Mini Thin - Breaking Down (LYRIC VIDEO) addiction rehab song recovery alcoholism
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A voice for those of us that are trapped, screaming in the silence.
Thank you.
Truth
Ain't that the truth
I remember before I tried cocaine/meth/herion,I asked someone what it was like. They said “it’s like a burst of energy, a rush that takes your breath, it’s the best feeling ever, idk how to explain it really” and they were right, but now if someone were to ever ask me what it’s like, I would tell them..
”Its like spending every single penny you ever had, on drugs.
Its like going days without eating even though you were starving, but you needed dope more.
Its like having to lie to every family and friend you had ever had.
Its like waking up hating yourself from the shame and guilt.
Its like going into withdrawals every 8 hours unless you had more dope to do. (And you usually didn’t)
Its like never attending any family event because you were too high or too sick.
Its like everyone eventually stopped inviting you to events. And even talking to you.
It's like crying yourself to sleep every single night because your children got taken
its like knowing you have one more chance to get better before your child gets adopted and still choosing that bag
It's like asking other how your own blood child is doing
It's watching everyone around you succeed and yet your crumbling
Its like everything was on your drug dealers time. If they said five hours. You’ll wait five hours in a car.
Its like stealing everything worth value for dope. No matter how sentimental it was to you, or someone else.
Its like losing so much weight you can’t fit into any of your clothes.
Its like losing everything you’ve ever owned in your entire life.
Its like nobody believing a word you said, even if it was the truth.
Its like being a prisoner inside your own head.
Its like contemplating suicide every single day.
Its like never being scared to die, because that’s what you wanted.
Its like trying to shut your brain up for even five minutes. It was worth that little time of peace.
Its like seeing your family cry for you to stop, only for you to leave and go get high. Because stopping wasn’t an option. It wasn’t possible.
Its like you’d do absolutely anything for more. And you did.
Its like everyone hating you no matter where you went, because they knew you were a drug addict.
You'll miss out on your children an they'll be grown before you Know it.. You'd kill for your child and do any an everything for them yet you won't be able to get clean for them and we actually turn out to be the ones who hurt them the most..
Its like overdosing and going to get high right after.
Its like walking into rehab 100 pounds with the clothes on your back and being scared to death.
Its like giving your ENTIRE LIFE AWAY..
So if you’re ever curious like I was, please at least know the truth. CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT, and it WILL KILL YOU TOO”
#Repost This is for anyone fighting or still fighting this horrible battle.
#EndAddiction
I thank you for that my life is like that right now and I have no one to turn too
Hallejuiah Amen..finally somebody put into words how it feels..thank you so much for sharing
Exactly what its like
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Real shit. Im living it every day. I can't do this much longer ima either die or get straight but either way its gonna be soon.
I would never be able to ride this rollercoaster alone...I am grateful today to be given the GIFT of LIFE. Beyond grateful to be able to FEEL the music again...💙🙏🏼💙
I can't believe I'm just now finding this bc about the exact time it came out I was living this song, word for word and I CANT STOP LISTENING! It's more than a blessing to have the opportunity 5 yrs later to be opiode free and loving life again! Thank you again I literally feel this song in its entirety and to tell you're story so publicly is heroic you're a God send bro
Telling your story , it's how you will continue to live , and help others through music therepy , I love it . I am a recovering alcoholic , addict since 2006, I slipped a few times ,but I found God or should I saw God found me , 😥😥🙏🙏☕☕❤️❤️🤗 so much gratitude, I live in a major city , and have lost so many from this Disease and it IS A DISEASE !! No known cure ,only God whatever that is to you ...🙏🙏🙏☝️☝️💯💯💯💯🙌🙌🛐☯️☮️
I woke up this morning wanting to die, I listened to this song and for some reason it gave me hope. Heroin ruined my life and every day is a fight,but I haven't given up
God bless you and your family in Jesus name amen
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This song has stopped me from making a bad decision and relapsing more times than I can count. Thank you.
