STORYTIME: I Left Medical School| TW: Depression & Anxiety| South African Youtuber| Zinhle M
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- Опубліковано 26 сер 2024
- Hey guys 🤍
Welcome back to my channel. I’ve missed you all so much. This video is a little different to my normal video as it’s a bit sad. I’ve decided to be vulnerable with you guys and share a bit of my journey with depression and anxiety and how it led to me leaving school. I hope you enjoy 🫶🏾
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I'm proud of you for sharing this here ! We never talk about the impact our mental health has on our daily lives. Always here for you my baby ❤.
Thank you so much my love ❤️ wasn’t easy to share but I knew I had raise awareness for the mental issue we face as students and especially med students
Thank you so much my love ❤️ wasn’t easy to share but I knew I had raise awareness for the mental issue we face as students and especially med students
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Awww babyyy😭😍😍this video is so relatable 😭antidepressants will take you to the top and make you feel so ugly, sleeping the whole day, not wanting to live, struggling to even shower😭and the worst part is trying to make people around you understand your situation while you're also defeated. Academicss? The pits!! Books trigger you, you struggle to even read a mere sentence 😭yoorr!!! Babeee, love and light😍
The decision is so hard to take but i pray God carries you through this phase and heals your broken parts . May he give you courage to survive each and every day and help you to celebrate his amazing grace. Love youuuuu😍
Oh you’ve literally taken the words out my mouth. It’s so refreshing to hear from someone who’s been through exactly what you’ve been through. At times the antidepressant make you feel worse at first. Then it’s academics then it’s just life, like it’s too much.
Thank you so much for this comment, I appreciate it so much 🥺❤️
@@zinhle.m you saved me in May while i was in the same situation, that DM on Twitter really changed my perspective and how i see myself. To never compare myself and never treat myself like someone who is fine while I'm struggling, so thank you so much. Academics ,the pits! More so when you know your potential and that you can do better only if you had the mental capacity to do so.
A dream delayed is not a dream denied!🥺 God knows what He’s doing. He wouldn’t put you through this if He didn’t know your strength and capability to handle.
Love and light sis!🥹
I love your optimism🤍🫂
Absolutely 🥺 you’re speaking facts only.
Thank you so much babe 🤍 I really sore your comment
You are so brave and beautiful inside and out! Thank you for sharing ❤
I left a permanent job end of October because of major anxiety and depression. In the space of 8 months I was admitted into a psychiatric facility twice. I am so grateful for medical science - medication (that was tweaked a few times, until we figured what works for me), medical aid, group therapy, my psychiatrist and psychologist. Oh, and my support system, especially my partner.
You will continue with your studies when the time is right and when you know that you are in a better space ❤I'm praying for you and your journey. xxxx
Thank you so much for this message 😭❤️ and I really appreciate you opening up about this to me. I really hope that the right medication and all the correct support ha you in a better place and I know I will get there one day as well 🥺❤️
🤍🤍🤍I might not cav you like that like that but that is a very boss move and i commend you for it.I will be keeping you my prayers 😤because aint no way mental health will continue to rule over you hunny🌈and also be patient with yourself ⭐ and take all the time you need
Oh my angel 😭🥹 thank you so much for these kind words and I receive all of not. No mental health issues will stand in the way of where I need to be. Thank you ❤️🥺
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I'm so happy for you zinhle! I know for a fact that that could NOT have been an easy decision. You take your time to heal! This degree is only worth it if you're okay. Take this journey one step at a time. We are always supporting you and rooting for you. We love you zinhle and can't wait for more content🤗
Thank you so much for your kind words, Naoms 🥺❤️ I really appreciate it. And I know you guys have always been here and thank you so much for this 🥺
Miss Z. Sooo frickin proud of you❤️ so greatful to have met you this year and making me feel so welcome into medicine. Those clinical skills days were my highlights of the week even if we had to wake up at 5am to catch a bus. It was all worth it. Once in A7 always in A7. What does the A in A7 stand for????…. Super proud of ya!!!
