Addicted from the age of 8 |I've been through the most|Lehwelere John Sibanyone

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  • @NerdTalk2023
    @NerdTalk2023 2 роки тому +40

    I genuinely still have this problem, I've been praying about it for years. But this is really helpful and inspirational.

    • @alutampayise1356
      @alutampayise1356 2 роки тому +3

      Find the root of the addiction/problem.People who suffer from an addiction have deeper issues going on .Dont be hard on your ,you will beat it!🙏🏾

    • @MasebeJ-ei5fb
      @MasebeJ-ei5fb Рік тому +1

      @sibonelomanzini7040 same here I'm having the problem with this evil habit🙏🏽😭. I pray that God delivers us from this evil habit, I also pray that God almighty helps His children to be free from this🙏🏽😔

    • @MasebeJ-ei5fb
      @MasebeJ-ei5fb Рік тому +1

      @alutampayise1356 the root cause for me is ancestors, my family used to worship ancestral(marine)spirits and those covenants were left out, that's how this evil spirit found it's way, because I've prayed and prayed but to no avail, until I realized it's way deep than I think. I pray that God delivers me from this

  • @drekgamble4846
    @drekgamble4846 2 роки тому +19

    Porn addiction is real and not so many man are ready for that talk …. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏

  • @ThembelaNdzimandze-ve9ft
    @ThembelaNdzimandze-ve9ft Рік тому +8

    Thank you for your testimony. I also started watching porn in grade 6...I battled with this addiction for 16 years..I am 5 months free now..I have no desire whatsoever to watch it...

  • @millymashile
    @millymashile 2 роки тому +33

    Thank you for being so open to share your story, someone will definitely be helped. Wishing your program all the best, keep pushing purpose

  • @mazukza
    @mazukza 2 роки тому +27

    Wow my brother God has saved you and blessed you dear ...this ministry you have been given is powerful let's pray for one another and may God open your doors..as you serve him 🙏 you see Christianity is about repentance u to salvation and we receive the 🎁 of the holy spirit you have received your gift to heal the nation...I pray for you continue healing us

    • @pleassubscrib5417
      @pleassubscrib5417 2 роки тому

      Only true repentance and forgiveness is from almighty God ALLAH who created you and I , created all the prophets including this universe . Islam is the truth and the way of life , without Islam Your unsuccessful in the judgment day ( next world after death)

    • @ProphetEdgarkapanga
      @ProphetEdgarkapanga 2 роки тому

      amen

  • @karabongwato3713
    @karabongwato3713 2 роки тому +23

    I used to go to school with this guy ah man shit im proud of you bro. You were a good boy back in high school ey.

  • @esthertema8963
    @esthertema8963 Рік тому +1

    Wow I am so proud of you, as you are speaking, I noted that this is the very first time I hear a man openly talking about this problem. May God truly bless you for taking this step and following his command. :).

  • @Zazathegirl436
    @Zazathegirl436 2 роки тому +13

    The power of being set free is found in confession. The Bible says confess your sins one to another, however the enemy will keep you in bondage of guilt. Truth is most people have their own burdens, addictions and they will have compassion because they know they also need deliverance. This was powerful my brother as most lives are destroyed due to this secretive addiction.

  • @catherinewarren9994
    @catherinewarren9994 2 роки тому +14

    This is a beautiful testimony.... addiction all have the same characteristics no matter how u look at it...and it's beautiful when u let the stronghold go from your purpose...I'm so proud of you and I pray u touch many people ....you have been redeemed .....may god bless you...listen to Derek prince as well on his teachings about release of demons ...

