Slug Christ - I Been Tryna Get Clean (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубліковано 17 вер 2017
  • The official Awful Records music video of Slug Christ's "I Been Tryna Get Clean" produced by Nedrab.
    From the EP 'It's Colder at the Bottom of the Shower (prod. Nedarb)':
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    Directed and edited by: Jason Lindner of Highdeas Productions
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 399

  • @danrmanalt
    @danrmanalt Рік тому +31

    I'm 2 years clean and sober today from a variety of substances.
    This song hits me extremely hard.
    My father never got to see me progress and finally become an adult.
    I always thought he would outlive me, because I had deemed myself incapable of getting my shit together. I thought I would succumb to a fatal overdose, or suicide, and I had come to accept that, I knew no way out. He never saw me sober, but I know he would be proud of me today.

    • @michaelcooper1142
      @michaelcooper1142 Рік тому +3

      Hope your still doing good! Stay strong

    • @danrmanalt
      @danrmanalt Рік тому +2

      @@michaelcooper1142 am indeed, I stay close to the people who help me see the future, but don't forget where I came from. Keeps me going every day.

    • @lilskrrby
      @lilskrrby 9 місяців тому

      fuck all dem dads dnt give a shit. the only one real father is our creator brother no regregts for pple leaved us alone.

    • @lilskrrby
      @lilskrrby 9 місяців тому +1

      love you btw.

  • @spacegoonvin
    @spacegoonvin 6 років тому +210

    Were proud of you sluggah

  • @wolffangfistii5285
    @wolffangfistii5285 6 років тому +323

    the pain in slugga's voice is real af and really moves me emotionally. I think we all can relate to wanting our mom's to be proud of us despite all of our flaws and vices. thank you Slugga for this work of art.

    • @kurosaki8425
      @kurosaki8425 6 років тому +7

      WolfFangFist II *cringe × a million*

    • @posivibez2094
      @posivibez2094 6 років тому

      +1

    • @kira7936
      @kira7936 5 років тому +2

      dumbasses

    • @northsidekreep6102
      @northsidekreep6102 5 років тому

      WolfFangFist II cringe

    • @sintheticsounds1686
      @sintheticsounds1686 5 років тому +1

      Casper_Skitzo
      calls these people internet generation of bitch made fags while being on the internet himself. your comment got a 10x cringe multiplier for that one. An go ahead an tack on a 2x multiplier for loving the word fag/faggot you closet pole gaggin nut chugger.

  • @jawnske
    @jawnske 6 років тому +144

    shes proud of you slugger

  • @natez7331
    @natez7331 5 років тому +76

    Hearing and watching this literally gave me a body chill because of how much i can feel the dopesickness in it

    • @SlugChrist
      @SlugChrist 3 роки тому +42

      i actually freestyled the whole while withdrawing, it was like the 5th day of cold turkey so the worst of it was over, but still very much dopesick. whole thing put me in a really vulnerable headspace and this song was the outcome

    • @Quiter19
      @Quiter19 3 роки тому +6

      @@SlugChrist thanks for being a real one man. I've kicked a million times, but it finally stuck when I realized I wasn't empty but full of space to fill up with all my favorite things. And then dope just sorta stopped being so important. I was doing other things that I liked with people who enjoyed me for me. Love to you and yours.
      Q

    • @MultiTaskJohn
      @MultiTaskJohn 3 роки тому

      @@SlugChrist I appreciate the hell out of songs like this because it's genuinely human and real. It helped motivate me to start the process to get off a couple things awhile back.

    • @intern4232
      @intern4232 2 роки тому

      @@SlugChrist 🖤*🌫

    • @Jamesseekstruth
      @Jamesseekstruth 2 роки тому +2

      Yup 11 years benzos , save your self from hell okay okay

  • @britishcig5462
    @britishcig5462 5 років тому +21

    She is, Slug. She's proud of you. So am I. All of us are.

