sitting here crying, wondering why i couldn't make them happy. why I wasn't right for them. why me? i just wanted to love you. why won't you let me love you. please... let me try...one more time..............why does it hurt so much. why do i care about people who wouldn't do the same for me. DAMMIT! my emotions are all over the place. i just wanna be someone...just love me...im sorry.
@@iminvalidd Thank you for the warm, kind comment. Time flies isn't it?. Many things happened to me. Almost committed suicide (which now I come to think of I would've never done it) meet many people.. finally got a dream job, but also had to take xanny. still. I didn't find her or couldn't. But just realized that if we were meant to broke up, so be it. Perhaps she wasn't 'love of my life'
@@oasis6804 recently got out of a one year relationship. Thought she was the one too. I hope I can meet her again one day when we’re both mature enough to uphold someone else’s happiness. I hope.
I broke up with him yesterday, it hurts like a b, even though i didn't have those strong romantic feelings towards him anymore. I said that it feels like soulmates, but maybe we Fell in love just the wrong time. We were 4 yrs together. I could See my neices and nephew grow up Till they were 4. So many things happened and i just need comfort i can't get from him anymore. We wanna stay friends, like platonic
This is how I feel at the moment. My dog passed away and I can't stop thinking about her. She was a real trooper, she lived up to 14. The time it happened I new I had to let her go, but it/is is to difficult for one person to deal with. I love her with all of my heart, but you have to let dogs go when they are in the most pain. But I can't and couldn't understand that.
I’m so sorry for your loss! Dogs really are like family! It might take a while to accept her passing, but you should definitely not forget her. She was lucky to have such a great family and live to 14!
I’m so sorry for the loss of your pup. It sounds like she was so well loved and lived a long happy life. Sending you lots of positivity and prayers. She’s watching over you💗
i'm real sorry, brother. i lost my doggie too, she was a German Shepherd, a lovely one. she was very playful and lovely, and was there in my bad moments when anybody else was. your dog didn't die, she is in your heart, i know that. take care
One day later in life I’ll realize how much I regret leaving her. It was the day I found out she found someone better to replace me. I can’t stop thinking about the events of me breaking it off, all I know is that I was extremely immature and wish I could turn back the clocks and never do it. I’ll always love you, most likely forever. You’re in my heart, mind, and soul for as long as we live.
These sad music vibes are really wonderful and they can help to ease your mind with their slow and rhythmic beats. This is just amazing and the illustration of the boy matches so well to the exceptional music beats. I love all of them. 🎶💖
Im gonna break up with my boyfriend of 2 and a half years and I already cry for this lost relationship that's not even ended yet. I'm so sorry that I have to do that. I love him with all my heart and he does the same to me and that's what's the most terrifying part of this is. But even tho we want to do good to each other, we don't. We try and try and try again and still, we are hurting each other. We got into a place were we can't grow alongside each other, we're we don't support each other but therefore disabled each other. We both just wanted to help and we both tried our best, but somehow we ended up here. I know I'm gonna break your heart, but it breaks mine along with it. And I wish you all the best for healing that wound. And I wish you all the best for your own well-beeing.
I’m not typically one to make a vent in UA-cam comments, but this hurts so much....I was with my boyfriend for only about a month....but it still fucking hurts, I genuinely loved him, it was my first time feeling loved by someone who wasn’t family in so long, we just broke up, I was planning on making a trip to see him this Christmas...so goodbye to that
after almost 8 months, he's gone. and now im left here to fix my first ever broken heart all by myself. as much as i want to hate him, i cant help but want him back.
I had sorta a "break up" with my friend group, they were all so mean, and sorta toxic. Like I get sometimes they were playing around but being insulted every day hurt and I told them I had to take a break. I don't know if I can go back, but those are the only people I know
The man I fell in love with broke up with me, not long after he told me the reasons he loved me.... His reasoning for breaking up with me is because he thinks I look like a woman.... I'm a trans man trying to get back on testosterone.. I'm still deeply in love with him, I felt emotions that I never thought I was capable of feeling (because of all of the trauma and bullshit I've been through) when I was with him.. It hurts so much...
i know its coming soon.. my girlfriend of almost two years is gonna dump me... and its my fault. ive been too much for her to handle.. too much of a strain on her mental health... i wont hold it against her, but we cant be friends... im glad shes changed for the better, and im glad i was a part of that.. im sorry i couldnt do right by her in the end... im really sorry grayson. truly i wish i were different.. you were never the problem, it was always me.. i just hope you can continue to be happy when we dont talk anymore... heh.. goodnight and goodbye, because once you let me go.. i wont come back... goodnight everyone.. i hope you all have better luck then me and gray; two star crossed lovers..
