@@johntitorii6676 Naw.. more a dig at his character and how he treated his wife before he killed her and the fact that he killed her.. Just my interpretation...
the fact her dad feels guilty about not knowing Matthew was going to do this to lauren is so sad!! rip lauren and sending all my love to her family 💗☹️
Matthew is such a sickening and despicable individual for what he did to Lauren and he clearly knew exactly what he was doing, also I'm glad Lauren's dad had his suspicions about Matthew at the start when he first met him. You should cover the case about Michele "Missy" Avila and also Bilal Skaf as well Bella.
Bilal Skaf.....That name sounds familiar, is that an Australian case?? I'm pretty sure the Skaf family were apart of a terrible gang around the time of the 2000 Sydney Olympics and they went around r*ping women, I think about 16 of them got 1 girl, it was awful.
@@CourtneyTunbridge79 yes that's right that it happened in Australia and that it took place during the time the Sydney Olympics Games in 2000. It sure is an awful case, I hope Bella covers the case since no true crime youtuber has made a video yet.
his behaviour in the marriage sounds exactly like my bio dad. No respect for the other person, not holding down a job or contributing financially but SPENDING money, hiding addiction... so many mirrors to my childhood. My heart aches for what Lauren went through during this entire relationship, she deserved so much better.
This is so heartbreaking! Lauren's dad was right with his gut feeling about this creep. I hope he finds peace some day and doesn't blame himself for what happened to his baby girl 😿
I would just like to say how much I love the way to talk about cases. You talk about them not only with emotion and respect, but with an analytical eye. You are able to talk about a case neutrally but also somewhat share your opinion. For a person who likes true crime, watching your videos brings so much peace. Continue what you are doing Bella, its truly amazing!!!!
I was addicted to cough syrup (dextromethorphan) for over a year. For a year, it was the most blissful, euphoric high you can imagine, with all of that serotonin flooding your brain. Then it turned on me.. it led to 2 months of depressive hell where I alienated everyone around me. Still suffering from ill effects half a decade later
Is it a massive quantity you have to drink to get to this point? Btw I’m not asking for advice because I want to take it! I’m just genuinely curious about how much you would need to get super high it’s not something I ever really considered. Well done for being strong btw 💪🏻❤️
@@laurenlowe8385 Thanks! I made it through somehow, and have repaired most of the relationships I damaged. I didn't need much to get very high, I would take 160mg of dextromethorphan, give or take. It would put ne on the moon for about 8 hours, was extremely social and happy. Since it turned on me, my body completely rejects it, if I even take a medicinal amount if I got sick with a cold, I just get horrific nausea and depression for 8 hours.
Thanks for sharing! Glad you turned it around before it completely destroyed your life. I think when you go through these things, & come out on the other side, it makes you more grateful for life. It also makes you more understanding of others’ struggles. My doctor of decades committed suicide last year, due to a diagnosis of lewy body dementia. At his funeral, I learned his favorite quote. “Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.” It’s a great quote. I now have a plaque in my garden. Some win that battle….some don’t. I’m glad you are. 💕
@@samih5916 I don't "respect" Hoagland 🤣 I just said it takes balls to do what he did, and you can't deny that. And as far as the horrific case of Waller, I was just upset that the entkre comments section was attacking the police for assuming what would have been the truth in 99.99999999% of cases. The truth was bizarre. Also, your stalking is creeping me out, lady
I missed where they moved but London would be awesome! I was worried they were moving to the states and I was like WHYYYYY? It’s such a dumpster fire here
I had to pause the video and take a moment when you said she was stabbed 123 times, that's absolutely crazy!! P.S Bella you're looking amazing! And congrats on the move, wishing you all the luck with finding a place! 😘
In some places it's only sold behind the pharmacist counter due to being used to get high. Some cough syrups also contain codeine (which converts to morphine once metabolized by the liver)
123 times??? He definitely knew what he was doing, absolutely disgusting!! So sad for Lauren’s family ❤️ btw Bella, the lip products you have on here look great!!
Back in maybe 2007, there was a couple of girls in my class who took a whole bunch of coricidin tablets. One had to have her stomach pumped. Then someone had one of the joke packs of gum that would shock you when you tried to take a piece. The other girl just kept pulling on the piece of gum with no reaction to being shocked. I also know a guy who said he had taken a bunch of the pills and ended up feeling like he was trapped under the floor and no one would help him.
