Thank you all for your concern. The black cloud has lifted. The season always marches on, with or without us. Time away has helped, so has prayer. Enjoy the good times and the bad times since we are to count it all joy when we suffer diverse trials.
I know this was posted a while ago, but I just managed to come across it. This year I started "Permaculture Northeast" in Pennsylvania. I took many ideas from your videos as well as those of Geoff Lawton, Mark Shepard, Justin Rhodes, and many others. I taught myself permaculture and God has led it to be both my passion and gift. Yet being the first year, with very very limited funds, many things were tough. Do I go more on the route of an orchard? Do I focus on animals? Do I focus on STUN theory of Mark Shepard? Where is the focus? Or do I try to balance and juggle all of them? It's been very difficult at times with low yields and a handful of plants that I'm trying my hardest to grow. Yet there has also been huge success and great breakthroughs. All in all, seeing this video here has helped me to see that my "heroes" even see the same things and face the same problems that I do. All the more reminder to me even personally that farming does not satisfy completely, yet functions as a job/career as anything else, of which some of us find more happiness in than others. Yet our source of living water does satisfy. I have reached out many times to those I have learned permaculture from, and have never heard anything back. And even if I never do, I still look forward to getting to know you one day for the rest of our days. And in those days, you will see that you were used to bring comfort to those who needed it. From your field to mine "pun intended" :)
You are such a special human being. Your videos have helped me out of a dark period. As a teacher I get deflated at the end of the school year. Depleted energy and exhaustion makes us vulnerable to these short term depressions. I want to tell you that your humility and self-criticism show me that you are a self-aware person. Brave to show your vulnerability. This is a great antidote for so much unrealistic, magical promises made by so many other youtubers. Thank you and godspeed in your day to day life. You deserve all the happiness and prosperity the world can offer.
This just popped in my feed today. Stefan, farmers aren't the only ones going through this. We all experience this at many times in life so you are not alone. Remember, like plants and animals, we all need the proper balanced nutrition to be at our best. Eat good food. Make good choices. Imagine the silver lining even when you can't see it. ~One Love~
Hi Stefan, you may not remember me. Back in 2014, me (an Australian lad and his family) lobbed in to your orchard unannounced, you and and one of your interns talked, laughed and inspired us. I am now a commercial permaculture orchardist back in Australia and this is in large part thanks to you! You are not only a farmer you are an educator and an inspirer extraordinaire. Not only are you growing your own orchard you are also growing a movement across the world to better food production and to more resilient communities. I don't write this just to make you feel better, I write this to simply let you know that you have achieved more than you actually realise. Thanks for sharing the reality of farming and the realities of life!
Charlie Showers I remember you and your family. Thanks for the great words. We are planning to go to Australia at the end of February early March 2019. Where are you located?
Charlie Showers I am in NSW and looking to start a small scale permaculture orchid, can I ask education wise how did you start? Books or courses? I have no experience with permaculture and any info on pointing me in the right direction would be greatly appreciated 🙏
Hi stuntmansyd, I'd start with undertaking a permaculture design certificate, then I would intern on a farm or orchard. And all the while read read read. It is a journey of self really and orchard knowledge is the cream on top! We've got an open day in November if you wanted to check our orchard out blackbarnfarm.com.au. and of course watch Stefan's film and read Michael Phillips books!
Hi Stefan, we're in a little orcharding town called Stanley in North East Victoria, about 3 hours north of Melbourne. We'd love to catch up with you, I'll drop you an email. Charlie
Stefan! You DO NOT suck! You are a huge inspiration to us all. I've learned a lot of technical stuff watching you. But it's your kindness and your love for others (people, birds, insects) that is most inspiring, and that is the kind of thing that really changes people. And your honesty, like in this video today, the courage to turn on the camera and talk to us about it when you probably didn't want to - that's inspiring too. Thanks for sharing the reality. Thanks for making a youtube channel. And thanks for your kindness.
When one thing goes wrong, they all go wrong.My Dad always says " Hope for the best and prepare for the worst." Hope you feel better soon. You helped me so much when i was down. I wish i could help. So my family and I will include you in our daily prayers.
Dear Stephan. I have never posted a comment on public media, but your honesty is a gift to me that I simply have to acknowledge. Thank you for your honesty, it is the perfect antidote to all the lies of beauty magazines and the 'Media' in general. I have grown trees most of my adult life and am considering becoming a tenant farmer simply to spend my last decade planting a large permaculture orchard. Your enthusiasm whilst you are 'up' has inspired me, but I have wondered this last couple of weeks am I promising my friends and family something that I might not be able to deliver? It is clear you are a global leader in your 'field' and if you can publicly admit that you have doubts and that you have bad seasons then you teach me now not to fear my doubts, but like you simply share them. Thank you. Please remember your farm may be small, but your 'seeds' of hope have been sown via the internet around the entire world, your current crop is no longer just the farm produce of this or next year, but the spirit you plant and nurture within all humanity that you 'inoculate'. Please find the poem "Footsteps" not because I'm selling religion, but simply to say, your words have carried me through recent doubts so now let all those you have inspired carry you for a while. I'm not rich , but if you need cash to help fix a tractor then start a crowd funding page and I will give $100 because it is a fraction of my debt to people like you who are paving a better future for my four young sons. For me this is the most important video you've ever made and had the courage to share. Sir I salute you.
Hang in there. This is farming. I was raised on a dairy farm and I can relate to what you are going through. This is why I went into the field of computer. Only to find out the same happens in other fields as well. I had many days where I wanted to quit but the majority were positive days. My father has taught me to look at the better days ahead and not only a few bad days. I love your videos and farm, keep up the great work. There are plenty of better days ahead.
Thank you Stefan for sharing... Hope this dark cloud will pass soon far away from you... I 'm french and live in the south of France and I wanted you to know that the first time I heard about permaculture (several years ago) it was by watching a video of yours and it was so inspiring to me ! So I choose this moment to say : thank you for doing what you do and sharing your experience, even at that dark moment... Wish you the best ☄💖
Stefan you are bearing fruit out side the farm . from your videos i am learning so much (ups and downs) i have just brought an acre with the plan to set up an orchard based on your system. we have long hot summers and very dry winters so thing not working growing is going to be part life. thank you for all you are giving to the greater community you are a teacher and a leader the world needs more people like you
I've watched a few of your videos and this one made me a subscriber. My impression of you from the handful of vids I saw prior to this was always upbeat and positive. I'm glad you're giving the other side, and you're a seasoned pro. Imagine what us newbies must go through. Thank you for all the knowledge you are bestowing on us. As you know there ups and downs, and some may seem worse than others, but you'll be out of the funk shortly! Thanks again for everything you do.
Thanks for sharing the good and bad. You are an inspiration. We truly appreciate all the videos and information you share. Thank you for the time you spend on the videos!
I know this is 2 years old but! Stefan you have taught sooo much to us!! From a fellow teacher you absolutely do a wonderful job engaging your students(US) with your content. The little extra things you do helps your videos pop. Thank you for being you! We are all striving to be and do better. Up and down we go on our journey through life. You have a farm and need to make money to support your family. You are also giving experience and wisdom to the general public. Your reaching all of us. Thank you for giving back to us what someone gave to you. 🤙🏼
Absolutely. All teachers just package and repackage information bits they have learned along the way. Once it a while some observation insights as well.
