Why I Felt Stuck for So Long (the breakthrough that changed everything)

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  • @VerdantVanille
    @VerdantVanille  6 днів тому +16

    Dear Tribe, thank you so much for watching ♡ If you're curious about my work, here are some ways to connect: zaap.bio/verdantvanille

    • @Alifeofglory
      @Alifeofglory 5 днів тому

      Bonjour Vanille cette vidéo a très belle audio et vidéo. Avez-vous eu un nouveau microphone et une nouvelle caméra? Si oui, pouvez-vous me dire les marques. Vous utilisez également un ingénieur audio? J'ai besoin d'améliorer mes vidéos et j'apprécierais les conseils à ce sujet ❤

  • @krystleneves796
    @krystleneves796 6 днів тому +17

    Thank you so much beautiful soul sister. You always inspire me with your amazing videos. I’m at a point where I’m lost, stuck in an expensive state Colorado, no money, at a job I hate, and see no light at the end of the tunnel. The lists of what I need is growing with no way to make it happen. I have no friends or family, a few acquaintances, but I’m stuck in my misery and can’t really find a will to want to go on in this life. I’ll be 40 in March and come from a lot of trauma. Thank you for giving me little bits of inspiration and joy watching your videos. Hopefully I can shift for the better. Sending love to you and all who reads this 💜✨🕊️🪬🌀🧚🏼🔮💎📿🕯️🪽🐦‍🔥

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  6 днів тому +13

      I know sometimes you have to dig really deep to find that tiny spark inside of you. The one that will set things in motion and keep saving you time and time again. But my darling I can tell you, you have it in you too, it’s right there. You have the power to feed that fire, I promise you you do. 🤍✨🔥

    • @Gio_Typha
      @Gio_Typha 5 днів тому

      I wish you all the courage and the positive energy to find a way out🙏❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 I think about you

  • @alinakozlova7867
    @alinakozlova7867 2 дні тому

    What I like most about you vlogs is your ability to make a reflection in a creative and emotional way! "Change your focus if your progress is stagnated" - as simply as magically. Thank you and a hug from one lazy urban cat who is laying and watching lazily your hard trening😀

  • @Mirko_2842
    @Mirko_2842 6 днів тому +9

    Thanks, Verdant! Your videos are always very inspiring! Much Love 💙💙💙

  • @newfiebullet1984
    @newfiebullet1984 5 днів тому +1

    One of THE best channels on the planet. Your attitude, depth of thought, energy, and values are impeccable.

  • @lulaslabyrinth13
    @lulaslabyrinth13 6 днів тому +6

    By far...
    Hands DOWN...
    My FAVORITE episode of yours ever and I have seen most. Thank you seems inadequate for what was just BLESSED UPON US because you just "flipped a switch" in me! 🐲 This year has been a kick in the pants and I needed THIS kick in the pants to help me heal amd muscle through and see it beautifully to the end. WOW. Seriously, this episode was just so, so POWERFULLLL! Wishing you so much ABUNDANCE 🎉 JOY 😊 and LOVE ❤ dearest, BADASS, soul sister..deepest GRATITUDE 🙏🏻💫😇🙌💕🧙‍♀️🦄🕯🌟✌❣

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  6 днів тому

      That means more than you know. I am honored ♥️🌟

  • @tyronevanleyen9880
    @tyronevanleyen9880 6 днів тому +8

    Verdant, You speak some real truths about procrastination and the battles we all have with finding our way. These are tough realities. You seem to embrace it, and are still able to find joy. You give out advice and wisdom in a delightful and inspiring way. You're a real pro film maker. Thanks Verdant!

  • @mirandaandrea8215
    @mirandaandrea8215 5 днів тому +1

    So true , all the videos present an ‘illusion’ , a perfect off grid life in exquisite settings, as you say it can’t be perfect!! ! Do you present an illusion of your life to??????

  • @ReubenClarke
    @ReubenClarke 5 днів тому +2

    I love how over the years you seem to have become more resilient and full of life force. Proud to witness your journey :)

  • @teresaedwards4175
    @teresaedwards4175 5 днів тому +2

    I want to run wild in the hills, spin in circles on grassy banks, sleep in daisy filled fields, sigh the deepest sigh…..connect with this Beautiful planet…my heart yearns for this. 🙏 Thank you for this video, SO inspiring 😊

  • @martindurkin8837
    @martindurkin8837 4 дні тому +1

    I cannot believe it has been two years already. I'm one of those older members of the tribe who sits off in the distance nearly out of sight but I am always here. Happy to see you mon cher.

