Bruh.. Something did happen on a cosmic level, or something. Blew my mind thinking about it when I started really focusing on goals and feeling all time highs. It's the energy. People are uncomfortable with honest expression and pure confidence. Suckers ain't humbled enough, so it looks and sounds like we're crazy to them.
Damn. Dude that's poetic AF. I totally agree 💯. Funny thing... hahaha 🤣🤣. This past January 1st..New Year's. I made a muthafuckenn resolution to resolve MY own issues and get rid of TOXIC ass MF outta my life 💯. Hmmm 🤔. Let's see. Supposed Family and friends are also in disguise. NOW it's just me and my Husband.💯
Yep .. just like Chris Stapleton sang it best 💯.. Ryan be Like a SMOOTH Tennessee Whiskey... Ay, Ryan needs to label a (615) Creek Squad Tennessee Whiskey. But just remember... I get somma the intellectual property rights. Bahaha 😂. Seriously though!
Yo brother you need to call Adam. True brotherhood like that is rare in this world. Y'all need to be there for each other. Being crazy ain't what was created it's actually how we live player
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
Dude, I was introduced to you in 2017. Then, I found Adam and Tom through you. I have been proud watching the 3 of you find success. In the last 2 years, you seem to have drifted off in your own direction while they have followed their own paths. I know Adam considers you a friend, and he is concerned and hurt by your recent posts. Call him. Handle it privately like friends. He is a genuine friend, not a wanna be or a hang around. Don't throw that away. Work it out.
I also want you to think for a moment. Adam drove down to see you in a snow storm. He wouldn't do that if he didn't care about you. He told you to talk to Tom and work things out. Have you considered that maybe it isn't that he is ungrateful and trying to help himself? Perhaps it is more like he is friends with both of you, doesn't want to see his friends fighting, and feels a bit stuck in the middle? Don't piss away a friendship.
@@squirrel3443 Yes, he has. He started spending more time stoned and talking conspiracy theories on line rather than being stoned and writing bangers. He's had people taking advantage of him, throw bullshit accusations at him, and drag him into court. Adam is not one of those people, but Ryan has become a bit too jaded to see that.
@@JustLivinMyBestLifeMfer We all grow up and change. We adapt to our environments and stressors. I am 51 yo. My best friend and I were inseparable until we grew up. She had children, and her priorities changed. I lost my only child in infancy. That sent me on a downward spiral. She tried to be my friend through it, but her children were a constant reminder of what I lost. We grew apart. She is still my friend though we do not have as much in common as we did when we were young. Is that my fault? Is it her fault? No. It is life. I see this as two friends that had something in common adapting to where life has taken them separately. There is no blame on either of them. They have a chance to maintain a friendship so long as they accept that their lives are different and don't cling to what was.
I hope you see the light with the fact that in the same spanse of explaining that you document your life for the world to see, you also question why people wonder about your state of mind when they are in fact responding to everything you put out to the public. You have built a following almost solely based on the idea that you "keep it real." As a former CreekSquad member, I sincerely hope you find your way out of the abyss unscathed, Church. Watching you burn bridges is almost painful. I don't agree with the direction you seem to be headed, but I hope you stay blessed.
@@jearbear750”real” supporters are willing to call out the person when they’re wrong, dude. And real men don’t kick up sht on the internet-they pick up the phone or go see them and talk. You must be young. You’re prolly the type that would follow Ryan no matter WHAT he does, and that my friend is called IDOL worship.
This is just my opinion, but it sounds like you have a lot of people that genuinely care about you & your well being. Although their concern annoys you at times, I think you should be thankful that you have people who care enough about you to ask how you are. Imagine how lonely it would be if no one gave a shit. All I'm saying is to count your blessings (which I think you may have mistaken for burdens). That's all.☺️
Sorry Ryan, but I can't get with the drama between 3 grown ass men who should be collaborating and not fighting on social media. Tom MacDonald, Adam Calhoun, and you, yes you, are the most real men on UA-cam. You need to reevaluate who your true friends are and make peace. Regardless, I'll always be a fan of all 3 of you and hope you all can squash whatever it is you need to squash. Spoken with utter respect for you!
i mean upchurch and calhoun yeah, theyre from america, but tom macdonald is fake as hell, his old raps were so good, but he grabbed on to politics (some of it contradicting himself based on old raps, so yes hes a fake, if politics werent so hot tom wouldnt be so big, he is a Canadian immigrant cashing in on american politics, think about that for a second) tom has the potential to be insane and even bigger but this politic shit needs to go or at least dial down a bit because people who listened to him years ago see through it and know what hes doing. i support upchurch beefing macdonald.
I guess he doesn't feel someone who was sceeming on him behind his back is a "real friend".I think Ryan's one of those people that feels that people who break his trust aren't very trustworthy. For some reason.
Honestly, been a fan years, and have been sad to see you take a dark turn past year or so. Brother, I've seen it time and again... it's the new age sht. Went THREE DECADES down that road, got deep down explored all the rabbit holes ..ALL of em ..and saw formerly happy friend after another lose their joy in it..lose their joy, and much, much worse for many. Give all the new age a break...all of it ..and just see how you feel brother.
Definitely watching your journey is what helped me not to give up, after being betrayed by both sides of relatives. I was planning not to be here 2 yrs ago, until I came across you. Wish you many more blessings & THANK YOU!🙏🎉
Ryan, this is sad to watch man. I was a heavy drug addict and alcoholic for close to 20 years, there is no future there bro. You are extremely talented, dont piss it away man.
Same here.. You see it too.. Bad thing is he has a ton of people rooting him on for his own self destruction.. All we can do is pray for the dude. I cant say I would act any dif when I was out there. But being rich would have been the death of me..
@@gatorsaw3315 being rich would have killed me too. There are people who believe that because it is prescribed to him that it does not matter how he uses it, they do not realize it is synthetic meth and has all the same affects if it is abused and not taken as prescribed. They even ignore the fact that he said he likes to use it in the studio. He has all the tell tale signs of being strung out it is really upsetting to watch such an extremely talented and influencial person destroying himself and his career.
Hope you find peace. Lashing out and creating enemies ends badly. Speaking in hyperbole and not giving any specifics makes you look unstable…which is why people keep asking you if “you alright”.
Ya know I aint no rich country rap artist, but seems to me Adam Calhoun is a pretty damn real one. He even said he may have done or said some shit he shouldnt have. He wants to talk. And if he did in fact wrong you he is more than willing to apologize. But hey hes your friend. Or was depending on how you handle this. I wouldnt be so quick to throw away a friendship. But hey man you do you.
