He doesn’t know how much I love him. Just yesterday we were on ft and he was on his computer and I just took a second to admire him. How deep his brown eyes looked, how focused he was, how curly his hair is. He’s perfect. And then when he asks me if I’m happy and says, “ok then my job here is done”. Or every time he says sorry if he thinks I’m mad, he’s such a sweet and considerate boy. And he’s my boy. All I wanna do is hold him because I know he’s been through a lot and the fact that he only wants me to be happy is the most comforting fact ever. He’s mine and I’m never letting him go. I wanna tell him I love him, and I will eventually, but now right now…
Take ur chances, as everyone says u only live once and he sounds spectacular. You never know what's going to happen next meaning good or bad atleast yk you took life by the neck and took your chances take as much time when uneed to but he sounds wow :)
take the risk. if a guy wants you to be happy he definitely likes you plus you only live once, why not risk it? asking him out can change your whole life trust me but it's up to you, just my thoughts :)
I have a really bad attachment style, due to a shitty upbringing filled with neglect, abuse and abandonment. Because of the aftermath of that kind of upbringing, I am always very sad, scared and anxious. I go weeks feeling bored of everything with no spark or light to fill my days. But sometimes I meet people who make hours turn into a blink of an eye. I met someone like that while I was on holiday for the new year. I had a really great day with this guy. We played together until the wee hours and he tried so hard to help me win. He was so sweet to me. And I couldn't help but think, "what if all my days felt like this" So when I found this song, I wrote a story while listening. One where I'm reborn and we met sooner. I wrote about endless hours, days and years of having fun with this new friend of mine. Then at the end I said goodbye to my fairytale love and let go of the negative attachment I usually hold onto. I feel silly thinking I am that kind of person who feels love at first sight in this day and age.
you love deeply and beautifully. that’s how it’s supposed to be. we are complex creatures and long for a place to belong. don’t feel wrong for how you love
It wasn't till yesterday when I realized that all this time that the "something" that I have been waiting for since my mother's death back in October was for my mother to come back. Suddenly, I am forced to grow up and be the adult. I just want to return to my mother's arms and have her sing me a lullaby while the world is burning itself to the ground. I miss my mother. I keep trying to find a way to cope up but none of them will bring her back.
you have a beautiful way with words, I understand It must be difficult to have things shift so quickly,it feels like you're being forsaken by the world. Regardless, please know that better days will always come. I hope you stay strong till then!!!
*”darling i’d wait for you, even if you didn’t ask me to”* this song just reminds me of someone i miss so much we don’t talk anymore and we never said goodbye, but despite how bad they treated me i just want to feel somewhat loved again even if i wasn’t loved by them.
This song reminds me of a childhood friend of mine. We get in touch every once in a while, and this time it really felt like we had something romantically real. He's been in love with me for years, but as of now he needs time to get his life on track. I guess now it's my turn to wait for him as he'd done for me. However, I don't know if he'll come back.
Listening to this I’m realizing that I just want to be loved I don’t need validation I just want someone to always be there for me weather or not that’s through friendship or a romantic relationship, I just want love.
as much as i want someone to wait for me to get my shit together, but the guilt and fear of keeping someone in the same both as me is much greater than the love i deserve.
