Nick Carter - Hurts to Love You

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  • Опубліковано 8 лют 2025
  • We all have someone in our lives that no matter what they do and how bad it hurts you still love them. So I worked it out the best way I know how. In my 30 year career this is my most personal record to date. A story of unconditional love and heartbreak.
    #NickCarter #HurtsToLoveYou
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  • @SuperNovaGirl90
    @SuperNovaGirl90 2 роки тому +96

    I had the honor to meet Aaron, (my childhood crush since I was 8 years) back in 2013. I almost got trampled at his concert in 2013 and he literally stopped the show, had security help look for me, turned on the lights just to find me. I had thankfully escaped the almost trampling by crawling out to the back of the crowd and finding my way to the back of the venue while dry heaving and having a panic attack. It was an awful and scary moment, I literally thought I was going to die! My sister was in tears finally reuniting with me at that concert and Aaron being the sweetheart he is, met us (my sis and I )after the show! He was so kind and followed me on Twitter and just had the most child like spirit about him. May he rest in Paradise, until we all meet again. 🕊🤍

    • @ohmygod6792
      @ohmygod6792 8 місяців тому +2

      I am so deeply touched by your story with AC. ❤❤❤

    • @KellyLisicki
      @KellyLisicki 5 місяців тому +2

      Wow so glad you are ok. I don't think I have ever heard of an artist stopping their show but thank God he did. Gone way too soon RIP Aaron

  • @singerg02
    @singerg02 2 роки тому +822

    Oh, God. Nick, my heart is in a million pieces. I don't even have the words to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. So many were praying that Aaron would eventually bounce back from the darkness that consumed his life and I hurt for you both. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. This is such a beautiful tribute to his memory. 🥺💔

  • @lifeislife489
    @lifeislife489 2 роки тому +117

    Like it or not, Nick will always carry a piece of Aaron within him. This reason alone is why I hope Nick becomes a part of Aaron's baby boys life. Prince deserves it. Nick is the closest thing in this world that resembles Prince's daddy.

    • @bexcathrine8425
      @bexcathrine8425 Рік тому +6

      Definitely

    • @shawneereck4592
      @shawneereck4592 Рік тому +12

      Let's hope Melenie let's nick and Lauren have something to do with prince if they want

    • @vampiredarkhearttrustnoone
      @vampiredarkhearttrustnoone 10 місяців тому +4

      Nick is his uncle and one thing close to Aaron nick the big bro always and forever carter bros for life ❤

    • @babydoll787ch
      @babydoll787ch 4 місяці тому

      Definitely i hope nick dose that for both Aaron and his son because prince can get a better understanding of what his daddy was really like on his good days because if there's one person that knows Aaron its his big brother Nick! So Nick please let Aarons son grow up knowing about his daddy. I know Aaron would be so proud of u for doing that. God bless u and all ur family. And Aaron we will true fans will never forget you rest easy hun!❤❤❤

    • @lifeislife489
      @lifeislife489 4 місяці тому +1

      @@babydoll787ch it doesn't seem like Nick has even made an effort to meet him. It's sad. Maybe he can't because of his wife or maybe Nick is just cold.

  • @TheBullyMama
    @TheBullyMama Рік тому +139

    This guy had a phenomenal voice back in the 90's and still does. Such talent.

    • @vietnameseprincess3515
      @vietnameseprincess3515 Рік тому +14

      Yes he does. ❤ this song is so beautiful and made me cry😢. May Aaron Carter rest in peace 🙏 and is not in pain anymore. 😢

    • @ElaAusDemTal
      @ElaAusDemTal Рік тому

      It's Autotune, please listen

    • @alaana-maree
      @alaana-maree Рік тому +15

      @@ElaAusDemTalYou OBVIOUSLY have never heard Nick sing LIVE in person or even on his Live video’s online. He does NOT NEED auto tune. Watch him as the Crocodile on The Masked Singer. HE. BLEW. THEM. AWAY!! No auto tune. Just purely Nick.
      Cannot WAIT to see him October 4th for his Who I am Tour!
      #BeenaFanofNickCarterFor30YEARS

    • @madirishgirl76
      @madirishgirl76 Рік тому +7

      ​@@ElaAusDemTalnick doesn't need auto tune he can sing v high v low in tune you've never heard him live

    • @lucienedasilva7512
      @lucienedasilva7512 7 місяців тому +3

      ​@@vietnameseprincess3515 Esses dias li um comentário de uma menina xingando ele, culpando ele pela morte do irmão, que ele não ligava para o irmão.
      Mas defender ele e xinguei tanto ela.
      Só quem é fã dele de verdade sabe que ele amava demais o irmão.

  • @aseemakhalil230
    @aseemakhalil230 2 роки тому +174

    Little Aaron was such a happy child who brought so much happiness to his older brother. A beautiful soul with demons he did NOT deserve and people who didn’t made it easy for him with all the bullying. He was too good for this cruel world. Rest On Aaron.

  • @joannansophia
    @joannansophia 2 роки тому +29

    Nick I was always admired by how much Aaron did love you and look up to you. I was on the Disney cruise when Aaron hosted it and your whole family was there, including yourself. I remember him talking very highly of you and loving his family so much. You were all there together to support him and it was beautiful to watch. Cherish those memories forever of Aaron. Thank you for the beautiful song we can listen to and remember our beautiful memories of Aaron.

