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КОМЕНТАРІ • 11 тис.

  • @julia.facundo
    @julia.facundo 3 роки тому +67569

    i just saw someone saying that her editing makes it feel like she’s the only person left on earth and THATS SO TRUE

    • @Dominick_Calvitto.
      @Dominick_Calvitto. 3 роки тому +412

      Yep Emma's a Pure Genius.

    • @voilaleah
      @voilaleah 3 роки тому +1095

      that's so accurate. like other vloggers are constantly videoing their friends and family, but with emma, we MAYBE see her mom or dad 2x a year lmao. and it just makes it feel that much more personal and authentic

    • @noidea8791
      @noidea8791 3 роки тому +536

      She probs feels like she is the only person on earth left sometimes

    • @techsyndrome3291
      @techsyndrome3291 3 роки тому +135

      never be too obsessed with a person

    • @alicia_grace
      @alicia_grace 3 роки тому +100

      that’s EXACTLY how i feel watching her recent videos omg

  • @sofichopikope
    @sofichopikope 3 роки тому +7590

    this new vlog style feels like an indie film that leaves you thinking about life and im 100% here for it

  • @farahhh
    @farahhh 3 роки тому +2437

    we've seen tones of youtubers cry on camera but this clip of Emma crying in her car is a whole new level of genuinity and vulnerability

    • @yourdearer3931
      @yourdearer3931 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/DcAUz3zfk1U/v-deo.html...

    • @REDD0000
      @REDD0000 3 роки тому +9

      Rightt

    • @anwarjael
      @anwarjael 3 роки тому +27

      Cause its rare of her

    • @conexos2007
      @conexos2007 3 роки тому +6

      Her marketing team and editor's planning every emotions shown in every new video to control audience perception

    • @user-pz8bz8kk4w
      @user-pz8bz8kk4w 3 роки тому +10

      her crying in the car broke my heart

  • @Jennifer-rl5ot
    @Jennifer-rl5ot 3 роки тому +6803

    the new editing feels like those british documentaries of people with rare conditions

    • @anicasey9868
      @anicasey9868 3 роки тому +79

      The way this was recommended to me directly after watching a British documentary on people with a rare condition 😳
      (Can also confirm it’s the same vibe)

    • @gimmiechazuke8015
      @gimmiechazuke8015 3 роки тому +4

      @@anicasey9868 omg me too

    • @andronikisa
      @andronikisa 3 роки тому +2

      lmao true

    • @chisomo8088
      @chisomo8088 3 роки тому +4

      I don't like this new editing. And the videos are much shorter too

    • @reynapost1398
      @reynapost1398 3 роки тому

      LMAO YESSS

  • @anii2515
    @anii2515 3 роки тому +15902

    emma posting so much recently is literally the only thing i could ask for

  • @urfavoritealice
    @urfavoritealice 3 роки тому +33096

    Emma's videos are starting to feel like a documentary about getting into adulthood

  • @guts7752
    @guts7752 3 роки тому +3047

    Watching this is how being lonely feels. Like alone. With nobody but yourself.

    • @Clara-zg6ys
      @Clara-zg6ys 3 роки тому +71

      I couldn’t pinpoint what it was but you hit the nail on the head!

    • @pinkgirllostinthisuniverse7895
      @pinkgirllostinthisuniverse7895 3 роки тому +9

      This!!!!

    • @mick8502
      @mick8502 3 роки тому +107

      She seems to be comfortable enjoying her own company. I am the same and it can be both a blessing and a curse.

    • @redhearts0111
      @redhearts0111 3 роки тому +20

      @@mick8502 yeah i get this! i love being alone but not feeling alone

    • @andrewasmari4943
      @andrewasmari4943 3 роки тому +1

      @@redhearts0111 you just put into words what I've been trying to figure out for some time now - thank you!

  • @Elklun
    @Elklun 3 роки тому +7437

    I know people are saying your vlogs are depressing and you always say that you don’t do anything, but every time I watch them and see you taking care of yourself, cooking, and having a routine, it inspires me to get out of bed and do the same.

  • @jackneel
    @jackneel 3 роки тому +10151

    I see what people mean by these videos are therapeutic

    • @queen_b3638
      @queen_b3638 3 роки тому +88

      Really they stress me out 😂😂😂the music gives me anxiety like something bad is about to happen in a movie

    • @camilaindriago1076
      @camilaindriago1076 3 роки тому +57

      @@queen_b3638 huh. Really? I find it very relaxing, like an extended cut of 500 days of Summer

    • @whywehaveicecream101
      @whywehaveicecream101 3 роки тому +7

      its the music :)

    • @Billyholdman
      @Billyholdman 3 роки тому +1

      You are so cute

    • @vinttint
      @vinttint 3 роки тому +16

      Right? It almost has an arthouse, indie feel to it. Like this is lo-fi vlogging lol

  • @rutha1276
    @rutha1276 3 роки тому +3282

    I have a feeling that Emma’s been posting lately more for herself and not us. She seems to really enjoy this new editing style. I think it shows us how much she’s grown because it now matches her current self.

