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  • Опубліковано 12 вер 2024
  • Enkay47- drowning
    if you’ve been following my music for awhile, you know that i make music to help people. i made this song about BPD (borderline personality disorder) & addiction, two things that I’ve dealt with daily for roughly the last decade. i hope this song helps anyone that is dealing with these. hang in there.
    -nathan 💔🌊
    Prod by Lexnour & Dylan Kusch
    Mixed and Recorded by Jason Carter
    Video by Matt Campbell
    Get song here:
    song.link/us/i...
    #enkay47

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  • @Enkay47
    @Enkay47  2 роки тому +133

    if you’ve been following my music for awhile, you know that i make music to help people. i made this song about BPD (borderline personality disorder) & addiction, two things that I’ve dealt with daily for roughly the last decade. i hope this song helps anyone that is dealing with these. hang in there.
    -nathan 💔🌊

    • @DaddysLittlePsycho
      @DaddysLittlePsycho 2 роки тому

      DAPD with phsycicosis

    • @canisXpolaris
      @canisXpolaris 2 роки тому +1

      Unfortunately I couldn't have found you, and your songs, when I was dealing with traumatic issues and situations, but I am so happy that I've found you when I did. You make me remember that I'm very grateful to be alive, no matter what, and that I'm not the only one going through these things.
      You keep me in hope, that somewhere up ahead, there's a light within the darkness that will show me what its like to be happy again

    • @aylallyson1874
      @aylallyson1874 2 роки тому

      Thanks for this, I've been listening to your music for awhile and it's gotten me through a lot. Keep doing you, it means a lot

    • @raefuller4254
      @raefuller4254 2 роки тому

      Look I don't know if you remember me but my boyfriend and I were at tacobell when he was working there like 4 years ago and we came outside to your car to listen to your song "lesson learned" . I just to tell you how much this song just SAVED ME !!!! THANK YOU NATE!!!!!

    • @DaDdGang
      @DaDdGang 2 роки тому

      Thank you is all I can say

  • @angelzelk924
    @angelzelk924 2 роки тому +26

    You killed this... I have been feeling like this for almost 3yrs. I can't take meds for depression.... some days I feel like I'm drowning... I'm glad we met, I'm thankful I got to talk to you on FB a handful of times. And I'm thankful for your music.... keep being relatable, and keep shining ~Luna

  • @The_Lion_And_The_Lamb
    @The_Lion_And_The_Lamb 2 роки тому +15

    Good song! God can rescue you just pour your heart out to Him. I’m living proof, He’s worked absolute miracles in my life 🙏🏻 God bless!

  • @brandonfillinger3034
    @brandonfillinger3034 2 роки тому +6

    This is my fucking life man!!!! Everything you said from running out of medicine and calling the dr to talking about your childhood. Keep it up man your music saves people and helps tons of people fighting demons.

  • @GrindModeCypher
    @GrindModeCypher 2 роки тому +5

    This song is incredible

  • @iconvideos8054
    @iconvideos8054 2 роки тому +12

    As a recovering addict this hits so hard thank you

  • @wendyraymond1751
    @wendyraymond1751 2 роки тому +1

    You are amazing very special thanku so much love and God bless always x

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 2 роки тому +4

    You always know when to release Ur songs hey...every bloody time U hit the spot! Thank you Nate. Thank you for all your music and thank u god for helping me find u

  • @kanegunn2104
    @kanegunn2104 2 роки тому

    Daymm. Sober sucks. Nothing worst then drowning in excuses. This of all your music hits different 💯 🔥 🔥 🐐

  • @outlawIeronimo-sy5le
    @outlawIeronimo-sy5le 7 місяців тому +1

    Couldn't get any more real, straight the hell up truth!!! Really shit for us with depression and M.H issues ❤️💯❤️🙏🦋😥

  • @dianabaker4380
    @dianabaker4380 2 роки тому +5

    Damn fam you killed me with this one 🖤 I felt every verse and every single word 🖤

  • @NCBotany
    @NCBotany 2 роки тому

    This brought me to tears.
    The people need to get hip to this music bro fr fr

  • @adzysreviews3158
    @adzysreviews3158 2 роки тому

    As someone diagnosed with an incurable form of depression
    I have to say thankyou this actually gives me some release from the pain i suffer on the daily
    💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @HTF4x4
    @HTF4x4 2 роки тому +3