ATROTROOOOOO 🤣❤️ oh Azza thank you so much for your kind words. You literally don’t know how much they mean to me. Thank you for making me feel welcome too, it was a 2 way street and without you and A7, waking up at 5 am wouldn’t be as ‘easy’ as it was 🥹
ATROTROOOOOO 🤣❤️ oh Azza thank you so much for your kind words. You literally don’t know how much they mean to me. Thank you for making me feel welcome too, it was a 2 way street and without you and A7, waking up at 5 am wouldn’t be as ‘easy’ as it was 🥹
Praying God gives you all the strength to get through all of this! You’ve got this mama ❤
Thank you so much my love 🥺❤️ I appreciate it
you will be fine mama, and thank you for trusting us with your story, you have helped someone out there. i love you too babes💋❤️
Thank you so much, babe 🥺❤️
I am so proud of you baby ♥ This is not the first time life tried to hold you back and every time, you've come out on top so I have no doubt everything will fall into place. You're gorgeous and intelligent and no mental illness will take that away from you. Keep educating us about mental health, it is honestly such a neglected topic
Thank you so much my baby 🥺❤️ this means so much to me. You know I always hold anything you say of high regard 😅 thanks baby
Mi Amor... super stoked to see that my favourite UA-camr is back. Thank you for sharing your story mahn... I'm just glad to hear that you're okay. Can't wait to see more content... Love you loads and miss you even more❤❤ And how could I forget A7 for the win 😜✨
😂❤️ ooooh Mi Amorza. Hayi sisi listen, the content is coming but don’t forget homework pls 😂. Love and miss you loads ke sisi ❤️🥺 A7 is the best please
so excited to see you back on the UA-cam streets, I am still so inspired by you and the decision you made for yourself💛
Thank you so much my bestie 🤍 back and I’m better babyyyyyy 😌
Thank you so much my bestie 🤍 back and I’m better babyyyyyy 😌
I'm glad somebody finally educated people about Anxiety and Depression 🥺sending love and light 🤍
Thank you so much, my angel 🤍
Thank you so much, my angel 🤍
It’s so good watching this because I also took leave of absence last year when I was 22. I feel so seen and understood. Thank you so much for sharing, I wish you all the best and may you come back stronger ❤
Thank you for sharing this with me. It’s always good to know that there are people out there who’ve been in the same boat. Thank you so much ❤️🥺 and I wish you all the best too
You are so strong, absolutely proud of you and the decision you had to take. I know God will always be with you. Keep trusting in Him. Love & light mama.🤍
Thank you so much, my lover 🥺❤️
You’re handling this with so much grace. Praying God equips you with everything you need to get through this. Greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world. You’re a conqueror. Remember that.
Oh babe 🥹 thank you so much for this reminder. All things are working for my good 🙏🏼
You made those long bus rides so much more bearable.🫶🏽🎶Super super proud of you for choosing yourself🥺💓and all the best in your healing.
OMG thank you so Remo 🥺🤍 those bus rides defs wouldn’t have been the same without you too. Wishing you all the best with Renal and EYEs, I hope you kill it 😌
I'm so proud of you for choosing yourself! ❤ Taking leave of absence is so painful but so worth it. I did the same too back in GEMP 1 & I'm glad I did. The best thing you can do for yourself is focussing on getting healthy instead of focussing on getting back to school. Wishing you all the best! ❤
Awww thank you so much sis 🥺 this literally brought tears to my eyes. And knowing that you’re not alone always helps so thank you for sharing ❤️. I appreciate this message so much 🙏🏼 I hope your journey is progressing well too
I’m such a baby, I cried towards the end💔
Love & light mama ❤️
Awwww, thank you so much babe 🥺❤️
Thank you for the explanation in the beginning and for emphasising that it’s a medical condition. Warm wishes💕.
