Ep.1_What Does 'Four Show' Mean to Jong Hyun?
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- Опубліковано 25 сер 2024
- EP.1_Jong Hyun's Emotional and Sensitive Side
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Ep.1_What Does 'Four Show' Mean to Jong Hyun?
What does 'Four Show' mean to Jong Hyun who has been busy chasing the future? He answered, "It's what made me truly look at myself straight", and finally let the tears out...!
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He may not realize it, but I am sure there are people everywhere that don't just see him as someone famous. I would love to sit down with a lot of the idols and really get to know them. Yes there are those crazy fans out there that don't care about anything more than that he is cute but there are those out there that really care and seeing him hurting like this, worrying about what others think about him should really show just how human our idols are and how much they are just like us, the only difference is that they are in the spotlight and have to deal with all that comes with it behind closed doors and sometimes all alone.
Rachel Pickering I fully agreed with you. Idols are also just like us... they need LOVE, they need life-partners, they need blessings, they need personal space & rest, they need sincere moral support and they need encouraging words too : "You did well !!! Very good. Thank you ! Keep it up."
Are they not the same ?
A kind sincere gesture & understanding towards idols speaks thousands. Especially so when they are public figures and life seem restricted for them. All the more they need LOVE, CONCERN & CONSTANT SINCERE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT than anyone else.
well said
Agree
0:34 song name?????
@@stillmissingyoubling9806 sleepless night
While cuddling his teddy bear under a lit candle, Jonghyun revealed his deepest thoughts to the producers of the show. He said, "I don't think there are too many people to whom I've revealed everything like this. I would worry about what they would think if I were to talk to them in such a manner. No matter what I say, honestly, people would only judge me the way they want to."
The idol continued as tears started to fall down his face, "Before, I would want to show the real side of me because of the unfair things that people said about me, but I realized that it was impossible and tried to think why people thought of me in that manner."
He added emotionally, "I thought that people didn't want to know the real me. There aren't that many people who would want to know the real me. Of course, not much has changed since then, but if I were to express myself first, then wouldn't they think differently?"
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honeytea I am crying right now
i translated the crying scene for you guys :'')))
"I don’t think I had many people that I could share my thoughts with. I think because I had a fear that “If I say something like this, what would people think?” I didn’t share my thoughts with many people. No matter how I say it, people will make an opinion on me based on how they interpret my words.
The humiliation and distress caused by that, and (his voice breaks) I wanted to show people my true self- When I was younger I wanted to do that. But I realised that that was probably impossible and tried to live by understanding why people acted like that towards me. This time, I thought “Maybe people will be able to understand me better.”
You know, I said this when we first started recording as well - I didn’t think people would be curious about what kind of person I am.
Quote - “There aren’t many people who want to know my true self.”
Well, it isn’t really that different even now, but now if I try and express myself first then maybe things will become different."
thank you so much
Spanish please
i wonder what he's talking abt
RIP this beautiful angel gone....we could understand him and help him more
This is so sad 💔 he lost his battle against depression, may he Rest In Peace! I heard of his group but I'm not really into Kpop, and when his vids are on my recommended list, 'cause of his death, it breaks my heart! It's just sad😢, my deepest condolences to the family.
I feel bad I wish I can hug him he must be hurt. Rest In Peace. 😢
Same I want to be there with him hug him and lend my shoulder for him to cry as much as he want😔
My heart broke when i see this. He is crying while telling us about himself and it was 2 years ago. We don't know even maybe before this interview he had already struggle and trying to fight his depression. Jonghyuna you did really well, and just know that many people really love you and sad now because you leave us now. Rest in peace, you will be remembered forever 김종현 💔
Honestly Jonghyun is such a great person, constantly presenting himself in a composed and well collected way, always being open to criticism and using that to reflect, I wish nothing but happiness for him and I hope he knows that us shawols are always here for him even in his tiring times😊
He is indeed a person of deliberation. he couldnt tell ppl wat he really thinks or who he is. Im at a loss now,he IS such a genius in this industry but why do ppl treat him tht way??
he is a puppy!!! so i ll always protect him...from here..... thousands miles away,....
idk :C
0:34 song name please???
