It’s been 10 long years with nothing new from STG and that’s left a hole in my being. I’m glad I have heartfelt music to look back on though. Music that reaches a part of me no other human, song, or experience has. I had a tour shirt signed by the band, and Chad’s pick from the concert that night. Sadly, I lost them in a series of unfortunate events. I miss Shiny Toy Guns. Would have loved to see them covered by Tom Ellis in an episode of Lucifer. Imagine the second wave of rigs in the heart hearing their devastatingly beautiful words coming from “the devil.” Thank you STG for everything you’ve done.
I miss her. I miss what us being together meant for our kids. I hate what they lost because I I hate the mistakes I made that lead to her and I separating. I hate that I took away such a huge source of strength and confidence and safety and pride from my Babies. I know the hole we left in their hearts and the pain they'll live with for the rest of their lives as a result. I know that pain well because I lived it. I hate that I can't wake up every single day to my babies. Half the time will never be good enough.
When my wife told me she wanted a divorce because she wanted to find herself, this song became who I was. I'm doing better now, it's been 9 months. I still dream about her, sometimes I see her face in others. I'm saddened by the loss of my best friend.
Divorce is painful, like death. There is always something better out there and someone who is right for you. Trust me, that time will come if it hasn't already and your painful past becomes a faded memory.
God mafe thr perfect soul mate you. Keep looking god will lrad you to them or god wii lead that perdon to you. Believe. Me. Dont give. Get out and go to some placed youve never been. You may just run in to her.
3 year old comment it may be, but regardless it makes me mad as hell reading it. Who cares about some idiot who says "I want to find myself" after swearing a vow of marriage. You should've done that before swearing the vow, now your word means less than nothing. And there you are my man, longing for what is lost when you wrote this. A romantic and caring soul clearly. I only hope that you have found a new love and peace by now. The "finding myself" thing was total bullshit by the way. I have no issue with people who want to separate from someone for whatever reason, everyone has that right that pursue their own happiness however they see fit and has no obligation to stay with anyone. But to not even show someone the common decency of being honest about why you're leaving, and letting them either believe a lie or leaving them to wonder - you're just a piece of crap, straight up. A cowardly, pitiful piece of crap.
GryndStone I know I'm quite late on my reply. But I believe there is a reason for the abrupt and chilling ending. For me, it perfectly represents that sinking feeling you get at the beginning of heartbreak. More specifically, when you made the mistake that caused the heartbreak. Looking at the lyrics, the ending makes perfect sense to me.
I'm even later on reply but to me it's his battle with God. He fought and fought with him.."steering clear of your cross" "I dont need your secret place" then in the 2nd verse hes asking for his help. "Take me back to where I was" "reshape my heart tonight" "erase this state of mind" "facedown hands against the wall" (hes praying to God. Submitting to him, allowing him to take control)
I'm falling through the window of peace, Seeking the memory of unity, I'm looking through the mirror of release, Trying to find my love , you see. Reaching the heaven in the cloud, Searching for the soul that deserted me. Holding out for the chance , To be together once again will be........
It’s been 10 long years with nothing new from STG and that’s left a hole in my being. I’m glad I have heartfelt music to look back on though. Music that reaches a part of me no other human, song, or experience has. I had a tour shirt signed by the band, and Chad’s pick from the concert that night. Sadly, I lost them in a series of unfortunate events. I miss Shiny Toy Guns. Would have loved to see them covered by Tom Ellis in an episode of Lucifer. Imagine the second wave of rigs in the heart hearing their devastatingly beautiful words coming from “the devil.” Thank you STG for everything you’ve done.
And this is why I love Shiny Toy Guns!!! They make me cry like a baby no matter what they do... -_-
Merci horia ... Cette chanson .. Nous transporte
I miss her. I miss what us being together meant for our kids. I hate what they lost because I I hate the mistakes I made that lead to her and I separating. I hate that I took away such a huge source of strength and confidence and safety and pride from my Babies. I know the hole we left in their hearts and the pain they'll live with for the rest of their lives as a result. I know that pain well because I lived it. I hate that I can't wake up every single day to my babies. Half the time will never be good enough.
And we bow down in respect.
When my wife told me she wanted a divorce because she wanted to find herself, this song became who I was. I'm doing better now, it's been 9 months. I still dream about her, sometimes I see her face in others. I'm saddened by the loss of my best friend.
Divorce is painful, like death. There is always something better out there and someone who is right for you. Trust me, that time will come if it hasn't already and your painful past becomes a faded memory.
@@ArchYeomans ya know, I do hold out hope. I'm still alive. I'm just walking through the steps. Bored.
God mafe thr perfect soul mate you. Keep looking god will lrad you to them or god wii lead that perdon to you. Believe. Me. Dont give. Get out and go to some placed youve never been. You may just run in to her.
Same here. Also 9 months ago...
3 year old comment it may be, but regardless it makes me mad as hell reading it. Who cares about some idiot who says "I want to find myself" after swearing a vow of marriage. You should've done that before swearing the vow, now your word means less than nothing.
And there you are my man, longing for what is lost when you wrote this. A romantic and caring soul clearly. I only hope that you have found a new love and peace by now.
The "finding myself" thing was total bullshit by the way. I have no issue with people who want to separate from someone for whatever reason, everyone has that right that pursue their own happiness however they see fit and has no obligation to stay with anyone. But to not even show someone the common decency of being honest about why you're leaving, and letting them either believe a lie or leaving them to wonder - you're just a piece of crap, straight up. A cowardly, pitiful piece of crap.
GryndStone I know I'm quite late on my reply. But I believe there is a reason for the abrupt and chilling ending. For me, it perfectly represents that sinking feeling you get at the beginning of heartbreak. More specifically, when you made the mistake that caused the heartbreak. Looking at the lyrics, the ending makes perfect sense to me.
I'm even later on reply but to me it's his battle with God. He fought and fought with him.."steering clear of your cross" "I dont need your secret place" then in the 2nd verse hes asking for his help. "Take me back to where I was" "reshape my heart tonight" "erase this state of mind" "facedown hands against the wall" (hes praying to God. Submitting to him, allowing him to take control)
I'm falling through the window of peace,
Seeking the memory of unity,
I'm looking through the mirror of release,
Trying to find my love , you see.
Reaching the heaven in the cloud,
Searching for the soul that deserted me.
Holding out for the chance ,
To be together once again will be........
Beautiful, it made me cry..
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Si toi aussi tu es là grâce à Horia, mets un "j'aime" à ce commentaire ;P
Vouiiii 💕
1:31 "just take me back to where I was UwUUUU"
wish I could go back...
Merci Horiaaa ! 3
I can't find sheet music or a tutorial for the piano part anywhere :(
Mercii Horiia!
all is well and all well is all good!!!....
This song gives me chilly feelings because it only reminds me of so much pain she can cause.
The ending is so abrupt
still a good song
Please come back STG!
Don't break who you are time is giving you an apology. Pinky promise
I lobe you tube but cant get it
Horiaaaaaaaaaa
Follow the north STAR and remain in Harmony ! Of clue Caucasian
Horiaaa ❤
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Horia
Why would you want to do that. Its good music for the most part but I think you're lookin into it a little...too far...
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