The Emotional Peak of The Last Guardian

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  • Опубліковано 27 лют 2020
  • One runs the risk of weeping a little, if one lets himself be tamed.
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    Fumito Ueda Interview: • Fumito Ueda and Geoff ...
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    Footage Used: The Last Guardian, Shadow of the Colossus (2005 & 2018), ICO, Uncharted 4, Assassin’s Creed: Odyssey, Control, PS3 and PS4 trailers
    Music Used: The Last Guardian (Overture Lore, Victorious, Epilogue, End Titles- The Last Guardian Suite), Shadow of the Colossus (Silence - Battle with the Colossus), Okami (Issun’s Theme, Promise), Life is Strange (ambient background music)
    Description Credit: The Little Prince
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  • @JacobGeller
    @JacobGeller  4 роки тому +663

    If you join my Patreon, you'll get access to a full-length video director's commentary on this essay! and also I will be able to buy more treats for Tori! It's a win/win, really.

    • @sirrealism7300
      @sirrealism7300 4 роки тому +4

      Cool video but those weird cuts involving ramping up your dialogue before shutting it down to a totally black screen with the music stopping is kinda annoying and redundant.

    • @Svabby
      @Svabby 4 роки тому +9

      @@sirrealism7300 not really.

    • @1boyofsteel121
      @1boyofsteel121 4 роки тому +2

      @@sirrealism7300 It was referring to the way the game is. He said that it never really aloud you to feel sentimental, it would cut you off, until the end where there is a nice moment of emotion and happiness.

    • @sirrealism7300
      @sirrealism7300 4 роки тому +1

      @@1boyofsteel121 kinda just felt like gay amateur film cuts to me

    • @1boyofsteel121
      @1boyofsteel121 4 роки тому

      @@sirrealism7300 that's fair

  • @piaggio
    @piaggio 4 роки тому +1452

    "To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world . . ."

    • @joringedamke5597
      @joringedamke5597 3 роки тому +8

      Where is that from? Pax?

    • @gabs3228
      @gabs3228 3 роки тому +93

      @@joringedamke5597 The Little Prince

    • @piaggio
      @piaggio 3 роки тому +32

      @@joringedamke5597 The Little Prince.

    • @beanieweenies2383
      @beanieweenies2383 3 роки тому +45

      @@joringedamke5597 KNACK 2 BAYBEEEE

    • @deathahoy8971
      @deathahoy8971 3 роки тому +18

      The little prince was a good book and movie.

  • @levi2408
    @levi2408 4 роки тому +2185

    Video that shows people the end of a game
    Most people: Spoiler warning.
    Jacob: Implied subjectivity warning

    • @mrintention7987
      @mrintention7987 4 роки тому +30

      This is a man of culture

    • @Jake38nine
      @Jake38nine Рік тому +3

      Honestly, you shouldn't need spoiler warnings. common sense should tell you, "Oh this is a video about a game/movie/show I haven't played/seen yet, maybe I should wait and watch/play the actual thing first. People who care about spoilers are people who lack accountability. You have so much more control of your environment than you think.

    • @MaddyPerez128
      @MaddyPerez128 Рік тому +3

      @@Jake38nineespecially when the title says emotional peak, it should be common sense there are going to be spoilers. The endings are always the most emotional, and generally you can’t really talk about scenes that evoke strong emotions without them being a spoiler.

    • @tellux040
      @tellux040 6 місяців тому

      ​@@Jake38nine to add to that: at some point in time the game/movie/book or whatever else will be to old for spoiler warnings. Nobody will be mad for talking about the ending of Moby dick in an essay without a spoiler warning, and it's weird if people are at this.

    • @Jake38nine
      @Jake38nine 6 місяців тому

      To be fair though, if this was an isolated incident and you were to go about telling 1 person about the ending and they havent seen it yet and they tell you not to spoil it, you SHOULD NOT spoil it for them. Thats a dick move if its an isolated incident. But on the internet? Nah, you cant control spoilers, but you can prevent yourself from looking.
      ​@tellux040 But that's the thing, nobody really understands deferral of gratification or prevention. People only ever want cures to things, which is just impossible. You can't cure everything, but you can prevent a lot of things.

  • @razbuten
    @razbuten 4 роки тому +2634

    When I played through The Last Guardian, I had this distinct feeling that there would probably never really be a game like it again. It relies on players having a kind of patience that I have never really seen in a game before, at least not one from a major studio. While there are certainly a few layers of jankiness that were not intentional, most of the things that I found frustrating about the game where intentional. It does this amazing thing where you are always a little annoyed with how things are going until you hit those bigger action moments where everything between the boy and Trico is in sync. And this feeling is so easy to relate to. Whether it be with a pet or even a real person, relationships are a lot of work. Building trust is a lot of work. The Last Guardian gives its primary relationship time to grow in a way that no game I have played really does? Like, I love the Last of Us, but you can look through that game and really pinpoint 2-3 moments that led to Joel and Ellie becoming bonded, but you can't do that at as easily here. There are a few moments that emphasize the bond (the boy almost dying, Trico almost dying, and the top of the tower), but they are the result of how the bond grew on a moment to moment basis through game play. And I think that those moments are so meaningful because they feel so earned. As you touch on, they are these sort of forced moments of reflection where you think, "God dang, I love Trico."
    GOOD GAME. GOOD VIDEO. GOOD.

    • @sahus
      @sahus 4 роки тому +14

      @Razbuten
      Any plans on making a video on Last Guardian? I'd love to see your take on it too.

    • @razbuten
      @razbuten 4 роки тому +32

      @@sahus Nothing exclusively on it. I am working on a piece about the intersection of game mechanics and storytelling, and this will definitely have a place in that video. I have had thoughts of doing a big piece on the three Team Ico games, but at this point, that is more of a "this would be fun" instead of a "I have an interesting take on this" so I need to wait until I have a more concrete idea for it.