  • @wintereh4818
    @wintereh4818 6 років тому +107

    Slug gonna make it

  • @dmoore4520
    @dmoore4520 6 років тому +109

    Slugga, it's right at a year for me with no opiates. I smoke trees and that's it. I will tell you this. It's not easy, and it wasn't easy at first at all. Rehab isn't for pussies, I needed it. I needed 32 days NOT in my hometown where I walk 4 minutes to cop a 50 bag. I needed a change in scenery.
    I wish you and I could sit and talk for a while. Not even about drugs and shit. Just talk. We love you slug. I hope things are going well. You need anyone I got you.

    • @tray6286
      @tray6286 6 років тому +3

      cloudsurfin skywalkin I wish I could say that same thing... I feel like it's got a hold on me .. just can't shake it... good job though

    • @dmoore4520
      @dmoore4520 6 років тому +3

      Tr ay It's hard. Real hard. My advice is if you are able to, get away from your area (friends, dealers, etc) for a length of time. For me, I got away and only have been back to visit friends and family 2 times. It's a dangerous area.
      Just know you're not a bad person, we just have addictions. And opiates are the devil. They won't let go. I tried suboxone, worked for a week before I started selling it for dope.
      Stay strong. Talk with people. Make sure people can hold you accountable. You can do this, trust me. Life feels so much better without the day to day grind of finding, hustling, using, repeating.

    • @tray6286
      @tray6286 6 років тому +2

      cloudsurfin skywalkin yea... I k ow it's hard.. I mean fuck it's been a struggle for years and years .. back an forth getting clean. and fuckin it up.. where you just feel like fuck it I'm worthless I can't do this.. it truly is harder every time you fuck up and try to get clean again.. I swear like my mindset fucks with me... but it's true, the daily struggle kills me and you think that would be enough but for some reason. I'm still doing it... lately I really been tryin to think k how to get help though... cause I know I needs it..just not sure how to go about it.. an people don't understand shit. like I can't talk to nobody just blows lol but fuck it . my life.. and I know I gotta take the steps to fix it if I wanna be happy. I appreciate your input though for sure. thanks

    • @tray6286
      @tray6286 6 років тому

      kurtkaleido 💜

    • @zzzz-rv7hs
      @zzzz-rv7hs 3 роки тому +1

      Get a dog I can say to all..

  • @namelessenigma
    @namelessenigma 6 років тому +52

    slugger continues to be all time favorite. i love that nedrab produced this too, the perfect combo.

    • @mainlinemitch
      @mainlinemitch 5 років тому

      too bad Nedarb produced it but Nedrab is dope too....

  • @4TehLULZ1997
    @4TehLULZ1997 6 років тому +22

    Slug deserves to rise like a glorious Phoenix above all these clones. This dude will make it big in his own way.. Fuck maybe he already has.

  • @potion95
    @potion95 6 років тому +37

    You can get through this man. I did and I was on it since i was 14, and now I'm 22 and I'm happy and clean. I believe you man. I love you bro keep your head up ❤

  • @vontree6664
    @vontree6664 6 років тому +20

    we stand with you YUNGMANICDEPRESSION 💞

  • @waifuslayer8515
    @waifuslayer8515 10 місяців тому +1

    and HE did ❤️

  • @hanisjan
    @hanisjan 6 років тому +104

    My boy lookin healthy as ever

    • @DjKuality
      @DjKuality 5 років тому +2

      is that a joke? if so thats messed up, he really does look better then he did in the "herron" video

    • @guyonagravitronmachinestan7595
      @guyonagravitronmachinestan7595 4 роки тому +5

      @@DjKuality after watching the video for "Feel Saner," going back and watching "Herron" is like watching a dying skeleton dance on a kitchen countertop. It's fucked where Slugger was at but I'm glad he seems to be in a much better place now.

  • @Parasocial_Parasites
    @Parasocial_Parasites 6 років тому +10

    Slugga this shit is poetry, it is art, you inspire me to be the best artist I can be. I battled through my issues with percocet, I lied to my girl for two years about it, and she spent 2 weeks thinking I had some kind of viral issue when really I was just wrapped up cold sweats withdrawing from the shit. She knows now, and it feels good to be more honest with those around me and myself. But music like this, and true artistry has been all that's saved me from putting a bullet in my brain. So I just need you to know how important what you're doing is, and how much it really means. Much love.