Thanks for posting this video. Most farmer youtubers have a tendency to glorify farming and make it seem like a romantic cake walk. The reality is that it's not and it takes a tough skin to keep at it. Keep your head up brother, you've done some amazing things and I'm sure there's more to come.
Ya those people are r-tarded, real farming is going until you want to die and then going some more because there's usually nobody to help you, and not remembering when the last time you actually felt happy,
You are an inspiration and great teacher! Thank you for sharing so much of your wisdom. It's important to know that everyone has down moments. I hope this one passes quickly.
Thank you for this honest view into the ups and downs of farming. I've been to your farm and it really is a miracle, so you can be sure that what you've done over the past decades has really affected a lot of people. I hope your season gets better soon.
Thank you so much for your honesty. As an aspiring farmer, I really appreciate folks who share all sides of the experience. I am so thankful for your channel, your film, and your voice in this community. Sending virtual hugs your way; I hope you find the rest and rejuvenation you need ❤️
Thank you for being honest. Your videos inspire me to pursue permaculture farming, polycultures and creating food forests. I always learn so much from your wisdom. The hard times are temporary, especially this year. Our season has been incredibly challenging, too. It's been frustrating. I tell myself, "Keep going. The sun will rise tomorrow." Merci beaucoup for everything you do to inspire people like me around the world. 💖
Thank you for sharing. I'm not a farmer but I definitely can relate. Keep going. You're one of the you tubers I actually learn something from. Love your delivery. Sending good energy your way.
Hello from Brockville Ontario. Thanks for your candidness. Love your vids. Ive started reclaiming a corn field i have with permaculture ideas and love your contribution to the permaculture community.
I can't speak to your capabilities as a farmer but I vividly remember when I first saw you on youtube. The Rhodes family were visiting you on the Great American Farm Tour. How impressive!! I've nominated that vlog for the "Top 10 list" on White House on the Hills channel. This year we planted our first 3 fruit trees as closely as we could by YOUR teaching!. 3 different fruit trees, 2 nitrogen fixes, multiple perenials something blooming all year. And because we have only owned the land just 5 years and had to reclaim the land the soil is still poor. I planted cowpeas along the whole northside for more nitrogen fixing. Thank you Stefan! Be encouraged as you reach people all over the world. We are in southcentral Indiana, US.
depression Stefan. Yeah it sucks big time. It also passes. Whilst under its cloud, thinking gets pretty twisted and unreliable. Great video btw. You are even more of an inspiration to me for posting this. If i was local id take you out for a beer or 4.
Thank you for posting this. Everyone shows the "good" side of farming. The setbacks, failures, and hard physical work that people don't see do take a toll. Last year's drought lost over 100 tree seedlings. But being in the field connected to nature is a feeling hard to describe. Look at what we GET to do instead of what we NEED to do. Anything we do that improves the soil, planting a tree, or growing healthy food makes the world a better place. It beats the alternative.
Stefan, I totally know what you mean. All the things that don't go right seem to add up and then the frustration sets in. Last week I lost 1/3 of my duck flock. I dang near wanted to quit, too. And you're right, it does eventually get better.
I bought a small farm about 2.5 years ago. Now , I’m about a year behind on fixing some things, planting some trees, fixing a farmhouse, etc. I’m still standing strong. One day at a time.
In my family, we say "ain't farming fun" every time something goes south. As the climate changes, we'll continue to face new and unusual challenges.... but your ecosystem you've created will be more resilient than most, so take solace! Keep your head up, and keep fighting the good fight Stefan!
Thank you for sharing and glad you have this outlet to share what you're going through. I can say without a doubt farming is one of the toughest occupations for sure. Just when I think things are going smoothly a flat tire comes along! So just know that we are here for you and wishing you great things my friend whatever that may entail! You have tought me so much and sending gratitude your way. One little change can make a world of difference! Be well, things will be better. 👩🏼🌾👍🌻
Mercury Retrograde plus Cancer season could be the reason you feel this way come July. Keep Gardening Please!!! You’ve taught me things through your videos. I appreciate you!!
We thought our chickens had a problem because egg production dropped way off. These birds free range. They have always laid their eggs in their nests in the coop. The little darlings found a spot under a bush they liked better. We found a couple dozen eggs there. When we added a lot more straw to the nests and shifted the paddock away from the shrub they went back to laying in the nests. I have really enjoyed your videos. Thank you for sharing your experience.
A farmer, my mother always said, has faith because regardless of what the season, weather will bring they get up and work their land. I pray here and now for it to be the pivotal point for you, where things that failed, will do a 360 from here on. God be with and bless you!
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Hi Stefan. Thanks for bringing this up. It is a reality for most farmers. I am hoping everything or most of the things are hanky dori for you and black clouds shifted leaving all that fertile rain behind.
i work in a factory,have about 5 bosses,very noisy...have to run sometimes up to 4 machines...i would rather be farming.i hope to retire in 3 years and am going to concentrate on the permaculture gardens that i have started...i really enjoy your videos and have learned by them.i pray that everything works out great for you this year and the years to come...God bless...
Great Video Stefan. We live in a real world and it certainly doesn't always go as planned. This is why it's so important to capture those great moments that you mentioned in our hearts and minds. It's what carries us through the tough times. You've been an inspiration to me and many others. We hear you. You'll come back from this. It will get better. Don't lose hope.
So much respect & admiration for you! Very sorry you're going through these hard times but I appreciate the frankness you've offered to everyone in this video. Discouraging words from family who don't understand isn't always well recieved, however hearing from one with so much knowledge & experience is of great value to those of us looking to get started. Faith as defined by the presence of hope & purpose within the individual can get shaky when we are faced with adversity. So for the time, have faith that this too shall pass! For what it's worth, many of us are rooting for you & yours :)
Dear Stefan. If it helps, please remember that you are a great inspiration to me and my very personal Permaculture travel. I have learned a lof from you and consider you as a master in the field of Permaculture fruit trees. Especially your joyful and comic approach to the diciplin was very uplifting. Sometimes it helps to joke about all that tbat sucks. Joking and laughing release the sorrow and set joy free. Also dirty jokes can help :) And for the chickens: same thing here and in a friends Permaculture COOP: Almost a complete drop to 0 in egg production over the last 4-5 days. I tell myself it has to do with the moon (especially the lunar eclipse from tonight)... No idea. We have 1 egg from 40 layers. Thank you for sharing this insight in your emotional life and may the universe uplift you with some good laugh! All the best. Moritz
Man, Stefan is a legend! Love to see the otherside of a YT business person. He didn't record this 2 weeks later and pretend to be chirpy and turn it into a some motivational video, nah, he dam near had tears in his eyes and kept it real. Respect.
@@StefanSobkowiak Thank you Sir. I'm starting a Horticulture course in August and your videos are giving me great tips and inspiration. Keep up the good work.
You rock and I cannot tell you how much your channel means to me and others like me. Maybe your best video, super real. Need to hear the bad and the good. Sometimes permaculture people hide from reality in a false positive blanket. Your a great farmer and an inspiration to us all.