  • @romemancer7905
    @romemancer7905 5 днів тому +2

    you are such a beautiful Soul i wish you peace and love to your life..

  • @freedom2012inworld
    @freedom2012inworld 4 години тому

    It was nice to see you again. I still love your homemade saw! You are precious, be well my friend.

  • @thenakedsingularity
    @thenakedsingularity 6 днів тому +1

    It's really good to listen to someone else struggling with the same issues as you do.

  • @jules7723
    @jules7723 6 днів тому +4

    It is easy to get stuck in routines, particularly for those of us that are working 9-5 office jobs. It can be a challenge to reenergize or reinvent yourself and break out of those ruts considering the time spent on activities of daily living. But it can be something as simple as getting out in nature more often, taking up a new hobby, or pausing to have gratitude of the things that you take for granted. What small thing can you change today?

  • @CanadianDayTrader
    @CanadianDayTrader 5 днів тому +1

    Such a beautiful and inspiring video, Vani! Much love ❤️

  • @Verenaaschulz
    @Verenaaschulz 5 днів тому +1

    I really enjoyed your video.
    Thank you for sharing ☺🌸

  • @bk-il3md
    @bk-il3md 6 днів тому +5

    I so much resonate to what you say! You're inspirational, thank you.

  • @themysteriousdomainmoviepalace
    @themysteriousdomainmoviepalace 6 днів тому +2

    Nice wardrobe! Such a beautiful place. I hope you don't move away from there any time soon.

  • @paddythefly
    @paddythefly 6 днів тому +4

    I really feel this! Thank you for sharing your progress and learnings with us!

  • @olgaplickova9519
    @olgaplickova9519 5 днів тому

    I like to think of myself as a eternal beginner - because there is always more to learn. It saves me from the paralysis of perfectionism. Thank you for another beautiful video… let´s keep finding light in the shadows ❤

  • @XYZG769
    @XYZG769 5 днів тому

    Awaiting a breakthrough now! Thanks for your words and motivation ❤

  • @AtHomeWithJenn
    @AtHomeWithJenn 6 днів тому +3

    Beautiful video as always 😊

  • @breathofglori
    @breathofglori 3 дні тому

    Beautiful video! I loved the journaling questions, they’re so powerful! ♥️

  • @WhiteAvatarLivingSoul
    @WhiteAvatarLivingSoul 3 дні тому

    Thank you for making this unique piece of art for us, and sharing your thoughts🙏🏼❤️

  • @ayanmitra8592
    @ayanmitra8592 5 днів тому +1

    Just one word - Incredible

  • @TheKeystoneChannel
    @TheKeystoneChannel 5 днів тому

    This is the theme I am encountering exactly!! Stagnation, and changing mind set again, falling back in procrastination and perfection, only to stagnate more. Thank you for making this inspiring video journaling for all of us. We are all in the same boat at this moment. Yet is it more clear than ever betfore to see it all ♥ A Soul Sister in Europe!

  • @rmariacarlson
    @rmariacarlson 6 днів тому +1

    Thank you. This is just the reminder I needed to hear at that deep soul level (of self acceptance) for sharing more of myself and my gifts. You're amazing and this is awesome.

  • @angelspills11
    @angelspills11 5 днів тому

    wow your filmmaking skills are getting better and better each video.. awesome

  • @paparay163
    @paparay163 5 днів тому +1

    Thanks! Hi Miss Vanille, happy to see this one today somehow I missed the previous one. I so look forward to your wonderful videos my friend. Blessed to know you. ❤️🤗🙏

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  5 днів тому +1

      It's always a wonderful feeling to receive your energy Ray, in all its form. Thank you with all my heart.

  • @victorhyman268
    @victorhyman268 5 днів тому

    There’s a clarity with word and action.🙏

  • @rwoliver2
    @rwoliver2 6 днів тому +1

    Someone wise once told me that wisdom is knowledge in motion. I try to remember this every day!

  • @NamasteSoof
    @NamasteSoof 5 днів тому +1

    wow amazing video! thanks

  • @oggy4418
    @oggy4418 6 днів тому +3

    You just made my day, thanks!❤ I like the music at the end 🙂

  • @liberatedlioness6478
    @liberatedlioness6478 6 днів тому

    Great video with important life lessons. Very inspiring. Thank you.