  • @d3mooon254
    @d3mooon254 6 років тому +44

    we're all proud of u sluuuuug boy

  • @Edge9897
    @Edge9897 2 роки тому +1

    4 yrs sober today. thnx for the help slug

  • @im_boof6713
    @im_boof6713 2 роки тому +5

    Slug always hits different, this has been my detox anthem for like 3 years. Currently coming off the fent and i can feel my own anguish in slugs voice
    I wont burden anybody else but me

  • @Sssteelo
    @Sssteelo 5 місяців тому

    We proud of you Slugga ❤️🙏

  • @MrFruity34
    @MrFruity34 6 років тому +32

    71 days off 6 months of subuxone after my Smack downfall, completely substance free, proud of you slug, always thought you were an amazing artist ♥️

    • @andeanbonvector8003
      @andeanbonvector8003 6 років тому

      Brennan Eoff awesome bud keep it up! What have you been doing to pass time?

    • @AJBuddha
      @AJBuddha 11 місяців тому

      What about now???

    • @blossmayne
      @blossmayne 3 місяці тому

      going through sublocade withdrawl rn. still bumpbing this all these years. finally im clean. no more fetty or anything else. still smoke weed tho lol idk.

  • @anthonycaban4394
    @anthonycaban4394 6 років тому +35

    You can do it.

  • @AK-dz8ug
    @AK-dz8ug 3 роки тому +8

    Ive been rockin to you for years. Im in the same place as you and im entering rehab today. Stay safe.

    • @jannananaa
      @jannananaa Рік тому

      How you doing ❤️ I'm on day 3 of detoxing 😔 it's rough

  • @bobbypalmer9596
    @bobbypalmer9596 3 роки тому +3

    I've never seen a rapper so....real.
    This is art.
    This moved me emotionally

  • @ThatsCreep
    @ThatsCreep 6 років тому +7

    ned killed it with this beat and with slugs drowsy flow makes it so fuckin fire

  • @ivxxnative
    @ivxxnative 6 років тому +15

    Love you slugger

  • @Androx-murdok34
    @Androx-murdok34 2 місяці тому

    The leg drawing at 0:59 I felt that.

  • @thereallyoddshow1681
    @thereallyoddshow1681 3 роки тому +2

    I’m still fighting the fight this heron grabs hold of you like no other

  • @Gruegrin
    @Gruegrin 6 років тому +15

    Slugger been limiting his own power, Sober Sluggah form of the true Slug God, gonna be unstoppable

  • @solargangmilesceo3494
    @solargangmilesceo3494 6 років тому

    Nothing more blissful than a Mama's love 💚 ....we stand with you slug 🇧🇧

  • @Frankenstein_420
    @Frankenstein_420 3 роки тому +1

    She prouda u bruh

  • @Insectist
    @Insectist 6 років тому +7

    Stay up bro, you got a shit ton of fans that care about you!

  • @Crybabeee
    @Crybabeee 6 років тому +7

    Been waiting for this. Much love Slug!

  • @shaneageegaenahs7860
    @shaneageegaenahs7860 3 роки тому +2

    This was my best friends #1 sad song. He died Friday. Rip

  • @PoisonPesoGretzsky
    @PoisonPesoGretzsky 6 років тому +1

    Your mom is with you slugga in a way moor spiritual way now , she's everywhere 🖖💚

  • @thebearstreetballs
    @thebearstreetballs 6 років тому +4

    Much love 💗💗

  • @doobysnacks3110
    @doobysnacks3110 3 роки тому +1

    i wish this didn't resonate as much as it has and does at the moment...love you slugga

  • @keepmeaknocka3726
    @keepmeaknocka3726 8 місяців тому +1

    Fuck when you put this out I was struggling with a fentanyl habit and keeping it a secret.. I’m still doing the same thing 5 years later

  • @Parkslopekid233
    @Parkslopekid233 5 місяців тому +1

    Certify hood classix

  • @thegrizzlybearguy5417
    @thegrizzlybearguy5417 6 років тому

    Praying for you slugga!! Jesus loves you dude you !!! I wanna see you clean from everything and out of your depression!

  • @maeksu
    @maeksu 4 роки тому +1

    i feel this in my soul

  • @carlschwartz3330
    @carlschwartz3330 4 роки тому +1

    this video and song speak to me on a level that art rarley penetrates. our pain is one.

