Real. Me personally could give my life story of a toxic abusive step dad but currently I’m fighting my drinking habits and tryin not to lose my girl and everyone around me. So this song is very relatable to me at this current stage. Hoping I can come back here in a few months and tell y’all that it all worked out great
As someone who grew up from a broken home and having two addicts for parents … this song hits on a whole other level. Because this song was my life!!! Living in reactive mode is so hard! But for children that had to go through some of the things that we all did .. that’s not a childhood. We were all kids that were forced into adult life and now I’m adult trying to figure out how to be one. I pray God give us all peace ❤
That is so true only had a mom and she was drunk Most of the time she was around. I'm 29 with a 2 year old and trying to still figure out how to be a dad and a adult
I literally had a huge manic episode Friday. My wife had to call all my brothers. I have PTSD from childhood and Iraq and Afghan, I have a shit ton of ‘isms and DID. I felt so bad for m wife, she was so scared and couldn’t stop me…thanks Russ…this is the best way for me to tell her how sorry I am!
My husband and I started dating as teenagers. I came from 2 parents whom fought about everything were so toxic and took it out on us. He came from foster parents and a sad childhood. We’re 2 broken teenagers full of anger grudges resentments no self love etc. We fought a lot so many tears sleepless nights holes in the wall aggression. We had kids grew up and realized we don’t want our children to grow up in a broken home so we fought hard to change and love one another and most importantly our selfs. We’re the happiest we’ve ever been but we couldn’t have done it with our Heavenly Father. God is our foundation together for 7 years married for 4 With all my bs aside I see him and I love him with my my being With all his bs aside he loves me with all his souls.
@@courtneymitchell2013 may God bless your relationship and family. Fill it with love, patience, respect, gentleness, kindness. Lay all your anxiety, stress and anger and watch how it’ll become happiness. I love to see happy couples and families because we’re all going to die one day and the only thing we will leave behind and take with us is our memories. So make them good ones. God bless you ❤️
This song hits home so hard. I've with mental health issues all my life and substance abuse for the past 5 years. Both my parents were addicts and I lived with my grandparents. I thought I would be okay since I had seen firsthand how addiction affected my parents and how hard and scary it was watching my dad withdrawal and hearing he had an overdose, but i found my own poison apparently. I pushed away and hurt a lot of people I cared about because they were terrified they'd wake up one day and I wouldn't be there. My emergency contact had to be contacted twice because I was in the hospital unresponsive and hooked up to ivs. I lost my partner, friends, family, passion, hobbies, my life, but I went to rehab and today I am 90 days sober and me and my partner have restarted our relationship and I'm slowly rebuilding my life. It's hard and everyday I'm worried about relapse but this song really just helps explain how I feel when I can't myself.
The few lonely souls that listen & feel this song are the few and special people that we have left in this lost world.. may Our lord a savier bless you all
Accountability is the first step to responsibility. Your on the right path forgive others and forgive yourself too. Hope the best for you and those attached to you. 💯
I survive domestic abuse, finally left and had my second child by someone I loved and he left me…a few weeks pregnant, 1400 miles away married with a wife a few weeks later. Lost my job and had to pick up the pieces. Two baby girls I have to be strong and grind for harder then ever. I’m all they have. ❤
Stay strong ❤️ I believe in you stranger 🙏🫶 I survived abuse as well. I've never realized how bad it was until I got out of the situation. It definitely puts a toll on your mental health. I developed sleep paralysis after that toxic relationship. But it's been two years, I'm 25 now, doing the best i can. That man is a coward for not being there for your children. I hope your doing well. Sending love and prayers ❤
I’m 31 year old African woman in America. Diagnosed depressed & adhd at 18, bpd at 24, and now that I just began care for adhd was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder not bpd. To anyone with bpd, social anxiety, and adhd I would recommend learning about autism symptoms. Barely over 10 years ago it was acknowledged that adhd and autism can and do occur together. The struggles with emotional regulation, organization, and constant bullying for acting weird and aloof finally makes sense. There’s so many misdiagnosed and undiagnosed people struggling without the support they require or even knowing that they are entitled to said support. You’re not alone. You are loved. You matter.
This song resonates deeply with me. Throughout my life, I have often felt misunderstood and dismissed as irrational, simply because others failed to comprehend my background and experiences.