I met this boy… He was uhm, in a paper store; he works in there I guess, heh. But when I remember him, with his brown eyes as amber and tall as a marvelous tree… My soul feels suddenly less alone, and my heart feels strangely loved, too. Just the memory of when I met him… It is funny and silly. He was notoriously nervous when he saw me, and I was nervous too. It was like our hearts knew it or… I still do not have any idea of what happened that day. I just remember I dreamed about him before this stuff happened. And it is driving me crazy, because I just cannot stop thinking about him… “Darling I’d wait for you, even if you didn’t ask me to” I’ll wait until I see you, paper store boy. In that moment, I’ll be so happy with just the thought that you are doing wonderful. 💗 Sorry for my english, it’s not my native language lol. Have a nice day and thanks for reading this ;)
I just want to be able to make him happy. I care about him so much. Whenever he’s having a bad day I try my best and I don’t know if I’ve helped enough. I wish he knew how much I care about him. He’s always been there for me and I’ve always been there for him. He’s deserving of so much. He’s so important to everyone around him and I don’t think he’s aware of it. I want to give him a hug and stay there for him as long and he needs me too. Idk why I wrote this but everyone is writing their experiences so :/
I first heard this song in January, I commented on this video then, but removed it because I felt embarrassed. It was two weeks before a boy i truly loved moved back home, and I was panicking because I was running out of time to fix what happened between us. It’s been months, but I still cry over him and miss him everyday, I keep thinking I’ll somehow get another chance with him, and who knows, maybe I will. But for now, the first note of this song drags me right back to the hysteria I felt that night, just like I’m still there counting down the days till he was gone from my life seemingly forever. I’ve never wanted someone so much, never actually wanted an eternity with anyone until I met him. And now I’d give anything just to get a second chance to tell him how I fell in love with his smile.
i’ve felt alone for a long time it seems. i have pretty bad social anxiety so i don’t really have friends, only the same ones i’ve had since elementary. i love them a lot. i’ve been isolating myself every day from people at school because i’m terrified of judgement and rejection, but last year my friend introduced me to a guy in our class. i had no idea that he would become so important in my life. i became friends with him, but i could never talk to him in real life. when i developed feelings for him, it only made it harder to approach him. i didn’t want him to think bad of me. i would avoid him every chance i got, but i would watch him from afar. i loved him. we had been best friends for a few months at that time. but i only ever spoke to him online. i used to ask a lot if it bothered him how quiet i was, and he told me no. he made it clear that he didn’t think badly of me or judge me for it. when he first told me that, i started to cry. it was the first time in a long time i felt accepted. i was often teased for being so quiet. but he showed me acceptance and loyalty, always. it just made me love him even more. i was also in a pretty bad place mentally at the time because i was always alone. i felt rejected by myself and everyone else. and all i wanted was to be with him. but then, one day, i decided to slowly drop hints about how i felt for him because i just needed him to know. eventually he figured it out and he liked me too. we started dating and i felt a heavy weight lifted off my shoulders in a way. i started opening up to him and feeling more comfortable with him and other people, too. i felt saved by him. this year i’m struggling like i did last year with my social anxiety. but he gives me hope, a feeling of security, love, and kindness. when i feel upset with myself or something else, he’s always there for me. he’s never judged me for any of my struggles. i love him so much.
@@dianacao4431 it’s about this complicated family and focuses on brother and sister relationship and there’s a lot of time jumps and you see how they keep sabotaging each other and growing apart and shows their own experiences and emotions and POVs but it all gets resolved in the end, i’m not good at explaining things but it’s a cool book
this song sorta makes me be grateful for the people around me :] ita nice to be grateful and just thinking of them go makes me hate the thought. i dont think i would be ok if they went out of my world, be grateful and forgiving so you don't regret not doing so :]
This is our song. Were not allowed to be together because of my mom. I can only be with him once im 18 and legally out of the house and able to do my own thing. but for now this is our song. our feelings. our love. our pain. our greif. everything we have gone through together is expressed in this song. I just know that he listens to it everyday. Just like how I do. “darlin’ i’d wait for you even if you didnt ask me to” we both promised to wait for eachother no matter how long it took. Hes my person. I dont know what to do without him. i miss him. but like we said.. we’d wait for eachother.
Someone that I've been friends with for a while asked me out today :) this is my first time being asked out. It feels so surreal. Maybe life is turning out for me. -Written on 2/22/22
It was in the golden glow of the setting sun reflecting in his eyes. His eyes she found so, intoxicating. And it was a different kind of intoxicating. Not the dangerous, deadly kind. It was sweet, calming, she could stare into those eyes for hours a day and never fail to see that spark of gentleness only he had. The golden glow of the setting sun set his features to life. It complimented the ivory black of his hair, and turned his skin to gold. In that moment, he was magical. Magnificent. Then again, he always is. And he was hers. And she was his.
