Lonely - Sad Lofi Mix
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- Опубліковано 31 сер 2017
- Dizralph.c - Two of us 00:05 - 02:06
Ako - Tickle me gently 02:07 - 03:34
Altitude - Lost//Found 03:35 - 06:20
Mingi Pak - Breeze 06:21 - 08:20
Potsu - I'm closing my eyes 08:21 - 10:19
Tomcbumpz - Cabin 10:20 - 13:24
Konoki - Lonely 13:25 - 14:47
Heliflopper - I will be alright 14:48 - 16:07
H.1 - Conditions 16:08 - 19:34
Please make sure to check out all of the artists listed above!
NOTE - I do not own or presume to own any of the songs listed and played in this video.
You are not alone and if you are having thoughts of suicide please call the national suicide prevention hotline (1-800-273-8255) and if you have a friend or a loved one who is contemplating suicide don’t be afraid to speak up. And if you believe nobody loves you, I love you ❤️
Not if my tendencies make it before hand.. take this letter and make it better.. life hurts alot more... but people are blind to their own pain and sweat 💦 trying to make it out of pain is never a solution but a loss of mind.. of mine. ❌⭕️❌⭕️
Thank you
I don't think you do...
i lov u too
What if I want to be an isekai main character and create a harem. Where is truck-kun.
My girl spent he final weeks with me, today's the day she left, peacefully and with her loved ones, I love you Ayla, where ever you are.
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Damn that hurts man F
Sad
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there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.
some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”
to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this. and i love you..
this is just what i needed,thanks bro
You're the best budd
Bless up homie.🌺
Wow thx ❤
Thank you so much we need more people like you in this world
I kinda wish for an afterlife where i just sit at a coffee shop and listen to this for all eternity
What a beautiful thing to say
True and a barista that listens to my problems.
R/whooooosh
@Vale
If only life was that easy-
I feel empty and overwhelmed with responsibilities. I wanna go back and be a stupid kid again.
Geo I am a stupid kid :)
Same...
I wish i would stay as a kid without knowing how life is really mess up
Same.
I'm only 15 and can relate adult hoods gonna suck
Yes, lonelines and depression are addictive. But please, let life gives you hardships, you will see the end of the tunnel one day. How can you listen to these beautiful music when you're gone? Stay alive, folks.
addictive? I reckon no one enjoys and thinks they cant live without being depressed and lonely
@@AjsBassAndGuitar Actually, I do... Not in the meaning of having suicidal tendences, but I love this kind of music, and sometimes feeling alone for me can make me feel relieved...
Sorry for the nas english, It's not my home english :)
@@aeonmusic9506 np dood
I won't miss anything once I'm dead
@@ellenjester7035 true
its crazy how people i thought would be in my life forever just slowly faded away, went from texting everyday to once a month, now im lucky if i ever here from you, the only things i have are the crazy and funny memories that we all shared, i wish there was a replay button on life were i could just go back to the good times
fxc. hype I relate completely man
Your wasting time reading this name so just move along and read my comment. I think we all do
I know how u feel Bro...
Don't think about going back. There is only forward... You cant go back to those good times but you CAN MAKE new good times.
D2v0n that will also end and those people will leave and you'll need to do that all over again..
Man..Screw this life.
I wish I could sleep once without waking again.
I’m seeing many of us here are upset, sad, lost, confused, and or heartbroken. I’m here to tell you the pain you feel is temporary, it won’t last forever. You matter, your feelings matter, and your life matters. It’s okay to be sad, to be so broken you can’t function. But it’s not okay to give up. Hang in there, I promise you’ll be okay, life will soon be much brighter. ❤️
Edit: temporary means it doesn’t last forever. It could last a few months, or several years. But I promise eventually something or someone will come around and your life will change. I was in a very dark spot a few years ago and through a lot of pain and stubbornness I made it out. Healing isn’t easy, but it won’t start if you won’t even try. I believe in every single soul out there has potential to shine like a star. I hope you catch a break soon ❤️
Inspire Aspire
Thanks
If temporary last so much I guess I’ll try to believe you
Too late for me, mate, thanks for trying :(
CVProductions I don’t think it’s too late, but I’m really sorry you think that. You’ve still got life ahead of you, and everyday is new chance. You don’t have to believe me but it’s there. I hope soon you can at least sample some sunshine.
It’s about 1am, all my friends seem to be having a good time out. I’m just here alone, as usual. Why’d I have to be born tbh.
im always here to vent to
I feel you dude. School, work, study, sleep, repeat ;-;
DoggosarenotPuppers bitch
Haha! I finished this educational BS! Now what...oh well.