I'm sure this was a hard video to post, but thank you for opening up to us and showing that you are...human, just like all of us. We have definitely felt like this!!! I think all of us go through this-no matter what job you have. But as farmers-we may be more prone to this because we often see/hear of other small farmers giving up for a reason or another. I wonder if planning some kind of vacation/getaway/fun project every year would help with this-maybe give you something to look forward to?? Good luck to you. :)
Keep at it Stefan. I remember in one of your other videos that you said to take the things that dont work out as valuable lessons and new opportunities. You have great content all the best.
Hi Stefan. It is difficult to see you be so discouraged and disheartened. It is a reality check for us who really do suck at farming( meaning people like me who know nothing), to be reminded that doing A does not always produce B. You have given a lot to the farming/gardening community, so I hope we all can give at least a word of encouragement back to you. God bless and may He provide a brighter season soon.
Hi Stefan, looking at the many comments below - I hope you realise your educating videos are helping so many people, some of whom will be happy to become patrons. Considered Patreon?
You don't suck at farming :-) from your video, it's obvious you care about nature and you are farming in a way that is far more harmonious than most. I was working on a farm this summer, he has 2 books and has been doing it for 30 years, so much went wrong for us this season, I suppose that is the nature of farming. I also get low points, in one too, I read an article about there being a summer version of SAD. Eat well, sleep well, socialise, meditate, go somewhere with nature :-) say hello to all the birds on your farm :-) p.s. you should have more viewers on this channel, it's great, I think I said before, put permaculture orchard in your channel name, most people know you by that :-)
I gave up on it and sold my lands.... Now I do domestic farming in the back yard! So much more less stress! My income comes from other sources. Farming for hobby is best. And yes, a fire destroyed part of my farm. Robbers stoke fence, tank, plants, water. We had a terrible drought some years ago. Thanks for all u share
My husband and I have watched a bunch of your videos and they are always so uplifting. This video is heartbreaking. I have anxiety and depression issues and I definitely understand that overwhelming feeling. It's hard to get out of bed sometime. But keep pushing forward. I know this is an older video and your cloud has lifted, but we're thinking of you.
Ive got 10 years of maintenance and breakdowns to fix. Had to quit cattle during BSE years. Very discouraging to say the least. Farming is tough. Good luck as i just discovered your channel and hope to incorporate some or your ideas on our land. Beat of luck.
For your pump problem... In the pipe that exits the pump drill a small hole. On sump pumps it requires a 3/16 inch hole. I don't know what kind of pump you have, but if that's what you mean by priming the pump you can drill a hole in that exit pipe. Let me know if you need further explanation.
Stefan, I never wanted to farm before I saw your videos, and now I hope I once can...what you're doing, with farming and youtube, is much more than a harvest, you're inspiring countless people like me to think differently about growing food and even how to live life. And we talk about it with friends. If money is a concern to you, please set up a patreon page and/or get a bitcoin wallet so we can contribute to the unbelievable work you're doing. Tu es vraiment une source d'inspiration pour moi, et j'ai toujours hâte de voir le prochain vidéo,, des fois je ne saisis rien aux techniqualitées, mais j'aime toujours les voir. Ta narration est excelentre et les images font rêver. Stay safe, and if you're done with it... then you're done and find a happier way to live your life. Love, Nicolas
I can relate. I hope things get better for you very soon. You have contributed so much to educating so many toward a different way of farming, and I for one, am really grateful for all that I have learned! Wishing you many brighter days very very soon!
Wow, je ne connais personne dans le milieu agricole qui ne rencontre pas ces périodes et j'admire le courage qu'il t'a fallu pour prendre cette caméra et nous évoquer tes pensées. Bon courage à toi, tu as déjà réussi à construire une communauté de personnes qui te suivent et t'admires. J'espère que les choses vont s'améliorer pour toi pour la suite !
Every one of those hard seasons is a tempering session. No greater wisdom building experience exists than some sort of failure that you feel on a personal level and I feel it's smart to recognize the importance of suffering in this process. You can throw all the time and learning in the world at something and all you'll get is perspective. Take that perspective and add a dash of suffering, and the result is wisdom.
You are just WAY too hard on yourself. We have gained so much from your teaching and we admire you SO much! My mother grew up on my grandparent's farm and there were definitely difficult times. You can't control the weather, or thieves. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom and knowledge. :)
The Bible says "Do not grow weary in well doing." Which implies that even important, meaningful, good work, like stewarding an orchard and animals, can wear you down and discourage you. Every season is unique -- never the right amount of rain or sunshine or heat/cool or strength/energy/motivation. Never the problem you figured out how to manage last year, but instead a new one! Ugh! But press on, bc you *are* good at this. Just not perfect yet, hah. You are creative and inspiring -- and you must consider that though your own orchard might deliver a disappointing crop this year, your total value goes so far beyond that, bc hundreds of us have planted orchards following your brilliant design and advice. So breathe deep, take a break, enjoy something different for a few days -- maybe plan a circuit to see our pitiful attempts -- and come back refreshed. You are much beloved by your students, friend.
Thank you for sharing, I know exactly how you feel. But when I hear your complaints it's almost funny, though I go through the similar pains. Your complaints are actually encouraging to me. Cheers. God bless you, Eva
Mr Sobkowiak, I know this post is almost 2 years old. If you do happen to see this I’d like for you to know how much I enjoy your teaching. I’m in the process of adopting your teaching towards my own small orchard here in Portland, Oregon USA. You are such an inspiring teacher. Thank you for being honest. I truly value everything you do!
Position the intake of the pump, lower than your water source, so as to push down and into the pump. If the pump is sucking water from a natural source, simply place the pump inside of a tub, so the tub acts as a sort of submerging device.
Hi Stefan! I enjoy your videos very much. I have a very small backyard garden in Calgary Alberta. So far things were going so well. I was so most counting the tomatoes and beans I was going to collect in a week. This week we have had hail twice. By backyard was covered with shredded leaves. It was so depresing! I just could not make myself get out. I finally surrendered and said to myself that mother nature will do its thing. I am so small and powerless. Hopefully I am still going to get something out of it and maybe next year will be better. I know I just can't do without my back yard. I hope things turn out ok with your harvest. Its not over until the season is over. All the best!
If you write a book teaching your craft make sure to add in information on the rough seasons prepare the student replicating the system for the worst and hope for the best. You are an inspiring character and bettering oneself and ones environment is apart of the journey. I will quote Tim Allen "Never give up, never surrender!"
Thank you so much for your humility to open your heart to us... great teaching!... It's 2021 and... you are flourishing so... with your wise attitude, you harvested a positive result! You are a "true" teacher, not hiding the dark reality but embrassing it to allow the transformation. I admire and respect you greatly for that.
It’s July, again. How are you? I just found you and must tell you how much your vids make me laugh. I am 65. Just found permaculture. You are way ahead of our times and such an inspiration. Of all the reasons you listed....the stealing burns the most. It’s a rotten feeling. Time should heal it as time is the gift God gave us. Each season presents new times of growing-though we think it’s the same...that is an illusion. We live in time. We must always observe and respond. Vigilance is ongoing because we are living creatures. Your gardens are simply amazing. Please keep teaching. 🙏
You have helped me. If you didn't tell this level of truth, most of your wisdom younger farmers like me wouldn't learn. Thank you. My generation needs this.