  • @jmacjr101
    @jmacjr101 2 роки тому +167

    The simple fact that Nick is just standing there watching a video of himself and Aaron crying is powerful. Nick has been tormented by his own family for years and years. He has always loved Aaron even though Aaron has done some what most would consider unforgivable things to him. I admire you Nick for taking this pain and creating art. What grace you have. I could never. And i just saw on facebook that his "mom" is talking shit about him AND his wife. She again blames Nick for Aaron's addiction even though AARON did this to himself. AARON had the addiction and AARON made his own choices.

    • @lisamckee3756
      @lisamckee3756 2 роки тому +4

      What’s her fb?

    • @rubyslipper6473
      @rubyslipper6473 2 роки тому +25

      Of course she’s blaming him, she did the same thing when Leslie died.

    • @joylabiblances8860
      @joylabiblances8860 2 роки тому +9

      And it's really breaks my heart. 💔
      It makes me cry many times while watching and listening this emotional song of Nick to Aaron. 😭

    • @kozmospaces8032
      @kozmospaces8032 2 роки тому +11

      His mom and whole family is a mess. Aaron was just like her. Watch house of carters.

    • @blah_blah_blah_
      @blah_blah_blah_ 2 роки тому +14

      They really have tormented him and I give him so much credit for having the strength to walk away form his horrible family members.

  • @reginabell8418
    @reginabell8418 Рік тому +20

    I think.nick had a heartfelt relationship with his brother you can tell in this song that he has wtitten vey talented and a good singing voice

  • @mmalan8243
    @mmalan8243 2 роки тому +126

    The carters have been through more than we probably will ever know. Not unlike a lot of us. My heart goes out to them.

  • @mrsnicoline
    @mrsnicoline 2 роки тому +434

    This is a song for all the people out there who loves someone who is struggling with addiction and mental illness. We feel your pain and love, NIck! ❤

    • @scottsullivan7129
      @scottsullivan7129 2 роки тому +6

      True my brother is in same place as Aaron Carter!!!!!

    • @vincentornelas7192
      @vincentornelas7192 2 роки тому +4

      Amen, God Bless You and no addiction but mental illness but I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP...... TY MRS.NICOLINE HITS HOME YOU'RE WORDS LIFT ME UP

    • @Janwills415
      @Janwills415 2 роки тому

      @juiceboxer100are you mental? You obviously weren’t a fan of Aaron’s… his downward spiral was Instagram lived every day by Aaron himself. It was so sad to watch. His addiction, which led to paranoia, and then the layering of different drugs is what led to his death.

    • @rebeckahstephens1433
      @rebeckahstephens1433 2 роки тому +5

      @juiceboxer100 wtf?

    • @jeaninekoetsier877
      @jeaninekoetsier877 2 роки тому +7

      My heart goes out Nick and the family praying for healing on all u guys
      I know the feeling all 2 well 😞

  • @Thisismyusername7
    @Thisismyusername7 2 роки тому +205

    This is so beautiful. Nick may seem OK when you see his IG videos or stories with his wife and kids, or when you see him with the Backstreet Boys, but he’s definitely dealing with a lot and is struggling more than any of us could ever know. The best thing he did was to distance himself from toxic family members who used him for his money and blamed him for his sister’s death and put himself and his family first!

    • @lauriehand1021
      @lauriehand1021 2 роки тому +30

      Yep. The only real glimpse of that that I think we’ve had was on his show “I ❤ Nick Carter” when he found out what his mom was up to. And she’s still at it. You’d think that losing 2 kids would be a wake up call for someone.

    • @Thisismyusername7
      @Thisismyusername7 2 роки тому +12

      @@lauriehand1021 yeah and she even admitted she can’t say anything to him because of the horrible stuff she said about his wife!

    • @jmacjr101
      @jmacjr101 2 роки тому +20

      @@lauriehand1021 She's still on it on her facebook. She just won't quit. She's lost basically everything and she just won't shut her mouth. He even said that when he asked her to go to therapy she asked if she would be compensated. Being paid still matters more to her than her son.

    • @lisaposada1687
      @lisaposada1687 2 роки тому +3

      Yea he

    • @Lma894
      @Lma894 2 роки тому +10

      Him and Aaron always bounced back up until the end. They loved each other just Aaron couldn’t get it together and I’m sure Nick has some resentment when it comes to their mom because she seemed to enable him when he was really struggling. She stole money from him.

  • @poppyjodie1
    @poppyjodie1 2 роки тому +211

    Regardless of what happened behind closed doors, this man has lost his brother. These words are ones that weren't able to be spoken aloud face to face.
    Nick, we love you so much and can only feel half the pain you are right now. No matter what, we will always be behind you

    • @Lma894
      @Lma894 2 роки тому +9

      Being in the public eye is probably not helping as well. Can’t be easy and a loss like this (any) will be a forever loss esp how it ended. Props to Nick for doing this

    • @poppyjodie1
      @poppyjodie1 2 роки тому +6

      @@Lma894 exactly that

    • @88Meava88
      @88Meava88 2 роки тому

      @@Lma894 no. Exactly that.