We didnt asked to be born, yet we are here, suffering for no reason and being robbed of the things you treasure. Life is cruel, our parents are cruel, we are cruel, may not be now, but someday you`ll find out that your as cruel as life. The cycle repeats itself. (; - ;)
Dude this video is too much. The old-time nostalgia mixed with the new-time feels. Woah.
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@@abrilhilario9707 00008
Don’t know why I feel this sad when there’s nothing even wrong with my life.
me too man, idk i feel like nobody loves me but its opposite.
Is everything the same?
Sometimes you just need to be sad because why not hah..
same other than my friends or family dont get the hints im giving them that im not okay but its okay
I feel like my ife is too good to complain about, but its very overwhelming and stressful.
being lonely is different from being alone, some people cant understand that.
i wouldn't be here if i jumped off from school building.. was 11 ,i was the only student left because it was my routine to stay at school until evening before going to my dad's grave afterward..one day, i stay at school until it's almost dark, startled and realized that there's no turning back to what i was going to do, thanks to the guard who yelled at me although i ran away without clearly seeing her face, she saved my life..
you pussied out
holla
what odes oyur name say
@@rottensponge88 maybe who knows.. i don't want to do that in front of people.. well i'm 23 now and under therapy for dissociative disorder.. maybe it was me who pussied out ,at the least.. glad i wasn't blacking out at the time or otherwise there's nobody scared enough to run away i guess
@@awkwardandquiet16yearsago75 grow up already
im just a ghost
of the person who i used to be
all the smiles and laughs
are just hiding the tears
where did she go
why did she leave
now i want to get drunk
go to sleep, forget everything...
-KWTRAJ
Get professional help. Take antidepressants if you need to. Get yourself back on track. Never lose hope. God bless you 🙏
There's nothing to live for anymore...
There is always something to live for, you just have to find it. Committing suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on to the people that care about you so if you can’t live for yourself, live for other people.
Grimreaperdarz why live for others although that seems very unselfish it’s a shitty way to live life. Constantly being pushed down by the people you’re living for. Why show one face when you’re a totally different one. Life is pretty shitty to be living and I’ve never thought of suicide till now
M I G G S because you could open up to them and they could help you or if they care about you a lot, they could notice a difference in you and help you make you feel wanted and feel joy again
Grimreaperdarz I don’t open up to anyone anymore. It keeps me from getting hurt again
M i g g s I can feel you, I barely even open up anymore...
I wish I could love somebody, cry for somebody, be somebody, and see anybody like they see me. The fake me.
loving someone is full of depression. that's why i'm here ~_~
bruh. you a jukebox
How old r U?
I want a friend. I want a dad. I want a hug from my mom. I wanna tell the people I love, I love you in person with meaning. I'm here because me and this other kid are no longer friends. I want to tell the teacher I don't get the math problem with out feeling bad?
God damn nice words
thinking back on it... tom and jerry was super edgy by todays standards. suicide is a pretty mature theme for young kids watching cartoon network lol
Mdxfiend crazy thing is they've been around since the 40's
loan Or the writer was feeling depressed while writing an episode
What ep is this?
Stumbled upon this again. Holy shit 338 likes? Might be my most liked comment on youtube lol
im just now reading this in 2019 and let me just say. DAMNNNN YOU RIGHT !!!!
I remember this episode. I relate so much.. you know, people now only care about the appeal of someone or what they have in their pockets. Some even go as far as playing mind tricks on them to get what they want or physical abuse, it's all psychological warfare and fear. Once someone who is madly in love expresses everything to their so called "lover" it's a done deal, they fell into the trap of a monster. It's very fucking sad, man.
ŠŢÝĢÀŁ TheDemon I know right that's why I'm afraid to fall in love with someone because they'll only want me for something and leave me for someone else and the cycle repeats
oceanrose that sails across the sea Aye, same here.
ŠŢÝĢÀŁ TheDemon life is just so depressing I seem to be happy for only a moment than reality hits like a ton of bricks and I'm sad again
Im high and Im sad and Im listening to these songs. Great.
Jimmy Sannhetsverd Thank you but well I never was a religios person. I tried but we cant choose what we believe and what we dont. But forcing myself to believe a comforting lie instead the truth is not the right thing to to anyway so its okay for me. But as I said, even so, thank you.
jesus is gai
dude, getting high on sad shit is never good
these r lofi not songs
If i could press the reset button on the time I've spend with her i would totally do it
I'm crying rn cuz I gave u ur 69th like, nice ;)
@@mansoorahmad3336 nice
No hesitation for me. Fuck
If I had a time machine Id go back 1 min before The Rhino got that 69th like in.
