP_KnowledgeIsPower
    @KIP_KnowledgeIsPower 2 роки тому +20

    So glad he got sober!! If he & Stevo can both get sober, absolutely anyone can!! I love how he kept that book & pants. Absolutely beautiful. I hope so much Bam gets well. He deserves it & Ryan would want that so bad!! “Cause he’s a fuckin awesome dude!!” 🥺🥺💜💜

  • @Sameoldage
    @Sameoldage 3 роки тому +15

    Brandon, you are an inspiration brother, I’m still fighting my demons.. not heroin but beans.. and I wanna say keep going brother.. I wish I had any friends like you guys., so keep on keeping on

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  3 роки тому +14

      Thanks for the love brother! If you need my help, give me a call: 610-557-3942

    • @Sameoldage
      @Sameoldage 3 роки тому +2

      @@TheBrandonNovak - Thank you brother, if you get a text from a 505 area it’s me. Take care man I appreciate everything

  • @roweannihilation1278
    @roweannihilation1278 4 роки тому +14

    Brandon, i gotta say, i have never been more impressed, amazed, shocked, mindblown at the rebirth of somebody before you. This new you is absolutely beyond beautiful and special and smart and cool and calm and collected. You are a god right now man and i know everyone is fuckin proud of you if you aren't already. Keep being amazing and i cant wait to watch all your content from now on and to keep watching you become the amazing man you always could be. Congratulations my man. I love you x

  • @alexyoung1331
    @alexyoung1331 4 роки тому +12

    I stumbled on this video while on a trip down CKY memory lane, but I have to say this video has left me with a strong feeling of appreciation for my life and what I have. Your perspective and your story is really worth sharing and I want to thank you for creating this channel Brandon.

  • @brennanwitt2729
    @brennanwitt2729 4 роки тому +16

    I needed this man. Im struggling with H as well. Currently detoxing in my grandmas bathroom watching this. Things aligned.

    • @marcossutil1488
      @marcossutil1488 4 роки тому +5

      Good job bro, be strong

    • @brennanwitt2729
      @brennanwitt2729 4 роки тому +1

      @@marcossutil1488 thanks man

    • @cassiep3616
      @cassiep3616 4 роки тому +3

      Brennan, how are you doing now? Give us an update!

    • @djv1254
      @djv1254 4 роки тому

      Lol

    • @dirkdigler2926
      @dirkdigler2926 4 роки тому

      Get some subs dude it'll be alot easier on you plus you won't be able to get high for at least a day because of the naloxone

  • @mrturtletail3945
    @mrturtletail3945 4 роки тому +77

    Seeing Bam hold Novak in the bus while he's crying. Damn, man...

    • @jessicagenemarsh
      @jessicagenemarsh 3 роки тому +8

      Yep. You can really see that Bam loves him. Those two have been through a lot.

    • @jimmyjohns6516
      @jimmyjohns6516 3 роки тому +9

      And the part where dunn says what the fuck is that Brandon and then pushes him shows how much dunn cared about him he was legitimately concerned

    • @eZaFJDUBB
      @eZaFJDUBB 3 роки тому +5

      I like Novak but he kind of left out the part where he stole thousands from bam

    • @devon9249
      @devon9249 3 роки тому

      @@eZaFJDUBB did he

    • @GamerSkinny
      @GamerSkinny 3 роки тому +5

      @@eZaFJDUBB he actually mentioned it if you paid attention

  • @MrObliviousegg
    @MrObliviousegg 4 роки тому +48

    Just came across this and didn't even recognise you, looking healthy!

  • @OhighOSkater
    @OhighOSkater 4 роки тому +28

    You’re an inspiration. Thank you for always being honest in these videos

  • @SupraRy
    @SupraRy 4 роки тому +5

    Brandon is it truly amazing what sobriety can bring out In people. You and Steve-o are so much more articulated these days and just look so healthy and full of life. Its truly amazing to see. From one former addict to another stay strong brother. I'm going on 5 months clean off the smack and hope to keep on keeping on.