  • @toofuckingbadband3899
    @toofuckingbadband3899 6 років тому +1

    Solid track much love for the Slug

  • @anthonywashington4461
    @anthonywashington4461 6 років тому +4

    Despite all we go through sluggaaa we our own God's U gna be back she is proud of you just like we proud of u

  • @nitsuaeezeoh143
    @nitsuaeezeoh143 5 років тому

    I love his music because it is all one of a kind. It all has a different sound and feel to it every time. Keep progressing slugga

  • @FrostyNikola
    @FrostyNikola 6 років тому +1

    i feel the pain in his voice...better days are ahead slugga stay strong ♡♡♡♡

  • @wotwathorigl5446
    @wotwathorigl5446 6 років тому +1

    i love u mane ur music touches me so hard on a spiritual level. ur art is amazing i cant explain with words what i feel when i hear ur tracks every one of them has its own style u are such an unique artist slugga, fo real i love u

  • @barly666
    @barly666 5 років тому

    So much more than a music video. Very accurate representation of what it's like trying to kick, visually and within the chords of his voice. Love you slugga.

  • @MommaHarsh
    @MommaHarsh Рік тому +1

    Literally tryna get off fen after almost 9 years of slowly progressing from scripts,to black to fen... This song hits..

  • @Poopscipade
    @Poopscipade 6 років тому

    This song make me cry before I was half into it. Love you, man.

  • @basedlord
    @basedlord 6 років тому

    i am so thankful for slugger. its rare to find humans as genuine as him.

  • @DPadio
    @DPadio 6 років тому

    we love you slugga, this is pure love brotha!

  • @angeliquemakil3685
    @angeliquemakil3685 5 років тому

    Beautiful. Love you 💜

  • @lejiffstix6229
    @lejiffstix6229 6 років тому +1

    Wow, So bloody good.

  • @russelsanchez4647
    @russelsanchez4647 5 років тому +4

    Oh fuck it just clicked. The withdrawals in this vid are real. Those restless legs look real af. I'm just finishing my H w/d, day 6 and now going through the benzos w/ds which have fucked my head and are giving me seizures. Your music helps me and inspires me as I produce and do vocals as well. I'm so sorry Slugga, she's proud. I lost mine too.

  • @Yugdax
    @Yugdax 2 роки тому

    I needed this today. Thank you.

  • @tobiasschenker2923
    @tobiasschenker2923 6 років тому

    Much love for that Angels Egg video. Great song

  • @dungeonwizard4339
    @dungeonwizard4339 Рік тому

    This my favorite song by him

  • @tristocatgaming5266
    @tristocatgaming5266 6 років тому

    Your worthy because you help others get thru. Not even knowing you are but you are people like me people all around the world , stay up slug proud of you working on you

  • @hamson08
    @hamson08 6 років тому

    I feel you on this slug!

  • @claudetecumseh8415
    @claudetecumseh8415 6 років тому

    First Slugga song I've actually ever vibed to. Keep singing bruh.

  • @Wwisp
    @Wwisp 6 років тому

    You can do it slugga, we all support and believe in you

  • @tmttmf
    @tmttmf 6 років тому

    Always w the artistic vision

  • @luljackson
    @luljackson 2 роки тому

    Never knew there was a video just love the SoundCloud

  • @grungeangel420
    @grungeangel420 3 роки тому +1

    i love u slug. i havent done dope in almost 2 years feels great

  • @kiteme1141
    @kiteme1141 6 років тому +1

    love you so much slugger

  • @nitsuaeezeoh143
    @nitsuaeezeoh143 5 років тому +1

    Crying right now. I can’t get clean. I’be lost everything.

  • @bert3911
    @bert3911 6 років тому

    We love you!!!

  • @ChupaChupsChuck
    @ChupaChupsChuck 6 років тому

    i feel this, similar in a sense but i need it. Chin up and keep this going. We need the slug.