I'd wait FOREVER for this man, his eyes, his smile, his voice, his words stay in my head for days. I love him so much, it scares me but if you asked me, I'd give him the sun and the moon all at once. I hope he'll find out that whenever I say, "I love you", I mean it in a "more than friends" way. He makes me the happiest, he's the most angelic person ever in my eyes. If I had the chance with him, I'd give him my heart and love him the way nobody else has. Whenever I think of him, I get lost in my mind and just grin when I hear his voice replaying in my head. I love you Justin
When we meet I didn’t know how to be myself. I was a mirage of many people, I kept up my fake mask and built one just for you. One by one each mask began to crack. I was scared you would see me. I was scared you wouldn’t like me. So I ran. Ran without an explanation. I hurt you. I didn’t realise then that it would hurt me more than it hurt you. It’s been 3 years. Your still the one I see every time I close my eyes. I thought I could fill the emptiness with different things but nothing worked. I know your beyond far from reach but I felt like maybe you would have waited till I fixed myself. But I know that’s too selfish. So I wish you to fly as high as you can. For all your dreams to be a reality. If I could I’d bring you anything you wish. But you no longer need me. Your so far but your shining like the sun. Anytime your rays shine in my direction with a text of worry it gives me a little hope only to be trampled by your kindness. I’d be lying if I said I hold no hope but despite all my constant confusion I know I love you and I always will.
they said they loved me but i didn't say it back, never had the courage to and i would shy away when i saw them. it's too late, it's always gonna be too late, isn't it? they're always talking to someone else, and they always seem so happy, always laughing, always smiling. always asking where they are, always energetic when they're around. but, with me, they look drained, they look tired and look like they want to walk away. i'm a horrible person and i just wish i could restart my life. it's not even that big of a deal, it was my own doing so I don't know why i'm so sad. i love them with all my heart, their smile could brighten a room and it does, it's like their eyes sparkle. mine are dull and depressing. please, i just wish i could walk up to them and confess what i've been feeling these days. confess what i've been feeling for THEM. it's like i'm so afriad to make the wrong choice, i don't make a choice at all. mkay, thats my vent.
I’ve been listening to this song for a while and recently Apple Music blocked it in my region. Why idk I live in America. Anyway thanks for posting a hour version.
This song reminds me of a girl. I met her on the first day of school. I said her hair was pretty. Oh, how dumb in love i was with her. I tried to start up a conversation with her.... and i did. I wanted to talk to her every second of the day. Then one day i asked her for her number and she said yes. I always texted first. Then one day I saw her and she had something written on her had. It was the name of another girl with a heart around it. I tried to ignore it and just talked with her. Until she brought the other girl up and said how much her loved her. But, i then again ignored it. A few weeks maybe a month i told her how i felt. Like expected she said she was in love with the other girl. I still havent moved on. I'll still wait for her as long as it takes.
it took me 15 years to realize ive never been loved. real love. it took me 15 years to realize it was all just one big lie. this whole time. it took me 15 years to realize that what i deal with isn't normal. it shouldn't be. it took me 15 years to realize ive lived such a sad fucking life. and its almost my birthday..the one time i can be happy
She's online I'm online I assumed she's studying for her exams on her college whatsapp group. I went offline too, started trying to study to become a liable for her.✌️ Hope things will get better..
Just came back from Mark's stream today, and something I noticed. In 1:31 when Celci slapped Mark, the motion is moving forward, however, if you get to this point in part 2, the whole ordeal is going backward. I'm not sure where I can go from here but as Mark said it himself, the timeline in ISWM can be both going forward/backward, so probably this can give us an idea of the actual timeline if there is one? Edit: For those who want to hear Mark saying the timeline goes backward, it's at around 5:45:00 in the 10 year anniversary stream
this is delaney bailey's unreleased song 'i'd give you the sun' !! it's on its way out soon !! abt a week ago she confirmed it :')
january 7th it'll be available on spotify !! under the name 'j's lullaby'
@@kiera4153 I'd love to record harmonies to this
we have the same name :O but my name is kieralyn :)
@@kieralynf.vballin your name is beautiful
@@Michelle-sn8nv omg tysm :)!!
