BlxckScxr - what hurts the most (Prod.

Prod. ‪@_numb‬ (Outro and Piano Melody made by BlxckScxr)
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Genre: Emo Rap, Sad Rap, Lofi
Lyrics:
I thought it got better now
Keep in your mind what I've done for you
All of the songs that I wrote for you
All of the pain I was going through just to get happy with you
I just wanna be happy with you
"Fuck you"
These are the words that I hear from you
And it's nothing new
And it hurts so hard
When I took your phone, I saw this bastard you chatted with
To scroll up this chat felt endless
You told me once, for you it'd be easy to end this all
And make me fall
And I know I'm not perfect
I know that I coulda do better
But sometimes you give me the feeling of not being worth it at all
You wondered if it was a fault to give me a chance
I would give my all to make some amends
But I'm scared, that you don't care
How could I bear?
And you're not there
Did you notice it teared me apart?
When you told me that I'm not normal
That I'd be weird
I say that all is clear
But you keep on telling me it's all my fault, all my fucking fault
Right before, I told you I love you more than all
Then, you say that I flirt with another girl
I don't want nothing from her
I never did something to hurt you
I love you so much, girl
And I guess that's just why it hurts so much, girl
We're running out of luck, girl
If we fuck it up, I will hang me up, girl
You're a tough girl
But sometimes so weak, I know what's up, girl
Let's not waste our love for tears, I gotta make this clear
Of these fights I got enough, girl
It's been four months now
And now I look on your phone, catch you writing "you're cute" to another guy
Your excuse, I don't buy it
And I'm not even angry at you
I'm not even mad 'cause I don't wanna see you sad
What hurts the most is you once said you're losing your feelings
Ever since then I been paranoid
Sometimes, I stare at the ceiling
And realize I don't even have a choice
You don't wanna talk to me
'Cause you say I'm dumb and I wouldn't see what's going on
Sometimes I feel dumb holding on
Maybe I better be numb
Now you said you don't know if you want me
You said that you're sorry but how is it come that you're saying this
That question always haunts me
I know that sometimes you taunt me
And you think I manipulate you
Girl, it is just the truth
My depression pushes through
I guess, it's because of the stress that I often surpress because I'm not worth much
I guess that we made a regress because all of the stress doesn't serve us
Wait
Do I even deserve us?
The jealousy stirs us
The things in our heads should alert us
We shouldn't hurt us
And now it's the part where I say:
I'm sorry that-
I love you so much, girl
And I guess that's just why it hurts so much, girl
We're running out of luck, girl
If we fuck it up, I will hang me up, girl
You're a tough girl
But sometimes so weak, I know what's up, girl
Let's not waste our love for tears, I gotta make this clear
Of these fights I got enough, girl
You say you're losing interest
You're losing your interest in me
I'm becoming unimportant
I'm so fucking unimportant
I love you so much, girl
And I guess that's just why it hurts so much, girl
We're running out of luck, girl
If we fuck it up, I will hang me up, girl
You're a tough girl
But sometimes so weak, I know what's up, girl
Let's not waste our love for tears, I gotta make this clear
Of these fights I got enough, girl
I love you so much, girl
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