@@misterhappy5462 Because theres an epidemic of young women below the age of 40 getting this shit when they didn't need it in the first place. Most of these girls look worse after getting it done. Don't get me started on the possible side effects from the shit. It's loosely regulated cosmetic shit that needs to be wrangled in by the fda.
Totally agree. Great interviewer. You asked direct questions without leading her toward a certain answer. I would say she is very tough, smart and also damaged. But aren't we all at some point. One of the best interviews (both sides) I have seen on a tough industry.
@@axxis402 Save your tears for someone else who really needs it .She admitted it her self they are actors , she made so much money doing this she loves it !!! I've seen a couple of her scenes and I have to say she deserves every penny she makes . This one white guy ,who did a scene with her claimed she was so good he had to fight hard to keep from ejaculating . She's gotten a boob job a lip job ,and more work . Like a former porn actress once said " You know how you can tell when a porn actress is lying ? their lips move ".
Fast money comes with slow problems. The body and the soul are inextricably linked. You can't sell your body without also selling your soul. Her current state stems from a decade of bad decisions. But she's still alive, so there's still hope.
@@markdwolf3198 Yeah, the only thing that exists is material. Only the things that are visible within the tiny band of the EMF spectrum that humans can see exists. Wow, you're so smart. Lmao.
@@awakenedsystems good job on dodging the question. But your right, we can only see a fraction of things with our own eyes. Too bad humans never invented an MRI machine, X-ray, ondometer, electron microscope, radar, infrared scanners, refractometer... Or any other device that helps us see something we can't, hence why I asked the question. Where is it located?
@@markdwolf3198Your soul is a spirit only god can see it smart one. The body is a shell just because a scientist cant see through man made devices doesn't dictate all possible things in this world cause god created it like he created the world out if nothing man needs something to create something god doesn't hense how he created man and your spirit 😁 Jesus is lord
She looks so sad and broken. The despair of having no place to live😢😭. Thank god for my mother and all her live and nurturing.❤️. I am beyond blessed and lucky.
@sylviarosario6503......imagin if every child received such support, you're the exception to life rule, while in college I slept in the basements of dormitories, ...you have to reach deep inside yourself with the hope that one day you'll make it.....when I see homeless people if I have a dollar I give it, and feel lucky that I can....
I grew up around her family when I was about 14 and I was close friends with her older brother. I can remember him talking to me when she moved out when we were highschool and then she took off to Miami. It was always a hard conversation. I am still in touch with her brother but it’s so hard to reach out to him concerning his sister. I haven’t seen her in 10 years and every now and then I wonder how she is doing. It’s a little heartbreaking to watch this but I also am so grateful I can finally hear her story. I wish absolutely nothing but the best for her and anything she decides to do in life. If you’re reading this Holly, I love you and your brother always. Thank you for being so brave and talking about your journey in this industry. Edit: I am an avid watcher and listener of Soft White Underbelly interviews. This channel and interview was a breath of fresh air. You asked questions and simply listened. I am so happy I found this interview.
please accept my humble obeisances. May the blessings from your higher power, be bestowed upon you and those responsible for you. For they have done an excellent job with parenting you. Thanks for sharing your first hand knowledge.
ARE YOU KIDDING? JOYCE MEYERS HAD HER FATHER IN HER LIFE AND HE WAS RAPING HER THE WHOLE TIME. THAT HAPPENS TO SO MANY GIRLS AND BOYS THESE DAYS WHO HAVE FATHERS LIVING IN THE HOMES.
I hear all that, but what I don't understand is why a woman doesn't say stop and walk away when they're no longer interested in having S€x. The claim it's "grape". Say NO or STOP. Don't leave it for a man to figure out that you're not in the mood anymore
This is the first adult film star that “I” feel is being honest and truthful about the industry. I’m proud and supportive of her going through this interview.
Her peak has passed, as she mentioned. Also, her maturity is coming around to wake her up. The story of us all. These directors and producers…are literally criminals. Pimps with a wallet and a camera. With endless fresh supply of lost souls.
I’m grateful for her bravery in telling her story of being assaulted on camera. I hope that people working in this industry can stand up to that type of workplace harassment and abuse
LOL, workplace harassment and abuse, this ain't no mainstream job working at the Walmart, at the airport, office job or post office. This is a industry of exploitation, degradation, depravity where people sell their body & soul for money and have sex in all sorts of ways, child! They go there to fuck so please tell me how someone there to fuck is going to file or press charges of harassment or sexual harassment and abuse when everything that they do is physical fucking in all sorts of ways on the job that they are doing and getting paid for doing?
@@a.f.m.4134 You're missing the point This stuff is commonplace You don't get anywhere in this business without giving without paying the piper. Mind body and soul they want it all.
Except the problem is that she’s pretending to like it. I say pretending bc I hope she’s pretending. If she actually likes it then obviously she’s broken, but let’s be honest. They’re all broken before they get into the business, so I’m pretty positive this one is damaged too. She’d be the first person to ever do porn and not be totally ruined the rest of her life. And I don’t care if someone gets out of the business and gets saved or whatever. They’re done. It’s too late no matter what they do.
So many good people in the industry. High quality men and women of honor and principle. I’m shocked she didn’t have a 100% great experience from the beginning. 😑
I can't believe what women in porn tolerate tbh. You can tell she's in a lot of pain. I'm most disgusted by these male actors who rape, and the directors who allow it. There are so many men online, and even women now, sharing violent and demeaning porn. The guy I was into began sending me porn like that and I was too scared to meet up with him. I suppose I dodged a bullet.
Pretty sure there’s no porn that features actual rape, unless you’re visiting some very scary places on the dark web. That’s not the kinda thing you find by mistake, anybody who has that kind of stuff had to really go out of their way to find it.
I feel so bad for this girl, she looks so sad and broken now. She was way to young when she got into the industry , trying to make some quick money and now she has to live with the consequences for the rest of her life. really hopes she will find peace of mind. Also the industry has reached a near criminal point on how they treat the performers.
@@dabigmaster Not all the companies are sleazy. But most likely are. It's still prostitution no matter how you explain it. Netherlands has it regulated and legal, it works well for them.
I don't feel bad for them anymore. When someone tells them that this isn't a good path they'll call you a hater or "sexists" if you're a man. Then when it all falls apart they want sympathy from the same people who tried to warn them before.
Her mother probably felt like she had nothing else to give. Once they are 18 and make these decisions, it is over. So her mother probably felt like she need to make the best of it.
She looks so hurt by something. I can feel it. Praying for you. God will take away the fear and give you perfect peace and love with nothing missing and nothing broken.
I felt that too. I feel that shes ashamed and broken to admit that she beleives in God. And most likely the biggest fear that God will deny God love for her due to her actions. But deep down wants to seek him. But afraid shell be rejected.