I just subscribed to your channel in the fall of 2019. Thank You for your honesty during the good and the bad times. You are such a positive soul 99% of the time, thank you for a glimpse of the not so great moments. Judging from the wealth of information that you share, I consider you a fantastic farmer and teacher. I hope to continue to learn from your videos as I expand my small farm in NH. I think I have heard you mention on occasion the Master Gardener. I am pretty certain there is a curse on our land and we will toil and struggle to attain a harvest for our entire lives. The rain falls on the just and the unjust. You are obviously an amazingly skilled farmer and the bad times are just a reminder that no matter how good we are, there will always be things beyond our control. It is our ability to adapt and move forward that will determine our progress in life. Thanks for continuing to teach and share your wisdom.
Thank you Stefan for being upfront and vocal. We ordinary people sometimes forget that Every job has its joys, challenges and dark days. Non-farming jobs hinder your ability to appreciate the little joys in life and put you on a treadmill / routine that may lead no-where. It is great to know that You do remember that it will change and be better in the future. Many farmers, especially during the droughts we have in Australia see no future, that the rains will no come in time to help. Sometimes they just cannot bear the weight of seeing their livestock and the land suffer so much. Eventually it does rain and they country undergoes an amazing change, that is delightful to see, feel and enjoy.A smile goes a long way to brighten up the day for some, walking amongst the life of the orchard or farm does it for others. Talking about it all makes it easier to endure as a trouble or doubt shared is easier to endure. Enjoy life as you do make a difference for many others. Thank you
Our 2018 season was awful. Annual vegetables eaten by bugs no matter what we did. Low egg output. Half our year's chicks hatched eaten by predators. Japanese beetles and deer eating our young fruit trees. Scutch grass winning. Japanese Honeysuckle all over our woods (we "inherited" that problem.) Plus some health issues... Oy, it was depressing. So I understand what you're saying. And it does get better. God bless you. P.S. thank you for all the things you have taught me. Thank you. Thank you.
My little farm is also an hour away. I bought it 15 years ago, when my uncle died from the heirs community. Thanks for the sincerity. That helped me. Similar problems. But I am firmly in my conviction of a good future for all. Thank you Stefan.
I 'like' the video appreciating your candeur. May all work out for the best for you Stefan, your family, and all, including Frank, at 'Miracle Farms' . Bounteous blessings of all good upon you. fraternally, tx
Wondering how you are doing this year, considering all the flooding going on so many places. Hope you stay strong and hope you are doing well. Keep up the good work you do. We all need our farmers on a daily basis. You are important. Keep teaching us how to do it, as many younger folks really do not know. We need people like you to show us how it is done. Stay strong.
If your farm fails,100%,ask us(your internet fans) and we will show you what we have growing, or put up, caned in our freezers, or even in the bank because of your guiding light and advice. Thank you for pushing through.
I can kind of relate I am a facility manager at a youth camp and the days are long and you’re just ready for everybody to go home because it seems like every time you turn around something is broke and there’s another complaint.i can’t get off property I actually live on site it is harder. Getting off site for a few days helps get the perspective of why I’ve chosen this work and that helps
I have just discovered your videos ! I want to have small Sustainable Food Forest/ permaculture garden! i'm glad you still continue your great work. Thank you. Thank God the black clouds passed. !
i lost 40+ plants today to late blight. We had 2 days of rain and today I came out to see the damage. cut as much as I could. Through some baking soda, neem and castille soap in the sprayer, but with so much of the plants affected, I'm almost certain tomorrow will show me the end game.
Dont give up.Never think of it even sometimes thing dont go in our way.I have been doing farming for more than 20 years and yet i am still hanging on..on free times i usually keep up with new ideas. Well sometimes i feel frustrated but still i think i can do much better after a good sleep.
Stefan, I just found your channel and I have been so inspired to learn about permaculture! Thank you so much. I saw several of your videos before I bumped into this one. Thank you for sharing the realities of gardening. I have actually faced several discouraging things because I am only a year into this and I make mistakes. I am trying to learn. I appreciate your knowledge and experience so much. I pray for your success and joy.
It's a good thing that you posted this video back then. I'm convinced it has helped some people along their path. That Miracle Farm of yours follows the ups and downs of life, as you and me. Maybe the true miracle lies in what you brought to the community. Your experience is our knowledge, now! Even the faults can be useful to us. Thanks for your sharings and your honesty ! Jakim.
Hi! It’s July again and I just found your aphids video this morning and now this one. I just wanted to say I hope you’re not under a cloud right now, but I’m really learning a lot from your videos and wanted to say thank you for all you do. Hang in there!
I can truly emphasize with your feelings, as I tried back in the late 1970s to handle a 4 acre pear orchard and fix up a very old house. I was what they called 'a back to the land hippy' and learned how difficult it is to maintain land, trees, chickens, water pumps etc. etc.
Stefan, Nobody hits as hard as life, especially Mother Earth. We all have are demons and torments, but it ain't about how hard you get hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, and how many other lost souls that you help along the way. Just wanted to personally thank you and tell you how much my family and this lost soul have enjoyed your movie and other short clips. You have inspired me, through your unique teaching style and sense of humor, to plant my own trios on our 17 acre family farm, and I am proud to say we have 33 trios and expanding. I may not be doing everything exactly like you, but that’s the beauty of the design in which you teach. Glad to hear you are doing better my friend. Maintenant lève-toi, dépoussiérez-vous et reprenez le combat! Best Regards, Michael Bocskovits - Twisted Swale Farm, Knoxville, TN
Thank you all for your concern. The black cloud has lifted. The season always marches on, with or without us. Time away has helped, so has prayer. Enjoy the good times and the bad times since we are to count it all joy when we suffer diverse trials.
I know this was posted a while ago, but I just managed to come across it. This year I started "Permaculture Northeast" in Pennsylvania. I took many ideas from your videos as well as those of Geoff Lawton, Mark Shepard, Justin Rhodes, and many others. I taught myself permaculture and God has led it to be both my passion and gift. Yet being the first year, with very very limited funds, many things were tough. Do I go more on the route of an orchard? Do I focus on animals? Do I focus on STUN theory of Mark Shepard? Where is the focus? Or do I try to balance and juggle all of them? It's been very difficult at times with low yields and a handful of plants that I'm trying my hardest to grow. Yet there has also been huge success and great breakthroughs.
All in all, seeing this video here has helped me to see that my "heroes" even see the same things and face the same problems that I do. All the more reminder to me even personally that farming does not satisfy completely, yet functions as a job/career as anything else, of which some of us find more happiness in than others. Yet our source of living water does satisfy.
I have reached out many times to those I have learned permaculture from, and have never heard anything back. And even if I never do, I still look forward to getting to know you one day for the rest of our days. And in those days, you will see that you were used to bring comfort to those who needed it. From your field to mine "pun intended" :)
Put the water pump in the well to get better draw. U can not depend on apples in our climate chickens need a climate controlled building
You are such a special human being. Your videos have helped me out of a dark period. As a teacher I get deflated at the end of the school year. Depleted energy and exhaustion makes us vulnerable to these short term depressions. I want to tell you that your humility and self-criticism show me that you are a self-aware person. Brave to show your vulnerability. This is a great antidote for so much unrealistic, magical promises made by so many other youtubers. Thank you and godspeed in your day to day life. You deserve all the happiness and prosperity the world can offer.