This song makes me long for someone I haven’t even met yet.
He doesn’t know how much I love him. Just yesterday we were on ft and he was on his computer and I just took a second to admire him. How deep his brown eyes looked, how focused he was, how curly his hair is. He’s perfect. And then when he asks me if I’m happy and says, “ok then my job here is done”. Or every time he says sorry if he thinks I’m mad, he’s such a sweet and considerate boy. And he’s my boy. All I wanna do is hold him because I know he’s been through a lot and the fact that he only wants me to be happy is the most comforting fact ever. He’s mine and I’m never letting him go. I wanna tell him I love him, and I will eventually, but now right now…
Take ur chances, as everyone says u only live once and he sounds spectacular. You never know what's going to happen next meaning good or bad atleast yk you took life by the neck and took your chances take as much time when uneed to but he sounds wow :)
this kinda sounds like my ex-
take the risk. if a guy wants you to be happy he definitely likes you plus you only live once, why not risk it? asking him out can change your whole life trust me but it's up to you, just my thoughts :)
DID YOU TELL HIM YET??
god please god
I have a really bad attachment style, due to a shitty upbringing filled with neglect, abuse and abandonment. Because of the aftermath of that kind of upbringing, I am always very sad, scared and anxious. I go weeks feeling bored of everything with no spark or light to fill my days.
But sometimes I meet people who make hours turn into a blink of an eye. I met someone like that while I was on holiday for the new year. I had a really great day with this guy. We played together until the wee hours and he tried so hard to help me win. He was so sweet to me. And I couldn't help but think, "what if all my days felt like this"
So when I found this song, I wrote a story while listening. One where I'm reborn and we met sooner. I wrote about endless hours, days and years of having fun with this new friend of mine. Then at the end I said goodbye to my fairytale love and let go of the negative attachment I usually hold onto. I feel silly thinking I am that kind of person who feels love at first sight in this day and age.
you love deeply and beautifully. that’s how it’s supposed to be. we are complex creatures and long for a place to belong. don’t feel wrong for how you love
I love you - Jesus.
It wasn't till yesterday when I realized that all this time that the "something" that I have been waiting for since my mother's death back in October was for my mother to come back. Suddenly, I am forced to grow up and be the adult. I just want to return to my mother's arms and have her sing me a lullaby while the world is burning itself to the ground. I miss my mother. I keep trying to find a way to cope up but none of them will bring her back.
❤
you have a beautiful way with words, I understand It must be difficult to have things shift so quickly,it feels like you're being forsaken by the world. Regardless, please know that better days will always come. I hope you stay strong till then!!!
🧡🌼🧡
She loves you so much (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃❤️ she still does, I promise.
❤️❤️❤️
*”darling i’d wait for you, even if you didn’t ask me to”*
this song just reminds me of someone i miss so much we don’t talk anymore and we never said goodbye, but despite how bad they treated me i just want to feel somewhat loved again even if i wasn’t loved by them.
This song reminds me of a childhood friend of mine. We get in touch every once in a while, and this time it really felt like we had something romantically real. He's been in love with me for years, but as of now he needs time to get his life on track. I guess now it's my turn to wait for him as he'd done for me. However, I don't know if he'll come back.
i completely understand, i have that person too:(
Same
❤️
same
That warm feeling you get when you see him 😭😭😭😭
I miss this feeling 🤧
Lyrics
Thank you
Thankyou
Thank you!
I’m starting to fall for this guy that I have known for a while and it just feels so natural. He likes me for me and that’s all I asked for
This has me soft😭💗happy for u
Awee, i recommend u listen to Dandelions by Ruth B if u haven't
Stop thats so cute 😭
Listening to this I’m realizing that I just want to be loved I don’t need validation I just want someone to always be there for me weather or not that’s through friendship or a romantic relationship, I just want love.