    Dude you already come out with stuff that I can relate to at the perfect time every time dude I’m 63 days off drugs and 12 days off alcohol and this song hit me freaking hard dude I love it

  • @Knowledgeishiphop
    @Knowledgeishiphop 2 роки тому +1

    Fire, my guy!! Straight Flames.... Truth Music #KnowledgeIsHipHop

  • @_anna_1922
    @_anna_1922 2 роки тому +3

    I love your music. This is amazing. Keep up the outstanding work. God bless you

  • @KingJellyBean88
    @KingJellyBean88 2 роки тому +4

    First of all such a amazing song!!! Hits home deeply, been dealing with feeling down on myself lately. Its hard to talk to people that don't understand how you feel. Your such a lyrical genius!! Keep up the awesome work!

  • @danks3583
    @danks3583 2 роки тому +1

    Realy feeling thw lyrics been down myself in thw past and can fully relate to these words how arnt u global your amazing for creating such magic

  • @Itzmonday1
    @Itzmonday1 2 роки тому +2

    Enkay47 goat this dude gets us thank you 🙏love the music luv from PA man stay safe

  • @joeyoung646
    @joeyoung646 2 роки тому +1

    Your amazing enkay47 your music is so heart felt thank you

  • @kylesmith9121
    @kylesmith9121 2 роки тому +2

    I've been definitely feeling like this for 2 years after my sister passed away with cancer. Your music helps me everyday threw life. And I honestly can't wait for you new album to drop

  • @governmentname3263
    @governmentname3263 2 роки тому +1

    I have been following you forever you never made anything less than perfect

  • @VIBE-Dpm93
    @VIBE-Dpm93 Рік тому

    I wish i could meet you, you seem to feel the same pain ive had to feel, go through what ive been through, your a soldier man. Thank you for inspiring me. I hope one day i can do music like you as an outlet to express myself. Thabyk you for all you do and for the man you are, we have made mistakes, but we never stoo and give up completely, weanage to bounce back somehow. Keep going man, dont ever stop beinf you. Much love and respect Nathan.

  • @annatarpley8296
    @annatarpley8296 2 роки тому +1

    I love the growth bro ur an amazing artist and boat for life

  • @justinvance4249
    @justinvance4249 2 роки тому

    this song brought me right back to the day I put the bottle down and made the hardest and biggest change of my life and I can still remember that day to a t! October 27, 2015 at 9:48am was the date and time I changed my life and ways not only to get sober but to stay alive. some drinkers will know this and others won't but my choice of poison wasn't an 80 proof or hell even a 100 proof liquor, nah if it came to drinking ud always know I was around just by watching for the fireballs I would spit out using my everclear I always had on me and being down living in the south at the time a pint would only go for $2.50 at the liquor store literally at the end of the street I lived on at the time.... well I still have some permanent damage mostly and mainly its the shakes and tremor's but also memory loss . but to this day I couldn't be more thankful that I quit. and thanks for making this song and showing that side of being a slave to the bottle. anyone struggling il keep u in my prayers and hang in there u can do it stay strong

  • @ryancrawley7840
    @ryancrawley7840 2 роки тому

    This is one of the few sites where damn near every single lyric is exactly what I've been feeling but unable to put to words

  • @Bigfoughty
    @Bigfoughty Рік тому

    Dude...this is a f**king HIT! Been following you for a long time now it seems and this song belongs at the top! Thank you for your music!

  • @soniamelrose325
    @soniamelrose325 2 роки тому +1

    I'm from New Zealand and I sm definately going to share your music with my friends hete and other countries too so you'll most likely end up with a whole new group of fans.All the best always you arecan awesome artist. I love you voice snd your music slot. Thank you

  • @ryancrawley7840
    @ryancrawley7840 2 роки тому +1

    This, felt it in my soul. Thanks for not giving up. This song helped a ton today, just like toxic helped years ago. Haha I even quoted confessions to my "dad" when he tried to add me on Facebook a few years ago. What you so matters never forget that

  • @awesomeperson
    @awesomeperson 2 роки тому +1

    Amazing song it’s made me cry a bit love your music

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому

      ❤️🙏 thank you

  • @Bradenflows
    @Bradenflows 2 роки тому +2

    This one hits hard. So much respect for your craft and ability. So much love for you as a human being.