As someone whose born and raised in London, finding rentals can be so difficult. It’s so industrialised in London now, all you’re going to find mainly is flats/skyscrapers. I hope you find somewhere and love London
He thought a guy at his wife's church had a crush on her (or he made that up), probably was trying to use it to try and get her to leave her church to 'make him feel better', and isolate her from that support. When she didn't, he became as _pastor_ there. That's what I got from that
My heart goes out to Lauren’s family❤ Congratulations to you Bella on your big move and best wishes with settling in there 🎉 Lots of love from Melbs, Aus xo
Glad to see you again!!!, I missed uuu can you do the camp Cayuga murder my mom went there she hated and the girls smoked weed and was terrified so she left after weeks of convincing. And that night she left a counselor was murdered
My husband and I moved to London from Syd last July and I totally feel you. It took us a really long time to find a place, but you eventually will I promise! Good luck Bella
I was buzzed on the juice, straight to the dome it was, I didn't mean to kill her! Did anyone believe this? She was such a bright girl, her personality shown through in every photo of her. You can tell she lived life! A horrific crime and yes, a small man with no redeeming qualities.
Bella, can you please cover the case of Isabel Celis from Tucson, Arizona? She was 7 when she was taken from her home which was heart breaking here locally. Her accused killer Christopher Clements is currently on trial. He was recently convicted of the murder of another Tucson girl Maribel Guzman in which he received a life sentence. There was great speculation that Isabel's father was involved in the murder which the prosecution is leaning on in trial. I would really appreciate your coverage of this tragic story from my home town. Thank you for all you do ❤️
This was revenge. As simple as that. He stabbed his wife so many times because he had so much anger and hatred for women built in him. He simply punished his mother by killing his wife. I realize not every neglected and/or abused child will go to such extreme, but he did it because of trauma he'd experienced. He surely is dangerous and guilty, and should be separated from normal people, but I always wonder why society hardly ever blames parents, why isn't his mother being held responsible, at least to some degree. People do horrible things because horrible things were done to them. Monsters are almost always created, not born.
It’s still a choice, you can either grow stronger from the hardships in your life and change you for the better or you can take it out on the people around you
@@ekta9789his dad never popped up from time to time for him to “get attached” or “get used” to him, unlike his mother. he didn’t have to deal with his father dipping in and out his life again and again, but he did have to deal with that with his mother
Welcome to the UK, Bella! ❤️ This case is so heartbreaking. Lauren was far too good for this cretin. She was bright, intelligent and beautiful. She deserved to live an incredible life. RIP Lauren 💔❤️
London advice for you - have you tried Greenwich? It’s Zone 2/3 and has the tube (Jubilee Line), ThamesLink, DLR, Cable Car and 2 Uber Boat stops so super accessible but you get a bit more for your money (and the houses/flats are lovely)!
So sorry for your loss!! Just heartbreaking!! I pray justice is served for your friend, as much as can be on this earth. And praying peace for you and all her loved ones.
WOW BELLA!!,that's a huge move you made!..I usually see your dog on the bed behind, I see the bed but??..I hope hez with you!!,thanks again for a disastrous,yet great story, thanks for taking the time to put it out,busy lady,good like o finding a rental, I guess it's not easy anywhere . 🥰🙏
typically it’s just a thought of them projecting, often guilt and anxiety of getting caught causing you to think your partner may be doing the same thing. this is also often a manipulation tactic to draw the attention off of you and onto your partner!
I wonder what game they were playing when he told them he was divorced. Was it like a truth or dare kind of game, where sharing secrets is part of it, or did he just casually slip it into the conversation like "I'mdivorced- I mean, can you pass the chips?"
I’m praying you find a rental soon, Bella! Poor Lauren. I agree with her dad that she was targeted from the beginning. Well, like you, not from when he messaged her but soon after. I wouldn’t be surprised if he would look at her and be daydreaming of all the ways he could k I l l her ( algorithms are monsters lately)
Stabbing someone 123 times is one of the most vicious examples of brutality I’ve heard and I’ve been watching true crime for years. We can all get a little desensitized to this type of content after a while but that just blew my mind.