Me knowing this sounds like a comfort character song
This makes me wanna cry cause my comfort character died
Now I need to know who your comfort character is
@@maddiebouve3542 I have many but Peter Parker or idk
lmao same
Gin :
Aceeee>>>>>>
I miss my old friend and how happy I was and this song makes me remember everything lol
im so sorry :(
When your friend is tying their shoe while y’all are walking with a group of friends and they say “keep going, it’s okay!”
as much as i want someone to wait for me to get my shit together, but the guilt and fear of keeping someone in the same both as me is much greater than the love i deserve.
Songs like this make me think about whats important to look for in a partner, and I think of a relationship that could be possible, someday.
I met this boy… He was uhm, in a paper store; he works in there I guess, heh.
But when I remember him, with his brown eyes as amber and tall as a marvelous tree… My soul feels suddenly less alone, and my heart feels strangely loved, too.
Just the memory of when I met him… It is funny and silly. He was notoriously nervous when he saw me, and I was nervous too. It was like our hearts knew it or… I still do not have any idea of what happened that day. I just remember I dreamed about him before this stuff happened.
And it is driving me crazy, because I just cannot stop thinking about him…
“Darling I’d wait for you, even if you didn’t ask me to”
I’ll wait until I see you, paper store boy. In that moment, I’ll be so happy with just the thought that you are doing wonderful. 💗
Sorry for my english, it’s not my native language lol. Have a nice day and thanks for reading this ;)
that sounds so sweet
@@no-bv6hk whoa thank uuu
I just want to be able to make him happy. I care about him so much. Whenever he’s having a bad day I try my best and I don’t know if I’ve helped enough. I wish he knew how much I care about him. He’s always been there for me and I’ve always been there for him. He’s deserving of so much. He’s so important to everyone around him and I don’t think he’s aware of it. I want to give him a hug and stay there for him as long and he needs me too. Idk why I wrote this but everyone is writing their experiences so :/
I first heard this song in January, I commented on this video then, but removed it because I felt embarrassed. It was two weeks before a boy i truly loved moved back home, and I was panicking because I was running out of time to fix what happened between us. It’s been months, but I still cry over him and miss him everyday, I keep thinking I’ll somehow get another chance with him, and who knows, maybe I will. But for now, the first note of this song drags me right back to the hysteria I felt that night, just like I’m still there counting down the days till he was gone from my life seemingly forever. I’ve never wanted someone so much, never actually wanted an eternity with anyone until I met him. And now I’d give anything just to get a second chance to tell him how I fell in love with his smile.
i’ve felt alone for a long time it seems. i have pretty bad social anxiety so i don’t really have friends, only the same ones i’ve had since elementary. i love them a lot. i’ve been isolating myself every day from people at school because i’m terrified of judgement and rejection, but last year my friend introduced me to a guy in our class. i had no idea that he would become so important in my life. i became friends with him, but i could never talk to him in real life. when i developed feelings for him, it only made it harder to approach him. i didn’t want him to think bad of me. i would avoid him every chance i got, but i would watch him from afar. i loved him. we had been best friends for a few months at that time. but i only ever spoke to him online. i used to ask a lot if it bothered him how quiet i was, and he told me no. he made it clear that he didn’t think badly of me or judge me for it. when he first told me that, i started to cry. it was the first time in a long time i felt accepted. i was often teased for being so quiet. but he showed me acceptance and loyalty, always. it just made me love him even more. i was also in a pretty bad place mentally at the time because i was always alone. i felt rejected by myself and everyone else. and all i wanted was to be with him. but then, one day, i decided to slowly drop hints about how i felt for him because i just needed him to know. eventually he figured it out and he liked me too. we started dating and i felt a heavy weight lifted off my shoulders in a way. i started opening up to him and feeling more comfortable with him and other people, too. i felt saved by him. this year i’m struggling like i did last year with my social anxiety. but he gives me hope, a feeling of security, love, and kindness. when i feel upset with myself or something else, he’s always there for me. he’s never judged me for any of my struggles. i love him so much.
