everyone’s comments make me so sad :( i hope everyone does better, i promise you everything will be worth going through this in the future. you’ll look back and be proud that you made it. even if ending it means the pain ends... the pain is just getting passed on to your loved ones and friends, and if you don’t have friends like me i’ll be glad to become one of yours. someone who actually listens and you don’t have to feel insecure with. my socials are in the description of the video i’m usually on insta but please reach out to me it’s better to let it out. silence really messes one up. you’re safe to tell me anything. please just reach out to someone don’t keep it in. have a good day and if it’s shitty... make it a better day for me please. it’ll be okay baby i promise.
Same I wished I have contact with my best friend from 2nd grade until I had to move with my grandma because my dad went to jail for drunk driving about 2-4 years ago hes out now tho I miss all my friends the friend I miss most is my best friend from when I was 5 years old,she was my friend for 3 years before I had to move
@@irisinmars Bestie, I hope you're doing better because no one deserves that and I hope you meet so many nicer people that love and care for you. You deserve the best and I know you'll get there. I'm rooting for you!
@@irisinmars good thing you left I hope you’re doing well now Im proud for how brave you are you deserve better and I hope he gets the karma he deserves
This actually happened to me when my best friend sorry I mean ex best friend told me if I didn't do what she wanted me to do then she'll tell my ex crush I liked them and I told her please don't tell him but I will not do what she wanted me to do because it was bad idea to do to someone and she did anyway and the guy came up to me and asked if I liked him and I said yes I do and he looked at me in discuss and said that he didn't like me and his friend also came up and looked at me in discuss and went with him. As soon as I walked up to my friends they started asking me if I really did liked my ex crush and I figured that she told the whole crowd of people that I like him, so I said that I used to like him and some of the people kept their distance from me or stopped talking to me completely. This all happened in elementary school. A little back story on my ex best friend who said that she will never replace me or call anyone else their best friend apparently that was a lie and she did replaced me. Another time she told me to break up my friends boyfriend who was also my friend and I said no and that she can do it all by herself but she was manipulating me and kept persuading me until I said okay I will but this is the only time I will do something for you. So you know what I did,I walked up to them and told them everything and walked away.
To make this even sadder i think that happened to one discord friend off mine , she told me she finna go to bed , and never went back online after that
Yeah... I had a friend on discord who I was chatting with, and he said he had to leave cuz he and some pals of his were going out bowling. He said he'd talk when he came back from it. He went offline and has stayed that way ever since. About a month later, the topic came up, and I remembered I hadn't seen him on in awhile, so I asked some people that knew him irl, and it turns out that night, he never made it to the bowling alley due to being killed my a drunk driver. It kinda just hit me how life can be going just fine one second, and then the next can really just throw your whole world upside down.
One time i got grounded for a while, ad when i came back, my best friend had deleted everything. i never saw them ever again, and they never gave me word. they never told me anything. the last words i heard from them was "thats so cool!". the worst thing was, i never got to say goodbye.
"she's gone." i hear instant sobbing and hysteria fill the hospital that she was in. i had to go to the corridor to just, break. i still can't get over it after 2 years. i love you, grammy. fly high.
Im sorry for the loss, I bet she was a great woman who had passed through alot to keep you and the famliy safe, she lived a great life and passed peacefully My wishes -Emery (Beta_7)
Met my previous life's soulmate, sadly I am dying and I have 10 years to live. She is what I expected to be and we probably had the same fate where I died early and reborn while she kept living. I told her "Don't worry, when we meet again in the next life, I will be healthier for you."
Did u know the worlds funniest man was the one that made the most sad quote “ I like the rain because no one can see me crying in it” - Charlie Chaplin
“hey, im moving back to my house.” “oh why?” “they finished renovations.” “oh cool!” “hey [friends name]?” “yea?” “promise to come visit the new and improved and pretty awesome house soon?” “yea! besides the apartments are pretty smelly.” its been years… why haven’t you visited?
when i hear his song.. it gives me comfort but also reminds me of how lonely and depressed i am, i have no one to talk to. im just now realizing how unmotivated i am. always questioning my will to live.., i just want to be loved and find happiness.
Thank you, I'll saw goodbye now. Though it's the end of the world dont blame yourself. And if its true I will surround you and give life to a world, that's our own.
I relate so hard- I just feel all the time that my loved ones don’t actually love me and I’m truly alone. Sometimes I wanna end it. at the same time, I don’t want my life to end. I’ll miss everything I love and I’ll never see it again. Just hang in there, even though I’m a random stranger on the internet, I just want to let you know I love you and you have so much to live for. 💖
trashypersononlinewholikesdsafandotherstuff i love you so so much 💕 keep living too I just want you to talk to your family and let them know that your hurting and if you need someone to talk to it here for you! Just reply or anything i will listen because I know that I would want someone to listen! Be safe and know that your here for a reason 💓💓
To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸 ♡ - Love you stranger (This is not mine but im doing this to help)
Imagine: The world ends. Everyone, dead or alive, in the void or in their afterlife hears a longer version of this song as the credits roll displaying the names of everyone whos ever lived, oldest to youngest. And the names of people in relation to each other whether it be friend, family, or other, are next to each other. A sense of bittersweet sorrow goes everyone. A sense of being complete, but knowing that the world is ending. Knowing that they will miss their friends and family, but it will be okay.
hey man i hope you are okay, just know that there are still people out there who care and who love you. i am a complete stranger but i want you to keep going even though i don't know you you are alive and are still going wich makes you a fighter and never stop fighting because nothing is worth it to make a end to it . i myself have lost too many thanks to depression and bullying and natural causes wich hurts but i keep fighting for those people who can't anymore and if needed i will also fight for you 😎 keep going
The fact that this was literally about 17-18 days after I was born really shows me how much happened before and during my lifetime. Also I’m sorry that happened to you.
This makes me feel like im going on an adventure through events that happen in my life but in a whole diff universe. This kind of reminds me of my mom as well, she passed away on march 3rd 2020. The first time i heard these lyrics: "ill say goodbye soon, (Her leaving the world) tho its the end of the world, ( It feels like the worlds ending soon bc of everything happening) dont blame yourself love. ( she wouldnt want me to feel guilt like our family does ) And if its true, (if the world is coming to an end) i will surround u , (watch over me) and make a world of our own." ( the world she created in heaven) Those lyrics are kind of like something my mom would do or say in a way. Also wow thanks for the likes i- Also thanks to all of your condolences much appreciated 🖤❤
s e r e n i t y シ I’m so sorry for your loss, I haven’t experienced any deaths but I’m glad you’re happy, your mom would be proud of who you are now. I always felt this in a deep way but yours, woah. That’s a whole other way and it’s calming and makes sense.
At the end when it starts to cut out, I imagined this: Laying on my side, in a desolate landscape. It really was the end of the world. The orange sun was sitting, and oxygen was running low. We played the tape of our most important person saying their final message to us one more time, but it was too scratchy to make out now. So... it's time for us too... to rest.
The lack of air is muffling the sound as well. If the world's bout to end, might as well stop breathing and listen. It was a beautiful voice wasn't it? It was a beautiful world, wasn't it? Good-night
Personally I think of no man’s sky campaign after the second time you meet the atlas and you have sixteen minutes left before the complete destruction of the universe and everything you knew
“You’ll be back, right?” “Of course! It’s just a little trip! I love you!” “Yeah yeah go on you’re gonna miss the plane!” last seen: April 23, 2016. “I love you.”
"I'm sorry.. I need to go now, we'll chat tomorrow. Pinky promise!" "Haha ok, but..." "What's wrong?" "Are we... going to be friends...forever..?" "Haha... don't be silly, we'll always be...I won't never want to change that" *last read 2 years ago* ...I miss u~
"Gotta head to head to bed. See you tomorrow." "Aight goodnight." "Last seen: 8 years ago" 3 months later "Last online: 3 minutes ago" The return of the king
this song makes me feel so many things at once, it comforts me in a sad way but it also feels like the definition of watching your life be lived/not feeling alive but still living. but its also like a reminder to breathe and enjoy the littlest things in life. its hard to explain but i love it.
“I will see you tomorrow?” “Yeah, definitely! :)” “Alright, have a good night. I love you!” *”I love you too.”* your message was sent today from 18 years ago due to a failed sent message. edit: ok so this comment was supposed to mean that there are two friends/lovers. One asking "hey, wanna hang tomorrow?" the other responding with "yeah." and the first bids them a "good night, ily". the other who responded might have depression or s**c*dal thoughts and made a plan to.... they wrote their final message to their friend/lover but it never sent right away and it now just sent after years. "ily too." it doesn't make sense cuz of the years thing since that is too long but it sounded better in my mind :")
*The meteor is about to hit earth, the world is full of chaos, you and your partner know that this is the end, you grab their hands and turn on the radio, it's the first song you listened to with them, you slow dance with them, no words leaving you or your partners mouth, the silence was all that was needed for both of you to understand how much you love eachother, the song ends as you share one last kiss, there's still 5 hours until the meteor strikes earth, you head to the bedroom and cuddle for the last time, you run your fingers through their hair for the last time, you look into their eyes for the last time, you smile at them for the last time.... Your partner sheds a few tears and you wipe them away, you hold them closer as you both drift to sleep together for the last time dreaming about when you first met them....* *You wake up in a field, the golden glow of the sunrise making the scene more beautiful then before, you hear a small noise behind you so you turn around, only to see your partner, you start to sob as you run into their embrace, you leave their grasp and hold their hand as you walk into the sunrise talking about past memories....* *The end......*
Thank you, after all the soul shattering comments I just read, this gave me much comfort aaaaaaa TwT and a fanfic idea hh have a lovely day, dear stranger. And pls remember to hydrate, aight? 🍪💖
ive been anxious for weeks now, and i feel like there's a void in my stomache. it's so uncomfortable and it makes me feel uneasy, as if everytime something bad would happen. i want to make good memories if i could before the world ends, life is too short not to enjoy.