Oh, sure. People accidentally stab people over 100 times in their sleep every day. Because cough syrup. Totally believable. I’m just glad he’s in prison and only wish that could bring Lauren back.
"Little man with no redeeming qualities" is such an amazing way to describe this guy 👏🏼
Love that
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Isn't that body shaming?
@@johntitorii6676 i interpreted it as little aspirations man or little integrity man. interesting your interpretation
@@johntitorii6676 Naw.. more a dig at his character and how he treated his wife before he killed her and the fact that he killed her.. Just my interpretation...
Lauren just looked so kind and beautiful. What a tragic loss 😢
I'm super sad for her family, but it's true af that she was a beautiful and caring person!!!
and the fact that he stabbed her 123 times is so heartbreaking. It must've been so painful for her
I truly hope that she is resting in peace🕊
Moving across the globe and still uploading without even having a house yet!? Girl your dedication is so so appreciated! ❤️🥰
the fact her dad feels guilty about not knowing Matthew was going to do this to lauren is so sad!! rip lauren and sending all my love to her family 💗☹️
Matthew is such a sickening and despicable individual for what he did to Lauren and he clearly knew exactly what he was doing, also I'm glad Lauren's dad had his suspicions about Matthew at the start when he first met him.
You should cover the case about Michele "Missy" Avila and also Bilal Skaf as well Bella.
Bilal Skaf.....That name sounds familiar, is that an Australian case??
I'm pretty sure the Skaf family were apart of a terrible gang around the time of the 2000 Sydney Olympics and they went around r*ping women, I think about 16 of them got 1 girl, it was awful.
@@CourtneyTunbridge79 yes that's right that it happened in Australia and that it took place during the time the Sydney Olympics Games in 2000. It sure is an awful case, I hope Bella covers the case since no true crime youtuber has made a video yet.
Hair tools or not you look amazing! Love your content and appreciate the dedication for you to post this from the hotel 💕
she looks great no matter what! (if she wore a trash bag and taped episodes with bed head!) lol
You always cover these cases so respectfully
his behaviour in the marriage sounds exactly like my bio dad. No respect for the other person, not holding down a job or contributing financially but SPENDING money, hiding addiction... so many mirrors to my childhood. My heart aches for what Lauren went through during this entire relationship, she deserved so much better.
props to our bella for filming during a huge move! thank you for your hard work!
This is so heartbreaking! Lauren's dad was right with his gut feeling about this creep. I hope he finds peace some day and doesn't blame himself for what happened to his baby girl 😿
I would just like to say how much I love the way to talk about cases. You talk about them not only with emotion and respect, but with an analytical eye. You are able to talk about a case neutrally but also somewhat share your opinion. For a person who likes true crime, watching your videos brings so much peace. Continue what you are doing Bella, its truly amazing!!!!
My favorite creator of true crime!!!
It‘s late here and my mind just thought something veeeery different at the word „creator“ of true crime
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This made me lol. Makes it sound like she’s the criminal
@@theunicorn1167 great minds 😁
*content for fuck sake 🤣 crucify me
I went to high school with Lauren and her sister, Brianna. So tragic. Lauren was an angel.
I was addicted to cough syrup (dextromethorphan) for over a year. For a year, it was the most blissful, euphoric high you can imagine, with all of that serotonin flooding your brain. Then it turned on me.. it led to 2 months of depressive hell where I alienated everyone around me. Still suffering from ill effects half a decade later
Is it a massive quantity you have to drink to get to this point? Btw I’m not asking for advice because I want to take it! I’m just genuinely curious about how much you would need to get super high it’s not something I ever really considered. Well done for being strong btw 💪🏻❤️
I dated a girl in high school who was into "robo tripping" and drank that. I'm gagging thinking about it as I type.
@@laurenlowe8385 Thanks! I made it through somehow, and have repaired most of the relationships I damaged. I didn't need much to get very high, I would take 160mg of dextromethorphan, give or take. It would put ne on the moon for about 8 hours, was extremely social and happy. Since it turned on me, my body completely rejects it, if I even take a medicinal amount if I got sick with a cold, I just get horrific nausea and depression for 8 hours.