Stefan Sobkowiak ... AMEN 💜🙏🏼🛡🗡👑📖🔥🙏🏼💜
This just popped in my feed today. Stefan, farmers aren't the only ones going through this. We all experience this at many times in life so you are not alone. Remember, like plants and animals, we all need the proper balanced nutrition to be at our best. Eat good food. Make good choices. Imagine the silver lining even when you can't see it. ~One Love~
Hi Stefan, you may not remember me. Back in 2014, me (an Australian lad and his family) lobbed in to your orchard unannounced, you and and one of your interns talked, laughed and inspired us. I am now a commercial permaculture orchardist back in Australia and this is in large part thanks to you! You are not only a farmer you are an educator and an inspirer extraordinaire. Not only are you growing your own orchard you are also growing a movement across the world to better food production and to more resilient communities. I don't write this just to make you feel better, I write this to simply let you know that you have achieved more than you actually realise. Thanks for sharing the reality of farming and the realities of life!
Charlie Showers I remember you and your family. Thanks for the great words. We are planning to go to Australia at the end of February early March 2019. Where are you located?
Charlie Showers I am in NSW and looking to start a small scale permaculture orchid, can I ask education wise how did you start? Books or courses? I have no experience with permaculture and any info on pointing me in the right direction would be greatly appreciated 🙏
stuntmansyd, the answer is simple: Buy Stefan's movie! Implement all that you see in it that suits your context.
Hi stuntmansyd, I'd start with undertaking a permaculture design certificate, then I would intern on a farm or orchard. And all the while read read read. It is a journey of self really and orchard knowledge is the cream on top! We've got an open day in November if you wanted to check our orchard out blackbarnfarm.com.au. and of course watch Stefan's film and read Michael Phillips books!
Hi Stefan, we're in a little orcharding town called Stanley in North East Victoria, about 3 hours north of Melbourne. We'd love to catch up with you, I'll drop you an email. Charlie
Stefan! You DO NOT suck! You are a huge inspiration to us all. I've learned a lot of technical stuff watching you. But it's your kindness and your love for others (people, birds, insects) that is most inspiring, and that is the kind of thing that really changes people. And your honesty, like in this video today, the courage to turn on the camera and talk to us about it when you probably didn't want to - that's inspiring too. Thanks for sharing the reality. Thanks for making a youtube channel. And thanks for your kindness.
Perfectly said and I concur!
This has helped me feel less alone and like someone understands what I’m going through. Thank you so so much for your honesty and openness.
When one thing goes wrong, they all go wrong.My Dad always says " Hope for the best and prepare for the worst." Hope you feel better soon. You helped me so much when i was down. I wish i could help. So my family and I will include you in our daily prayers.
Dear Stephan. I have never posted a comment on public media, but your honesty is a gift to me that I simply have to acknowledge. Thank you for your honesty, it is the perfect antidote to all the lies of beauty magazines and the 'Media' in general. I have grown trees most of my adult life and am considering becoming a tenant farmer simply to spend my last decade planting a large permaculture orchard. Your enthusiasm whilst you are 'up' has inspired me, but I have wondered this last couple of weeks am I promising my friends and family something that I might not be able to deliver? It is clear you are a global leader in your 'field' and if you can publicly admit that you have doubts and that you have bad seasons then you teach me now not to fear my doubts, but like you simply share them. Thank you. Please remember your farm may be small, but your 'seeds' of hope have been sown via the internet around the entire world, your current crop is no longer just the farm produce of this or next year, but the spirit you plant and nurture within all humanity that you 'inoculate'. Please find the poem "Footsteps" not because I'm selling religion, but simply to say, your words have carried me through recent doubts so now let all those you have inspired carry you for a while. I'm not rich , but if you need cash to help fix a tractor then start a crowd funding page and I will give $100 because it is a fraction of my debt to people like you who are paving a better future for my four young sons. For me this is the most important video you've ever made and had the courage to share. Sir I salute you.
Hang in there. This is farming. I was raised on a dairy farm and I can relate to what you are going through. This is why I went into the field of computer. Only to find out the same happens in other fields as well. I had many days where I wanted to quit but the majority were positive days. My father has taught me to look at the better days ahead and not only a few bad days. I love your videos and farm, keep up the great work. There are plenty of better days ahead.
You amaze us with your knowledge of farming!!! How thankful we are that you have not quit:)
Thank you Stefan for sharing... Hope this dark cloud will pass soon far away from you... I 'm french and live in the south of France and I wanted you to know that the first time I heard about permaculture (several years ago) it was by watching a video of yours and it was so inspiring to me ! So I choose this moment to say : thank you for doing what you do and sharing your experience, even at that dark moment... Wish you the best ☄💖
Stefan you are bearing fruit out side the farm . from your videos i am learning so much (ups and downs) i have just brought an acre with the plan to set up an orchard based on your system. we have long hot summers and very dry winters so thing not working growing is going to be part life. thank you for all you are giving to the greater community you are a teacher and a leader the world needs more people like you
I've watched a few of your videos and this one made me a subscriber. My impression of you from the handful of vids I saw prior to this was always upbeat and positive. I'm glad you're giving the other side, and you're a seasoned pro. Imagine what us newbies must go through. Thank you for all the knowledge you are bestowing on us. As you know there ups and downs, and some may seem worse than others, but you'll be out of the funk shortly! Thanks again for everything you do.
Thanks for sharing the good and bad. You are an inspiration. We truly appreciate all the videos and information you share. Thank you for the time you spend on the videos!
Thank you for sharing your frustration with us. You helped me to understand that my frustration is normal. Thank you for helping me.
Just wanna say that I truely admire you !
Even more today !
I know this is 2 years old but! Stefan you have taught sooo much to us!!
From a fellow teacher you absolutely do a wonderful job engaging your students(US) with your content. The little extra things you do helps your videos pop. Thank you for being you!
We are all striving to be and do better. Up and down we go on our journey through life. You have a farm and need to make money to support your family. You are also giving experience and wisdom to the general public. Your reaching all of us. Thank you for giving back to us what someone gave to you. 🤙🏼
Absolutely. All teachers just package and repackage information bits they have learned along the way. Once it a while some observation insights as well.
Thanks for posting this video. Most farmer youtubers have a tendency to glorify farming and make it seem like a romantic cake walk. The reality is that it's not and it takes a tough skin to keep at it. Keep your head up brother, you've done some amazing things and I'm sure there's more to come.
Exactly!
Right on
Ya those people are r-tarded, real farming is going until you want to die and then going some more because there's usually nobody to help you, and not remembering when the last time you actually felt happy,
You are an inspiration and great teacher! Thank you for sharing so much of your wisdom. It's important to know that everyone has down moments. I hope this one passes quickly.
Thank you for this honest view into the ups and downs of farming. I've been to your farm and it really is a miracle, so you can be sure that what you've done over the past decades has really affected a lot of people.
I hope your season gets better soon.