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      thank you 🙏

  • @TheRealYoungSwagg
    @TheRealYoungSwagg 2 роки тому +1

    This is incredible, great song bro 🙏

  • @hunterbrannan9646
    @hunterbrannan9646 2 роки тому

    I am in recovery for my addiction to meth and your music always helps man you speak to help others bro and your music has been helping me a lot

  • @martikaharring7430
    @martikaharring7430 Рік тому

    Thank you for this song I listen to it everyday it's kind nice knowing your not alone

  • @hit468
    @hit468 2 роки тому

    Always feel like i relate to your songs, thank you for your music

  • @robsmithmusic777
    @robsmithmusic777 Рік тому

    Yo enkay your heart is real on this one, keep looking up man I think there's good things ahead for you

  • @UncleTahko
    @UncleTahko 2 роки тому +1

    Amazing, been here since day 1 from the Naruto remix to this!!!! You've come so far. Love the music still you haven't changed at all. Keep it up!!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      thanks for supporting for so long

  • @skylarmusgrave9756
    @skylarmusgrave9756 2 роки тому

    I've never had someone sum up how I feel so well. I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. Nobody myself included could have explained it let alone sing it so well. Thank you for sharing your music its helping more people then you probably even know. Every time I meet someone new I always suggest your music and 9.5/10 they absolutely love it!

  • @ibjacked
    @ibjacked 2 роки тому +1

    Damn, this hits hard, bro. Good stuff.

  • @soniamelrose325
    @soniamelrose325 2 роки тому

    My friend just introduced me to your music. I so very glad she did. I'll definately share it with my friends to. This song really hit home fro me it touched my heart cos it's how I've been feeling. I loved it. You sonibg is amazing . Stay strong and keep up the great work.

    • @soniamelrose325
      @soniamelrose325 2 роки тому

      I'm from New Zealand so you'll most likely end up with a whole lot of fans here too. I wish you all the best always.

  • @Pharaohdefowl
    @Pharaohdefowl 2 роки тому

    Wow this is deep. Lov when you do songs thats emotional

  • @Tickzy
    @Tickzy 2 роки тому +2

    This song saved my life today, I’ve been drowning for years I feel your pain Nathan

  • @jennifer4020
    @jennifer4020 2 роки тому +1

    I support you enkay, always have my good man, as soon as I heard your sound its in my therapeutic database (my playlist) lol

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      🙏🏻❤️

    • @jennifer4020
      @jennifer4020 2 роки тому +1

      @@Enkay47 i always wanted to tell you: fu*k them kids..figuratively of course. You help me gain confidence i didn't have before I listen to your music, thank you.

    • @jennifer4020
      @jennifer4020 Рік тому

      The kids that booed you off stage when you had the guys to get up on stage in the first place, success is revenge, you served dem hoes...🙏 ❤

  • @stevenaustin8130
    @stevenaustin8130 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for this ENKAY, absolutely amazing. I've got BPD too, and battled addictions for two decades. This sums up my life perfectly. Stay strong dude.

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому

      thank you, same to you 🙏 bpd is one hell of a journey

  • @Amber-kuhn222
    @Amber-kuhn222 Рік тому

    My fav 😍 💓 I deal with BPD thank u for this song!

  • @gedlvl7777
    @gedlvl7777 2 роки тому

    Bro... this is much more than a track...fr! some people dont understand how it feels...shit truly sucks! keep your head up brother

  • @FanaticalVast
    @FanaticalVast Рік тому

    Goosebumps! So relatable, tho. Going through the same thing as well.

  • @Nick-cn2ig
    @Nick-cn2ig 2 роки тому

    Oh you can rap and sing?! You are only going up from here. Killing it consistently 🔥🔥!

  • @rachelmickelsen1911
    @rachelmickelsen1911 2 роки тому +1

    Love this one!!

  • @tammymarie2064
    @tammymarie2064 2 роки тому

    Enkay is easily one of favorite artists hands down Only a true artist has the ability to reach deep down into the darkest part of your soul and help pull you out💯🙌🏼💫

  • @hellbentholland1008
    @hellbentholland1008 2 роки тому +1

    Nailed it thanks for sharing

  • @getout7339
    @getout7339 2 роки тому

    So amazing. So true. Thanks for all you do.