A deep, blue nightlight gloomed from across the dark room. It must have been around midnight; it was lightless outside. I was curled underneath the suprisingly chilly blankets of my bed. I could hear the faint, slowed murmurs of my parents from downstairs. They were going to move Granny to her deathbed. It was weird knowing that Gran was going to pass on soon. I should be sad that she was going; that there would be no more cookies, no more reality tv shows, no more running around her house and getting chased by a shoe. But instead I felt numb. An awfully painful painlessness. I felt bad for feeling nothing, expecially for someone as great as Granny. Maybe I could do something to stop this numbness. I turned on my phone and opened UA-cam. A new reccomendation appeared. It featured a boy crying with the word "sad" in the title. A worthy excuse. I opened the video, allowing the dewy beats to drip into me. Despite the music's efforts I still felt numb. I opened the comment section and decided to write a story. Write about what was happening. Write about Gran. Write about sadness. And then maybe, I'd be able to pay the price of loving someone that will be lost. At last, I will finally feel sad. Edit: My Grandma is doing much better now! Turns out the dip she was taking was simply a bump. She isn't doing as best as she was before all of this but thankfully she's higher than her lowest point.
Thank you Ellisan. I was having mixed feelings about how I reacted to my Grandmother. But it really helps that you're telling me it's okay to feel this way. Thanks again.
I told my best friend of 2 years I like him almost a month ago. I just told him I like him because that's the only reason I wanted to be his friend because it was painful just to admire him from afar. Now I told him I like him because it was to hard to look into his eyes listen to his voice and not tell him that I like him. He's gone off contact I knew that he would be upset but I think he will leave he told me to give him space hence I did only contacting him once because of an event he was interested in and asked me for help a bit before. Any advice!. Should I try to forget him? Is he leaving? I can give him space but if he is going to leave I would rather start to accept it now then later. Help!.
Okay so i know some other people may tell you something completely different but as a person who has seen how cruel this world is and wants to be alone because i know everyone will leave eventually, i’m going to tell you jsut to be friends. nothing lasts forever, people rarely get the real thing. Friends will leave eventually and relationships. Why would anyone wanna feel love, love isn’t here to save us, it’s here to kill us. It’s here to kill the best part of ourselves. People go crazy over it and why? just to feel an emotion that will either you will lose or the other person will. Being alone is how to avoid this. i don’t like to talk about my philosophy that dictates me to people because it’s always too depressing. nothing lasts forever. so just end it now before it hurts you even more. we can forget people but we can never forget the feeling they left. but you don’t have to listen to me. you can listen to someone else instead which is fine. Edit: I’ve been a lonely guy my whole life and the second i had everything i could have asked for a messed it up. even when i do try to make things last i can’t. i don’t really want people in my life. it’s all fake. everyone leaves eventually everyone is just gonna hurt you at some time. that’s natural. it’s natural to hurt people. no matter how much you don’t no matter what you do we are always going to hurt people. hell, just existing can hurt others. it’s a cruel world. i would rather be alone. alone with someone who can understand me without saying a word. but that’s nothing but an illusion. there are other people who will try to tell you something more positive i’m sure of it but, it’s always good to know what’s in the dark before turning the light on. just do what you think is best. we don’t know if we will regret the decision we made till the end. we will never know what will happen or what the other outcome is . don’t be scared that they will leave some day because they will. maybe they won’t. just please don’t take my word completely and try to listen to other people because i know i’ll hurt someone if they go down the path i took. i don’t wanna hurt people anymore but it’s only natural too. so please take it easy ok?
@@Jones_024 I know nothing lasts forever and that he and everyone will leave eventually that is the reason I want to know if he is coming back I don't want to wait for someone who has already left. I knew he didn't like me and I knew it would have never worked out. I was ready to let him go if it came to that and I still am but it's hard it's painful. I have so much other stuff keeping be distracted but whenever I find a moment of peace I think about him and I don't wanna be sad in my free time. Now everyone has started noticing that I am not what I used to be. I Don't want him to stay i want him to do what he wants but he should tell me because rn I am a mess because of it.