@@stillmissingyoubling9806 Sleepless Night by SHINee ^-^
@@hyunnieshinee1415 Thank you so much ❤❤❤❤❤
I'm just going to say that I didn't know I could love and admire this much an idol until I discovered him
me too and... now he dead
[カルラ] The Shawolizer are you okay? If you need someone to talk, I am here
Looking back at it now, it was obvious that he was in so much pain, but kept it for himself.
RIP our shining leader, you will forever be remembered 😭😭😭
Hes not a leader
0:34 song name?
Please dont cry, i dont understand what you're saying but i can feel you're sincerity and how true you're tears are and its heartbreaking
I know you, Jonghyun. In the first moment i saw you, i fell for you, as if i know you since i was born. I liked you in instinct, not liked, i loved you, because i was feeling you are the most sensitive, most nice, kind soul, the brightest mind. I know that people like you are really one in millions, they are the precious treasure of the humanity, but instead to be appreciated, they are suffering, because many others can’t understand them. And these most sensitive souls are the most vulnerable. This cruel world is not for you, my poor angel. The world of fame is not for you, the world of ordinary people is not for you, you are extraordinary, you are not of this world. You are a true artist, creator, but this is destructive world you came in. This cruel world is only hurting you. I wanted so much to meet you, to look in your eyes directly, not through the camera, to talk with you, to express my support, to listen your thoughts, to ask you about your troubles, to say that you are one of the precious persons in my life, one of the very very few people, who is really making me happy, who is saving me every day, no matter how far away are you from me, because i don't like this world, too. But to meet you wasn't possible, of course, how can i reach you from another continent through all the security around you. You were as trapped in cage here, alone with your suffering. Many fans were writing comments "protect him" and i was hoping that your closest friends will protect you. I thought, you know, that
many fans don’t see in you only the idol’s image, that we appreciate your beautiful voice and music and lyrics as much as your handsome face and many of us know, that you are human, beautiful human. I thought, you know, that we
appreciate your hard work and we are so thankful to you. I admire your unbelievable strength to do your job in order to help to us, to smile so brightly, while you were in pain, without a hope to receive help. I can't imagine how much courage you should have, to manage to free yourself at the end. You did it well, Jonghyun. In your 27 years, you did much much more and better then some people can do in 100 years life time. I doubt i will manage this, the wound will be bleeding forever. Losing you is as losing somebody of the family. It's too long, but i wanted to type it, because i'm crying nonstop 3 days already and i can't accept the fact that the brightest souls and the best persons are suffering much more than the others and we are losing them so quickly. Sleep well, my dearest Jonghyun. I will love you till my end. I can't find another Jonghyun. You are unique.
❤❤❤
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Thank you for sharing this here.
WTF CAN NOT ACCEPT. Who doesn't love you Jonghyun?! I want to hug him and tell him he's appreciated so bad TT
Seeing Jonghyun like this made me tear up. I'm sad that he feels like not a lot of people want to get to know the real him... I just want to hug him and say that I would want to get to know the real him if I had the oppurtunity! I think he's a very sweet and just man who tries to stand up for himself and issues that engage him. He's really brave.
Jonghyun, always remember no matter what, your fans love you. So please don't hesitate to show yourself to us. We love you and we always will. We want to know you even more and no matter what the circumstances are, we will always support you. We will always love you and no matter what, we will not let anyone harm you. Oppa, cheer up:)
TT_TT
It's too late now, he is gone now... The sky have a new angel to care for us...
Ahhh~ This makes me cry again. I'm sorry were not there by your side when you needed it the most.
This made me cry so much its to late....😭😭😭
I wish more people had said this to him...
HE EXPRESSED HIMSELF...HE TOLD US...but no one had any idea....DX
Ssagaji_Swg96 how can you say no one not even one person wow making shawols look lost we new he suffered we just couldnt do much as alot of us don't even speak the same language
Matthew The tiger i dont mean like that i meant no one knew how he exactly felt cuz no one can know 100% of what the person is feeling
@@matthewthetiger1649 “making shawols look lost” no they didn’t... I know this is a 3 year old comment but don’t be rude and try to guilt others like that.
some of us did know though we were just...too far....i honestly blame his doctor (therapist).. literally told him "he's depressed and stuck in it because of his personality"...im so mad
Jonghyun, you are such a wonderful gift. Everyone of us are greatful of your existence. We love you so much. Stay strong up there
We should have known, looking back at these videos and finding all of these signs. We should have known. We should have seen. We should have been there for him when he needed us the most. #ripourangel #ripjonghyun💔🥀
Hope that through his promotions he can truly be happy and know that he has fans that support him and love him. Fighting!