@@JohnS-wd3okI know for one I'm sick of it...he used to be so humble and appreciative but now its bitterness, jealousy, arrogance,God complex... just over it
@@squirrel3443 I hope so ... I just lost so much respect for him after the Kiely Rodney case thing that just devastated me and then his songs around that time were all about; "I have lots of money, I can buy lots of stuff, I'm a rockstar" and just arrogant horseshit and then the Tom McDonald diss shit just is annoying.... hopefully he can get some of his humbleness back and reign in bitterness...
I was a creek for 7 years, tried to stay with you throughout it all. But I see one common denominator in all that is going on. I wish you all the best, I really do cause I genuinely care about you. Much love
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
@@WeaverofWords22 lmao i don’t But i don’t need to have my psy degree to recognize symptoms from the DSM6 Also for what it’s worth my girl and friends are all therapists and i engage with them a lot on these topics But again, you don’t need to be a weather man to see it’s raining. You’re appealing to authority which is a lazy argument and isn’t an argument at all
Brother, i live what you stand for. Amd this comment may fall on blind eyes. But you and adam are the rocks in this. Im not gonna pretend i know what you are going through but church we all have a battle and a fight its who we bring to that fight that makes a difference he posted a video and you can see the pain in his eyes. He loves you bro and we do too.but for the love of god, brother, here him out and get past this. Stand shoulder to shoulder. We are here for you regardless. But yall can move past this. But what do i know, right? Everyone has a fight, and you control the outcome always have always will love ya bro
Church has been killing his career day by day and ruining his legacy. 🤦🏼♀️ he could be twice as big as his peak right now if he wasn’t doing this crazy crap.
When your the one who built all the bridges you have the option to do so and not be ridiculed. Even if you didn't build a bridge you burnt, you can still burn it. But better be ready for a storm surge of shit. I've bean living the same chaos this past year with the same fucked up reputation that people close to me falacated from their imagination and vomited out into the world. Meanwhile never got a phone call, nothing. Just blind sided with handcuffs. BTW all while starting a business on my own and grinding 12+ hour days, 7 days a week, for like 8months trying to make it. I could tell you why they did it. Fear and selfishness. It's that simple. Only things that saved me and kept me going. My kids, my fiance and God. Darkness or in other words, evil negative entities are thriving off our fears and the shit flooding our own as well as our children's algorithmic driven video suggestions. Also very prevalent in walmarts toy and book section. For me I don't spend time on my phone often, so these back monkeys, like to show their faces in stains, pictures, watermarks, really whatever you focus on for more then a couple seconds. Artists are talking about it in their songs ect. The world is susceptible to hardship and loneliness right now. I pray it gets better soon. I have faith it will
Man i have watched you from day one. Saw you come up and become a star. Lately though you are just going off on folks you were friends with Adam especially. I mean maybe we are all just wrong and you are good but this 180 is saying alot. From an outsider looking in it just seems like you are freaking out for the sake of it. I hope the best. Stay well.
Church I’ve been thru some crazy shit just like you literally I can relate so much to the struggles you have overcame and I gotta say your music helped so much throughout my own struggles but you got this, you have come so far, don’t stop now don’t let anyone or their words bother you. Creeksqaud is your family brother! Holler if you ever need to talk!
Sometimes groups of people will try this tactic to make you question your own validity in yourself and if you're okay so you start slippin. Stay up, brother. 👊 You a constant inspiration.
Because you don't seem ok by your behavior (based off shit YOU put out into the world & online, publicly, bro, which is all these people know or can go by) more so lately than even before, my guy. Thats why people continue to care, people cared when that shit with ur mom went down too. You've been through some crazy shit, my man.
People are gonna hate on you when the bullshit in your life dies, they blame it on the drugs or your off in other bullshit because you don't have the bullshit they want to hear about. Fixing up your house, chasing some dreams, deleting bad shit (people) from your life, hell id say your doing great. Your better then fine brother. You made some repairs to your life, and it's really sad because the new norm is there is some assholes out in this world that's gonna hate to see you doing you. Love your music and content man. Like watching you ride four wheelers and the can-am. Shit is cool as hell.
Acal seems real sincere church man , hope things can work out. ,"This to shall pass ". Two ways this goes, either get over it or go to the grave with it. Mad love church man
I agree 100 percent with this. It's like your walking around and everywhere you look its mindless drones incapable of truly understanding everything in motion right now.
@@saltylips9965 I saw a kid that was maybe at my knees. At line at target. With a tablet. And wouldn't interact with the cashier. Your kids aren't pets folks.
The reason nobody was asking if you were OK as much when you were going through the shit was because you were still being your normal self. The reason they’re asking if you’re OK now is because you are acting different and it’s obvious that multiple people see this. For whatever reason that’s the situation. If you can’t figure out why not then but how come they’re asking now it’s your behavior it’s your character it’s your words it’s your demeanor. People know you very well and you know that. I ain’t saying nothing bad about anybody I hope everything is cool with you bro I really do it probably is but just a few things in this video that I don’t think you’re saying to clear on. Life’s tough none of us have figured it out and none of us will. Keep kicking ass and God bless bro!
You gotta be right !! something is going on. I've always been one of those content people , staying in my own lane, flourishing ...but in the past two months I've had a medical emergency, my car broke down, work has slowed down, and now I'm on the edge of being evicted... the universe or something is throwing some curve balls !!
My buddy who listened to your music died and he was who kept me up with what you were doing because we would watch your videos every time we would hang out. It just tears my soul to see you beef with people that you were clearly brothers with. But if you're more worried about people saying you're crazy than you used to be, then that might be something to have concern over Ryan because your the same level of crazy you always were.
Up I've followed you back in the early days of YT your country vids. I've sat on your lives up all night while you made music or did talk videos or making drawings and I love you bub... I've grown with you but I will say I am older than you by a decade and I see some things that bothers me and I'm a creeker I have family down there in fact my uncle chicken game James traded with your paps. So it's not like I'm far from our roots. I love you bub and I honestly think you have a genuine friend in ACal... He knows he should have done shit differently when you were going through Al that shit... I just hope you 2 handle it and make more music together like the highway men .. you boys are our generation and we need you outlaw!
You can feel how much Church hurt Adam with his comments. But since Church has no humility he won't even try to make it right. Sad to watch. Adam showed who the bigger MAN is. Even said release it if I did something to hurt you. But Church won't. He's too petty and his God Complex won't let him realize he's wrong!
@@MyToesintheSand really this ignorant? I rather say the r word but UA-cam will delete my comment if I do. He literally said Adam wrote diss tracks about him while he was going through all that crap with court cases and his mom who he also had to go to court about and he was literally talking about how he wrote diss tracks about upchurch while in church's house And you think this is just comments about Adam like he didn't do anything? Is this the only video you've listened to?
Thank u so much for your music u have helped me survive when everyones looking at me for answers stoped me crackin up in the head all luv Manchester England xx
Ngl homie it sounds like your the jealous one since jelly, struggle adam even tom has made a successful career in the music industry you've honesty turned into the person or type of person you hate
Absolutely no reason to say what you said about Adam. Hes sincerely hurt about what you said, why dont you just do whats right and fix it. Hes the one mf who hasnt tried to wrong you and your family.