I love when everyone uploads their own perspective for these games so that you can watch how each of them fucked it up in their own special way
pov: everything is due tomorrow and you have 18 more assignments to turn in😃
this song helps me at night when I feel lonely.. I also listen to it falling asleep cause it helps so much
sammmeeeee like I listen to it every night
this is based off the book “i’ll give you the sun” by jandy nelson its really good and i recommend it :))
What is it about? :0
@@dianacao4431 it’s about this complicated family and focuses on brother and sister relationship and there’s a lot of time jumps and you see how they keep sabotaging each other and growing apart and shows their own experiences and emotions and POVs but it all gets resolved in the end, i’m not good at explaining things but it’s a cool book
@@isabellavuong sounds intresting, thanks for the recommendation : )
@@isabellavuong I might get it soon :)
oh wow i never knew that! i love that book dearly
WAIT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS OMG
Omg I didn’t know she finally released the full song it’s so beautiful 😩
this song sorta makes me be grateful for the people around me :] ita nice to be grateful and just thinking of them go makes me hate the thought. i dont think i would be ok if they went out of my world, be grateful and forgiving so you don't regret not doing so :]
This is our song. Were not allowed to be together because of my mom. I can only be with him once im 18 and legally out of the house and able to do my own thing. but for now this is our song. our feelings. our love. our pain. our greif. everything we have gone through together is expressed in this song. I just know that he listens to it everyday. Just like how I do. “darlin’ i’d wait for you even if you didnt ask me to” we both promised to wait for eachother no matter how long it took. Hes my person. I dont know what to do without him. i miss him. but like we said.. we’d wait for eachother.
Someone that I've been friends with for a while asked me out today :) this is my first time being asked out. It feels so surreal. Maybe life is turning out for me.
-Written on 2/22/22
broooo this happened to me literally 2 days after you
It was in the golden glow of the setting sun reflecting in his eyes. His eyes she found so, intoxicating. And it was a different kind of intoxicating. Not the dangerous, deadly kind. It was sweet, calming, she could stare into those eyes for hours a day and never fail to see that spark of gentleness only he had. The golden glow of the setting sun set his features to life. It complimented the ivory black of his hair, and turned his skin to gold. In that moment, he was magical. Magnificent. Then again, he always is. And he was hers. And she was his.
I'd wait FOREVER for this man, his eyes, his smile, his voice, his words stay in my head for days. I love him so much, it scares me but if you asked me, I'd give him the sun and the moon all at once. I hope he'll find out that whenever I say, "I love you", I mean it in a "more than friends" way. He makes me the happiest, he's the most angelic person ever in my eyes. If I had the chance with him, I'd give him my heart and love him the way nobody else has. Whenever I think of him, I get lost in my mind and just grin when I hear his voice replaying in my head. I love you Justin
I didn’t know how to tell him how much I love him. . .But now I do
Makes sense
thank you for this. I'll add it to my reading playlist
this song makes me want to fall in love :(
bless whoever made this
When we meet I didn’t know how to be myself. I was a mirage of many people, I kept up my fake mask and built one just for you. One by one each mask began to crack. I was scared you would see me. I was scared you wouldn’t like me. So I ran. Ran without an explanation. I hurt you. I didn’t realise then that it would hurt me more than it hurt you. It’s been 3 years. Your still the one I see every time I close my eyes. I thought I could fill the emptiness with different things but nothing worked. I know your beyond far from reach but I felt like maybe you would have waited till I fixed myself. But I know that’s too selfish. So I wish you to fly as high as you can. For all your dreams to be a reality. If I could I’d bring you anything you wish. But you no longer need me. Your so far but your shining like the sun. Anytime your rays shine in my direction with a text of worry it gives me a little hope only to be trampled by your kindness. I’d be lying if I said I hold no hope but despite all my constant confusion I know
I love you
and I always will.
I feel u 🤧
I haven’t known him long but he’s like a breath of fresh air compared to j. He doesn’t keep me secret and give me just enough to stay.
im so glad i found this lol.
