I was feeling a bit depressed a few months ago and thinking about ending my life. While I was driving to work I turned the channel and I heard this song helped me. As I got home from a day of craziness I sat down in the dark with this song on repeat. Music helps us .
Your post is helping me with my my suicidal ideations. Right now my best friends are helping me get through this and one of them sent me this song because we were sharing our morning drive song to work and Daniel Pittman my beautiful best friend sent me this song which lead me to your comment. Thank you for your words. They help.
That is how I feel right now...end it all...no more pain...no more rejection...no more cast out...no more lies...no more confusion...just no more! God forgive me...
Not worth it bud. Please reach out and talk to someone if you want or can. Believe it or not, there are people that need you here on this planet with them.
This song is amazing. I don't think I've ever heard a song that puts into words exactly how being extremely depressed feels so well. It's actually scary how much I can relate to these lyrics. Wanting desperately to talk to someone, but also not wanting to talk to anyone. Wanting to be numb and isolated when in reality, that's not what you really want. Even trying to decide if it's more important to sleep all day or be awake most of it. A vicious cycle I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
You are preaching the truth there I've been a addict and death metal dj over 20 years then I met terminal illness and well this song covers all emotions all feelings. Unbelievable from such a young man.....love it. Hope he goes all the way. Or as far as he desires. This is an amazing song and a lyrical miracle as far as I'm concerned.....\,,/ ☠️ \,,/
I liked his raps more than this, ngl.. dont get me wrong im glad he broke outta the mould everybody was putting him in, but its not this that i subbed for
Yeah I actually like his older music better. Not that this bad though. The fact is he white and he raps and everyone labels a white rapper as an Eminem imitator and thats a very ugly thing!
“All my life I’ve drowned in adrenaline, now my blood runs slow like a sedative” beyond layered and one of the greatest verses I’ve ever heard #idontwannalaydown
Well i get what you're saying but like every song goes through mixing and mastering. And most if not all songs usually involve some kind of pitch correction or some other voice editing.
Being underdog is mostly the reason you push harder than laid-back successors. Therefore it's an advantage for zero by having his own pace to produce the quality he's satisfied
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down I feel the pain in my reflection, I- I wanna get away, so I just step inside I feel more alone when I have extra eyes Fuckin' starin' at me I wanna feel numb Give me novocaine for everyone else Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself To be alone, I can tell, that you don't know how it felt I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down (down, down) So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down Life been givin' me too many warnings Couldn't get up out of bed in the morning Sleep for 12, or be away for 12? I can't decide on which is even more important Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay Now, I don't need your sympathetic remorse I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark Aiming for something you don't know is there Or hoping you'll pin when the target is hard Now, I don't mean to be rude But you never walked a single day in my shoes Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me I won't act like I know what it's like to be you All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck- All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline Now my blood runs slow like a sedative I wake up past noon and they settled in Lord, please help me up I don't wanna lay down So help me get the fuck back up I don't wanna lay down, down, down Help me get myself back up I don't wanna lay down
Just heard this on Octane while moving into our first home and it's been rough. 2020 has taken way more than it's given back and most that it has cannot be returned. The line about "I'm sick of staying in a home I need a home for myself" really hit me. I've been dealing with so many people just telling me I gotta just find another dead end 9-5 and hope things get better. But after 5 years of practically working 6 days a week every week on the night shift I haven't had time for myself or to take care of myself or my worsening depression and anxiety. I've just been living by a mantra or prayer that "once we have a home and I can be myself again things will turn around". I just wanna be myself again. I hope everyone else out there is doing okay. Or at least the best you can. This life is hard and will do it's best to smother a dreamer that wakes up. Don't waste 5 years doing something you hate just because anyone tells you "that's just how it is" or "well that's life". Life shouldn't be about just working yourself into an early grave with no soul, no goal, no dreams. Don't let anyone tell you what you are passionate about is "stupid" or "unrealistic". Find at least one person that believes in you and never let them go, eventually other's will turn around. Honestly, idk where I'd be without my wife or my friends who encourage me to chase a dream I almost let die on the whims and doubts of those who were also victims of this suppressing way of thinking. There has to be more to life. I will always look out for those who look out for me, no matter how hard the struggle. Just know you are not alone out there, believe in yourself and your capabilities. I believe in you. Much love.
he had his chance 3 years ago, He got Clout off of sounding like eminem, yes he gonna be in Ems shadow everyone is, but at least he would have got signed and been popular.