Thanks for sharing! Glad you turned it around before it completely destroyed your life. I think when you go through these things, & come out on the other side, it makes you more grateful for life. It also makes you more understanding of others’ struggles.
My doctor of decades committed suicide last year, due to a diagnosis of lewy body dementia. At his funeral, I learned his favorite quote. “Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.” It’s a great quote. I now have a plaque in my garden. Some win that battle….some don’t. I’m glad you are. 💕
@@samih5916 I don't "respect" Hoagland 🤣 I just said it takes balls to do what he did, and you can't deny that. And as far as the horrific case of Waller, I was just upset that the entkre comments section was attacking the police for assuming what would have been the truth in 99.99999999% of cases. The truth was bizarre. Also, your stalking is creeping me out, lady
u know bellas a genuine heart when her whole energy changes during and after talking about this
I'm in the States, but I visited London for a month and didn't want to leave. I envy you both. Good luck, and stay safe!
I missed where they moved but London would be awesome! I was worried they were moving to the states and I was like WHYYYYY? It’s such a dumpster fire here
@@MeriweatherDesigns haahaaa. Right!
@@MeriweatherDesigns ikr??? I'd have screamed "TURN BACK NOW!!!" 🤣
@@MeriweatherDesigns it’s also a dumpster fire here in the uk 😭
@@pamplemousse01we are better off than the US though - lesser of two evils 🫠
congratulations on your move bella!! so excited to see your london vlogs & goodluck with finding somewhere to rent 🥰
I had to pause the video and take a moment when you said she was stabbed 123 times, that's absolutely crazy!!
P.S Bella you're looking amazing! And congrats on the move, wishing you all the luck with finding a place! 😘
Total side comment... but I love your natural hair. That's what mine looks like naturally, not totally straight but now wavy... just you. Love it.
Really good story telling as usual, personally I’d never heard of an addiction to cough syrup. Didn’t even think it was a thing so thanks for the info
In some places it's only sold behind the pharmacist counter due to being used to get high. Some cough syrups also contain codeine (which converts to morphine once metabolized by the liver)
Once I tried to buy cough syrup for myself at cvs when I was 17 and they IDd me. I had no idea you couldn’t buy it underage
@@flexx4496 I got carded in January when I had a bad cold and bought cough syrup. I was surprised tbh
In my state, Victoria Australia I've had to show id and sign to get codeine with a prescription for codeine. It's pretty full on stuff.
My mom had a failed marriage quite young before my dad and that was one of the first things she made sure he knew. Very sketchy he kept it hidden.
So good to see you again, you have been greatly missed. ❤❤
Your excitement for life really helped me this morning. Thank you, Bella!
I hope that you settle in to life in London soon Bella! 💗 And thank you for bringing this heartbreaking case to our attention. Rest in peace Lauren. 💗
123 times??? He definitely knew what he was doing, absolutely disgusting!! So sad for Lauren’s family ❤️
btw Bella, the lip products you have on here look great!!
no one does these vids like Bella does I always look forward to mondays and wish she did them more often!!!❤❤❤
lauren looked like a literal angel :( i’m heartbroken
Back in maybe 2007, there was a couple of girls in my class who took a whole bunch of coricidin tablets. One had to have her stomach pumped. Then someone had one of the joke packs of gum that would shock you when you tried to take a piece. The other girl just kept pulling on the piece of gum with no reaction to being shocked. I also know a guy who said he had taken a bunch of the pills and ended up feeling like he was trapped under the floor and no one would help him.
Glad to see you back for another case! And congrats on the move!
Welcome back Bella. We have missed you.!!!
I’m from NC, 30 minutes from Raleigh and I remember this case. It was heartbreaking 😢
Congratulations on the move Bella and excited to watch the new vid 😌❤️
Good to see you back! Hope moving went ok!