I’ve got a lot of childhood trauma from my parents and later today I’m going to a mental health facility to finally get the help I need after struggling with depression and anxiety for over 7 years this song hits so hard because I’ve been living it for the longest time
27 years of trauma problems judgment etc and this is to fck lit but still can’t save my self life is to hard when u feel like shit and u make changes for nothing and the only thing u want is pace love and a family 😞😖☹️🙁😕😔😣
I've Lived this Song, and came out the other side. This is a Grade A Bangger of a Song, the Writer has some real life experience behind them... you can feel their Emotions, and Pain!
This song hits deep when every lyric fits your situation...So many ppl walk around with so much pain that's deeply rooted in them and you'd NEVER know cause we've learned to hide it behind a broken fractured smile
This song will always have a special place in my heart. I’ll always see her face when I hear it and it just makes me want to continue to work on my mental health so I can have and give what the world has to offer. I’m very lucky to have this person in my life
I was diagnosed this past summer and I can honestly say it does get better, BPD is rated one of the most painful mental illnesses out there. We are so strong, the right friends and the right relationship will come and they will understand you and everything you’ve been through 💜 don’t loose hope and never give up 💕
i dont userstand why this is the biggest music bust in history. the hook at 1:20 is perfect. Make an entire other song just from that. So many people waiting for it.
Crying because past trauma really fucks with me and I’m just trying to get and be a better person for my partner, but I know I’m a handful and if you gotta go just go I’m fucked up damaged!!😩😩🤧🤧😭😭
You’re not alone we got you fam ❤.. stay positive and keep working on yourself!.. I too had a fucked up childhood and it still fucks with me alot… my gf of 5 years just dumped me cause of this even though things had been going better for the past 2 years.. Sometimes life gives you obstacles but i know you’ll be strong enough to get through them. All love - a random guy in the wrld
@@JakeBeaupreDon’t worry trying to become what your partner might be expecting you to act like him.? You are just you so just be YOU baby, Don’t change who you are or who you were. Just be YOU!! If you are helpful-truthful- and happy all will be ok.. you can’t act and do things like another person , you are being you, and your one of a kind SO JUST BE yourself .everything will be fine I know cause I did the exact thing..! Country Girl P.L. Good Night to all 0:51 0:51 😅❤
My mom was murdered in front of me when I was two years old, then my best friend was murdered in the capital massacre on my Suite 16, after that, I got kidnapped and raped for four days, and my virginity was taken from me, I’ve lost everybody I’ve ever loved. They’ve all been murdered or died of cancer. This song hits home.
My cousin is going thru some rough shit and I've already been there, but currently going thru new struggles and changes as well, we are super close, always have been since we were kids. She posted the chorus of this to her story and I related bc of my husband, then I fell in love immediately when I heard the melody and beat.. I had to hear the rest... the most beautiful song I've heard in years for today's music... the amount of relateability brought me to tears.. AMAZING SONG!
Im an addict i want and am trying to get sober there is this lady i like and she likes me shes a recovering addict and tells me all the time she wishes i would get clean. We both know we cant be more then friends until i get sober. She does stay by my side while im working on me and im so grateful to have her as a friend ahe gives me hope to becoming sober.. i deserve a better me and so does the people around me especially her thank you Dez
A good support system is one of the most important components in recovery. And it seems like you have a good one in her. It doesn't make it any less difficult but knowing you have someone in your corner cheering you on it makes it more rewarding when you can both see the progress and be proud
Growing up raised by drug addicts and abusers this song hits so hard I can’t seem to keep the air in my lungs thinking of the memories regardless of how painful
I’ve never felt a song as deeply as this and sadly can relate! Thank god my grandma took custody of me. Proud that I was raised by my southern grandma lord I miss that woman so damn much. Alzheimer’s is a horrid disease. Thank you for this song! Love!
This is my new favorite song. Had my ex sent me this song to explain how he was feeling it would have been better than the way he did it. Beautifully written, simple and to the point. It resonated with me so thank you
Up until 10 years old i had a wonderful life, parents who loved each other and us... I remember it. 10 years old. Their habits got the best of them and things started to go so wrong. I have a little brother. I did my best to protect him. But as a kid yourself you can only do so much... eventually I was old enough to start dating. As an adult now, I see how I dated what I saw and new from them. I am still to this day unlearning and trying to fix my mentality when it comes to what "love" is. And in the beginning they were actually the perfect example of what love was. I'm thankful today that I finally got back on the right path and found someone who loves me and is patient with me. This song speaks volumes. Especially his other song losing control. Russ is super under rated but I felt he always understood where I came from..