  • @MasebeJ-ei5fb
    @MasebeJ-ei5fb Рік тому +2

    God bless you my brother for your powerful testimony, and thank @CENTTWINZ TV for hosting the dear brother to share. I pray that God delivers me from this evil spirit🙏🏽😭. When he said "pornography and purpose goes hand in hand" I became so speechless because it's true this evil thing is after your purpose. This evil thing has destroyed so many destinies. Besides being exposed to pornography, Mlmost times it's caused by ancestral spirits, this spirits find expression in people at a very young age because covenants made with ancestors were not broken. I pray that God delivers people suffering from this evil deed🙏🏽🕊️

  • @ntombiangelica9700
    @ntombiangelica9700 2 роки тому +3

    God bless you my brother, your testimony is very powerful and helpful to others who are also struggling to find a way out of that Demon, May God cover you with the Blood of Jesus

  • @khomotsodavid1639
    @khomotsodavid1639 2 роки тому +6

    Its hard to encounter God and remain the same. We serve a miracle-working God, Thank you Jesus

  • @evezazzle5974
    @evezazzle5974 2 роки тому +4

    And God never left you, He healed you and will continue to carry you ❤️😭🙏 WOW❤️👏👏👏👏The God of Impossibility 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

  • @nathintsangani5979
    @nathintsangani5979 2 роки тому +2

    Wow! I’m so grateful to this brother for this testimony 🙌🏾🙏🏾

  • @PabWill
    @PabWill 2 роки тому +28

    This addiction to porn is spiritual. It's hard habit to kick out.

    • @kingpk4429
      @kingpk4429 2 роки тому +2

      In most cases there are DEMONIC SPIRITS behind it, the marine kingdom is at the heart of the matter.

    • @Facelesssceneary
      @Facelesssceneary 2 роки тому +1

      Once you feed the beast you become a sex addict

  • @lorrainemadure2837
    @lorrainemadure2837 2 роки тому +2

    Thank you for ur story. Mote strength and grace to you my brother to continue with your powerful ministry, to set people free from the chains of porn and also be an example that it's possible to stop.

  • @evezazzle5974
    @evezazzle5974 2 роки тому +8

    My beloved brother, you have indeed gone through the most. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. So painful when the adults in our lives don't affirm us with love and encouragement. It breaks the soul and heart of a child and leads to damaging things. We need to break that generational curse. God bless you ❤️🙏 We'll overcome. We'll heal. It'll be okay one day ☀️

  • @queenlebomkhize6531
    @queenlebomkhize6531 2 роки тому +2

    May God Almighty continue to to use you as a Vessel unto honour. Use your mess to become a great message to save others. Heal and heal others.

  • @masealamahlatjie7222
    @masealamahlatjie7222 2 роки тому +1

    Glory be to God in the highest. Son you are highly favored the LORD God Almighty is with you. We will pray for you for your Ministry to reach and help those bound by the Devil to be set free from his attacks. We love you and thank you for the testimony I'm blessed.

  • @ogbewiotasowie386
    @ogbewiotasowie386 2 роки тому +37

    100% true... I was addicted to porn almost all my life, I like to use the word "i was" because I am trying to break free.. it is on the same level with hard drugs if not more

    • @faithsdollsville2662
      @faithsdollsville2662 2 роки тому +2

      The way to freedom is recognising and acknowledging the sin and confessing it. It’s no longer in the dark as you have confessed done do and about it. So you are already free. Always confess that you are a new a creation in Christ, the old has fallen away and the new have come. Whenever you battle with the desire to watch it and even when you find yourself watching it confess that you are not addicted, you are a new creation. Eventually you will get over it. God give you strength.

    • @thisisntokozo
      @thisisntokozo 2 роки тому +1

      It's more addictive that any drug

    • @kingpk4429
      @kingpk4429 2 роки тому +2

      When the Lord freed me I could not believe it, is not by MIGHT OR BY POWER BUY BY HIS SPIRIT.
      It has been 2 years now, you will surely come out of it.

    • @mazukza
      @mazukza 2 роки тому +1

      @@kingpk4429 it will be nice to hear how you overcome ...please 💪 help this guy and partner with him to serve the nation..

    • @karabongwato3713
      @karabongwato3713 2 роки тому

      Its more addictive than drugs

  • @MH-nz5jl
    @MH-nz5jl 2 роки тому +6

    Only FASTING AND PRAYER BREAKS THIS HORRIBLE ADDICTION! It’s filthy and shameful! Will deliver you directly to hell.