For sure. Anything to go back and be happy.
This reminds me of how much im a failure at life
《FuryX》 you aren’t, you need to keep going then you’ll find success
Not whether live or die, but how to live
You are not a failure. I don't know your story or what you have been through, but regardless of what it is, you can always work on today to increase your chances of a better tomorrow. Sow the seeds because the more seeds you plant, the better the chances of bearing the fruits of happiness tomorrow. Take life on day at a time, and remember that you can't change your past. You can just keep planting seeds
When I tried killing myself, a homeless guy stopped me and convinced me I was an angel. I was sent to rehab for a few weeks and got onto some antidepressants. It took away my inner voice. I felt like I was naked. Broken. I stopped. Now I'm here wondering why try if everyone treats me like a ghost. Wondering how long it will be before I become that ghost. Just another fragment of someone's memory. Something they won't ever actually remember. But I'll be there. Deep within. I hope anyway. Either that or I go into the deep dark abyss with no one to remember me by. All my life all I've ever wanted to do was love and be loved. Even when people hate me I still love. Because that's what I believe. We are all human so why not give the human race a chance. Guess it doesn't matter if I'm never truly recognized.
Be a man's man and take this world by storm.
I really know how you feel, everyday for me is just another day as everyone, the hour, weeks, months pass by. I feel like im just there too, with no one else to make me feel like i belong, ive sunken into the abyss too, not caring about anything anymore. I try and i try to make everyone happy but its never enough. I realized it, and stopped believing. Every day its just me alone, even when im with friends, i tell myself they're not because we hang out yes, but no one ever in my life made me feel like i belonged or i was loved. Its a sad thought that i might as well just sleep forever. I'll never need anyone anymore because ive lost all that hope. If you think ima be put on antidepressants, youre wrong. Ive always delt most things by myself cause ik no one is gonna be there for me. I feel ya man, life sucks, but im a mess and im still trying to kick. Kick with me dude
we just another fragment of someone's memory - Reality
I know how you feel. My first attempt was on April 2nd. My second was on November 18th. Ever since then it's been a struggle to not try again.
I know that feel, all ive ever wanted to do was love someone and be loved, life makes it hard though. No one ever has your back. It’s up to you to be there for you. Sadly I’m not even a friend of myself.
10 + depression points if you watch this when its raining
Man,when I'm depressed,my heart starts aching. It hurts a lot
Me too 😩 omg
@@joanaborges9450 Help-me?
@@user-vx1td6zs6h how?
@@joanaborges9450 Could you help me by saying why we are here, without knowing why we suffer unnecessarily and ruthlessly in this madness that is life.
This makes me remember the only girl I've ever fallen in love with and with whom i spend so many time eventually for nothing because i got rejected
Sad Snoop I feel ya :/
Yikes man thats me right now
I just got cut off for no reason *sigh*
thats me right now too but she still wants to talk to me...i cant
Sad Snoop is
It’s scary how fragile the human mind can be
its so nice to listen to this with a broken heart :,)
Damn, memories from the past keeps flowing as I listen to the music, while my tears are flooding my face is nothing new yet suicide thoughts are new...
NGL i actually dig this kind of music. Somewhat has a relaxing and calming vibe good for studying
I'm just here because I feel lonely, because my friends are leaving me one by one and then I read all the comments...
I give a big fat virtual hug to everyone who see's this. 💙
shutup fatass
A quatro anos atrás, eu só escutava pra relaxar, agora eu escuto pra chorar...
Why did you get tired?
*You get tired if people don't recognize the good things you've done.*
Today, I finally learn something new about her.
But...
She left...
Just now...
We used to play pretend. She would pretend to slap, I would pretend to fly away...
She would become the mouse, and I would be the cat that chases her around...
We love to play around like kids...
We would just call each other with nicknames...
I'm Oreo, and she is PatPat...
Come to think of it, I realized...
I never called her by names, real names...
Today She told me her real name
"Patricia," She said and smile...
I smiled...
And smile...
just kept on smiling...
As she said those words...
Today, I finally learn something new about her...
It's that she is no longer mine...
Dang man I can relate
I wish I can relate
tbh, this kind of music is actually healing for me and make me less sad.