Thank you so much for your honesty. As an aspiring farmer, I really appreciate folks who share all sides of the experience. I am so thankful for your channel, your film, and your voice in this community. Sending virtual hugs your way; I hope you find the rest and rejuvenation you need ❤️
Thank you for being honest. Your videos inspire me to pursue permaculture farming, polycultures and creating food forests. I always learn so much from your wisdom. The hard times are temporary, especially this year. Our season has been incredibly challenging, too. It's been frustrating. I tell myself, "Keep going. The sun will rise tomorrow."
Merci beaucoup for everything you do to inspire people like me around the world. 💖
Thank you for sharing. I'm not a farmer but I definitely can relate. Keep going. You're one of the you tubers I actually learn something from. Love your delivery. Sending good energy your way.
Yes, sometimes it is a drag. But image a life without gardening ...
It is glorious! I don't miss the gardening rat race and back-breaking work, sunburns, pricks, bugs, etc.
Hello from Brockville Ontario. Thanks for your candidness. Love your vids. Ive started reclaiming a corn field i have with permaculture ideas and love your contribution to the permaculture community.
I can't speak to your capabilities as a farmer but I vividly remember when I first saw you on youtube. The Rhodes family were visiting you on the Great American Farm Tour. How impressive!! I've nominated that vlog for the "Top 10 list" on White House on the Hills channel. This year we planted our first 3 fruit trees as closely as we could by YOUR teaching!. 3 different fruit trees, 2 nitrogen fixes, multiple perenials something blooming all year. And because we have only owned the land just 5 years and had to reclaim the land the soil is still poor. I planted cowpeas along the whole northside for more nitrogen fixing. Thank you Stefan! Be encouraged as you reach people all over the world. We are in southcentral Indiana, US.
depression Stefan. Yeah it sucks big time. It also passes. Whilst under its cloud, thinking gets pretty twisted and unreliable.
Great video btw. You are even more of an inspiration to me for posting this. If i was local id take you out for a beer or 4.
Thank you for posting this. Everyone shows the "good" side of farming. The setbacks, failures, and hard physical work that people don't see do take a toll. Last year's drought lost over 100 tree seedlings. But being in the field connected to nature is a feeling hard to describe. Look at what we GET to do instead of what we NEED to do. Anything we do that improves the soil, planting a tree, or growing healthy food makes the world a better place. It beats the alternative.
Stefan, I totally know what you mean. All the things that don't go right seem to add up and then the frustration sets in. Last week I lost 1/3 of my duck flock. I dang near wanted to quit, too. And you're right, it does eventually get better.
I love that you do not sugarcoat anything.
I hope this July is better than last year. I really enjoy your videos. Thank you for teaching us your wisdom.
I bought a small farm about 2.5 years ago. Now , I’m about a year behind on fixing some things, planting some trees, fixing a farmhouse, etc.
I’m still standing strong. One day at a time.
In my family, we say "ain't farming fun" every time something goes south. As the climate changes, we'll continue to face new and unusual challenges.... but your ecosystem you've created will be more resilient than most, so take solace! Keep your head up, and keep fighting the good fight Stefan!
Thank you for sharing and glad you have this outlet to share what you're going through. I can say without a doubt farming is one of the toughest occupations for sure. Just when I think things are going smoothly a flat tire comes along! So just know that we are here for you and wishing you great things my friend whatever that may entail! You have tought me so much and sending gratitude your way. One little change can make a world of difference! Be well, things will be better. 👩🏼🌾👍🌻
Mercury Retrograde plus Cancer season could be the reason you feel this way come July. Keep Gardening Please!!! You’ve taught me things through your videos. I appreciate you!!
We thought our chickens had a problem because egg production dropped way off. These birds free range. They have always laid their eggs in their nests in the coop. The little darlings found a spot under a bush they liked better. We found a couple dozen eggs there. When we added a lot more straw to the nests and shifted the paddock away from the shrub they went back to laying in the nests. I have really enjoyed your videos. Thank you for sharing your experience.
A farmer, my mother always said, has faith because regardless of what the season, weather will bring they get up and work their land. I pray here and now for it to be the pivotal point for you, where things that failed, will do a 360 from here on. God be with and bless you!
Hi Stefan. Thanks for bringing this up. It is a reality for most farmers. I am hoping everything or most of the things are hanky dori for you and black clouds shifted leaving all that fertile rain behind.
i work in a factory,have about 5 bosses,very noisy...have to run sometimes up to 4 machines...i would rather be farming.i hope to retire in 3 years and am going to concentrate on the permaculture gardens that i have started...i really enjoy your videos and have learned by them.i pray that everything works out great for you this year and the years to come...God bless...
Great Video Stefan. We live in a real world and it certainly doesn't always go as planned. This is why it's so important to capture those great moments that you mentioned in our hearts and minds. It's what carries us through the tough times. You've been an inspiration to me and many others. We hear you. You'll come back from this. It will get better. Don't lose hope.
So much respect & admiration for you! Very sorry you're going through these hard times but I appreciate the frankness you've offered to everyone in this video. Discouraging words from family who don't understand isn't always well recieved, however hearing from one with so much knowledge & experience is of great value to those of us looking to get started. Faith as defined by the presence of hope & purpose within the individual can get shaky when we are faced with adversity. So for the time, have faith that this too shall pass! For what it's worth, many of us are rooting for you & yours :)
Dear Stefan. If it helps, please remember that you are a great inspiration to me and my very personal Permaculture travel. I have learned a lof from you and consider you as a master in the field of Permaculture fruit trees. Especially your joyful and comic approach to the diciplin was very uplifting. Sometimes it helps to joke about all that tbat sucks. Joking and laughing release the sorrow and set joy free. Also dirty jokes can help :)
And for the chickens: same thing here and in a friends Permaculture COOP: Almost a complete drop to 0 in egg production over the last 4-5 days. I tell myself it has to do with the moon (especially the lunar eclipse from tonight)... No idea. We have 1 egg from 40 layers.
Thank you for sharing this insight in your emotional life and may the universe uplift you with some good laugh!
All the best.
Moritz
Man, Stefan is a legend! Love to see the otherside of a YT business person. He didn't record this 2 weeks later and pretend to be chirpy and turn it into a some motivational video, nah, he dam near had tears in his eyes and kept it real. Respect.
Raw and real. Thanks
@@StefanSobkowiak Thank you Sir. I'm starting a Horticulture course in August and your videos are giving me great tips and inspiration. Keep up the good work.
You rock and I cannot tell you how much your channel means to me and others like me. Maybe your best video, super real. Need to hear the bad and the good. Sometimes permaculture people hide from reality in a false positive blanket. Your a great farmer and an inspiration to us all.
I'm sure this was a hard video to post, but thank you for opening up to us and showing that you are...human, just like all of us. We have definitely felt like this!!! I think all of us go through this-no matter what job you have. But as farmers-we may be more prone to this because we often see/hear of other small farmers giving up for a reason or another. I wonder if planning some kind of vacation/getaway/fun project every year would help with this-maybe give you something to look forward to?? Good luck to you. :)
Hey, just want to thank you for growing food! The human species cannot exist without people like you.
Keep at it Stefan. I remember in one of your other videos that you said to take the things that dont work out as valuable lessons and new opportunities. You have great content all the best.