I've had to have listened to this song at least 100 times, not counting all the times I listened to different versions and covers of it. I can literally never get tired of the song, and everytime I hear it i feel safe. I still get chills and feelings no matter how many times I listen. Thank you for this.
At 2:11 it gives me a feeling that you get once you finish reading a really interesting book. And you feel alone, cause you got so into the book that it felt like it's a part of your life.
“Hey I’m sorry..” “for the last time” “I spoke to you & only realizing” “that’ll be the only time I’m ever gonna see you or hear from you -------again-------- “I hope too see you again” “in our next life knowing that-“ I’d give you more attention” “Than I already did for the past ------Few Year’s------ Sincerely, Colin “I’ve always did loved you” -Even In The AfterLife- If there is one.. that is-
She won't see this but... Dear kindergarten frenemy, I may have not liked you a lot back then but I miss you a lot. I don't know if you remember me or our other friend but we still remember you. You're still in China, right? I hope you stay safe if you're still alive. - Love, Jelene (AKA, chicken)
Pretty much just got broken up with today, currently sobbing while I listen to this and remember all the cute things we used to do together, and now that we’ll never do again 👍🥲
" Hey, don't play the campaign yet. Let me play it with you! " "Alright!" That was the last thing my little brother said to me before he went and took his life. I still haven't played it, and I honestly think I won't be able to bring myself to play it.
This song expresses the feeling I would feel if my grandmother would die I've pretty much grown up with her. My mom dropped out of college to bring me a better life without my biological father. It was me, my mom, and my grandparents living in a brownstone (and then my step-father). When I was born, she was already in a wheelchair from a car accident, with one foot, all her toes were gone and the other only a couple. But it was normal for me, I just loved her. She's a retired judge and she's amazing, positive, stubborn, and can always put a smile on my face. She's fighting diabetes, kidney failure, and something else that I forgot. Every day I worry about her and her state. The last thing I want is to hear that call from my grandfather. I know it's inevitable, but I don't think my heart would take it...
This song makes me rethink everything I've done to me and my family. The line, 'Don't blame yourself,' sounds like something my grandma would've said to me if she knew what would've happened in the future, after she died. I've always blamed myself because I feel like it was my fault for being weak, making it easy for them to pick on me. I also blamed myself because my sister used to cut herself, I used to think that because after I told her it was, 'her fault for not standing up for me,' even though she was going through a lot, with the bullying at school at now her younger sister blaming her for what happened to her. I used to let those people control my life so much, even when they were gone. I feel like they've done much to my mother and sister that I can't even compare to it. I used to think that it was my sister's fault I was being picked on by people who were supposed to be family, but weren't. My mother has told me many times that I could blame her, but nobody else, she used to tell me that it was her fault, nobody elses. She let them bully me because she didn't want our cat and us to live in a car. Thinking back on it makes me really sad because I built these tall walls around myself so that nobody could get in, I was kept in a room for who knows how long and just forced to sit on my bed, I couldn't even get up or walk around or they would make my mother hit me. Now it sounds stupid but she knew that if she didn't listen to them they would kick us out. I was locked in my room because their dog bit my leg and I kicked him because I did a kicking motion - on accident - because of the pain. They say he didn't bit me but he did. Our cat was also locked in one room but when she did escape that one time, she tore up my mother's arm because low and behold there was a dog there and Boo was only raised around one bunny. After we got out of that area I spend a lot of time in my room either walking excessively or sitting down for a short period of time. I give my dog a lot of anxiety when I pace. I come out of my room more often but I also tend to stay up late, like I am now. I can hardly get good sleep anymore. I suck at showing my emotions and so my family thinks that I don't care about a lot of things. I do care but no matter how I tell them they don't believe me. They know about being locked in a room for a summer part too. I get frustrated easily too, I can show negative emotions really easy but I find it hard to be showing positive emotions, even if I'm happy. I just don't know how to feel or look in most situations so I just look empty, or as my mother calls it, 'Resting b face,' which I find funny. I'm getting better at not raging at my family, still struggling with showing how I feel though. Sorry for writing this long, haha (๑•﹏•)(´-﹏-`；)=_=O_o
“thank you, i’ll say goodbye soon though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now and if its true, i will surround you and give life to a world that's our own”
This song makes me feel better about the fact that I (very recently) lost the person I loved the most. It reminds me to be grateful for the memories we made. It's sad but it can't be helped.
“I gotta go out of town let’s finish the Castle tomorrow it’s going to be great” -last online 9 years ago .. .. Hey mike I finished the castle it took a while cause your not here it still has your dog Jackie 🥺 but I do hope your doing good in heaven you had such an amazing personality you will always be missed I still dm you even tho your not with us anymore Rip🕊
Aw that's really sad, if this is real then I'm so sorry u lost ur friend. I'm guessing u were talking abt Minecraft and I can only imagine how much fun u guys had playing. Again, I'm really sorry and I'm sure he meant alot to u
@@strangebangtan12 Yea it is real he was my besties friend ever I miss him and loved him he died in a car accident and I can’t wait until I can see him again we played more than Minecraft but we where building a Castle and he passed before we could finish.💔❤️
@@heygurl3941 aw man life is so freaking painful and all we can do is deal with it...which in most cases, we really don't want to bcuz of all the pain and stress and frustration it causes us and I'm so sorry that u had to endure all the emotional pain this accident caused u and I hope one day, u two will meet again up in heaven💛
I want this to be played at my funeral, just so that it makes everyone more likely to cry. So that while I’m watching them cry I can pretend they cared.
DANGANRONPA V3 SPOILERS AA I wish that i could’ve played this song when i died. Nobody cared about me when i died. They only cared about Kaito. Ill pretend that they cared, maybe that’ll make me feel better.
Man... When my dad died and i realised that he died, i didnt know what to do. I was 4 when my dad died and i asked my mum for cookies when she was crying her literal eyes out. I still dunno what to do, i just feel lost without a father. Do me a favor... Since it hurts so bad when you lose somebody important... Just please spend time with your loved ones. The more you know them, the less it hurts when they die. My dads death hurt so bad that im unable to love anyone.
mine when i was nine. I'm still sad because I never told my father I love you because I was too young. He always wanted to see me gratuading from school. I hope he can see from above what I've achieved. I'm 15 now
@@milad316 awh man- I'm 16 and when my father died it was the first time I saw my mother crying... It was just pain. I was little so I didn't understand the situation but now..
"Heyy! let's see each other again tomorrow right?" "Of course!!" "Alright, I gotta go.... see ya!" "See you too!" *Then quarantine started* *We were not able to see each other again....*
btw for those who feel like they're mistake's of nature, let me tell you one thing: YOU ARE 1000% NOT A MISTAKE OF NATURE, YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING. AND DESERVE MULTIPLE REASONS TO LIVE OKAY? IF YOU WEREN'T EVEN BORN THEN I WOULD HOPE THAT YOU WOULD'VE BEEN BORN SOONER OR LATER, CAUSE NATURE DEFINITELY NEEDS MORE PEOPLE. OKAY? (if this didn't help then w h o o p s. I was just trying to help out ya know?)
This song being slowed makes me feel like I'm in the bathtub with my ears under water. Memories from my past plays in my head as the song plays, but for some reason I feel at peace.
4:24 I can just imagine myself running from a place i call “home“ into the arms of freedom with the voices and screams from the place fading and into an open feild with one tree with a swing and walk towards it to sit looking at the sky and take deep breaths from running smiling Finally, the feeling of freedom and happiness.
this sounds like my grandpa, he was amazing. he always cheered me up, he died of Alzheimer's last year, he made me so happy, I wanna go back in time, and see him again. rest easy, pop... may you fly high. 😔
I remember listening to thus album way back in 2015 and it was this super weird niche music, so happy that it is now getting the attention and respect it deserves
im a mentally ill person and this songs makes memories come back but good ones,youll never hear from me again but dont blame yourself,ive suffered enough but. while youre still reading this...please hold on.
I have a girlfriend, a job, a loving family, and a growing UA-cam Channel. And yet I still feel empty... and alone. I want to end it. I hate this feeling, and I want it to stop. Update: I’m okay. I’m not good, but I’m okay.