So relatable. it's like he's explaining those moments when you realize everything in your life is going to shit. I mean, like, i struggle with self loathing and low self esteem every day and am socially awkward. and the line "i wanna feel numb...giveme novacane for everyone else" is to me like taking the ones you loves' pain away and the only way i know is.......... music and writing music has helped me cope through the messed up thing that is life
Props to you man, as a vet this song hits home hard. The transition back to civilian life is rough, and you captured that feeling in this song. Keep it up bro🤙
Veterans everywhere feel the same way including myself, a Navy Hawai'i braddah. No one really understands what we went through. Mahalo Nui Loa for your Service👍🇺🇸🤙💯%
this song is beyond underrated. i lost my father today and i dont have anyone to vent it to but this comment thread, this song held me together today. thank you @zero 9:36 for what you do and especially for this piece.
@@OfficiallyZeroTV your an amazing Dude.. keep doing what you do..Your path has been a tough one. It comes out in your music. It makes the rest of us feel not so alone.
i just went to a shinedown concert where zero 9:36 played and i fell in love. I’ve heard his music before but seeing them in person was a whole experience i loved it and i’ve listened to all of his songs on repeat for a while. and he’s a supper cool person to talk to!! i was very very excited to meet him! i actually cried when i met him! love the music & your voice!!
Definitely hit me in the feels. Going through a rough time and this song has given me the strength. Such a positive lift from such a sad state of mind! My new favorite song!!! Rock On!
My first song I heard was "The End" I heard thus song through a good friend. I have been hooked. I have Asperger's. So naturally social anxiety, depression and a lot of other undesirable things go hand in hand. I have felt so isolated, and alone. I don't want to feel like this. But I feel like I've lost the best parts of who I use to be. I worry I'm just stuck in my ways, and it's too late to change. Anyway, Music has always been my way of coping, when I'm struggling. You have quickly become a favorite artist. You're songs just resonate with me so much. Much respect, and best of wishes to you!
I just called my mom and confessed my addiction. She had no idea....I’m an Alcoholic...and with that comes gambling.... I fessed up finally. Hit rock bottom. My mom said she’s “sick to her stomach” but after the shock wore off, she’s more than willing to help me get myself back up. I don’t want to lay down, I refuse to kill my self.....not with alcohol or self inflicted. I choose not to. Starting tomorrow I’ll be ok
The line "All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline" really resonates with me. I have CPTSD due to a lifetime of abuse from a super young age all the way into my mid 20's. Im almost 35 now and its been hard for my subconscious to accept the fact that im not in constant danger in some way anymore and has been stuck in that mode for a long time. Its caused a lot of depression and now that I am in a safe place, Ive gone from 100 - 0 when it comes to getting anything done in my life and depression has hit extra hard. It feels like ive just generally shut down after a life long adrenaline rush and ive crashed.
This is my now favorite song. I have anxiety and I’m on the autism spectrum and I’ve never heard a song that both describes my life but also in some ways is an anthem to just do the best I can during the day. I really appreciate all of your work and I can’t wait to see what you do next.
Wow it gave me chills , as you was laying out what you are going through, how you react and how all that makes you feel, I relate to so much of your lyrics, from my own experience, it just deep to realize that I am not the only one who felt the way I do sometimes... love the song it definitely has earned you atleast one new fan here!
This song hits hard. It describes my PTSD perfectly. I live in gight/flight constantly. The sad reality is that one day I may literally run out of adrenaline and be stuck in depression mode.
This song came into my life when my dad was dying from leukemia. I think I interpreted it as I know this is a tough situation but I don't want to "lay down" and let it cripple me.
When I was in one of my most depressed stage, I played this song more than once. It really made me feel alive and made me notice there is much more to live.
I have never turned hater on rap rock, even after Papa Roach and Primer 55 changed, Rage broke up, and people starting giving Limp Bizkit hell. A few bands carried on like (hed)pe, Linkin Park, P.O.D., Kottonmouth Kings, Crazy Town, and then we got 3rd Strike, Hollywood Undead, and then Dangerkids, and Papa Roach started rapping more again. Now we got From Ashes to New, Fever 333, Zero, Hyro the Hero, Backwordz, Falling in Reverse, grandson, Rage is back, Bad Wolves a bit, it's fucking beautiful, love it.
hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected!