As someone whose born and raised in London, finding rentals can be so difficult. It’s so industrialised in London now, all you’re going to find mainly is flats/skyscrapers. I hope you find somewhere and love London
Congratulations on the move and hope you both and doggie too🐶, find happiness and adventure! Look forward to every Mystery Monday’s!😎👍
I remember when this case was in the news how insane it sounded. It’s heartbreaking that this poor girl had no idea she was married to a monster 😔
I remember this crime now... The sheer brutality is unbelievable. She was such a bright, beautiful soul. 💔
He thought a guy at his wife's church had a crush on her (or he made that up), probably was trying to use it to try and get her to leave her church to 'make him feel better', and isolate her from that support. When she didn't, he became as _pastor_ there. That's what I got from that
good luck finding a place! love to see you grow and find happiness
I absolutely love that you referred to him as a “little man” it says so much!!
I just love listening to your bubbly personality. You’re so adorable.
You can pick up an adapter for all your plugs pretty cheap. I keep one in my suitcase even though I rarely go anywhere I'd need it.
My heart goes out to Lauren’s family❤
Congratulations to you Bella on your big move and best wishes with settling in there 🎉
Lots of love from Melbs, Aus xo
Hi, new follower! I’ve been following for about 3 weeks, watched absolutely all your videos! Love them all please make more.
Glad to see you again!!!, I missed uuu can you do the camp Cayuga murder my mom went there she hated and the girls smoked weed and was terrified so she left after weeks of convincing. And that night she left a counselor was murdered
My husband and I moved to London from Syd last July and I totally feel you. It took us a really long time to find a place, but you eventually will I promise! Good luck Bella
Will keep my eye out for you when I'm in London! I love you and your content! X
I was buzzed on the juice, straight to the dome it was, I didn't mean to kill her! Did anyone believe this? She was such a bright girl, her personality shown through in every photo of her. You can tell she lived life! A horrific crime and yes, a small man with no redeeming qualities.
Omg!! Welcome to London 🥰 and the horrendously chaotic rental market ahah
omg it’s been crazy, but we just got accepted for a rental ahhh so happy about it
Ahhh yess congrats! I hope you love it here
Bella, can you please cover the case of Isabel Celis from Tucson, Arizona? She was 7 when she was taken from her home which was heart breaking here locally. Her accused killer Christopher Clements is currently on trial. He was recently convicted of the murder of another Tucson girl Maribel Guzman in which he received a life sentence. There was great speculation that Isabel's father was involved in the murder which the prosecution is leaning on in trial. I would really appreciate your coverage of this tragic story from my home town. Thank you for all you do ❤️
Tucson ghetto as shit . Fuck that place lol
Congrats on the move and good luck to find a rental in London x
This was revenge. As simple as that. He stabbed his wife so many times because he had so much anger and hatred for women built in him. He simply punished his mother by killing his wife. I realize not every neglected and/or abused child will go to such extreme, but he did it because of trauma he'd experienced. He surely is dangerous and guilty, and should be separated from normal people, but I always wonder why society hardly ever blames parents, why isn't his mother being held responsible, at least to some degree. People do horrible things because horrible things were done to them. Monsters are almost always created, not born.
Why not his father? Wtf
It’s still a choice, you can either grow stronger from the hardships in your life and change you for the better or you can take it out on the people around you
@@ekta9789his dad never popped up from time to time for him to “get attached” or “get used” to him, unlike his mother. he didn’t have to deal with his father dipping in and out his life again and again, but he did have to deal with that with his mother
@ayyeeitsmikax7177 so u think knowing his father totally rejected him had no effect on his psych? 🤦🏻♀️
@@iiamromikaI m quite sure both parents r to blame.
Glad your back!! ❤
glad to be back! 🫶🏼
Congratulations on the move!!! Yay can't wait for the vlog, I was wondering what your lip combo is 🥺🥹
OMG Bella! I’m so excited for you on this new journey. Wishing you guys the best of luck 🤞 😁
So weird, I was just thinking to look up your channel since I haven’t seen a video in a while. Such good timing!
I love how you tell the story like you know them and describe everything the best way I love watching your videos!!
How is it that the most sweetest, amazing people meet these killers??
Welcome to the UK, Bella! ❤️
This case is so heartbreaking. Lauren was far too good for this cretin. She was bright, intelligent and beautiful. She deserved to live an incredible life. RIP Lauren 💔❤️
London advice for you - have you tried Greenwich? It’s Zone 2/3 and has the tube (Jubilee Line), ThamesLink, DLR, Cable Car and 2 Uber Boat stops so super accessible but you get a bit more for your money (and the houses/flats are lovely)!