As my favorite musical artist I was quick to defend him for quite some time. If you look at the older videos of him talking compared to now and see the difference, there is definitely something going on, most likely chemically related. I had similar problems in the past, so it takes one to know one sometimes. I don't know anything about ACal making diss tracks on him, because he didn't provide any receipts. From watching Adam's reaction, I can tell he is genuinely hurt by all of this and is still not saying anything negative about him. In his last vid he even made sure to mention that it wasn't about Church. I think Church just needs to get off of the meds or whatever the fuck it is and take some time off from everything but self care and find his baseline. Something seems off with him, and a lot of people are noticing. Even the people like me who originally didn't want to see it and would even go to bat for him and denying it. He's saying it's because he doesn't have problems now, but it seems to me that he's actively seeking out problems. I wish him the best, either way.
@@gargamel3393 I used to love Ryan. But you’ve noticed what I’ve noticed over the years. These last 2 years he’s changed and not in a good way. I want to see him grow and become a legend at his craft but at this rate he’s going to let his pride and ego destroy everything he has built.
I've been there. He's completely strungout and trying to deny it. Attacking people around you like he's been doing the last couple years is a clear sign of it all
Hey Upchurch I'm a fan of your music and I gotta say that you inspire me to keep going and not give up with my dad having cancer. Thank you for what you do
Crazy you are getting older & your "fans" are still teenagers. Kinda like on dazed & confused " I get older & they stay the same age." Everyone else can see you've got shit to deal with. Have for a few years now. Hope it all works out for you truly do
I wonder if Adam slept with Ryan's girlfriend or something i have a difficult time believing that this is all over some diss tracks maybe Ryan caught them on camera or something i hope not but ether way it's none of our business and at the end of the day I just hope they work this out so they can get back to doing what they do best making great rap tunes together god bless you both
You reming me of myself when I went crazy. I am lucky I didn't do anything too extreme during that time. When I read stuff I wrote, I am like, holy shit, I was crazy LOL. Felt very good, but only to me, though. I hurt people I love.
@mybossisdrunk You cry more and follow your GOD off the cliff HE created like a good little sheep 🐑. Adam is a REAL MAN. Watch his video. Has your GOD ever apologized for ANYTHING? NO!!!!
Do you not undertstand Church has his entire home video and audio recorded...he caught adam in some shit while being fake to his face..and youre gonna dick ride the backstabbers? Thats nuts...yall ditchin Ran because he cant catch a break from people fuckin him over and backstabbin him is wild...yall have lost your minds, not Ryan.
As someone who goes through rough shit in my own life..people say that I'm not being normal because I handle things in my own way and stay to myself and do as I feel is best for me. And no I've got no one who calls or checks on me but as soon as they see I'm smiling and moving on they say that I'm not doing good and wants to bring me down or at least keep my things in a on going thought. Dumb and drama goes hand and hand..and no idk every thing you have or my still be going through but from what I see out of you I think you've done it right and kept your respect of yourself in my eyes because there's not a lot of people left that can do that. I know I'm just another fan and I'm sure I'll always be..and we are from the same town and we could totally understand how we feel because I agree with you in so many ways and of course it makes it easier because you are amazing 😊 and don't never forget that and I can't wait until the time we can meet face to face so you can see that I'm a for real person and not just a troll on the phone! Sorry for the long winded response but I just wanted to let you know that I'm cheerleader for you! And always looking for your new great ideas come to light! 💯🎉 for you🤟
You’re starting to spiral dude. You’ve got a massive following and we all love you but you’re burning all the bridges you’ve built and some of them didn’t deserve it. This whole deal with Tom and ACal ain’t right dude.
That’s when people need the support the most - in many ways If we care about them the care shouldn’t go away when they’re hurting it should get stronger Or who are we?
Don’t you think it’s weird you called out Tom as soon as he launched a new project. Don’t pretend like you didn’t loose your shit when Tom trended after claiming to be number one, it’s honestly sad to hear you be so upset that he is doing well. You released the video so you have to own it, you actually would be better as a truck because you could put it in reverse UpTerry
I’m sorry dude, but you need medication. I’ve watched this as a mental health professional for 35 years. People are checking on you for a reason. I’ve been watching your postings for a few years and it’s not hard to see that you need help. When you start alienating your friends you need help. I hope someone close to you can convince you to get the help you need. Love ya brother!😅
I just want all the fighting to stop. I've been raising my son on yours, Adam's and toms music. He knows all 3 of you, and he loves all 3 of your guys much this sucks all the way around 😢💔 I am sorry for the hell you've had to go threw but it had mad you the bad ass mofo that you are ❤ every loss is just a step to winning and your a living example of that Ryan
Dude, go talk to Calhoun. Dont fuck it up. You hurt him with what you said. I've been a fan since you started this shit but i think you need to take a little time and go talk to Adam.
I honestly don’t see why everyone is hating on you dawg. You’re standing up for what you believe and that’s the way to be. You don’t care who it is. If they do you wrong then you got a leg to stand on for talking about them or dissing them in a song. I’m seeing all these folks saying “You need help bro” or “You strung out on some shit” And it makes me laugh tbh. I’ve been hurt by allot of people that was close to me and when you finally get that “I don’t give a fuck” attitude and become the “bad guy” because you stood up for yourself, people wanna say your strung out or you need help. One man can’t take but so much bull shit from people before he realizes that unless you pay my bills, Fuck me, or take care of my kids, then I don’t need you. I think you’re at that point and it’s very freeing. If people can’t see that then that’s their problem. You’ve got my support 100% because you hasn’t given me a reason not to. Holler boy till I’m 6ft deep 🌾
I feel exactly what you are saying. When I expected people to check on me they weren’t but as soon as I faded away from everyone and focusing on myself. They start asking if I’m good or what’s going on.
dude... I feel this so much, I feel like for the first time in a long time I have a clear pathway to the future I want, and it seems like a lot of people around me are thinking that I'm like spiraling.... but they weren't even there during the real spiral so how could they know what me "spiraling" looks like..... people are weird lol and I do think that this is one of those cosmic energy shift times where some of us are gonna soar higher than ever, and some are gonna sink and I think the people on the way up KNOW they're going up, and people on the way down THINK they're going up..
Can you actually keep a relationship with anyone in your life? Come on. It's like you cannot function unless you are in drama. Adam's a real one. All of this comes off like jealousy of the friendship Tom and Adam developed. It's sad.