I just got out of prison and after being incarcerated for a decade and seeing how my kids have grown my girl changed my mom and dad so far gone my family broken my family dead and gone r.i.p to the ones i didnt get to tell that I was sorry for heart ache and broken dreams this song saved my life tonight i was feeling at my ropes end seems like no one understands my depression and my mentality right now this song has been a foot hold at the end of that rope dont even know how i stumbled upon it but thank u for this song Russ. God Bless You
Im committed to change. Break the cycle for my husband and son. I love them more than life itself. Past trauma gets to me daily.. wanting to numb the pain when you got a kid and husband who loves you is the worst thing ever. We got this guys!🎉
This song hits 😢when childhood trauma sucks and you have to unlearn all those traits and not be around toxic people that you've grown up already around including your parents and not them being together yr whole life..ect
The real struggle is the change within oneself. When you only knew abuse or trauma from the people whom birth you were suppose to protect and love you unconditionally. Relate to this 💯! I always pray that I’ll meet the one person whom will love and understand me as a person! #weeachhaveastory #rewritesineffect❤
I love this song... Russ that concert was the best with my youngest son for his 21st birthday... This Song goes hard in alot of ways... Thank you... God Bless 🙏
This song I aim at myself . I’m talking to me . I hope I stay by my side for the sake of my babies and me. I really hope anyone who’s going through the same , stays by their own side . We got this … I think 💔
With my moms being in federal lock up from 1 to 15 was hard she don’t like me now… my pops was there but he wasn’t here or there for me but for himself, always had his mind on bitches and drugs… I feel you that trauma still fucking me up with my bi polar schizophrenic ass… I appreciate this song!! Stay strong to everyone reading this!!
This is so sad. I’m crying 😭 it’s amazing how we go day to day walking by 10-1000 people a day and we have no idea what the other endured. Please be kind. We’re all struggling ❤❤
I've been following Russ since 2015 and then I kind of just stopped listening to his music but I just stumbled upon this song and this really does hit home. My biological father is a meth addict and a sexual predator and then my biologic mom gave me up to foster care because I told her that the man that she was living with which is her first cousin was sexually assaulting me and abusing me and she chose him over me ,We haven't spoken in over a decade. I'm married now and I have been for 8 years and I've been in therapy all my life but healing is hard. Healing is everyday. You have to be consistent with your healing or else you're bound to hurt others. I'm so thankful to have someone who stays by my side when I'm working on me ❤
Yes growing up from a broken home and having to be adopted by my grandparents was hard. this song hits sooo hard. Especially in my relationships, its hard to keep someone in my life cuz of the trama and i keep my walls up all the time.
I love this song .. I lost my son dec 13 2022 the worse pain I had to endure .. Lost myself completely lost so much now I’m trying get back to myself together and working on me and have long ways to go😢❤
i’m homeless because of my ex not understanding my past traumas and needing help to grow and things that haunt me. no other songs felt so real to my situation. i’m falling and just need help but i was abandoned for my past haunting me
Chloe don’t give up there’s always a light after it rains. After you get through the hard part you’ll be thankful you didn’t give up it’s only up from here just believe in yourself fam
As someone who is still there mentally and emotionally.. because this just happened to me within the last 2 months, I completely empathize. And I pray you can find somewhere safe to stay, be, heal.. someone who genuinely cares for you. I pray they show up very soon if they haven’t already. Hang in there love. It does get better, and there are still kindred spirits in the world.. they’re just few and far between. Don’t lose faith.. whatever you do. 🙏🏼❤️🩹
My husband finally opened up about his childhood trauma. Looking back at our time together, it makes sense now. But maybe if you would finally open up about it and let someone in, it could jump start yalls healing. ❤️ I pray your storm runs out of rain soon. 😢
Dads in prison 😢 moms on drugs . Been lost for so long . But I never give up. Grew up at an early age with no choice. I just want to be happy god I hate being bipolar. The suicidal thoughts get to me sometimes. It’s so hard to fight. Just know I love you more than I love myself
After the military I realized that I did that to bury the past and make it seem like I never had trauma and I had my crap together. Since 2016 I’ve been struggling with depression, anxiety, and substance abuse. I’m better now but not perfect. Russ, you’re one hell of a drug. Everyone who’s seeing this, never give up. I wish o could be there for each and every one of you so you know you’re not alone ❤️🩹
Im a domestic violence survive 🙌🏽🙌🏽.... Its hard to get someone to date that will be patient with me. I've healed but scared are still there am to cautious, overly sensitive, observant and scared that they will hurt me, trigger or open my healed wounds. Needed to hear this song.
