The Psychology Of Johnny Silverhand - Cyberpunk 2077 - The Tortured Immortal

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  • @BeyondHorrorGaming
    @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +25

    Silverhand being stuck in psychological purgatory is some Black Mirror type stuff...

    • @rwbyab7423
      @rwbyab7423 День тому +3

      Most of that game is Black Mirror incarnate! Cyberpsychosis is terrifying! There's a guy whose balls explode from faulty cyberware! The whole story revolves around V being in a really Black Mirror scenario with the chip and Johnny's consciousness. It even addresses the fact that only one of you can remain and lets you sacrifice your own freedom for Johnny's sake. Is he even real? Or is he just data?

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +2

      @ you make me wanna watch Black Mirror with my wife again 🙀

  • @ThatJoJoGuy012
    @ThatJoJoGuy012 4 дні тому +27

    Dude I thought this was like a video with a million views. The quality is insane by guy keep that up

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  4 дні тому +3

      A geez thanks man! I appreciate the support and encouragement! I will keep it up!

    • @auroraflash
      @auroraflash 2 дні тому +4

      The new algorithm is designed to help surface good content from small channels

    • @mastergroggle1825
      @mastergroggle1825 День тому +2

      I had to double check after reading this.. omg! 😮
      I immediately liked and subbed. I love good quality vids like this

    • @mastergroggle1825
      @mastergroggle1825 День тому +2

      And my am I grateful for this algorithm

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      @@mastergroggle1825 😭🤝 Thanks brodoski! 🍻

  • @Sinisterslam1994
    @Sinisterslam1994 2 дні тому +5

    Thanks!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому +2

      Wow! Thank YOU! This is literally my first ever Super Thanks! 😱🥹🤝💯🔥 I really appreciate you. It means a lot, the meaning behind this incredible.

  • @chaos9059
    @chaos9059 День тому +8

    I'm from a single parent house. Of the four attachments listed. My attachment style is secure. However I'm a disorganized, chaotic mess. So that adds challenges. I try to find people that bring order to the chaos. Though not too much order. I don't need a drill sargent.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      @@chaos9059 Thanks for sharing and I like that you said you look for someone to balance you out. I think it’s important we not only find people who align with us, but make us whole at the same time. And yes, NOBODY wants a Drill Sargent yelling at us and telling us our room is unsat.

  • @cutwir3317
    @cutwir3317 3 дні тому +8

    Great video. Songbird or Rogue would be an interesting psychoanalysis. One frames herself as a victim to justify her morally ambiguous actions the other filled with guilt over Johnnys death- V comes and shatters the defenses of her identity. Misty’s projection would be interesting-her tendency to encourage others (like V) to embrace fate reflects her own need for reassurance that everything happens for a reason, projecting her spiritual beliefs as a coping mechanism for her uncertainty and pain.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому +2

      Thank you! I actually contemplated doing So Mi also. And I never even considered Rogue or Misty the way you just did 👏. I ended up doing a video on Solomon Reed. I try not to do too many videos about 1 game though because it feels like I would trap me into just that one game. Maybe in the future. Plus it always takes very long to make these videos and so if I want to catch up on my backlog, I can’t spend too long in one game 😅. But I really enjoyed your breakdowns. Especially about Misty.

  • @Julia--croftify
    @Julia--croftify 12 годин тому +1

    I literally CRIED watching this cause man, this was kinda exposing some of my deep, unresolved emotions too (Johnny is too relatable atp) please keep making these psychoanalysis videos, I love them! (You should absolutely do one about Dante and Vergil from the dmc games, would be extremly interesting!)

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  11 годин тому +1

      Oh wow, I did not expect this, but honestly, sometimes we all need a good cry. Part of why I love making these is because its all too relatable at times, which is why I love Psychology. I will keep making them. And I just bought the DMC games so I will for sure eventually get to them. I am limited by my resources currently, so it takes a while to get videos out, but as I grow, I think I can pump more out soon. All in all Dante and Vergil are both getting dedicated Psychoanalyses.

    • @Julia--croftify
      @Julia--croftify 11 годин тому +1

      @ it was absolutely a good and relieving type of cry! Sometimes it's needed and I definitely seemed to need it in that moment
      Hope you enjoy the dmc games, looking forward to seeing your psychoanalysis videos! (And ofc take your time!)