My name is Ethan yooo dood, don’t do it man, you’re gonna look back when you have kids and a loving family that you’ve started on your own and be super proud that you made it through and that you’re alive to that present day. i’m in the same situation except the loving family i have issues rn but we’re not all perfect. my social media is in the description of the video i’m always here for you to vent to. no one will ever know and it’ll be private just please id hate to see your family hurt that you’re gone. they wouldn’t like to go to your funeral, it’s not your time yet.
Hey, i know you posted that comment 2 months ago but im concerned, are you okay ? I know it’s a stupid question because you are not okay, but please don’t let this feeling slowly kill you. If you want to speak just give me you Snapchat or your number or anything, i know i am a stranger but if i can help i am here ! Take care of you, even if you hate this feeling it’s not you, this feeling will never be you... ♡
@@MyNameIsEthan I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Always look up. My Discord is OzzyAkiro47 5818 if you want to talk to anyone. I'm always online but I'll be starting a job soon. Same goes for anyone else.
Lyrics (For anyone who wants to sing along💜) Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon Though its the end of the world, Don't blame yourself now And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own Thank you, I'll say goodbye now Though its the end of the world, Don't blame yourself And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own Thank you, I'll say goodbye now Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself And if its true, I will surround you and give life to a world That's our own
The world is ending So you go as fast as you can to your significant other's house to spend your last breath of air with the person you love When you get there they are with another person The world ends with you crying while watching them hugging and happily dying...
Everybody’s talking about how they have their old best friend meanwhile I found it so hard to make friends that I don’t have any that I have memories with..🙂
When I remember my old friends, I can just remember how I was so stupid to stay by their side after all they did to me. They were all fake, and now people wonder why I don't wanna open up to others anymore.
Эта песня каждый раз заставляет меня плакать из-за того, что я представляю себя рядом с друзьями,которых у меня нет. Как мы веселимся, обнимаемся, вместе плачем и поддерживаем друг друга. Столько лет я верила, искала своих людей, но в этом году я боюсь, что не смогу больше выдержать. Весь последний год я начала часто задыхаться, когда видела компании друзей. У меня вечный ком в горле и головные боли. Я просто надеюсь, что однажды я все таки смогу. Не сдамся. Я буду сидеть на качелях, а рядом мои друзья, самые лучшие люди, мои солнышки, будут веселиться и кидаться снежками. А я буду наблюдать за ними и радоваться. Я люблю вас, мои будущие друзья.
To anyone who sees this: You’re so strong, even though I’m stranger u will probably never meet, I believe in you. Let your tears flow. Don’t be afraid to reply to me spilling your bottle because it’s starting to overflow. I too, have a lot of sadness in my life and I’ll confess: I don’t know why I can’t let go. But, that’s normal. I’m sure what you’re feeling someone can relate to you and you can both get through it together. I hope you keep on living for me stranger 💜
I honestly have no one to really talk to about some sad things that had happen to me so because you said I could reply I well but yo I don't have to respawn and this is not in any order cause I can't remember when all this happened I was sad for some weeks after my grandpa died I still miss him he was one of the people who made me happy When I made my First friend on roblox I was really happy we had so manly great memories on roblox but sadly in 2020 she stopped coming online I wonder what happened to her i miss her I also kinda hate going on roblox now because of that I still have more friends on roblox I wanna talk to them but I can't because my game needs to update and its hard to do that on a laptop In 2020 someone asked if I wanted to be there friend so I said sure but then she went to someone I don't trust right after she said that they both laughed and she said just kidding This year I feel kinda out of place when im talking to my friends I feel left out I feel like they are ignoring me and one of my friends is moving soon I have 4 friends after she moves I well have only 3 friends to talk to In 2020 I had a hard time making friends I also didn't talk as much I didn't trust hardly anyone but I used to have only 3 friends but one day I didn't trust my friend anymore she told a person I didn't trust a so called joke so when she asked about that I said she lied I didn't trust my best friend anymore because not only was that a joke but it was a secret and she started to act different one day I said your acting a bit different she was confused of course When I was 6 or 7 or something my moms friend died I was sad a bit but when my pets die I was sad oc course One roblox I got a lot of people who hated me all because my friends friend told some people to help build a house in a game and then he asked what do you think of it I said the truth and said I didn't like he was happy that I said the truth but the person who build it was very angry but I soon lost that account due to a virus I missed my friends there but then i made an account with a similar name but anyways on on of my account on roblox someone told me to go die all because I was having enough of that person saying mean things to my online friend but one of my online friends that I call moonlight hasn't been online for awhile she was also my best friend I keep thinking in a bad friend now since I don't go on roblox for awhile to talk to my online friends but I also think im a horrible friend because I keep thinking my friends in real life think im annoying or something I kinda hate myself a bit because of that I also sometimes feel lonely but now I am being tested for the virus I also have a cat that might be dying because his heart is beating fast and it is walking weirdly I well hate it if he died he is a young cat maybe 2 or 1 years old yet not a kitten but still young One time on roblox someone said that I was sad for no reason I am also sad because my favorite youtuber died round 2019/2020 I do feel a bit better telling someone about all of this even tho you well probably never read this (Btw this is only some things that was sad that had happened to me)
@@-Misty-- I’ve read all of that and I truly feel bad for you and at da same time I know how you feel, I actually relate to some of the things you said, I lost most of my friends due to them having new friends to hang out with and when I try to make new friends they all just leave and forget about me
This song can't get stuck in my head As if I forget that it exists the very next day Due to that Every time I listen to it It feels like it's my first time listening to it A feeling I can repeat This song is unique to me And I find that it holds memories,both positive and negative As if my mind goes blank,or I lose a part of my soul
2:11 has a flashback of elementary passing candies on Valentine’s Day “comes back from flashback” looks down 20years old in debt and in college trying to make a living ☺️
"I'm going to log off bro because this disease is killing me" *Last message 467 days ago* Drago777, I hope we can rebuild our Castle on our next life 😁
"Good thing we can all meet up while still breathing, hehe" "Yes, remember to come visit us again" "We will! Take care" My last words to my great aunt. I love you. I wish I were there...
I feel two things: 1: I’m floating in outer space while earth becomes uninhabitable. We ruined it, and now I’m the only one who’s guaranteed to survive, and I’m the only one alone in space. But I’m not going anywhere, I’m just floating with no meaning. I’m lonely. Everyone has gone by this point. I start thinking about the memories. All that is gone. I feel empty and I just lie there, floating, waiting for something to happen, waiting to end my misery. Thanks for reminding everyone! Unfortunately I was gone for some time because well... mom hates when me and my device are together but I’m here! 2: I’m just lying down, playing the tape that shows in the video. Knowing someday I’ll die. And so will everyone else. We could evolve to new beings or just straight up die. And if we do get extinct, would there be someone else to take our place? Or will the universe just lay dead? Will it stay dead forever? Or will something else come back? Then I notice that it’s midnight. Just a purple light coming from the thing playing the tape, or whatever. One day all of this will be gone. But for now, I’m still here. I don’t know what is going to happen, if I should be doing something. I might regret laying here later on. But it’s not like my life matters. It would matter right now, but a long time from now, which would eventually pass, I’d just be nobody. Generations after me would not even know who I was, I’d be a complete stranger. Everything I did now would be considered cringe, strong, brave, weak, lazy, I don’t know. But if I do something right now, I could change something the way I want to. But of course, there’s too many boundaries. I keep dreaming about stuff I’ll never do and that’s how it will end, I think. There ya go!
the first one reminds me of this think i saw on VRV to “Shelter” where this girl was sent out into space in a shuttle and she was hooked onto wires and such to keep her alive. she was the only human in the entire world because the earth had crashed with another planet and he father sent her out to space so she could live but she lives through a simulation all alone in her life
I remember the first time listening to this song I was walking home from school in the rain and this song came on and it was one of the best feelings ever. It was the most alive over ever felt I can even explain it. I just loved everything the beautifull beat the rain pouring down on me. That was one of the only times I cried from pure joy. I would give anything to go back to that time.
To whoever needs to hear this. You are very much loved. You are beautiful.♡ I'm so proud of you making it this far! Your doing amazing hun! ♡ Male sure to eat and drink water! I hope you feeling better soon :)
I have lost lots of things in just 2 years. My uncle, my dog, friends, mental state I used to have and I have gone through lots of pain. I try feeling better but I just pull myself down. I don’t know why but I do. I say to my self that it’s to just let go but I can’t. I cry and cry and I can’t stop it. I let it all out sometimes.
@@dinoboricua dont say that you have a life, you will lose others, but you will see them again in heaven, please go get some water sleep and something to eat, you are perfect enough to die.
@@ghinainfamous I know that no one can escape death if that’s what you’re saying and I did find something to eat and drink thx. But yea I am just disappointed with how life turned out so far in life.