Damn this song hits hard💔 just lost the love of my life who i was w for almost 4 years ik thats not the longest but it was enough time for me to completely fall for this girl all for it to fall on me in the end making my heart hurt. I never got to tell her enough how much i cared and its always been hard to open up to anyone about my trauma. If i could only go back and reverse all of this i would. I love you deanna and maybe one day i can say all the things i never opened up about..
This song stuck me first thing I swipe on social media and it’s speaking volumes I can hear now fully grown out of the hole I’ve dug but there still work to do. 🎉❤
Going through it the past few days and this song hits! Scared that I’m doing the same blow ups with my mate that my parents did to me. I want to stop it but my emotions trick me. Therapy for the 4 years now and I’m still unlearning trauma.
Same I think my gf is leaving me she hasn’t been home in days and she said she’s coming to talk and get her stuff on the weekend idk what to do I don’t want her to go
Just realest shit heard just got out addictions chains ⛓️ released from jail and finally workin on me . Little faith goes long way and can finally breathe 🙏🏻
Why do we all feel the same damn emotions but can never relate. This society is all the same but we carry around an ego and always try to compete with each other. 😢 it’s sad man….
It’s crazy how everyone listens to this song with all different circumstances but all the same emotion.
Legit don’t have “one” thing that could relate to this in this moment of time right now, but goddamn it takes me back to some bad places
This the comment right here. Whatever you have going on you will get through. I promise you
Heard even though I have BPD and CPTSD this is for everyone were all struggling ❤
Trauma cousins🤷🏻♂️
Real. Me personally could give my life story of a toxic abusive step dad but currently I’m fighting my drinking habits and tryin not to lose my girl and everyone around me. So this song is very relatable to me at this current stage. Hoping I can come back here in a few months and tell y’all that it all worked out great
As someone who grew up from a broken home and having two addicts for parents … this song hits on a whole other level. Because this song was my life!!! Living in reactive mode is so hard! But for children that had to go through some of the things that we all did .. that’s not a childhood. We were all kids that were forced into adult life and now I’m adult trying to figure out how to be one. I pray God give us all peace ❤
Same with me
Same with me, it’s extremely hard but we are getting there.
Yes.
Speakin that truth!
That is so true only had a mom and she was drunk Most of the time she was around. I'm 29 with a 2 year old and trying to still figure out how to be a dad and a adult
This song really hits hard when you have BPD. I have never related to a song so hard. 💔
Yes. 💔
Right there with you love..❤
I literally had a huge manic episode Friday. My wife had to call all my brothers. I have PTSD from childhood and Iraq and Afghan, I have a shit ton of ‘isms and DID. I felt so bad for m wife, she was so scared and couldn’t stop me…thanks Russ…this is the best way for me to tell her how sorry I am!
yes i have BPD and relate so much
Yes me too😢
The fact this song hasn't blown up the way other raunchy songs have... is what's wrong w this world. ❤
Amen
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For everybody going through something, you've got this. I'm cheering for you on the sideline ❤
Needed to hear this thx so much
Too good. Ty for your words.
thank you
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It's so hard being a single mom ! 😢
My husband and I started dating as teenagers. I came from 2 parents whom fought about everything were so toxic and took it out on us. He came from foster parents and a sad childhood. We’re 2 broken teenagers full of anger grudges resentments no self love etc.
We fought a lot so many tears sleepless nights holes in the wall aggression.
We had kids grew up and realized we don’t want our children to grow up in a broken home so we fought hard to change and love one another and most importantly our selfs.
We’re the happiest we’ve ever been but we couldn’t have done it with our Heavenly Father. God is our foundation
together for 7 years married for 4
With all my bs aside I see him and I love him with my my being
With all his bs aside he loves me with all his souls.
Girl my husband and i are basically the same story.
@@courtneymitchell2013 may God bless your relationship and family. Fill it with love, patience, respect, gentleness, kindness.
Lay all your anxiety, stress and anger and watch how it’ll become happiness.
I love to see happy couples and families because we’re all going to die one day and the only thing we will leave behind and take with us is our memories. So make them good ones. God bless you ❤️
Almost the same exact. 16 met. 22 years now together. At almost 39 were finding us and building on those dreams we had b4 trauma took us over
Beauty from ashes ❤ what a beautiful testimony of his goodness
This song hits home so hard. I've with mental health issues all my life and substance abuse for the past 5 years. Both my parents were addicts and I lived with my grandparents. I thought I would be okay since I had seen firsthand how addiction affected my parents and how hard and scary it was watching my dad withdrawal and hearing he had an overdose, but i found my own poison apparently. I pushed away and hurt a lot of people I cared about because they were terrified they'd wake up one day and I wouldn't be there. My emergency contact had to be contacted twice because I was in the hospital unresponsive and hooked up to ivs. I lost my partner, friends, family, passion, hobbies, my life, but I went to rehab and today I am 90 days sober and me and my partner have restarted our relationship and I'm slowly rebuilding my life. It's hard and everyday I'm worried about relapse but this song really just helps explain how I feel when I can't myself.