  • @sthembileshadron3001
    @sthembileshadron3001 2 роки тому +25

    Wow, i don't know if its a coincidence or what but right before I logged onto UA-cam (& clicked on this vid.), I was scrolling through my WhatsApp status & came across this photo-collage/ mix-art of 1. Etv icon; 2. Mute icon; 3. A child wrapped in a blanket (at night I presume) & 4. Sexual pic (& immediately I saw this pic/ collage, I knew what it meant.)
    Your story 'Testimony' Sir, is one which the great masses resonate with a/o find bits of themselves in (myself incl.). I don't wanna bash Etv & what-not but...
    I just wanna say,
    You know addiction I.e., porn is a problem, we sought out after/ seek as a solution to cover up the areas of our lives we feel neglected in I.e., lack of love a/o childhood trauma. Not knowing it feeds of our Godly-purpose/ Destiny, thus your statement "pornography (addiction) Is after our individual purposes" is very much true!. It derails the trajectory of our purpose/s by just mixing-up it nje, too an extant whereby you'll find yourself ukuthi 'Yes you are busy, but you are busy doing nothing!'. Why? Cause manje you're no longer walking in your God-assigned journey but are Journaling a Journey that's not yours.
    Uhmm, let me quote you "I thought He(God) is removing the addiction (pornography; masturbation; sex-addiction; alcoholism etc.)". You see this is a misconception I lived In/ suffered from. I also thought ' No, by default when i accept Christ as my personal Lord & savior. I am free from all my past problems. Yes, I am neh but than again it takes work, it will take work to be completely free from the spirit of addiction. I'd say the same amount of work one puts in, by entertaining these thoughts, & creating patterns that lead to a life of enslavement/ bondage by the spirit of addiction.
    Why? I'll use your testimony for context, because you're still going to come across magazines; posts and and and that'll serve as a trigger to your addiction. I.e., someone will decide to post a naked-picture; a certain song will elucidate a sexual-scenary; a certain chapter in the novel you're reading will draw a mental pic similar to your favorite pornstar scene; someone's daughter/ son will walk past you half-naked if not completely. Thus, I say Yes I am free for scripture tells me "that whosoever the son sets free is free indeed", but that doesn't make me immune to triggers. This is why I quote "I stopped in the middle" it shows that it won't be easy. You are required to work!.
    You also mentioned, I think 'prayers/ asking for prayers'. Now with this concept of prayer, prayer alone isn't going to help (it might, depending on the depth of your addiction) your prayer life will need to be coupled up with 'Work!'= asking God to grant you strength to build & strengthen your spirit inner man. Why? Addiction is very much spiritual & because as a child of God "we don't battle against flesh, but with authorities, principalities & rulers of darkness (Our battle is spiritual! They ought ought be won in the spirit!). Now, you'll need to pray & distance yourself from triggers/ train your mind (this powerhouse needs to be disciplined, I needs to be aware of the changes taking place & unlearn all the patterns that led to this bondage).
    Which brings me to the concept of 'Obedience! Discipline!Priorities! Accountability (something you also mentioned)! Self-respect! FEAR OF THE LORD!!! (amongst other concepts).
    Once again, thanks for allowing God to use your story as a pint of contact for others like myself Sir. More grace & favor with your ministration. Aswell as the Centtwinz, God bless.
    When the time is right, I'll share my testimony, for now I'm still a working progress (undergoing refinery into a vessel of honor in the hands of God). Y.S.T.Y.G

    • @kingpk4429
      @kingpk4429 2 роки тому +2

      True, our concert of SALVATION is wrong. We thing by just saying the MAGIC WORDS all will be good.
      There is work involved, we must know our responsibilities as christians and be OBEDIENT to the word.
      I'm just happy that people are coming out of this demonic stronghold from marine kingdom.

  • @ntsakosambo4912
    @ntsakosambo4912 2 роки тому +2

    That's a powerful testimony n it's real. May God help you to fulfill your perpose.