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  11 годин тому +1

      @ 😁 Let it out! And thank you for kindly being patient!

  • @RedShift323
    @RedShift323 3 дні тому +7

    One of the things I wonder about Johnny is how many of his flaws are actually his, but actually simply the opinions of the people around him that he's internalised.
    (And tell you a lot about the people around him) He keeps the relationships in his life on way too high a pedestal, when they themselves are extremely flawed imo.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому +2

      Hm yeah, I can see that. Like when people tell someone what they are like, so they begin to act as such and even become that.

  • @deadchannel2537
    @deadchannel2537 7 годин тому +1

    I was looking for a video of silverhand psychology for a while, and you gave me exactly what i wanted, thx u and keep going

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  7 годин тому +1

      Perfect! Glad to have been the one to provide this. I will without a doubt keep it going!

  • @McCoymiked
    @McCoymiked День тому +1

    Woah, awesome analysis. Enjoyed it

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      Hey thank you! It really means quite a bit that you took the time to give encouraging feedback.

  • @auroraflash
    @auroraflash 2 дні тому +3

    Finally UA-cam allows smaller channels to grow b recommending their content too. Yours is on eye level with bigger channels. 🎉

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      💯🍻🙌 I AM happy and thankful for that. Glad YT is giving us small fish a shot to grow.

  • @Reeferraccoon
    @Reeferraccoon 3 дні тому +2

    this needs more attention keep making these

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому +1

      Really means a lot, thank you. Super encouraging. I plan to keep doing these as I am just getting started, but it always feels good to see people enjoy the work.

  • @kailenmitchell8571
    @kailenmitchell8571 2 дні тому +4

    In 30+ years of playing video games I have never hated a video game character more than Johnny Silverhand. While I sympathize with the anti corpo agenda. His personality along with calling me a whore and trying to kill me, makes him irredeemable.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      You know what? With your presented angle… I feel you bro! 😂 And that also just speaks to how well he was crafted as a character and how well he was acted out by Keanu. He nailed it, JS is meant to make the player feel these things.

  • @3rr0r445
    @3rr0r445 3 дні тому +2

    Incredible. The algorithm threw me a good video from a good creator. I'm commenting on this and subscribing as you have 1.73k subs. Ill look back when youre in the millions.

  • @NovaStationGaming
    @NovaStationGaming 2 дні тому +1

    This is nice man! Great stuff!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      Thank you for watching and taking the time it took to comment! 🤝🍻

  • @mithanelan
    @mithanelan 3 дні тому +2

    not me living with anxious/avoidant behavior my entire life and acknowledging this in a video game video-essay 🤣

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому

      🤣🤣 Hey, I hung my laundry out here too in the video essay! 🤣😭

  • @PetrNovotny3
    @PetrNovotny3 3 дні тому +2

    Ive been looking for this kind of video a lot in my time finally

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому +1

      Oh perfect! I will be doing loads more! Glad to have you along 😁

  • @pyakiii
    @pyakiii 22 години тому +1

    This video was recommended to me and I can immediately tell this is a work of genuine art made from an interest that I share in the baddest ass character of all time, Johnny Silverhand. I’m going to watch this another time but I am reserving my spot in your viewers because you deserve it. I’ll be back to watch it but hey, that’s 2 views instead of one!

    • @pyakiii
      @pyakiii 22 години тому +1

      Also I personally think you have an amazing voice for making the videos you do

    • @pyakiii
      @pyakiii 22 години тому +1

      I’m halfway through the video and I never understood him. I relate to him very deeply in my own way and the identity vs. role confusion is something I’m facing in my life right now. This genuinely helped me understand myself better. I wish I could give you a million likes

    • @pyakiii
      @pyakiii 22 години тому +1

      Also, I’ve been through psychosis so I feel kind of cool, it’s like I went cyber psycho but I made a comeback

    • @pyakiii
      @pyakiii 21 годину тому +1

      I do not care that I’m replying to myself right now because this is life changing for me, I realized I have an avoidant attachment style

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  20 годин тому

      Hahaha thank you! And I am glad it reached you. I appreciate your support.