I'm proud of you bro I really am I feel u 💯
Tell you I am PROUD of you!! Never look back and never give up babe
Keep strong and trust that you are worth the process. As J Cole said there's beauty in the struggle.
God bless you, In God all is possible
Idk who you are but I relate with you ❤ .... Keep going please... Please
The few lonely souls that listen & feel this song are the few and special people that we have left in this lost world.. may Our lord a savier bless you all
This was perfect timing to have Russ drop this song
Frr thoo
Swear
Facts
divine
Crying at 3 to a Russ song wasn’t my plan but here I am sobbing
I truly am so sorry to my BD for all I’ve put him through
hi hun, forgive yourself. you are human, even i have made mistakes. learn, grow, and try to move on. sending hugs
I couldn’t relate so much more… 😪
Felt the exact way 😞
You’re human my dear…. Give yourself a break ❤️
Accountability is the first step to responsibility. Your on the right path forgive others and forgive yourself too. Hope the best for you and those attached to you. 💯
I survive domestic abuse, finally left and had my second child by someone I loved and he left me…a few weeks pregnant, 1400 miles away married with a wife a few weeks later. Lost my job and had to pick up the pieces. Two baby girls I have to be strong and grind for harder then ever. I’m all they have. ❤
Stay strong ❤️ I believe in you stranger 🙏🫶 I survived abuse as well. I've never realized how bad it was until I got out of the situation. It definitely puts a toll on your mental health. I developed sleep paralysis after that toxic relationship. But it's been two years, I'm 25 now, doing the best i can. That man is a coward for not being there for your children. I hope your doing well. Sending love and prayers ❤
I’m 31 year old African woman in America. Diagnosed depressed & adhd at 18, bpd at 24, and now that I just began care for adhd was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder not bpd. To anyone with bpd, social anxiety, and adhd I would recommend learning about autism symptoms. Barely over 10 years ago it was acknowledged that adhd and autism can and do occur together. The struggles with emotional regulation, organization, and constant bullying for acting weird and aloof finally makes sense. There’s so many misdiagnosed and undiagnosed people struggling without the support they require or even knowing that they are entitled to said support. You’re not alone. You are loved. You matter.
This song resonates deeply with me. Throughout my life, I have often felt misunderstood and dismissed as irrational, simply because others failed to comprehend my background and experiences.
I’ve got a lot of childhood trauma from my parents and later today I’m going to a mental health facility to finally get the help I need after struggling with depression and anxiety for over 7 years this song hits so hard because I’ve been living it for the longest time
Therapy didn't help me.. 17 years of trauma
Therapy DID help me... everyone is different...I have BPD and CPTSD
..were warriors don't ever forget it...EDMR therapy saved my life... literally ❤
When russ music is reason why you change your ways with your children and try and give them a better childhood
27 years of trauma problems judgment etc and this is to fck lit but still can’t save my self life is to hard when u feel like shit and u make changes for nothing and the only thing u want is pace love and a family 😞😖☹️🙁😕😔😣
I've Lived this Song, and came out the other side. This is a Grade A Bangger of a Song, the Writer has some real life experience behind them... you can feel their Emotions, and Pain!
All I'm gonna say is thank you Russ for this beautiful song and helping me build myself back up I pray to God I can exceed all my dreams
You got this Brodie just keep your head up and faith in yourself God moves mountains for the ones who hear em.
This song hits deep when every lyric fits your situation...So many ppl walk around with so much pain that's deeply rooted in them and you'd NEVER know cause we've learned to hide it behind a broken fractured smile
This song will always have a special place in my heart. I’ll always see her face when I hear it and it just makes me want to continue to work on my mental health so I can have and give what the world has to offer. I’m very lucky to have this person in my life
I relate to this alot I have borderline personality disorder from extreme childhood trauma messes with my friendships and relationships
I was diagnosed this past summer and I can honestly say it does get better, BPD is rated one of the most painful mental illnesses out there. We are so strong, the right friends and the right relationship will come and they will understand you and everything you’ve been through 💜 don’t loose hope and never give up 💕
I was diagnosed with this but to scared to understand it
Sheesh I love you person reading this ❤️ it’ll all make sense soon just trust the ride
i dont userstand why this is the biggest music bust in history. the hook at 1:20 is perfect. Make an entire other song just from that. So many people waiting for it.