  • @sharpentertainment6355
    @sharpentertainment6355 2 роки тому +6

    Just seeing this in Feb 2022 and with Jackass 4 coming out and all the shit that’s gone down recently with Bam. It’s so great to see you doing so well, Novak. Us fans just want to see all you guys healthy and happy. Prayers up for Bam

    • @tylerdyrdan3005
      @tylerdyrdan3005 2 роки тому +1

      Yeah, so glad to see Novak clean and as successful grown up man. Also hope the same for Bam - he have good familly and friends so he just need to keep strong in the battle with himself.

  • @anthonye.2553
    @anthonye.2553 3 роки тому +8

    I know this is a bit old but the 180 that Novak has done is tremendous! He should be proud of himself everyday.

  • @seanyourhero1765
    @seanyourhero1765 4 роки тому +26

    Damn Novak...listened to every minute of this I struggled with heroin addiction from 18-30 ive got 1 year clean and I could relate to everything you said....keep it up Novak your an inspiration to alot of people!

    • @tonythalocc5325
      @tonythalocc5325 4 роки тому +2

      Relapse pussy

    • @randith87
      @randith87 4 роки тому

      @@tonythalocc5325 not cool... also makes no sense.. He said nothing about relapses.

    • @tonythalocc5325
      @tonythalocc5325 4 роки тому +1

      @@randith87 I'm telling him to relapse ,to stop being a bitch

    • @B-Bibbles
      @B-Bibbles 4 роки тому

      @@tonythalocc5325 you must be a miserable fuck.

  • @jamesbarker5254
    @jamesbarker5254 3 роки тому +2

    For the last 3 years I have been trying to find a way to thank you Novak. When I found out you were clean for a year i ask my self why cant I do it too. If you could get clean with the insane like you had at the time I had to go for it you motivated me thank you. Today the day after my birth day I am now 5 years clean. I hope one day I can thank you in person

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  3 роки тому +1

      Congrats on 5 years 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @jamesbarker5254
      @jamesbarker5254 3 роки тому +1

      @@TheBrandonNovak thank you I really hope some how I can thank you in person you saved my life.

  • @BoomerKeith1
    @BoomerKeith1 4 роки тому +5

    The message in all of this is "Real friends do what friends do!". It's easy to be a friend during the good times. What makes a true friend is when they are there, pulling for you, in the bad times.

  • @chrishollomanphoto
    @chrishollomanphoto 4 роки тому +4

    This whole video has a single message: "Stand by those who've stood by you". Your recovery and transparency have not gone unnoticed. Some may find humor in the chaos and the fallout, but it's honestly too tragic to mock. As you said, what better person to understand a friend's fight than the one who fought with it before him. Don't let this kid go. Don't give up on him... Maybe his 'Chapter 1' is needing a pen you have yet to give him. Kia Kaha

  • @christucker438
    @christucker438 Рік тому +1

    Grew up in Baltimore, met Novak a few times. He lived down the street from my mom as a kid. He's a good guy

  • @ElevnSense
    @ElevnSense 4 роки тому +5

    I’ve said this to you before man, but I love your outlook, and stupid proud of where youve come and how well you turned everything around. Wish I had people around me like you

  • @ItsAllison-ub3vx
    @ItsAllison-ub3vx 4 роки тому +4

    Thank you for this. After a kidney transplant gone wrong (kidney is great, but I have severe nerve damage from the surgery & it hurt to stand/ walk) I was on pain meds for 4 years. There was never a time where I took more than I was supposed to. I remembered your words of wisdom. Obviously after years of pain meds, I was addicted to them, and detoxing off of that was hard....but worth it. They recently rebuilt my abdomen with mesh and removed some nerves that were troublesome. It's been a loooong 4 years....but as much as I hurt (and it was fucking terrible) nothing was as bad as life BEFORE my kidney, on dialysis. Pleeeeease don't ever stop speaking out on addiction. So many people need to hear what you have to say. Some of us aren't the classic case (I hate to generalize, apologies) but still struggle. It helps to know that someone can relate and that things will get better! Thank you so much. Be well.
    Allison from Indiana

  • @metalheadwhoplaysgames1826
    @metalheadwhoplaysgames1826 3 роки тому +2

    5 years clean from heroin... good to see you clean . its for sure so hard and ive hit rock bottom so many times but the people who love me bring me back, thanks for you encouraging words Novak

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  3 роки тому +1

      Congrats on 5 years brotha 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @JxRocs
    @JxRocs 4 роки тому +357

    Its like I don't even know this guy, ive seen him fucked up my whole life. Wow.