I've been listening to you since you were doing remixes on shit ass hip/hop songs and now you doing shit that I'm really bout, I WILL ALWAYS BE A FAN OF YOUR'S...
Im trapped in a mentally abusive marriage. I was allowed" to take the car to store and i was driving tears running down my face and this song came on and it literally spoke directly to my broken spirit...i will be okay . we arent intimate so as bad as i want to be a mom , i will not get pregnant by him.. One day ill find someone who loves me for me, just me.
Hi love. I hope you find the strength to reach out. You deserve the world. No one should feel oppressed like that. I love you! It really can get better! ♥️🙏
i discovered this because it came up as a youtube ad. And i loved it, so I looked this band up and I was into it. I forgot about them for a while though, until they randomly opened for a 3 Days Grace concert and I was like, holy crap, they sound so familiar. Oh yeah, that's that band I found on youtube! Was kind of funny actually. But they're awesome live and I'm glad it made me come back to them
Doesn't matter where your from, color, background, or anything! We all have demon inside, we are all the same on the inside! Zero 9:36 is 🔥. Glad this is on Octane!
Ive probably listened to this a couple hundred times since I stumbled on it on a different video. It means so much, like i cant even explain it. But I don't wanna lay down is the perfect way to explain it. Its not over yet, im not over yet. I dont wanna lay down. Thank you so much for this song.
This song is absolutely amazing, was awesome getting to see you live in Lincoln with pop evil and having a chance to talk to you at the Merch table. Thank you. I will continue cranking it up everytime it plays!!
I just found this song yesterday. This hit close to home. My whole life was adrenaline filled. One accident changed everything. Now it feels like my blood is filled with a sedative. Thanks for the song. It really hits me. It a new favorite song.
@@OfficiallyZeroTV You will bro Ive never wanted to go to a concert so bad in my life. Ill buy vip or whatever to meet yall. Amazing bro so much talent right here
Seen you guys in KC w Popevil then followed you to Ozark MO w pop evil and shine down. I love that you interact with the coward and the meaning to your songs. You made my decision to get pit passes for September 21st. Hopefully you see this before then. And recognize me.
Honestly this song deserves more views. This may be the best song I've ever heard like EVER. Definitely looking forward to more songs you guys are providing. 👍
My boyfriend was raised in an abusive house and then was in an abusive relationship for years and also has depression and identifies with this song so much. When I first heard it I thought it was about depression but after meeting him, i know it could be about anything. Stay strong warriors 💪🏼❤️
If Zero goes like this, he'll be famous soon on my channel Don't forget to subscribe to Zero's new song "Gucci Trio - Joyner Lucas, Zero 9:36, Lil Pump" on my channel.
@@azatyakar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
God where has this song been hiding...thank you I needed this to help me heal from my break up the pain the hate the betrayal broke me but this started bringing me back up and I feel it in my soul
4.5 years clean. 6 time OD survivor. 20 plus years on every and any opiate and stimulant ever made. I now have a car, house and work in finance at a non profit for survivors of sex trafficking!!! This song was wrote for me. I am here to tell anyone struggling with addiction that there is a way out. There is a better life.
@Ransford Flentjar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
@Ransford Flentjar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
@@snagglepuss1009 hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
I am so glad to hear such a heart felt and well crafted song like this. A lot of us can relate to the feelings conveyed here. Keep on doing YOUR thing and damn right I vote for this on Octane Air Force!
I just started coming to terms with the fact that I have severe anxiety and depression as a result of cptsd and childhood trauma. This song perfectly describes how I'm feeling. Wow.
Randomly found Zero you are an absolute Hero, an not all of them wear capes.. inspiration, relevance and relatable may you have a healed spirit to continue the incredible talent thank you 💖👌♾
I’ve been an octane listener for almost 3 years now.....this, is by far, without a doubt is my #1 favorite song I’ve heard on channel 37
Thank you so much! Let em know 🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼
Agreed love this song.
Lmfao thats where i found this song was on octane
Same here fucking love octane
This rocks! Nice. Also I heard you with Hollywood undead. I need more!!!!