I Agree 💯
On repeat from 1:20@@AyushTamang-t7x
Everyone always leaves. Especially when you’re doing your best to get your shit together.
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Crying because past trauma really fucks with me and I’m just trying to get and be a better person for my partner, but I know I’m a handful and if you gotta go just go I’m fucked up damaged!!😩😩🤧🤧😭😭
You’re not alone we got you fam ❤.. stay positive and keep working on yourself!..
I too had a fucked up childhood and it still fucks with me alot… my gf of 5 years just dumped me cause of this even though things had been going better for the past 2 years..
Sometimes life gives you obstacles but i know you’ll be strong enough to get through them.
All love
- a random guy in the wrld
Same sis same
@@JakeBeaupreDon’t worry trying to become what your partner might be expecting you to act like him.? You are just you so just be YOU baby, Don’t change who you are or who you were. Just be YOU!! If you are helpful-truthful- and happy all will be ok.. you can’t act and do things like another person , you are being you, and your one of a kind SO JUST BE yourself .everything will be fine I know cause I did the exact thing..! Country Girl P.L. Good Night to all 0:51 0:51 😅❤
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@@PamLandrum-iu2vz thank you very much P.L. 🙏🏼 you’re the best 💪🏻 i hope you have a blessed day!
Russ with my favorite artist definitely hits different ❤
My mom was murdered in front of me when I was two years old, then my best friend was murdered in the capital massacre on my Suite 16, after that, I got kidnapped and raped for four days, and my virginity was taken from me, I’ve lost everybody I’ve ever loved. They’ve all been murdered or died of cancer. This song hits home.
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Keep your head up. I’m rooting for you
Jesus loves you what a testimony praying for you
ARE YOU FOR REal
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I welcome this song as my new favourite
On my mother💯
With arms WIDE open!! 🥺🤗🫶🏼
My cousin is going thru some rough shit and I've already been there, but currently going thru new struggles and changes as well, we are super close, always have been since we were kids. She posted the chorus of this to her story and I related bc of my husband, then I fell in love immediately when I heard the melody and beat.. I had to hear the rest... the most beautiful song I've heard in years for today's music... the amount of relateability brought me to tears.. AMAZING SONG!
Mid-relapse.. I replay this over and over and over and over again
I’m a bipolar schizophrenic I love this man! 🖤☝🏻💯 keep pushing we all need to!!! Good looks Russ
Getting sober and this is the song that aces every part of my journey !!
Russ is such a beautiful artist.. the lyrics just touch your soul.
Damn. This one hit me hard..wish I would have changed sooner...love u baby mama..wish it wasn't too little too late
Your comment hit me right in the feels..
In rehab now and I have someone I hurt and she is hanging in there and supporting me. This song is my life to the tee right now.
How do you have internet access in rehab? And if you have someone willing too stay with you through this please don't ever let it go
I'm in rehab too. Stay strong
@@therealYoungswannY you to
Been sober 10 years now i promise life gets so much better but don’t forget no matter what happens life just isn’t easy
Im an addict i want and am trying to get sober there is this lady i like and she likes me shes a recovering addict and tells me all the time she wishes i would get clean. We both know we cant be more then friends until i get sober. She does stay by my side while im working on me and im so grateful to have her as a friend ahe gives me hope to becoming sober.. i deserve a better me and so does the people around me especially her thank you Dez
A good support system is one of the most important components in recovery. And it seems like you have a good one in her. It doesn't make it any less difficult but knowing you have someone in your corner cheering you on it makes it more rewarding when you can both see the progress and be proud
Well done! Got me in tears definitely hits different ❤️💔 especially the fucked up dad and fucked up mama part😭
Made me feel like they wrote this song just for me
Where it hit me the worst😔😔..
Growing up raised by drug addicts and abusers this song hits so hard I can’t seem to keep the air in my lungs thinking of the memories regardless of how painful
I’ve never felt a song as deeply as this and sadly can relate! Thank god my grandma took custody of me. Proud that I was raised by my southern grandma lord I miss that woman so damn much. Alzheimer’s is a horrid disease. Thank you for this song! Love!
This is my new favorite song. Had my ex sent me this song to explain how he was feeling it would have been better than the way he did it. Beautifully written, simple and to the point. It resonated with me so thank you
On repeat anyone?