    • @wickedskee213
      @wickedskee213 4 роки тому +2

      You were always the best part of the CKY videos! 😊

    • @kmma1094
      @kmma1094 4 роки тому +2

      @@wickedskee213 was she in cky videos?

    • @wickedskee213
      @wickedskee213 4 роки тому

      @@kmma1094 I'm almost 100% positive that's her!

    • @kmma1094
      @kmma1094 4 роки тому

      @@wickedskee213 that is who? What was her name or what did she do in the videos?

    • @kmma1094
      @kmma1094 4 роки тому

      @@wickedskee213 also do you mean the music videos or the series?

  • @tankboi8249
    @tankboi8249 4 роки тому +4

    Man, I listen to radio bam episodes still every day. Sometimes they are good, others they are sad. But seeing and hearing you now is fucking awesome. Good for you man. Continue to prosper.

  • @seedsareus6853
    @seedsareus6853 4 роки тому +1

    I have so much respect and love for you Brandon. Thank you for responding to me on FaceBook YEARS ago when I was struggling to get sober. You helped me, you cared to help me, and you gave me words of encouragement and hope. I'm sure you don't remember because so many people come to you for advice. You have quite the story under your belt which has granted you much wisdom that helps many of us addicts. Thank you again Brandon. Thank you. You contributed to saving my life from a dark path. You will always hold a place in my heart. Stay safe brother.

  • @charlesblake3370
    @charlesblake3370 2 роки тому +4

    Just got outta rehab, Brandon's story saved my life

  • @DarthEldniw
    @DarthEldniw 4 роки тому +4

    I just happened on this. I love this. Congrats, Brandon, for your sobriety, And thank you for helping Bam, and always helping Bam, and never giving up.

  • @intertubicular
    @intertubicular 3 роки тому +2

    Addiction sucks.I have battled my own vices for years. Some people don't understand how powerful of a grip addiction can have on ones being and soul. Thanks for sharing Brandon and being there for your buddy Bam.

  • @charlietheory4100
    @charlietheory4100 4 роки тому +7

    We have always loved you and we have always loved Bam and will do the same to support him. I'm proud of you and we will be proud of him too.

  • @davidflechsig835
    @davidflechsig835 2 роки тому +4

    Your a good man and so is bam. I have been through addiction for 12 years of my life but I found the right one and she helped me stay sober now about to go on four years so I understand how hard it is to do and I'm proud of you man!! On top of that bams addiction got way worse once he lost someone and that's another thing I can understand, my best friend and brother killed himself about 6 years ago and I got waaaay worse...cherish the good people in your life man cause you never know when you will lose them or you yourself will be gone. God bless man and I know you can do it Bam your alot stronger than you realize!

  • @imperfect_cliche
    @imperfect_cliche 4 роки тому +3

    i wish i never fell victim to substance abuse but now being 2 years sober, i try to use my experience to help others who are going through the same thing. it becomes a brotherhood for sure

  • @lauren-sh5jy
    @lauren-sh5jy 2 роки тому +3

    bam was such a good friend to novak. he did sm to help him and it warms my heart to hear all the things he did and how hard he fought for novak

  • @planecrashcorner7283
    @planecrashcorner7283 4 роки тому +35

    Bam seems like a great person, i think he just needs to realize that for himself.

  • @benmoor2727
    @benmoor2727 4 роки тому +1

    Was just walking home in London and I heard this. Couldn't believe it, thanks so much man!! I've been an addict for bloody years but now it's starting to take all from my family and that. I still work and try to skate but just can't stay sober. I'm on a subutex programme, but it not really helping to be honest, that's a flippin laugh. Nuff respect, hope you stay clean. All best, Ben. X

  • @xdaniedx
    @xdaniedx 4 роки тому +6

    Keep on keeping on Novak! You deserve all the happiness and a sober life. Hopefully Bam can find it too!