    • @sahus
      @sahus 4 роки тому +5

      @@razbuten Yeah, I wouldn't want you to make a video, on a game that you didn't have an "interesting take" on, just cause I like the game.

    • @jamesruth100
      @jamesruth100 4 роки тому +14

      For what it's worth, the only other AAA game I've played since TLG that relied on player patience as much as TLG did was death stranding. They're incredibly different games, but the minute to minute gameplay of death stranding reminds me a lot of a team ico style game. Somber quiet, where it's just you navigating a world coupled with the obscene level of detail and complexity with which the world is rendered and able to be interacted upon. Climbing a mountain in death stranding reminded me of climbing cliffs and colossi. You slowly navigate and use careful planning to determine spots where you can rest and catch your breath.

    • @ghostoastt
      @ghostoastt 4 роки тому +1

      @Razbuten notice me sempai

  • @oliviawallace3636
    @oliviawallace3636 4 роки тому +1072

    when the video essay is as much art as the game

  • @ikkinakki
    @ikkinakki 4 роки тому +967

    Last Guardian came out about 6 months after my cat had died and playing the game helped me grief. By the end I was crying so loud I think my neighbours heard me. Is it technically a perfect game? No. Do I think it's still a perfect game? Absolutely. It's special to me in a way art that really hits home is.

    • @littlekitsune1
      @littlekitsune1 4 роки тому +29

      This is my same exact relationship with the game. I had just lost my cat of 19 years, and this game came out exactly when I needed it to. After already waiting so long, for it to come out at that timing felt like it was all a weird dream. By the end, I was crying like a baby, but I am convinced that getting to have that connection and trust with an animal again, even a fictional one, helped me through my grieving process immensely. I will forever be grateful to this game for that, and it will forever be one of my favorite games. To me, it's perfect. It feels like a part of me, now.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +11

      I can understand that. I played it several times with my corgi including the first time I played. She used to always look up at the tv anytime she heard trico (I had the surround sound way up lol)
      The days before I knew I had to put her to sleep (she had a degenerative disease), I played it with her one last time.
      I still feel like the bond between trico and the player is very similar to the bond we share with our pets, only condensed into a 12 hour experience

    • @RPGgrenade
      @RPGgrenade 3 роки тому +11

      I played the game, knowing it would probably destroy me, about a month after my dog died. The only dog I ever had for about 15 years of my life (more than half at this point).
      The game just gave me reminder after reminder. I owned a dog, and the patience of dealing with Trico was... surprisingly easy. But my god the ending made weep... and that moment. The one after the fight with the other trico you find and you fall off a bridge. Where Trico seems to be just barely alive and you just feed it barrels as best you can, and you try to pet it and help it... it reminded me so heavily of what my dog looked like near their final days that I just couldn't handle it.

    • @ripdito
      @ripdito 5 місяців тому

      @@RPGgrenade💔

  • @PhantamSam
    @PhantamSam 4 роки тому +1638

    Definitely planned on crying on my lunch break today. That was completely intentional.
    Beautiful video Jacob, hot damn.

    • @AngelofEresos
      @AngelofEresos 4 роки тому +19

      I did not bring my permission slip for this feels trip.

    • @PROPAROXITONO
      @PROPAROXITONO 3 роки тому +4

      today i woke up and thought: today is a good day to cry over a video about a game that i didn't play! how can i achive that?

  • @daniilashurov135
    @daniilashurov135 2 роки тому +40

    To this day, the fact that so few people played The Last Guardian still breaks my heart.

    • @daniilashurov135
      @daniilashurov135 2 роки тому +9

      And also I cry every like a little b*tch every time I'm simply thinking about Last Guardian's ending...

    • @lrkeribergaard6110
      @lrkeribergaard6110 2 місяці тому +2

      i only know one youtuber that did and that's jacksepticeye and i loved his playthrough because he didn't give up and he felt the emotions and felt it all and finished it with a broken heart

    • @daniilashurov135
      @daniilashurov135 2 місяці тому

      @@lrkeribergaard6110 gonna check it out!

  • @veraalves6874
    @veraalves6874 4 роки тому +503

    The moment that destroyed me was Trico realizing that they possibly killed the boy. You have no control over the situation except the camera, and Trico is basically controlling you, trying to see if you come back, and gosh that part was so sad, but at the same moment the boy came back and Trico was all happy and jumping all over.
    Basically, I think that Fumito Ueda does these really sad moments, but at the same time, there's fun and hope too. Like the end of SOTC, with you never really uniting with your loved one, but she and the land are back to life and free. The outcome isn't perfect, but the horizon is beautiful.

    • @Momon143
      @Momon143 4 роки тому +49

      Ueda is a softie at heart and it's crazy how few people realize this. None of the main characters in all three of his games actually die, none of them. Even Wander gets another chance. And all three games end on optimistic notes, which is the most important thing, where they actually end.
      Even some fans of Ueda can't seem to handle this, and will come up with theories that twist the plots so they're secretly dark and sad - Mono becomes the Queen from Ico, Ico and Yorda are actually dead and the beach is the afterlife. They can't process the positivity.

    • @SpagheddiO
      @SpagheddiO 4 роки тому +29

      "the outcome isn't perfect, but the horizon is beautiful." Fuaaark man that made me feel things I haven't felt for a long time

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +16

      My favorite part is still the post credits. It gave me the happy ending I really wanted. That was the part that made me lose it. I was holding in tears the entire time but when i heard trico groan and then saw the baby trico, I lost it. Even now just thinking of it I get choked up. And I am not an emotional man. I'm super repressed tough guy douchebag type and this game just tore me apart

  • @catsgonom
    @catsgonom 4 роки тому +131

    I get it. The happiest memory I have in my life is laying on my bed with the sun coming though the window in the summer and my cat napping next to me. He died half a year ago. His name is Midnite. I love him and miss him so much.