  • @sarahdidonato2721
    @sarahdidonato2721 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you through my tears

  • @kevinmettler9846
    @kevinmettler9846 2 роки тому +1

    Brooooo Yesssss. This right here hits home! Been following you for years and I will say these past few months are gold. Keep up the hard work

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      this year will be my best year yet for music, this one is just the beginning. appreciate you man

  • @sammiatkins11.11
    @sammiatkins11.11 2 роки тому

    I hate it when people just say keep breathing ,take deep breaths .........It's never about taking deep breaths
    .....thinking about breathing makes it worst ....it's about slowing down ur heart which consist of taking small shallow breaths in sync of ur heart that calms u down ....

  • @JacksonPierce
    @JacksonPierce 2 роки тому +1

    Dope track homie!! 🔥🔥🔥

  • @dcknowledgeandentertainment
    @dcknowledgeandentertainment 2 роки тому

    Damn bro I whole heartedly feel this song!!! Thank you Nate for another amazing song!!! Man I feel this shit so much rn

  • @ropertravis7247
    @ropertravis7247 2 роки тому +1

    Man thank you so much I felt like this for so long ik this will help someone because even tho I don't feel like that anymore I can still feel it love the music man

  • @richardgraham5140
    @richardgraham5140 2 роки тому +1

    This is probably your best song, to date.
    There's a lot of truth to these lyrics, you wrote this from the heart.
    Solid bro.
    And that hook, is absolute fire.

  • @ResilientRhymer92
    @ResilientRhymer92 2 роки тому

    This song hit me right in the feels bro! I feel like i have been drowning and can't escape my addictions, as well as bipolar disorder. I have already played this track five times because it is straight real! I want to start dropping tracks to help people thru my songs that are about my life.I have 67 tracks. I appreciate rappers like you man. Keep doing what you are doing man!

  • @AudioAttacksback
    @AudioAttacksback 2 роки тому

    wwooww i can relate to this song because ever sense 2018 I've been feeling not like myself and this is amazing song

  • @mullilynn9707
    @mullilynn9707 2 роки тому +1

    This is SO amazing 😻

  • @kryptiqhiphop
    @kryptiqhiphop 2 роки тому +1

    Jeez man😤🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @alexisdehart942
    @alexisdehart942 2 роки тому

    Such an amazing song and very heartfelt!!!

  • @x0krisx0ilyy
    @x0krisx0ilyy 2 роки тому +1

    I have followed you since you started and thank you for your music , you speak to my soul so much ❤️ I hope you can be saved and get out of those thoughts because you truly are talented

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      making this music omits these thoughts

  • @dianabaker4380
    @dianabaker4380 2 роки тому

    Tbh I still can't imagine how hard it was for you to make this one, like I know first hand how fucking hard it is going through it let alone talking about it. Some people may play it and enjoy the beat but for me it's like damn fam every single word every single verse hits a nerve and even the unspoken words between the verses strikes a nerve if I'm making sense.. 🖤

  • @DaddysLittlePsycho
    @DaddysLittlePsycho 2 роки тому

    Looking so healthy. I bet you give the best hugs 🤗 I could really use a hug

  • @user-qb9wd7fz7x
    @user-qb9wd7fz7x Рік тому +1

    Sitting in the psyche ward listening to this on repeat, wiping the tears away because I know someone understands.

  • @nicholaslassell4782
    @nicholaslassell4782 2 роки тому

    Man I needed to hear this after a long day of work

  • @milesthomas975
    @milesthomas975 2 роки тому

    You dont get the credit you should brother.. You speak what we all feel and you are an icon!!!! I'm drowning.... What hurts worse than a heartbreak is when you have no money to survive. Struggle day by day.. Struggle to make it each n everyday.

  • @Sr-iq3mo
    @Sr-iq3mo 2 роки тому +1

    One of your best

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +1

      I love this one

  • @laurannelott9122
    @laurannelott9122 2 роки тому +1

    I sent this song to my friend i feel like your words will help him to see he’s not alone with how he feels

  • @rapturejontayloriamgloat4176
    @rapturejontayloriamgloat4176 2 роки тому

    Just wanna say I just recently stumbled upon your ARTWORK within the last 2 years.
    but every track you drop is Straight Talent No Lie. Keep on Keeping on Homie.
    Music is Medicine and I Got a Prescription for this Shit!!!

  • @hendrixbrian1
    @hendrixbrian1 2 роки тому +1

    Bro this song is on repeat. Thank you for this song. 🔥🔥🔥 stay strong brother!

  • @zombiemvp4lifettv
    @zombiemvp4lifettv 2 роки тому

    Love it so relatable! And hope u and your girl been doing good bro!