  • @JohnFiocchi
    @JohnFiocchi 2 години тому

    I was lived this way when I was young. It was a retreat house in the woods with my hermitage for a year to escape the music business or road. I felt so free and connected to nature which inspired me to compose...but I was unable to ever feel free like that again. Instead I fell into a trap where people all around me kept telling me that I was living in a fantasy world. Then my peace was shattered. I have come into being like the shadows and phantoms of the night...

  • @konstantinavalentina3850
    @konstantinavalentina3850 6 днів тому +4

    One of my happy places are the days you post a video. :)

  • @abbasdourasse1975
    @abbasdourasse1975 6 днів тому +1

    Hello Miss Vanille !
    It's always a pleasure and a blessing to receive your sweat, fresh and invigorating energy !
    🔥🔥🔥 Yes, stagnation is often rampant during this time of the year ( more cold, less light) but, as human beings, we have so much tools to shake it off ! Moving our bodies, especially when we are not motivated to do so, is a miracle for our nervous system 💪💪💪
    Bravo pour ton yoga sur la table ! 🙌🙌🙌
    Comme d'habitude, merci pour tous ces moments tellement inspirants que tu partages régulièrement avec nous 🙏🙏🙏
    Greetings from Québec ! Have fun being yourself again and again ♥️♥️♥️
    You are making the World a better place, zero doubt about it 🙂🙂🙂

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  5 днів тому

      It’s always such a pleasure to read you Abbas 🤍

  • @rosagelborange
    @rosagelborange 5 днів тому

    Thank you so much for this motivational video. I needed it so much.

  • @fjallsken
    @fjallsken 5 днів тому

    Thank you so much, me dear 💜🙏 You made my day ☺

  • @bloodynorahvan2203
    @bloodynorahvan2203 5 днів тому

    🧡 We are aligned completely. The last quarter for me has involved re-starting running, learning Spanish from scratch and the thoughts of clothes choices. I would add to this about the colour seen in the changing of the leaves in their colours to those of autumn: green, yellows, firey reds and rich burnt oranges - it is the finest show before the great clearout and reset, before the stillness. Music, at least for me, tunnels straight through my reasoning brain, to be absorbed and work it's natural magic to my soul. Especially for depression, it transends right through this, for which I am eternally grateful. Replenish through your strongest season, winter my precious, enlightened one - much love, one love 🧡

  • @the1andonly
    @the1andonly 5 днів тому

    Your videos are amazing. Really enjoyed this one!

  • @FFrrEEddRRiiKK1
    @FFrrEEddRRiiKK1 6 днів тому +3

    Inspiring video in a world which right now seems hopeless.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  6 днів тому +2

      The shift is here, even behind the clouds. 🤍✨

    • @platonkarataev550
      @platonkarataev550 6 днів тому +1

      Even the word hopeless has the hope in it . Whatever is happening, it too will pass.

  • @TheMennomilist
    @TheMennomilist 4 дні тому

    Go French rap! Working out with that view must give you lots of energy. It is amazing!! Always love your videos. Keep creating, enjoying goodness around you, and always find your drive.

  • @donaldcordner1936
    @donaldcordner1936 6 днів тому

    Way to go Verdi! A moving target, is hard to hit!! Keep on movin'!

  • @Ms.cosmiquesun
    @Ms.cosmiquesun 5 днів тому

    I love these videos, they to me are like having a wonderful conversation with a good friend. I enjoy hearing your mind and find more and more similarities in the ways we experience reality. So watching you for me is always a good reminder, a clear mirror to perceive myself deeper. And an inspiration.
    Your visuals and narrative style are deeply penetrating. I got huge doses of good feelings chemicals listening and watching you.
    Ao beautiful over there. We are getting our first dusts of snow over here in middle finland already. Oo how lovely to glimpse the autumnal colours. Although i am ready for snow and the promise of magical winter land ahead.
    Thank you for sharing beauty with us.❤

  • @KxNOxUTA
    @KxNOxUTA 3 дні тому

    It is so relatable! That feeling of being disturbed by the presence of others, regardless of how much I love them. I've got a wonderful neurodiverse brain (ADHD type) and it is absolutely vital to be more time in retreat than with others or in the richness of new sensory input. It's good for me to have sparingly. The dream of a life in nature, is not a dream of romanticised "all is pretty and wholesome" but rather a dream of retreat and having a space where reducing or increasing my sensory input is a choice!
    I am very very glad that you could stablish this life for yourself and also have support. That you can really tap into the way of life that puts archaic feminine and masculine principles into a balance and also opens up, in a sense - archaic non-binary spectrums in the middle of it all.
    P.S: it sure is a time of shift and change. As it so happens, your video comes at a time, shortly after I've made a bigger decision to leave something behind and walk on without it. I'm setting myself up for a different new year.

  • @jtaylorb88
    @jtaylorb88 6 днів тому

    You definitely can be huge on here your videos and messages are amazing and definitely one of the best parts of UA-cam.

  • @kseniyasbooknook4172
    @kseniyasbooknook4172 6 днів тому

    your videos always warm my soul, thank you!!

  • @mariagunhildsdotter
    @mariagunhildsdotter 4 дні тому

    Love your videos and thank you for the questions, I will save them to journal on 🙏

  • @camf53
    @camf53 6 днів тому

    Thank you! I needed this advice today!❤

  • @UlvOgNatt
    @UlvOgNatt Годину тому

    Beautiful video, thank you!

  • @jameshotchkiss9957
    @jameshotchkiss9957 6 днів тому

    As always, your content leaves me with a lot to think about. Thank you for your perspective!

  • @lucgermain8758
    @lucgermain8758 5 днів тому

    Wow, thank you I needed to see and listen to this video.

  • @JB-mb1qf
    @JB-mb1qf 4 дні тому

    Amazing! Love you! Thank you!

  • @the-comments-poet
    @the-comments-poet 5 днів тому +1

    Let it all fall down
    Don’t look
    There in the valley of white
    Stands a village
    Pretty houses in time
    Chimney and smoke and mist
    And over there the tall mountain
    Ancient and strong
    Keeper of the forest
    Protector of all secrets
    All the beauty of the world
    The roads far and wide
    Passing me by
    Laid before me, for me
    Don’t touch
    Busied my days
    Building fortress and castle
    Strong and safe
    Do not wander, do not wonder
    I didn’t look, I didn’t touch
    Today I bury my failed life-
    Here lies he who never complained
    Never seen
    Never heard
    Today I bury my safety
    Today I fail on purpose
    And I will not don’t run and don’t fall
    And I will not don’t speak
    I will touch and I will look and I will laugh
    Today I trade consent
    For coincidences
    Today I shovel clouds in my window
    And forget about the snow
    Let it all fall down

  • @janeriksrensen3662
    @janeriksrensen3662 6 днів тому +2

    Thank you

  • @lulaslabyrinth13
    @lulaslabyrinth13 6 днів тому +1

    Your SMILE on the cover though...❤😊❤

  • @janpaulgarde8639
    @janpaulgarde8639 6 днів тому +2

    You look lively sister ❤

  • @mtnshelby7059
    @mtnshelby7059 6 днів тому

    You're a brave soul. ❤

  • @Sadaf-v4c
    @Sadaf-v4c 4 дні тому

    This is one of my favorites😊❤

  • @HappinessTheBrand
    @HappinessTheBrand 6 днів тому +1

    Congratulations ma ❤

  • @Daytona2
    @Daytona2 6 днів тому +2

    I'm a perfectionist too, Vanille 🙁

  • @davidmickles5012
    @davidmickles5012 6 днів тому +2

    This is a very good exposition of the Tantra path ❤🙏 Thank you

  • @arricawright8194
    @arricawright8194 5 днів тому

    Thank you 🙌

  • @-Atmos1
    @-Atmos1 6 днів тому

    Like your Bio-geometric pendant ,

  • @PatrickMuta-m2p
    @PatrickMuta-m2p 12 годин тому

    So inspiring video,

  • @tiogoala7654
    @tiogoala7654 4 дні тому

    Strong! ❣

  • @snorkle5041
    @snorkle5041 5 днів тому

    The videos I love watching most on UA-cam ❤
    Please can you share where you get your pinafore dress from?

  • @esrayalcinofficial
    @esrayalcinofficial 4 дні тому

    I imagine that you live there without any neighbours even not a dog. You must be very brave.

  • @kastenolsen9577
    @kastenolsen9577 6 днів тому +2

    You live in a barn, being stationary. I live in a truck, always moving. Soon I will build a monastery.