The saddest part of this interview was the "it's all going to fall into place" ending. It's the realization of her outcome being ONLY her responsibility
As a woman I do not find sex work empowering, not to mention the effect it has on the children of people who are online forever for the whole world to see incl school friends. Porn is also really damaging for young people who tend to believe what they see on film is the right way to have sex. However I enjoyed this interview, she is well spoken.
Jeez she’s only 27 she looks so old. This industry really took a toll on her. She looks like she’s going to cry the whole interview. I feel sad for her. Notice how every story she says she’s using someone. Looks like she was used. This industry really exploits the most vulnerable and the fact they go for them even before they turn 18. Gross. This should literally be a crime they groomed her assaulted her took advantage of her that first shoot. The fact that they used her up and ditched her after 10 years in the industry. And she actually misses being essentially a child. Because that’s what the porn industry wants the next thing the youngest girl. Why didn’t she save any of the money? Ugh.
@@dillinger1312How do you know that? I have checked spanish wikipedia and other sources from industry, everywhere is stated that she was born in 1997.
Some parts had me tearing 😢 She really does seem like a sweet lady and smart. I hope she finds her way back to the initial career she wanted (because she also doesn’t seem very happy) but seems young and can definitely work at going back to it.
Blah blah blah....they like easy money and material things that's it. Why did she buy a car with student loans if she had a dream to be a pharmacist. That's why you have more women doing porn than men. They don't like to work hard and opening their legs is easier for them. Since the beginning of time women have used their bodies as a easier option.
I have never in my life had such a strong motherly need to protect a stranger than I do right now. I’d love to be able to give her a hug & tell her she’s worth more than just a body & never allow anybody to hurt her. Holly seems like such a great person, who’s just broken as the rest of us
I can't believe her mother told her that since she'd done a tremendously risky thing once, she might as well continue taking tremendous risks since her life was already ruined anyway. That sounds psychotic to me.
Feels like her mother didn't love her. Many kids who grow up in broken families that are barely scraping by have low self-esteem and their parents only scold them, children get no praise and no emotional support. Often the cold hard reality is that the child was unwanted and mother has no bond whatsoever. It's more like an obligation. No wonder why there are people who grow up not only in poor conditions and unstable family life but have no role models, nobody to guide and support them. An 18-year old in survival mode can't make the best choices... 😞
@@thomaswhitmore2020 these women know what the hell they’re getting into you can call them young naïve victims of vultures whatever these women know what the fuck they’re getting into
The pain in this young lady's voice is impossible to miss or ignore. I feel bad for her. I hope she can get help and reclaim her life to the fullest extent possible.
@jacobwheeler6136, it's the truth. Sometimes, it is shame to protect people from themselves and from other people. It does not always come from a sense of hate.
I have tried to comment on this video a few times now, and couldn't find the words. It's deeply saddening; poverty, predatory behavior, sexual violence, exploitation... I hope she's found healing
I feel like they should give her a break and give her a big hug. She clearly needs time to gather herself and get her bearings back after discussing and revisiting a very traumatic SA. I’m so sorry that you experienced that situation as well as the ones you would never discuss. I see you and I care about your heart. I’m wishing you God’s comfort.
Ive met Holly on a handful of occasions over the years from the time she first started. She's always been a sweetheart, but you can see the impact things have had emotionally on her. I really hope she will be okay.
I looked her up after reading your post. Yes, she looks completely different, very beat-up. The porn industry takes pieces of your SOUL and gives you nothing but regrets. I feel sorry for her.
She took a hard path to learn some valuable life lessons, and it looks like she's ready to share the wisdom that she gained. She is shining some brutally harsh light on one of the most secretive industries. Proud of her courage.....it will all serve her well in the future.
This was a brutally honest but truly sad interview. She needs help before she goes over the edge of no return. Let’s not condemn her or feel sorry for her. Let’s pray for her.
This is so sad. She often says it's liberating and she likes being good at this, but describes being SA'd many times. She says "it's just acting" then admits she was scared. There is so much to process here. I hope she gets out of this and finds happiness.
This is why as a woman you stay away from this not only does this put you in a spot you a judge for the rest of your life by other men it's a jail cell that women can put themselves in and they never get out.
@@jessiebarnes4671 a lot of women who go into this life but whatever reason think it's glamorous it's really the meaning but if they see it different what do you do?
I hope she's ok. Her career was brutal, she was absolutely harmed in the scene she described. The industry needs more regulation for sure. It's an evil business in my opinion. Not sure it'll change. For Holly I wish her peace and success in her future 🙏🏽
She has survivor's remorse. The thing about survivor's remorse is you have to know that you are being affected by it, in order for you to start feeling better. She also has to go about 6 months of telling people NOT, to weed out the people who are using her. Jus say n
The thing is there is not many women who go into this life who have actually survived and come out on the other side clean that always tell you something.
She is on the edge of no longer being here just like many have left us way to early.man this industry is horrible.pause the clip on her face and just look at her,she looks "dead inside" and she used to be very prettyh and bubbly...damn
Shes so beautiful and intelligent. I am glad to see her taking a bold stand against the abusive issues in the industry. These are very serious issues!!!! Thank you both. ♡
@@nd6648 I think the fact that she was talking had something to do with it lol. Some of these girls open their mouths and immediately sound like straight up airheads.
Sex addiction and drug addiction is destructive even if you're paid for it. A few years back her agent stopped booking her and said she was washed up and took expensive but yet she still doesn't get out of the industry.
Beautiful young woman😞 her pain is evident you cant be in the sex industry, and not feel like a piece of you has been taken. I hope she is able to turn that frown upside down 🙃 live a happy fulfilling life💕🙏👏 Thanks for being brave enough to share your story….
I don't watch porn and don't know why this video popped up in my feed. But thought it was interesting. Obviously since I don't watch it then I have never heard of her, but she sounds very lonely. She is super smart to be in college and with scholarships at 15, her hopes and dreams of becoming a pharmacist shattered by the choices she made of making fast money BUT because she felt wanted. She never thought she was pretty and enough but going into the industry she felt like every man's dream girl. I say... she's probably made enough money to pay for her own schooling now and go back to school and become a pharmacist, change your name and move somewhere that you won't be recognized.. I know it sounds dumb but is worth a try. (That's if being a pharmacist is still a dream) she probably feels there's something still missing because her whole life changed when she entered the industry. Hope she finds professional help and figure out what would truly make her happy and fulfilled in life.
no he shouldn't. he's an adult performer who took a job to do a "hardc_re" scene just like the adult performer in this video who is now playing the victim after choosing that line of work.🤦🏽♂🤡
@@misterhappy5462 I just heard what James deen did and idk bro one or two girls saying he did those things and if he defends himself that could help him but 8 girls saying this idk bro
To be honest, I always forget pornstars are ppl at the end of the day. I personally am not supportive of it whatsoever because it’s damaging. Shitty situations tend to be the common reason why pornstars join the industry.