Hi Stefan. It is difficult to see you be so discouraged and disheartened. It is a reality check for us who really do suck at farming( meaning people like me who know nothing), to be reminded that doing A does not always produce B. You have given a lot to the farming/gardening community, so I hope we all can give at least a word of encouragement back to you. God bless and may He provide a brighter season soon.
Hi Stefan, looking at the many comments below - I hope you realise your educating videos are helping so many people, some of whom will be happy to become patrons. Considered Patreon?
You don't suck at farming :-) from your video, it's obvious you care about nature and you are farming in a way that is far more harmonious than most. I was working on a farm this summer, he has 2 books and has been doing it for 30 years, so much went wrong for us this season, I suppose that is the nature of farming. I also get low points, in one too, I read an article about there being a summer version of SAD. Eat well, sleep well, socialise, meditate, go somewhere with nature :-) say hello to all the birds on your farm :-) p.s. you should have more viewers on this channel, it's great, I think I said before, put permaculture orchard in your channel name, most people know you by that :-)
Nice to see a reality check. Some only talk about the positives. Thanks for sharing. Farmers grow what the majority of us cant do on our own.
Never give up......
I gave up on it and sold my lands.... Now I do domestic farming in the back yard! So much more less stress! My income comes from other sources. Farming for hobby is best. And yes, a fire destroyed part of my farm. Robbers stoke fence, tank, plants, water. We had a terrible drought some years ago.
Thanks for all u share
Thanks for your transparency Stefan. So very helpful to us all.
Hang in there, you never know what might be just around the corner. Sending lots of love and hope your way.
My husband and I have watched a bunch of your videos and they are always so uplifting. This video is heartbreaking. I have anxiety and depression issues and I definitely understand that overwhelming feeling. It's hard to get out of bed sometime. But keep pushing forward. I know this is an older video and your cloud has lifted, but we're thinking of you.
Sorry for ur struggle! Look forward for the brighter times, they will come! 💜
Ive got 10 years of maintenance and breakdowns to fix. Had to quit cattle during BSE years. Very discouraging to say the least. Farming is tough. Good luck as i just discovered your channel and hope to incorporate some or your ideas on our land. Beat of luck.
Thank you. You have reminded to have faith that thing will change and hang in there. Hope things will look up. Seriously thank you.
For your pump problem... In the pipe that exits the pump drill a small hole. On sump pumps it requires a 3/16 inch hole. I don't know what kind of pump you have, but if that's what you mean by priming the pump you can drill a hole in that exit pipe. Let me know if you need further explanation.
Stefan, I never wanted to farm before I saw your videos, and now I hope I once can...what you're doing, with farming and youtube, is much more than a harvest, you're inspiring countless people like me to think differently about growing food and even how to live life. And we talk about it with friends. If money is a concern to you, please set up a patreon page and/or get a bitcoin wallet so we can contribute to the unbelievable work you're doing.
Tu es vraiment une source d'inspiration pour moi, et j'ai toujours hâte de voir le prochain vidéo,, des fois je ne saisis rien aux techniqualitées, mais j'aime toujours les voir. Ta narration est excelentre et les images font rêver.
Stay safe, and if you're done with it... then you're done and find a happier way to live your life.
Love,
Nicolas
I can relate. I hope things get better for you very soon. You have contributed so much to educating so many toward a different way of farming, and I for one, am really grateful for all that I have learned! Wishing you many brighter days very very soon!
Wow, je ne connais personne dans le milieu agricole qui ne rencontre pas ces périodes et j'admire le courage qu'il t'a fallu pour prendre cette caméra et nous évoquer tes pensées. Bon courage à toi, tu as déjà réussi à construire une communauté de personnes qui te suivent et t'admires. J'espère que les choses vont s'améliorer pour toi pour la suite !
Every one of those hard seasons is a tempering session. No greater wisdom building experience exists than some sort of failure that you feel on a personal level and I feel it's smart to recognize the importance of suffering in this process. You can throw all the time and learning in the world at something and all you'll get is perspective. Take that perspective and add a dash of suffering, and the result is wisdom.
How do I give two thumbs up?
Thank you sir, that's very flattering.
Thank you for sharing. Even in hard times, you're inspiring. I really appreciate it.
You are just WAY too hard on yourself. We have gained so much from your teaching and we admire you SO much! My mother grew up on my grandparent's farm and there were definitely difficult times. You can't control the weather, or thieves. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom and knowledge. :)
The Bible says "Do not grow weary in well doing." Which implies that even important, meaningful, good work, like stewarding an orchard and animals, can wear you down and discourage you. Every season is unique -- never the right amount of rain or sunshine or heat/cool or strength/energy/motivation. Never the problem you figured out how to manage last year, but instead a new one! Ugh! But press on, bc you *are* good at this. Just not perfect yet, hah. You are creative and inspiring -- and you must consider that though your own orchard might deliver a disappointing crop this year, your total value goes so far beyond that, bc hundreds of us have planted orchards following your brilliant design and advice. So breathe deep, take a break, enjoy something different for a few days -- maybe plan a circuit to see our pitiful attempts -- and come back refreshed. You are much beloved by your students, friend.
Thank you for sharing, I know exactly how you feel. But when I hear your complaints it's almost funny, though I go through the similar pains. Your complaints are actually encouraging to me. Cheers.
God bless you,
Eva
And i thought iam the only one who faces a hang down in July!! Thank you for this honest words. 1love
Mr Sobkowiak, I know this post is almost 2 years old. If you do happen to see this I’d like for you to know how much I enjoy your teaching. I’m in the process of adopting your teaching towards my own small orchard here in Portland, Oregon USA. You are such an inspiring teacher. Thank you for being honest. I truly value everything you do!
Glad you enjoy. All the best on your orchard.
I hope you feel better soon!
Position the intake of the pump, lower than your water source, so as to push down and into the pump. If the pump is sucking water from a natural source, simply place the pump inside of a tub, so the tub acts as a sort of submerging device.
Also, if you do happen to have any seals between the pump and water source, check that they are functioning.
Hi Stefan! I enjoy your videos very much. I have a very small backyard garden in Calgary Alberta. So far things were going so well. I was so most counting the tomatoes and beans I was going to collect in a week. This week we have had hail twice. By backyard was covered with shredded leaves. It was so depresing! I just could not make myself get out. I finally surrendered and said to myself that mother nature will do its thing. I am so small and powerless. Hopefully I am still going to get something out of it and maybe next year will be better. I know I just can't do without my back yard. I hope things turn out ok with your harvest. Its not over until the season is over. All the best!
If you write a book teaching your craft make sure to add in information on the rough seasons prepare the student replicating the system for the worst and hope for the best. You are an inspiring character and bettering oneself and ones environment is apart of the journey. I will quote Tim Allen "Never give up, never surrender!"
Thank you for your honesty Stefan, I am a new watcher and admiror of your briliance. Stay Blessed.
You are valuable to all of us. Remember, sometimes you farm and other times you get farmed. Keep it up.
I like that 'sometimes you get farmed'. So true. Thanks
Thank you so much for your humility to open your heart to us... great teaching!... It's 2021 and... you are flourishing so... with your wise attitude, you harvested a positive result! You are a "true" teacher, not hiding the dark reality but embrassing it to allow the transformation. I admire and respect you greatly for that.
