Here we are again My face down staring at the ground My mind losing its battle I can hear her speaking She may think I’m not listening but I am She asks me why Why did it end up like this She’s waiting for me to answer But words fail to come out my mouth But when I’m drowning in rage I can’t help but to shout Shout at someone who didn’t deserve it When tears are flowing of my face I swallow them so I can get a taste Get a taste of the bitter sadness Which has taken control over me I have my mothers eyes when I cry I have my sisters when I lie I’m a coward in everyone’s mind Including mine I hate myself for staying quite When her tears are dripping Her smile fading And me moving my rings Because of the anxiety I’m 16 now But I wish I was five When my parents held each other’s hand And took me in there arms Where nothing could do any harm Idk how this life unfolds I hope this chapter comes to a close And we don’t write anymore I’ve had enough of this Ive had enough of me I’d go to the past So I can see me happy See my real smile Maybe it’ll put a smile on my face See my straight hair See me missing my teeth See me running around the park With my small feet Stumbling down when I hit a rock But there would always be someone to pick me up Tell me what’s wrong and right Now I’m going down a oneway highway Where all i mistakes Where the gloomy days go even darker And the sun travels much farther Soon it’ll be lost in Milky Way Where there would be no such thing as day The demons will come find themselves On our lands They’ll feast On our fear They’ll smell our sadness I’ll be the easy target A helpless boy In a no good body It can get lonely I’ll give away my life Hoping i have a better time in the afterlife
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Beautiful
Here we are again
My face down staring at the ground
My mind losing its battle
I can hear her speaking
She may think I’m not listening but I am
She asks me why
Why did it end up like this
She’s waiting for me to answer
But words fail to come out my mouth
But when I’m drowning in rage
I can’t help but to shout
Shout at someone who didn’t deserve it
When tears are flowing of my face
I swallow them so I can get a taste
Get a taste of the bitter sadness
Which has taken control over me
I have my mothers eyes when I cry
I have my sisters when I lie
I’m a coward in everyone’s mind
Including mine
I hate myself for staying quite
When her tears are dripping
Her smile fading
And me moving my rings
Because of the anxiety
I’m 16 now
But I wish I was five
When my parents held each other’s hand
And took me in there arms
Where nothing could do any harm
Idk how this life unfolds
I hope this chapter comes to a close
And we don’t write anymore
I’ve had enough of this
Ive had enough of me
I’d go to the past
So I can see me happy
See my real smile
Maybe it’ll put a smile on my face
See my straight hair
See me missing my teeth
See me running around the park
With my small feet
Stumbling down when I hit a rock
But there would always be someone to pick me up
Tell me what’s wrong and right
Now I’m going down a oneway highway
Where all i mistakes
Where the gloomy days go even darker
And the sun travels much farther
Soon it’ll be lost in Milky Way
Where there would be no such thing as day
The demons will come find themselves
On our lands
They’ll feast
On our fear
They’ll smell our sadness
I’ll be the easy target
A helpless boy
In a no good body
It can get lonely
I’ll give away my life
Hoping i have a better time in the afterlife
dreamyyy