I think a lot of people forget they're actual people. There's a lot of variables that probably come into play as to why someone joins the industry, but I do agree with you that shitty situations are probably one of them.
People always like to judge others, no one is perfect. Her being raped is pure wickedness, and no one had the right to do that to her. At the end of the day porn is just entertainment, no one should be getting hurt like that
Lol youre delusional if you think this is entertainment. Highest suicide rate, severe trauma, drugs, alcohol, mental health problems. Only so people can watch their screens, while these "actors" self destruct. How disgusting.
This is naive opinion. Porn is never mere entertainment. That's a lie. And it's a lie we like to tell ourselves because it makes us feel good. These are real people having real sex. It's making the body and sex into a product and selling it. You think this kind of work doesn't affect the body and mind? Every kind of job affects the whole person. How much more when the job treats your whole person as a mere product to be sold and ogled and lusted over? Especially the toll it takes on women in the industry. Sex trafficking of women and children, rape, abuse of all kinds are endemic to this industry. Please stop with the bullshit.
The pattern I've noticed with many adult actresses from such interviews, is that a lot of them were just gullible young women who had a much higher interest in sex. That desire for it was exploitated by the adult entertainment industry and that's how a lot of them fell into that hole of hedonism. Also, this is not me excusing the young women and the decisions they made, leading up to them being knee deep in the industry. They definitely had a part to play in ending up where they are, and that blame fully falls upon them for the contributing choices that they made.
She was such a natural beauty. Sad to see she took away from that beauty with all the unnecessary cosmetic surgery and that she struggles with issues of self worth and depression. Unfortunately she will never fill that empty void she has in porn, but she doesn't seem able to see that
@@sarahhernandez5429 I agree. She doesn't seem able to see what's best for her. She wants to do this other stuff in porn like directing but she doesn't really seem like she's that good at the business side of porn. A lot of companies and directors don't want to work with her, probably because she's been blackballed from the industry.
@@bobbycoltrane7552 Apparently she lives a pretty extreme and crazy lifestyle with drug and alcohol problems, even more so than the average pornstar does. Also she got into some beef with her agent and management company so she probably got a rep as being difficult to work with. And in all honesty she hasn't aged that well physically. She talks about 27 being old for porn but she did herself no favors by living the way she did and not taking better care of her health and then getting all this crappy plastic surgery. She looks like a completely different person, of course she's not gonna be a hot commodity in the industry anymore
@@bobbycoltrane7552 I'm guessing that she snitched out somebody or some particular scene. It's not rocket science the reason for being blackballed in the adult industry.
This is a great interview! Most people think these women are impervious to real feelings. Or somehow less sensitive. But enjoying sex and doing it for a living, as she said, respect, self worth and love are so important. People think these women don’t have self respect because of their chosen profession. But I see where it gets misconstrued, many girls fall into this life via trauma, addiction, etc, which creates a vicious cycle. Tough industry, but all of these women deserve respect. This is not an easy job, despite what people may think.
Omg, never heard of this girl before she showed up in my feed. Just googling the images, those images are disturbing. Not trying to judge porn industry, but my God, she’s so young looking and being subjected to those acts/images. Idc how horny you are, that is disturbing. She looks like a child. No wonder she’s on the verge of tears. I’m nearly in tears myself. And I’m not even a prude.
Respect for what? No. This is the consequence of their actions. No respect will be given to someone who chooses this lifestyle. Trauma and being kicked out is not an excuse. They don’t want to go work a regular job at McDonald’s like the rest of us.
@@eligreg99 they still deserve the respect of co-workers and everyone who watches their movies or interviews. Just cause they have sex for a living, there are still boundaries. Doesn’t give anyone the right to treat them less cause they don’t choose to work at McDonalds or whatever. How are you any better? Please, tell us (in general) how is your job so much more noble?
I believe it. Multiple women have accused James Deen of raping them. When I hear that many accusations, I refuse to believe that all those women are lying. James Deen should be in jail.
I never thought it was a cop out and the fact you thought these ppl were lying is ignorant! I’m glad you realize it actually true ! Why else would someone do something like this ?! They obviously have low self esteem.
This woman is absolutely STUNNING! I saw some photos of her younger, she looks like a Disney channel type girl. When she talked about 'job opportunities' and housing instability I can totally relate. Seems no matter what industry, the pay is never what it should be.
It would be wonderful if porn films, actresses, directors were accepted into the film industry. Bring it out into the light. Celebrate the best of the best. Talk about everything. Congratulations for doing this interview.
I'm not sure that I'd be taking advice from a person who didn't work or could provide for their child/ren, a comfortable upbringing. I would be extremely concerned if I knew my child who is barely out of their teens is having to resort to SW to live. It's really refreshing to hear interviews that are 'raw' and 'real'. I wish Holly the best of luck moving forward, at least Holly is still young enough to pursue a medical career if she wishes to 'out' of the industry.
It’s crazy how when he asked if she feels complete or if she feels like something is missing she almost instinctively had to make sure he wasn’t talking about the industry.. it’s a minor part of this interview but it’s a big thing to me because it’s like she wants to do other things and is definitely capable of doing other things but feels like she’s locked in to this career
I swear to god we lived in the same neighborhood she lived around the corner from me and she was so quiet but she look so different from back then it’s crazy
She started out rock bottom with nothing. Do not for one second underestimate her. She's a fighter. A real contender. She'll figure out what she needs to do next. And then be the best at it. 😊
thank you for your honesty, their is not many people who would or could have bared their sole like you done, wishing you well on your future always be positive and stay strong
Not sure what she looked like before all the bad filler, but she makes me glad I stopped messing w any of that stuff. In her defense, they lit her terribly for this. Looks like she was probably pretty at one point. I hope she finds peace in this lifetime.
Yes she was. I watched some of her videos, for research purposes of course. Getting into this shady business for some cash to buy material possessions has shortened the lifespans of these prostitutes. Let's not sugar coat it. The men get paid to abuse these women. Yes, they get paid but end up broken physically and mentally.
@@mcentepede "The men get paid to abuse these women. Yes, they get paid but end up broken physically and mentally." Depends on who you do business with. Just ask Angela White, Adriana Chechik etc.
@@thirdbase6870 Two top tier adult performers. The bottom line is that very few women can go through thousands of men and still be smiling afterwards. Those two you mentioned are next level.
she seems nice, kind and smart. she has done what she wanted and still loves the actual industry and performance. I hope she finds what she is looking for and I am sure there is someone for her out there.