  • @johanwilhelmsson1199
    @johanwilhelmsson1199 4 роки тому +623

    Jacob, your videos always fill me with joy. For the level of quality, for your eloquence, for your passion, for the fact that I'm living in a time where people like you are able to produce content like this that is easily available to people like me. Those Patreon dollars are the easiest I've ever spent. In this video that joy did spill over into the lump in the throat and moistness of the eyes-territory, and boy am I happy for that. Thank you, well done.

  • @curiousteddie
    @curiousteddie 4 роки тому +247

    jfc jacob you made me cry over your dog, i hope you're proud (you should be. what you two have built is beautiful)

  • @subprogram32
    @subprogram32 4 роки тому +535

    Well that was beautiful and also made me cry, so a fairly standard Jacob Geller video then. :P
    (seriously though the personal anecdote at the end was the perfect climax for the video. Good dogs are good!)

  • @AdmiralOfTheAir
    @AdmiralOfTheAir 2 роки тому +22

    It always hits me so hard that the very last thing you do, the last time you actually play the game, is when you send Trico away. You say goodbye.

  • @juvenilegolden
    @juvenilegolden 3 роки тому +7

    I've been a dog person my whole life and when my Dad died when I was 25 I was ready to call it a day. Few months later my best friend committed suicide but the one constant during all that pain was my little dog Ted. He gave me a reason to live and get out of bed in the morning. Nights and days I didn't want company but he never left my side. 8 years later hes here with me in my own house, helping my battle my demons. The power of dogs is immeasurable. They are an extension of mankind. Much love to all the dog owners out there who take dogs in and unlock the dogs true purpose and power into their lives.

  • @julianaeaglehorse9422
    @julianaeaglehorse9422 4 роки тому +62

    This game ripped my heart out as I had no idea how the ending would play out and got WAY too attached to Trico. I would spend time to just groom Trico settling their ruffled feathers and just playing with them.
    Thanks for the tears, my dude. I'm crying in the club.

  • @0226411771
    @0226411771 4 роки тому +114

    Get out of my head Jacob. I literally replayed The Last Guardian yesterday. I can't handle this...

  • @realkingofantarctica
    @realkingofantarctica 4 роки тому +100

    I feel like Jacob Geller has now become one of if not my favourite UA-camr, which is both a good and bad thing. A good thing, because it means that I am subscribed to someone who always produces quality of the highest content, even if he doesn’t think that. And a bad thing, because it has now dawned on me how little passion and love there is left on UA-cam. Very few people in the hundreds of millions on this site actually give me pure, unadulterated joy when I receive a notification. Thank you Jacob Geller for existing.

    • @Tinyvalkyrie410
      @Tinyvalkyrie410 4 роки тому +13

      I don’t agree with this. I think there is more thoughtful, delightful content on this platform than ever before. Perhaps the percentages aren’t great, but that’s because this is a service that is free to use for literally everyone. Of course there will be lots of soulless, lowest common denominator creators, but my subscription list is so full of wonderful stuff that I can’t keep up with it all. If you want some recommendations let me know, because I definitely admit the good content can be hard to track down.

    • @samuraishodownmugenproject5094
      @samuraishodownmugenproject5094 3 роки тому +2

      @@Tinyvalkyrie410 I always like quality recommendations. Does that offer extend to a different internet rando?

    • @Tinyvalkyrie410
      @Tinyvalkyrie410 3 роки тому +2

      @@samuraishodownmugenproject5094 sure thing! What are you looking for?
      Edit: the stuff I know best is video game content, both essays and lighter stuff, tabletop gaming, science and engineering stuff, pop culture analysis, and animal care stuff. I do have a list of other random things as well. I spend a worrying amount of time on UA-cam 😂

    • @minhngo9970
      @minhngo9970 3 роки тому

      @@Tinyvalkyrie410 Is there any philosophical type shit you know? I am addicted to these kinds of videos

    • @Tinyvalkyrie410
      @Tinyvalkyrie410 3 роки тому +2

      @@minhngo9970 tragically I do not, unless it’s tangentially related to other stuff (like Nier Automata). That said, it is definitely something I am interested in learning more about. Do you have any recommendations on good videos or channels?
      Edit: there are a few channels I watch that deal with philosophical issues like Ask a Mortician and Contrapoints, but I assume you mean more classical academic stuff

  • @aaronleschke8988
    @aaronleschke8988 4 роки тому +81

    8:31 stopped me in my tracks and by the end of the video I was crying in the middle of the cafeteria I was eating lunch in.
    Phenomenal job, Jacob. As always.

  • @jondoe7036
    @jondoe7036 4 роки тому +74

    I wonder where that idea came from, that Last Guardian would have to have ended with either the boy or Trico dying, seeing as neither of the previous Team Ico's games killed their main characters and that's hardly the only way to write an emotional and impactful ending?
    Is that sort of gut-punch really so overplayed, that we can no longer look at a cute animal in story-based media without thinking of it getting killed off for an emotional beat?

    • @axie545
      @axie545 4 роки тому +17

      I think that's Shadow's fault to a degree (Wander's state at the end is... ambiguous), but probably also the default "saddest thing." When I think about characters I don't yet care about having a bond I don't understand yet, then the saddest thing I can imagine happening to them is one of them dying. And there is an expectation, with Ueda, for a bittersweet ending. So I think most people just didn't make the jump to "forming this bond and then separating the two forever is the saddest way this can go," because that requires an assumption that the bond will be built well and people will care about it. One half dying is sad even if the narrative otherwise fails.