You are she just couldn’t understand and also we have the same name and got dumped in the last 2 weeks so rip and have a wonderful day and life in general
Yesterday was my birthday. She didn't even send a message. She lied, she cheated and she's pretending the mess she created doesn't exist. Like a coward, she packed up and moved to another country. Okay. If this is who you were all along, why the two year action job? You should've been an actress, you played your role so good. Goodbye sweetheart. It was nice to share ramen together after kdramas at night. Hmm... Look, people who love you, care about how they make you feel. The end.
Thought we were forever but to you it was just for some time. I don't know where you are or how you're doing but I hope we can meet again someday not as lovers but as old friends. Miss you, you idiot
sorry I just don't understand why couples break up and then they won't meet each other til death... it was the person who's very close to me, loved me, spoiled me, had tons of happy moments with...
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I'm not sure what has happened but it will be okay! It might not seem like it but time heals all wounds or at least softens them.
Make inspiration lo-fi too...coz i want ppl to move on happily, not to feel sad coz of past❤️
sitting here crying, wondering why i couldn't make them happy. why I wasn't right for them. why me? i just wanted to love you. why won't you let me love you. please... let me try...one more time..............why does it hurt so much. why do i care about people who wouldn't do the same for me. DAMMIT! my emotions are all over the place. i just wanna be someone...just love me...im sorry.
I dont think I've ever identified with a comment as much as this one and that hurts tbh
I don’t think I’ve ever related to a comment this much
So short. Yet so much shared in that short time. Hopes. Dreams. Aspirations. Inspirations. Motivation. Life goes on. Cheers
I've just broke up with love of my life yesterday. Hope I meet her again.... when we're ready.
I’m sure you’ll find her. Even if you don’t, there’s someone else waiting for you ❤️
@@iminvalidd Thank you for the warm, kind comment. Time flies isn't it?.
Many things happened to me. Almost committed suicide (which now I come to think of I would've never done it) meet many people.. finally got a dream job,
but also had to take xanny. still.
I didn't find her or couldn't.
But just realized that if we were meant to broke up, so be it. Perhaps she wasn't 'love of my life'
@@oasis6804 recently got out of a one year relationship. Thought she was the one too.
I hope I can meet her again one day when we’re both mature enough to uphold someone else’s happiness.
I hope.
I broke up with him yesterday, it hurts like a b, even though i didn't have those strong romantic feelings towards him anymore. I said that it feels like soulmates, but maybe we Fell in love just the wrong time. We were 4 yrs together. I could See my neices and nephew grow up Till they were 4. So many things happened and i just need comfort i can't get from him anymore. We wanna stay friends, like platonic
thank you for sharing some of my music with the world
omg the Moments become memories track is so so so catchy
This is how I feel at the moment. My dog passed away and I can't stop thinking about her. She was a real trooper, she lived up to 14. The time it happened I new I had to let her go, but it/is is to difficult for one person to deal with. I love her with all of my heart, but you have to let dogs go when they are in the most pain. But I can't and couldn't understand that.
I’m so sorry for your loss! Dogs really are like family! It might take a while to accept her passing, but you should definitely not forget her. She was lucky to have such a great family and live to 14!
I’m so sorry for the loss of your pup. It sounds like she was so well loved and lived a long happy life. Sending you lots of positivity and prayers. She’s watching over you💗
i'm real sorry, brother. i lost my doggie too, she was a German Shepherd, a lovely one. she was very playful and lovely, and was there in my bad moments when anybody else was. your dog didn't die, she is in your heart, i know that. take care
@@soap5648 thanks so much 💖
@@bluexblondebaby aww thank you ❤️❤️
I miss her.. She left so suddenly.. After 8 months.. Gone..
I’m glad this doesn’t have any dislikes yet
why does it hurt so much ..
For once actually first to comment. But this music is pretty good., helps satiate my need for sad songs.
Mhm
beautiful mix, and awesome artwork, Angel!
Thank you so much 😀
Thank you for this beautiful piece once again! stay safe and have a nice day/night
One day later in life I’ll realize how much I regret leaving her. It was the day I found out she found someone better to replace me.
I can’t stop thinking about the events of me breaking it off, all I know is that I was extremely immature and wish I could turn back the clocks and never do it.
I’ll always love you, most likely forever. You’re in my heart, mind, and soul for as long as we live.
PLEASE PLEASE do more sad lofi songs in the near future!!!!!
