I've been listening to your music from time to time, specifically since I was recommended the Undertale UST - Remember video a year ago. I've been lost and anxious for a while now, I've been to a psychiatric ward and I've struggled a lot with depression. The description of this video really hit me like a train, "i just want to put things out for you to give you good memories while i can", that's something I always wished I could do, I've always wanted to make something that rezonated with someone. I really hope you can get professional help, it can be very helpful. I get that I'm just an internet stranger but I hope you get better soon. sorry for the text wall, hope you have a good rest or your day/night.
firstly- thank you for this. and the fact that you've been around for almost 2 years here is more than baffling to me. secondly, here's an even bigger text wall, that i'm also sorry for: i've only been hospitalized once or twice bc of my issues, but never really a psych ward. that sounds a lot more serious than the stuff my head is throwing at itself right now; you're pretty strong for pushing through that. i'm not really against getting professional help, but i've never gotten to a proper place of settlement within myself by basing my betterment off of a professionals advice, which sounds insane, but it's because i suck at explaining how i really feel to them. everyone's feelings are unique, even if someone else's problem sounds familiar, it isn't yours personally. no one really seemed to steer me in the right direction when i tried to tell them how i felt, not even a doctor or therapist. everything for me has just been a matter of introspection, self love, and hope. i'm really just trying to say that your concern is appreciated, and that i think i'll be okay. i'm just not okay right now, which is fine. i want to be better, and all i can really do is my best. but the same goes for you. i don't know what kind of place youre in right now, but if it isn't anything like what you want or need, you best believe i'm hoping with my very essence that you get better and happier, however you need to.
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I've been listening to your music from time to time, specifically since I was recommended the Undertale UST - Remember video a year ago. I've been lost and anxious for a while now, I've been to a psychiatric ward and I've struggled a lot with depression. The description of this video really hit me like a train, "i just want to put things out for you to give you good memories while i can", that's something I always wished I could do, I've always wanted to make something that rezonated with someone. I really hope you can get professional help, it can be very helpful. I get that I'm just an internet stranger but I hope you get better soon.
sorry for the text wall, hope you have a good rest or your day/night.
firstly- thank you for this. and the fact that you've been around for almost 2 years here is more than baffling to me.
secondly, here's an even bigger text wall, that i'm also sorry for:
i've only been hospitalized once or twice bc of my issues, but never really a psych ward. that sounds a lot more serious than the stuff my head is throwing at itself right now; you're pretty strong for pushing through that. i'm not really against getting professional help, but i've never gotten to a proper place of settlement within myself by basing my betterment off of a professionals advice, which sounds insane, but it's because i suck at explaining how i really feel to them. everyone's feelings are unique, even if someone else's problem sounds familiar, it isn't yours personally. no one really seemed to steer me in the right direction when i tried to tell them how i felt, not even a doctor or therapist. everything for me has just been a matter of introspection, self love, and hope.
i'm really just trying to say that your concern is appreciated, and that i think i'll be okay. i'm just not okay right now, which is fine. i want to be better, and all i can really do is my best. but the same goes for you. i don't know what kind of place youre in right now, but if it isn't anything like what you want or need, you best believe i'm hoping with my very essence that you get better and happier, however you need to.
Man it sound like you really need to get help, sounds lovely btw