    • @meghbanerjee4259
      @meghbanerjee4259 2 роки тому +3

      ❤❤ this man is just strong beyond words, we are so so proud of him ❤❤

    • @lilmissmommy3359
      @lilmissmommy3359 Рік тому

      I feel they both expressed their love for one another even while fighting like when Aaron said prick nick then said I love him lol a love hate relationship that brothers share when dealing w childhood trauma and life outside of that family dynamic...I totally understand my siblings and I do the same crap some followed in the addiction while others didn't alot of shame blame and guilt from all sides... dysfunctional families create alot of trauma and each person reacts differently some finding their way even tho they still deal w angry outbursts while others get lost in the anger sadness and self medicate to try and numb what they havnt learned to deal w yet so sad both were beautiful souls w alot to offer the world but unfortunately we live in a cruel world that loves to tear and break down already broken ppl,living in the spot light opens up the door to unimaginable hate I like ur comment and ur understanding of their relationship and the words that weren't said but felt

  • @tomrocki156
    @tomrocki156 2 роки тому +184

    With one son alive but lost to drugs and another in recovery but struggling, this hit home! So beautiful!

    • @TheModernMan92
      @TheModernMan92 2 роки тому +21

      Alway's let them know you love them. I have been clean for 3year's, and it took me over a decade to get there, there is alway's hope.

    • @lula366
      @lula366 2 роки тому +6

      Listened to it 5 times,and cried every time. Seeing someone you love dearly struggling with addiction is hell. Sending you and your family so much love.

    • @oldcatlover
      @oldcatlover 2 роки тому +10

      Hang in there. I lost a daughter in a tragic car/truck accident. You get used to counting your blessings. Among them I count the 28 years I had with my baby girl.

    • @emmjensen8816
      @emmjensen8816 2 роки тому +4

      My first born has been battling addiction for 13 years.. I have to love him from afar ...Hoping one day he will beat his addictions and I can once again hear his voice.
      A mother's love is forever ❤️ but also I am at peace knowing that my one day to talk with him may never come.

    • @jmacjr101
      @jmacjr101 2 роки тому

      I’m so sorry for your trouble. I hope he gets better soon. Hang In there!

  • @norilyviterbo8024
    @norilyviterbo8024 2 роки тому +6

    We miss you, Aaron. We love you always & forever 🙏🙏❤️❤️

  • @lindsay6171
    @lindsay6171 Рік тому +20

    Coming from a family of addicts, trauma, depression & pain this song/video is gut wrenching. Not many songs in this life that take your breath away and this one has me in a pool of tears, swimming thru a whirlwind of emotions. Unfortunately I can relate...more than I'd care to admit. Thank you for this masterpiece Nick, I'd like to think that Aaron is enjoying it as well ❤
    Ps. I hope one day you are healed enough to perfom this live bc it truly is so beautiful.

    • @Johnathanm568
      @Johnathanm568 11 місяців тому +3

      Same! I have family with all of it. Most I don't talk to anymore. But my twin sis has had bi polor since she was 16 we are 41 now. And she's doing great! It took yrs of us family that did and still cares to get her where she's at! Sending ❤ to you and your family!

  • @mikegrowe9060
    @mikegrowe9060 2 роки тому +9

    Seeing the home videos is heart breaking.

  • @BrittanysMusicUtube
    @BrittanysMusicUtube 2 роки тому +258

    We all miss Aaron, some of us never even met him (like myself) and his death hit me hard, can't imagine how his own brother/family feels. It's not easy on anyone when someone we love has struggles that Aaron had. He was a light to this world, and I pray that now Aaron has his peace, and Nick and the family can find theirs too. Miss you, Aaron 🕊

    • @amandaeves8028
      @amandaeves8028 2 роки тому +13

      Beautiful words. I loved Aaron and it shocked me to the core when he passed. Forever rest sweet beauty 💙🙏

    • @corporatemcmahon2815
      @corporatemcmahon2815 2 роки тому +15

      Same here. Never met him. I hit me hard. Don't know why. In my vacation I listened to his album with fools gold on heavy rotation. I was sad . He had an innocent and hopeful shine. In this cruel and fake world he was hope. May God bless him

    • @ThatGirlOnYourTV
      @ThatGirlOnYourTV 2 роки тому +11

      Same here. Never met him but like Chester Bennington,Kobe Bryant,Michael Jackson,Aaliyah, Mac Miller....it hurt so deeply.

    • @mohegon2001
      @mohegon2001 2 роки тому +10

      I was there when the Boys helped Aaron get his career going, I followed Aaron like I followed the Boys. Had all his albums and it just hurts.

    • @buffibruce6926
      @buffibruce6926 2 роки тому +9

      It shocked me as well. Aaron was amazing

  • @patriciaparr5711
    @patriciaparr5711 2 роки тому +232

    “I always prayed for peace somehow your soul could feel”. That hit me in the gut. Beautiful heartbreaking song.

  • @Jacob619619
    @Jacob619619 Рік тому +3

    Rest In Peace, Aaron and Leslie. Who remembers the House of Carters back in the day?? Condolences to Nick, Bobbie Jean, Angel and the Backstreet Boys; Brian, AJ, Howie and Kevin.

  • @liatariwidodo3674
    @liatariwidodo3674 2 роки тому +6

    I feel you nick, my deep condolence to aaron

  • @holliegraham9029
    @holliegraham9029 2 роки тому +102

    for anyone that's lost a sibling to addiction this hits like a train - RIP Mandy Graham love you always

    • @dani_1234
      @dani_1234 2 роки тому +3

      I’m sorry for your loss, may God bless you

    • @nickcarter
      @nickcarter  2 роки тому +10

      🖤

    • @daveandlouisialecompte9708
      @daveandlouisialecompte9708 2 роки тому +7

      Not just a sibling. I lost my father 4 yrs ago this June to addiction that stemmed from mental illness and this song hits deep for me.