Yes
When a song just synchronizes with your life... Confirmation. Im here and ready 🦍 in this process for the ride...thick nd thin
This.
Fact
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Up until 10 years old i had a wonderful life, parents who loved each other and us... I remember it. 10 years old. Their habits got the best of them and things started to go so wrong. I have a little brother. I did my best to protect him. But as a kid yourself you can only do so much... eventually I was old enough to start dating. As an adult now, I see how I dated what I saw and new from them. I am still to this day unlearning and trying to fix my mentality when it comes to what "love" is.
And in the beginning they were actually the perfect example of what love was.
I'm thankful today that I finally got back on the right path and found someone who loves me and is patient with me. This song speaks volumes. Especially his other song losing control. Russ is super under rated but I felt he always understood where I came from..
I just got out of prison and after being incarcerated for a decade and seeing how my kids have grown my girl changed my mom and dad so far gone my family broken my family dead and gone r.i.p to the ones i didnt get to tell that I was sorry for heart ache and broken dreams this song saved my life tonight i was feeling at my ropes end seems like no one understands my depression and my mentality right now this song has been a foot hold at the end of that rope dont even know how i stumbled upon it but thank u for this song Russ. God Bless You
Im committed to change. Break the cycle for my husband and son. I love them more than life itself. Past trauma gets to me daily.. wanting to numb the pain when you got a kid and husband who loves you is the worst thing ever. We got this guys!🎉
This song hits 😢when childhood trauma sucks and you have to unlearn all those traits and not be around toxic people that you've grown up already around including your parents and not them being together yr whole life..ect
The real struggle is the change within oneself. When you only knew abuse or trauma from the people whom birth you were suppose to protect and love you unconditionally. Relate to this 💯! I always pray that I’ll meet the one person whom will love and understand me as a person! #weeachhaveastory
#rewritesineffect❤
I love this song... Russ that concert was the best with my youngest son for his 21st birthday... This Song goes hard in alot of ways... Thank you... God Bless 🙏
This hittin home right about now !!!!
I’ve never sobbed listening to a song until now
Went to the worst heartbreak this year dope song the world needs to hear it
This song I aim at myself . I’m talking to me . I hope I stay by my side for the sake of my babies and me. I really hope anyone who’s going through the same , stays by their own side . We got this … I think 💔
You got this💯
Russ I love you man. You know exactly how to get feelings out with your music! Number one favorite artist 😭❤️
With my moms being in federal lock up from 1 to 15 was hard she don’t like me now… my pops was there but he wasn’t here or there for me but for himself, always had his mind on bitches and drugs…
I feel you that trauma still fucking me up with my bi polar schizophrenic ass… I appreciate this song!! Stay strong to everyone reading this!!
This is Borderline Personality Disorder in a Perfect Song. Ty.
This is so sad. I’m crying 😭 it’s amazing how we go day to day walking by 10-1000 people a day and we have no idea what the other endured. Please be kind. We’re all struggling ❤❤
Eberyone with BPD snd Cptsd i hear you, i see you snd you're loved...were gonna make it .❤❤❤
We have to! No option💪
Russs 😱 KEEP EM COMIN BABY
I've been following Russ since 2015 and then I kind of just stopped listening to his music but I just stumbled upon this song and this really does hit home. My biological father is a meth addict and a sexual predator and then my biologic mom gave me up to foster care because I told her that the man that she was living with which is her first cousin was sexually assaulting me and abusing me and she chose him over me ,We haven't spoken in over a decade. I'm married now and I have been for 8 years and I've been in therapy all my life but healing is hard. Healing is everyday. You have to be consistent with your healing or else you're bound to hurt others. I'm so thankful to have someone who stays by my side when I'm working on me ❤
The way I’m feeling with this song. Music speaks for itself 😢 gosh it’s hard out here but pushing through
Yes growing up from a broken home and having to be adopted by my grandparents was hard. this song hits sooo hard. Especially in my relationships, its hard to keep someone in my life cuz of the trama and i keep my walls up all the time.
This hit different
I love this song .. I lost my son dec 13 2022 the worse pain I had to endure .. Lost myself completely lost so much now I’m trying get back to myself together and working on me and have long ways to go😢❤
I've never felt every work in a song until I heard this one.
i’m homeless because of my ex not understanding my past traumas and needing help to grow and things that haunt me. no other songs felt so real to my situation. i’m falling and just need help but i was abandoned for my past haunting me
Chloe don’t give up there’s always a light after it rains. After you get through the hard part you’ll be thankful you didn’t give up it’s only up from here just believe in yourself fam
As someone who is still there mentally and emotionally.. because this just happened to me within the last 2 months, I completely empathize. And I pray you can find somewhere safe to stay, be, heal.. someone who genuinely cares for you. I pray they show up very soon if they haven’t already.