  • @michelle03509
    @michelle03509 2 роки тому +1

    I love this ❤ thank you for making songs so many of us sadly relate to.

  • @zachnelson3758
    @zachnelson3758 2 роки тому

    Totally killed it.
    The song is a poets paradise
    Keep it up I need more of this shit in my life

  • @austinbowron224
    @austinbowron224 2 роки тому +1

    Man this hits really hard i have been on depression meds since i was 13 i stoped takeing them when i was 17 i didnt like how they were makeing me feel i just wanted to feel normal but i got hit by depression even harder i thought it would get easier but im 21 now worses but when i see you have a nee song out it makes my day because when that song is out its all i listen to all day but anyways sorry for going on and on i love this song man its fire keep it up man🔥🔥🔥

  • @patrickdeshane1181
    @patrickdeshane1181 2 роки тому

    I feel this song going thru depression and any time someone tries to save me I push them back and its because I feel like depression all I got what makes me me with out it I feel like I won't be me

  • @courtneyhurricaincain5393
    @courtneyhurricaincain5393 2 роки тому +1

    One step at a time

  • @Romeo211994
    @Romeo211994 2 роки тому +4

    Uhmm excuse me but who the fuck is this???!!! This is a completely more refined and raw Enkay than ever before!! My dude this is absolutely magical 😭😭🤯🤯❤️❤️

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  2 роки тому +3

      i’m releasing my best music to date this year ❤️

    • @Romeo211994
      @Romeo211994 2 роки тому

      @@Enkay47 I have no doubt about that man I absolutely love how your music is evolving absolutely beautiful and absolutely you

  • @OoEveansoO
    @OoEveansoO 2 роки тому +1

    That BEARD !!! ♡ 😍

  • @perthreptile2959
    @perthreptile2959 2 роки тому

    Bro.... this one hits... This is right up there with the best songs you have made. The writing, the delivery. Perfection my dude

  • @itsjustfrost5212
    @itsjustfrost5212 2 роки тому

    Dude done grew up, got some facial hair and a belly. Hell yeah dude. Glad to see your back 🥶

  • @ItsGalla
    @ItsGalla 2 роки тому +1

    Bro that's crazy you and gawne both dropped tracks named "drowning" today!
    Two of my all time favourite artists dropping amazing tracks with the same name on the same day 🙌 🔥 keep it up homie 👌💚

  • @doragraca3573
    @doragraca3573 2 роки тому +1

    Always spitting them fire 🔥 lyrics. Dope as hell.

  • @LADYxREBEL
    @LADYxREBEL 7 місяців тому

    this is incredible keep up the music!!!!!

  • @newbeginning2045
    @newbeginning2045 2 роки тому

    Beautiful stuff man this is a blessing

  • @susequi1583
    @susequi1583 2 роки тому +2

    I love you bro 🖤🔥💯

  • @DejaVu336
    @DejaVu336 2 роки тому

    Past few years of my life pretty much summed up in this song, I feel myself losing motivation I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired......

  • @inkmejohnnyimj8089
    @inkmejohnnyimj8089 2 роки тому +1

    Super good dude

  • @nishiacardenas23
    @nishiacardenas23 2 роки тому

    love this song , its so real ♥ I feel the same 😢

  • @Aaron48219
    @Aaron48219 2 роки тому

    Thank you babygirl.....I needed this more than you'll ever know.

  • @Ohwhat420
    @Ohwhat420 Рік тому

    This. Hits hard. Your fire my mate

  • @anthonyhopkins2563
    @anthonyhopkins2563 2 роки тому +1

    Man…. This hit me

  • @garrettdupuis8451
    @garrettdupuis8451 Рік тому

    Keep it up bro your better and better every video you post

  • @itsSoullessMusic
    @itsSoullessMusic 2 роки тому +1

    Definitely hittin home w/ this one man, def needed this one🔥🙏🏻🖤

  • @kynijava817
    @kynijava817 2 роки тому

    So glad i found you🔥🔥🙏 greets from 🇳🇱

  • @kaystevo4796
    @kaystevo4796 2 роки тому

    🙏🙏🔥🔥 Absolutely killed it, been feeling this for couple years now. Mad respect for this song ❤❤

  • @couchondachief5442
    @couchondachief5442 2 роки тому

    hell yea dude i love this song ❤❤