    • @littlekitsune1
      @littlekitsune1 4 роки тому +10

      When I was in elementary school, our teacher read us a book called "No More Dead Dogs" that was a funny story about a kid sick of the "animal dies in the end" trope. Those memes about The Last Guardian really reminded me of it, haha. Because yeah, Ueda always goes for a much more interesting and bittersweet ending than the easy/obvious tearjerker copout. It's a big part of why his storytelling is so beloved to me.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +4

      It is overplayed and it's also super cheap. I literally refuse to watch movies that do it. Even movies that aren't at all about the dog like I am legend and butterfly effect. Those both upset me so much that I will never watch them again and will always say fuck those movies (especially butterfly effect. I feel straight up traumatized by that shit)
      So I absolutely loved the way this game truly ended (post credits). I held in my tears through all the worst moments and saddest parts, but the post credits completely broke me. It made me so fucking happy and still does.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +4

      @@littlekitsune1 so true. Couldn't agree more. I especially love it because he gives happy endings while also not playing it safe whatsoever. He's a genius and I will forever love him for the gifts he has given us

    • @littlekitsune1
      @littlekitsune1 3 роки тому

      @@HugoStiglitz88 You must REALLY hate John Carpenter's "The Thing" I'm guessing. XD

  • @star2705
    @star2705 4 роки тому +33

    OH MY GOD YOU HAD ME SO GOOD WITH THE BIT ABOUT YOUR DOG. I'M SO GLAD SHE'S SAFE AND HAPPY AND HAS A HUMAN WHO TOOK THE TIME TO LOVE HER THROUGH THE ROUGH PATCHES

  • @infamousgamer767
    @infamousgamer767 2 роки тому +3

    This video came out a little over a year before I lost my first dog. She was the biggest, sweetest old English sheepdog, no, the sweetest dog I've ever met. I've not been able to get my hands on a copy of this game due to college and work and what not, but only yesterday I picked it up and immediately thought back to watching this when I was still in that muddy haze of grief. I can't describe exactly why I immediately fell in love with trico but seeing him right at the start with spears stuck all through him, struggling to stand, reminded me of the last week or so of her life. She was an old dog and there wasn't much we could do to help her besides putting her to rest, but being able to pull the spears from trico and really help him back to his feet actually made me cry. It's not closure, but it helps.

  • @duchi882
    @duchi882 4 роки тому +740

    The thing I hate about your videos
    is that they don't have enough views

    • @argenteus8314
      @argenteus8314 4 роки тому +6

      Other thing is, in this case I can't finish it because less than half way through I'm convinced I need to play this game. ;P

    • @BornEvilXIII
      @BornEvilXIII 4 роки тому

      @@argenteus8314 play it, it's really good

    • @argenteus8314
      @argenteus8314 4 роки тому

      @@BornEvilXIII I plan to! I've got a LOT of games I need to get through though. I say that like it's a bad thing, but obviously it's amazing that there are so many incredible games out that the only problem is which ones first.

    • @BornEvilXIII
      @BornEvilXIII 4 роки тому +1

      @@argenteus8314 yeah I have this too, I'm playing breath of the wild, Persona 3, Dreams, Devil may Cry4, Sekiro, so many games

  • @evangelionaddict8212
    @evangelionaddict8212 4 роки тому +17

    God, when you got to the "and neither of us bite each other when we take away bread" I almost burst out crying at work. This is beautiful. What a wonderful, transformative piece of art you've made.
    Good job, thank you, and best of luck.

  • @TheCrimsonSeven
    @TheCrimsonSeven 4 роки тому +9

    Never felt this close to a game - the absolute best work IMO of this amazing studio. A game about making bonds instead of breaking them - befriending an other instead of killing it.
    It's incredibly special, criminally under-experienced, and hopelessly intertwined with my soul; a realization of what games can be. Thank you for the tribute to it, and thanks for sharing such a lovely personal story along with it.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +1

      Same. It's why I never shut up about it. Ask my friends. They'll confirm that lol

  • @thraftofcaanan281
    @thraftofcaanan281 2 роки тому +4

    I might be a fair bit late to this video, but this game broke me in ways I haven't experienced in any game. When I played this game I was in part of the peak of my alcoholism, but no matter what there was this little cat that I came home to. I was so alone and felt completely helpless, but every day I came home from work I would meet my cat Maria. She was always there for me and gave me so much reason. There were moments when I had considered suicide but while I was in a drunken haze, that little cat was always sitting with me on the couch. I got a tattoo of the boys tattoos in this game on my right arm as a memory for the unspoken companionship found with animals and to honor the bond I had with that cat before she died. She developed a sort of immune disease thats specific to cats, and so I had to get her put down to ease her suffering and I held her the entire time while she got the injections. I held her in the same way she held me during the lowest points I've ever felt. And that's why this game was so much for me.

  • @TheAgamidaex
    @TheAgamidaex 4 роки тому +23

    13:17 is the most beautiful moment of the generation!
    Seriously, you got me so scared. Pet your pup for me

  • @atlaswinter8134
    @atlaswinter8134 4 роки тому +25

    i know no ones gonna read this but damn this resonates with me. in a lot of sentimental movies too, there is the feeling of fleeting love. when you know the protagonists will be torn apart in the end. it’s not just the love that makes the parting stronger, but vice versa.

  • @zadjtime5171
    @zadjtime5171 4 роки тому +42

    You know. Watching this, I realized that I’ve cried at every one of these

  • @Spookybluelights
    @Spookybluelights 4 роки тому +31

    Jacob, you need to stop making cry so much with every video. 😭
    I had all the same feelings you did playing this game and I also got a dog to help with my depression since antidepressants don’t really work on me.
    His name was Rex, an Akita/lab mix and he was the best thing that ever happened to me. I adopted him when he was 7 and spent months breaking through his aloofness and my own inexperience and it felt like the greatest victory of my life when I truly felt our own bond with each other because I truly had to work at it unlike how it is with most other kinds of dogs. Then in November I found out he had lymphoma, we said goodbye to him at the end of January. I didn’t even have him for a year. I knew adopting a large senior dog came with these risks but I... always thought we would have a few years together before I really had to...
    That sense of fleeting you mention with Trico, I had always sort of felt that with Rex, but it doesn’t stop like feeling the rug is pulled out from under you when you realize it’s much less time than you wanted. The Last Guardian captures this very well, because they really give you that moment for it to sink in. Thanks Jacob.

  • @justintowers9092
    @justintowers9092 4 роки тому +4

    Beautiful use of Life is Strange soundtrack!

  • @MattLeDonne27
    @MattLeDonne27 3 роки тому +3

    This video was a beautiful find, I played The Last Guardian earlier this year and it is the most emotional I have ever felt from a game. It will easily be one of my most treasured gaming experiences forever.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +1

      Easily. Easily the most emotional game ever made

    • @MattLeDonne27
      @MattLeDonne27 3 роки тому +1

      @@HugoStiglitz88 Man, now I wanna replay this game all over again

  • @NyancyCat
    @NyancyCat 4 роки тому +38

    Yours may be the most meaningful gaming content on the platform. Mankind well needs a light such as you.
    Once again, a deep, introspective look at why we play games.

  • @Alex_Howe
    @Alex_Howe 4 роки тому +23

    Dude, I was getting teary at the end there, and I wasn't even watching the video, just listening. Your writing and narration are actually perfect. Amazing work.

  • @carlositu97
    @carlositu97 3 роки тому +1

    I know this video is almost a year old now, but i keep coming back to revisit it over and over. I cried the day it was released, and I keep crying every time I come back. On April 16, 2020, we had to sacrifice my dog due to old age (16 dog years are a lot of years) and since then this video has gotten even closer to my heart. I played the whole game back when it came out and I adored it, but playing it after going through saying goodbye to a lifelong friend and companion was a beautiful and heartbreaking experience. I had tears on my eyes the whole way through, because I knew that I was going to have to say goodbye to Trico once we reached the top, and that was something few games have acomplished to do.
    I just wanted to say thank you, because I'm once again sitting here, my desk filled with teardrops and my heart aching. This is a beautiful essay and it has been my coping mechanism for this whole shitty 2020 trainwreck. You're something special and we do not deserve you.
    All of my love to you, Mr. Geller, you handsome mf.

  • @BornEvilXIII
    @BornEvilXIII 4 роки тому +8

    TLG has the best last 60 minutes of any game I've ever played, those moments are so beautiful, no other game made me felt this much emotion, definetly a special game.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому

      Hands down the best ending of any game, ever

  • @ethanwbs2952
    @ethanwbs2952 4 роки тому +4

    Life of strange music got me feeling some type of way

  • @legefy
    @legefy 4 роки тому +30

    For me the moment I broke down was right at the ending where Trico makes his running leap to fly you home. Watching my dorky tuft of a dog finally manage to take full flight while maimed and hurt just to bring you home filled me with a feeling of pride like I can't describe. I didn't even understand why I was crying at first. I never cry at anything and i certainly wasn't feeling sad so it was alien to me.
    The Last Guardian isn't a very good game. The controls are off, they don't even tell you how to command Trico, you need to have patience, the frame rate is dire, and there are one too many guide dang it moments. Now I actually got along very well with Trico and didn't have many incidents but each point I made can very likely impact someone's will to finish the game. All I'll say is to muscle through it. Once you reach the end I can guarantee that part of your journey will stick with you and whether you loved the game or hated it, that experience is absolutely priceless.

  • @irishperhaps
    @irishperhaps 4 роки тому +21

    that music at 9:00
    its life is strange music
    Its, its really strange to hear it, lots of memories attached to it
    I may not be a player of any Ico games, but I can think we can agree
    Games can bring emotions and tears to someone like no other form of media
    Its, just, magical sometimes
    The bond you can make with these people, or animals,
    I dont know
    Just
    Yeah

    • @matejkacmar325
      @matejkacmar325 4 роки тому +5

      I literally started crying when the music came up. Again. This game was the deepest emotional experience in my life. Seriously...

    • @malibumamii
      @malibumamii 4 роки тому +4

      went looking through the comments to see if anyone else recognized it because it hit me so hard

    • @irishperhaps
      @irishperhaps 3 роки тому

      This was, a very, very lonely time in my life
      Being honest my whole life has been lonely
      Strange, if I knew back when I wrote that comment that not even a few weeks later I would get such a close and emotional bond with someone
      And that someone would eventually become my partner
      I dont think I would have cried as much
      but it was worth it
      And even still, life is strange still can make me cry
      Those games got me through the begining of a horrible time in my life
      And I will always be thankful to them
      Remember, even at your darkest, light is always there, you just have to let yourself see it

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому

      You need to play the ico games. Please do. If you have a decent PC, the pcsx2 emulator will let you play Ico, or the remaster version on ps3 if you have one
      Shadow of the colossus has the best remake ever on ps4 (you need to play that version) and of course the last guardian is on ps4 and ps5 with bc.
      Please play them. Straight up, if you don't have money, I can at least let you play the last guardian on one of my accounts for free.

    • @irishperhaps
      @irishperhaps 3 роки тому

      @@HugoStiglitz88 I can promise you the second I am able to I will
      Its always been a thought of mine to do so
      Just never got around to it

  • @r.k.6560
    @r.k.6560 4 роки тому +3

    Bro EVERY SINGLE VIDEO MAKES ME WANNA WATCH ALL YOUR OTHER VIDEOS ALL OVER AGAIN

  • @bumkim2132
    @bumkim2132 4 роки тому +2

    This is one of the most heartfelt and well-done videos I have ever watched. Thank you.

  • @swcrites
    @swcrites 4 роки тому

    the attachment you have with your dog is heartwarming. it reminds me of my own dog that we lost to cancer in january 2018. her name was molly and i think about her every day. god, i miss her so much. make the most of the time you have left with yours, because, unfortunately, it is finite. in your video, when you were describing the feeling of knowing the beloved relationship will inevitably come to a sad end, it reminded me of the very same feeling I had in the last year or two of mollys life. she was getting old and slowing down and it was hard to watch her start to fade away as she was my only friend. man, I gotta say, you nailed it in this video. even though losing my dog felt like losing most of my heart at the time, this content reminded me that happiness is only real when shared. to never stop giving yourself to others because thats really the only thing that matters. its our struggles that define us. I dont know if any of this makes any sense but i wanted to say something. anyway, I dont know this game but Id like to play it. once again, bravo. your videos are very well done and I appreciate your perspective as well as the amount of effort you put into them. thank you

  • @chrisholben6180
    @chrisholben6180 4 роки тому +31

    Jacob every time I see that you’ve uploaded a video it makes my goddamn day.

  • @cherryAnarchist
    @cherryAnarchist 3 роки тому +5

    God, that dread of separation reminds me so much of mourning my dogs. This video is so good. It hurts like peroxide on a cut, painful but healing.

  • @despinhabarda
    @despinhabarda 4 роки тому +6

    Your video brought me to tears. I also have a dog with some serious anxiety issues, and sometimes it's difficult to have anyone it doesn't know intimately into the house, but little by little we are managing to get him feeling better every day. Thank you for the beautiful content.

  • @fishskin1185
    @fishskin1185 3 роки тому +2

    I never comment on videos, but this video is actually fucking insane. I clicked on it and was like "Oh it's only a few minutes, hopefully it'll be interesting" and I fucking balled my eyes out. Like, harder than I've cried in a long, long time. You are doing God's work my man, thank you for making this

  • @wmoros4902
    @wmoros4902 4 роки тому +1

    Chills and I teared up, has to be one of the best videos I've ever seen. Always exited for more.

  • @iphisaria
    @iphisaria Рік тому

    This is an absolutely wonderful video, thank you! I watched it years ago and couldn't remember where to find it again until now--glad to see it's still here and being appreciated by others.

  • @namelessghoul615
    @namelessghoul615 Рік тому +1

    This game means so much to me. Every time I finish it, I start crying. I don't know what it is so emotional about the ending, I just cry. Even during this video I almost started crying again, it's just such a strong, impactful ending. And your narration in this video made it all the more emotional, especially when you talked about the relationship with your own dog and compared it to the boy and Trico. Amazing video❤!

  • @WeirdVoyager
    @WeirdVoyager 4 роки тому +5

    Never has a youtube video made me cry tears of relief and joy. I have a one year old dog that has seriously saved my life. When you transitioned to talking about Toriel I felt my heart plummet; he was sitting at my feet at the time and I had to pick him up. Then you gave the happiest plot twist I've ever seen.

  • @SGustafsson
    @SGustafsson 4 роки тому +10

    The last guardian is so underrated, it's troublesome at times but the whole game comes together so well, I love it.
    And this video made me tear up as well, I had a dog and remembered all the wonderful times when you revealed that she was still alive today. Thanks for a great vid

  • @UrbanaticLemonade
    @UrbanaticLemonade 4 роки тому +8

    Really nice touch to the video when you add your personal experience with your own pet.
    Keep up the good work.

  • @Kabouka
    @Kabouka 4 роки тому +3

    Well I shed a tear or two. This is one of your most touching videos, and I mean, I've nearly watched them all. Great work as always, and Tori seems to be the goodest girl!

  • @dddhanswerner99
    @dddhanswerner99 4 роки тому +1

    Your video brought back to my hart the beautiful, emotional memories of playing this game 4 years ago. Thank you for that.

  • @ecliptic_equinox
    @ecliptic_equinox 4 роки тому

    Beautifully made, and beautifully put. Your voice truly is made for narration. Thank you for yet another masterpiece

  • @phoz-phoz-vods
    @phoz-phoz-vods 2 роки тому

    Out of all of your videos thus one hit me really hard, hell I cried a little at the end. Love your content man, keep up the great work!

  • @5crewyouy0uT00B
    @5crewyouy0uT00B 4 роки тому

    I have commented on so many of your videos, from many accounts, because they always warrant response, but just starting a new video from you I literally had goosebumps in anticipation. Your experience of video games is so touching and you do so well to describe it, that I can vicariously have a soul through you.
    I am dead and broken inside and nothing makes me care, I have lived a thousand lives in my short time, but somehow you have truly experienced life just through the lens of video gaming, and I love you for retelling it to all of the ungrateful masses that don't appreciate you enough, and I love your narrative on life in the context of games. I feel alive when I watch you, when I find it so challenging otherwise, thank you.
    thank you.

  • @Squirmychair
    @Squirmychair 3 роки тому +2

    I remember my roommate watching me play the last few hours of the last guardian and us both bawling our eyes out at the ending

  • @ericmillettcon
    @ericmillettcon 4 роки тому +3

    Welp! Good job on making me cry again.
    The Last Guardian was one of the first games I played through after my cat passed away. She used to sit in my lap all the time when I played games. So I dunno, playing through the game was quite an emotional and changing experience. She was my best friend

  • @gwencere9383
    @gwencere9383 4 роки тому +2

    I'm crying in the club Jacob why do you do this

  • @nucleja
    @nucleja 4 роки тому +2

    It's always special when Jacob uploads, this video got me good.

  • @norman6524
    @norman6524 4 роки тому +2

    You're content blows me away each and every time... keep telling us your stories, keep up with the content ❤❤

  • @bobbypavlock1222
    @bobbypavlock1222 4 роки тому

    Beautiful video. Very well done. I loved The Last Guardian and the bond you create with Trico. Can't wait to see what Ueda does next

  • @lydiahumes6566
    @lydiahumes6566 3 роки тому +5

    When I tell people that my favorite video game is “The Last Guardian”, they haven’t heard of it smh. It’s sad that some people weren’t blessed by this amazing game.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому +2

      Same. I go through this all the time.
      Especially because my ps4 has a last guardian skin on it and I have a giant last guardian poster, and the collectors edition statue prominently displayed. Most people have no idea what it is

    • @lydiahumes6566
      @lydiahumes6566 3 роки тому

      @Hugo Stiglitz now that’s dedication

  • @mitchsfridaynightsongclub2594
    @mitchsfridaynightsongclub2594 3 роки тому +1

    Jacob, this is one of the most beautiful synopsis of a video game I have ever seen. I too had a very difficult dog, but much like yours, he saved me from a very bad and dark period in my life. He was hard work but ultimately sharing a part of my life with him was one of the most truly special things I have ever experienced. I loved Last Guardian, I like others had waited all those years, thinking it would never see the light of day. It didn't disappoint, despite how tough it was to play at times but ultimately its just too beautiful. The emotional highs it gives those who stick with it are worth more than anything in any other medium. Thank you sir

  • @bilskibrandon
    @bilskibrandon 4 роки тому +3

    Love the videos as always. Makes me feel the feels I thought life beat out of me.

  • @ChristelWorcester
    @ChristelWorcester 3 роки тому

    You almost had me crying! Absolutely beautiful 😭🥺

  • @rowanoak433
    @rowanoak433 4 роки тому

    Thanks for making me cry m8
    Always love your videos

  • @nopedynopenope107
    @nopedynopenope107 4 роки тому +1

    Wow i cried a lot.
    This is the best channel on youtube.

  • @312bigbeanburrito
    @312bigbeanburrito 3 роки тому

    I've been binging your videos for the last month. This is your finest work, Jacob. What a stirring love letter among the many you have made.

  • @loungegod
    @loungegod 4 роки тому +2

    Gosh I can't express how much I love what you do man

  • @Inogat
    @Inogat 11 місяців тому +1

    this was so very sweet thank you so very much!

  • @JordyToons
    @JordyToons 4 роки тому +31

    I just replayed this game like a month ago hahaha. The issues I had with it back when it launched were a bit worse now but overall it's still one of my top favourite, maybe even my most favourite game for the PS4. It's not a perfect game but it's such a unique and one of a kind experience. You just don't see too many games like this. I waited YEARS (since the first trailer) for this game to come out and when it did that's when I bought a PS4. XD Trico has this uncanny valley feeling, I still got it recently. He acts so realistically even though he's a fictional creature. Then the bond between Trico and the boy builds up so beautifully throughout the story. The story is such an emotional rollercoaster ride! Tricks you into thinking the boy might die, then Trico might die. Danger is always around the corner but you find a way out! The story beats are so cinematic with the action and the music. There's so many great moments in this game. It has all the elements you need to make a great adventure story. Also to note I have a dog as well and love animals so I think that's why I also really REALLY enjoyed this game. So stuff like where Trico is not listening to you, didn't bother me as much. From my experience with dogs, sometimes they listen right away, sometimes they're slow with responding or sometimes they will be sassy and not do what you say hahaha. I guess this game was doomed from the start to be a cult hit. But hey I think people will be talking about this game for years to come and even inspire future games. There are some very unique puzzles and great technical achievements done here. I always wondered though what happened during production? I wonder if someone will ever do a "in-depth" report on it. Most articles I've read don't really go into much detail. I just hope we get to see more of Ueda's work in the future.

    • @HugoStiglitz88
      @HugoStiglitz88 3 роки тому

      I have less and less issues with it everytime I play it. There are so many tricks to make it easier

  • @stew4842
    @stew4842 4 роки тому +1

    We dont deserve you, your videos are amazing, the thoughts are intriguing and you've managed to make me cry more than every other interaction in my life time. Thank you for truly pulling the beauty out of video games and showing how abundant it really is.

  • @BrandG.
    @BrandG. 4 роки тому

    I'm always so excited to see anew video by you Jacob, you always give voice to the ideas that have kept me playing games!

  • @PhaetheonPhaetheon
    @PhaetheonPhaetheon 4 роки тому +2

    Bruh I'm in the library not trying to cry pls

  • @LustfulRake
    @LustfulRake 4 роки тому +8

    I don’t typically comment on videos but I have to say you are the finest video essayist that exists. Everything is so poignant and beautiful especially this one, shine on you beautiful diamond

  • @FaffaV
    @FaffaV 4 роки тому

    Congrats for another video that always makes me feel hopeful and warm inside me.

  • @skittlebread41
    @skittlebread41 3 роки тому +5

    to a lot of people, it would sound absurd that I'd get emotional over someone talking about a video game for 15 minutes. but here I am and after watching this beautiful video I just wanna write you a message. you might never see it but that's okay. I just wanna write it. i have spent the last month or so inhaling every video you have. I watched a few before but I really dove in recently, and it has been such an amazing experience. you make some of the best content I've seen on youtube hands down. its incredible. and you've opened my eyes to a different way of thinking about games. i liked to think that I thought critically about the games I played, and yeah I guess, I am certainly a lore buff in the games I enjoy, but seeing your videos made me think a little more broadly about the emotional core of the games I play, about what they're saying. I want to write about games now. i want to write about music in splatoon, i want to write about the melancholy husk of a kingdom that is hollownest, i want to write about how hopeful the zelda series is and its all because of you. thank you. thank you, thank you, thank you.