This is sad. She's such an honest person, someone should love her, but finding that is so hard for everyday people, if ANYONE finds true love, it's a miracle.
Doing porn is a lonely business...Holly looks on the verge of tears the entire interview!
Money, money, money…..
yes I agree.. meaning that throat gonna be epic
verge of tears? she still does pornagrphic material and all over the internet, if she was truly wanted to get out, she wouldn't be doing that
What man wants her behind that life besides sexual.
@@samsonatkins3166 fellow man of culture.😏🤣
These lip filler doctors need to be put out of business
why?? as long as they have a list of clients who pay them, then what's the problem?? grow up.😂
@@misterhappy5462 Because theres an epidemic of young women below the age of 40 getting this shit when they didn't need it in the first place. Most of these girls look worse after getting it done. Don't get me started on the possible side effects from the shit. It's loosely regulated cosmetic shit that needs to be wrangled in by the fda.
I know her lips looked ruined.
I like her lips 💋 😍
That’s herpes. 😳
This was a great interview. You allowed her to her story without interruption and asked her great questions.
Thank you! Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated. 🙏
Totally agree. Great interviewer. You asked direct questions without leading her toward a certain answer. I would say she is very tough, smart and also damaged. But aren't we all at some point. One of the best interviews (both sides) I have seen on a tough industry.
@@SGoddessmua how do you interrupt trauma? You have to let it go and listen.
@@axxis402 Save your tears for someone else who really needs it .She admitted it her self they are actors , she made so much money doing this she loves it !!! I've seen a couple of her scenes and I have to say she deserves every penny she makes . This one white guy ,who did a scene with her claimed she was so good he had to fight hard to keep from ejaculating . She's gotten a boob job a lip job ,and more work . Like a former porn actress once said " You know how you can tell when a porn actress is lying ? their lips move ".
Fast money comes with slow problems.
The body and the soul are inextricably linked. You can't sell your body without also selling your soul.
Her current state stems from a decade of bad decisions. But she's still alive, so there's still hope.
There is no such thing as a soul. There is zero evidence that it exists. And if it is real, where is it located?
@@markdwolf3198 Yeah, the only thing that exists is material. Only the things that are visible within the tiny band of the EMF spectrum that humans can see exists.
Wow, you're so smart. Lmao.
@@awakenedsystems good job on dodging the question. But your right, we can only see a fraction of things with our own eyes. Too bad humans never invented an MRI machine, X-ray, ondometer, electron microscope, radar, infrared scanners, refractometer... Or any other device that helps us see something we can't, hence why I asked the question. Where is it located?
It’s the meth all ps do it.
@@markdwolf3198Your soul is a spirit only god can see it smart one. The body is a shell just because a scientist cant see through man made devices doesn't dictate all possible things in this world cause god created it like he created the world out if nothing man needs something to create something god doesn't hense how he created man and your spirit 😁 Jesus is lord
Good interview. She started out going to college with two scholarships not yet 18, and ended terribly.
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@@unheardvoices_official you this was so deep & touching can you do more interviews with pornstars
please accept my humble obeisances. Do you also believe in the tooth fairy? If so, don’t procreate.
Great interview. So much pain, denial, regret, satisfaction and enthusiasm. I hope she finds her peace amongst her purpose.
Wife back door not allowed ect
She looks so sad and broken. The despair of having no place to live😢😭. Thank god for my mother and all her live and nurturing.❤️. I am beyond blessed and lucky.
@@sylviarosario6503 🙏
I was going to say the same thing. looks unhappy and broken and I am surprised because she is not like that in scenes.
Psychologically damaged 😮
@sylviarosario6503......imagin if every child received such support, you're the exception to life rule, while in college I slept in the basements of dormitories, ...you have to reach deep inside yourself with the hope that one day you'll make it.....when I see homeless people if I have a dollar I give it, and feel lucky that I can....
@@warriordog4094 Well said.
I grew up around her family when I was about 14 and I was close friends with her older brother. I can remember him talking to me when she moved out when we were highschool and then she took off to Miami.
It was always a hard conversation. I am still in touch with her brother but it’s so hard to reach out to him concerning his sister.
I haven’t seen her in 10 years and every now and then I wonder how she is doing.
It’s a little heartbreaking to watch this but I also am so grateful I can finally hear her story. I wish absolutely nothing but the best for her and anything she decides to do in life. If you’re reading this Holly, I love you and your brother always.
Thank you for being so brave and talking about your journey in this industry.
Edit: I am an avid watcher and listener of Soft White Underbelly interviews. This channel and interview was a breath of fresh air. You asked questions and simply listened. I am so happy I found this interview.
Wife back door not allowed ect
Did you want to *#@$ her back then?
Did you fuck her. 😊
please accept my humble obeisances. May the blessings from your higher power, be bestowed upon you and those responsible for you. For they have done an excellent job with parenting you. Thanks for sharing your first hand knowledge.
U haven't seen her in 10 years 😂😂 stop the cap you b on the hub let's be real
That’s why it’s so important for fathers to be in their Child’s life.
True ! But honestly this stems from not having self love. Her mom could have raised her into that but poverty was more than likely ruling the home 🥲
She had a father figure
ARE YOU KIDDING? JOYCE MEYERS HAD HER FATHER IN HER LIFE AND HE WAS RAPING HER THE WHOLE TIME. THAT HAPPENS TO SO MANY GIRLS AND BOYS THESE DAYS WHO HAVE FATHERS LIVING IN THE HOMES.
@@jeremiahsymonette4781 I didn’t catch the whole interview but was he present?
And repent to God....
I feel so bad for her. Honestly. She’s in pain. You can see it in her affect. I hope she gets better. Sending her love.
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I don’t. It’s called choices. She’s what the ole timer called fast and loose.
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I hear all that, but what I don't understand is why a woman doesn't say stop and walk away when they're no longer interested in having S€x. The claim it's "grape". Say NO or STOP. Don't leave it for a man to figure out that you're not in the mood anymore
Lol, liberal smartypants. Why are you even here
This is the first adult film star that “I” feel is being honest and truthful about the industry. I’m proud and supportive of her going through this interview.
@@Ruebit4u For sure, Ruebin. She did great.
@@unheardvoices_official WTF are you smoking? Crack?
@@BAKER22-l4u 😂
She’s an adult film actress. I’ve never heard of her before. Jenna Jameson was an adult film star.
please accept my humble obeisances. While you’re on a roll, I would like a new MacBook Pro, can u support me?
She started out pretty honest and fairly upbeat , then took a depressing downward spiral
It's to be expected
Got some nice meat pockets and milkers.
Manic depression. Poor thing. She smiles, but you can still see the pain in her face
Well, yeah, it’s fucking brutal
@Htl3648 Thing? Why you calling her a "thing"? You really don't like her...thats plain to see!