I hope he was too.
this video literally just made my heart shrivel up. i wanna hold him in my arms forever and love him right. :( although this video was last year's i hope he never feels this way anymore. i'm sure his fans can tell what type of person he is, and thats the reason why we love him. because he's unique and has the kind of aura that only certain people can feel and are attracted to, it kinda makes him less popular than the other shinee members. nevertheless, he doesn't need people's perceptions of him to run his life for him. i guess it's really really hard being an idol and keeping up your image, and thank you for sharing your pain with us jjong. i hope you feel so much better 💖
thank you for your comment. I think it really puts into words how I feel about him. He's amazing but he's also very human. He has pains in life, maybe regrets, and while he always appear to be the cheerful and playful one in the group, he still gives off an impression that he's so much more than what we see; a bit more deep, poetic, putting his pains, expressing the other part of his true self via his lyrics (that are more often heartwrenching - elevator, Monodrama;). He may not come across as the best idol to follow - a little too moody, dark, too deep for the superficial games in kpop, but that makes him the Kim Jonghyun we adore, because he is him, and he will always have a special place in my heart. You'll never know how glad and thankful I am because I discovered him during one of the dark periods in my life, which is probably why I appreciate (and understand) him so much :))
ps she is is such a great album. I can't help feeling it's his silent confession towards someone. that's my personal opinion though. He's definitely a person with a lot of stories to tell though, and I'm looking forward to his future releases, especially the solo ones because it just hits so much more in the heart.
(Sorry for the long comment I was overwhelmed with feels)
It's too late now, we couldn't reach him T-T
+madduck your comment is eerily accurate in hindsight. turns out there was a lot we didn't know about Jonghyun and by the time we found out, it was too late. he dropped hints but we were too naive to see how much pain he was really in.
wow his eye makeup is really good to not be running down his face as he cries. We love you Jonghyun!
Why no one helping him? He literally told everyone through media. Its making me sad that we could have prevent it
Nur Ain dont blame yourself we don't wven speak the same language and we live across the world
i know now and i understand now ,people have mental ill its so complex creature and we can not help them for direct bcs they must be not admit thats illnes so Just become great listener for them its really worth it
Nidiarinda Rinda Not all would like to listen. Many think is our own problems for not facing problems & many take it as a topic for gossiping only. This world is real sucks with all these nonsense living creatures. I too , hope JongHyun is still here. I miss him badly. Such a perfect , nice , talented , wonderful guy.
prudee prudy ya this world too cruel and really Sucks.I hope he is happy in there,hope he doesnt cry again like in this world
Nidiarinda Rinda I guess he’s well protect by others . He deserves to since he did so much for others for his passed. We pray & bless him everyday. 👌🏻👌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 JongHyun , remember you’re not alone & we love you much more forever till we meet you again soon. 💐💕💫💎🥇🏆🎼🎹❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
마음이 너무 아프다. 얼마나 이 착하고 여린 사람이 혼자 힘들었을까.... 연예계를 떠나 사랑하는 가족이나 친구 연인과 행복했어도 되는데 샤이니라는 팀에 대한 책임감 팬들에 대한 책임감을 버리지 못하고 대중으로부터 받을 상처를 두려워해서 계속해서 버티고 있었던게 아닐까. 조금 더 이기적으로 자기만 생각했었더라면, 좀 덜 착했더라면... 사랑받아 마땅한 아까운 사람
I feel like I can relate to Jonghyun in many ways here. I don't think anyone really knows the real me, apart from maybe my sibling, but even they don't know everything about me. I worry that the real me is too unpleasant and ugly and if anyone found out what I was really like they would hate me or think I was weird. I think that's what Jonghyun was trying to say here. Like Jonghyun I tried to express my true self when I was younger, but I was constantly rejected for it by my peers. So I had to learn how to fake it, even among friends, and learn how to appear likeable and conform. But all I wanted was for someone to accept me for who I am. Everytime I showed someone the real me, I felt them losing interest. Not even my friends know my secrets. I can't tell them things. Poor Jonghyun. He was so thoughtful and considerate, he didn't want to scare or worry anyone by revealing his inner psyche, so he bottled up his real thoughts and feelings until he couldn't take it anymore. But like Taeyeon said, even if he had showed us the shadowed side of his personality, it doesn't mean we would have loved him any less. I'm so sad that Jonghyun felt that he had to hide his true feelings and keep them secret for so long, for fear of upsetting anyone. He wanted everyone to be happy right up until the end. How excruciating it must have been to hide his pain for so long. Rest in peace Jonghyun. We love you.