    • @discountvalium
      @discountvalium 2 роки тому +2

      i’m so sorry for your loss💔

    • @kristanarcidiacono921
      @kristanarcidiacono921 2 роки тому

      🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @LoMonroe87
    @LoMonroe87 2 роки тому +46

    Nick, I was at the Ottawa concert when you surprised Aaron and I remember seeing how much love you guys had for eachother ❤ this is such an amazing tribute, we love you

  • @ghostriderdoubleclutch
    @ghostriderdoubleclutch 2 роки тому +119

    Rest in peace 🕊️ AC.
    As a person who followed and engaged with Aaron, I know the struggle was very much real and this song put me in my feels this Friday morning. I miss his Lives where he would play Piano for hours, he was incredibly talented and so funny and that's what I will remember him for. 💜
    "Do not become a prisoner to peoples perception of you." - AC

    • @amylee8969
      @amylee8969 2 роки тому

      In his most recent pics on ig, he looks like he lost a lot of weight. Which doesn’t surprise me. First, Aaron’s death, then the accusations against him.

    • @rebeckahstephens1433
      @rebeckahstephens1433 2 роки тому

      @@amylee8969 I noticed that last night in one of his pics. It does look like he’s lost weight

    • @oldcatlover
      @oldcatlover 2 роки тому +1

      What other people think about you is none of your business.

    • @ghostriderdoubleclutch
      @ghostriderdoubleclutch 2 роки тому +3

      @@oldcatlover Aaron was caught in a vicious cycle of cyber bullying-- both the antagonist and the victim as he was harassed on every social platform and if people said the nasty stuff to you what they said to him you'd probably get in your feelings over enough time because it's not a nice thing at all and the idea of who deserves it and who doesn't based on the court of public opinion is just an example of how uncivilized and awful people are willing to be when they can get away with it because they are anonymous on the internet.
      They (trolls) made his life hell and enjoyed doing so, it contributed greatly to someone else's suffering and mental illness and in Aaron's case, it did a number on him. Should he have stopped engaging on socials? 100% but...I guess you could say in the end- "hurt people hurt people."

    • @rebeckahstephens1433
      @rebeckahstephens1433 2 роки тому +2

      @@ghostriderdoubleclutch I never knew he was cyber bullied until after he passed. I heard it was terrible. What people get out of doing that, I just don’t understand. May Aaron rest in peace

  • @chelseyfayant3892
    @chelseyfayant3892 Рік тому +17

    Nick, this is a heart wrenching beautiful tribute for your brother Aaron. Got me crying hard. Rest in peace Aaron Carter 🕊️ 😢

  • @BeMoreAwareGodWatches
    @BeMoreAwareGodWatches 2 роки тому +4

    those pictures of Aaron with those big brown eyes when he was a little boy sent me. 😢😢😢

  • @robertabibire5224
    @robertabibire5224 2 роки тому +10

    Is probably the m ost emotional song ever i feel every word of this song 😔

  • @kherbers02
    @kherbers02 2 роки тому +157

    This is heartbreaking and so moving at the same time. Nick is a real person. I wish we stopped judging others for what we don’t understand. This just spoke to me on a different level. Nick has ALWAYS loved Aaron and wanted the best for him. If this video doesn’t tell you that you haven’t been paying attention. ❤❤❤

    • @ОксанаПавлиш-з6с
      @ОксанаПавлиш-з6с 2 роки тому +6

      Коли сама людина , не бажає змін у своєму житті , це дуже важко для тих хто їх оточує. Я теж , пройшла свого часу такі проблеми в житті. Мій чоловік вживав спиртні напої , відмовлявся від кодування і він пішов від нас із сином. Це дуже важко. Тримайтеся. Божого благословення!!!

    • @jesussheep07
      @jesussheep07 2 роки тому +3

      Agreed

    • @carolmilner2844
      @carolmilner2844 2 роки тому +9

      I agree completely. I think Nick was the only one person that really understood Aaron. He always just wanted Aaron to find the light. I believe he came very close at times. Just couldn't guit reach.

  • @Lma894
    @Lma894 2 роки тому +16

    “ Always pray for peace your soul could feel” that right there. If this song doesn’t tell how much Nick wanted Aaron to turn it around and the unconditional love he had for him.. and the song was written a while ago alone says alot.. I read he and Angel tried everything through out the years so they wouldn’t have to face another loss of a sibling. Props to Nick for doing this. Little Aaron was precious and I’m sure that what is killing him. Simple but raw video esp with the ocean. That’s where they grew up in Fla.

    • @raniaqueen8132
      @raniaqueen8132 2 роки тому +1

      Exactly ❤ well said

    • @Supersoccerchic
      @Supersoccerchic 2 роки тому +1

      Yeah but Aaron's inner demons were terrible. I mean, he threatened to kill Lauren and Pearl. It was so sad.

  • @mindfreak0525
    @mindfreak0525 2 роки тому +6

    I just hope his son will know how much people loved his dad. Also, that melody will make sure he knows his dads family & will have a relationship with them

  • @richlandunitedsolutionsinc5516
    @richlandunitedsolutionsinc5516 2 роки тому +51

    “What hurts us is what heals us.” I hope you get through this Nick. We LOVE YOU AARON...

    • @VaclavSverkos
      @VaclavSverkos 2 роки тому +2

      Time heals wounds

    • @tiredofthebs8290
      @tiredofthebs8290 2 роки тому +5

      @@VaclavSverkos that's not always true unfortunately. You don't heal, you just learn to live with the pain.

