mood after the heartbreak I experienced from reading "if he had been with me"
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- Опубліковано 9 лют 2025
- this book broke my heart💔 don’t get me started on chapter 84…
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“finny?” “oh autumn.” that line broke me
My stomach clenched even though I already know what would happen, and know about the book, I couldn't stop crying
@ 100% relatable, this book broke me, and then i read the next one and my heart shattered even further 😭🤍
I just finished it, I was on chapter 82 two days ago and i figured out the ending so i couldn't read it, but then I couldn't not read it as well and now I can't stop crying, this book was so good but also so sad, which is why it was so good
Omg same😭😭😭
Why didn't it make me feel anything can you explain last 10 mins
@@dddeeee9222 it was because finn and autumn had loved each other all this time and they used to think that it was one sided love but then they were finally together and finn had to break up with his gf to officially be together with autumn and that's what he was doing on that night but he had an accident and then when autumn thinks " If he had been with me" He would not have died because he could have been saved because he got out of the car but then he went back to help the girl he was with and then he died, what makes it more emotional was that autumn was so depressed at that point of the book and just needed some happiness in her life but then he died
The ending made me cry as well🥹I read the book months ago and I’m still not over it
I didn't see it coming somehow 😭 It was also late at night so I was tired but it BROKE ME
i started it today and i finished it today and there’s something about it that makes it so unrecoverable and sad. it’s like a heartbreak that you can’t describe. like i’m experiencing this extreme level of sadness and heartbreak through fictional characters but it feels like this real tangible thing. i don’t even know if this makes sense but i can already feel my self suppressing the book so i can’t be emotional about it anymore 💀
Same I just need a therapist
I FINISHED IT TODAY AND IT FEELS TO REAL LIKE I FEEL GRIEF FOR THEM AND THE ENDING WAS SUCH A PLOT TWIST
they only had one night😭😭😭😭😭😔 i legit cried so hard…still am
I binged it in a day and now it feels I’m grieving an actual person. It’s just a book.
the way i was so happy that autumn was happy with finny. than i remembered that he was about to die. i was dreading it. (i read the whole book in 1 week)
I read it in 2 days bro😭 I finished it at 4:33 am and I feel like crying but I can't get the tears out😭😭
i finished within one day... finished at 3:03 am... now... i cant stop my tears god... ToT
This is too relatable… this book owes me a box of tissues and some therapy sessions
To be completely honest, I love slowburn books and got this book because it was known as a super sad book and I ADORE sad books. But if I’m being honest, I found the characters really dull and never connected to the character like usual. The character development just could have been better. I couldn’t tolerate any of the characters other than Finn. ESPECIALLY AUTUMNNNN oh my lord. The entire book when she was with Jamie she was constantly saying “don’t leave me, love me forever” while mentally cheating on him. And I hated Jamie, he’s so controlling (not allowing her to follow her dream or wear boy clothes because he likes her feminine) and I saw the twist where SPOILERRRRRR Jamie cheats with Sasha like more than 100 pages in advance. I just don’t really feel connected and don’t understand how this book is really that heartbreaking. Sorry people
STOP I JS GOT THIS BOOK AND NOW IM SCARED TO READ IT CAUSE PEOPLE R SAYING IT LEFT THEM HEARTBROKEN.
i was in the middle and read the last 3 chapters. ruined my life. i wish i could take it back.
never do thattt!!
I DID TJAT TOO IM SO MAD
LITERALLY ME. i finished it saturday and just can't stop thinking about it so i had to start the second one
I didn't cry but i was feeling awful i can't believe it's such a bad ending i really hoped finny didn't died
I finished it last night and I was sobbing, cuz I felt emotionally connected to them and the ending was so sad and I’m not sure I can bring myself to read the sequel when it comes out cuz I don’t know if I can take the heartbreak again
Ok, I literally just finished it. And at first I didn’t understand the hype. And until I was passed page 300 I wasn’t feeling any sadness… but the ENDING got me 😔
I feel like the book was overhyped, I didn't quite like the book, the ending was a bit rushed
@@maresreyes579 I completely agree. I didn’t ball my eyes out or anything just got teary and then went on with my night 🤷♀️
- I have notifications on that’s why I responded quickly 😂
@@rebekahsimpson9184fr it wasn't as sad as I expected
Was it just me or did anyone else not cry while reading the book, I felt like the ending came by too fast
Yeah same here I just finished it. I felt a little numb but I was just upset that they didn't get the happy ending everyone was expecting
Same i finished the book and the only feeling I felt was being numb maybe it was cuz it didn’t have enough details
i liked it i just tried to make myself cry i couldn’t
I really loved it icl but it just wasn't as sad as I expected after watching all those booktok reviews that said it made them sob then there's me who didn't even shed a tear
i know i am honestly sad that finny died but it came so quick that i just have not processed it yet
Dude I’m too scared to take this off my shelf 😭 I can’t handle another heartbreak rn
omg this book literally made me so sad for like so long
Now read if only I had had told her (it’s 5 times sadder 😭)
Oh no!
