The Only Lazy Person In The Universe
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- Опубліковано 9 вер 2024
- Token vulnerable burnout youtuber video
If it made you feel some kind of way show it to your English teacher
May the traditions that no longer nourish you wither and die at the threshold of the new year
Love you,
Peace \\//
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Ending song is "True Love Will Find You In The End", written by Daniel Johnston, performed by Peach Kelli Pop
18:47 What a pretentious, indulgent asshole, that was just a good mood
Lol
Not at all. Thank you for this amazing poetry
"What I am scared of the most, is accepting that I am like this and I will continue to be like this, and there's no missing piece I can find in journaling or dieting or meditation or medications or relationships or 5am workouts that will fix this for good. I will become an irritable lump of clay and people will need things from me that I cannot give them, over and over and over. But I will also wriggle back into a vaguely person shape and stand up again."
You are punching right in the mask.
🥊
"All that fear and anger isn't pretty, but come on, I can't throw that out.
I got that from my parents.
It was a gift."
I laughed far too hard at this
You look like a glammy christmas 80's vampire! Also, good video and such
That is my dream aesthetic
Thank you for watching!
commenting again to say, in a cold sweat as if running the nuclear codes to the war room:
"Glampire"
@@TheADHDM Straight out of a crowd scene in The Lost Boys!
I'm not sure if I've ever watched a video that has made me feel so simultaneously confused and understood, identified with and also alienated, than this one. Which... kinda goes with the theme of the video thinking about it. So great job!
Thank you very much! Sorry and you're welcome lol
who the hell is this guy, huh? waxing philosophical on an obscure channel i've never heard of and making me feel so SEEN?
as someone is both queer (pan, nb, genderfluid) and who has suffered for their whole life with ADHD, and has had one hell of a journey coming to terms with those things, this video spoke to me. with a frenetic energy i could barely keep up with. and i wouldnt have it any other way.
bravo. you've earned my support in times going forth.
Thank you for watching! And for making the channel .01% less obscure
5 Minutes in I paused the video to give my partner a hug and some validation. They have ADHD and autism (and loves hugs). I know what it's like to spiral into negative thoughts like that even if I don't have the same neurological root causes.
Highly recommend the book 'Laziness does not exist' by Devon Price. Not necessarily related to ADHD but there are probably a lot of people who get called lazy for shitty reasons. Or call people lazy for shitty reasons.
Oh god yes Devon Price
Unmasking Autism and Laziness Does Not Exist were highlights of my 2023 reading, especially as someone who feels like their experience of gender and sexuality is heavily informed by being AuDHD
I hope you and your partner know you're not lazy, and are in fact, thrilling and wondrous
"...to commonplace to be interesting, and too singular to be relatable."
Bruh.
I don't know how this serrated knife would up in my heart, but I'm pretty sure it's yours.
I'm glad (and sorry) you can relate
Thanks for watching
If nothing else, you put all my feelings into more eloquent words than I could conjure.
I appreciate you saying so, thank you for watching
What a whole goddamn mood. Incredibly relatable and also profound. Thanks for turning your burnout into something beautiful. 💙
Thank you very much for watching, and for the wonderful words, happy new year!
I have been transported to a pensive state of mind. What will it birth? I love you, Mayor Burnout
Remember that next election!
This has to be one of my favorite videos ever. I've come back a number of times now to watch it because so many of the things you described felt ripped straight out of my experience as a human being. I've been struggling with serious anxiety induced (among others) by my first ADHD meds and to not give into the belief that I'll never get out of it has been one of the hardest things in my life. Thank you! ❤
I'm glad it resonates with you! I expected it to lie low in terms of views and such, and it definitely did lol, so I'm really happy when someone tells me it makes them feel seen. Thank you for watching!