Hang in there love. It does get better, and there are still kindred spirits in the world.. they’re just few and far between. Don’t lose faith.. whatever you do. 🙏🏼❤️🩹
My husband finally opened up about his childhood trauma. Looking back at our time together, it makes sense now. But maybe if you would finally open up about it and let someone in, it could jump start yalls healing. ❤️ I pray your storm runs out of rain soon. 😢
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It's no one's responsibility to carry anyone. We are responsible to carry ourselves. They are to love you unconditionally. Carry you
"Taught me that love means drama
Hostility was the problem solver"
"Im unlearning somethings, i dont expect you to stay but im hoping you don't leave"
My #1 favorite! 👏🏼🎉🙌🥰🤩❤️🔥💣🔥
This song hits hard
😢this song hits soo hard!! It’s been on repeat all day..
Dads in prison 😢 moms on drugs . Been lost for so long . But I never give up. Grew up at an early age with no choice. I just want to be happy god I hate being bipolar. The suicidal thoughts get to me sometimes. It’s so hard to fight. Just know I love you more than I love myself
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After the military I realized that I did that to bury the past and make it seem like I never had trauma and I had my crap together. Since 2016 I’ve been struggling with depression, anxiety, and substance abuse. I’m better now but not perfect. Russ, you’re one hell of a drug.
Everyone who’s seeing this, never give up. I wish o could be there for each and every one of you so you know you’re not alone ❤️🩹
This resonates with so many different things 🥹
My new favorite song I listen to it every day more then once when I’m in my car ❤
We just exist nothing more 😢
I’ve been through a lot in 34 years, my 20s was the hardest but I promise if you fight through the struggle life gets better🙏
Im a domestic violence survive 🙌🏽🙌🏽.... Its hard to get someone to date that will be patient with me. I've healed but scared are still there am to cautious, overly sensitive, observant and scared that they will hurt me, trigger or open my healed wounds. Needed to hear this song.
This song hits home 😢 talk about soul speaking 🔊 🙌 💔
Damn this song hits hard💔 just lost the love of my life who i was w for almost 4 years ik thats not the longest but it was enough time for me to completely fall for this girl all for it to fall on me in the end making my heart hurt. I never got to tell her enough how much i cared and its always been hard to open up to anyone about my trauma. If i could only go back and reverse all of this i would. I love you deanna and maybe one day i can say all the things i never opened up about..
wow … very true with someone with bpd this really does hit hard , first song ever to really hit this way
My new favorite
I love you DJK!!! I will always be by your side!
This song hits the soul Deep asf😭😭😭💔💔💯💯☝☝ love this one. Another banger foshos💯💯☝☝😩😩🔥🔥
This song stuck me first thing I swipe on social media and it’s speaking volumes I can hear now fully grown out of the hole I’ve dug but there still work to do. 🎉❤
This one hits hard Yoo😢😢.. Respect ❤❤❤
Wow I love this song so much.
Going through it the past few days and this song hits! Scared that I’m doing the same blow ups with my mate that my parents did to me. I want to stop it but my emotions trick me. Therapy for the 4 years now and I’m still unlearning trauma.
Same I think my gf is leaving me she hasn’t been home in days and she said she’s coming to talk and get her stuff on the weekend idk what to do I don’t want her to go
This needs to be a rock song
Just realest shit heard just got out addictions chains ⛓️ released from jail and finally workin on me . Little faith goes long way and can finally breathe 🙏🏻
This song is amazing!!
Fire 🔥 ❤ love me some RUSS ‼️😘😘
underrated song but relatable tho 😢🔥
sometimes this song makes me cry in a way bc its so relatable 😥
One the best ones 🤌🏻
Why do we all feel the same damn emotions but can never relate. This society is all the same but we carry around an ego and always try to compete with each other. 😢 it’s sad man….
I think we’d all be better off if we were more honest/transparent with ourselves and others.
Obsessed.💯🤟🏼🖤
This song hit my feels so hard
Start of the first verse was slapin. Start of the second 🤏
....to the old me 🫶🏻!! I feel this deep
Wish I could send this to my baby daddy but he wouldn't get it still... but he talks about how he grew up.
First time hearing this an it hits so hard when having PTSD from childhood.
Love ur music bro❤❤
This hit home ❤😢
This is deep and so accurate