  • @saratrosper4921
    @saratrosper4921 2 роки тому +28

    Nick I can only imagine the pain you are in. Please do not let anyone make you feel guilty. This song is so beautiful and in means so much to me. I lost my husband in a house fire last year I asked where our dog was and he ran in after her. I know the anger I put on myself along with the blame it eats away at you everyday. This was not your fault.

    • @meghbanerjee4259
      @meghbanerjee4259 2 роки тому +1

      awwww im so sorry for your loss your husband was an incredibly strong man

  • @jordanarend6644
    @jordanarend6644 2 роки тому +18

    As someone who lost their brother 6 years ago, it never gets easier. You just got to keep remembering Aaron, Nick, just like all his fans are

    • @meghbanerjee4259
      @meghbanerjee4259 2 роки тому

      So sorry for your loss

    • @EmKnowsThings
      @EmKnowsThings 2 роки тому +1

      I think for some it does get easier, but it never goes away. Kandi wrote a song about the death of her brother on her album “Hey, Kandi” called “Easier.” I lost it the first time I heard it in April 2001, three months after my loss. 22 years later, at 40 years old, it’s easier, but it’s still awful some days and there isn’t a day that passes that I don’t think of her. ❤

    • @meghbanerjee4259
      @meghbanerjee4259 2 роки тому +1

      @@EmKnowsThings I’m so sorry for your loss

    • @EmKnowsThings
      @EmKnowsThings 2 роки тому +1

      @@meghbanerjee4259 ❤️ thank you

  • @Toni-ed6oi
    @Toni-ed6oi 2 роки тому +2

    Nick , God bless you sir . I am sorry for your brother . I am 36 years old now , and my childhood was spended in the 90's . And just today , my sister has sended me this link of this video , and honestly i did not listened your songs sins more then 20 years almost . But today i heard this song and .... I want to encourage you , put your trust in Jesús Christ , He loves you , come to Him . Don't waste any day. God bless you 💝

  • @crisbert23_91
    @crisbert23_91 2 роки тому +74

    It's one of the most visually beautiful music videos I've ever seen in my life the combination of roses with the ocean and the sky awesome! but the images of little Aaron are really sad 😭 and heartbreaking💔 Rest in peace Aaron Carter!🙏🏻🕊️

    • @nirvana_veggiegirl
      @nirvana_veggiegirl Рік тому

      I was hoping it would be continuous images of Aaron but overall it was a very sweet tribute. Really sad the industry killed one of my favorite singers since I was a kid. Rip Aaron❤

  • @rihrih9349
    @rihrih9349 2 роки тому +67

    This is a beautiful tribute to your precious brother who suffered so much in this world and didn’t deserve the path that he ended up going down. The way Aaron documented his life on live the past few years is so haunting… when you watch them closely, sometimes you can see the traces of the boy in your video in his eyes and in the smallest expressions. He was still there and he still loved you till the end. I hope you have peace. ❤

    • @jillian5582
      @jillian5582 2 роки тому +6

      Your comment has me in tears. Beautifully written.

    • @maevemallory2122
      @maevemallory2122 2 роки тому +7

      This poor family. All the kids deserved better

  • @Kursetopher
    @Kursetopher 2 роки тому +38

    I am a fan of The Backstreet Boys but I am a bigger fan of Aaron Carter. I followed him every step of the way. This is by far the best tribute I ever heard and I'm sure we all can relate to our love ones in some way. You made him proud! Thank you for this song. *Huggles*

  • @raisa597
    @raisa597 2 роки тому +21

    Dear Nick, I don't know how I can or should put it into words, but I'm very sorry for this loss for you and your family! I wish you a lot of strength and I know that the pain will never end! For as long as I can remember I've been a fan of Nick and Aaron Carter! Today I am 34 years old! like always ❤️
    This song is just beautiful but also very very sad and sad to see you with this pain!
    With love Raisa

  • @IvyIvz17
    @IvyIvz17 2 роки тому +3

    Surely Aaron found His true happiness in the other side that he never experienced down here.❤ 😢

  • @joeybaseball7352
    @joeybaseball7352 2 роки тому +7

    The only thing that stopped me from 😢 is that I don't recognize Aaron from that young. But had it been from the Aaron's Party era, I would be bawling right now. Because when I think about that little kid I was such a big fan of, and see it all come to such a tragic ending is tough. Stay strong Nick. The devil is doing the most right now to get you, but don't let him. We support you.

  • @MohamadShakhy
    @MohamadShakhy 2 роки тому +77

    What a touching tribute. Stay strong Nick❤

  • @barbaradianejohanson1914
    @barbaradianejohanson1914 2 роки тому +65

    Such a beautiful Tribute to your baby brother, there are just no words that can ease your pain. Throughout it all one thing remained you were always in each others hearts. This world was not easy on him everyday battling his demons. I wish in this life he could have found peace Heaven truly Gained and Angle and he is watching over all of you. He truly was so loved and will be so missed. May you Rest In Eternal Peace Aaron 🕊️♥️🕊️

  • @sallywhitesides44
    @sallywhitesides44 2 роки тому +58

    If I could write a song about losing my brother, this would be it. Thanks Nick!