I'm an undiagnosed 42 year old, that was put into remedial classes, than advanced classes by the age of 7 home schooled....pretty sure I am autistic, definitely have tremendous axiety, am a "functional" alcoholic, and have been a DM and DnD player since the early 90's. I relate to this so much. Great vid, nice to know there are others out there. Thanks for the vid.
I'm glad it could make you feel seen, thank you for sharing your experience
I'm sorry to hear about your burnout. I crossed that line a few years ago - every second I spent inside Slack gave me non-imaginary stomach pain. Replying emails gritting teeth. Fun times. But past times.
I had the poingnant extra-context of knowing you write poetry - so that video makes just a tad more than 100% sense, perhaps 100.6, something like that. The giant irony here is that writing a poetic script like that, one that makes my brain feel like it's inside that Jamiroquai videoclip, is just so so so much more work than just a point A, point B, point C script.
Hearing you talking about observing the glorious change-of-world moment when strangers/NPCs become... people gave me, well, ludonarrative ressonance? Harmonics, even.
Also:
"Oh, that's precious" when what we really mean is "Oh, that's temporary."
Ouchie.
This did start life as a rambling poem! That's the stuff that really came from the bottom of the burnout barrel, because poems are about all I've got in me at that point. Thanks for checking this one out, it's definitely a B-side of the channel
Thank you for honesty. I struggle with consistency, one thing different can throw off my stride. But this I do know, both versions, my productivity and my stuck in the holding pattern are both me and that’s okay. You matter and even if you never make another dnd video again the ones you have made have been such a help. ❤. Look for the foxes!
Thank you so much! I hope you have a wonderful start to the year
I was once blowing bubbles with a little plastic toy that my cousin had bought. I was alone at the kitchen table like any other evening, but the beauty of each individual bubble inspired this fear in me, because it was destroyed so easily. I wanted to put down the bubble blower and stop, because it scared me that I was making something so joyful but so impermanent. Would that version of me that was so enthralled by the bubbles of a silly little plastic loop be lost forever? Did it even exist?
Bubble blowing existential dread sounds like really great fuel for a poem, if you're into that kind of thing
Thank you for watching and sharing in the creeping sense of fear that we weren't grateful or aware enough for past iterations of ourselves
Happy new year
Thank you for a beautiful and vulnerable video…
It’s lyrical, it’s compassionate, it’s inspiring and the music is great.
That's very kind of you to say, thanks for checking this one out
You have a beautiful mind, and admirable skill of describing thoughts I've had with words I've spoken, but would never have spoken quite the same way if I had a hundred years to try.
I've watched or listened to this video six times in two days. Three times, it moved me to tears, but never at the same part of the video.
To think I never would have seen it if I hadn't been looking for advice on planning a campaign with ADHD is a little horrifying, so I've been sending it to all my friends (who are unlikely to see your videos otherwise) with the warning, "Be careful: This is a video for when you're not feeling vulnerable, _but think you might want to for a while._"
I am in a place called Love. Thanks for inviting me here!
I appreciate you watching this, I know it's relatively tucked away compared to the more TTRPG focused ones
Thank you so much for making this. I feel so heard, seen and less lonely while watching. Keep up the great work
Thank you very much for watching
If there's anyone you think would vibe with this video, print out every frame and slip them under their door one at a time
or send a link
@@TheADHDM already did. One autistic/ADHD person seldom comes alone ^^
I love the energy you put out here and am excited to enjoy and support more stuff you create
As a fellow AuDHDer (the u is still waiting for a diagnosis but I just trust the last 3 therapists) I have seldom seen a video that got so close to how I've felt for most of my life. I really like your videos and you are not alone. Have a great new year.
> the u is still waiting for a diagnosis
adult autism moment. "Do I want to spend a ton of time and money to affirm what I'm already accounting for and learning about on my own"
Thank you for the comment, I think this video will fly under a lot of peoples' radars, but it is, for now, my favorite that I've made. I'm happy it could resonate with you!