Why fall for someone again? I’ve spend so much energy and time on you I’ve had so much patience and i really thought you were perfect no matter what flaws you thought you had that was my favorite part about you but now you’ve distanced yourself from me and left me alone i don’t want anyone else but you because you knew me you took time to get to learn who i was no one wants to take time they think they know me from seeing me but no one but you truly knows me i wonder what i did to mess up I’m sorry Emma
Hey at least yours didnt up and leave the world without you, leaving you a mute husk of what you used to be, incapable of even calling out her name.
Hit way too close to home mate
I fell for someone and I’ve liked him for about 3-4 years. I’ve never told him I liked him because he told me that he liked this girl who was pretty, funny, smart, almost everything a guy ever wanted. I’ve kept it to myself to these past years because I was too ashamed to tell him. Since we were in 5th grade, we used to text each other all the time, from after school to late at night. He was the only person i mostly texted... but now, we don’t even talk anymore. He mostly talks to the person he likes and now I feel like he sees me as a stranger. At school, I made eye contact with him once and it was just awkward but when I caught him staring at his crush in class, it looked like he had hearts in his eyes. Sad my life :|
It's hard to swallow, but the truth is, you missed your chance. I know how it's feels.
You are still young, though. You just have to let this one go. Hope for the best, in the future, I guess.
all ya'll rooting for Jerry,what about Tom,ya'll cold,BOL.
Crying in the club
I remember once watching this with my sister... I didnt get it... till it happened to me... I know the feeling Jerry, I know the feeling.
Sweet home alabama
adventure time pfp lookin ass
i just wanna die, even if i am atheist, i hope there will be a world for me
Cezar Bejenariu same here😔😔😞😞🌧🌧🌧🌧💔💔💔💔
Cezar Bejenariu don’t die, what if there’s no afterlife? Please, you are so special in every way, it’s just that people can’t see it 🙂
To all off you it'll get better , I currently feel so alone and numb but trust me one day we'll all feel better ♥️
_It's funny how the broken ones always end up with other's problems to fix, isn't it?_
So true
That's me. People create problems and refuse to fix them.
Meanwhile I'm 30 and live like a glorified teenager despite being the breadwinner
the feeling of not wanting to feel anymore is putting me in my feelings
Good mix,good vibes. Couldn't ask for more. Thanks bro.
Leticio Cocjin this is good
I’ve been looking for this for over an hour!
I miss my life when it had a purpose.
u stupid
whats 9 + 10
3:34 that sound reminds me of an old wind up music box my grandma had at her house, I used to play with it and really like the little ballerina toy dancing in it. Until my uncle had kids and they smashed the music box into pieces, I never saw it again. The sound hit me is like that music box come back and haunts me in my childhood memories wtf I'm overthinking
Everything changes but the loneliness. It never leaves.
i'm alone listening to this and i'm trying to not cry and remember all the bad things...good.
I hate the words “I love you”
Edgy, I know, but god...
Not edgy at all. You are correct, the words "I love you" can sometimes hurt worse then "I hate you"
Pass me the edge, I need to cut my wrists and die already
Yes i never say i love you in any hurry again
Its to the point where I’m aware of how many times I’ve spoken those words; and in short, it’s not many.
falling in love is the best and worst thing of life
I just can't stop living from the past. There is no day when I don't think about wanting to go back to better times.
But I don't really know if the past was better anymore.
Lo-fi is like my sadnesses, always hug and scratch my heart at the same time.
While my friends are out there having fun, I'm sitting down in my house doing nothing but feeling upset, angry and frustrated all the time.
Life is though, but it could be way worse, right?
Hang out with them then?????
Sad squad where you at 🤷♀️🙋♀️
Something about this resonates so deeply
life is a pain. Its going to keep on attacking you with more and more challenges but if you overcome those challenges, life can be amazing. Be patient, you’ll get there.
I like to feeling sad.
but i dont go out there thinking in suicide.
being sad doesn't hurt anybody, what hurts it's the rejections , the loss of loved people etc...
that is the reason i don't ask someone out, knowing that im gonna be rejected.
When I see videos like this, I assume it's in it's million views. Epic Mix
i feel like my presence is a burden. i feel like me being here isn't doing anyone any favors. i feel like no matter how many friends i have i'll never quite feel like i belong somewhere or with someone, and i can't quite figure out how to feel like i have value. ive never been able to understand how there could be any worth to me as a person, and i don't think i'll ever see myself as anything other than a waste of space.
Really awesome replayed this so many times in a row. Keep up the great work!