Like you Jessica u can relate I'm 49yrs old got 3 pretty much grown up kids but I broke my back 20 something yrs ago n I can still walk thank God I got off oxys for few yrs went on methadone got sick asf coming off that then my dr told me I'd be in a chair in a couple yrs well I got 10 yrs not in a chain yet but I am back on pain medication its transdermal pain patch no oxys though hun I'm still alive n my wife n kids n i are all still a family n happy ( ish) most of the time lol but hey life is worth it i think
Yah bless
1q¹a¹
Keep holding on
Very heartfelt song hits close to home for sure, Addiction is no joke and lots a people don't fully understand it unless they have been through it, the feeling truly never goes away its always there you just gotta stay strong anyone can beat it if you truly work at it. Keep it up Mini Thin love all your music but have to say this is one of my favorite to date.
Faith hope love and god I'm slowly finding my way with the help of the family I have finally came to make that I can count on with my entire being in the church and fellow church members that have welcomed me with open arms and are filling the void I had been filling with the drugs and have finally given me a family that loves me for who I am unlike no other
Do more meth lol
this lyrics sum it up! LIFE is a journey!
I found this song the first day I went into recovery I been listening to it since the helplessness and pain was unbearable I sat crying listening on repeat now I'm smiling
Wish everyone who struggles, are in pain, lonely depressed and wanting to give up love and happiness you all deserve it.
My mom used to listen to this song and I would jam out to it. I didn’t understand what it was about but now I do. She’s now in rehab getting better. I used to be so scared of losing my mom I’m only 14
She’s used drugs for 13 years that I know of. Probably before I was born too. But I’m so proud of her.
I been clean about a month this song give me some strength to help me push on thank you mini for putting things in perspective with this amazing song
Collichie and Mini thin saved my life ❤️
Really liking this. Been locked up almost 5 years. Had never heard him before. Its truth. Thank u for your music. I'm still sober. Thank goodness. No more for me
"Waking up. Blood is itching. Scared to death. Who is snitching"💯⚡
just getting clean....22 days now. i need to see that light. I'm scared I'm not going to be the mother to my children like I used to be. I'm in a sober living house in Clearwater, Fl. your music keeps me focused on what this addiction has done to me. thank you so much for helping others through your music. your words are real and raw. you should come do a benefit show. that would be so amazing!!
Michelle Lawshe Proud of you. keep it up, you got this 😊
Michelle Lawshe I dont know you, but I'm praying for you! Ik people that are addicts now and I've seen what its done to them, I dont wish that on anyone. I wish the best for you, I hope you get better for your kids!
Michelle Lawshe keep looking forward no matter what life throws us .stay strong I'm praying for you ,man I've been threw sum serious hell if it wasn't for hope an the Lord I wouldn't be here .....take it one day at a time it will be very rewarding in yr future God is shaping you for something bigger.God bless u
Michelle Lawshe You still doing good? I just celebrated my one year. Stay strong and hope the hurricane didn't set you back any.
How you doin hun?
This is quickly becoming one of my favorite songs
Omg this song hits home, I struggle everyday. Keep telling myself it will get better.