  • @OftenGreenLaflippadoos
    @OftenGreenLaflippadoos 2 роки тому +3

    Novak. You killing it man. Glad your still on this planet. Just celebrated my four years

  • @ran_d_d
    @ran_d_d 4 роки тому +2

    Really great and insightful video. I ran into you at the Baltimore tattoo convention some years ago. I was newly sober.. had just gotten out of rehab, and saw ya walking through and ran after you to say what’s up. I had heard you were getting clean again and asked about it. I guess it turned out that you were fighting through it still at that point, and shortly after got sober. Of all the people I’ve met in rehab, meetings, etc.. I pulled a lot of inspiration from your story. How you were even sharing your personal number with people on IG.. I’ve learned how important it is to be open about sobriety.. because you never know how many people that had no one to relate to, and felt alone.. can just flip a switch and realize they’re ready to live their lives again. I’m glad you’re doing so well. 🤘

  • @dirtybird311
    @dirtybird311 4 роки тому +9

    You’ve got a story!! You’re are certainly a great friend for him to lean on.

  • @matts4750
    @matts4750 3 роки тому +6

    Novak being himself without the drugs and drinking is a totally different yet awesome guy.

  • @wi11power82
    @wi11power82 4 роки тому +3

    Damn bro love you're story of sobriety. I'm 9 months sober today . This video was real . More people need to see this . There is hope 🙏🙏🙏

  • @jimmorrissy2276
    @jimmorrissy2276 4 роки тому +12

    Brandon for all you've been through, you are inspiring.

  • @andrewcollins6525
    @andrewcollins6525 4 роки тому +3

    If there was a love button instead of like I'd click it. I've battled addiction myself. I'm 8 years clean now. Congrats man and good luck to you and bam on the future

    • @craigmills6275
      @craigmills6275 4 роки тому

      This guy isn't clean. Watch how he keeps itching his nose the first few minutes. Dude is legit a dreamseller

  • @pillandatti5043
    @pillandatti5043 4 роки тому +2

    Im 1 year and one and a half months clean from shooting heroin and doing drugs and your story helped me alot when i was dope sick and hurting it gave me motivation to man up i love you brandon

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  4 роки тому

      Congratulations! Keep it up 🙏🏻

    • @pillandatti5043
      @pillandatti5043 4 роки тому

      @@TheBrandonNovak thank you man i will youre the man

  • @gorygarcia9605
    @gorygarcia9605 4 роки тому +5

    Glad you’re doing great Mr.Novak! I’m rooting for you and Bam 👍🏽🙏

  • @damonbervoets1435
    @damonbervoets1435 4 роки тому +5

    I'm amazed Brandon is still alive. It's pretty cool that he managed to turn his life around from such a dark place, and it just goes to show, we can all change, no matter how bad things may seem to be. Well done sir!

  • @staciemae
    @staciemae 2 роки тому +2

    That was so sweet at 9:42. Brandon is such a good dude. He also provides his cell phone number for addicts that need his help. Bam helped Brandon so much back then. I highly recommend Brandon’s book “Dreamseller”

  • @Prosegoldmusic
    @Prosegoldmusic 3 роки тому +1

    damn novak , i got mad love for you . i’m an ex heroin addict , three years clean on july 16 2017. it’s inspirational to hear people like you sometimes. keep up the good work.
    i know i can only speak for myself , but it seems to be getting better and easier for me. i hope it is for you too. haven’t had a single relapse and don’t miss it at all. nearly a decade of wasted life. but i’m blessed
    bless you brother

    • @TheBrandonNovak
      @TheBrandonNovak  3 роки тому

      Thank you brother 🙏🏻 Congrats on 3 years sober!

    • @Prosegoldmusic
      @Prosegoldmusic 3 роки тому +1

      damn brandon, didn’t expect a response at all. but it goes to show that people who have been through the throws of addiction are some of the most grateful and genuine people i’ve ever met. the struggle creates a sort of understanding between all of us; in regards to the fleeting nature of life and the preciousness of every single soul.
      something like a little reply, and a five minute discourse about recovery is enough to make someone day. you never know !
      i’ve been a fan for years. used to watch you being a junky, when i was a junky, and wonder if we would ever make it. now i’m sober and loving it, watching you be sober and loving it ! what a trip right !

  • @mrbenjaminhubert
    @mrbenjaminhubert 3 роки тому +6

    Had me crying a few times. Good stuff. So grateful for friends.

  • @djmixnmagic
    @djmixnmagic 4 роки тому +6

    Wow, Novak is surprisingly clear and articulate. Who knew he would be the one to get up and out of it

    • @ReinventingTheSteve
      @ReinventingTheSteve 4 роки тому

      Novak hit absolute rock bottom, the only possible way was up!