This channel deserves waaaaaaaaaay more subs!!!
Dar uma vontade de dormir e nunca mais se acordar
Tá acordado?
Te entendo
For everyone who is watching the video at the moment, I just wanted to say that a problem is temporary and not permanent. There are many family/friends who love you and support you, even if you don't know it ❤️
This is the video i always come back to reflect and try to feel
awesome mix
will submit soon
Great mix yo
Counseling, pills, therapy, trying different lifestyles, eating healthier; it's only made me feel worse.
All I've learned from my so-called help is how broken I am, and each day I lose a little piece of myself realizing it can't get better, no matter what happens.
I'm simply alive because it's convenient for other people. That's it. I have no will to live. I have nothing to lose that matters.
I used to be such a determined, hardworking person. I used to get really good grades in school. I used to think that nothing could stop me; that nothing could prevent me from success and personal achievement. My life used to be built around virtue.
However I've realized, what's the point of virtue when you can't get yourself to care what happens in the now?
I can't think straight. I always feel some sort of tension in my head that's constantly pulling my mind elsewhere; no matter where I am or what I'm doing, I'm never _truly_ there. My memory is shit. I'm always fatigued and out of energy. I always feel incredible amounts of stress. No matter how many hours I manage to sleep I always feel out of energy when I wake up; never can I get a solid night's sleep. I always feel like I'm physically choking from stress and/or anxiety.
And on top of that, I can never meet people who actually care about me. Sure I can meet people who will act like they care, but it's usually only for some sort of act to benefit them in the now and I'm just left feeling used. They're never for me when I need them but I'm always there for them.
I always want to be that type of person people can depend on to be there for them.
I go out of my way to help people that need it when I can actually help. I still make an attempt to help though.
I'm always sick>miss school>get behind>stress about getting caught up>work keeps piling up>get sick again. So on and so forth. This cycle's been repeating since Quarter 2 of Junior year. It's senior year and I've had to make up an AP US history class over last summer, still need to make up my English 11 credit for semester 2 that I failed, and most of my grades now are constantly teetering from failing to just barely passing.
I want to not have to live with this pain anymore. It's unbearable. I desperately want to die. I can't kill myself because that'd throw all my problems onto my family so I just plead everyday in the back of my mind that I want to get killed. Whether I get hit by a car whilst crossing the street, shot by a fellow student whose psyche is more broken than mine, I get electrocuted, a load-bearing wall collapses on me, I don't care how it happens; I just want my death to not be self-inflicted and as soon as possible.
but who am I to winge and complain about my problems on the internet when everyone has their own God-damn problems they're trying to deal with
how can we help others with their psychological problems when we cant do the same to ourselves
I don't know. See you around.
I had the same thougts a long ago, a lot of us here have or had the same problem, just be strong, i know sometimes your head tells you to do it, to stop your pain, but remember that you're not alone and that we are with you.
Just think about it bro.
man just don't do it, you're not alone, I got your back
That feeling when your not sad you think the song is stupid but when your really sad you can feel the songs beat hits so hard
Yessir
I don't know why I feel like crying..
I cant cry..
"I'm always tired, especially of you."
You are really cool for doing this and helping all these people.
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Hey thats me
O U T C A S T hey i have the same ig name as your UA-cam name , expect it's spelled differently . you should follow me @outkvst
S P A C E B A R
I love your name
O U T C A S T me 2
wadu hek?
Wish I can die in my dreams tonight :)
You, and alot of other people. Its a peaceful way to die, to just go to sleep and dream on forever.
loneliness and sadness, awesome sauce.
Yeah i don’t mind the loneliness anymore. it’s a part of me now. it still gets to me but i’ve become empty. i don’t cry, i try to smile for my friends, ig they take the bad things away for a bit, then it’s right back to the cold shaking pain i always feel. i know i deserve this pain, i hate myself, that’s ok.
атмосферно..очень душевно
Someone, hug me :(
Feeling the same. ~hug~
Wish I could. Although, virtual hugs are nothing like real hugs. Virtual hugs could be sent to anyone, real hugs aren’t for the lonely.
@Iva Marić sure :)
Came here to feel a little better because these kind of music can ease me into the dark abyss and let me forget all the pain and struggle I face everyday.
these ones break me down the moment I started listening.
Lol i love how life works! U fall in love with someone give them all they need make them feel important shitting on ur own life just to make them happy failing exams wasting ur money/time on them when ur broke all for their sake for what ? Just to tell u after hey! We need to break up. Hahahahhahaha and that happens again and again until ur empty, not capable of showing feelings like u used to do just completely empty.