  • @freddycisneros915
    @freddycisneros915 3 дні тому +1

    Amazing quality video man, had me hooked from the start!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому

      Glad you enjoyed! I really appreciate the time you took to share your feedback here.

  • @tagmeowimashark1989
    @tagmeowimashark1989 День тому +2

    Really good video lots to think about would be interesting to see your take on reed/song and their delusions hope to see this channel get some traction you deserve it

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      Thank you! I just finished Reed’s script. Haven’t decided to do Songbird. However, after this Stellar Blade video, I will be having my editor edit Reed’s Psychoanalysis. I appreciate your encouragement and support! 🙌

    • @tagmeowimashark1989
      @tagmeowimashark1989 День тому +2

      @ See you in the big leagues

  • @garmarrod
    @garmarrod 3 дні тому +2

    Love delving deep into psyches; like a mold, creeping in.

  • @idonotcarekek
    @idonotcarekek 8 годин тому +1

    You’re on the level kid. Don’t let this platform swallow you up- and if it does, make sure it remembers you

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  8 годин тому

      Thank you, I'll be sure to do so!

    • @idonotcarekek
      @idonotcarekek 8 годин тому +1

      @ it was a quote from a gig in cyberpunk xP

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  8 годин тому +1

      @@idonotcarekek OK! I had a feeling, but wasn't sure, so I didn't want to commit to it! XD But it makes sense!

  • @kingcatmushroom530
    @kingcatmushroom530 5 днів тому +2

    Hey! Incredible video. I've been watching your channel for the last few days. Do you mind if I give you some recommendations for future videos?
    Layers of Fear, The Forgotten City and Dear Esther
    I’d love to see you talk about these!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  5 днів тому

      Hey thank you! I literally just bought Layers of Fear because it was on sale on Steam and ill take a look at the other 2 as well. Thank you for your support and suggestions! 🍻

  • @GattoriSancho
    @GattoriSancho 17 годин тому +1

    Wow I have a lot in common with Johny 😬

  • @Sinisterslam1994
    @Sinisterslam1994 2 дні тому +1

    Amazing video

  • @ayathados6629
    @ayathados6629 23 години тому +1

    Johnny fought for the US army in the central American war, aka Militech, not Arasaka. This captures the bitter irony at the core of cyberpunk- inevitably he was fighting the wrong people and unwittingly working for the same corporation he deserted and preached against, used like a pawn in a greater game

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  20 годин тому

      💯 it definitely underscores the bitter irony, you said it well!

  • @Therobbical
    @Therobbical 4 дні тому +1

    this is rly good, just got into cyber punk and this is awesome. wish this got out to more poeple

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  3 дні тому

      Thank you and you are sure to love it. It was my 3rd time playing CP2077 again and the world is so easy to get immersed into. And I hope it gets pushed out by the Almighty Algorithm too one day. Slowly but surely. I just need to focus on creating more and being better.

  • @TheWill383
    @TheWill383 День тому +1

    Incredible Video, only one thing i would add, its a common misconceptions btw, when Johnny gives you the Dogtags saying they belonged to someone who had to die so he could live.. its metaphorical, the Dogtag have his name on it. It supposed to be his "Rebirth" as Johnny Silverhand. Its a shame since i would love to hear your take on the whole rebirth thing since you did such a great job with the analysis itself.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      Oh man! I can’t believe I didn’t catch that. It would have changed some stuff in the script and even added another layer. 😭 Just goes to show I have more to work on, but man, sometimes it feels impossible to catch everything. 😅

    • @TheWill383
      @TheWill383 День тому +1

      @BeyondHorrorGaming Hey man, don't worry about it, like I said it's a common misconception that even channels spread that dedicate themselves to Cyberpunk. Johnny himself is pretty freaking wage about it so it's not easy to pick up on it, I certainly didn't in my first playthough.
      There are still UA-camrs who say Maman Brigitte is the one who commisioned the Heist despite their being a whole section of the Main mission contradicting that.
      Btw, you did a good job at guessing his Childhood cause (though it's not officially cannon and only mentioned as a rough backstory idea Mike Pondsmith had) that Johnny's Mother sold him to a Pack of Nomads for a pack of Cigarettes, and that he generally is pretty messed up in general due to being abandoned and worthless, should explain why he wants to be a Legends so badly and gets so.upset when he sees that his "Grave" is just a Dumb near the oil fields.
      I would love to see more Cyberpunk Content if that's in the planning. Keep up the great work dude.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      @ oh wow! You like REALLY know Cyberpunk. And its nice to see my educated guess panned out well. Thank you for all this. And I do have 1 more Cyberpunk video planned out, a psychological analysis on Solomon Reed. But that comes after this Stellar Blade video my editor is currently working on. But after Reed, it may be a while before I do CP again. I have to cautious to not cover too much much of one game because I don’t want to get locked in to being a channel that dedicates itself to one game. Im sure you understand.

    • @TheWill383
      @TheWill383 20 годин тому +1

      @BeyondHorrorGaming Nah, I just get super obsessed with the Games I play at that given time, when you have a Game like Cyberpunk that had like 40 Years to marinate with the TTRPG and Lore, I have alot to sink my teeth in haha, thanks though..
      Yeah Reed would be Cool since he is still somewhat puzzling to me. I also understand that you don't wanna lock yourself into Cyberpunk particularly since it's 4 Years old already and alot of UA-camrs already have the Limelight on that Topic. Diversification is smart. Anyway best of Luck my dude.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  19 годин тому +1

      @ gotcha💯 and appreciate you to man, cheers 🍻

  • @mastergroggle1825
    @mastergroggle1825 День тому +1

    I recommend taking a look at Red Dead Redemption/Red Dead Redemption 2. Rockstar's ability to write characters with so much detail and depth is insane. Take a look at Arthur Morgan please! (RDR2) OR Dutch (RDR1 & 2).
    Both are fascinating characters that undergo massive character development throughout the game(s).
    If you ever decide to do more Cyberpunk 2077 vids, I recommend taking a look at So Mi/Songbird! Another fascinating character with layers to her story. I just yesterday finished the DLC and had to double back a number of times to explore her dialogue as well as look for any datashards on her.
    One more recommendation, Queen Marika the Eternal! Elden Ring's most important character imo.
    3 of my favourite games ever right there. ✨

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      So RDR is definitely on my backlog of games to cover, I just wish I had more time lol. And I may have to give SoMi a look in the future because quite a few people have asked me for her already lol.
      And I may tackle Marika in the future, however it may be a while, since I have done like 3 or 4 vids on this channel I think on Elden Ring. I have to try and not tether myself to one game, otherwise I may find myself in an unfavorable situation where I become beholden to only 1 game.
      But these are awesome suggestions. Thank you for sharing them and for enjoying the video!

    • @mastergroggle1825
      @mastergroggle1825 День тому +1

      ​@@BeyondHorrorGamingThen some other suggestions for games you haven't covered yet:
      Handsome Jack from Borderlands 2 & Borderlands the Pre Sequel (idk how much he's mentioned in other the games). A legendary Villain for sure.
      Geralt or Ciri from The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt. 2 great characters with intertwined stories!
      And lastly, Henry from Kingdom Come Deliverance! Although KCD2 comes out next February which I think continues Henry's story further, so I'd maybe wait for that game to drop first if you're interested.
      Take your time and do whatever you feel like doing, your vids are great! ❤️

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      @@mastergroggle1825 Those are actually some awesome suggestions. I just bought Borderlands, it was on sale, so I will definitely get tot them. Geralt and Ciri have always been on my list. And thanks for putting Henry in my sights, I did not know about him. Actually, I don't know much of that game, so thank you. You can definitely expect to see videos on all the characters you suggested, even if it takes a while for me to get to.

  • @nigelcharlson2992
    @nigelcharlson2992 2 дні тому +1

    Hi! Correct me if I’m wrong but didn’t you do a psychoanalysis of Aiden Pierce or was that someone else? I couldn’t find the video

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      Hi, that has to have been someone else, I do not know who Aiden Pierce is. 😬

  • @Warpded
    @Warpded День тому +1

    I found Johnny kind of annoying at first, but now my character in game is his friend

  • @Chrome_Dreamer
    @Chrome_Dreamer 4 дні тому +1

    damn so much effort put into this video, sad to see it have less than 100 views :(

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  4 дні тому

      😅😭 You’re telling me. It’s always a big feels bad, but it’s also an indication that I am doing something the audience doesn’t like. Part of growing. I’ll get there one day. But I appreciate you sharing the sentiment, it means a lot to me.