IM STILL CRYING IT WAS SO SAD
I literally just finished it and I’m bawling my eyes out 😭
I finished it yesterday and I think the emphasis was more on how they were apart and loved each other and couldn't say it but when we move towards the ending the happiness and death of finny just went by so quick we couldn't process it
REALLLLLL I AM SO SAD EVERY SINGLE TIME I THINK ABT IT BRUUUU😭😭😭😭
Fr tho. I was sitting in my room thinking about it like a month after finishing it and just started crying. Idk if thats just me or the book but I totally recommend reading it.❤😂
i pre-ordered the second one with fins perspective and it’s coming in febuaryyyy🤭🤭🤭
I started and finished it today, and let me tell you, it is the first time I have EVER cried over a book.
I forgot about the fact that it gave away that he died and there are marks in the pages from where my tears fell I cried so hard
I finished it in 24 hrs and I cried. I cried my eyes out of my head this book is beautiful but terrifying and I hate it but love it
Broo that book is so good
Dude the ending was so sad… I read it and cried myself to sleep, two friend…. More like lovers ❤
Yess literally balling my eyes out rn
Why does it feel like I’m grieving an actual person.
I literally just finished reading it and it’s safe to say that I bawled my eyes out..WHY DID HE HAVE TO DIE
I was reading this in my third period ( my reading period) and I Kidd you not, I was sitting there in a puddle of tears! And my friends thought I was not ok
I have just finished this book and i am crying so much💔💔
im actually bawling
I… I just… I just need a hug
my heart is literally broken
I'm like halfway through and I'm so scared for what's gna happen bc I hear so many ppl cry at the end 😭
I just finished this and…I am shocked…I can’t even cry…I am tramatized…whoever told me to read this….i hate them…I am literally shaking….
literally don't know how to feel rn 😭
the last 5 chapters.
SAME! i’m in mourning
ACTUALLY 😢
I need some therapy sessions, I feel numb after reading both books, what do I feel I don’t know how to feel
Maybe i didn't like it bc i listened to it as an audiobook. I didn't hate it either tho. I was just expecting it to be more sad. 7/10 I'll give it.
I think I’m gonna be in a bad mood for at least three days..I can’t stop thinking about this book. (Spoiler alert ahead)
My favorite moments were when Finny was so protective of her when she was hurt or drunk, and when he taught her how to drive. The little moments where you can see them slowly falling for each other are SO CUTEEEEE!!!!
this book was genuinely one of the worst things to ever happen to me but i reread it so much
Ahhhhh I'm halfway through it ❤
This was the best book I’ve ever read. I love you. (Yes I am talking to a BOOK)
NO ONE TOLD ME IT WAS SPICY
@@jazmine-bakugo but it’s not THAT spicy lol
@@love.j3xxica for a 11 year old me yes
Real shit 😔
me cus i almost cried when sasha broke up with alex (in my head, alex was chauncey leopardi as mouth 😩😮💨 and i always thought of sasha as arianna greenblatt)
“Finny?”
“Oh autumn.”
NO. THEY SHOULDVE BEEN ENDGAME
No cuz I feel so bad for autumn-
I tried talking to my mum about the heartbreak I’m feeling form the book and she just laughed 💔💔
i mentally perished after reading that book 😭
I listed to take me back to the night we met as was reading the last few chapeters I was not okay
Oh my god you are stunning!!!!
I literally have no idea what the ending was I’m so confused
I can’t be the only one who thought that Jamie was kinda toxic
Fr
Frr
I need spoilersss!!!!
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Is there a movie?
I dont have the book, what happens at the end
U can download it from pdf and plz don't ask abt the spoilers once u read I'll get it .
I lowkey hated the book and don’t get the hype. I won’t judge people who like it I just don’t get it. Autumn was so annoying and the whole book was eh. The writing was like so mid. It felt like one of those books where people who don’t read like it.
Someone explain the hype?
Is this book appropriate for a 13 Year old
I would say it depends… there is some bad language and lots of talk about sex and one sex scene. It wasn’t like a really inappropriate sex scene,the scene was really sweet. I’m 13 and I read it. Hope this helped:) it’s just depends on if you think so. But yes bad language and drinking and mental illnesses.
Yea
Spice level?
not much there is a bit of talking about it and one scene but that’s it
Fr