Her peak has passed, as she mentioned. Also, her maturity is coming around to wake her up. The story of us all.
These directors and producers…are literally criminals. Pimps with a wallet and a camera. With endless fresh supply of lost souls.
Well said.
She still works as a prostitute in Miami. So...
please accept my humble obeisances. Please strive neither to govern yourself, as those directors/producers,nor provide them with lost souls.
Nope, they dumbass choose this path. They are consenting adults who never the risks but didn't care
I’m grateful for her bravery in telling her story of being assaulted on camera. I hope that people working in this industry can stand up to that type of workplace harassment and abuse
LOL, workplace harassment and abuse, this ain't no mainstream job working at the Walmart, at the airport, office job or post office. This is a industry of exploitation, degradation, depravity where people sell their body & soul for money and have sex in all sorts of ways, child! They go there to fuck so please tell me how someone there to fuck is going to file or press charges of harassment or sexual harassment and abuse when everything that they do is physical fucking in all sorts of ways on the job that they are doing and getting paid for doing?
@@a.f.m.4134 You're missing the point This stuff is commonplace You don't get anywhere in this business without giving without paying the piper. Mind body and soul they want it all.
Her Assaulter is Notorious Douche, His name is James Deen.
Except the problem is that she’s pretending to like it. I say pretending bc I hope she’s pretending. If she actually likes it then obviously she’s broken, but let’s be honest. They’re all broken before they get into the business, so I’m pretty positive this one is damaged too. She’d be the first person to ever do porn and not be totally ruined the rest of her life. And I don’t care if someone gets out of the business and gets saved or whatever. They’re done. It’s too late no matter what they do.
So many good people in the industry. High quality men and women of honor and principle. I’m shocked she didn’t have a 100% great experience from the beginning. 😑
I can't believe what women in porn tolerate tbh. You can tell she's in a lot of pain. I'm most disgusted by these male actors who rape, and the directors who allow it. There are so many men online, and even women now, sharing violent and demeaning porn. The guy I was into began sending me porn like that and I was too scared to meet up with him. I suppose I dodged a bullet.
You dodged a huge bullet! He was, and most likely still is, a creep.
Pretty sure there’s no porn that features actual rape, unless you’re visiting some very scary places on the dark web. That’s not the kinda thing you find by mistake, anybody who has that kind of stuff had to really go out of their way to find it.
I feel so bad for this girl, she looks so sad and broken now. She was way to young when she got into the industry , trying to make some quick money and now she has to live with the consequences for the rest of her life. really hopes she will find peace of mind. Also the industry has reached a near criminal point on how they treat the performers.
@@dabigmaster Not all the companies are sleazy. But most likely are. It's still prostitution no matter how you explain it. Netherlands has it regulated and legal, it works well for them.
Cant wait to get to Netherlands
I don't feel bad for them anymore. When someone tells them that this isn't a good path they'll call you a hater or "sexists" if you're a man. Then when it all falls apart they want sympathy from the same people who tried to warn them before.
@@samsonatkins3166 😂
The way she’s describing the scene with brutality it seems like she was in a “smut” film and she didn’t know it😢
I can’t believe her mom really encouraged her to live this life
Her mother probably felt like she had nothing else to give. Once they are 18 and make these decisions, it is over. So her mother probably felt like she need to make the best of it.
She looks so hurt by something. I can feel it. Praying for you. God will take away the fear and give you perfect peace and love with nothing missing and nothing broken.
@@WMPBLSD 🙏
I felt that too. I feel that shes ashamed and broken to admit that she beleives in God. And most likely the biggest fear that God will deny God love for her due to her actions. But deep down wants to seek him. But afraid shell be rejected.
The saddest part of this interview was the "it's all going to fall into place" ending. It's the realization of her outcome being ONLY her responsibility
@@sorethumbs379 🙏
Duh, no one else is going to do it. Alot of men nowadays should follow suit. I notice all men do nowadays is whine like weak hoze
@unheardvoices_official need another interview with her !!!!!
@unheardvoices_official wife back door not allowed ect
Wife back door not allowed ect
As a woman I do not find sex work empowering, not to mention the effect it has on the children of people who are online forever for the whole world to see incl school friends. Porn is also really damaging for young people who tend to believe what they see on film is the right way to have sex. However I enjoyed this interview, she is well spoken.
Jeez she’s only 27 she looks so old. This industry really took a toll on her. She looks like she’s going to cry the whole interview. I feel sad for her. Notice how every story she says she’s using someone. Looks like she was used. This industry really exploits the most vulnerable and the fact they go for them even before they turn 18. Gross. This should literally be a crime they groomed her assaulted her took advantage of her that first shoot. The fact that they used her up and ditched her after 10 years in the industry. And she actually misses being essentially a child. Because that’s what the porn industry wants the next thing the youngest girl. Why didn’t she save any of the money? Ugh.
Guess what.. she Lied about Being 27.. dont be so naive
@@dillinger1312How do you know that? I have checked spanish wikipedia and other sources from industry, everywhere is stated that she was born in 1997.
@Little-Larry777 Very quickly. Look at these zoomers that vaped since like 12-13. These kids are 30+ in the face.
Let's pray for this lady.
🙏
She did one scene and ran to her mom, and she told her to go back in there.
Her mom failed her badly
If you didn't know any better, you'd think that was a basketball or volleyball game.😂😂😂
Her mom is clearly a First Class POS
If you’re not going to be good, be good at it.
She wasn't going to have anything in her hometown. She did it for money that's how industry is .
Some parts had me tearing 😢 She really does seem like a sweet lady and smart. I hope she finds her way back to the initial career she wanted (because she also doesn’t seem very happy) but seems young and can definitely work at going back to it.
Blah blah blah....they like easy money and material things that's it. Why did she buy a car with student loans if she had a dream to be a pharmacist. That's why you have more women doing porn than men. They don't like to work hard and opening their legs is easier for them. Since the beginning of time women have used their bodies as a easier option.
I have never in my life had such a strong motherly need to protect a stranger than I do right now. I’d love to be able to give her a hug & tell her she’s worth more than just a body & never allow anybody to hurt her. Holly seems like such a great person, who’s just broken as the rest of us
I can't believe her mother told her that since she'd done a tremendously risky thing once, she might as well continue taking tremendous risks since her life was already ruined anyway. That sounds psychotic to me.
Feels like her mother didn't love her. Many kids who grow up in broken families that are barely scraping by have low self-esteem and their parents only scold them, children get no praise and no emotional support. Often the cold hard reality is that the child was unwanted and mother has no bond whatsoever. It's more like an obligation.