FINALLY THANK U SO FREAKING MUCH IVE BEEN WANTING TOO FIND THIS VER AHHH I LOVE U S MUCH MWAH
Y’all the song comes out in January 7 of 2022
I LOVE THIS
These songs had me thinking about the person that don't even exist
thank you so much for this
this was exactly what i needed
they said they loved me but i didn't say it back, never had the courage to and i would shy away when i saw them.
it's too late, it's always gonna be too late, isn't it?
they're always talking to someone else, and they always seem so happy, always laughing, always smiling. always asking where they are, always energetic when they're around.
but, with me, they look drained, they look tired and look like they want to walk away.
i'm a horrible person and i just wish i could restart my life.
it's not even that big of a deal, it was my own doing so I don't know why i'm so sad.
i love them with all my heart, their smile could brighten a room and it does, it's like their eyes sparkle. mine are dull and depressing. please, i just wish i could walk up to them and confess what i've been feeling these days. confess what i've been feeling for THEM.
it's like i'm so afriad to make the wrong choice, i don't make a choice at all.
mkay, thats my vent.
I'm not even broken but this song just hit different????%@%$!#%! help what did u do to me
i miss him
I’d sing this to my comfort character
Thank you so much I really appreciate you 🙏🏽 your so cool I hope you have the best life 💚💛💜💙♥️❤️
I’ve been listening to this song for a while and recently Apple Music blocked it in my region. Why idk I live in America. Anyway thanks for posting a hour version.
MY HERO TY
This song reminds me of a girl. I met her on the first day of school. I said her hair was pretty. Oh, how dumb in love i was with her. I tried to start up a conversation with her.... and i did. I wanted to talk to her every second of the day. Then one day i asked her for her number and she said yes. I always texted first. Then one day I saw her and she had something written on her had. It was the name of another girl with a heart around it. I tried to ignore it and just talked with her. Until she brought the other girl up and said how much her loved her. But, i then again ignored it. A few weeks maybe a month i told her how i felt. Like expected she said she was in love with the other girl. I still havent moved on. I'll still wait for her as long as it takes.
THANK UUUU
it took me 15 years to realize ive never been loved. real love.
it took me 15 years to realize it was all just one big lie. this whole time.
it took me 15 years to realize that what i deal with isn't normal. it shouldn't be.
it took me 15 years to realize ive lived such a sad fucking life.
and its almost my birthday..the one time i can be happy
Hi friend, how are you doing now?
played this while I do activities, made me sleepy haha
She's online I'm online
I assumed she's studying for her exams on her college whatsapp group.
I went offline too, started trying to study to become a liable for her.✌️ Hope things will get better..
I was listening to this yesterday and found out today she released the song 😭😭🤍
Just came back from Mark's stream today, and something I noticed. In 1:31 when Celci slapped Mark, the motion is moving forward, however, if you get to this point in part 2, the whole ordeal is going backward. I'm not sure where I can go from here but as Mark said it himself, the timeline in ISWM can be both going forward/backward, so probably this can give us an idea of the actual timeline if there is one?
Edit: For those who want to hear Mark saying the timeline goes backward, it's at around 5:45:00 in the 10 year anniversary stream
So com
😊
i long for him. i miss him. please bring him back to me.
helps me sleep
wait is this inspired by jandy nelson’s i’ll give you the sun????? the novel?
I don’t think they feel the same anymore
i wait for my money
what song is this pls i need it on spotify
because i looked at the song for you by her and it’s literally not the same song
its not on spotify yet bae
i did the same thing and couldnt find it either
it comes out january 7th
it's going to be released on January 7th called "j's lullaby" by delaney bailey :)
Nick waiting for Gatsby
what is this songs name??
I'd give the sun to you by her I believe but it is not on Spotify I'm sorry
idk stop lurking
Darlin' i'd wait for you
j's lullaby
its called j's lullaby by delaney bailey, it'll be released on january 7th
i wait for 20 mln dolars on my bank account