Ryan, people are asking if you’re ok because, simply, they care about you & understand you’ve been thru a lot in recent years. They see u getting really aggressive against Tom-and even more personally, against Adam, and also making comments about others as well. And I think people are just worried that you’re acting angry because you’re really hurting. Regardless, I will say that when u keep asking in this vid, “Why are people reaching out & wondering if I’m ok? Why are they sayin I’m acting different? It’s weird. The chaos is over. That was then, I have goals & i’m looking fwd.” - sorry it’s just not believable that the chaos is over. The Tom diss was clearly inspired by some sort of chaos going on in ur head, and ur recently announced distrust of Adam has definitely confirmed ur dealing with sone degree of chaos. To be clear, “chaos” isn’t necessarily an insult. “Chaos” doesn’t mean that a straight jacket is needed.” Chaos just means that something or sonethingS have gone on in ur life that are the source of a lot of stress, or confusion, or pain. When we respond to mind fxcks like confusion, pain or betrayal by turning it into a public spectacle, that’s perceived by most as a poor may to cope with really negative feelings, because handling with it that way doesn’t really help to process the negativity; it just amplifies the chaos. So, when you say keep shouting that the chaos it over, it’s just a mismatch of what your fans are seeing and feeling - and that mismatch is based on what u are publicly presenting. Acting like everything is roses & all chaos is far behind you… that just seems like gaslighting.
Church, y’all can all be successful in this game, man. I was introduced to your music with Adam in the Hooligan album. I still fuck with this album to this day. Adam loves you dude, and I know y’all can work this shit out. It’s ok for everyone in this genre to be successful. I really don’t think Adam meant ill will toward you brother. While I prefer your music to anyone else’s, I still enjoy those that you helped build up.
Church. This is just an idea that I’d love to see you do. Make like a rock rap kind of music. Like the guy that would rap on LINKIN PARK or POD. I bet you would kick ass at it bro.
Your absolutely right about you being inspiring me and a lot of people, I’ve been listening to your music and watching your videos for over 10 years now and everything you’ve done and continue doing, Everything you say is true and always knowledgeable for me and that’s why I respect you so much bro.
Dude, literally what you said, I'm going through similar s*** The only difference is my career choice, I am working towards being a beef farmer like my Grandpa and I'm in a position where it's definitely the future, instead of being a dream. And I agree with you when people doubt your dream or think you'll never get closer too your dreams. And seriously some of my family members try to get in the way. But it's a good thing I know why lol. I lit them make the first move to see what their intentions are , and it works every time lol but I do make a move too where if they make there next move it will exposes them lol But Thank you man you are a candle in the cave for alot of us. We appreciate you
Bruh.. Something did happen on a cosmic level, or something.
Blew my mind thinking about it when I started really focusing on goals and feeling all time highs.
It's the energy. People are uncomfortable with honest expression and pure confidence.
Suckers ain't humbled enough, so it looks and sounds like we're crazy to them.
Yes! We are upgrading. Some won't be able to adapt and will stay behind.
Damn. Dude that's poetic AF. I totally agree 💯. Funny thing... hahaha 🤣🤣. This past January 1st..New Year's. I made a muthafuckenn resolution to resolve MY own issues and get rid of TOXIC ass MF outta my life 💯. Hmmm 🤔. Let's see. Supposed Family and friends are also in disguise. NOW it's just me and my Husband.💯
Shit bro I believe it 100% cause it’s everywhere
something changed a lot of people, and idfk what but something happened world wide
It's no longer just the kool-aid....🤡🤡 everywhere....no job nothing to do but be keyboard warriors....fk em 🔥🔥😍😈
Upchurch been genuinely him the whole time for real🤘🏼Salute
Yep .. just like Chris Stapleton sang it best 💯.. Ryan be Like a SMOOTH Tennessee Whiskey... Ay, Ryan needs to label a (615) Creek Squad Tennessee Whiskey. But just remember... I get somma the intellectual property rights. Bahaha 😂. Seriously though!
😂😂😂 y’all gotta try to tell ya Boi stop jumping out the windows. Get ya Boi some help.
@@robertoortiz1054hey Rob yesterday was my 20th birthday
Yo brother you need to call Adam. True brotherhood like that is rare in this world. Y'all need to be there for each other. Being crazy ain't what was created it's actually how we live player
If he don't wanna why yall saying he should he said he was dissing him behind his back and coming around him with a smile on his face
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia
This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior
I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
@@Rob-gf3pb this is what i was thinking didn't want to believe it but as time goes forward you tell something is wrong
@@Rob-gf3pbYou sound like you wish he was mentally unstable and THAT is in fact mentally unstable to hope for that. Weird vibes...
ya and was that cus he heard it or a rumor man they in an industry that would love to see them kill each other
@@jearbear750
Dude, I was introduced to you in 2017. Then, I found Adam and Tom through you. I have been proud watching the 3 of you find success. In the last 2 years, you seem to have drifted off in your own direction while they have followed their own paths. I know Adam considers you a friend, and he is concerned and hurt by your recent posts. Call him. Handle it privately like friends. He is a genuine friend, not a wanna be or a hang around. Don't throw that away. Work it out.
I also want you to think for a moment. Adam drove down to see you in a snow storm. He wouldn't do that if he didn't care about you. He told you to talk to Tom and work things out. Have you considered that maybe it isn't that he is ungrateful and trying to help himself? Perhaps it is more like he is friends with both of you, doesn't want to see his friends fighting, and feels a bit stuck in the middle? Don't piss away a friendship.
Ryan changed a lot we can all agree on that at the end of the day.
@@squirrel3443 Yes, he has. He started spending more time stoned and talking conspiracy theories on line rather than being stoned and writing bangers. He's had people taking advantage of him, throw bullshit accusations at him, and drag him into court. Adam is not one of those people, but Ryan has become a bit too jaded to see that.
He grew up and he changed who he was nothing wrong with that grown man shit
@@JustLivinMyBestLifeMfer We all grow up and change. We adapt to our environments and stressors. I am 51 yo. My best friend and I were inseparable until we grew up. She had children, and her priorities changed. I lost my only child in infancy. That sent me on a downward spiral. She tried to be my friend through it, but her children were a constant reminder of what I lost. We grew apart. She is still my friend though we do not have as much in common as we did when we were young. Is that my fault? Is it her fault? No. It is life. I see this as two friends that had something in common adapting to where life has taken them separately. There is no blame on either of them. They have a chance to maintain a friendship so long as they accept that their lives are different and don't cling to what was.
I hope you see the light with the fact that in the same spanse of explaining that you document your life for the world to see, you also question why people wonder about your state of mind when they are in fact responding to everything you put out to the public. You have built a following almost solely based on the idea that you "keep it real." As a former CreekSquad member, I sincerely hope you find your way out of the abyss unscathed, Church. Watching you burn bridges is almost painful. I don't agree with the direction you seem to be headed, but I hope you stay blessed.
They burnt bridges bro just because he responds and doesn't take it on the ass doesn't mean he's down. If you were a real supporter you'd see that.