The visualization of a raccoon washing its cotton candy was an entirely too accurate description of trying to describe a dream to someone else; as it both slips crumbling away from its own details in your mind and your words fail to materialize in someone else's mind the importance and fantasy that the dreamscape originally bore into yours. It's perhaps best to keep the dream as you felt it rather than analyze it, attempt to share it, or attempt to clean it up in a small seasonal yet familiar stream. Yet, you have implanted the very sad, desperate, yet well intentioned image of this small survivor realizing the frailty and small horror that his delicious, well-gathered treat is unbelievably lost in the clear, cool, salty, and polluted runoff coming from the drain pipe of life.
justice for cotton candy raccoon, he didn't know
Thank you for watching 🙏 and for your beautiful words
Wow. Looks like you touched a lot of hearts with this one. I think that makes you the fox under the streetlight, for them, at this time. And that, as you have seen, is no small thing.
Nice work mister 🙂
Thanks for checking out my little non dnd oasis
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Great job man. This aesthetic is giving me George Michael 80s vibes!
Thank you for watching!
I'll take that comparison any day
I relate to so much you talk about - even the grieving at a funeral part. I love your content - that's the only window I have into your life, but you seem like a really cool, fun and nice person too - and I hope whatever you do (or don't do), you find joy in it. I hope you can get along with your ADHD and autism in the right ways so they're less of a hindrance, less of a burnout, and more of self-fulfilment and enjoyment that you deserve.
Thank you very much for watching and for your kind comment
I hope this year brings you many slow quiet moments that let you embody joy and peace
this was like a wholeass savannah brown video
I appreciate you saying so, thanks for watching
This almost made me cry at work. hahaha It's so strange to see an unknow person describing what you feel everyday... The part where you say people will ask you for things that you'll never be able to give them... This video was so good. Thanks for it.
Thank you for watching, and taking the time to comment, it means a lot
@@TheADHDM it's ok. I have nothing to do at work at the moment and was only busy trying to fight the anxiety of doing nothing and the feel of being useless and the fear of being fired.
I'm the younger of 3 and I've always being the absent minded one. It's ok when you're a child, that's cute, but the fact is that as the time passed by I saw myself as unreliable cause I usually forgot to pass on messages when somebody called or let things burn on the stove. I was a very nice kid/teen though, and got along with almost everybody and I usually had help of people for solving some situations. When you said that people give another point of view of a situation that you remember differently and this version overlays your memory of the case I related cause I feel like this, but I always associated this to me being an unreliable source of information and got used to believing that others usually had the right answers. I'm 35 years old and I managed to overcome some of these issues but I still rely on my parents help to pay the bills, I feel guilty cause I think I am abusing people's good will but feel no motivation to pursue a better life.
I hope you can feel like it's okay to receive help, even if you wish you didn't need it❤️ ✏️ ❤️
I shared this video with some friends, including my s.o., when I was barely 5min in, because I just felt such an overwhelming amount of bittersweet joy from relating to everything so much, and delighting in your way with words.
I continued watching and a couple minutes later, my s.o. came down the stairs to give me a hug. Because she had watched those same first few minutes of that video and recognised what I could relate to and wanted to make sure I feel validated.
It was such a sweet moment of someone reaching out, who might not relate to the same things, but can understand in some way still. It collided so perfectly with the rest of your video that I'm just sitting here with feelings too big for my chest, so they leak out of my fingers onto my keyboard. The point isn't to make sense, but to share, but if it does make sense to anyone that's beautiful too.
Thank you for this video. What a beautiful light at the start of the new year. Thank you.
Thank you very much for watching and for sharing the video with people! That means a lot to me, since I just release these things into the void and never know who's watching or what resonates
>feelings too big for my chest, so they leak out of my fingers onto my keyboard
Hey that's exactly what happened when I started writing this video!