It’s July, again. How are you? I just found you and must tell you how much your vids make me laugh. I am 65. Just found permaculture. You are way ahead of our times and such an inspiration. Of all the reasons you listed....the stealing burns the most. It’s a rotten feeling. Time should heal it as time is the gift God gave us. Each season presents new times of growing-though we think it’s the same...that is an illusion. We live in time. We must always observe and respond. Vigilance is ongoing because we are living creatures. Your gardens are simply amazing. Please keep teaching. 🙏
Thank you. This July is great, yes praise God. Enjoy the videos, there’s a pretty good education in them.
You have helped me. If you didn't tell this level of truth, most of your wisdom younger farmers like me wouldn't learn. Thank you. My generation needs this.
I think all of us growers/farmers have been there. We've had a bad drought so everything has been harder. And the heat is hard to physically take too.
I just subscribed to your channel in the fall of 2019. Thank You for your honesty during the good and the bad times. You are such a positive soul 99% of the time, thank you for a glimpse of the not so great moments. Judging from the wealth of information that you share, I consider you a fantastic farmer and teacher. I hope to continue to learn from your videos as I expand my small farm in NH. I think I have heard you mention on occasion the Master Gardener. I am pretty certain there is a curse on our land and we will toil and struggle to attain a harvest for our entire lives. The rain falls on the just and the unjust. You are obviously an amazingly skilled farmer and the bad times are just a reminder that no matter how good we are, there will always be things beyond our control. It is our ability to adapt and move forward that will determine our progress in life. Thanks for continuing to teach and share your wisdom.
Y’a I’m planning a ´mistakes’ video, I may need a series to cover them all.
Ty for all the knowledge its really a blessing. Glad to hear you're feeling better
Thank you for all that you do 🙏
Same feeling sometimes with a hundred beds of vegetable. Nice to share. Would be glad to see you continue and thanks for your amazing content !
Thank you Stefan for being upfront and vocal. We ordinary people sometimes forget that Every job has its joys, challenges and dark days. Non-farming jobs hinder your ability to appreciate the little joys in life and put you on a treadmill / routine that may lead no-where. It is great to know that You do remember that it will change and be better in the future. Many farmers, especially during the droughts we have in Australia see no future, that the rains will no come in time to help. Sometimes they just cannot bear the weight of seeing their livestock and the land suffer so much. Eventually it does rain and they country undergoes an amazing change, that is delightful to see, feel and enjoy.A smile goes a long way to brighten up the day for some, walking amongst the life of the orchard or farm does it for others. Talking about it all makes it easier to endure as a trouble or doubt shared is easier to endure. Enjoy life as you do make a difference for many others. Thank you
Our 2018 season was awful. Annual vegetables eaten by bugs no matter what we did. Low egg output. Half our year's chicks hatched eaten by predators. Japanese beetles and deer eating our young fruit trees. Scutch grass winning. Japanese Honeysuckle all over our woods (we "inherited" that problem.) Plus some health issues...
Oy, it was depressing.
So I understand what you're saying. And it does get better.
God bless you.
P.S. thank you for all the things you have taught me. Thank you. Thank you.
My little farm is also an hour away. I bought it 15 years ago, when my uncle died from the heirs community. Thanks for the sincerity. That helped me. Similar problems. But I am firmly in my conviction of a good future for all. Thank you Stefan.
Glad it helped.
I 'like' the video appreciating your candeur. May all work out for the best for you Stefan, your family, and all, including Frank, at 'Miracle Farms' . Bounteous blessings of all good upon you. fraternally, tx
Thank you
Wondering how you are doing this year, considering all the flooding going on so many places. Hope you stay strong and hope you are doing well. Keep up the good work you do. We all need our farmers on a daily basis. You are important. Keep teaching us how to do it, as many younger folks really do not know. We need people like you to show us how it is done. Stay strong.
If your farm fails,100%,ask us(your internet fans) and we will show you what we have growing, or put up, caned in our freezers, or even in the bank because of your guiding light and advice. Thank you for pushing through.
I can kind of relate I am a facility manager at a youth camp and the days are long and you’re just ready for everybody to go home because it seems like every time you turn around something is broke and there’s another complaint.i can’t get off property I actually live on site it is harder. Getting off site for a few days helps get the perspective of why I’ve chosen this work and that helps
My new freind you are an inspiration. dont give up yet.
I have just discovered your videos ! I want to have small Sustainable Food Forest/ permaculture garden! i'm glad you still continue your great work. Thank you. Thank God the black clouds passed. !
We have same situation this year 2021 we also thinking to quite farming...life is pain...😢 but we have to live no matter what.
i lost 40+ plants today to late blight. We had 2 days of rain and today I came out to see the damage. cut as much as I could. Through some baking soda, neem and castille soap in the sprayer, but with so much of the plants affected, I'm almost certain tomorrow will show me the end game.
Dont give up.Never think of it even sometimes thing dont go in our way.I have been doing farming for more than 20 years and yet i am still hanging on..on free times i usually keep up with new ideas. Well sometimes i feel frustrated but still i think i can do much better after a good sleep.
Stefan, I just found your channel and I have been so inspired to learn about permaculture! Thank you so much. I saw several of your videos before I bumped into this one. Thank you for sharing the realities of gardening. I have actually faced several discouraging things because I am only a year into this and I make mistakes. I am trying to learn. I appreciate your knowledge and experience so much. I pray for your success and joy.
Received, thank you. Yes there are ups and downs in this journey, just as in life. Enjoy, lots to binge learn.
This is helpful. Thanks for sharing your hardships and how you work through them.
It's a good thing that you posted this video back then. I'm convinced it has helped some people along their path. That Miracle Farm of yours follows the ups and downs of life, as you and me. Maybe the true miracle lies in what you brought to the community. Your experience is our knowledge, now! Even the faults can be useful to us. Thanks for your sharings and your honesty ! Jakim.
Hi! It’s July again and I just found your aphids video this morning and now this one. I just wanted to say I hope you’re not under a cloud right now, but I’m really learning a lot from your videos and wanted to say thank you for all you do. Hang in there!
You’re welcome but the clouds are not welcome. Thanks.
I can truly emphasize with your feelings, as I tried back in the late 1970s to handle a 4 acre pear orchard and fix up a very old house. I was what they called 'a back to the land hippy' and learned how difficult it is to maintain land, trees, chickens, water pumps etc. etc.
You sound like a been there done that person. Yes it can be difficult.
Stefan, Nobody hits as hard as life, especially Mother Earth. We all have are demons and torments, but it ain't about how hard you get hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, and how many other lost souls that you help along the way. Just wanted to personally thank you and tell you how much my family and this lost soul have enjoyed your movie and other short clips. You have inspired me, through your unique teaching style and sense of humor, to plant my own trios on our 17 acre family farm, and I am proud to say we have 33 trios and expanding. I may not be doing everything exactly like you, but that’s the beauty of the design in which you teach. Glad to hear you are doing better my friend. Maintenant lève-toi, dépoussiérez-vous et reprenez le combat! Best Regards, Michael Bocskovits - Twisted Swale Farm, Knoxville, TN