  • @jaspyrvoris2387
    @jaspyrvoris2387 Рік тому +3

    One day I literally cried watching this

  • @Kryz3686
    @Kryz3686 2 роки тому +10

    This song had me bawling, I hope Aaron has his peace now and sees how truly loved he really is 💜🕯

  • @martaperez5854
    @martaperez5854 2 роки тому +6

    I'm sure he will be proud of you from wherever he is🌹❤️

  • @svetlanaletunova
    @svetlanaletunova 2 роки тому +22

    Nick, my heart goes out to you. 😭🙏

  • @ashleynicoledavidson
    @ashleynicoledavidson Рік тому +4

    There were roots to his addictions. And the reason he was difficult to love wasn't addiction alone. Also, Addiction is the consequence of something deeper, it's not the root.. why is that so difficult for people to understand? No one has any idea what truly went on, other than what they've seen and heard about publicly. And no one knows the true hearts of Aaron or Nick. So ya'll can sit here all day and try to piece together a story in your mind based on what your eyes are seeing and have seen.. but you never truly know.

  • @jessicasplans6848
    @jessicasplans6848 2 роки тому +14

    I was finally able to bring my self to watch this video. Aaron’s passing took me to my knees and all the air was kicked out of me. I have spent so many hours, days, years praying he would find his way and his sweet spirit sadly left us before he left this world. This song is beautiful. I can’t imagine everything you went through and are still working through. Man grief sucks. A wise woman said Grief is the price of love. The Queen Elizabeth knew some things. Man he loved you Nick. He always did. You two will be together someday and you both will say the things you both need to. I have faith in that. As much as you two loved each other, it’s so true.

  • @Honeyjaan660
    @Honeyjaan660 2 роки тому +12

    This song is for anyone struggling with Addiction and mental illness, sometimes it’s too late and you can’t save the world 😢heart breaking, rip to Aaron and everyone that’s lost their battle with addiction or mental health. ❤😢

  • @sandrakiesewetter4491
    @sandrakiesewetter4491 2 роки тому +6

    wow nick the video and the song are beautiful i know how you feel your brother will hear the song no matter where he is he will always be with you and protect you🥺❤️🥺

  • @maricarmenjimenezgonzalez7603
    @maricarmenjimenezgonzalez7603 2 роки тому +14

    oh my god i can't stop crying. I knew it was going to hurt, but it broke my heart. I only know that despite everything you loved each other. and may Aaron's soul find peace at last. Precious tribute, of feeling and love. And your face watching your moments together, Nick, you touch my soul. A lot of strength, he will take care of you from wherever he is. Fly high Aaron.🕊 i love you nick 💖 @nickcarter

    • @MaggiesYT
      @MaggiesYT 2 роки тому +1

      Me too can’t stop crying everytime I play it

  • @sabinebahner1953
    @sabinebahner1953 2 роки тому +21

    ❤️ WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NICK!!! ❤️

  • @amandawilliams9149
    @amandawilliams9149 2 роки тому +63

    I can’t listen to this song without tears. Beautiful song and a beautiful tribute to your brother. So well written, I’m sure anyone else who loves an addict would agree.

  • @ambertimmons444
    @ambertimmons444 2 роки тому +28

    This song and the video is heart wrenching. I have been following up on you guys since 1996 and walking your journies along with you. I cannot imagine the pain you must be going through right now, though I can understand. Seeing someone you are so close to and love so much go down this road is hard but I do know one thing is for certain. You will see Aaron again, and he is happy now where he is. Everyone here sends their love to you, to Aaron, to Angel, to Jane, to Prince and to everyone in your family. Grief is a long and hard road but you will be okay. You are strong, you have proven that with your own journey. And Aaron definitely lives on through you and through Prince. This pain will never go away but you will learn to live with it, as you already know. Leslie and Aaron are together again and watching out for you and your family because despite any anger or fights, he still loved you and remains to. We are absent from the body but our love never dies. One day, you will be singing together again and I can only hope to be there to listen, to watch and continue on watching your journeys. Our stories do not end, only the chapters do. And one day, we will see what Aaron's new chapter is when we are a part of it once again.

  • @cherylwaiwai
    @cherylwaiwai 2 роки тому +8

    this song had touched me deeply and makes me cry, Aaron loves his family more than anything, i can see the sadness on Nick's face, there's no words can be described. we'll always miss Aaron.

  • @barbararuffo5597
    @barbararuffo5597 2 роки тому +5

    Meravigliosa canzone dolce Nik...sei sempre nel mip cuore❤❤Gyllian

    • @barbararuffo5597
      @barbararuffo5597 2 роки тому

      La tua meravigliosa canzone dice ...fa male amarti...no tesoro pensa che il tuo amore renderà la sua luce ancora piu splendente... e poi pensa che lui ora canta per gli angeli e con gli angeli.❤💙❤Lui ora é sereno ..cerca di esserlo anche tu...lo meriti. T.V.B Nik Carter.Gyllian

  • @magicalunicorn2657
    @magicalunicorn2657 2 роки тому +13

    It was a beautiful song and a beautiful tribute to your brother... Rest in peace Aaron...

  • @courtneymaldonado995
    @courtneymaldonado995 2 роки тому +16

    I recently lost my brother who battled addiction for many years. This song is amazing! ❤

  • @shaylaprath
    @shaylaprath 2 роки тому +15

    My cousin was my best friend all of our lives. Only one year apart we were inseparable and people thought we were sisters. In high school she dated a guy that introduced her to drugs and in our early 20s she deep dived into someone I couldn't help and my loving her or try it to help it hurt me over and over. Being stood up at restaurants by her, being ghosted, being lied to, the lack of her self peace she had just broke me over and over. Now I'm 30 and this song is 120% how I feel. I hope for peace for her Evey day but unfortunately she has no part in my life and because of that it hurts to love her, but I love her still. ❤️

  • @utubecrimequeen
    @utubecrimequeen 2 роки тому +10

    I hope Jane Carter watches this and cries her dang eyes out!!!! Nick u outdone urself on this one!!!! WE LOVE YOU AARON!!!!!!!!❤️🥰❤️🥰

  • @chrissyfoster6373
    @chrissyfoster6373 2 роки тому +30

    I can't imagine the loss you've been through and I'm sorry for you Nick but love that lasts is a treasure forever. ❤️

  • @LeGoatJames89
    @LeGoatJames89 2 роки тому +36

    As someone who spent over a decade in and out of active addiction and have lost loved ones to it, this breaks my heart. But I love the song, been playing it on repeat. We got you always Nick!