  • @skunktype2346
    @skunktype2346 3 роки тому +4

    Impossible mode: killing those collosi after the physics and rhythm of how you climb upon them has permanently associated itself with Trico in your muscle memory

  • @alvarosainz9727
    @alvarosainz9727 4 роки тому

    Man, you sport of give shape to the sensations this great videogames leave me with. Its like reliving them. Really nice

  • @Lunatik21
    @Lunatik21 4 роки тому

    Your videos are always so well made and always give me so much joy watching. Also when you talked about your dog and how you worked through the issues I teared up. I really hope you keep making videos. There's no rush because I think all of us are just happy to have a random video from you whenever.

  • @unlucky_chozo1445
    @unlucky_chozo1445 3 роки тому +2

    I can't explain why these games mean so much to me, each one is so very special. It almost hurts to know that people don't even give these games a chance. I really can't wait to see what else Fumito Ueta has up his sleeve.

  • @bigbone_99
    @bigbone_99 4 роки тому +9

    What an incredible video. I was teary eyed by the end of it. I haven't played any Ueda games but this video enticed me to give them a shot. The atmosphere and melancholic feeling of them you described really reminded me of the anime OVA Angels Egg by Mamoru Oshii. If anyone hasn't seen it yet do check it out. It's available on UA-cam and is the easiest way to watch it since it still remains unlicensed. Once again, this was an incredible video.
    Edit: Forgot to mention Yoshitaka Amano did the art, so it's breathtakingly beautiful. And it's also one of those pieces of media where it's best going in blind.

  • @thebanana835
    @thebanana835 4 роки тому

    Wow bro. This was another amazing and beautiful video. Thank you.

  • @bleachedforeskin1431
    @bleachedforeskin1431 4 роки тому +1

    It seems every other video of yours throws me into my childhood.
    At 9:33 the song that began to play literally made my heart clench in nostalgia. I'm not sure if it's some widely available royalty free music, but it was in this little indie puzzle-platformer I would spend hours playing called William and Sly.
    I played it at that age where I was too young to really follow the path a game was trying to take me, and wandered around aimlessly barely comprehending the point. But that was fine, because i was just having fun. I found myself peacefully exploring and never really achieving anything, seeing the things I discovered as something that was just... There. Never thinking about the functionality of the objects presented to me, or recognising the game mechanics for what they are.
    The puzzle pieces of the ice in hidden caves or the houses that would make scary music were nothing but enriching environmental elements that I would readily accept and leave be.
    I recently replayed the game, and the story lines objectives were glaringly obvious to me now. I finished it quickly and although I did feel happy to have finally completed the puzzle, the experience of not seeing it as a puzzle in the first place was long lost.
    I will never again be able to aimlessly enjoy a game when i know i'm *supposed* to be completing the objective the creator intended for it. I had a vague idea that I wasn't getting something when i was younger, that because I hadn't returned Williams journal there was still more to discover. I just had to find it.
    And my younger self was in no rush. Surely i would figure it out at some point, right now though i just want to find more sparkly fairies, or see how high i can get just to fall for as long as possible.
    I would give anything to be able to enjoy that same kind of meaningless fun again. I miss the endless joy of innocent intrinsic motivation.

  • @XerxesTexasToast
    @XerxesTexasToast 3 роки тому

    Your video essays on games are just so beautiful and have such an impact on me every time. I've seen a playthrough of Last Guardian and it's a beautiful experience, because I get so attached to animals.
    Your story about Tori nearly broke me, and then it did when you showed her again, grown and alive and well-behaved, the videos of you teaching her to roll over, her bounding through the yard, all to that beautiful music and your wonderful narration. Powerful.

  • @Retiredmagician1
    @Retiredmagician1 4 роки тому

    Another absolutly amazing video. Well done.

  • @warumaru3855
    @warumaru3855 2 роки тому

    You are a great story teller. Thank You for this video it was heartwarming.

  • @ZgermanGuy.
    @ZgermanGuy. 4 роки тому

    Every single of you videos leaves me with tears or goosebumps thank you for that

  • @CBusschaert
    @CBusschaert 4 роки тому

    you just made me cry. I love this.

  • @NicolasGarciaLanza
    @NicolasGarciaLanza 4 роки тому

    I just wanna say your video has the honor of having made me cry for the first time this year. BRA VO!

  • @Animechick7797
    @Animechick7797 4 роки тому +1

    Content like this is why I always come back to UA-cam
    Jacob, you're videos are absolutely brilliant ♥️ As someone with a dog that's nearing 16 yrs old in March, this video really made me reminisce. I guess I gotta buy the Last Guardian now lol

  • @Cheskaz
    @Cheskaz 2 роки тому +1

    When I can't deal, and am so defeated by my brain, and my life, I come to this video to hear you talk about the hard work you and Tori put in. And I can't express how much it helps.

  • @haruspexxxx
    @haruspexxxx 4 роки тому

    This is such a good video thank you so much for making it

  • @shamsham1229
    @shamsham1229 4 роки тому +4

    This is the second time since I have subbed to you that you’ve uploaded just as I was about to go to bed and so it’s the second time I will watch a video of yours as soon as I wake up

  • @jahncena9126
    @jahncena9126 3 роки тому +2

    Your story about your dog punched me in the gut man. A good friend of mine went through a similar situation and he did everything right and it just didn't work out. I hope you two have many happy years together

  • @Mae_forrest
    @Mae_forrest 4 роки тому +1

    There are few video essayists whose videos I -savor-. And Jacob? You make me relish every single video. This is excellent, and deserves a million views.

  • @breno4659
    @breno4659 4 роки тому +1

    This was absurdly beautiful, congratulations on the video, my dude ❤

  • @katem.9957
    @katem.9957 4 роки тому

    Your videos always manage to show me how beautiful and emotional even the smallest things and moments can be, never stop creating 💜