A m a z I n g
Thanks ❤
These sad music vibes are really wonderful and they can help to ease your mind with their slow and rhythmic beats. This is just amazing and the illustration of the boy matches so well to the exceptional music beats. I love all of them. 🎶💖
Me: never been in a relationship
Also me: let’s listen to music only for breakups while doing my math homework
The first song just made me think of life- my thoughts were so deep i-
Thought I met the one but she didn't feel the same way stay strong be you don't change for anyone 💪💪
Wow. Powerful. Nice. Relaxing for the evening
Thanks for listening
Im gonna break up with my boyfriend of 2 and a half years and I already cry for this lost relationship that's not even ended yet. I'm so sorry that I have to do that. I love him with all my heart and he does the same to me and that's what's the most terrifying part of this is. But even tho we want to do good to each other, we don't. We try and try and try again and still, we are hurting each other. We got into a place were we can't grow alongside each other, we're we don't support each other but therefore disabled each other. We both just wanted to help and we both tried our best, but somehow we ended up here. I know I'm gonna break your heart, but it breaks mine along with it. And I wish you all the best for healing that wound. And I wish you all the best for your own well-beeing.
I’m not typically one to make a vent in UA-cam comments, but this hurts so much....I was with my boyfriend for only about a month....but it still fucking hurts, I genuinely loved him, it was my first time feeling loved by someone who wasn’t family in so long, we just broke up, I was planning on making a trip to see him this Christmas...so goodbye to that
Great music! Very relaxing and fun to listen to 🎵🎵😺
Glad you enjoyed it
Love the artwork
This is really cool
after almost 8 months, he's gone.
and now im left here to fix my first ever broken heart all by myself.
as much as i want to hate him,
i cant help but want him back.
Mannn, I wish I had a chance to listen to this one sooner, it's such a good mix. Amazing work as always, HR 🙂♥️
Glad you like it!
This is amazing so far and I genuinely really like it
All your videos are wonderful and calm me down a lot
Glad you like them!
I had sorta a "break up" with my friend group, they were all so mean, and sorta toxic. Like I get sometimes they were playing around but being insulted every day hurt and I told them I had to take a break. I don't know if I can go back, but those are the only people I know
No! It is better to meet new people who make you feel much better! Move forward not back!
@@lunapond7652 good news, I left all those people. I only have 3 friends now but they're good
it’s strange that this was uploaded two days after my boyfriend of two years broke up with me
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i hope you're gonna be okay
i'm sorry to hear that. eventually things will turn out to the good road. don't give up, please.
My boyfriend of almost four years also broke up with me:( hope it gets better for you ❤️
The man I fell in love with broke up with me, not long after he told me the reasons he loved me.... His reasoning for breaking up with me is because he thinks I look like a woman.... I'm a trans man trying to get back on testosterone.. I'm still deeply in love with him, I felt emotions that I never thought I was capable of feeling (because of all of the trauma and bullshit I've been through) when I was with him.. It hurts so much...
he wasn’t ready… but we already committed
I Like it 🦊
i know its coming soon.. my girlfriend of almost two years is gonna dump me... and its my fault. ive been too much for her to handle.. too much of a strain on her mental health... i wont hold it against her, but we cant be friends... im glad shes changed for the better, and im glad i was a part of that.. im sorry i couldnt do right by her in the end... im really sorry grayson. truly i wish i were different.. you were never the problem, it was always me.. i just hope you can continue to be happy when we dont talk anymore... heh.. goodnight and goodbye, because once you let me go.. i wont come back... goodnight everyone.. i hope you all have better luck then me and gray; two star crossed lovers..
can u please make a lofi version of Wounds by Kiandra Richardson, i need it in my life
I wonder why this was hidden a while ago.
It went live at the wrong time.
A deep, blue nightlight gloomed from across the dark room. It must have been around midnight; it was lightless outside. I was curled underneath the suprisingly chilly blankets of my bed.
I could hear the faint, slowed murmurs of my parents from downstairs. They were going to move Granny to her deathbed.
It was weird knowing that Gran was going to pass on soon. I should be sad that she was going; that there would be no more cookies, no more reality tv shows, no more running around her house and getting chased by a shoe.
But instead I felt numb. An awfully painful painlessness.
I felt bad for feeling nothing, expecially for someone as great as Granny. Maybe I could do something to stop this numbness.
I turned on my phone and opened UA-cam. A new reccomendation appeared. It featured a boy crying with the word "sad" in the title. A worthy excuse.
I opened the video, allowing the dewy beats to drip into me. Despite the music's efforts I still felt numb.