  • @juliel4891
    @juliel4891 5 днів тому

    ❤❤❤ thank you 🙏

  • @hihoware-s6j
    @hihoware-s6j 6 днів тому +1

    some sanity at last😁

  • @nileshsahu6023
    @nileshsahu6023 5 днів тому

    I welcome the loving presence of God in my life 🙏 🌸
    जय बजरंगबली महाराज 🙏 🌸
    Thank you God for everything you blessed me with 🙏 🌸

  • @RodrigoHernandez.562
    @RodrigoHernandez.562 6 днів тому +1

    If by any chance you find your self in front of me, I’ll give you a kiss of inspiration

  • @madissiimkull
    @madissiimkull 6 днів тому +1

    I believe that unfortunately we live in a sociopathic society, where exploiting each other for the sake of success is normal.

  • @Roufbhatt
    @Roufbhatt 6 днів тому +4

    First comment ❤

  • @rayhunt3244
    @rayhunt3244 4 дні тому

    That waiting phase or stillness is referred to as the sabbath day in the bible.

  • @oggy4418
    @oggy4418 5 днів тому

    For all of those who love the ending🙂 m.ua-cam.com/video/baptz2Pnx2g/v-deo.html
    What an amazing song! Share it to everyone you love because it deserve to be heard worldwide!

  • @thomasmaldonado8387
    @thomasmaldonado8387 6 днів тому +3

    🤩

  • @peters9943
    @peters9943 6 днів тому +1

    happy ending is just a story that didn't finish yet...

  • @sarahalruna2686
    @sarahalruna2686 4 дні тому

    💚

  • @Herbalalchemist
    @Herbalalchemist 6 днів тому +1

    🙌🏻💜💜💜

  • @JoePolcari9464
    @JoePolcari9464 6 днів тому +1

    💙

  • @wildmanofthenorth1598
    @wildmanofthenorth1598 6 днів тому +2

    Shake it up and pop the top off 🤪

  • @biancaroseliaroos
    @biancaroseliaroos 5 днів тому

    🌸🌸🌸

  • @ineseo8056
    @ineseo8056 День тому

  • @RenayEmond
    @RenayEmond 6 днів тому +2

    ✊🏽🔥🌟❤

  • @saharfabal1
    @saharfabal1 5 днів тому

    🥹👏🏼👏🏼

  • @adamselene5957
    @adamselene5957 6 днів тому

    PATRIARCHY?
    Seriously? 🤨

  • @PatriciaSavage-1930
    @PatriciaSavage-1930 6 днів тому +11

    I was with you UNTIL you used the term, "patriarchal" when you actually intended "masculine energy" verses "feminine energy".
    "Patriarchal" is a very unyielding and mistaken sexist term like "misogynistic" or even "misandry" which are very hurtful and unfair. Let's decide to be less wounding and barbed and move back into the more accurate terms of simply 'male & female; masculine and feminine' energies please. Let's be loving and kind.

    • @DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia
      @DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia 6 днів тому +7

      I believe she said what she meant. She tends not to be sloppy with her words. If she wanted to soften it she would have. The French have no problem calling a spade a spade and bluntly stating the truth of the matter at hand even if it bruises an ego.

    • @PatriciaSavage-1930
      @PatriciaSavage-1930 6 днів тому

      @@DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia My comment stays.

    • @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN
      @BarbaraA.MertzRN-CCRN 6 днів тому

      @@DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia I'm with Pat on this. Calling out the 'patriarchy' when she really means masculine energy is just unnecessary and rude and detracts from the real message. It isn't misogynistic or this level of womanistic vileness at all. At least, it SHOULDN'T be.

    • @Jubal.Harshaw
      @Jubal.Harshaw 6 днів тому

      @@DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia Though I am a male, I really like coming here and listening. I would hope that she didn't mean the old trope of THE PATRIARCHY as an misandrogenistic slant. If so, that's really too bad. I've never heard her say anything slanted against men before - I would have to stop coming here and listening if so. Society is too negative against men as it is. I don't need more of that kind of stuff.

    • @Jubal.Harshaw
      @Jubal.Harshaw 6 днів тому +5

      @@DeAnnaG_KissingFrogsMedia I really hope she didn't mean it as a negative and vile statement against men - that would be too bad. I get enough of that on a day-to-day basis.

  • @gnat5027
    @gnat5027 6 днів тому

    Absolutely inspiring 🥲 I am speechless. I will keep this wisdom that you have blessed me with close to my heart 💖

  • @HeidiD-l4c
    @HeidiD-l4c 2 дні тому

    Talk more about future needs. For people equally capable. 🪣

  • @rosagelborange
    @rosagelborange 5 днів тому

    Thank you so much for this motivational video. I needed it so much

  • @luckyfj99
    @luckyfj99 5 днів тому

    💕