"Don't act like you know what it's like to be me and I won't act like I know what it's like to be you." -- masterpiece of a lyric
I was feeling a bit depressed a few months ago and thinking about ending my life. While I was driving to work I turned the channel and I heard this song helped me. As I got home from a day of craziness I sat down in the dark with this song on repeat. Music helps us .
Think positive Michael, things will turn around for you!
Things get better bro just takes time
Your post is helping me with my my suicidal ideations. Right now my best friends are helping me get through this and one of them sent me this song because we were sharing our morning drive song to work and Daniel Pittman my beautiful best friend sent me this song which lead me to your comment. Thank you for your words. They help.
That is how I feel right now...end it all...no more pain...no more rejection...no more cast out...no more lies...no more confusion...just no more! God forgive me...
Not worth it bud. Please reach out and talk to someone if you want or can. Believe it or not, there are people that need you here on this planet with them.
This song is amazing. I don't think I've ever heard a song that puts into words exactly how being extremely depressed feels so well. It's actually scary how much I can relate to these lyrics. Wanting desperately to talk to someone, but also not wanting to talk to anyone. Wanting to be numb and isolated when in reality, that's not what you really want. Even trying to decide if it's more important to sleep all day or be awake most of it. A vicious cycle I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
You are preaching the truth there I've been a addict and death metal dj over 20 years then I met terminal illness and well this song covers all emotions all feelings. Unbelievable from such a young man.....love it. Hope he goes all the way. Or as far as he desires. This is an amazing song and a lyrical miracle as far as I'm concerned.....\,,/ ☠️ \,,/
@@GTWilsonGT, you still fightin brother? Keep fighting!
The fact that this guy goes from being considered an eminem
imitator to having his own style is such a beautiful thing.
Yes that's honour for him and all of us his fans
I liked his raps more than this, ngl.. dont get me wrong im glad he broke outta the mould everybody was putting him in, but its not this that i subbed for
I like his old style
Yeah I actually like his older music better. Not that this bad though. The fact is he white and he raps and everyone labels a white rapper as an Eminem imitator and thats a very ugly thing!
What's with calling any aggressive rapper an Eminem clone
Heard this on a mainstream station while driving home today, I instantly turned the music way up and felt this in my soul. Beautiful ❤️
Thank you!!
I felt the same way!!
@@OfficiallyZeroTV NO....Thank YOU!
Me too some rock station between putting bluetooth on glad i found it shazam is awesome bc didnt say song.
“All my life I’ve drowned in adrenaline, now my blood runs slow like a sedative” beyond layered and one of the greatest verses I’ve ever heard
#idontwannalaydown
Underrated artist. Zero def needs more recognition than many of those famous autotune ‘artists’ we have rn.
Well i get what you're saying but like every song goes through mixing and mastering. And most if not all songs usually involve some kind of pitch correction or some other voice editing.
@@JayJoeVid4EVER yeah i understand that but if the artist ends up sounding like optimus prime, that's a big red flag
@@LightestNixl point taken that's fair
Being underdog is mostly the reason you push harder than laid-back successors. Therefore it's an advantage for zero by having his own pace to produce the quality he's satisfied
AGREED HE IS AMAZING
I have a lot of friends who are into nu metal/rock music and i love introducing them to you!
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
I feel the pain in my reflection, I-
I wanna get away, so I just step inside
I feel more alone when I have extra eyes
Fuckin' starin' at me
I wanna feel numb
Give me novocaine for everyone else
Sick of stayin' in the house, I need a home for myself
To be alone, I can tell, that you don't know how it felt
I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself, because-
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down (down, down)
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
Life been givin' me too many warnings
Couldn't get up out of bed in the morning
Sleep for 12, or be away for 12?
I can't decide on which is even more important
Can't hold my head up, won't attempt to get up
I'm not even sure on why I'm fed up today
Swear it's no lie if I said that I'm fine
At the same time, it's false if I said I'm okay
Now, I don't need your sympathetic remorse
I'm different from where you shoot shots in the dark
Aiming for something you don't know is there
Or hoping you'll pin when the target is hard
Now, I don't mean to be rude
But you never walked a single day in my shoes
Don't act like you know what's it's like to be me
I won't act like I know what it's like to be you
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck-
All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline
Now my blood runs slow like a sedative
I wake up past noon and they settled in
Lord, please help me up
I don't wanna lay down
So help me get the fuck back up
I don't wanna lay down, down, down
Help me get myself back up
I don't wanna lay down
Duh
te amo
Do this for as many songs as you can please it's awesome 🙂
Just heard this on Octane while moving into our first home and it's been rough. 2020 has taken way more than it's given back and most that it has cannot be returned. The line about "I'm sick of staying in a home I need a home for myself" really hit me. I've been dealing with so many people just telling me I gotta just find another dead end 9-5 and hope things get better. But after 5 years of practically working 6 days a week every week on the night shift I haven't had time for myself or to take care of myself or my worsening depression and anxiety. I've just been living by a mantra or prayer that "once we have a home and I can be myself again things will turn around". I just wanna be myself again. I hope everyone else out there is doing okay. Or at least the best you can. This life is hard and will do it's best to smother a dreamer that wakes up. Don't waste 5 years doing something you hate just because anyone tells you "that's just how it is" or "well that's life". Life shouldn't be about just working yourself into an early grave with no soul, no goal, no dreams. Don't let anyone tell you what you are passionate about is "stupid" or "unrealistic". Find at least one person that believes in you and never let them go, eventually other's will turn around. Honestly, idk where I'd be without my wife or my friends who encourage me to chase a dream I almost let die on the whims and doubts of those who were also victims of this suppressing way of thinking. There has to be more to life. I will always look out for those who look out for me, no matter how hard the struggle. Just know you are not alone out there, believe in yourself and your capabilities. I believe in you. Much love.
Keep on going homie 🖤 things always get better
@@OfficiallyZeroTV thanks
This is awesome need more people like you in the world for real
Stay strong. It is easier said than done but never stop trying and never quit! You got this for yourself and your family!
Well stated man!
Mental health struggling is f*** hard this song hits home for me
He's 100% gonna blow up no doubt about it he's ahead of his time
Yup
Yup
I was hoping for it 3 years ago but then he deleted all his music.
I failed to see how this is ahead of its time when new metal came out 20 years ago and this is basically recycling that formula...
he had his chance 3 years ago, He got Clout off of sounding like eminem, yes he gonna be in Ems shadow everyone is, but at least he would have got signed and been popular.
So relatable. it's like he's explaining those moments when you realize everything in your life is going to shit. I mean, like, i struggle with self loathing and low self esteem every day and am socially awkward. and the line "i wanna feel numb...giveme novacane for everyone else" is to me like taking the ones you loves' pain away and the only way i know is.......... music and writing music has helped me cope through the messed up thing that is life
It will get better don't worry people are here for you
Stay strong man you can do it
Been a while since a song gave me the chills like that. The passion, the emotions. It's been a while.
Props to you man, as a vet this song hits home hard. The transition back to civilian life is rough, and you captured that feeling in this song. Keep it up bro🤙
Veterans everywhere feel the same way including myself, a Navy Hawai'i braddah. No one really understands what we went through. Mahalo Nui Loa for your Service👍🇺🇸🤙💯%
Rap combined with Rock/Metal Instrumentals is just so sick. There's no way changing my mind. The Version with INK is even better!
This goes straight into my infinite loop playlist, this is so beautiful! Love the transformation
Thank you!
this song is beyond underrated. i lost my father today and i dont have anyone to vent it to but this comment thread, this song held me together today. thank you @zero 9:36 for what you do and especially for this piece.
I understand what youre going through. Youre in my prayers 🖤
@@OfficiallyZeroTV your an amazing Dude.. keep doing what you do..Your path has been a tough one. It comes out in your music. It makes the rest of us feel not so alone.
i just went to a shinedown concert where zero 9:36 played and i fell in love. I’ve heard his music before but seeing them in person was a whole experience i loved it and i’ve listened to all of his songs on repeat for a while. and he’s a supper cool person to talk to!! i was very very excited to meet him! i actually cried when i met him! love the music & your voice!!
This song is truly art, and the emotions I see coming forward in the comments shows that. Thank you for this
Definitely hit me in the feels. Going through a rough time and this song has given me the strength. Such a positive lift from such a sad state of mind! My new favorite song!!! Rock On!
🖤
I found you because of HU, but I'm staying for the raw talent. Several of your songs on my Playlist in the last week alone. Keep it up man!
Found them on SiriusXM octane discovery. 😍
Love HU and Post. Somehow it calms me.
My first song I heard was "The End" I heard thus song through a good friend. I have been hooked. I have Asperger's. So naturally social anxiety, depression and a lot of other undesirable things go hand in hand. I have felt so isolated, and alone. I don't want to feel like this. But I feel like I've lost the best parts of who I use to be. I worry I'm just stuck in my ways, and it's too late to change. Anyway, Music has always been my way of coping, when I'm struggling. You have quickly become a favorite artist. You're songs just resonate with me so much. Much respect, and best of wishes to you!
Stay true brother
Bro. Heard you on Octane today. Just put you in every genre playlist I have. Love it man.
This song is so relatable, this can make you rethink your life. Beautiful. Music feeds the soul...
I feel suicidal almost every day. Thank you @zero 9:36 for giving me a song that really helps me get thru every day. Y'all are the best
I’m so sorry you’re having a bad time but people care about you don’t feel suicidle it makes me sad
I couldn’t even listen to the first 10 bars.. amazingly relatable.. bravo bravo friend
Ps. DID listen to its entirety
I just called my mom and confessed my addiction. She had no idea....I’m an
Alcoholic...and with that comes gambling.... I fessed up finally. Hit rock bottom. My mom said she’s “sick to her stomach” but after the shock wore off, she’s more than willing to help me get myself back up. I don’t want to lay down, I refuse to kill my self.....not with alcohol or self inflicted. I choose not to. Starting tomorrow I’ll be ok
How are you doing now?
How are you today?
❤️❤️❤️
Gunner Pitzer I’m doing ok. Not worse
I’m in the same exact boat. If you want to share experiences or things that help me I’m happy to talk. Keep up the good fight!
You guys are beyond underrated. Listen to this a few times a day now. Helping me realize and deal with things. God bless
I'm so lucky I got your set. I usually skip the other bands when I go to a concert. I've been so obsessed with your music since.
The line "All my life, I've drowned in adrenaline" really resonates with me. I have CPTSD due to a lifetime of abuse from a super young age all the way into my mid 20's.
Im almost 35 now and its been hard for my subconscious to accept the fact that im not in constant danger in some way anymore and has been stuck in that mode for a long time. Its caused a lot of depression and now that I am in a safe place, Ive gone from 100 - 0 when it comes to getting anything done in my life and depression has hit extra hard. It feels like ive just generally shut down after a life long adrenaline rush and ive crashed.
This is my now favorite song. I have anxiety and I’m on the autism spectrum and I’ve never heard a song that both describes my life but also in some ways is an anthem to just do the best I can during the day. I really appreciate all of your work and I can’t wait to see what you do next.
Happy to hear it helps, thank you for the love 🖤👊🏼
As a boy with both as well good luck it will get better don't worry be strong
Wow it gave me chills , as you was laying out what you are going through, how you react and how all that makes you feel, I relate to so much of your lyrics, from my own experience, it just deep to realize that I am not the only one who felt the way I do sometimes... love the song it definitely has earned you atleast one new fan here!
This song hits hard. It describes my PTSD perfectly. I live in gight/flight constantly. The sad reality is that one day I may literally run out of adrenaline and be stuck in depression mode.
Think I found this on one of my local stations, but it STUCK to me ever since. Thank you so much, man, for making this.
Amazing, thank you! What city? Let the radio station know too 🤘🏼
There isn't much comparable to the feeling you get when you understand the lyrics 100%
This song came into my life when my dad was dying from leukemia. I think I interpreted it as I know this is a tough situation but I don't want to "lay down" and let it cripple me.
Love bro ❤️
When I was in one of my most depressed stage, I played this song more than once. It really made me feel alive and made me notice there is much more to live.
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I have never turned hater on rap rock, even after Papa Roach and Primer 55 changed, Rage broke up, and people starting giving Limp Bizkit hell. A few bands carried on like (hed)pe, Linkin Park, P.O.D., Kottonmouth Kings, Crazy Town, and then we got 3rd Strike, Hollywood Undead, and then Dangerkids, and Papa Roach started rapping more again. Now we got From Ashes to New, Fever 333, Zero, Hyro the Hero, Backwordz, Falling in Reverse, grandson, Rage is back, Bad Wolves a bit, it's fucking beautiful, love it.
hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected!
Whats up matt. Its Mike S congrats on going big time dude
Just discovered this artist and freaking love the style. Really abusing the repeat button on this one !
I've been listening to you since you were doing remixes on shit ass hip/hop songs and now you doing shit that I'm really bout, I WILL ALWAYS BE A FAN OF YOUR'S...
Im trapped in a mentally abusive marriage. I was allowed" to take the car to store and i was driving tears running down my face and this song came on and it literally spoke directly to my broken spirit...i will be okay . we arent intimate so as bad as i want to be a mom , i will not get pregnant by him..
One day ill find someone who loves me for me, just me.
Hi love. I hope you find the strength to reach out. You deserve the world. No one should feel oppressed like that. I love you! It really can get better! ♥️🙏
Walk away.It will only get worse possibly physical,dont allow your self to become a statistic.
I was also in a mental and verbal marriage for 17 yrs! Get out!!! Start over you can do this!!! It will be the best thing you do for you!
i discovered this because it came up as a youtube ad. And i loved it, so I looked this band up and I was into it. I forgot about them for a while though, until they randomly opened for a 3 Days Grace concert and I was like, holy crap, they sound so familiar. Oh yeah, that's that band I found on youtube!
Was kind of funny actually. But they're awesome live and I'm glad it made me come back to them
Doesn't matter where your from, color, background, or anything! We all have demon inside, we are all the same on the inside! Zero 9:36 is 🔥. Glad this is on Octane!
Ive probably listened to this a couple hundred times since I stumbled on it on a different video. It means so much, like i cant even explain it. But I don't wanna lay down is the perfect way to explain it. Its not over yet, im not over yet. I dont wanna lay down. Thank you so much for this song.
This song is absolutely amazing, was awesome getting to see you live in Lincoln with pop evil and having a chance to talk to you at the Merch table. Thank you. I will continue cranking it up everytime it plays!!
I just found this song yesterday. This hit close to home. My whole life was adrenaline filled. One accident changed everything. Now it feels like my blood is filled with a sedative. Thanks for the song. It really hits me. It a new favorite song.
I just heard this song for the first time last night. These lyrics are powerful and they really hit home for me.
🖤🖤🖤
credits to whoever shot and produced this fucking god tier song and video
How is this not at the top of the charts? Fuckin amazing song...
Thank you!!
@@OfficiallyZeroTV This is amazing Ive never been to a concert but if you come close enough im coming to yours. This song is amazing and so are you!
Hope to see you there!!
@@OfficiallyZeroTV You will bro Ive never wanted to go to a concert so bad in my life. Ill buy vip or whatever to meet yall. Amazing bro so much talent right here
Seen you guys in KC w Popevil then followed you to Ozark MO w pop evil and shine down. I love that you interact with the coward and the meaning to your songs. You made my decision to get pit passes for September 21st. Hopefully you see this before then. And recognize me.
Honestly this song deserves more views. This may be the best song I've ever heard like EVER. Definitely looking forward to more songs you guys are providing. 👍
My boyfriend was raised in an abusive house and then was in an abusive relationship for years and also has depression and identifies with this song so much. When I first heard it I thought it was about depression but after meeting him, i know it could be about anything. Stay strong warriors 💪🏼❤️
It's been awhile since I've been on SAT Radio, turning Octane on and hearing this track, I'm back, this is a Beautiful song!
If Zero goes like this, he'll be famous soon
on my channel
Don't forget to subscribe to Zero's new song "Gucci Trio - Joyner Lucas, Zero 9:36, Lil Pump" on my channel.
@@azatyakar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
God where has this song been hiding...thank you I needed this to help me heal from my break up the pain the hate the betrayal broke me but this started bringing me back up and I feel it in my soul
Great song. Beautiful video. Keep up the great work.
Thank you!
I would be willing to bet that this song alone has saved alot of lives!
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Даже не знаю, наткнулся на это золото в недрах интернета. И... Просто поверь, еще немного, еще буквально чуть-чуть, и тебя услышат миллионы людей.
I remember when this kid was born. Holy shit matt this is quality music 💰💨
When I heard you on SiriusXM I was like wow who is this. I had to see what else you had out there and I got everything you have out iTunes.
Much love man, thank you
So much relation to this song. Much appreciated
God I love this and feel every emotion and lyric in it.
Got to hear this song live last night. Such an amazing song. And great band.
Glad I have Octane in my car. This has been added to my regular Playlist!
4.5 years clean. 6 time OD survivor. 20 plus years on every and any opiate and stimulant ever made. I now have a car, house and work in finance at a non profit for survivors of sex trafficking!!! This song was wrote for me. I am here to tell anyone struggling with addiction that there is a way out. There is a better life.
Love to hear it!!! ❤️❤️❤️ congrats!
Finnaly some newer music with some actual feeling for real.
He has evolved so much since he restarted his music career!
He now has a signature style and sound!This is his best song and video yet!
@Ransford Flentjar Amen
@Ransford Flentjar uhhm I never called him Eminem
@Ransford Flentjar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
@Ransford Flentjar hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
good stuff love it.
I’m digging this new style era of dark hard rock with a verse of rap, this song and popular monster. Hope there is more coming!
Appreciate that 🤘🏼
I heard this on octone now adrenaline is stuck in my brain
I have been a springboard and skydiver for over half my live. injuries have been tough. this song speaks to me.
This song is really good tbh
thank you fat nuts
Thank you guys for your music. This song and many of yours help me alot in some of my mental states and with life going on. Yall are a great band
Man I'm impressed. Liked your stuff in the past but this is great! New pump up song.
Thank you!
@@OfficiallyZeroTV always a good day when one of your fav artists takes time to respond!
@@snagglepuss1009 hey do you have his old music anywhere? im dying to hear the black chips mixtapes, your forever mixtape and philly freestyles! in return ill share what ive collected.
such a master piece that anyone going through it can relate to. Thank you, i needed to hear this when it played on the radio.
OKAY ZERO!!!🔥🔥🔥🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼💜💜 love dawg
I am so glad to hear such a heart felt and well crafted song like this. A lot of us can relate to the feelings conveyed here. Keep on doing YOUR thing and damn right I vote for this on Octane Air Force!
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Glad to see them featured on octane
Had the pleasure of meeting him last week , he's such a great down to earth guy.
This jawn is crazy and you’re literally sitting next to me right now I’m astonished 😧
LMFAO
Heard this song a couple days ago & I felt it and just wanted to cry. Deep lyrics and a great musician!!
🖤❤️
It’s hard for a song to get added to my playlists. Needless to say, I didn’t even finish this song before putting it in my playlist.
I just started coming to terms with the fact that I have severe anxiety and depression as a result of cptsd and childhood trauma. This song perfectly describes how I'm feeling. Wow.
🖤❤️
Damn you rip every track where can I buy some of your merch I wanna support you
Check my instagram in a few days 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
GREAT SONG BRO KEEP IT UP FROM LAREDO TEXAS
Having been an addict to a few things in the past, and suffering from manic depression hearing this song honestly helps keep me going strong..
"I had to let go of you just to get a hold of myself."
Randomly found Zero you are an absolute Hero, an not all of them wear capes.. inspiration, relevance and relatable may you have a healed spirit to continue the incredible talent thank you 💖👌♾
If your still listening music to thus day you have great taste in music
Huh?
Nu-metal, rap/rock fan here and you are climbing the list of my favorite artists! Looking forward to getting into a pit at one of your shows soon!
I'm from Germany, my English is bad, but the song ist fireeeee 🔥🔥🔥
Good English yo 👌🏼
One of my favorite songs! You put on a fantastic show. Loved your concert! 🎶🎸
Track goes hard homie, keep doing what you do appreciate the dope music get umm!!🔥🔥🔥💯💯
dude. i just heard this song on the radio, this song is a banger and i’m gonna have it on repeat for atleast the next month. thank you for this.
Diddo!
Yup 🔥💯💯💯🔥🔥
very underrated. Been a fan of urs for a very long time. Keep your head up bro. miss u man. #zero
This is so damn good. I had to find it. Definitely subscribing for more. ❤️
Thank you!!
@@OfficiallyZeroTV you’re welcome!
Don't hate me for this but...if this guy featured NF on a single, I mean the earth would shatter. This is an Amazing song!
Hell yeah 🔥