I did that for three months. All I got back from her was an occasional laugh. She stopped talking to me, so I broke up with her. I loved her, failed classes for her, used all the money I had and bought her the nicest thing I could've. Now I'm just lonely.
D E P R E S S I O N S
This is real chill. I love it 😌👌
Who ever thought about giving up and its 2019 and you're still here and looking back to what you said you're thinking "After all I'm stronger than I thought". You might regret waking up one day due to some unfortunate event in your life but believe me its not worth the suffer because after a while you'll forget about it. GO out and have fun with your family or spend some quality time by yourself/Treat your damn self you deserve it because you earned it. Even Eleanor Roosevelt said "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." What other's tell you doesn't define you as a whole. God bless
u know its funny to have all this love around the world but not be used by anybody... we tell lies an shit to make it seem like were happy an shit but in reality were just a bunch of people who were once loved now we dont know what to do anymore
I have this girl I like and I wanna tell her that I like her but she rejected so now I am alone whil she is with my friend and my friend even knew I liked her I live a normal house with just me in it doing things I did in my childhood
Dude, it's happened to pretty much everyone, now after being rejected too many times, I met the most amazing, beautiful girl and that was because I just got back up after being rejected and got on with life. I'm happy, good luck.
BTW I'm 13 so it's up to u if u actually want to take any of that shit on board
All the comments are from 2018 or earlier but it's almost 2023 and I still come back here.
The fact how words and music can change and define a person is pretty scary yet pretty....... calming.
I don't know why and how life turned out to be the way how this music sounds but the fact that it sounds beautiful and peaceful is pretty encouraging.
All you need to do to change everything is just change a beat and that's pretty nice......
Anyway, just a random guy chatting away cuz he bored af
My “best friend” knows i really like her... so then why did she take her away from me 💔
Unrequited love is dangerous, I was lost for 6 years and I'm just beginning to figure a way out, but I know words won't help and reassurance means little at times like this, but sometimes love is just as painful as it is beautiful and that's okay if it didn't hurt we wouldn't learn from what happened, they're will be more loves in your life some more pain filled than others but living without love is like living without bliss and that bliss makes every second of pain worth it.
Lotsa love guy/gal
I miss when I didn't care...
Alot of people do. Not caring is the easy thing to do, and its hard unless you have a mental illness that stops you from caring, like schizophrenia.
We are all just suicidal people saying suicide isnt the answer to everyone else
people you chat everyday and slowly fades away really makes you feel empty and think about you're future. :>
to be more sad in .75x
idk why i teared up about this i know it sounds fucked but my only really guy friend is my teacher who i have a crush on but in the most friendliest way, but its like he would never think of me like that in a million years and thats sad to me, not in a pedophelic way just the mental loss of another friend. ive changed schools every year and all my other schools i have had mostly guy friends but this school is really clique-y if that makes sense and just really segregated into girls-girls and guys- guys so i havent really had the opportunity and made to feel weird trying to connect with guys that dont give two shits. it would be great if someone gets it
Jacky Changa Danga I know I’m not an idiot lol just a friend way ... like I said “in the most friendliest way” like what I value he values and we have similar interests and same sense of humor it sucks that’s he’s not my age tho that’s all I was tryna say lmao
Papaw Taters lower my standards of having friends ?? How does that even make sense
Lucy Vitek i dont think he understands the problem, ive never liked a teacher but i understand your problem even though i have an equal number of female friends as guy friends (well actually 2 guy friends but 1 female who i was rejected by) but i think maybe you should try to leave those feelings behind as best as you can. Having feelings for someone you can never be with while knowing you cant be with them can make you incredibly depressed (i know from experience) so after being rejected i just tried to forget the feelings and that helped a lot. If I end up being of any help to you let me know.
yeah ive lost feelings for the teacher but i still long for meaning full relationships i dont want to make myself sound like im inferior to everyone else but i just dont think the kids my age are up to that stage yet, so many people at my school are just so fake and immature its agrivating that i just cant have a general conversation with someone without feeling weird or not talking about what eveyone else is (the latest drama i guess)
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Great video man👍 Mingi pak - Breeze though 🚬
always that voice in my head saying to me: do it
constantly trying to mute it
still there
just tired, but not physically tired...
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I have been trying to remember how i imagined the world as a kid and hopefully i can feel that way again and see the world full of beauty not just being alive.
Needed more songs, thanks