A few years ago, I took a trip to Montana with a bunch of friends and on the 4th of July we went to a lake. While my close friends left to walk around, I stayed and laid on the grass feeling the warmth of the sun and softness of the grass. At night, the fireworks began. I was the only one cheering from my friend group. In bed that night, I was the only one still awake. I was the only one to go look at the stars. I was the only one out in the cold night to look at the stars. When two friends finally noticed, that came over to me with blankets (they know I get cold very easily), A wrapped me in them but kept asking me why I was outside. I kept telling them "The stars are so beautiful, I can't see them like his at home." I didn't sleep well that night or for the next two weeks but those stars were worth it. I don't know why this song makes me feel the same way. I'll be back, hopefully. I'll edit this once I get to those stars. Wish me luck. Edit: I made it to the stars yall :) 2024
“We both aren’t in a good place Alex, we will meet again” “I know, until we see each other again” Tinley if you are out there, I hope you are ok. Live well for me, maybe in the next life we will meet again
"You can come Franklin, it'll be fun" "Yeah, okay hang on" *walks over to me* "You need me to stay here?" "will you?" "Okay, I will." "never mind, I', not coming. sorry bro" *he hugged me while I cried. he inspired me. I don't care if we weren't related.* *HE WAS MY BROTHER.* HE taught me that when you've fallen down, you have to pick yourself up again. I may not ever accept the fact that you're gone, Franklin. But I will try my hardest to honor you. May 5th, he was officially gone. I hit the ground, damaging my legs and they still give out at random. I lost all of our memories, making even more of my life fuzzy and unknown. I have to go places to recover them. I may not ever be able to do what you did. Swim. Run. And all around be amazing. "I'm sorry my brother keeps trying to kill you with his truck." I know I can't be just like you. "it's fine, haha!" But even so. "Cya around" I will try for you. "See you later" Because *you* were there for me. Goodbye, Franklin.
had a friend, 2016 me and him were super young, I was 5, He was 6: "one more game!" "alright, I gotta hop off though, its 7:30 on a school night! "pleaseeee?" "tomorrow!" I haven't seen him since
Believe it or not it actually happened to me once I was 15 finally gotten access to my old 360 from back when MW and MW2 were a thing we fought well and did the special ops hell we were on the leaderboard globally and we had fun then I joined his party and he said who are you? And reading this brought me back
This song reminds me of all the happy times I used to have that I wish I took my time to appreciate. All I can do now is look back and them and regret never actually appreciating him. He's gone now and I cant change anything. Just gotta move on I guess.
everyone’s comments make me so sad :(
i hope everyone does better, i promise you everything will be worth going through this in the future. you’ll look back and be proud that you made it. even if ending it means the pain ends... the pain is just getting passed on to your loved ones and friends, and if you don’t have friends like me i’ll be glad to become one of yours. someone who actually listens and you don’t have to feel insecure with. my socials are in the description of the video i’m usually on insta but please reach out to me it’s better to let it out. silence really messes one up. you’re safe to tell me anything. please just reach out to someone don’t keep it in. have a good day and if it’s shitty... make it a better day for me please. it’ll be okay baby i promise.
I'll be strong for once🙁
Thank you ❤️😢
Avril, I was wondering if I could use this for my new video? I’ll only use a snippet of it tho
🥺
👉🏻👈🏻
Thank you
I'll be okay,but thank you for worrying
I hope everyone I’ve ever met, whether in real life or online, are doing well.
Yeah, I wish that, although people don't wish the same for themselves...
😔🤙🏻🖤
kalo baek kirim duet lu beli am
Same I wished I have contact with my best friend from 2nd grade until I had to move with my grandma because my dad went to jail for drunk driving about 2-4 years ago hes out now tho I miss all my friends the friend I miss most is my best friend from when I was 5 years old,she was my friend for 3 years before I had to move
I hope the same
The worst mistake you can make is walking away from the person who actually stood there for you and waited for you...
@@irisinmars Bestie, I hope you're doing better because no one deserves that and I hope you meet so many nicer people that love and care for you. You deserve the best and I know you'll get there. I'm rooting for you!
@@irisinmars good thing you left I hope you’re doing well now Im proud for how brave you are you deserve better and I hope he gets the karma he deserves
@@irisinmars np be careful hope it goes well
This actually happened to me when my best friend sorry I mean ex best friend told me if I didn't do what she wanted me to do then she'll tell my ex crush I liked them and I told her please don't tell him but I will not do what she wanted me to do because it was bad idea to do to someone and she did anyway and the guy came up to me and asked if I liked him and I said yes I do and he looked at me in discuss and said that he didn't like me and his friend also came up and looked at me in discuss and went with him. As soon as I walked up to my friends they started asking me if I really did liked my ex crush and I figured that she told the whole crowd of people that I like him, so I said that I used to like him and some of the people kept their distance from me or stopped talking to me completely. This all happened in elementary school. A little back story on my ex best friend who said that she will never replace me or call anyone else their best friend apparently that was a lie and she did replaced me. Another time she told me to break up my friends boyfriend who was also my friend and I said no and that she can do it all by herself but she was manipulating me and kept persuading me until I said okay I will but this is the only time I will do something for you. So you know what I did,I walked up to them and told them everything and walked away.
I have to walk away because I can't burden them and drag them down with me anymore.
_Here's some cute facts about Animals, to distract You from sad things
omg thank you!
Thank you so much I needed this
Oommggg im ness and i just want to say ...
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PK Thank You (ToT)
I needed this 😭
Thanks i needed this 💗
“I’ll be back in like, 3 years don’t worry!”
Alicia it’s been 7 years. When will you come back? I miss you.
you make me crying bro..
Bro my sister who passed aways name is Alicia 😭
True story?
@@zahraakrayem2368 unfortunately, yes
my ex friends name is alicia. i miss her
"One day,I will die....and everyone will think I'm just offline"
-a Legend
Never really thought about it before...damn
To make this even sadder i think that happened to one discord friend off mine , she told me she finna go to bed , and never went back online after that
@@kyiki9906 :[ I’m so so so so so sorry for your loss….
Yeah... I had a friend on discord who I was chatting with, and he said he had to leave cuz he and some pals of his were going out bowling. He said he'd talk when he came back from it. He went offline and has stayed that way ever since. About a month later, the topic came up, and I remembered I hadn't seen him on in awhile, so I asked some people that knew him irl, and it turns out that night, he never made it to the bowling alley due to being killed my a drunk driver. It kinda just hit me how life can be going just fine one second, and then the next can really just throw your whole world upside down.
One time i got grounded for a while, ad when i came back, my best friend had deleted everything. i never saw them ever again, and they never gave me word. they never told me anything. the last words i heard from them was "thats so cool!". the worst thing was, i never got to say goodbye.
"she's gone."
i hear instant sobbing and hysteria fill the hospital that she was in.
i had to go to the corridor to just, break.
i still can't get over it after 2 years.
i love you, grammy.
fly high.
Im sorry for the loss, I bet she was a great woman who had passed through alot to keep you and the famliy safe, she lived a great life and passed peacefully
My wishes
-Emery (Beta_7)
Damn bro, that sucks.
I love my grandma so much, but I know that I don’t have infinite time with her so I love every moment I have with her
"Don't worry I'll be back"
_-Last conversation 10 months ago._
_If there is a second life, i hope to find you there._
Met my previous life's soulmate, sadly I am dying and I have 10 years to live. She is what I expected to be and we probably had the same fate where I died early and reborn while she kept living. I told her "Don't worry, when we meet again in the next life, I will be healthier for you."
I’m sorry I hope things get better!! qwq
"goodbye lets chat later"
last conversation 4 years ago
She went missing
@@seinslauv2345 I’m sorry I hope tgings are better now qwq
@@seinslauv2345 God that sucks I've realized I had a few friends that went missing too and yeah shit sucks like that I hope you feel better :")
If this isn’t playing at the world end credits
*I refuse to die*
Hol up
*But it refused
Ion know if anyone knows that reference here 💀
@@v4mpyy. AYYYYY
*me too*
@@v4mpyy. UNDERTALE
The worst feeling isnt being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget
That was deep
that just hit me in my soul
It probably already happened to me
All my freinds forgot about me now i have 1 real freind
Did u know the worlds funniest man was the one that made the most sad quote “ I like the rain because no one can see me crying in it” - Charlie Chaplin
I just like rain bc rainy days are such a vibe 😍😍😍👌👌👌
He was my childhood hero, made me laugh and smile with my family...and here I am nothing but depression
Oh
:(
@@Khual is something wrong?
It's sweet how we all feel in different ways this song, but still share the same sad feeling of missing something we couldn't say goodbye
“hey, im moving back to my house.”
“oh why?”
“they finished renovations.”
“oh cool!”
“hey [friends name]?”
“yea?”
“promise to come visit the new and improved and pretty awesome house soon?”
“yea! besides the apartments are pretty smelly.”
its been years… why haven’t you visited?
bro...
It’s December 31st 2020, and then...the credits start.
😶
Vaughn Pflug sorry I didn’t see your comment on the other video :((
Vaughn Pflug I didn’t copy your comment
o7
Completely Random Stuff ?
when i hear his song.. it gives me comfort but also reminds me of how lonely and depressed i am, i have no one to talk to. im just now realizing how unmotivated i am. always questioning my will to live.., i just want to be loved and find happiness.
Thank you, I'll saw goodbye now. Though it's the end of the world dont blame yourself. And if its true I will surround you and give life to a world, that's our own.