I hope your heart can be ok one day. And I hope you feel all the love and acceptance you need. I can tell by your empathy and compassion for jonghyun that you are special. Bless you and yea, rest in peace Jonghyunnie ...
Mmm M Thank you for this comment. It is highly relatable to me😢 and I too feel no-one understands me. But I will try my best to live my life showing my true self. Jonghyun will always be a part of my life and an inspiration to live. You are unforgettable Jonghyun.
@@dalpaengi 0:34 song name?
I hope Jonghyun will totally be at peace with what other people think about him. Personally I think he is already a wonderful person, filled with talent, passion, beauty, caring for others. Baby, you are perfect, okay? Never change :)
Johannes Barber hes so perfect he had that all , talent, pure heart and everything but hes already gone i dont know if i will believe this happen :'( people should know him better how kind he are :(
Cuddling his bear, holding a candle, he looks absolutely adorable and gorgeous, his face is so flawless and his hair suited him so much like that... I’m sorry for your tears Jonghyun. I’m glad you were never afraid to share your mind, that takes so much bravery. I love you ❤️
He never did something wrong or bad. He was truly an angel so innocent. It’s so sad he didn’t search or waited for his special someone. So sad
I remember watching this when it first came out and was concerned. I saw him in Seoul in 2016 when he was promoting "She Is" and there was a fan signing event. He was very thin and looked overworked I felt bad. He signed so many albums and shook hands with lots of fans he was very sweet. He had done a TV performance and danced before that. As a western fan I had no idea how much was demanded of him until I went there. I pray he finds peace 😢
This is random and has nothing to do with him crying but I've always tried to learn Korean and Jonghyun was really my inspiration but i kept quitting through out the years and now I'm in uni and Korean is offered there and well I saw this and it wasn't subbed and i'm picking up words here and there and then the great desire to learn the language so I can understand Jonghyun struck me again and now I shall sign up. So i guess thank you Jonghyun for making me want to learn the language and I shall become fluent so i can hopefully meet you one day and carry out a conversation and let you know that no matter what, us, true shawols love you and will never you judge you for anything b/c you have a heart of gold and are truly beautiful internally and externally. I shall tell him that one day! He is my inspiration and motivation! Love him!
Hini Shawol I’m reading your comment and I started to tear up. I’m sorry that you can’t meet him anymore
Me:😭😭😭
RIP Jonghyun
Fighting!
please don't cry, Jjong. It makes us sad too :'(
what happened? i don't get it
Christian Nicholas Read this: www.allkpop.com/article/2015/01/jonghyun-sheds-tears-talking-about-the-perception-others-have-of-him-on-4-things-show
fvkpop still don't get it but i read the comments, so he's gay?
Christian Nicholas No, what happens is that he's sad about people judging him for whatever he does when they don't even know him so he though about showing his real self to others but people still criticized him so he's frustrated about what to do
fvkpop what do you mean by judging? what did people judge him into?
Thank you for translating this. Poor Jjong. He is such a sweet, sensitive person. And he is an enormous talent. It is not easy, the life of an idol. Shawols everywhere adore him, but it is still difficult. In his personal life I know he is close to his mother and his sister. I also hope he has a close relationship with the other members. Maybe those are the people he can share his innermost thoughts with. He deserves some compassion and understanding. And he deserves to be happy.
Fooz57 he deservED all of this 😩😩😩😖😖😖😖😭😭😭
십년 후 종현이 여전히 빛날거야
Rest in peace beautiful angel
I believe that jonghyun oppa will always be misunderstood. It's not fair to him when people don't understand him for who he is and honestly I think that jong shouldn't worry because he's amazing, he's a good person and hes sensitive to certain things he's human just like us and its frustrating when he's opening up to people that aren't going to accept him for who he is. Poor oppa but stay strong Jjong fighting!! Shawols and blingers will always love you and support you.
he was misunderstood until the very end. just as you predicted ..and I cannot stop crying. this poor man. jonghyun, bb you did well. rest in peace.