Greenwich is super nice!
Congratulations on the move. Wishing you a speedy flat finding expedition.
this was my favorite storytelling yet! i really connected with your insights
Soo happy you are back with a new video! I was running out of mystery mondays to rewatch 🙊
Congratulations on ur move missed u. I miss u wearing ur funky earrings lol love ur videos can’t wait to see your blog ❤
Bella in the UK omg
Same thoughts here xx
Congrats on the move and welcome to the UK 🤗
Thank you for doing this one. My best friend was murdered by her husband and we’re preparing for the trial now. This is an important topic.
So sorry for your loss!! Just heartbreaking!! I pray justice is served for your friend, as much as can be on this earth. And praying peace for you and all her loved ones.
So excited for your England vlogs!! Congrats on the big move and hope you find somewhere to live soon!
Can we just talk about how fkn beautiful Bella is 😭😭😭
It's crazy how close the Australian accent is to the British one, get ready for the switch back and forth girl now your here!! ❤❤❤
The content is on point!
As someone who had a really really difficult Triple C's addiction throughout high school, this terrified me.
WOW BELLA!!,that's a huge move you made!..I usually see your dog on the bed behind, I see the bed but??..I hope hez with you!!,thanks again for a disastrous,yet great story, thanks for taking the time to put it out,busy lady,good like o finding a rental, I guess it's not easy anywhere .
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Welcome to the UK Bella, im glad your still posting for us..!! We love you and your vids x
This hit me hard ,she look like such a beautiful soul!!!
What's with people who think their partners are cheating always being labeled as a cheater themselves?I've never understood this thought process
typically it’s just a thought of them projecting, often guilt and anxiety of getting caught causing you to think your partner may be doing the same thing. this is also often a manipulation tactic to draw the attention off of you and onto your partner!
It's a stereotype because it's often true.
I wonder what game they were playing when he told them he was divorced. Was it like a truth or dare kind of game, where sharing secrets is part of it, or did he just casually slip it into the conversation like "I'mdivorced- I mean, can you pass the chips?"
i think she said they were playing a board game so it was probably just out of the blue tbh
@@jc-xq2pf I feel like there are board games that involve telling secrets, but it probably was just random.
my favourite true crime gal 💙
hope you enjoy london!
Girl I absolutely love the way you tell these true crimes ❤ my boyfriend thinks I’m insane because of watching your videos 😂
I’m praying you find a rental soon, Bella!
Poor Lauren. I agree with her dad that she was targeted from the beginning. Well, like you, not from when he messaged her but soon after.
I wouldn’t be surprised if he would look at her and be daydreaming of all the ways he could k I l l her ( algorithms are monsters lately)
Ikt? Like u cant even type the word k i l l l on a crime show?! Smh...
Bella you're glowing! ❤️
Good luck with the apartment search! ❤❤
Welcome back! Congratulations on the move!
I am so happy to see your cute little face!! Congrats on your move. 😊
its always so bizarre when one of these videos ends up like being where u r and places u recognize
your lighting looks great!
Cannot wait for the vlog!!! Welcome to London 🫶🏾
Yes Bella! Welcome to the UK ✨️ I'm in Bristol so make sure to visit and if you're in need of any friends I know some great gals in London 💗🛍
Kids would use that same cold medicine drug to get high in my high school, they would call it Triple C. So so sad.
Same. I remember kids used to steal Robitussin and Coricidin (triple c) to get high
They called it "robo tripping" in my high school
Yay I’m so glad you’re back!!😍😍
Stabbing someone 123 times is one of the most vicious examples of brutality I’ve heard and I’ve been watching true crime for years. We can all get a little desensitized to this type of content after a while but that just blew my mind.
Yay she’s back Hi Bella
Hope you love it in the UK Bella! Very welcome here 🙏
I get so excited when you post a new video. I wish you did it weekly
Welcome to London we are pleased to have you 🇬🇧
My granny always said "guilty dog barks first"
So stoked about your London move! What an exciting new journey! 🤍✨
Welcome to the UK Bella! X
Oh, sure. People accidentally stab people over 100 times in their sleep every day. Because cough syrup. Totally believable. I’m just glad he’s in prison and only wish that could bring Lauren back.