    • @Chrome_Dreamer
      @Chrome_Dreamer 4 дні тому +1

      @BeyondHorrorGaming I wouldn't say it's because people dont like it, this kind of content is big. I think its a luck thing partially, but focus on making content you want. I personally love these types of videos. I would also consider not using weird fonts for the title because im pretty sure it makes a pretty big difference on how much it gets pushed in the algorithm.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  4 дні тому

      @ I see, that’s motivating. And you know what? I think you’re right! I looked it up and a lot of people say that these types of fonts for titles don’t show up on their TVs, just a bunch of boxes. Thank you for the tip!

    • @Chrome_Dreamer
      @Chrome_Dreamer День тому

      @@BeyondHorrorGaming No worries! Doing what makes you happy is the best way to grow, keep up the grind!

  • @stitchfan93
    @stitchfan93 6 днів тому +1

    Gonna enjoy this 😊❤

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +1

      Thank you bro! 🍻

    • @stitchfan93
      @stitchfan93 6 днів тому +1

      @BeyondHorrorGaming really love your work!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +1

      @ That means a lot. It takes a lot to produce these, but I really enjoy making these videos. 🤝

    • @stitchfan93
      @stitchfan93 6 днів тому +1

      @@BeyondHorrorGaming I understood all the Psychology theories and explanations!

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +1

      💥💪😃

  • @kristianvoorhies3296
    @kristianvoorhies3296 6 днів тому +1

    Awesome video I have to say though Johnny looks really good wearing a suit.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +1

      Thank you! Yes, suited up, he looks killer! However, I personally dont like his haircut 😅. Thanks for watching and sharing your thoughts here in the comments 🤝

    • @kristianvoorhies3296
      @kristianvoorhies3296 6 днів тому +1

      @ yeah that’s not really suited for him maybe it would look better on someone else. Ya know Johnny reminds me of me when I was younger. I was deeply insecure about my choices and relationships and I pushed away a lot of freinds as a result. I’m a lot like Johnny in that regard. If there’s something I regret I dig in and fight it. Eventually I realized that I had to change. If not for others then for me.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому +1

      Yeah, you know what? I can see this being such a normal thing, but you know what isn’t normal? People who recognize this within themselves. A lot of people lack the self awareness or the “want” to find these issues within themselves.

  • @AB-fs8jl
    @AB-fs8jl День тому +2

    This comment will be a bit ironic. I have massive trust issues because my family could never provide a predictable response to my comments and questions. It was either an actually useful or empathic response or one of criticism. I legitimately couldn't predict which I'd get.
    So now I rarely open up and when I do, I almost literally sweat over it. I just can't stand the idea of trusting someone at the risk of having that trust abused.
    This comment is ironic because I'm opening up in a place a lot of people can see it.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      Hey that’s totally fine, no judgment here, I don’t think its ironic. I want this channel and my videos to be a place where people can just say how they feel and share experiences. That’s part of why I always lay my business out there first. I’ll be honest, I can kind of know what you’re talking about. That’s how I grew up too; that constant uncertainty with how my parents might respond to something I would say always kept me on edge. Often to the point where I ended up not wanting to say anything and even saying nothing got me into hot water. I feel you man, best we can do is try to become our own men.

    • @AB-fs8jl
      @AB-fs8jl День тому

      Morning,
      As I was listening to your video, I couldn't help but say to myself corporations are controlling the world and people for profit in the real world too.
      People are products via their personal data that is mined with our *partial* consent. As GPT put it: personal data is the new oil and thousands of corporations are pouring millions into mining it.

  • @loxley75
    @loxley75 2 дні тому +3

    This was great but for deeper insights I would dig into the real story of the Arasaka tower raid and the Night city holocaust outside of Silverhands memories from the table top game. As it says in 2077 Silverhands memories are not true, they are twisted versions of the truth. In reality he never led the assault or had the nuke or fought Adam Smasher in the roof and Arasaka barely even acknowledged his existence. All those things were done by the The Solo, Morgan Blackhand who led the raid, which itself was a corporate sponsored raid by Militech. Silverhand was part of a second B team and actually ‘died’ in the first encounter with smasher and was never on the roof, everything after that first encounter is either implanted memories or his fantasies and as we know the only reason Arasaka has him on engram is to lead them to Alt in cyberspace. In the table top RPG it’s always clear that Johny is a cyber psycho who is losing it as well as a narcissist. He was never this big nemesis of Arasaka, they didn’t care about him. All of this is canon and actually there are loads of hints in 2077 in his memories that allude to the true events.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      😱 Wow, thanks for sharing this. I had no idea🍻💯🙌 I took it for face value and never really looked outside of Johnny’s scope and what I saw through my play throughs.