I relate so hard- I just feel all the time that my loved ones don’t actually love me and I’m truly alone. Sometimes I wanna end it. at the same time, I don’t want my life to end. I’ll miss everything I love and I’ll never see it again. Just hang in there, even though I’m a random stranger on the internet, I just want to let you know I love you and you have so much to live for. 💖
trashypersononlinewholikesdsafandotherstuff i love you so so much 💕 keep living too I just want you to talk to your family and let them know that your hurting and if you need someone to talk to it here for you! Just reply or anything i will listen because I know that I would want someone to listen! Be safe and know that your here for a reason 💓💓
Aleina Teaupa ty so much 🥺💖
trashypersononlinewholikesdsafandotherstuff ofc💓🥺🥺
To everyone who's studying with this music:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
♡
- Love you stranger
(This is not mine but im doing this to help)
you put too much effort into this, and I LOVE IT :)
Still great advice. Thanks for the help 😎👍
yes
God bless you, you lovely soul.❤
at 2:11 it makes me imagine myself falling off a building and feeling the wind through my skin and I close my eyes and relax
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oh, that’s sad 😞
i accidentally read windex
@@anne3601 thx u did an awesome job
Same here 🧃😙
This song makes me feel like I’m reliving the best of my life’s moments only finding out at the end that I’ve died already...
Imagine:
The world ends.
Everyone, dead or alive, in the void or in their afterlife hears a longer version of this song as the credits roll displaying the names of everyone whos ever lived, oldest to youngest. And the names of people in relation to each other whether it be friend, family, or other, are next to each other. A sense of bittersweet sorrow goes everyone. A sense of being complete, but knowing that the world is ending. Knowing that they will miss their friends and family, but it will be okay.
,,dont blame yourself“
How can I not blame myself,
i should blame myself,
@@bbree_ same
I always blame my self for everything
@@noahalcantara2685 same
2:11 is what your looking for :)
Its not but thank you :)
Yes✨✨
Yup
Yep
Thanks
This hits hard when you really want to say goodbye to this world..
i agree
hey man i hope you are okay, just know that there are still people out there who care and who love you. i am a complete stranger but i want you to keep going even though i don't know you you are alive and are still going wich makes you a fighter and never stop fighting because nothing is worth it to make a end to it . i myself have lost too many thanks to depression and bullying and natural causes wich hurts but i keep fighting for those people who can't anymore and if needed i will also fight for you 😎 keep going
“Hey tyler?”
“Yeah?”
“Imma log off and talk to you in a few hours.”
“Alright bro.”
*||Last seen On October at 3:00pm on 10/6/2008||*
I'm sorry bro
The fact that this was literally about 17-18 days after I was born really shows me how much happened before and during my lifetime. Also I’m sorry that happened to you.
Holy cow that’s a long time.
7 days before i was born :(
@@casual__thing4291 where is family us?
This makes me feel like im going on an adventure through events that happen in my life but in a whole diff universe. This kind of reminds me of my mom as well, she passed away on march 3rd 2020. The first time i heard these lyrics: "ill say goodbye soon, (Her leaving the world) tho its the end of the world, ( It feels like the worlds ending soon bc of everything happening) dont blame yourself love. ( she wouldnt want me to feel guilt like our family does ) And if its true, (if the world is coming to an end) i will surround u , (watch over me) and make a world of our own." ( the world she created in heaven) Those lyrics are kind of like something my mom would do or say in a way. Also wow thanks for the likes i- Also thanks to all of your condolences much appreciated 🖤❤
s e r e n i t y シ I’m so sorry for your loss, I haven’t experienced any deaths but I’m glad you’re happy, your mom would be proud of who you are now.
I always felt this in a deep way but yours, woah. That’s a whole other way and it’s calming and makes sense.
That was beautiful. I’m sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you are feeling better. At least you know she's in a good place.
I’m so sorry for your loss
Deep condolences to u sist, wish everything best for ur mom 😭
“Thank you for everything that you’ve accomplished so far, and good luck to everything you will in the future.” - Unknown
Thx..
@@benjaminxd._.1857 no problem I hope you accomplish so much more and I bet you will!!!!!
At the end when it starts to cut out, I imagined this:
Laying on my side, in a desolate landscape. It really was the end of the world. The orange sun was sitting, and oxygen was running low. We played the tape of our most important person saying their final message to us one more time, but it was too scratchy to make out now. So... it's time for us too... to rest.
Tbh I hear that now it’s comforting
The lack of air is muffling the sound as well.
If the world's bout to end, might as well stop breathing and listen.
It was a beautiful voice wasn't it?
It was a beautiful world, wasn't it?
Good-night
Personally I think of no man’s sky campaign after the second time you meet the atlas and you have sixteen minutes left before the complete destruction of the universe and everything you knew
The second half of a song sounds like being overwhelmed by a panic attack (2:49)
“You’ll be back, right?”
“Of course! It’s just a little trip! I love you!”
“Yeah yeah go on you’re gonna miss the plane!”
last seen: April 23, 2016.
“I love you.”
Ummm, now I'm kinda freaking out, I looked up things that happened on this date, what happened, if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to
No why must you do that to me (ugly sobbing)
@@Dragon2B4 IM SORRY
@@HubbaBubbles don't worry I'm just really sensitive today..... Have a good night or day
April 23 is my birthday, what a coincidence
"I'm sorry.. I need to go now, we'll chat tomorrow. Pinky promise!"
"Haha ok, but..."
"What's wrong?"
"Are we... going to be friends...forever..?"
"Haha... don't be silly, we'll always be...I won't never want to change that"
*last read 2 years ago* ...I miss u~
"Thank you, I'll say goodbye now.." That's the last thing my grandpa said to me after he died from a diabetic seizure..
Sorry man my grandma sayed to me “dont worry i will survive” she died of covid
My grandpa died a few months ago....the last thing we did was fight I couldn't be more sorry that I didn't tell him I love him
@@blueberryseeds7245 It'll hurt for awhile but you'll feel better in time. May he rest in peace
LOL
@@lil_dopielord_1573
what’s funny?
"Gotta head to head to bed. See you tomorrow."
"Aight goodnight."
"Last seen: 8 years ago"
3 months later
"Last online: 3 minutes ago"
The return of the king
you got me in the first part ngl
“u had us in the first half, not gonna lie”
This is like me and my old friend but he never came back
Bro I felt that
Reminds me of the guy who tweeted “waiting for lunch” in 2007, then tweets "got back from lunch," from lunch 13 years later.
“As a kid we love the hero’s but as we get older we understand the villains and turned them so cold”
Yeah for some reason i felt bad for the antagonists getting unlucky in kids shows
this song makes me feel so many things at once, it comforts me in a sad way but it also feels like the definition of watching your life be lived/not feeling alive but still living. but its also like a reminder to breathe and enjoy the littlest things in life. its hard to explain but i love it.
Same
“I will see you tomorrow?”
“Yeah, definitely! :)”
“Alright, have a good night. I love you!”
*”I love you too.”* your message was sent today from 18 years ago due to a failed sent message.
edit: ok so this comment was supposed to mean that there are two friends/lovers. One asking "hey, wanna hang tomorrow?" the other responding with "yeah." and the first bids them a "good night, ily". the other who responded might have depression or s**c*dal thoughts and made a plan to....
they wrote their final message to their friend/lover but it never sent right away and it now just sent after years. "ily too." it doesn't make sense cuz of the years thing since that is too long but it sounded better in my mind :")
Would never happen but okay
;-;
@@deadwingg how would ;-; be an insult in the first place? It's a crying emoticon-
Get better service-
*oh*
@@v4mpyy. I thought it was someone putting their hands up-
"But dad, please don't go... I'll miss you so much!''
"I'm gonna be fine... *I promise, Ana.* "
...
Last seen: *7 years ago*
*The meteor is about to hit earth, the world is full of chaos, you and your partner know that this is the end, you grab their hands and turn on the radio, it's the first song you listened to with them, you slow dance with them, no words leaving you or your partners mouth, the silence was all that was needed for both of you to understand how much you love eachother, the song ends as you share one last kiss, there's still 5 hours until the meteor strikes earth, you head to the bedroom and cuddle for the last time, you run your fingers through their hair for the last time, you look into their eyes for the last time, you smile at them for the last time.... Your partner sheds a few tears and you wipe them away, you hold them closer as you both drift to sleep together for the last time dreaming about when you first met them....*
*You wake up in a field, the golden glow of the sunrise making the scene more beautiful then before, you hear a small noise behind you so you turn around, only to see your partner, you start to sob as you run into their embrace, you leave their grasp and hold their hand as you walk into the sunrise talking about past memories....*
*The end......*
😢😭😭
So I guess we have the same afterlife vision, heh... Crazy what you can find when your not looking…
Thank you, after all the soul shattering comments I just read, this gave me much comfort aaaaaaa TwT and a fanfic idea hh have a lovely day, dear stranger. And pls remember to hydrate, aight? 🍪💖
and then u wake up
@@aaravbamrolia2539 And realize you’re single.. 🥲
ive been anxious for weeks now, and i feel like there's a void in my stomache. it's so uncomfortable and it makes me feel uneasy, as if everytime something bad would happen. i want to make good memories if i could before the world ends, life is too short not to enjoy.