    • @RmfDiz
      @RmfDiz 4 роки тому

      Right? Usually long time hard drug users are slower and foggy even after years of sobriety. Dudes crystal clear.

  • @nickkduhh
    @nickkduhh 4 роки тому +3

    You and bam were always a pair I loved
    I really hope he stays on track and I'm so proud of you, Brandon
    This September will be 8 years clean of heroin and meth for me. Keep up the good work dude, you look great

  • @ashleighdandrea4869
    @ashleighdandrea4869 4 роки тому +5

    beautiful amazing man iam a recovering addict my self n how humble u are is so inspirational n attractive n that is what its all about is attraction with this diease thank u brandon

  • @NolanHawkeyeAnthony
    @NolanHawkeyeAnthony 2 роки тому +1

    This goes to show how talented a lot of addicts really are and if they can just get clean, they soar. I was addicted to Xanax and have been sober for a 1 year and 2 months now! Letssss gooo. Novak seems cool AF

  • @ShelleyBean1808
    @ShelleyBean1808 4 роки тому +4

    Beautiful testimony mate! What a beautiful friendship you have. 👍

  • @leslys1200
    @leslys1200 4 роки тому +81

    The people who literally hit rock bottom first at a young age are the ones most likely to turn things around.

    • @jimmyjohns6516
      @jimmyjohns6516 3 роки тому +3

      Or most likely to die at a young age

    • @josephstalin2606
      @josephstalin2606 3 роки тому

      @@jimmyjohns6516 It could really go both ways. It all depends on the person

    • @benzoadonethc1685
      @benzoadonethc1685 3 роки тому +1

      Now with fent dope, pressed fent pills, rock bottom is death

  • @donnamm7709
    @donnamm7709 3 роки тому +1

    I LOVE THE WAY U KEEP PEOPLE INTERESTED IN UR STORYS BAM NEEDS U MORE THAN EVER HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR U HE PAID UR REHABS SO REACH OUT UR A GOOD FRIEND

  • @krakpr
    @krakpr 4 роки тому +7

    What a gent never knew he had this side to him love u novak stay safe 💙

  • @hellsfury666
    @hellsfury666 4 роки тому +7

    Glad to hear you got your life together.

  • @nevinjames4133
    @nevinjames4133 4 роки тому

    Novak, I met you and Ban at a Wawa on 322 when you guys were headed to Philly for the night. You guys were super nice to my kids, signed autographs and took a bit of time to shake my hand and be nice to my kids. Thanks! Everyone has their problems but you guys were awesome people.

  • @forestrot666
    @forestrot666 4 роки тому +6

    One of my favorite thing is how close they all were at one time. They were one large,insane,wreckless group of tightknit wild children and did about everything together. Even in the dark days and downsides of everyone's own life that they had to deal with,it is hard to find a group of friends who had gone through fire and ice together,over and over and still after all this time,some of them are still sticking up for eachother and their own spirals/trials. Idk if that makes any sense.

  • @PropaneWP
    @PropaneWP 2 роки тому +6

    I've seen incredibly talented but depressed people throwing themselves into the abyss with H, pills and alcohol - with a mentality that can't be described as anything else but a death wish and hard core determination. There was nothing I could do to help and that's a terrible feeling.

  • @kendrickmaeldun
    @kendrickmaeldun 2 роки тому +2

    I totally expected something different and was really happy to see how much Novak is a stand up guy here.

  • @seandalavis
    @seandalavis 4 роки тому +14

    Your an awesome friend Novak. Don't let him down brotha 💪💪💪

  • @Jeremy_Adams
    @Jeremy_Adams 4 роки тому +3

    Congratulations on 4 years sober Novak! You look great man!

  • @stevensmith7926
    @stevensmith7926 2 роки тому +1

    Getting sober is one of the best things a addict can do. life becomes beautiful again. I was a meth addict for 10 years I smoked daily. I got sober 7 months ago and it was the best thing I ever did my family life is perfect now

  • @yourthebest7942
    @yourthebest7942 3 роки тому +1

    Novak, great video & great to see you clean & sober. First time I ever heard of Novak was on the Howard Stern show. 2.5 years cold Turkey sober for me. Sobriety you have GOT to want it my friend. Stay safe !!