No wonder why there are people who grow up not only in poor conditions and unstable family life but have no role models, nobody to guide and support them. An 18-year old in survival mode can't make the best choices... 😞
@@carolsimpson4422 Her relationship with her mother hasn't been the best.
@@robertrool8108 Well said.
She knew her daughter wasn't going to stop. You heard her. She got all of her validation from porn.
I think her mother is obviously trash.
The industry almost sucked her up.
Holly has very sad eyes, sweet soul.
@@Wesimm23 🙏
But then she ended up sucking up the industry!!!
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤
@@thomaswhitmore2020🤣🤣🤣
@@thomaswhitmore2020 these women know what the hell they’re getting into you can call them young naïve victims of vultures whatever these women know what the fuck they’re getting into
Holly, you’re so young, smart and authentic. How awfully sad to feel old at 27! Porn industry destroys people,hope you realize it one day…
She looks almost 40 i had no idea shes so young until i read your comment
The pain in this young lady's voice is impossible to miss or ignore. I feel bad for her. I hope she can get help and reclaim her life to the fullest extent possible.
With the big and black shclongs she has endured. I doubt it.
Wife back door not allowed ect
Dog not allowed ect
@@CarolineCora-s3tShe sounds heavily sedated to me.
@@Pjsixty60 fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 never ends for disbelievers
Its not worth it. You'd rather have a job at McDonald's and keep your dignity
Stop shaming
@jacobwheeler6136, it's the truth. Sometimes, it is shame to protect people from themselves and from other people. It does not always come from a sense of hate.
@@LittleFlorence-b5q I never said anything about hate... you did.. stop sex work shaming..
@@jacobwheeler6136 Get yourself help
Truth. She had so many better options; but chose a life of degradation.
I hadn’t seen her in ages and she’s damn near unrecognizable
In a good way?
she looks awful omg
@@FoodieBeautyStanWhen people say unrecognizable, that's generally a bad thing.
She's all beat up 😢
@@FoodieBeautyStan ehhhhh, not really unfortunately
I have tried to comment on this video a few times now, and couldn't find the words. It's deeply saddening; poverty, predatory behavior, sexual violence, exploitation... I hope she's found healing
@@gerrardgibbs6897 Well said, Gerrard.
@@unheardvoices_official thanks
I feel like they should give her a break and give her a big hug. She clearly needs time to gather herself and get her bearings back after discussing and revisiting a very traumatic SA. I’m so sorry that you experienced that situation as well as the ones you would never discuss. I see you and I care about your heart. I’m wishing you God’s comfort.
Ive met Holly on a handful of occasions over the years from the time she first started. She's always been a sweetheart, but you can see the impact things have had emotionally on her. I really hope she will be okay.
She doesn't look like herself, I remember the beginning of her career, that's just a shell of a person now
She's selling her dignity and body. What did you expect?
I looked her up after reading your post. Yes, she looks completely different, very beat-up. The porn industry takes pieces of your SOUL and gives you nothing but regrets. I feel sorry for her.
She’s older ‘ has some weight didn’t change to much
@@L.AKenzoewow you're blind lol. She looks like a bad addict
umm, would anyone expect anything different? It's a satanical industry
She took a hard path to learn some valuable life lessons, and it looks like she's ready to share the wisdom that she gained. She is shining some brutally harsh light on one of the most secretive industries. Proud of her courage.....it will all serve her well in the future.
@@skewbydoom Well said.
I hope so! ❤
This was a brutally honest but truly sad interview. She needs help before she goes over the edge of no return. Let’s not condemn her or feel sorry for her. Let’s pray for her.
@@kennethpadgettflightparame3548 Well said, Ken. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. Much appreciated. 🙏
This is so sad. She often says it's liberating and she likes being good at this, but describes being SA'd many times. She says "it's just acting" then admits she was scared. There is so much to process here. I hope she gets out of this and finds happiness.
Ppl really don't know how the industry can ruin someone life just from doing one scene it can break them to the point of no return
@@EaglesNest52. For sure.
There choice though why should most ppl feel bad for the decision they made on themselves
This is why as a woman you stay away from this not only does this put you in a spot you a judge for the rest of your life by other men it's a jail cell that women can put themselves in and they never get out.
Then don’t do porn…
I think people especially women with some modicum of common sense would know not to do porn ffs!
listen to the things she said she's missing: SELF WORTH AND LOVE. enough said right there.
@@jessiebarnes4671 a lot of women who go into this life but whatever reason think it's glamorous it's really the meaning but if they see it different what do you do?
Her mom was terrible
I hope she's ok. Her career was brutal, she was absolutely harmed in the scene she described. The industry needs more regulation for sure. It's an evil business in my opinion. Not sure it'll change. For Holly I wish her peace and success in her future 🙏🏽
@@OuttheMud212 Well said. 🙏
She looked like she enjoyed every bit of it....jus saying🤷🏿♂️
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@@jaymoore5407i guess thats the acting part
@@jaymoore5407especially with JMac
One of my favorite video of yours. She was great at telling her story. Keep up the great work
Mine, too. She was great to interview. As always, thanks so much for the support.
Wife back door not allowed ect @@unheardvoices_official
Wife back door not allowed ect
She has survivor's remorse. The thing about survivor's remorse is you have to know that you are being affected by it, in order for you to start feeling better. She also has to go about 6 months of telling people NOT, to weed out the people who are using her.
Jus say n
@@bigbro7298 🙏
This poor girl, the devil grabbed her away from college and pharmacy school and deviated the road to a self destructive industry!
18 year old girls egos are the hook that gets them in, they regret it after 30 then its all downhill.
Spot on!! So optimistic at that age, thinking nothing will effect them. Then before you know it, you’re 5-10 years in and doesn’t get better.
Because they are kids
She was a child
Fantastic interview. May she find inner peace.
Thank you! I hope she does as well.
The thing is there is not many women who go into this life who have actually survived and come out on the other side clean that always tell you something.
She is on the edge of no longer being here just like many have left us way to early.man this industry is horrible.pause the clip on her face and just look at her,she looks "dead inside" and she used to be very prettyh and bubbly...damn
this industry is demonic and the performers become demon possessed; hence the reason for drugs, alcohol and suicide.
@raysimms8103
I had similiar experiences to hers without being in this industry.
It’s so sad but happens unfortunately
She's 27 with the disposition of a 59 year old coal miner....
How so??
ha!
I like her! She is real and so vulnerable! She deserves love and respect! She deserves the best and I hope she finds it!
She ruined ..this is a horrible career choice
@@krimsonedit3272 the absolute worst.
Shes so beautiful and intelligent. I am glad to see her taking a bold stand against the abusive issues in the industry. These are very serious issues!!!! Thank you both. ♡
How can you tell whether shes intelligent or not?
@@nd6648 I think the fact that she was talking had something to do with it lol. Some of these girls open their mouths and immediately sound like straight up airheads.
She is obviously intelligent. The way she speaks. She should be an advocate or counselor for other women in porn.
@@starsapphirelee5714 no, she ist NOT obviously intelligent
She obviously DUMB..taking college loan to buy a car
This woman needs a skilled therapist.
No. She need healing and deliverance; and only her creator, the Lord Jesus Christ can give her that.
Most therapists are just as, or even more messed up than their patients. Some are predators too.
Highly
@@ronniemead805Ew.
Not going to work
Sex addiction and drug addiction is destructive even if you're paid for it. A few years back her agent stopped booking her and said she was washed up and took expensive but yet she still doesn't get out of the industry.
No disrespect, but she kinda looks like the Bride of Chuck and Danger from the Ray J show.
Respectfully
Right! I thought she the girl name Danger from Dating Ray J
She still cute though 😊
Google what she USED to look like
now with the lip fillers she really does look like danger
Beautiful young woman😞 her pain is evident you cant be in the sex industry, and not feel like a piece of you has been taken. I hope she is able to turn that frown upside down 🙃 live a happy fulfilling life💕🙏👏 Thanks for being brave enough to share your story….
I don't watch porn and don't know why this video popped up in my feed. But thought it was interesting. Obviously since I don't watch it then I have never heard of her, but she sounds very lonely. She is super smart to be in college and with scholarships at 15, her hopes and dreams of becoming a pharmacist shattered by the choices she made of making fast money BUT because she felt wanted. She never thought she was pretty and enough but going into the industry she felt like every man's dream girl.
I say... she's probably made enough money to pay for her own schooling now and go back to school and become a pharmacist, change your name and move somewhere that you won't be recognized.. I know it sounds dumb but is worth a try. (That's if being a pharmacist is still a dream) she probably feels there's something still missing because her whole life changed when she entered the industry.
Hope she finds professional help and figure out what would truly make her happy and fulfilled in life.
Only one minute in and I see someone broken and sad. Gonna continue watching but I hope she’s able to find peace within before leaving this earth.
I doubt it maybe her peace comes on the other side.
I could see it from the video thumbnail. There’s absolutely no way you could convince me that this person is happy.
Ok Well done. Now cry
The interviewer did a great job in letting her talk, unlike many others who see the interviewing process as about them.
"Award winning scene" is crazy
@@diamondlabelfilms people like her need to distort reality to continue what they're doing. Sick.
James Deen should be in prison.
Yea, that was crazy.
@@unheardvoices_officialwait what happened?
What did James deen do?
no he shouldn't. he's an adult performer who took a job to do a "hardc_re" scene just like the adult performer in this video who is now playing the victim after choosing that line of work.🤦🏽♂🤡
@@misterhappy5462 I just heard what James deen did and idk bro one or two girls saying he did those things and if he defends himself that could help him but 8 girls saying this idk bro
To be honest, I always forget pornstars are ppl at the end of the day. I personally am not supportive of it whatsoever because it’s damaging. Shitty situations tend to be the common reason why pornstars join the industry.
I think a lot of people forget they're actual people. There's a lot of variables that probably come into play as to why someone joins the industry, but I do agree with you that shitty situations are probably one of them.
One's work does not define them. Judging someone based on their work is immoral and says more about you than the person you are judging.
@@Mike_Jones281 Agreed.
@@Mike_Jones281 shes not a killer but im judging a hitman.
This my first time on this platform. Outstanding interview. Keep up the good work.
@@kwashington77 I definitely appreciate the support! 🙏
People always like to judge others, no one is perfect. Her being raped is pure wickedness, and no one had the right to do that to her. At the end of the day porn is just entertainment, no one should be getting hurt like that
Lol youre delusional if you think this is entertainment. Highest suicide rate, severe trauma, drugs, alcohol, mental health problems. Only so people can watch their screens, while these "actors" self destruct. How disgusting.
This is naive opinion. Porn is never mere entertainment. That's a lie. And it's a lie we like to tell ourselves because it makes us feel good. These are real people having real sex. It's making the body and sex into a product and selling it. You think this kind of work doesn't affect the body and mind? Every kind of job affects the whole person. How much more when the job treats your whole person as a mere product to be sold and ogled and lusted over? Especially the toll it takes on women in the industry. Sex trafficking of women and children, rape, abuse of all kinds are endemic to this industry. Please stop with the bullshit.
"entertainment" for losers.
Lol@@kingpriapatius5832
@@kingpriapatius5832 The white flag, blue star people call it "art" and "say its "freedom of speech"
The pattern I've noticed with many adult actresses from such interviews, is that a lot of them were just gullible young women who had a much higher interest in sex. That desire for it was exploitated by the adult entertainment industry and that's how a lot of them fell into that hole of hedonism.
Also, this is not me excusing the young women and the decisions they made, leading up to them being knee deep in the industry. They definitely had a part to play in ending up where they are, and that blame fully falls upon them for the contributing choices that they made.
Well said.
She was such a natural beauty. Sad to see she took away from that beauty with all the unnecessary cosmetic surgery and that she struggles with issues of self worth and depression. Unfortunately she will never fill that empty void she has in porn, but she doesn't seem able to see that
I don’t see this ending well tor her. She should have been a pharmacist, one must think what trauma prior to the industry could have led to this.
@@sarahhernandez5429 I agree. She doesn't seem able to see what's best for her. She wants to do this other stuff in porn like directing but she doesn't really seem like she's that good at the business side of porn. A lot of companies and directors don't want to work with her, probably because she's been blackballed from the industry.
@@TheMendo123Why was she blacklisted
@@bobbycoltrane7552 Apparently she lives a pretty extreme and crazy lifestyle with drug and alcohol problems, even more so than the average pornstar does. Also she got into some beef with her agent and management company so she probably got a rep as being difficult to work with. And in all honesty she hasn't aged that well physically. She talks about 27 being old for porn but she did herself no favors by living the way she did and not taking better care of her health and then getting all this crappy plastic surgery. She looks like a completely different person, of course she's not gonna be a hot commodity in the industry anymore
@@bobbycoltrane7552 I'm guessing that she snitched out somebody or some particular scene. It's not rocket science the reason for being blackballed in the adult industry.
Ptsd is showing in this video. 😢
@@kinginfamousz 🙏
Saw her in an interview years ago and it was hard to watch because she was under the influence and barely could speak. Hope she is getting better
this was an incredible interview
@@Gemberland2004 I truly appreciate the support. Thank you!