  • @supa4ys843
    @supa4ys843 6 років тому

    I don't listen to most underground rappers, but Slugga speaks to me in volumes

  • @christianteller661
    @christianteller661 6 років тому

    youre the best man keep it up

  • @SSNUTHIN
    @SSNUTHIN 4 роки тому

    Love Slug Christ so much.

  • @joshcampbell8188
    @joshcampbell8188 Рік тому

    One year clean 😮

  • @urinefromuranus
    @urinefromuranus 6 років тому

    So beautiful

  • @__iconoclast7468
    @__iconoclast7468 4 роки тому

    Can't handle my love for this god right here, just off a bit of the acid really feeling this. Much love to everyone

  • @hookslogan
    @hookslogan 6 років тому

    So proud of you Slugga

  • @Kayleeannsaysrawr
    @Kayleeannsaysrawr 6 років тому

    Mha heart. Mha soul.

  • @manymoonsnfs1921
    @manymoonsnfs1921 6 років тому

    hell yeah..... love you slug

  • @amaristrujillo433
    @amaristrujillo433 6 років тому +2

    I'm proud of you

  • @klubchez5224
    @klubchez5224 5 років тому

    love you brother, since day one.

  • @carkles4046
    @carkles4046 6 років тому +2

    Slug Christ is an inspiration

  • @user-cp9hq5mw9x
    @user-cp9hq5mw9x 6 років тому

    Blasting this through withdrawals 🐌🐌🐌

  • @jamietaylor8663
    @jamietaylor8663 6 років тому

    Keep it up slug if you can’t do it for yourself it’s ok to do it for others now, one day at a time. You can do it. I’ve been off H for almost 60 days and you’re an inspiration to me

  • @chiasmatic
    @chiasmatic 6 років тому

    lyrics touch my soul

  • @andrewloffreda4979
    @andrewloffreda4979 6 років тому

    Yall should make a fucking movie. This shit is beautiful. the whole movie can just be one really long slug christ song!!!!!

  • @daviddicicco4347
    @daviddicicco4347 4 роки тому

    November makes 5 years clean. I was able to come out on top so far. I've seen life from both sides of the spectrum and survived the ODs and the early days of the fentanyl wave that killed most of my friends. If you're struggling just know it does get better if you just keep putting your best foot foward.

  • @TheHumbleLOUD
    @TheHumbleLOUD 6 років тому

    Bless u slugga i believe in you so much you can do this

  • @nickiblack1990
    @nickiblack1990 6 років тому

    We love you bro and stand behind you sober is better brotha you have a lot of potential a lot of people wish they had do it for those who wish they could

  • @ThatsJustLs
    @ThatsJustLs 2 роки тому

    We love you Slug❤❤

  • @tankkasualty9511
    @tankkasualty9511 6 років тому

    You better do it bro!

  • @SyntaxErr19287
    @SyntaxErr19287 2 місяці тому

    Helps a lot rn

  • @whitenoise-go9qy
    @whitenoise-go9qy 4 роки тому +1

    After 5 years of trying to get clean i finnaly am , day by day . . .

  • @themonolithian
    @themonolithian 6 років тому +17

    I know this process too well.

    • @VinnyVincenzoYo
      @VinnyVincenzoYo 5 років тому +3

      The Dude yes, just gotta want it bad enough. For me personally I was sick and tired of being sick and tired so eventually I tapered down to a low dose, got some herb and shit I knew would help before starting through the withdrawals. The drugs stop working after awhile and then your just doing it to not be sick, that’s not a good way to live your life so fuck it why not go through being sick to get your life back. Stay positive if I can do it anyone can.

  • @artbycherry307
    @artbycherry307 6 років тому

    this is dope AF

  • @TVLuke15
    @TVLuke15 6 років тому

    slug always comes thru

  • @geodadi
    @geodadi 6 років тому

    love you slugga

  • @icyicee
    @icyicee 6 років тому

    excellent work

  • @franciscoalejandro7622
    @franciscoalejandro7622 6 років тому

    Duro, Slug 🔥🔥

  • @222vessel
    @222vessel 6 років тому +1

    WE LOVE SLUG

  • @tripnaut2394
    @tripnaut2394 6 років тому

    i love slug

  • @joshcampbell8188
    @joshcampbell8188 3 роки тому

    Waiting on that new new slug!