Oooooh how dearly I do love this man. This is not okay. :(
You have hurt for so long sweet baby. My heart hurts for you...RIP precious soul.
As he teared up I also did.
I knew at least what he was talking about.
But I still cried.
I really hope he can show us his real side.
Stay Strong Oppa. We love you
The most comments ive seen is what the song is when jonghyun is crying... i think we should all know this just saying just saying '-'
10년 후 가 얼마 남지 않았어. 태민이 말대로 지금 넌 더 행복하고 웃고있겠지? 보고싶어. 보고싶어 종현아
Looking at this shows us how upset he’s been all these years since he started. Of course there’re so many Kpop artists who are able to withstand the pressure and criticism from anyone but Jonghyun is obviously different. Not only is he a singer but he’s a creative composer as well and creative people are more sensitive to what others say. If only he had a counsellor who had guided him through his depression, he might still be with us today. If he already showed us this genuine side of him, 2 years ago, why, oh why, didn’t anyone around him help him?????
HE WAS ASKING FOR HELP FOR SO LONG WHY NOBODY GIVE THE SERVICE HE NEED!!!??? 😭😭😭
one should think people were smart enough to use their time on things they enjoy, instead of wasting your time saying crap about people you don't like... People should support and respect jong hyun for who he is, and if they don't, they can pay attention to something else. He's only a person, like everyone else... everyone would feel sad if people went around saying crap about them...
Even tho I don't know what he is saying its so heartbreaking to see jonghyun cry.
i guess the majority of the very young fans don't realize how much damage they do by permanently crossing the line and believing it is okay to make up stories, spread rumors, protest against things happening in their biases private life and constantly harrassing them with overbearing "love" and tenure. i sometimes would like to slap teenage "shippers" for writing violent and ugly (and really amateurish) fanfiction that is more often than not humiliating and ugly.
all those SM entertainment haters should ask themselves if it's not overreacting fans as well (if not more) who make their idol's lives really difficult.
these guys share so much of their time with their fans and pour pretty much their all into it that i sometimes would like to tell them "no, no, stop that. keep that to yourself. take your time. take a holiday from us."
not everyone is as thick-skinned as key who in my opinion will be last man standing when it comes to harrassment. he might cry on stage but i'm pretty sure negative comments just roll off him or at least he doesn't take them to heart too much.
i really wish fans would be keeping their distance more and let their idols live.
I can't believe he was really crying his heart out during this interview. He's been through a lot of hard times and now i think he's just trying to rest. Rest in peace jonghyun. Thanks for a lot of inspiring yet remarkable work you've made. I love you :'(
Jonghyun has a pure soul..i can't understand why a lot of people can't see that.. You've done a great job Jjong!
Rest now, our beautiful angel!
oh Jonghyun, we do try! we wan't to understand, and in many ways we do, but only what you show us of course :) sometimes I think that the fans and antis that *don't* know and *don't* understand are the loudest ones... us who are dedicated try so hard not to invade your privacy to much, we try to not draw any conclusions from to little information, so maybe we are vague in conveying how much we belive in and are moved by you! Jjong is one of the most inspirational persons to me, it is great to listen to your album (it's on spotify btw people) and I'm ordering it this sunday after I've finished my exams! Fighting!
:'( it breaks my heart to see him crying. I want him to be happy :')
When this video was published, I knew he was really broken. I knew he was lonely. This interview... his words really got to me. Jonghyun was trying to reach out to us and nobody not even the media saw the signs. At that time I really wanted to reach out to him. Not as a fan... as a person but we all know that was so impossible. I really wish I could’ve heard and know him better as a person. I truly miss him there is not a day I don’t think of him or cross ways with his imagines, his smile or his voice. Jonghyun is always with me. There isn’t a day I don’t look pray for him.
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"Recognition rather than understanding"
-Kim Jonghyun
"Reconocimiento en lugar de comprensión"
-Kim Jonghyun
As a fellow Jonghyun aka a Bling Bling stand. I truly miss him so much I just wish I was there and just give him a big old hug. It's not easy for anybody that struggle with mental health were very misunderstood & very sensitive people and I guess a lot of people misunderstood him a lot he's a real sweetheart.