mini you're definitely one of a kind this is one of my favorite songs ...♡♡♡♡
I been goin through some hard times recently so i got drunk as hell last night and found this song paused in my truck and now that i listen to it sober it fits the bill and hits me hard
I've never related to a song so powerfully as this ... Your words are straight from the soul ... Thank u
Who ever made this thanks I needed this for a misunderstood man it's cross me in most hardest time in ma life I never been so ready if u understand these song u really been deep if u feel it in all the words u specks u been deep but we brothers and sisters have to get it before one of us becomes the next one to go do to our battles of a additions not many of us make it I don't got many people left and I'm not better then anyone Im still deep but I am at ma point where it goes all rite are all wrong I fall are make it many judge is before they get know us we are bar people to others in they eyes bc what people do judge a book with out going threw the pages but if u really here with me to point I'm at we know who we are we know if they didn't really life threw it all they will understand upand why we feel the way we do and why it's so hard truth is once we see light blink in Middle of a dark world u know what a addtuon is bc it's to late we have to actually life it to know so they can judge us call junkie drug head dope fens and all they want bc what u find out from finding god they all who sees broken people really are the people who need to really find God fast bc we know that we can fight battles for long time but can y'all get passed the first relaps and the next one are they times we lost count and got start over we are people just as y'all some go deep some deepper so don't put that person on meth heron crack in no way other then goes words are truth of anything bc we have the same ritre as anyone be wise with words people sometimes we so ready but we so along we fall ever time bc we don't need ur money to buy us a nother over doze try to understand them and listen to they words se dont for one think u better the the next bc may be years later u going become what u make fun off and God show u all an more support once aorrso. Losen every thing I. Life they know so be wise words are inportt to many students to ma peopel who still in n this fight maybe this will help some won't write ur story bc if od if not we become The junkie to people and if u do tdo it can save one over kids and grandkids it story will help someone one day if anything to me it's thankful for next day to day we wake up sober I'm ready take care people some us can't take one lil this wrong we understand bc it's us our life good bye people
I just relapsed after being clean for almost 5 years. I am crying listening to this song. Please give me the strength to regain my sobriety. Thank you for putting this song out there foe us who are struggling. Progress not perfection!
I dont know where u are in ur struggles ir where life has taken you over the last 3 yrs Laura but I pray God has left the relapsing in your past to make room for an amazing future.
Lord bless this person I pray you take the cravings away father lord you are the biggest person and I have faith in you and the person who is wanting to get clean. So lord I just pray that you take away all the cravings and put wrap your arms around them I pray this in your sweet jesus name amen
Recovery isn't easy, I'm only 1year 3 months ..and it is still hard
stay strong sister
How are you doing?? This song hits it dead on. I hope your doing good.
I believe in you! Have FAITH AND STAY STRONG!
Jessica Randall
Another deep one. I wish I had discovered this one during my recovery, It would have helped! It still makes me dwell on the past and look forward to the future.
Amen lots of love to this song
Sitting here struggling. Watching this on repeat as a reminder I WILL make it thru this. Finding this video/these words have saved my life
Be safe much love is sent out from a fellow addict in a rough spot keep your head up
@@garretthays9157 thank you for the love and support!! Struggles are brutal BUT NEVER have to be done alone!! Be safe
I would LOVE to see a docuseries about Mini's life and experiences. SO many people could genuinely benefit from hearing the messages of hope AND REALNESS that Mini IS so famously known for thru his music. He has saved so many lives, my addict self included WITHOUT having ever met or spoken, the impact on my life has been such that finding the words to describe are escaping me
@@garretthays9157 ..... how are you doing? Just wanted to check in with you
@@garretthays9157 I am durg additc and alcoholic
That is "YOUR ADDICTION" talking to YOU! I love YOU ALLAN!!!!
I've been sober since August 25th 2017. I used this song as my higher power that first year. I must have listened to it 50 times a day. This song is great. Speaks nothing but truth.
Lyrics are truth& awesome really hit home
Love this song still today!!!
Whoever dislikes this song should go to hell
Active user of meth but this song really hit me I just need to find the strength to stop I can keep living the way I do
If you listen to the song and listen you will be able to understand people
great inspiration to all those with the same battles. We are many
Holy Shit! Hittin' home one more time! God Bless You and I!
All I have are screams inside but they come out in smiles...🥀
One Less Reason!!!
This is my go to song when depression and cravings are hitting hard 😔.
Feeling that right now 😥
@@bobbyhamilton9696 are you Greek
@@ashleybarger0420 🤗✌❤
Shit fuckin hard fight these cravings everyday have good n bad days dunno if there is light at the end of the tunnel but when I hear jelly mini and Cple outhers I see a glare of light
Y'all not the only one one craving hot hard play this and sober by bad Wolf s
Been clean for 22 days now. Pain pills are hell they took away everything. I lost jobs, Family,and most of all my spouse. She left me May 28th 2017 on a Sunday because of my attitude and Because I became consumed by opanas. I heard this song and really started listening to it when I got out of detox and rehab. I have to say that it keeps me going and helps me everyday. Addiction is all to real I never expected to be addicted I always prided myself and was able to say no. May 2013 is when it truly started even though we moved from NC back to Wv in March; Btw dumbest thing I have ever done it was a battle but through God and family I'm here today. So anyone who wants to and thinks they can't do it yes you can I have faith in you also prayers going out for ya!!!!!