Seriously, thank you, and happy new year
There's a lot there to unpack. My inner counselor wants to say so much, but you honestly said most of it in a much lovelier way. I know burn out well, it can be a beast for sure. Regardless of what happens I would like to say it was a lovely video, and if this is the final one I would like to thank you for the brief albeit cathartic walks through the internet with the monster trash bag that is UA-cam. I hope you find the rest you need in order to decide what you would like to do next.
Thank you very much for watching and for the kind words, happy new year
@@TheADHDM And to you as well.
Not even 5 minutes in, and you've conveyed all the feelings I've been feeling for months now. My content has grinded to a halt because I need my videos to have the best quality possible, audio, visual, storytelling, etc. I hate the sound of my voice, and it compels me to hide away all tones/silliness or else I find my own work to be 'cringe'. Burnout so bad it makes me feel exacerbated when I look at Video Editing programs involving my own content, and despite a daily attempt to work on it, after 15 minutes, I have to distract myself from the feelings I am experiencing.
I've decided to make my stuff more branched out than just TTRPG stuff, but to feel like I'm not making people wait an age and a half, I've literally completing an entire game playthrough as 1 giant lump so I can drip feed content more efficiently.
Thank you very much for watching and for sharing your painfully relatable experience lmao, that's every video I make for sure
I did a little workbook with Anna to reflect on last year and look forward to this one. A huge goal for me was "Stop cringing at your own face and voice or you'll never make what you want to make"
It's a work in progress
Thanks. I don't have anything to add that wont make me cry and revolt at the gray box where I earn my bread. But thanks.
Thanks for watching one of my b-sides lol
I have not felt more seen in a very, very long time.
Thanks for checking this one out, it's a bit off topic for the channel so it goes unseen
I truly feel all that im seeing in here. And im surprised im not the only crazy guy thinking about the existencialist chaotic relation between uniqueness, relations in the social and cultural sphere, mixed with the understanding of the density of multiple points of mindful perception, and how that crashes with factual yet unexplicable elements that express the wonders of life in the little things. I wish we had more content like this in youtube, or i would procastinate less to continue my story and do more narrative videos of my crazy stories.
Thank you for watching, I really appreciate it, and I'm glad it could resonate
Your video was touching and relatable and you look like Steve Martin if he was a Persona protagonist.
> Steve Martin if he was a Persona protagonist
This is going in the scrapbook
Thank you for watching
@@TheADHDM Thank you for showing! I'm glad I didn't miss this fox.
Thinking about this a lot today
Thank you for watching!
💙💙💙 🦊
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You need to keep doing this.
This kind of video?
This was beautiful.
Thank you so much, happy new year!
For all the others and this video specifically, thank you :))
Thanks for watching one of the "B-Sides"! This is my low key favorite video on the channel, I appreciate you stopping by 🙏
@@TheADHDM I think it's one of my favourite videos of yours that I've seen. A very close second to your Ghibli video (which is how I found your channel)! I'm really hoping your channel blows up dude, I appreciate seeing more autistic people like me and what you share is so so helpful :))
I am still processing all the information from the video, but this is such a beautiful video. 🐌
Thank you very much! I appreciate it
I quite liked that.
I love you.
Subscribed.
You're a star!
But even stars need to rest when the sun comes up so they can keep shining the following night.
Living in the northern reaches of Finland I can understand how some people used to believe the winter would never end. And yet it does every year, and it's like a miracle.
Life in a circle, everything goes round and round. And it needs to :3
That's how we can tell what happy and sad it. What is low and high. All things come to an end so that everything can come back around.
You're doing great from what I can see through this little keyhole ;3
Burnout is a good word :3
Rest is needed for all things.
Except sharks- if some of those stop swimming they die I think... but luckily you don't seem like a shark >:3
So I think you're good ;P
> through this little keyhole
I love that imagery
Thanks for watching 💖
Recnac is a serious condition
for pennies a day you can help a dungeon master suffering from Recnac
@@TheADHDM *sarah mclachlan has entered the chat*
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Yo! A new video!
a bit different from the usual fair but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless