pluto in the first house + trine sun and venus here (i also have 8th house saturn trine my sun, don't even get me started on that one 😂 i always felt like a scorpio even though i don't have any scorpio placements) you are an absolute hidden gem here on youtube, i love your videos. everything you've said here resonates to my core. i have been alone my entire life, even as a kid i grew up alone, both my parents are the victims of different disabilities, one is mental, the other physical, so i was mostly neglected. i taught myself everything, too. everyday feels like a battle in some way, not even in a bad way anymore, because i know i am built to handle it and rise above it. i am constantly learning, constantly dying and being reborn, fighting and rising, changing. there have definitely been very good reason why people have pushed me away, and although i forgive myself for the things ive done, went through the karma of it, learned to love myself again, forgave the ones who hated me, i am still a difficult person to love, and i realize that. when i look up at the vast black sky i feel understood, i feel most connected to myself in the vastness of the universe or the water. there's nothing about me or my desires that are shallow or lighthearted. i want to truly know, deep within another persons soul, everything. i want to either grow together or destroy each other and come out new again. that's not something everyone can handle, and i know that, and i respect others even more because i know that. in a way, i never feel truly alone because i feel so connected to the consciousness of everyone and everything around me. this got so long! i apologize for that and if you read it i deeply appreciate it, you are definitely talented in the astrology game! truly touched my heart with this one. needed to hear these messages and meditate on them. blessings 💜
@@nocturessa I read the entire thing, you are right, it can be very tough dealing with Pluto energy but like you said, you are more than capable of dealing with whatever is thrown your way fam!💫 I really appreciate you!💪🏾💫
Love you bro thanks.
Love you back fam💪🏾💫
preicate you a lot
@@mp22422 of course fam💪🏾💫
pluto in the first house + trine sun and venus here (i also have 8th house saturn trine my sun, don't even get me started on that one 😂 i always felt like a scorpio even though i don't have any scorpio placements)
you are an absolute hidden gem here on youtube, i love your videos. everything you've said here resonates to my core.
i have been alone my entire life, even as a kid i grew up alone, both my parents are the victims of different disabilities, one is mental, the other physical, so i was mostly neglected. i taught myself everything, too.
everyday feels like a battle in some way, not even in a bad way anymore, because i know i am built to handle it and rise above it. i am constantly learning, constantly dying and being reborn, fighting and rising, changing. there have definitely been very good reason why people have pushed me away, and although i forgive myself for the things ive done, went through the karma of it, learned to love myself again, forgave the ones who hated me, i am still a difficult person to love, and i realize that. when i look up at the vast black sky i feel understood, i feel most connected to myself in the vastness of the universe or the water. there's nothing about me or my desires that are shallow or lighthearted. i want to truly know, deep within another persons soul, everything. i want to either grow together or destroy each other and come out new again. that's not something everyone can handle, and i know that, and i respect others even more because i know that. in a way, i never feel truly alone because i feel so connected to the consciousness of everyone and everything around me.
this got so long! i apologize for that and if you read it i deeply appreciate it, you are definitely talented in the astrology game! truly touched my heart with this one. needed to hear these messages and meditate on them. blessings 💜
@@nocturessa I read the entire thing, you are right, it can be very tough dealing with Pluto energy but like you said, you are more than capable of dealing with whatever is thrown your way fam!💫 I really appreciate you!💪🏾💫