Proud of how far your coming! Keep pushing
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I understand that life completely my addiction started 21 yrs ago it's hell and mine was oxys Xanax, Roxie's all opiates,I lost everything my life my momma my husband career now God is with me I take it one day at at time God bless us all
Praying for u man ny here pain pills but as he says after pills comes a needle just pray that u didint go that far I did and now it's hard I still relapse iam 3 days clean and I always keep coming back to recovery
Very interesting
I'm 77 days after 4 years of doing my doc. I'm so proud of myself even If I'm doing it alone.
Great song i defiantly understand been there done that still there this song is me and how i really feel. Keep up the good work
Katherine Lawson ? I'm going hustle and i want you to see him i got that number
I feel that thank you for letting us know we're not alone
No doubt
This song saved my life I had just overdosed was getting ready to get high theb stumbled upon this, been clean off heroin 3 weeks thank you for the help
My eyes leak thru this one....much needed! Stats are tragic...loss of my kid brother shattered my life and demolished thoughts of hope. #4everchanged #lostsouls
Recovery takes times we all HV our demons n poison. I dealt with addiction to meth and alcohol I know the struggle is real. To any and everyone don't every feel alone . there is people including myself who is there to listen and help.
Still loving this song! Such hurt and pain and truth.
I have lived that way most my life but no more I have let everything go the past the reget the anger and even broke down and prayed for the first time in a long time and let it out and Amited to God and Facebook as I found most of this out as I typed im so ashamed of myself because I realized I had become very thing I hated and treated my loved ones just like I swore I never would
@@jarretthlebechukicantforge9548 no shame, we all have a past, we all have things we struggle with. I'm glad that you've started trying to pray and find God. Most days,....I don't know how I'd make it without God,... So many sleepless nights, and too many mornings where I didn't wanna crawl outta bed. I've had my fair share of addictions, and actually just quit a maintenance med I was on about 36 days ago, after 12 years of taking it. But my biggest downfall, is my anxiety and depression.
Much love and luck to you friend❤️
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Love this song it helped me get clean in away
omg thank God thanks for lyrics
I shot up meth and heroin for 7 years. I'm 4 months sober now and working for a ministry. This is a dope song.
Still sober?
this song gets me in my feelings 😢❤
me too
Me too..
Baby Gowers I hope all is going well for you...☺️
Yep ♡♡♡
Yes, it does
New sub !! This song is dope !!
Still my favorite song I feel it all
This is my first time hearing this song im a recovering alcoholic i been sober 2 years 2 months i drank a half gallon of vodka everyday until it put me in the hospital 5days with gastritis and liver damage!! My withdrawals were so severe i had to be sedated cuz the doctor thought i was gunna have a heart attack or stroke but i thank God everyday im alive and healthy cuz i was on the verge of cirrhosis of the liver! ! Im 30 now struggled with alcoholism since i was 17 so anyone suffering and struggling stay strong one day at a time u can do it if ur really committed! ! Thanks for letting me share god bless you all!!
I have decided this is my number one song of all time. Before this it was seize the day by a7x. This song takes it and I stick to it. Fuck the world up my friend. Blessings on you and yours.
Thank you 🙏🏼
Still here even though I hate polytricks. Separate the person from the belief.
awesome song
I just wanted to say that WE DO RECOVER!!! On March 17th I Will Have 10 Years Clean!!! Prayers To Those In Active Addiction And Prayers to Those In Recovery!!! Please Remember YOU ARE WORTH IT!!! #FuckDrugs #WeDoRecover
Love how you used part of One Less Reasons song, it totally works with what you're saying. Love it.
I was playing this to help me get threw some personal situations in my life. my mom came out and heard it, now it is on her playlist. lol never thought in a million years.
thanks for the love back bud, means alot. my mom has been clean since '02 and become a counsiler then up to running programs in the fresno ca area. she mainly listens to christain music. now its my turn to make that choice. i had 11yr clean and slipped up. its music like this that keeps me going in the right direction. if you ever come to california just remember u got some fans here.