"Former" now hes a cornball that follows hypocrites 😂 @jearbear750
@@jearbear750”real” supporters are willing to call out the person when they’re wrong, dude. And real men don’t kick up sht on the internet-they pick up the phone or go see them and talk. You must be young.
You’re prolly the type that would follow Ryan no matter WHAT he does, and that my friend is called IDOL worship.
This is just my opinion, but it sounds like you have a lot of people that genuinely care about you & your well being. Although their concern annoys you at times, I think you should be thankful that you have people who care enough about you to ask how you are. Imagine how lonely it would be if no one gave a shit. All I'm saying is to count your blessings (which I think you may have mistaken for burdens). That's all.☺️
Nicely put.
Sorry Ryan, but I can't get with the drama between 3 grown ass men who should be collaborating and not fighting on social media. Tom MacDonald, Adam Calhoun, and you, yes you, are the most real men on UA-cam. You need to reevaluate who your true friends are and make peace. Regardless, I'll always be a fan of all 3 of you and hope you all can squash whatever it is you need to squash.
Spoken with utter respect for you!
the most real men on youtube? lol wow
i mean upchurch and calhoun yeah, theyre from america, but tom macdonald is fake as hell, his old raps were so good, but he grabbed on to politics (some of it contradicting himself based on old raps, so yes hes a fake, if politics werent so hot tom wouldnt be so big, he is a Canadian immigrant cashing in on american politics, think about that for a second) tom has the potential to be insane and even bigger but this politic shit needs to go or at least dial down a bit because people who listened to him years ago see through it and know what hes doing. i support upchurch beefing macdonald.
Your opinion of what's "real" is hilarious when ya support a documented hypocrite.
I bet you think ben shapiro has your best interest in mind too
I guess he doesn't feel someone who was sceeming on him behind his back is a "real friend".I think Ryan's one of those people that feels that people who break his trust aren't very trustworthy. For some reason.
Honestly, been a fan years, and have been sad to see you take a dark turn past year or so. Brother, I've seen it time and again... it's the new age sht. Went THREE DECADES down that road, got deep down explored all the rabbit holes ..ALL of em ..and saw formerly happy friend after another lose their joy in it..lose their joy, and much, much worse for many.
Give all the new age a break...all of it ..and just see how you feel brother.
If so many of the people you loved, were waiting for an opportunity to backstab you, how would you feel?
Definitely watching your journey is what helped me not to give up, after being betrayed by both sides of relatives. I was planning not to be here 2 yrs ago, until I came across you. Wish you many more blessings & THANK YOU!🙏🎉
When crazy is normal, normal seems crazy.
ever ask yourself what the common denominator is?
Ryan, this is sad to watch man. I was a heavy drug addict and alcoholic for close to 20 years, there is no future there bro. You are extremely talented, dont piss it away man.
Same here.. You see it too.. Bad thing is he has a ton of people rooting him on for his own self destruction.. All we can do is pray for the dude. I cant say I would act any dif when I was out there. But being rich would have been the death of me..
@@gatorsaw3315 being rich would have killed me too. There are people who believe that because it is prescribed to him that it does not matter how he uses it, they do not realize it is synthetic meth and has all the same affects if it is abused and not taken as prescribed. They even ignore the fact that he said he likes to use it in the studio. He has all the tell tale signs of being strung out it is really upsetting to watch such an extremely talented and influencial person destroying himself and his career.
Your commentary is sad to watch. Acting like you know this man and what he does or doesn't do. Ghey af 😂
@@SlaughterHousePvP as it was for our loved ones to see us fall apart and no one could tell us sht
@@gatorsaw3315 truth
Hope you find peace. Lashing out and creating enemies ends badly.
Speaking in hyperbole and not giving any specifics makes you look unstable…which is why people keep asking you if “you alright”.
No proof equals no hope.
This is just sad/pride for the chutch.🌈
It seems like a manic episode to me
Ya know I aint no rich country rap artist, but seems to me Adam Calhoun is a pretty damn real one. He even said he may have done or said some shit he shouldnt have.
He wants to talk. And if he did in fact wrong you he is more than willing to apologize. But hey hes your friend. Or was depending on how you handle this. I wouldnt be so quick to throw away a friendship. But hey man you do you.
Yeah because your stirring shit up for no reason, Flawd's diss really got to you hey...
"Why work so hard about being jealous?"
From the same man that went from praising Tom MacDonald to dissing him out of nowhere....
and now dissing Adam Calhoun too. Sad to see.
He's gonna blow up everything he has worked for. People are gonna get tired of his shit.
@@JohnS-wd3okI know for one I'm sick of it...he used to be so humble and appreciative but now its bitterness, jealousy, arrogance,God complex... just over it
💯 it’s sad too, and he’s about to have a kid as well so hopefully he grows up
@@squirrel3443 I hope so ... I just lost so much respect for him after the Kiely Rodney case thing that just devastated me and then his songs around that time were all about; "I have lots of money, I can buy lots of stuff, I'm a rockstar" and just arrogant horseshit and then the Tom McDonald diss shit just is annoying.... hopefully he can get some of his humbleness back and reign in bitterness...
Plot twist: Fake Drama to promote a new album. Got everyone watching
A strait jacket made me hug myself when everyone else was afraid too.
I was a creek for 7 years, tried to stay with you throughout it all. But I see one common denominator in all that is going on. I wish you all the best, I really do cause I genuinely care about you. Much love
So whats the common denom??
@UziBlanco I think it’s pretty clear that she thinks the common denominator is Ryan.
@@saraohara2504 I was kinda kidding but thank you for saying it 🤙🏼
What made you change because he diss tom you do know he has music about worship in the devil Tom mcdonald is a puppet
Lmao
Upchurch appears to be dealing with paranoia
This is classic schizophrenia/paranoia behavior
I have family and friends that struggle with this and they make up ALL SORTS OF SCENARIOS in their head about people conspiring about them
You have a lot of experience diagnosing people with mental health issues? I do and he’s the most sane person I’ve seen in years.
@@WeaverofWords22 lmao i don’t
But i don’t need to have my psy degree to recognize symptoms from the DSM6
Also for what it’s worth my girl and friends are all therapists and i engage with them a lot on these topics
But again, you don’t need to be a weather man to see it’s raining. You’re appealing to authority which is a lazy argument and isn’t an argument at all
Brother, i live what you stand for. Amd this comment may fall on blind eyes. But you and adam are the rocks in this. Im not gonna pretend i know what you are going through but church we all have a battle and a fight its who we bring to that fight that makes a difference he posted a video and you can see the pain in his eyes. He loves you bro and we do too.but for the love of god, brother, here him out and get past this. Stand shoulder to shoulder. We are here for you regardless. But yall can move past this. But what do i know, right? Everyone has a fight, and you control the outcome always have always will love ya bro
This man burning every bridge lmao.
There's none left..seriously. 😂😂😂
Church has been killing his career day by day and ruining his legacy. 🤦🏼♀️ he could be twice as big as his peak right now if he wasn’t doing this crazy crap.
When your the one who built all the bridges you have the option to do so and not be ridiculed. Even if you didn't build a bridge you burnt, you can still burn it. But better be ready for a storm surge of shit. I've bean living the same chaos this past year with the same fucked up reputation that people close to me falacated from their imagination and vomited out into the world. Meanwhile never got a phone call, nothing. Just blind sided with handcuffs. BTW all while starting a business on my own and grinding 12+ hour days, 7 days a week, for like 8months trying to make it. I could tell you why they did it. Fear and selfishness. It's that simple. Only things that saved me and kept me going. My kids, my fiance and God. Darkness or in other words, evil negative entities are thriving off our fears and the shit flooding our own as well as our children's algorithmic driven video suggestions. Also very prevalent in walmarts toy and book section. For me I don't spend time on my phone often, so these back monkeys, like to show their faces in stains, pictures, watermarks, really whatever you focus on for more then a couple seconds. Artists are talking about it in their songs ect.
The world is susceptible to hardship and loneliness right now. I pray it gets better soon. I have faith it will
That's what happens when ur on drugs 🔥🔥🔥 🌉 🍆🤓👃💊💊💊
@@ChrisB-ub5ix🤓👃💊💊💊🫵 You are part of the problem cheering his lame bs on 👏
Man i have watched you from day one. Saw you come up and become a star. Lately though you are just going off on folks you were friends with Adam especially. I mean maybe we are all just wrong and you are good but this 180 is saying alot. From an outsider looking in it just seems like you are freaking out for the sake of it. I hope the best. Stay well.
Church I’ve been thru some crazy shit just like you literally I can relate so much to the struggles you have overcame and I gotta say your music helped so much throughout my own struggles but you got this, you have come so far, don’t stop now don’t let anyone or their words bother you. Creeksqaud is your family brother! Holler if you ever need to talk!
Sometimes groups of people will try this tactic to make you question your own validity in yourself and if you're okay so you start slippin. Stay up, brother. 👊 You a constant inspiration.
I agree I look around people seem crazy. I feel more normal now more than ever. Keep being awesome you weathered the storm
Because you don't seem ok by your behavior (based off shit YOU put out into the world & online, publicly, bro, which is all these people know or can go by) more so lately than even before, my guy. Thats why people continue to care, people cared when that shit with ur mom went down too. You've been through some crazy shit, my man.
This.
Exactttttlyyyyyyyy
For sure
People are gonna hate on you when the bullshit in your life dies, they blame it on the drugs or your off in other bullshit because you don't have the bullshit they want to hear about. Fixing up your house, chasing some dreams, deleting bad shit (people) from your life, hell id say your doing great. Your better then fine brother. You made some repairs to your life, and it's really sad because the new norm is there is some assholes out in this world that's gonna hate to see you doing you. Love your music and content man. Like watching you ride four wheelers and the can-am. Shit is cool as hell.
Acal seems real sincere church man , hope things can work out. ,"This to shall pass ". Two ways this goes, either get over it or go to the grave with it. Mad love church man
I agree 100 percent with this. It's like your walking around and everywhere you look its mindless drones incapable of truly understanding everything in motion right now.
Yes 💯 it's a mad world right now....
Those who still believe the song and dance, and those who don't. Some of us see the delicate show put together for "our benefit".
@@saltylips9965 I saw a kid that was maybe at my knees. At line at target. With a tablet. And wouldn't interact with the cashier. Your kids aren't pets folks.
Ryan, you crushed Adam dude. He's a person. We don't need to hear this. Go work it out with him. He's genuinely hurt.
True. Adam really cares for Ryan.❤
Pretty sure someone that writes diss tracks about you behind your back really doesn't fckn care about you 🤷♀️
Still waiting to hear these diss tracks... Adam had seemed like such a genuine no BS kinda guy so im just shocked...
@@ellie_chaotic827what's the diss track title? I'm literally curious.
He said the diss wasn't released
Mental breakdown in real time
He’s an enigma wrapped in a riddle - with a side of cornbread!
If it’s everyone else, it’s you bro. We love you bro. Come on man.
Get out the closet. There is a playboy who is sad just like Ryan.🌈
What I've been saying. You worded it perfectly
The reason nobody was asking if you were OK as much when you were going through the shit was because you were still being your normal self. The reason they’re asking if you’re OK now is because you are acting different and it’s obvious that multiple people see this. For whatever reason that’s the situation. If you can’t figure out why not then but how come they’re asking now it’s your behavior it’s your character it’s your words it’s your demeanor. People know you very well and you know that. I ain’t saying nothing bad about anybody I hope everything is cool with you bro I really do it probably is but just a few things in this video that I don’t think you’re saying to clear on. Life’s tough none of us have figured it out and none of us will. Keep kicking ass and God bless bro!
You gotta be right !! something is going on. I've always been one of those content people , staying in my own lane, flourishing ...but in the past two months I've had a medical emergency, my car broke down, work has slowed down, and now I'm on the edge of being evicted... the universe or something is throwing some curve balls !!
Sorry you are going through some shit I hope it works out for you
@@marilynkeegansThank you so much! it's not about what knocks you down, it's the fact that you keep getting up !
Jealousy is a hell of a drug, smh. Seek help Church
Who is he jealous of???
@@rhecrc757rcoutlaws3Everyone that can still hit a million on a song. Falling from grace, Parachute me I’m coming back down
@@rhecrc757rcoutlaws3 all his "boys" that kept going forward. Dudes tripping.
@@rhecrc757rcoutlaws3 everyone, dudes lost it.
Exactly, this boi is the king of this shit, no one came into this shit til church started doing it
Anyone notice in the last year upchurch views tanked??
But but he's the biggest independent artist out😂😂😂
Dude you’ve fallen off the deep end everyone goes through it just accept it and move on but don’t hurt those who love you
Y u hating on acal tho bro u need to see his new vid he loves u bro
Why is UA-cam asking me to rate this comment? I don't care? Why don't I care? Because it a comment on the internet stupid UA-cam.
I couldn't make it through my day today without Upchurch blaring In my earbuds I'll love your music for the rest of my life ❤
Glad your got thru all the bad shit my brother RHEC MUTHA FUKA HOLLER BOYS CREEK SQUAD
Charlie Sheen “Let’s do this thing”! 😂
My buddy who listened to your music died and he was who kept me up with what you were doing because we would watch your videos every time we would hang out. It just tears my soul to see you beef with people that you were clearly brothers with. But if you're more worried about people saying you're crazy than you used to be, then that might be something to have concern over Ryan because your the same level of crazy you always were.
@ryanstephenson7312 Sorry you lost your friend.♥️
Up I've followed you back in the early days of YT your country vids. I've sat on your lives up all night while you made music or did talk videos or making drawings and I love you bub... I've grown with you but I will say I am older than you by a decade and I see some things that bothers me and I'm a creeker I have family down there in fact my uncle chicken game James traded with your paps. So it's not like I'm far from our roots. I love you bub and I honestly think you have a genuine friend in ACal... He knows he should have done shit differently when you were going through Al that shit... I just hope you 2 handle it and make more music together like the highway men .. you boys are our generation and we need you outlaw!
ACal is talking about Upchurch like a disappointed father does to his son when he's going down the wrong path.
You can feel how much Church hurt Adam with his comments. But since Church has no humility he won't even try to make it right. Sad to watch. Adam showed who the bigger MAN is. Even said release it if I did something to hurt you. But Church won't. He's too petty and his God Complex won't let him realize he's wrong!
Okay doofy
@@MyToesintheSand really this ignorant? I rather say the r word but UA-cam will delete my comment if I do. He literally said Adam wrote diss tracks about him while he was going through all that crap with court cases and his mom who he also had to go to court about and he was literally talking about how he wrote diss tracks about upchurch while in church's house And you think this is just comments about Adam like he didn't do anything? Is this the only video you've listened to?
Doesn't matter what he says, but eyes don't lie. Ryan need help and our prayers.
I deal with shit storm after shit storm daily but I make it thru em all. And this is the most relaxed I’ve seen you on social media in YEARSSSS.
Thank u so much for your music u have helped me survive when everyones looking at me for answers stoped me crackin up in the head all luv Manchester England xx
Ngl homie it sounds like your the jealous one since jelly, struggle adam even tom has made a successful career in the music industry you've honesty turned into the person or type of person you hate
I hope you and Adam work this out god bless you brother 🙏
I know I hope they work it out as well
It sucks what you've had to go through, but the battles we wage make us who we are. Been a fan for a long time and continue to HOLLER
I swear most people reach out just to be nosey. Keep things private and move in silence. 🤘🏽✨
Absolutely no reason to say what you said about Adam. Hes sincerely hurt about what you said, why dont you just do whats right and fix it. Hes the one mf who hasnt tried to wrong you and your family.
Like Katt Wiliams said, "Let haters hate, it's their muthafuckin job...if ya got 20 haters, figure out how to get to 50."
The Creek Rises every now and then. You either sink or float. Ryan rises to challenges on a different level. Upper Level shit
Man...church. stop hating on other folks. Stop being a baby. Make dope music...team up w the successful instead of being a hater. Good luck brotha
You’ve become bitter and mean and attacking everyone. People are concerned.
As my favorite musical artist I was quick to defend him for quite some time. If you look at the older videos of him talking compared to now and see the difference, there is definitely something going on, most likely chemically related. I had similar problems in the past, so it takes one to know one sometimes. I don't know anything about ACal making diss tracks on him, because he didn't provide any receipts. From watching Adam's reaction, I can tell he is genuinely hurt by all of this and is still not saying anything negative about him. In his last vid he even made sure to mention that it wasn't about Church. I think Church just needs to get off of the meds or whatever the fuck it is and take some time off from everything but self care and find his baseline. Something seems off with him, and a lot of people are noticing. Even the people like me who originally didn't want to see it and would even go to bat for him and denying it. He's saying it's because he doesn't have problems now, but it seems to me that he's actively seeking out problems. I wish him the best, either way.
@@gargamel3393 I used to love Ryan. But you’ve noticed what I’ve noticed over the years. These last 2 years he’s changed and not in a good way. I want to see him grow and become a legend at his craft but at this rate he’s going to let his pride and ego destroy everything he has built.
Love ya brother an thanks for keeping few of us going real shit
I enjoy watching Ryan march like a soldier!
I've been there. He's completely strungout and trying to deny it. Attacking people around you like he's been doing the last couple years is a clear sign of it all
Your dumb
As a addict everyone's different
Why you gotta start shit with adam and tom. You 3 on a song would make millions bro
Hey Upchurch I'm a fan of your music and I gotta say that you inspire me to keep going and not give up with my dad having cancer. Thank you for what you do
Church kinda odd , but you motivated me to start slinging weights again. Your music is awesome and your doing great. Your a star to me man
Crazy you are getting older & your "fans" are still teenagers. Kinda like on dazed & confused " I get older & they stay the same age." Everyone else can see you've got shit to deal with. Have for a few years now. Hope it all works out for you truly do
I wonder if Adam slept with Ryan's girlfriend or something i have a difficult time believing that this is all over some diss tracks maybe Ryan caught them on camera or something i hope not but ether way it's none of our business and at the end of the day I just hope they work this out so they can get back to doing what they do best making great rap tunes together god bless you both
You reming me of myself when I went crazy. I am lucky I didn't do anything too extreme during that time. When I read stuff I wrote, I am like, holy shit, I was crazy LOL. Felt very good, but only to me, though. I hurt people I love.
Just wanted to thank you for " Blue Genés 2"'Me and my hommies: repeat mode And the song with Boosie is so moving and beautiful❤❤❤ Luv from Paris
You got beef with Adam..then I'm out. I know you don't give a fuck and thats the fucking problem. Get help bro. Take care.
SAME
Cry more
@mybossisdrunk You cry more and follow your GOD off the cliff HE created like a good little sheep 🐑. Adam is a REAL MAN. Watch his video. Has your GOD ever apologized for ANYTHING? NO!!!!
Do you not undertstand Church has his entire home video and audio recorded...he caught adam in some shit while being fake to his face..and youre gonna dick ride the backstabbers? Thats nuts...yall ditchin Ran because he cant catch a break from people fuckin him over and backstabbin him is wild...yall have lost your minds, not Ryan.
@justadude1065 you can "dickride" whoever you want I guess bruh
But didn't make it through it. You've turn against everyone. Classic symptoms.
I've followed you for years... You've never been nothin but honest you keep me going daily. Keep doing you baby!! 💚🤘
As someone who goes through rough shit in my own life..people say that I'm not being normal because I handle things in my own way and stay to myself and do as I feel is best for me. And no I've got no one who calls or checks on me but as soon as they see I'm smiling and moving on they say that I'm not doing good and wants to bring me down or at least keep my things in a on going thought. Dumb and drama goes hand and hand..and no idk every thing you have or my still be going through but from what I see out of you I think you've done it right and kept your respect of yourself in my eyes because there's not a lot of people left that can do that. I know I'm just another fan and I'm sure I'll always be..and we are from the same town and we could totally understand how we feel because I agree with you in so many ways and of course it makes it easier because you are amazing 😊 and don't never forget that and I can't wait until the time we can meet face to face so you can see that I'm a for real person and not just a troll on the phone! Sorry for the long winded response but I just wanted to let you know that I'm cheerleader for you! And always looking for your new great ideas come to light! 💯🎉 for you🤟
You’re starting to spiral dude. You’ve got a massive following and we all love you but you’re burning all the bridges you’ve built and some of them didn’t deserve it. This whole deal with Tom and ACal ain’t right dude.
I can’t support this dude anymore he’s unhinged he needs help.
That’s when people need the support the most - in many ways
If we care about them the care shouldn’t go away when they’re hurting it should get stronger
Or who are we?
Life Is Too Short Ryan... Call Your Friend! ❤
I say you apologize to both Adam and Tom and the 3 of you do some music together. LETSSS GOOOOOO.
Don’t you think it’s weird you called out Tom as soon as he launched a new project. Don’t pretend like you didn’t loose your shit when Tom trended after claiming to be number one, it’s honestly sad to hear you be so upset that he is doing well. You released the video so you have to own it, you actually would be better as a truck because you could put it in reverse UpTerry
I’m sorry dude, but you need medication. I’ve watched this as a mental health professional for 35 years. People are checking on you for a reason. I’ve been watching your postings for a few years and it’s not hard to see that you need help. When you start alienating your friends you need help. I hope someone close to you can convince you to get the help you need. Love ya brother!😅
Some people are so scared of being left to themselves, they can't comprehend it when others find comfort in it.
I just want all the fighting to stop. I've been raising my son on yours, Adam's and toms music. He knows all 3 of you, and he loves all 3 of your guys much this sucks all the way around 😢💔 I am sorry for the hell you've had to go threw but it had mad you the bad ass mofo that you are ❤ every loss is just a step to winning and your a living example of that Ryan
My son is 6
Dude, go talk to Calhoun. Dont fuck it up. You hurt him with what you said. I've been a fan since you started this shit but i think you need to take a little time and go talk to Adam.
Lol he really said I feel content lol😂 yeah content burning bridges everywhere.. your creating drama when it doesn’t need to be.. over the dumb shit…
I honestly don’t see why everyone is hating on you dawg. You’re standing up for what you believe and that’s the way to be. You don’t care who it is. If they do you wrong then you got a leg to stand on for talking about them or dissing them in a song. I’m seeing all these folks saying “You need help bro” or “You strung out on some shit” And it makes me laugh tbh. I’ve been hurt by allot of people that was close to me and when you finally get that “I don’t give a fuck” attitude and become the “bad guy” because you stood up for yourself, people wanna say your strung out or you need help. One man can’t take but so much bull shit from people before he realizes that unless you pay my bills, Fuck me, or take care of my kids, then I don’t need you. I think you’re at that point and it’s very freeing. If people can’t see that then that’s their problem. You’ve got my support 100% because you hasn’t given me a reason not to. Holler boy till I’m 6ft deep 🌾
Great acting dude. You're much better at theater than music
Stay Frosty - Vanilla Ice?!
Nah it's because you're petty and conceded. You attack someone for no reason, act a fool and state your the best..
I feel exactly what you are saying. When I expected people to check on me they weren’t but as soon as I faded away from everyone and focusing on myself. They start asking if I’m good or what’s going on.
dude... I feel this so much, I feel like for the first time in a long time I have a clear pathway to the future I want, and it seems like a lot of people around me are thinking that I'm like spiraling.... but they weren't even there during the real spiral so how could they know what me "spiraling" looks like..... people are weird lol and I do think that this is one of those cosmic energy shift times where some of us are gonna soar higher than ever, and some are gonna sink and I think the people on the way up KNOW they're going up, and people on the way down THINK they're going up..
I think he's going through some sort of drug thing. His eyes seem to be off
Can you actually keep a relationship with anyone in your life? Come on. It's like you cannot function unless you are in drama. Adam's a real one. All of this comes off like jealousy of the friendship Tom and Adam developed. It's sad.
Ryan, people are asking if you’re ok because, simply, they care about you & understand you’ve been thru a lot in recent years. They see u getting really aggressive against Tom-and even more personally, against Adam, and also making comments about others as well. And I think people are just worried that you’re acting angry because you’re really hurting.
Regardless, I will say that when u keep asking in this vid, “Why are people reaching out & wondering if I’m ok? Why are they sayin I’m acting different? It’s weird. The chaos is over. That was then, I have goals & i’m looking fwd.” - sorry it’s just not believable that the chaos is over. The Tom diss was clearly inspired by some sort of chaos going on in ur head, and ur recently announced distrust of Adam has definitely confirmed ur dealing with sone degree of chaos.
To be clear, “chaos” isn’t necessarily an insult. “Chaos” doesn’t mean that a straight jacket is needed.” Chaos just means that something or sonethingS have gone on in ur life that are the source of a lot of stress, or confusion, or pain. When we respond to mind fxcks like confusion, pain or betrayal by turning it into a public spectacle, that’s perceived by most as a poor may to cope with really negative feelings, because handling with it that way doesn’t really help to process the negativity; it just amplifies the chaos.
So, when you say keep shouting that the chaos it over, it’s just a mismatch of what your fans are seeing and feeling - and that mismatch is based on what u are publicly presenting. Acting like everything is roses & all chaos is far behind you… that just seems like gaslighting.
Church, y’all can all be successful in this game, man. I was introduced to your music with Adam in the Hooligan album. I still fuck with this album to this day. Adam loves you dude, and I know y’all can work this shit out. It’s ok for everyone in this genre to be successful. I really don’t think Adam meant ill will toward you brother. While I prefer your music to anyone else’s, I still enjoy those that you helped build up.
You don't seem right man. I think you should get away from the internet for a while.
A song lyric comes to mind listening to this. "Paranoia strikes deep. Into your life it will creep".
Yeah we are the crazy ones bro remember that one day they’ll understand some of us have a bigger purpose
Church. This is just an idea that I’d love to see you do. Make like a rock rap kind of music. Like the guy that would rap on LINKIN PARK or POD. I bet you would kick ass at it bro.
Amazing how you just love the drama, who gives a fuck what others says or do just live your life and ignore the b.s.
Luke 6:37 - Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Your absolutely right about you being inspiring me and a lot of people, I’ve been listening to your music and watching your videos for over 10 years now and everything you’ve done and continue doing, Everything you say is true and always knowledgeable for me and that’s why I respect you so much bro.
Dude, literally what you said, I'm going through similar s***
The only difference is my career choice, I am working towards being a beef farmer like my Grandpa and I'm in a position where it's definitely the future, instead of being a dream.
And I agree with you when people doubt your dream or think you'll never get closer too your dreams. And seriously some of my family members try to get in the way. But it's a good thing I know why lol. I lit them make the first move to see what their intentions are , and it works every time lol but I do make a move too where if they make there next move it will exposes them lol
But Thank you man you are a candle in the cave for alot of us. We appreciate you