I’ve been feeling the same
"I'll miss 2017"
My last words before 2017 ended, I never thought I really would.
dude, im crying at this comment
@@yuuukkii REAL, PAST ME WAS RIGHT ASF I MISS 2017 SO FUCKING BAD AND 2022.
I've had to have listened to this song at least 100 times, not counting all the times I listened to different versions and covers of it. I can literally never get tired of the song, and everytime I hear it i feel safe. I still get chills and feelings no matter how many times I listen. Thank you for this.
bing bong Samw :)
At 2:11 it gives me a feeling that you get once you finish reading a really interesting book. And you feel alone, cause you got so into the book that it felt like it's a part of your life.
this is me but with shows
Me but with my childhood
2:11
That's me while watching dhmis
“Hey I’m sorry..”
“for the last time”
“I spoke to you & only realizing”
“that’ll be the only time I’m ever gonna see you or hear from you -------again--------
“I hope too see you again”
“in our next life knowing that-“ I’d give you more attention”
“Than I already did for the past ------Few Year’s------
Sincerely, Colin
“I’ve always did loved you”
-Even In The AfterLife-
If there is one.. that is-
This,gives me flashbacks of a someone I loved that sadly gone.
She won't see this but...
Dear kindergarten frenemy,
I may have not liked you a lot back then but I miss you a lot. I don't know if you remember me or our other friend but we still remember you. You're still in China, right? I hope you stay safe if you're still alive.
- Love, Jelene (AKA, chicken)
@@irisinmars she's sounds more of a fake friend- no offense-
both of your stories are so deep-
Pretty much just got broken up with today, currently sobbing while I listen to this and remember all the cute things we used to do together, and now that we’ll never do again 👍🥲
" Hey, don't play the campaign yet. Let me play it with you! "
"Alright!"
That was the last thing my little brother said to me before he went and took his life.
I still haven't played it, and I honestly think I won't be able to bring myself to play it.
Don't play it and wait for the next life find him and then play it with him
I'm crying make sure in heaven you find him and play the campaign say campaign slow you will hear pain
Hope you both get to play in the next life :(
Don't let him rest
May i ask the game?
“Bre, COME BACK!!!”
-last sentence in my roblox groupchat.
did bre come back though
@@Elizabeth-sv1ui we found out she faked problems at home and then unfriended us both
@@p3achsoda527
wow-
@@floofie1237 right, I felt ashamed for being there for her uh “problems”
@@p3achsoda527
I hate liars.
This song expresses the feeling I would feel if my grandmother would die
I've pretty much grown up with her. My mom dropped out of college to bring me a better life without my biological father. It was me, my mom, and my grandparents living in a brownstone (and then my step-father). When I was born, she was already in a wheelchair from a car accident, with one foot, all her toes were gone and the other only a couple. But it was normal for me, I just loved her. She's a retired judge and she's amazing, positive, stubborn, and can always put a smile on my face. She's fighting diabetes, kidney failure, and something else that I forgot. Every day I worry about her and her state. The last thing I want is to hear that call from my grandfather. I know it's inevitable, but I don't think my heart would take it...
I love my gma sm I would sell my soul just to died together with her
This song makes me rethink everything I've done to me and my family. The line, 'Don't blame yourself,' sounds like something my grandma would've said to me if she knew what would've happened in the future, after she died. I've always blamed myself because I feel like it was my fault for being weak, making it easy for them to pick on me. I also blamed myself because my sister used to cut herself, I used to think that because after I told her it was, 'her fault for not standing up for me,' even though she was going through a lot, with the bullying at school at now her younger sister blaming her for what happened to her. I used to let those people control my life so much, even when they were gone. I feel like they've done much to my mother and sister that I can't even compare to it. I used to think that it was my sister's fault I was being picked on by people who were supposed to be family, but weren't. My mother has told me many times that I could blame her, but nobody else, she used to tell me that it was her fault, nobody elses. She let them bully me because she didn't want our cat and us to live in a car. Thinking back on it makes me really sad because I built these tall walls around myself so that nobody could get in, I was kept in a room for who knows how long and just forced to sit on my bed, I couldn't even get up or walk around or they would make my mother hit me. Now it sounds stupid but she knew that if she didn't listen to them they would kick us out. I was locked in my room because their dog bit my leg and I kicked him because I did a kicking motion - on accident - because of the pain. They say he didn't bit me but he did. Our cat was also locked in one room but when she did escape that one time, she tore up my mother's arm because low and behold there was a dog there and Boo was only raised around one bunny. After we got out of that area I spend a lot of time in my room either walking excessively or sitting down for a short period of time. I give my dog a lot of anxiety when I pace. I come out of my room more often but I also tend to stay up late, like I am now. I can hardly get good sleep anymore. I suck at showing my emotions and so my family thinks that I don't care about a lot of things. I do care but no matter how I tell them they don't believe me. They know about being locked in a room for a summer part too. I get frustrated easily too, I can show negative emotions really easy but I find it hard to be showing positive emotions, even if I'm happy. I just don't know how to feel or look in most situations so I just look empty, or as my mother calls it, 'Resting b face,' which I find funny. I'm getting better at not raging at my family, still struggling with showing how I feel though.
Sorry for writing this long, haha
(๑•﹏•)(´-﹏-`；)=_=O_o
“thank you, i’ll say goodbye soon
though its the end of the world,
don't blame yourself now
and if its true,
i will surround you and give life to a world
that's our own”
This song makes me feel better about the fact that I (very recently) lost the person I loved the most. It reminds me to be grateful for the memories we made. It's sad but it can't be helped.
“I gotta go out of town let’s finish the Castle tomorrow it’s going to be great”
-last online 9 years ago
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Hey mike I finished the castle it took a while cause your not here it still has your dog Jackie 🥺 but I do hope your doing good in heaven you had such an amazing personality you will always be missed I still dm you even tho your not with us anymore Rip🕊
Aw that's really sad, if this is real then I'm so sorry u lost ur friend. I'm guessing u were talking abt Minecraft and I can only imagine how much fun u guys had playing. Again, I'm really sorry and I'm sure he meant alot to u
@@strangebangtan12 Yea it is real he was my besties friend ever I miss him and loved him he died in a car accident and I can’t wait until I can see him again we played more than Minecraft but we where building a Castle and he passed before we could finish.💔❤️
Like me and Kiera. “Let’s play bloxburg tomorrow I need to go🥺” last online : 2 years ago. 🥲
im crying
@@heygurl3941 aw man life is so freaking painful and all we can do is deal with it...which in most cases, we really don't want to bcuz of all the pain and stress and frustration it causes us and I'm so sorry that u had to endure all the emotional pain this accident caused u and I hope one day, u two will meet again up in heaven💛
The best quote I've ever heard is "I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them"
My favorite quote is “a star can’t shine without darkness”
but I think if u knew, then u wouldn't be able to fully enjoy it :(
That was my senior quote😭
This is the first time I’m listening to the slowed and reverb version and I’m definitely not disappointed. It makes me think of so many things tbh
I want this to be played at my funeral, just so that it makes everyone more likely to cry. So that while I’m watching them cry I can pretend they cared.
damn 😭
DANGANRONPA V3 SPOILERS AA
I wish that i could’ve played this song when i died.
Nobody cared about me when i died.
They only cared about Kaito.
Ill pretend that they cared, maybe that’ll make me feel better.
@@-GTCHCRKKCH- why is there an infant grape in this comment section (no offense just a joke)
@@BagelBagelBagelBa idk 🤷
@@BagelBagelBagelBa WAIT U HAVE BASIL PFP
It's sad how this song relates to all of us missing something we couldn't say goodbye to.
I wish i didnt see this comment..
"Goodbye hapiness, goodbye friends, goodbye actually having motivation in life"
Man... When my dad died and i realised that he died, i didnt know what to do. I was 4 when my dad died and i asked my mum for cookies when she was crying her literal eyes out. I still dunno what to do, i just feel lost without a father.
Do me a favor... Since it hurts so bad when you lose somebody important... Just please spend time with your loved ones. The more you know them, the less it hurts when they die.
My dads death hurt so bad that im unable to love anyone.
I feel you- mine died when I was 6..
mine when i was nine. I'm still sad because I never told my father I love you because I was too young. He always wanted to see me gratuading from school. I hope he can see from above what I've achieved. I'm 15 now
@@milad316 You gotta show him what he missed in life.
@@aitosuomalainen7283 yea u right bro
@@milad316 awh man- I'm 16 and when my father died it was the first time I saw my mother crying... It was just pain. I was little so I didn't understand the situation but now..
"I love you so much grandbaby granny's always gonna be here" - My granny before COVID took her life....
I’m so sorry for your loss, stay strong ❤️
@@v4mpyy. Tysm I'm trying to stay strong
Yeah me to i lost my grandfather i missed him so much
@Teejay Webster it's alright! I still think it but I'm way better!!
@@고대달 I'm so sorry for your lost! My condolences go out to you and your family
"Heyy! let's see each other again tomorrow right?"
"Of course!!"
"Alright, I gotta go.... see ya!"
"See you too!"