    • @martamaria892
      @martamaria892 Рік тому

      É de arrepiar chorei demais essa musica é muito profunda doi na alma😓😓😓😓😓

  • @michaelrenteria3775
    @michaelrenteria3775 2 роки тому +2

    This is a very good song. Nice way for Nick Carter to remember his brother Aaron Carter and what he has went through when he was younger like some of us. I don't like when people think he is making money off of his brother's death need to stop thinking it like that. He is not doing that. He honoring his brother the way he knows how.

  • @stephaniel.3522
    @stephaniel.3522 2 роки тому +1

    It’s so cute watching Aaron playing basketball as a kid in this video because he has the same mannerisms as an adult. The way he moved his back and body stayed the same as an adult. So, it’s cute watching him as a child with the same flexing and body movements. It’s a baby adult Aaron. He always had the same soul and heart, even as an adult. And, he was childlike and kind and always lovable for those qualities. He’ll always be remembered and missed as a sweet, kind soul.

  • @kristanarcidiacono921
    @kristanarcidiacono921 2 роки тому +48

    You hit it out of the park Nick. So proud of you!! This is the BEST song you’ve ever written. You’ve created a song that I know IS going to stand the test of time; providing comfort to all those who grieve, whatever the reason, for YEARS TO COME. When words fail music speaks, and you spoke so beautifully for all who couldn’t or still can’t find the words to express their pain. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO REAL AND SO RAW!!!! God Bless You, Nick! Love and Prayers!!!!
    SO PROUD to be a fan!!!!

  • @angxlkidyt2
    @angxlkidyt2 2 роки тому +6

    I believe in you nick and stay strong and I love you ❤️

  • @simonepienko6151
    @simonepienko6151 2 роки тому +3

    Hi Nick Happy Birthday to York 43 Birthday🎉🎉You are so Strong❤

  • @DezereaJoslin
    @DezereaJoslin 2 роки тому +1

    I see Aaron so much in nick , more than ever before 🖤

  • @fitriaulfah4502
    @fitriaulfah4502 2 роки тому +5

    I'm crying 😭😭

  • @rociosmartinezo8
    @rociosmartinezo8 2 роки тому +8

    I started crying with emotion, beautiful lyrics and the music will be my favorite song without a doubt, love to you and your family from Argentina

  • @debsgiannico6900
    @debsgiannico6900 2 роки тому +5

    ❤only you❤

  • @ganzorigtungalag9316
    @ganzorigtungalag9316 2 роки тому +1

    I miss my invisible little brother. I loved and respected my older brother thinking that he was growing up, but one day I saw everything, and one day he lost his place. I will never forget that. My brother, I'm sorry for not being a good brother. He was the most precious person to all of us.

  • @Coco-mc9zs
    @Coco-mc9zs 2 роки тому +4

    Nick. If you read these please know I know you probably are hurting thinking you could have done something. Bit it's not your fault. We all here for you.

  • @reginaneiswender8536
    @reginaneiswender8536 2 роки тому +10

    BEAUTIFUL TRIBUTE FOR AARON ❤️ I HOPE AARON FINALLY FOUND PEACE!! REST IN PEACE, AARON 🙏🌹🌠🕊️ SENDING YOU A ABUNDANCE OF PRAYERS 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @tweetybird8945
    @tweetybird8945 2 роки тому +4

    Nick i luv this song and I luv the video for it try n stay strong luv 💗 💓 💖 iv been listening to it a lot 💖 ❤ 💗

  • @jenniferwilliams3770
    @jenniferwilliams3770 2 роки тому +1

    I am soo sorry to hear about Aaron..I remember when BSB had a concert at Montage Mountain & Aaron was the guest there.He was like 10 years old.Me, My best friend & my boyfriend at that time.was there at the concert watching.May you find peace up there in heaven AC.You will be missed.

  • @ShellsFurrBabies
    @ShellsFurrBabies 2 роки тому +12

    Amazing song Nick, I am literally in tears hearing it. I lost my baby brother to drugs 4 years ago. All we can do is keep our loved ones in our hearts & know they are watching over us from heaven.

  • @tanyavictoria1629
    @tanyavictoria1629 2 роки тому +57

    Nick, I don’t usually leave comments but this video really spoke to me. As tears are rolling down my face, I could truly feel your pain of losing Aaron. I followed him for many years on social media. I hoped with all my heart that he could finally be free of the darkness of mental illness and be happy and thrive. I know that darkness first hand. It’s brutal. This song and video is outstanding. I’ll be playing this on repeat. Much love and peace in your heart. ❤️❤️🙏🏼

    • @ashleyblasdell8371
      @ashleyblasdell8371 2 роки тому +1

      When I heard Aaron Carter was gone I was shocked and 💔 😇😭 Aaron actually helped me he watching over us right now in heaven mental health not fun no matter what you have ptsd talk to angels or other ones seizure austum it not a joke and you can't help that you have mental health issue listen to this sad 💔 rip Aaron

  • @crystalroach6885
    @crystalroach6885 2 роки тому +6

    Love this Nick 😢 I wish Aaron surrounded himself with people who lifted him up. Treasure these memories. I wish you and Aaron worked it out and he got better 😭😭😭😭

  • @HelenSpivey-t9h
    @HelenSpivey-t9h Рік тому +3

    I lost my big brother in 2018 to an overdose and this song brings it all crashing back every time I hear it. I can’t describe the pain that the loss of him has caused but this song is as close as I can get.