Thank you babe 💕 it’s important for people to know that it’s not just a feeling. It can literally ruin your life 🥲
I'm so proud of you that you choose your self more than anything, everything will be alright love you❤❤
Thank you so much for your kind words, my angel 🥺❤️
Oh Zinhle, I’m so sorry you went through al of that 🥺 Congratulations on the progress you’ve made and on just choosing yourself. May God carry you through this season. ❤️
Oh Kamo, thank you so much babe 🥺❤️ I really appreciate it. When thing about God, He’s with me every step of this journey 🙏🏼
Saved this to watch later !!
Thank you baby 😅❤️
Sending love and light dawg 🫂❤…. Praying you over this hiccup you’re currently going through🫶🏾🙏🏾
Thank you so much, Sish 🥺❤️ I really appreciate it
So much love for you twin❤
-your twin❤️
I love you more 🥺❤️
So happy to have you back ❤️
Thank you lover, happy to be back 🤍
Love you mamma❤️🥺heal and heal .
Love you too, girl 🥹 thank you so much ❤️
@@zinhle.m 💜🥺
I'm so proud of you Zinhle!
Thank you so much, Tsholo 🥲❤️
Things will make sense one day mama. Super proud of you for not letting depression win but willing to tackle it and break those chains. Kuzolunga, love and light to you mama. ❤️
I hope you don’t mind me asking this question, I was diagnosed with MDD by my psychologist but refused to prescribe medication for me because she wanted me to go to a wellness centre for 7 days before prescribing something for me. What’s your take on wellness centres? Personally, that’s too scary for me. I isolate myself at home and feel like that works for me so being around other patients will be a bit uncomfortable for me. Please advise. ❤️
Thank you so much, my babe ❤️ depression can never win especially the help is out there and we trust a God that heals.
I don’t mind at all, my love. My first experience at a wellness centre I hated, but that’s because I didn’t wanna do it, I was more so kinda pushed to do it so I came out feeling worse. But this time when I was open to the process and trusted the process at the wellness center, it’s literally one of the best decisions I’ve made. They’re are really good and helpful if you want them to be. The beauty of it is you’re around people who feel just like you. The classes help because you get to interact. You’re not forced to interact but usually you find yourself doing it anyway because you’re open to getting the help. You get the most support ever at wellness clinics. I would highly recommend 🙏🏼 when you’re ready
Thank you so so much. I’ve only heard negative things about wellness centres from people who’ve never been there and I’m honestly open to the idea now because I am tired of living with this sickness. ❤️🥺 May God bless you sis.
I cannot be the only one that cried while I was watching this 🥹🥹🥹
Chiiile I didn’t even wanna watch it back because of that 🥲
You'll be fine oe ; thank you for this video
Thank you my love 🤍🥺
I love youuu❤❤😢
Thank you so much ❤️
Thank you so much ❤️
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🌟✨you are so pretty ✨I think this is time we have to preach mental health and wellness also how to deal with it we HV youth commiting suicide because they are afraid to talk✨thanks hun for information
You’re so right ✨ the statistics of how many people actually live with depression and anxiety is scary. Thanks babe 🤍
Yes hun😘 I think we should raise awareness and also pressure in higher institutions is higher us as girls its alot😃
Try affirmations as well. Check the book "The power of the subconscious mind" by Joseph Murphy page 14 on the second last paragraph he talks about this 75 year old lady who restored her memory in 3 weeks and he always wrote the affirmations she used. By the way I'm also in your shoes trying to keep keeping on
Thank you so much 🤍 all the best on your journey as well
Im suffering to study but ey I wanna do this🥹🥹🥹
You’ve got this babe 🥺❤️ nothing good ever comes easy
oh hey cutie🥹
Hello my baby 🥹
I recommend u go hit the gym...bro i legit hated looking at the mirror sometimes but in less than a month on weight lifting i feel the courage to even talk to this other girl i like.
U don't have to hit ways...u can just start of with cardio📈❤🙏
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Thanks for the advice 🙏🏼
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Hey please check your requested messages on IG?❤️
Alright, will do 🤍