*Then quarantine started*
*We were not able to see each other again....*
This happened to me :( it SUCKED
Wear a Mask -_- Also no hate
Everything was fine before it hit, the distance made our relationship distorted
this. is a stress reliever, cause it's so calming. and yet I just can't get enough of this.
btw for those who feel like they're mistake's of nature, let me tell you one thing:
YOU ARE 1000% NOT A MISTAKE OF NATURE, YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING. AND DESERVE MULTIPLE REASONS TO LIVE OKAY? IF YOU WEREN'T EVEN BORN THEN I WOULD HOPE THAT YOU WOULD'VE BEEN BORN SOONER OR LATER, CAUSE NATURE DEFINITELY NEEDS MORE PEOPLE. OKAY? (if this didn't help then w h o o p s. I was just trying to help out ya know?)
This song being slowed makes me feel like I'm in the bathtub with my ears under water. Memories from my past plays in my head as the song plays, but for some reason I feel at peace.
4:24
I can just imagine myself running from a place i call “home“ into the arms of freedom with the voices and screams from the place fading and into an open feild with one tree with a swing and walk towards it to sit looking at the sky and take deep breaths from running smiling
Finally, the feeling of freedom and happiness.
my girlfriend just broke up with me and i really needed this. thanks
you commented 5 months ago but i hope you're doing okay and smiling :)
Keep the head up and smile, brother
@Daniel Andrews She Made a fucking
Hope you're doing fine nowadays, my dude
Just keep on smiling bro you deserve the perfect girl, hope your good bro
im listening always to this whenever i feel sad.
the lyrics is like what am i saying inside to myself
☹😕😥😔
2015:
"Let's hangout more!"
next week
"I'm very sorry but he's gone missing." I miss him.
this sounds like my grandpa, he was amazing. he always cheered me up, he died of Alzheimer's last year, he made me so happy, I wanna go back in time, and see him again. rest easy, pop... may you fly high. 😔
Fly high pops
Ollie I can relate
I hope you the best life ahead and wish you well
Rest in peace, pops.
Bro chill out and sleep. I know how you feel. Just try to sleep now.
If you can’t, do this:
2:11 + 0.75x speed
It’s perfection..
hol up your best friend died? and who you see before he die?
Are you okay mini crewmate? Don't worry, we'll take care of you for him
Thank you mini crew mate, I’ll try
no my dad died and yellow is friend-zoning meee :c
@Sad Small Orange Crew Mate Pet we’ll all take care of you for your dad
I remember listening to thus album way back in 2015 and it was this super weird niche music, so happy that it is now getting the attention and respect it deserves
im a mentally ill person and this songs makes memories come back but good ones,youll never hear from me again but dont blame yourself,ive suffered enough but. while youre still reading this...please hold on.
Hello??. Please respond....??
No please dont give up.. Please respond if you're ok. You are loved ❤️
I know things are tough but it will get better. Trust me..
Hello ? Please respond I want to know if you are ok
Oh god I hope your ok, please come back, it's been almost a year 💔
Hey please respond to us even though we have never met we are all worth living. Its been almost a year tell me you're ok
I have a girlfriend, a job, a loving family, and a growing UA-cam Channel. And yet I still feel empty... and alone.
I want to end it. I hate this feeling, and I want it to stop.
Update: I’m okay. I’m not good, but I’m okay.
My name is Ethan yooo dood, don’t do it man, you’re gonna look back when you have kids and a loving family that you’ve started on your own and be super proud that you made it through and that you’re alive to that present day. i’m in the same situation except the loving family i have issues rn but we’re not all perfect. my social media is in the description of the video i’m always here for you to vent to. no one will ever know and it’ll be private just please id hate to see your family hurt that you’re gone. they wouldn’t like to go to your funeral, it’s not your time yet.
I love you🥺❤️
Hey, i know you posted that comment 2 months ago but im concerned, are you okay ? I know it’s a stupid question because you are not okay, but please don’t let this feeling slowly kill you. If you want to speak just give me you Snapchat or your number or anything, i know i am a stranger but if i can help i am here ! Take care of you, even if you hate this feeling it’s not you, this feeling will never be you... ♡
I’m feeling better. Things are starting to look promising. Thank you for commenting, and I’m sorry for scaring some of you.
@@MyNameIsEthan I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Always look up. My Discord is OzzyAkiro47 5818 if you want to talk to anyone. I'm always online but I'll be starting a job soon. Same goes for anyone else.
Lyrics (For anyone who wants to sing along💜)
Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
Though its the end of the world,
Don't blame yourself now
And if its true,
I will surround you and give life to a world
That's our own
Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
Though its the end of the world,
Don't blame yourself
And if its true,
I will surround you and give life to a world
That's our own
Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon
Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself now
And if its true,
I will surround you and give life to a world
That's our own
Thank you, I'll say goodbye now
Though its the end of the world, don't blame yourself
And if its true,
I will surround you and give life to a world
That's our own
massive portal vibes
End of the game coming up to the wheat fields type vibe fr bro
Omg yess
@@ethantrinh3492 more like glados who don't know what to do now without Chell
The Desolate Hope
I just... can´t take this song.
It reminds me of her.
The panic and worrying I had for her, and how much I cried for her life.
I will cry for her one day
Who
@@ZZ-rc1yw a dumbass who I'm no longer friends with
and they're still alive so don't worry
they were a fucking bad person with me so fuck them
@@ZZ-rc1yw probably their grandma or mom
Actually had tears in my eyes,
made me remember the past with my problems
either way this is calming
The world is ending
So you go as fast as you can to your significant other's house to spend your last breath of air with the person you love
When you get there they are with another person
The world ends with you crying while watching them hugging and happily dying...
i’m sobbing
lol got naenae'd by life again
Too bad there gonna go to hell
And 🔥 BURN🔥 together or maybe separate because Satan is that crule😈
So no worries😇
Everybody’s talking about how they have their old best friend meanwhile I found it so hard to make friends that I don’t have any that I have memories with..🙂
Same low-key tho...
When I remember my old friends, I can just remember how I was so stupid to stay by their side after all they did to me. They were all fake, and now people wonder why I don't wanna open up to others anymore.
@@b_star_14 same here
@@x_melissawastaken_x707 sorry that also happened to u :(
@@b_star_14 it’s ok I’m over them now
Эта песня каждый раз заставляет меня плакать из-за того, что я представляю себя рядом с друзьями,которых у меня нет. Как мы веселимся, обнимаемся, вместе плачем и поддерживаем друг друга. Столько лет я верила, искала своих людей, но в этом году я боюсь, что не смогу больше выдержать. Весь последний год я начала часто задыхаться, когда видела компании друзей. У меня вечный ком в горле и головные боли.
Я просто надеюсь, что однажды я все таки смогу. Не сдамся. Я буду сидеть на качелях, а рядом мои друзья, самые лучшие люди, мои солнышки, будут веселиться и кидаться снежками. А я буду наблюдать за ними и радоваться. Я люблю вас, мои будущие друзья.
Я чувствую тебя, надеюсь, ты скоро найдешь своих людей :)
I came here because of the Images that are strangely familiar but feel unconfortable.
same
same tho.