  • @ComeliaO7
    @ComeliaO7 2 роки тому +2

    Anybody who has struggled with a love ones addiction can relate so much to this. When I got news that Aaron Carter passed my first thought was immediately of Nick because of the strained relationship they had. because he put a restraining order out on Aaron just in 2019. no questions asked he loved his little brother but only so much you can do to help somebody who does not want to help them self.

  • @arina61998
    @arina61998 Рік тому +2

    This song is very special for me too. My brother went to work in another country, but as it turns out, all his valuables and documents were stolen. He was hospitalized there and none of us didn't knew how he was. There were good people who helped him get back home.

  • @DarkInsanitysn
    @DarkInsanitysn 2 роки тому +6

    So beautiful. ❤️
    #RIPAaronCarter

  • @shannonklaus8305
    @shannonklaus8305 2 роки тому +7

    I've never cried so hard. you can really feel the pain and sadness nick is feeling. thinking of you nick and Carter family. RIP Aaron

  • @dohm12
    @dohm12 2 роки тому +20

    My heart breaks for Nick and his family. This song speaks the truth

  • @tiagomisson7868
    @tiagomisson7868 2 роки тому +1

    Aaron are with God now watching you from the sky Nick, my condolences to you.

  • @mersadeszdanczewicz314
    @mersadeszdanczewicz314 2 роки тому +1

    Nick I can hear Aaron singing alone to the song he still loves you too no matter what can never break the bond between brothers ❤️❤️🕊️🕯️🙏

  • @maryrosesanluis143
    @maryrosesanluis143 2 роки тому +6

    Oh God, if you close your eyes and listen to this song. You would feel like your crying and feeling Nick's pain of losing his own brother to addiction. I'm also a fan of Aaron since back then like when I was a young adult around the age of 18 years ago.... now I've come to realize that he passed on. My heart goes out to Nick and his family. I'm crying right now just listening to the song. 😭😭

  • @sherroneb62ful
    @sherroneb62ful 2 місяці тому +3

    Beautiful well done. I'm sure your brother knows you love him

  • @Nicole-zt8qj
    @Nicole-zt8qj 2 роки тому +8

    My brother passed in 2017 from addiction. I've always been lost for words. But this song puts all my thoughts and feelings in the perfect words.

  • @Princess-gz8uu
    @Princess-gz8uu 2 роки тому +1

    It pains me to love him when he was alive. I love him so much as fans but he's hurting. GBU as his wise big brother. I'm sorry for your loss Nick, it's our loss as well.. 💐💐💐💐

  • @Amanda---
    @Amanda--- 2 роки тому +2

    Rest in Peace Aaron. He would have been extremely touched by this. I hope you can meet his child someday. 💔💔

  • @autumnleaves-77
    @autumnleaves-77 2 роки тому +20

    Let's make this No.1 ❤🙏💕🕊

  • @wesleymusicwm
    @wesleymusicwm 2 роки тому +6

    I love this music In brazil 💎💫

  • @ssaandyyss
    @ssaandyyss 2 роки тому +8

    Heartbreaking! 💔 I’m crying! 😢 This song is a masterpiece! 👏👏👏♥️ Love You Nick! ♥️ Always by your side! 🙏♥️ R.I.P Aaron! 🕊🤍

  • @momgonegamin8270
    @momgonegamin8270 2 роки тому +1

    I love you Nick! Big Hugs to you ❤️ Aaron will forever be missed. But guess what he is always with you in your heart. He will never leave you. And I know he loves you more than anything.

  • @fourangelsmomma
    @fourangelsmomma 2 роки тому +1

    Ugly crying as I watch this and see the pain in Nick's face. May Aaron's memory forever be a blessing. I am so sorry that the world was so hard on him.

  • @jillian4188
    @jillian4188 2 роки тому +3

    My brother is a severe alcoholic, and it's killing my mom. I'm afraid I'll lose them both. This song hurts so much now that I have a loved one with addiction. Jesus Christ.

    • @tiredofthebs8290
      @tiredofthebs8290 2 роки тому +2

      I'm so sorry... I truly hope he wakes up and gets the help he needs. Sending hugs for you and your Mom as well as your brother. ❤️🙏

    • @jillian4188
      @jillian4188 2 роки тому +1

      @@tiredofthebs8290 , thank you so much ❤️🙏

  • @bluegirl1916
    @bluegirl1916 2 роки тому +13

    I Know this probably is part of the healing-grieving process for You, and I Am so proud that you were able to show this vulnerability to the World, I hope you found the peace you deserve after putting out these feelings. #Proudfan

  • @jenc4016
    @jenc4016 2 роки тому +8

    Aaron was such a pure, hopeful and genuinely kind soul

    Talented, charismatic and handsome.
    What a loss to this world, and most of all to his loved ones 😢 bless his son, I hope he is raised to know what an amazing father he had, and how much he loved him ❤