I opened the comment section and decided to write a story. Write about what was happening. Write about Gran. Write about sadness. And then maybe, I'd be able to pay the price of loving someone that will be lost.
At last, I will finally feel sad.
Edit: My Grandma is doing much better now! Turns out the dip she was taking was simply a bump. She isn't doing as best as she was before all of this but thankfully she's higher than her lowest point.
Thank you Ellisan. I was having mixed feelings about how I reacted to my Grandmother. But it really helps that you're telling me it's okay to feel this way. Thanks again.
I told my best friend of 2 years I like him almost a month ago. I just told him I like him because that's the only reason I wanted to be his friend because it was painful just to admire him from afar. Now I told him I like him because it was to hard to look into his eyes listen to his voice and not tell him that I like him. He's gone off contact I knew that he would be upset but I think he will leave he told me to give him space hence I did only contacting him once because of an event he was interested in and asked me for help a bit before. Any advice!. Should I try to forget him? Is he leaving? I can give him space but if he is going to leave I would rather start to accept it now then later. Help!.
Okay so i know some other people may tell you something completely different but as a person who has seen how cruel this world is and wants to be alone because i know everyone will leave eventually, i’m going to tell you jsut to be friends. nothing lasts forever, people rarely get the real thing. Friends will leave eventually and relationships. Why would anyone wanna feel love, love isn’t here to save us, it’s here to kill us. It’s here to kill the best part of ourselves. People go crazy over it and why? just to feel an emotion that will either you will lose or the other person will. Being alone is how to avoid this. i don’t like to talk about my philosophy that dictates me to people because it’s always too depressing. nothing lasts forever. so just end it now before it hurts you even more. we can forget people but we can never forget the feeling they left. but you don’t have to listen to me. you can listen to someone else instead which is fine.
Edit: I’ve been a lonely guy my whole life and the second i had everything i could have asked for a messed it up. even when i do try to make things last i can’t. i don’t really want people in my life. it’s all fake. everyone leaves eventually everyone is just gonna hurt you at some time. that’s natural. it’s natural to hurt people. no matter how much you don’t no matter what you do we are always going to hurt people. hell, just existing can hurt others. it’s a cruel world. i would rather be alone. alone with someone who can understand me without saying a word. but that’s nothing but an illusion. there are other people who will try to tell you something more positive i’m sure of it but, it’s always good to know what’s in the dark before turning the light on. just do what you think is best. we don’t know if we will regret the decision we made till the end. we will never know what will happen or what the other outcome is . don’t be scared that they will leave some day because they will. maybe they won’t. just please don’t take my word completely and try to listen to other people because i know i’ll hurt someone if they go down the path i took. i don’t wanna hurt people anymore but it’s only natural too. so please take it easy ok?
@@Jones_024 I know nothing lasts forever and that he and everyone will leave eventually that is the reason I want to know if he is coming back I don't want to wait for someone who has already left. I knew he didn't like me and I knew it would have never worked out. I was ready to let him go if it came to that and I still am but it's hard it's painful. I have so much other stuff keeping be distracted but whenever I find a moment of peace I think about him and I don't wanna be sad in my free time. Now everyone has started noticing that I am not what I used to be. I Don't want him to stay i want him to do what he wants but he should tell me because rn I am a mess because of it.
i am like number 444 :v
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Astronished to see 1 DISLIKE!!!!
who did it....??? Huuh???
oh f- I stumbled into this vid I'm not supposed to be here
cuz no ones ever loved me :)
I wasn't good enough for her
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You are she just couldn’t understand and also we have the same name and got dumped in the last 2 weeks so rip and have a wonderful day and life in general
Yesterday was my birthday. She didn't even send a message.
She lied, she cheated and she's pretending the mess she created doesn't exist.
Like a coward, she packed up and moved to another country.
Okay.
If this is who you were all along, why the two year action job? You should've been an actress, you played your role so good.
Goodbye sweetheart. It was nice to share ramen together after kdramas at night.
Hmm...
Look, people who love you, care about how they make you feel. The end.
Thought we were forever but to you it was just for some time. I don't know where you are or how you're doing but I hope we can meet again someday not as lovers but as old friends. Miss you, you idiot
sorry I just don't understand why couples break up and then they won't meet each other til death... it was the person who's very close to me, loved me, spoiled me, had tons of happy moments with...
Just found out my ex has been cheating on me for the last 6 months. Good luck out there guys.
she cheated one me.
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*Don’t worry, this is the character development you needed.*