Thank you from a father of five this song helped me to quit after ten year of pills and still not recovered but quit buying but not drinking clean from ills tho for like two years can't believe I don't do shit but drink way more happy but I'll not the same person I used to be and don't know how to be this new me
FAV SONG, MUCH LUV MINI THIN!!!!!
its hard day one for me god will the pain end will i ever have a clear thought thanks mini dong hits home. just moved to wv and ran across this
love the song broken down I know
I spent five addicted to drugs. Heroin, weed, cocaine, fentenol (attempted spelling) and some other stuff. Two years clean today
Mini! Are you in Recovery? Wondering if you would be interested in/willing to tell your story for RIH Recovery Is Happening?
COUNTRY JAIL MY REHAB.
love this song gets me through the day in recovery 7 year's
Yes
Much Love
It is a really good song I'm trying to get clean it been 3 weeks I listened to this song. It help so much
Fam this goes hard. I just played it at the recovery center I work at.
Just got off of my pills cold turkey. It was tearing my relationships apart, this one speaks to my soul y'all.
Congrats bro i was on them hard myself this song hits home.
Been 7 years clean off pain pills for me. Went on suboxone and had to taper myself off to end the cycle finally! You can do it!!
holy shit man you nailed it with this one .
Many feel your amazing rhyme..Im with you all..❤💯
Thanks 🙏🏼
My Son was sn addict for 20 yrs,even in a small town or even jail there is drug temptation,.My child,a father of 4,died from a bad batch...thank god for hospitals that trest without drug charges and alot of Narcan..In front of his fiance,emt thudding his chest...all in a matter of minutes...That my loves scared him strsight.Its been two yrs He has a good job,his kids back in his life and hes happy...And happy to be alive,and can clearly remember the rest of his yrs..Now my dsughter who lives 6 hrs awsy is using,she WAS an amaxing mother of 5.I broight her home for 3 wks,she was all good,now not so much..So hear our family goes again being torn apsrt by this lil taste of hell,satans candy,slow suicide...
Please for whomever loves you,get clean.These drugs are ruining our future generationn
Much hope love and good vibes to all who are struggeling,theres ppl who pray for you everyday...🙏❤
Haven't drawn many sober breaths last 20 yrs.Leaned on one substance or another all my life.Lock myself in the garage,shaking and screaming,crying and drinking,druggin.Heard this song by Mini Thin...f...king destroyed me.Affected me.Still up against it,still falling down.But,hey,you never know.Might kill it before it kills me yet.Helluva song.I'm a fan for sure now,only real thing I've heard in a while.
Fear not for I am with you.. the greatest verse in the bible I've ever read.. to the point I tattooed it on my arm to always remember I'm not alone thru my struggles.. thank you for this song and thank you God for never leaving my side
I love this song. It makes me think of me begging my husband to get iff drugs b4 I became a drug addict. Figured if I couldnt change him Id join him until he was found dead then I knew I had to change my life around for our 2 boys.
all I can say is thank you! this honestly makes me not only realize my worth, but makes me realize the lives I'd hurt if I gave in to the voices in my head. Shit I/we are going through are just temporary NOT permanent. Don't lose hope, we can make it through! thank you
everything is going to be ok
Damn.... It would be an understatement to say "I felt that" when I found and listened to this song.... This song has changed my life... For anyone struggling, NEVER give up!!
Thanks bud
Never !!!!!
I love Mini thin. He puts his pain on the paper, then makes you feel it with delivery 👌👌💟💟
Amen so true right now the struggle is real and lonely out here on these streets....id do anything for 1 night in a hotel for some security. Lower anxiety and maybe get my jead together. Family wont even talk to me and my daughter stays with her dad. Im unable to see her till i can get my head right mentally. This song hit home so much so that i know i can honestly say i EMPATHISE. not sympathise. So glad someone said these word for the world to jear bc i know i am not alone and it a real struggle.
Prayers for all the suffering & lost addicts. We’ll find our way back..
Damn u just spoke to my soul
heroin meth was my choice never used the needle 1-1-16 I got sober left my husband and found this song and it has helped me so much thank you mini you will always have my support
well I feel you cuz my mom sell drugs
Stephanie Brooks she used too not anymore
Brandy truly happy for you i truly am. With that said i say this and i hope you dont take what i say the wrong way. I couldn't help but notice in your comment and so many other folks comments you stated your demons and added but never used the needle. Im so happy you never did and want. But i did and so did so many other people. Does it truly matter what form you did or did not use to deliver your demons. Not really. I just hear a lot of comments like that and too me, it is stating although you are a addict you didnt come to be a addict in the lowest form of doing so, by needle. I feel that those comments are for the soul purpose to say for yourselfs all though i did wrong by using, but at lest i didnt sink as low as needle users did. To me a addict is a addict dont really matter what fuckin road a person took to becoming a addict. A addict is a addict plan and simple. I truly hope to God you see not only my point of view, but all points of view, because in the end an add is just that. Aint one above or worse then another one.
Brandy lee
Very potent lyrics
Yo!! I was clean for 12 years.. and pastors wife..... and I relapsed. I did time, I just got out this past Wednesday: on 9/11..... but my husband on the other hand.... he overdosed twice in 2 days... while I was locked up... we're both off the Heroine THANKS BE TO GOD! I could of gotten 10 years.... I got 2 years probation... only thing that saved me and that got me that great a sentence is that I haven't been in trouble with the law in 12 years... praise God for 2nd, 3rd, 4th, and a hundredth chances. So since I've been dealing with my addict self and others for going on 16 years... I'm wondering how it is that I never heard of this group? They are awesome and this song is Amazing!
Omg just read your story and so proud of you takes a strong person was addicted to narcotic pill twenty some years got off them alone still struggling
This was my sister’s song who I lost last September while giving her a ride on my motorcycle when I got struck from behind everyday I wish it was me and not her
What's sad is when you finally break and you're crying out for help and nobody gives a f****** s***
To those who struggle with addiction and feel like it's endless, recovery is possible and I pray for you. You've got this. I believe in you. Have a great day! ❤️
The best song
Thank you mini thin this song has given me the strength to keep fighting for sobriety from pills and alcohol. 🙏
I am four years clean from heroin and still clean and going strong im proud of myself
struggling with addiction been clean of heroin goin on 90 days I lost my older brother my father figure to an overdose about 110 days ago every day it's a struggle. this song has so much meaning witch me helps me daily just have to take it one day at a time
That's like my ass I done 12 years on a 8 year sincere done 5 years in lock up and 7 years prole and this is in the state of Arkansas
this song makes me in tears ever time.
Ditto......
I want to cause my uncle kegan loves this song hes in jail for hitting my and Dedra
Love you
Aww
Me too 😭😭
Crying playing this over an over I'm so much better that what I'm doing to myself an my family..
Just came across this track and man it goes hard especially when it relates to everything that happens to be going on in my life and pass few years. Thank you for this #getting my shit together ain't easy
I listen to this on a Dailey basis . Just has a great rhythm and beat.
Me too
Gage Hawke this is some real shit
My friend of 25 years lost his life Saturday to a fentynol overdose RIP Robert Lee 😢😢😢💔💔💔
Sorry to hear
Been battling addiction for 21 yrs now...just relapsed again on March 8, 2018...21days before hitting my 1 yr sobriety date and now have 5 days back under my belt and this songs explains me and helps push me to keep putting one foot in front of the other moving forward...wish I woulda found it sooner...mighta saved me from another break down.
This song has affected me in a deep way. Thank you Mini.
Song puts me in tears cause I relapsed about 7 months ago and have yet to come back to my right mind
This song just hit home with me im delling with addiction myself atm it's getting harder every day
I can admit I was a herion user man it been crazy the shit it took from me will support in a wife and a child and being a alcoholic this song hits home hard I'm glad I'm got off the shit if I can only kick the bottle