Just looking at this video now I can't stop crying that's how much I miss him and I love them and care for him so much...😢
You did very well Kim Jonghyun. ( rest in paradise)🌹
I love you 💚💙💎
We are deeply sorry jonghyun, we couldn't see how much you were suffering, we would have accepted you the way you are, the really you, if you only gave us the chance, we would have supported 💪 you like we always do 😭 we love you always #youdidwell #RIPjonghyun
Sorry that I can't help you from escaping from the sadness 😢 rest in peace
Everyone here r from 2 or 1 year ago but i’m here like i want himm backkk 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔
me too. I would do anything to bring him back if he wanted to come back. I dont think I'm ever going to forget this .. or forget what happened to him. My life has been impacted...this poor man .-.
Almost cried all along with him, they are people just like any one of us, I've always thought artist are amazingly brave to expose theirselves to the world.
I don't mean to offend anyone but, to the fans who were upset because Jonghyun fell for Shin Se Kyung and made them brake up...... why! this poor, sweet, lovely man fell in love! and he had someone that made him happy, then crazy jealous fans took her away from him and now he has passed away from suicide due to depression. I wish things happened differently....
i just started crying when he started talking about how he wants to show the real side of him all of his fans wouldve loved to see it but now its too late rest in peace jonghyun
it's just ironic how some kpop fans use their love towards their idol to slowly torture them... Sorry if I said smt wrong...
You did well, jonghyun.
I cry with you Jong hyun, I never really knew how to explain how I felt and still feel. I still don't exactly now, but everything you said here and in your suicide note, it's exactly me. My thoughts take over my head, pounding it so hard I think it's going to explode. The amount of times I've cried so much, gasping for air, rocking back and forth in my bed with my childhood bunny just as you did with the teddy and then both of us would have to just go on with our lives and act as if everything is fine. The thing is I have never felt so in sync with someone before as I have with you. I imagine if we had meet each other, I know I probably would never been able to be my real myself. Would we just had small talk conversations, like how was your day, and replying with fine, not knowing that we both are struggling so much. I know now I needed you, I think of you as my angel. The only person that understands exactly who I am and what I'm going through. In a way, I feel like your passing away was a sign to me. We both needed someone to understand, not to tell us it's okay but to cry with us. This horrible event brought me to you, it brought me to the real you. Us together now I feel like is fate. If we met in real life we probably would both still be alone. But here we both are getting to know the real us. I might sound insane, but I feel as if he is guiding me up there. Maybe this was the only way I could stay alive for now. One of us had to go to guide the other through never ending storm called me, life and depression. I wish it wasn't under these circumstances we would meet, but I will always feel the need to thank you for everything. Feel the need to tell you I'm here, to tell you also that I understand. To tell you that we can cry together now. To tell you that I truly love and wished I got to meet you, to talk to you and to get to know everything about the real you. I want you to know that I love you so much and I hope you can still hear me from down here. God bless you Jong hyun, you truly are an angel that fought so hard, the world didn't deserve you, you worked hard, your smile made people happy, you did amazing things, you impacted the world, you impacted me. I love you ❤️❤️🌏
prisims Thankyou so much I really didn't think anyone would bother reading it, but I just needed for myself to open up, it means a lot to me. I'm sorry to hear in a way that you can relate to some of the things I have mentioned, but I do really get it. I don't know why but holding my childhood bunny when I'm fully alone and crying feels comforting to me, I guess because it can't judge me. For me I know I will never get over his death. Practically every time I think of him I start balling me eyes out. I just wish I could've been there for him like he ways for me. I think no one understands how much his death has impacted me. I see other shawols just saying R.I.P or hope he's okay now which is still so caring of them but I know my love for him goes so much deeper than that. I struggle everyday with the fact that's he's not here and I don't know anyone else who loves him more than 'just a phase' or people who just like their songs. I, really struggling with him being gone, in a way it's comforting to know that there are other shawols out there like you who truly loves him and still thinks about him. I love his individual work, the abulm poet you mentioned is so beautiful and amazing, my favourite is before our spring but whenever I try to listen to it, I end up crying ugh. After writing this, I think I will go back and listen to his masterpiece today. Sorry for how long this was, but thanks for everything and if you ended up reading all of this, Thankyou. God bless
This life is hard, many people are mean.. But please be strong Jonghyun! Believe in what you think is right! I'll always support you!:)
To think he said this two years ago and passed away now , I wonder how long he's felt this way and what else he felt
Watching Jonghyun cry made me emotional and it is so sad that he feels he can't be completely himself. I love you no matter what Jonghyun, stay true to yourself.