    • @icanhasutoobz
      @icanhasutoobz День тому +1

      I didn't know any of that (I have no experience with the TTRPG), but it seems totally fitting that the Blue-Eyed Man would be involved (for profit) in the Arasaka Tower raid.

  • @jacksimons9280
    @jacksimons9280 6 днів тому +1

    Gotta feed the algorithm gods with the comment.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  6 днів тому

      Man, you are doing me such a huge favor, thanks for enjoying the videos, but going even further with the comments. Seriously, it does wonders.

  • @CondonErebus
    @CondonErebus День тому +1

    I'll be honest.
    I hate Johnny when i first started the game. He felt so edgy and avoidant and too chaotic for his own good.
    Then i realized, i hate people who remove me of me. I'm avoidant due to my relationship with my parents. There was love but it felt fleeting and never lasts.
    All my relationships were the same.
    Until i grew up and realizedI'm also a problem. My search for red flags never helps. Never fills the void. I look back and hate myself.
    And Johnny is stuck in a purgatory form of data. And i felt awful for blaming him for something he could no longer control.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      I have learned that the things we are annoyed by or hate in others are the things we hate in ourselves. But you being able to see that you have problems in yourself, is a step many choose to neglect. And Johnny is a well designed character for him to incite feelings.

    • @CondonErebus
      @CondonErebus День тому +1

      @BeyondHorrorGaming i couldn't agree more. Pre Therapy is was starting to do deep introspections since I could at least recognize patterns.
      Now I'm doing my best to help other sew what took me 23 years to begin to grasp.
      I just started playing Cyberpunk again and I'm any to "Get Johnny". All I could think was, " I CAN fix him" jaha

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому +1

      @ 👏🙌💯🍻😂 “I can fix him” 🤣

    • @CondonErebus
      @CondonErebus День тому

      @BeyondHorrorGaming i look forward to binging your videos after I get home. Hopefully the download helps

  • @SassyTheSasquatch96
    @SassyTheSasquatch96 День тому +1

    Hmm so jonny has borderline personality disorder then

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      Mmmm well, one might speculate. It’s understandable to draw the similarities, however, personally I don’t think he precisely fits into BPD diagnosis. They closely fit, like puzzle pieces that look like and almost snap into place, but they just don’t exactly fit. I think his traits are due to trauma, ptsd, narcissism, and rebelliousness.

    • @matthewwarner9039
      @matthewwarner9039 День тому +1

      Being someone with BD i agree with Sassy​@BeyondHorrorGaming

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  День тому

      @@matthewwarner9039 Well, how can I argue with someone who has a clinical diagnosis. 😅
      I just, I don’t know, for some reason in my mind, I just don’t look at Silverhand and say “yeah BPD”. You know? But hey, I don’t know everything.

  • @auroraflash
    @auroraflash 2 дні тому +1

    You love yourwife because Alt emotionally challenged Johnny? xD

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      🤣 No I am drawing a reference lol. 😂
      I love my wife because she challenges me and doesn’t just always agree with me like so many women before her had.

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      But BRO 🤣 That made me laugh for real. “I love my wife because Alt challenged Johnny” 😭

    • @auroraflash
      @auroraflash 2 дні тому +1

      @@BeyondHorrorGaming I mean romantic doesn’t have to sound reasonable 😂

    • @BeyondHorrorGaming
      @BeyondHorrorGaming  2 дні тому

      @ 😭🤣 Love doesn’t always make sense. So that tracks!

    • @auroraflash
      @auroraflash 2 дні тому +1

      @@BeyondHorrorGaming still absence of love is what also feels strange 🙂‍↕️ so there’s a part insanity in all of us seeking its counterpart.