  • @_m1465
    @_m1465 2 роки тому +63

    I'm here from tik tok

  • @gontse_leigh8321
    @gontse_leigh8321 2 роки тому +2

    Thank you for sharing 🤝

  • @thokozanintinga3560
    @thokozanintinga3560 2 роки тому +3

    How I wish God help me to be free in that I try but sometimes I crave for it

  • @ruthsumaili4510
    @ruthsumaili4510 2 роки тому +1

    Very good topic may God help you through this journey.

  • @kingpk4429
    @kingpk4429 2 роки тому +19

    Porn and purpose, I like that👏👏👏
    I like your honesty, those EMMANUEL movies(18SN) we destroying our souls😭😭. I can relate to your story cause I was a slave also. Only Jesus can brake those chains, glory to Him always.

  • @mathapelongwenya864
    @mathapelongwenya864 2 роки тому +2

    God really loves us. God bless you my brother

  • @alutampayise1356
    @alutampayise1356 2 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing🙏🏾

  • @constancefaithful1451
    @constancefaithful1451 2 роки тому +2

    Woooow thanks for being brave and share your testimony, is true porn is after the purpose

  • @azanianprince274
    @azanianprince274 2 роки тому

    Thank you for sharing bro❤

  • @NzululwaziMtolo
    @NzululwaziMtolo 2 роки тому +1

    I am coming aaaaaaalllllll all the way from tiktok.

  • @freiza_7860
    @freiza_7860 2 роки тому +3

    You've been through a lot but you've also grown and learnt a lot 💯

  • @mapulacecilia6526
    @mapulacecilia6526 2 роки тому

    God is good all the time👏🏻👏🏻

  • @Darlington_44
    @Darlington_44 2 роки тому

    Thank you very much. I'll get to it and remove this thing at once.

  • @thutomophuting4115
    @thutomophuting4115 2 роки тому +7

    My brother you need to give your life to Jesus Christ, please start reading the Bible, you have to replace evil thoughts that tempt you with the word of God(Bible). Immediately bring them to captivity by speaking the word of God !!!

  • @sabelomkhize3559
    @sabelomkhize3559 2 роки тому +3

    TikTok got me here 😄

  • @jenniferspinya3875
    @jenniferspinya3875 2 роки тому

    Glory to God 🙌

  • @ProphetEdgarkapanga
    @ProphetEdgarkapanga 2 роки тому +1

    Every generation gets exposed to it younger and younger

  • @mxolelisimfolozi9054
    @mxolelisimfolozi9054 Рік тому

    please help pray for me I also addicted

  • @ced3361
    @ced3361 2 роки тому

    Jerrr.. o kgama Mokopa for 30min take a break nd go bck🥴jerrr😂

  • @MR_B_Musiq
    @MR_B_Musiq 2 роки тому +7

    Porn was my stumbling. Thank God I'm free🙌

  • @africangwenya3305
    @africangwenya3305 2 роки тому

    You had a problem heyy

  • @tebogokhumane40
    @tebogokhumane40 2 роки тому

    Its Phokwane

    • @lydsM
      @lydsM 2 роки тому

      🤣

  • @DONAKAGIFTRRC
    @DONAKAGIFTRRC 2 роки тому +2

    Yerrrr! Dude

  • @thokozilemtholo8410
    @thokozilemtholo8410 2 роки тому

    Etv😭😭

  • @kiliweskundla
    @kiliweskundla 2 роки тому +2

    iPhone, pictures, numbers and so on😂😂

  • @lungeloxebisa5198
    @lungeloxebisa5198 2 роки тому +1

    So it is not true that if you watch porn and musterbate you end up having isigcwagcwa njengoba lomjita wayekwazi yena ukuthola izingane azozisebenzisa.

  • @siphosipho3232
    @siphosipho3232 2 роки тому +2

    So basically guys who do hit n run probably watch porn? Coz vele most guys watch it😯🤔

  • @jay_mahlangu642
    @jay_mahlangu642 2 роки тому +2

    30mins MUSTERBATE stop the cap