DONT CRY JONGHYUN! EN VERDAD ME ROMPE EL CORAZÓN VERTE LLORAR DE ESA MANERA LLENA DE FRUSTRACIÓN Y TRISTEZA. LAS SONRISAS QUEDAN MEJOR EN TU BELLO ROSTRO.
I just cried so hard he's so passionate in what he's saying and that's why I love he's so passionate for everything Jonghyun jus remember that shawols and blingers are out there all around the world supporting you! JONGHYUN FIGHTING!
I miss him so much,it hurts so bad 😔💔
I miss him so much. I love amd respect him so much I would never think of him in a negative way and I love him no matter what. I miss and love you Angel. Rest in peace you beautiful soul. you did well. 💜
Esto fue lo que ocurrió y lo que dijo :
(Mientras abrazaba su osito de peluche bajo una vela encendida), Jonghyun revelo sus pensamientos más profundos a los productores de la serie. Él dijo: “yo no creo que haya demasiadas personas a las que les he revelado mi verdadero yo. Me preocupa por lo que la gente pensaría si yo fuera a hablar con ellos de tal manera. No importa lo que yo diga, honestamente, la gente solo me juzga en la forma que quieren”.
El idol continuo mientras las lágrimas comenzaron a caer por su rostro, y exclamó: “antes me gustaría mostrar el lado real de mí, el porqué de las cosas injustas que la gente dice de mí, pero me di cuenta de que eso es imposible y trato de razonar el porque la gente piensa de mi de esa manera”.
Añadió emocionalmente,” pienso que la gente no quiere saber el verdadero yo. No hay muchas personas que quieran conocer mi verdadero yo. Por supuesto no he cambiado mucho desde entonces, pero si yo fuera a expresarme primero, entonces no habrían de pensar de otra manera?".
💔 El siempre será una gran personita muy especial ! :(
Can someone please explain to me what he just said my poor jonghyun I felt his suffering someone please explain
I know this comment is from 3 years ago but... here:
"I don’t think I had many people that I could share my thoughts with. I think because I had a fear that “If I say something like this, what would people think?” I didn’t share my thoughts with many people. No matter how I say it, people will make an opinion on me based on how they interpret my words. The humiliation and distress caused by that, and (his voice breaks) I wanted to show people my true self- When I was younger I wanted to do that. But I realised that that was probably impossible and tried to live by understanding why people acted like that towards me. This time, I thought “Maybe people will be able to understand me better.” You know, I said this when we first started recording as well - I didn’t think people would be curious about what kind of person I am. Quote - “There aren’t many people who want to know my true self.” Well, it isn’t really that different even now, but now if I try and express myself first then maybe things will become different."
i carry him in my heart wherever i go.
I really hope Jong found someone who can fill he heart♥
Il a crié à l'aide mais personne n'a compris et personne n'a réussi lui venir en aide. C'est tellement triste de voir une vie s'arrêter comme ça... J'espère qu'il a trouvé la paix qu'il cherchait 😥
Rest in peace Jonghyun. I love you so much. I hope you're in a better place now. 😭
Rest In Peace Jonghyun, you’re finally free from pain. 🙏🏼
Jonghyun 😢
I wish he stayed strong and we wouldve fought through it together love and miss you with all my heart
Can't imagine the things people say towards him. I believe the world isn't ready for you to open up and show your true self. Only your devoted fans love and care for you.
He looks like a little kid rocking back and forth!!
thats a depression/anxiety/deeply disturbed souls attempt at self comfort. I do that sometimes...my heart ached for him watching him do that when I first saw this vid. and it aches even more watching him do that again
:/ People will judge. Many people will continue to judge anymore, no matter their status or situation. They do it for their own pleasure.Humans are cruel creatures.
Watching this brought me to tears as well cuz i hate that my ultimate bias is going thro these insecurities n theres not much i can do to help :'(
this just breaks my heart into million of pieces :(
Its ok if people judge, they are just jealous of how great you are and they cant stand it. Your fans will always support you.