This is a great interview! Most people think these women are impervious to real feelings. Or somehow less sensitive. But enjoying sex and doing it for a living, as she said, respect, self worth and love are so important. People think these women don’t have self respect because of their chosen profession. But I see where it gets misconstrued, many girls fall into this life via trauma, addiction, etc, which creates a vicious cycle. Tough industry, but all of these women deserve respect. This is not an easy job, despite what people may think.
Well said. Thanks so much for supporting the channel. It's truly appreciated! 🙏
Omg, never heard of this girl before she showed up in my feed. Just googling the images, those images are disturbing. Not trying to judge porn industry, but my God, she’s so young looking and being subjected to those acts/images. Idc how horny you are, that is disturbing. She looks like a child. No wonder she’s on the verge of tears. I’m nearly in tears myself. And I’m not even a prude.
Respect for what? No. This is the consequence of their actions. No respect will be given to someone who chooses this lifestyle. Trauma and being kicked out is not an excuse. They don’t want to go work a regular job at McDonald’s like the rest of us.
it’s not an easy job then don’t do it
@@eligreg99 they still deserve the respect of co-workers and everyone who watches their movies or interviews. Just cause they have sex for a living, there are still boundaries. Doesn’t give anyone the right to treat them less cause they don’t choose to work at McDonalds or whatever. How are you any better? Please, tell us (in general) how is your job so much more noble?
I can't stay focused on this interview because of the damn spider on the curtains 🕷🕸😅
🫣😂
I thought I was the only one that saw that
She is talking about James Dean.
I had to look that scene up, It hits different after watching this. I think I’m going to reconsider watching porn.
@@Mpiya281 where can we see it? Got a link? Thanks. This is sad
@@Mpiya281what did he do ?
I believe it. Multiple women have accused James Deen of raping them. When I hear that many accusations, I refuse to believe that all those women are lying. James Deen should be in jail.
James Deen seems to hate women.
Im seven minutes in. Can't watch anymore. This is someone's daughter. 😢 I feel so sorry for her.
Her evil mother told her to do it.
Thank you for taking the interview, great job. Your grit will get you through. Nice post .
Very emotional and powerful interview…she is the best of the best and wish her all the best
I wish her the best, too, Paul. 🙏
free country
You never win selling your soul!!!
And it's a Choice......
She rented her asshole, not her soul.
Well said! 👏👏👏
Living in a capitalist society we’re all forced to sell ourselves
Very well said. Satan and his demons in the porn industry and not there to help; but to destroy.
I used to think that "he told me i was pretty" was a cop out but I legitimately think these ppl are this insecure.
I never thought it was a cop out and the fact you thought these ppl were lying is ignorant! I’m glad you realize it actually true ! Why else would someone do something like this ?! They obviously have low self esteem.
This woman is absolutely STUNNING! I saw some photos of her younger, she looks like a Disney channel type girl. When she talked about 'job opportunities' and housing instability I can totally relate. Seems no matter what industry, the pay is never what it should be.
It would be wonderful if porn films, actresses, directors were accepted into the film industry. Bring it out into the light. Celebrate the best of the best. Talk about everything. Congratulations for doing this interview.
I'm not sure that I'd be taking advice from a person who didn't work or could provide for their child/ren, a comfortable upbringing. I would be extremely concerned if I knew my child who is barely out of their teens is having to resort to SW to live. It's really refreshing to hear interviews that are 'raw' and 'real'. I wish Holly the best of luck moving forward, at least Holly is still young enough to pursue a medical career if she wishes to 'out' of the industry.
Such a beautiful, shattered soul. Just want to give her a hug and help her see there is still a long road to run. The sadness is palpable.
I just wanna hug her! 😢
I'm sitting here crying for a person I don't even know, I feel so bad for her 🥺
Very interesting perspective and story in general.
❤
It’s crazy how when he asked if she feels complete or if she feels like something is missing she almost instinctively had to make sure he wasn’t talking about the industry.. it’s a minor part of this interview but it’s a big thing to me because it’s like she wants to do other things and is definitely capable of doing other things but feels like she’s locked in to this career
Great interview - thanks for uploading.
Poor girl she’s been through so much for a 27 year old
She made those choices.
@@thomasallen4340 no one said she didn't 😐
I swear to god we lived in the same neighborhood she lived around the corner from me and she was so quiet but she look so different from back then it’s crazy
It's crazy that you all lived in the same neighborhood.
Very Candid Interview...The responses are also candid!!!
Great interview! A real tear jerker.😢
She started out rock bottom with nothing. Do not for one second underestimate her. She's a fighter. A real contender. She'll figure out what she needs to do next. And then be the best at it. 😊
marry her then
She looks worn out...
What are yall looking at? She looks fine to me.🤷🏽♂️
@@dirty1clean You must like em broken and barley clinging.
lol@@richardpage5812
@@dirty1clean Have some fucking self respect. Jesus dude
She needs a hug....A real one
thank you for your honesty, their is not many people who would or could have bared their sole like you done, wishing you well on your future always be positive and stay strong
really good interview. really good job by interviewer. very tough to watch, credit to holly for sitting through this and opening up.
Not sure what she looked like before all the bad filler, but she makes me glad I stopped messing w any of that stuff. In her defense, they lit her terribly for this.
Looks like she was probably pretty at one point.
I hope she finds peace in this lifetime.
Yes she was. I watched some of her videos, for research purposes of course. Getting into this shady business for some cash to buy material possessions has shortened the lifespans of these prostitutes. Let's not sugar coat it. The men get paid to abuse these women. Yes, they get paid but end up broken physically and mentally.
@@mcentepede
"The men get paid to abuse these women. Yes, they get paid but end up broken physically and mentally."
Depends on who you do business with.
Just ask Angela White, Adriana Chechik
etc.
@@thirdbase6870 Two top tier adult performers. The bottom line is that very few women can go through thousands of men and still be smiling afterwards. Those two you mentioned are next level.
@@mcentepede
Etc. = Sasha Grey, Kira Noir, Demi Sutra, Kazumi Ana Foxx etc.
She is beautiful now
who is she talking about and what scene james deen?
Im thinking it was him, but could be wrong
@@VinStoutamireit was Marcus Dupree
I was thinking it may be the Bang scene but idk 😢
@@islandfever825no she actually likes working with him which is strange because hea accused of doing the same thing as what james deen did
@@nadiab1016it's the Bang scene
She still looks very beautiful and I see a lot of potential in her. I pray she lives a righteous life.
she seems nice, kind and smart. she has done what she wanted and still loves the actual industry and performance.
I hope she finds what she is looking for and I am sure there is someone for her out there.
This is sad. She's such an honest person, someone should love her, but finding that is so hard for everyday people, if ANYONE finds true love, it's a miracle.
For someone so smart, she could have easily made it in the corporate world. I wish she didn’t meet that agent
Shes 27 hard years
HARD
Business must be so rough