Same ahah
Yep
Cof cof Envagelion cof cof
To anyone who sees this:
You’re so strong, even though I’m stranger u will probably never meet, I believe in you. Let your tears flow. Don’t be afraid to reply to me spilling your bottle because it’s starting to overflow. I too, have a lot of sadness in my life and I’ll confess: I don’t know why I can’t let go. But, that’s normal. I’m sure what you’re feeling someone can relate to you and you can both get through it together. I hope you keep on living for me stranger 💜
I honestly have no one to really talk to about some sad things that had happen to me so because you said I could reply I well but yo I don't have to respawn and this is not in any order cause I can't remember when all this happened
I was sad for some weeks after my grandpa died I still miss him he was one of the people who made me happy
When I made my First friend on roblox I was really happy we had so manly great memories on roblox but sadly in 2020 she stopped coming online I wonder what happened to her i miss her I also kinda hate going on roblox now because of that I still have more friends on roblox I wanna talk to them but I can't because my game needs to update and its hard to do that on a laptop
In 2020 someone asked if I wanted to be there friend so I said sure but then she went to someone I don't trust right after she said that they both laughed and she said just kidding
This year I feel kinda out of place when im talking to my friends I feel left out I feel like they are ignoring me and one of my friends is moving soon I have 4 friends after she moves I well have only 3 friends to talk to
In 2020 I had a hard time making friends I also didn't talk as much I didn't trust hardly anyone but I used to have only 3 friends but one day I didn't trust my friend anymore she told a person I didn't trust a so called joke so when she asked about that I said she lied I didn't trust my best friend anymore because not only was that a joke but it was a secret and she started to act different one day I said your acting a bit different she was confused of course
When I was 6 or 7 or something my moms friend died I was sad a bit but when my pets die I was sad oc course
One roblox I got a lot of people who hated me all because my friends friend told some people to help build a house in a game and then he asked what do you think of it I said the truth and said I didn't like he was happy that I said the truth but the person who build it was very angry but I soon lost that account due to a virus I missed my friends there but then i made an account with a similar name but anyways on on of my account on roblox someone told me to go die all because I was having enough of that person saying mean things to my online friend but one of my online friends that I call moonlight hasn't been online for awhile she was also my best friend I keep thinking in a bad friend now since I don't go on roblox for awhile to talk to my online friends but I also think im a horrible friend because I keep thinking my friends in real life think im annoying or something I kinda hate myself a bit because of that I also sometimes feel lonely but now I am being tested for the virus I also have a cat that might be dying because his heart is beating fast and it is walking weirdly I well hate it if he died he is a young cat maybe 2 or 1 years old yet not a kitten but still young
One time on roblox someone said that I was sad for no reason I am also sad because my favorite youtuber died round 2019/2020
I do feel a bit better telling someone about all of this even tho you well probably never read this
(Btw this is only some things that was sad that had happened to me)
@@-Misty-- I’ve read all of that and I truly feel bad for you and at da same time I know how you feel, I actually relate to some of the things you said, I lost most of my friends due to them having new friends to hang out with and when I try to make new friends they all just leave and forget about me
I love you
Struggle on, strugglers 😔✊
i love you too fellow stranger, i hope for your health and happiness
This song can't get stuck in my head
As if I forget that it exists the very next day
Due to that
Every time I listen to it
It feels like it's my first time listening to it
A feeling I can repeat
This song is unique to me
And I find that it holds memories,both positive and negative
As if my mind goes blank,or I lose a part of my soul
2:11 has a flashback of elementary passing candies on Valentine’s Day “comes back from flashback” looks down 20years old in debt and in college trying to make a living ☺️
They said if you could just get a degree you can pay of that debt in no time
BOY WHERE THEY WRONG
"I'm going to log off bro because this disease is killing me"
*Last message 467 days ago*
Drago777, I hope we can rebuild our Castle on our next life 😁
i’m so sorry
This sad
I'm so sorry, man :(
that pain is the worst pain
sure, gamers can be a little toxic at times but this is how they are %80 of the time
"Good thing we can all meet up while still breathing, hehe"
"Yes, remember to come visit us again"
"We will! Take care"
My last words to my great aunt. I love you. I wish I were there...
I feel two things:
1: I’m floating in outer space while earth becomes uninhabitable. We ruined it, and now I’m the only one who’s guaranteed to survive, and I’m the only one alone in space. But I’m not going anywhere, I’m just floating with no meaning. I’m lonely. Everyone has gone by this point. I start thinking about the memories. All that is gone. I feel empty and I just lie there, floating, waiting for something to happen, waiting to end my misery.
Thanks for reminding everyone! Unfortunately I was gone for some time because well... mom hates when me and my device are together but I’m here!
2: I’m just lying down, playing the tape that shows in the video. Knowing someday I’ll die. And so will everyone else. We could evolve to new beings or just straight up die. And if we do get extinct, would there be someone else to take our place? Or will the universe just lay dead? Will it stay dead forever? Or will something else come back? Then I notice that it’s midnight. Just a purple light coming from the thing playing the tape, or whatever. One day all of this will be gone. But for now, I’m still here. I don’t know what is going to happen, if I should be doing something. I might regret laying here later on. But it’s not like my life matters. It would matter right now, but a long time from now, which would eventually pass, I’d just be nobody. Generations after me would not even know who I was, I’d be a complete stranger. Everything I did now would be considered cringe, strong, brave, weak, lazy, I don’t know. But if I do something right now, I could change something the way I want to. But of course, there’s too many boundaries. I keep dreaming about stuff I’ll never do and that’s how it will end, I think.
There ya go!
Please write the second one! Reminded! 😳😪
second...?
Hi fam, WRITE THAT SECOND ONE
the first one reminds me of this think i saw on VRV to “Shelter” where this girl was sent out into space in a shuttle and she was hooked onto wires and such to keep her alive. she was the only human in the entire world because the earth had crashed with another planet and he father sent her out to space so she could live but she lives through a simulation all alone in her life
Paris Truong Woah really? That’s cool I should watch that, because I love Shelter!
I remember the first time listening to this song I was walking home from school in the rain and this song came on and it was one of the best feelings ever. It was the most alive over ever felt I can even explain it. I just loved everything the beautifull beat the rain pouring down on me. That was one of the only times I cried from pure joy. I would give anything to go back to that time.
Hahaha
Listening to this whole having ptsd will give you serious flashbacks. 💔
To whoever needs to hear this.
You are very much loved.
You are beautiful.♡
I'm so proud of you making it this far!
Your doing amazing hun! ♡
Male sure to eat and drink water!
I hope you feeling better soon :)
Nice pfp
I have lost lots of things in just 2 years. My uncle, my dog, friends, mental state I used to have and I have gone through lots of pain. I try feeling better but I just pull myself down. I don’t know why but I do. I say to my self that it’s to just let go but I can’t. I cry and cry and I can’t stop it. I let it all out sometimes.
Thank you so much :)
@@dinoboricua dont say that you have a life, you will lose others, but you will see them again in heaven, please go get some water sleep and something to eat, you are perfect enough to die.
@@ghinainfamous I know that no one can escape death if that’s what you’re saying and I did find something to eat and drink thx. But yea I am just disappointed with how life turned out so far in life.
A few years ago, I took a trip to Montana with a bunch of friends and on the 4th of July we went to a lake. While my close friends left to walk around, I stayed and laid on the grass feeling the warmth of the sun and softness of the grass. At night, the fireworks began. I was the only one cheering from my friend group. In bed that night, I was the only one still awake. I was the only one to go look at the stars. I was the only one out in the cold night to look at the stars. When two friends finally noticed, that came over to me with blankets (they know I get cold very easily), A wrapped me in them but kept asking me why I was outside. I kept telling them "The stars are so beautiful, I can't see them like his at home." I didn't sleep well that night or for the next two weeks but those stars were worth it. I don't know why this song makes me feel the same way. I'll be back, hopefully. I'll edit this once I get to those stars. Wish me luck.
Edit: I made it to the stars yall :) 2024
Good Luck on seeing those stars!!
its been 9 months..did you see them??
@@collxzo4120 not yet. But I’m headed to another state. I hope I see a few there!
Did you see them?
@@turtleman7031 not yet. But I know I will.
this song was stuck in my head for a year..
now i gotta finally listen to it..
Suffering because of my old house. I’ll never forget. It haunts me everyday.
Did you move away? Did it get destroyed? Did you get horrible trauma from there? If so then i know how it feels. Please hang on
“We both aren’t in a good place Alex, we will meet again”
“I know, until we see each other again”
Tinley if you are out there, I hope you are ok. Live well for me, maybe in the next life we will meet again
"You can come Franklin, it'll be fun"
"Yeah, okay hang on"
*walks over to me*
"You need me to stay here?"
"will you?"
"Okay, I will."
"never mind, I', not coming. sorry bro"
*he hugged me while I cried. he inspired me. I don't care if we weren't related.*
*HE WAS MY BROTHER.*
HE taught me that when you've fallen down, you have to pick yourself up again.
I may not ever accept the fact that you're gone, Franklin. But I will try my hardest to honor you.
May 5th, he was officially gone.
I hit the ground, damaging my legs and they still give out at random.
I lost all of our memories, making even more of my life fuzzy and unknown.
I have to go places to recover them.
I may not ever be able to do what you did.
Swim.
Run.
And all around be amazing.
"I'm sorry my brother keeps trying to kill you with his truck."
I know I can't be just like you.
"it's fine, haha!"
But even so.
"Cya around"
I will try for you.
"See you later"
Because *you* were there for me.
Goodbye, Franklin.
*"There are times where you get more help with strangers than with your family members."*
*-Anonymous*
I helped now i'm trash
WHAT THE HELL HOW THE HELL I GOT SO MANY LIKES-
if i ever need or want to cry i always come to this song like no matter how happy i am this song will just make me cry so hard
oh my god what a perfect song
Even though it's the end of the world, don't blame yourself now
Isn’t it just crazy, you’ve had a friend you knew your whole life and then they just disappear
Life is crazy
had a friend, 2016 me and him were super young, I was 5, He was 6:
"one more game!"
"alright, I gotta hop off though, its 7:30 on a school night!
"pleaseeee?"
"tomorrow!"
I haven't seen him since
this blessed my ears....thank you...😌
this song makes me feel like im floating in the clouds while an angel sings this
“HEYYY I haven’t seen you in 5 years!”
“Sorry who are you again?”
oh...what was the story behind this..?
bro, this is deep...
Same happened to me at school
This happens all the time and it’s sad man
Believe it or not it actually happened to me once I was 15 finally gotten access to my old 360 from back when MW and MW2 were a thing we fought well and did the special ops hell we were on the leaderboard globally and we had fun then I joined his party and he said who are you? And reading this brought me back
I miss 2020, and the memories of ppl ive spent it with.. enjoy things while you still can. Its 2022 now and im crying to this, man time flies by...
its almost 2024 already man
This song reminds me of all the happy times I used to have that I wish I took my time to appreciate. All I can do now is look back and them and regret never actually appreciating him. He's gone now and I cant change anything. Just gotta move on I guess.