OH GOD I'M CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭
Jonghyun hwaiting u are the best and dun cry we will always be supporting you juz be true to yourself and dun care what others say. U have an amazing voice and talents and your members are always there for you too
MY HEAD HURTS FROM CRYING
생각해보면 이 방송에서 진짜 많은 얘기를 한 거 같은데.. 이제와서 참 미안하다.. 좀 더 그때 알아줄걸
oh my :/ just be yourself and those who will like you will like you, put trust in those that enjoy your music and personality, dont feel like you need to change something -,'-@
Frankly speaking, Idk if I cried because of Sleepless Night (which always brought the emotional side of me, like, always) or seeing Jjong broke down (like he always does)...
it's been 3 years now. i can't believe he's gone. i got into shinee a few months ago and it hurts like hell
This heart braking to watch! Poor babes! he is obviously suffering from whatever is troubling him!...I know it is a hard life and that they have to deal with inconsideration and meanness all the time! But really he shouldn't listen to all that BS and just see who cares, who's there for him and who will never abandon him!...He is alone too! So probably he is feeling lonely!...And that's why this isolation is getting to him!..Plus they work so many hours! You could see he has lost too much weight!...Well here's sending him good vibes and much blessings for better tomorrows!...So Sad TOo Sad!
hes gone now. I'm heartbroken..
Jonghyun, where ever you are or if you are looking down on us , you are a person with a soul heart and i dont know personally but i do know that you have a heart of gold and you love your fans , and no matter people say U fans will never forget you and you are in our hearts forever and we are listening we are going anywhere we believe in you , im a new fan and i see you for who you are not for what you Im a Canadian fan of yours forever .
Dislike?Haters always be haters! Love you oppa, you always in my heart. And for me, the truly fans (fandom) are not easily judge or boycott their idol. They are just human like us.
rest well,angel. you really did well. ily
I dont want you to suffer. I wish you were still here. I wonder if all the smile you have been showing to us was just a mask so no one see you suffering. I wish they were able to help you. I wish you haven’t decide thing like this. After your gone Jonghyun Oppa you left many people crying. Goodbye Jonghyun Oppa.
Why, Junghyun? I think that I know your situation because I was thinking the same as you when I was 22. But remembering all that I would give up, all the anguish that my family and friends would have to endure, led me to the decision to remove the .22 caliber rifle mouth and take a step back. My fear diminished and and, over the years, I have let more people see the real me. I was fortunate, though, in that I did lose a single friend - but I was never an idol; I was not under the pressure that Jonghyun had to endure. South Korean culture is conservative. Jonghyun was under an impossible demand - just like all idols. A single [supposed] breach of manners or customs could have destroyed Jonghyun, SHINee, and SM. What do you think about his fear for people knowing "the real him"? The man was walking a tight rope for all of his life, and certainly did for the length of his career. Jonghyun denied a part of himself, an intrinsic part of who he was at birth and during his tragically short life of 27 years.
He was brave and he fought the darkness for so long - I think that he was just tired - just plain worn out. He wrote it himself; he was surprised that he had made it until 12/18/17. Frankly, so am I.
Godspeed Jonghyun. You fought battles for so long against the obvious and the hidden. You worked hard. You have spread light and hope to many dark corners of the world. You did well. We will all miss you. R.I.P.
In his last will he expressed wonder that he had lasted as long as he did - I'm surpised, too.
아무렇지 않게 종현오빠의 10년 뒤를 기다렸었는데...
마지막에 태민이 왜케 눈물날라 그러냐ㅜ 옆에서 힘든거 아니까 꼭 행복하길 바랬었나보네
When I first watched this I didn’t know what he was saying but I knew he was hurt and was lonely n I knew he was rlly upset because of something he couldn’t fully explain to us something a lot of us can’t understand because we aren’t in his shoes or we couldn’t have been. But I’m Srry Jonghyun I’m sorry for what I had to go through I really am and I hope u are better in the sky. I miss you jonghyun u did well. 💕 thank you jonghyun Rest In Peace
It was right in front us.. why :'((( im truly sorry
This breaks my heart 💔 I want him to come back so badly 😭😭😭😭
I can’t stop crying... why did he have to end his life like this? why did he have to suffer so much, only to fully end himself..? I hope that he is in a much better place now, and I hope his suffering is over. I hope he is free and happy, and I know that he’ll be looking over his brothers and keeping them safe. R.I.P. Jonghyun, You did well 🌹
I will never love another like I Did Jonghyun....I swear.