    • @hannahmole3276
      @hannahmole3276 3 роки тому +2

      ua-cam.com/video/xoPAW0dROtQ/v-deo.html

    • @amberhill4718
      @amberhill4718 3 роки тому +13

      i absolutely love this new editing style i'm so happy she's doing it

    • @jmchaotic283
      @jmchaotic283 3 роки тому +3

      Yeah I’ve been feeling that exact same way. I’m also enjoying seeing more of her self. Before she would tell us a story of sorts when something happened, like a break down, but we wouldn’t have seen it. In this video though, she showed it. It is not something I enjoy in the sense of entertainment, that would be highly wrong of me- in all honesty I don’t know how to put it into words, but her vulnerability is heart warning. You forget about the whole “social media influencer” and see her with flaws and troubles. I can sense what she is trying to portray and a connection. This truly is a new era for her. As she continues to grow many things will change, as in all our lives. As a 17 year old teen, I see her as an inspiration to get better, no- she is not a motivational channel, but I treat it as such. Seeing Emma not be perfect allows me to cope with my imperfections and know it is okay to not know everything or be, well, imperfect. Emma, if you ever stumble across this comment, for a starter: I love you. No, we don’t know each other, but I in a sense care about you, weird. Take care of yourself, always, and know it’s completely fine to be selfish at times. You will pull through because that’s the type of person you are. Cry if you need to, it is it a sign of weakness, but strength. Only time well reveals the answers to problems, but it doesn’t bother to stay optimistic of our own futures. Things will get better, perhaps worse for the better to come, but it will pass. We all love you and support you, otherwise we wouldn’t be here. Stay with your head held high and a clear mind

    • @enchantedbysammy
      @enchantedbysammy 3 роки тому +1

      It’s my therapy

    • @candidlykatrinawellborn2142
      @candidlykatrinawellborn2142 3 роки тому

      And I can’t get enough of it ! Go Emma goooo

  • @marcella_ags
    @marcella_ags 3 роки тому +16530

    i saw 'rotten' and i immediately thought "those fucking strawberries man"

  • @yurmomsie
    @yurmomsie 3 роки тому +2388

    a lot of people are saying this editing style is kinda ... sad ?? when really i think the opposite, it’s calming but also feels more real if that makes any sense - soothing and collective :)

    • @lww8133
      @lww8133 3 роки тому +12

      omg yes it feels so calm

    • @harleyquiinnnn
      @harleyquiinnnn 3 роки тому +24

      to me it feels lonely that's what makes it feel sad

    • @momokoblue8032
      @momokoblue8032 3 роки тому +22

      It has a touch of melancholy to it but so does she, so it works really well. It feels right.

    • @jjbrackets6731
      @jjbrackets6731 3 роки тому +2

      So so calming. My breathing changed.

    • @artmieseelizabeth8074
      @artmieseelizabeth8074 3 роки тому +1

      @@momokoblue8032 this is perfect.

  • @silviaf5455
    @silviaf5455 3 роки тому +7818

    She's so relatable bc she's a person who is trying to be better for herself, trying and sharing the process with us. It makes us feel less alone.

    • @lexlynn9699
      @lexlynn9699 3 роки тому +24

      this is the one. i love this. i love her.

    • @sydschlei8035
      @sydschlei8035 3 роки тому +18

      Love this comment, we’re all trying to make ourselves better and seeing someone document the process definitely helps. Hope you’re having a great day and if not I hope it gets better.

    • @user-mw4ix2tw2k
      @user-mw4ix2tw2k 3 роки тому +4

      I understand but haven’t you maybe thought she’s just really depressed ?

    • @sydschlei8035
      @sydschlei8035 3 роки тому +17

      @@user-mw4ix2tw2k Maybe she is, but that doesn’t make her any different from the rest of us that are trying to better ourselves. I have anxiety and clinical depression so it seems pretty relatable to me.

    • @NormenGaze
      @NormenGaze 3 роки тому +1

      But keep in mind that maybe the best thing that could happen to her is that she becomes unrelatable one day.

  • @avabear1694
    @avabear1694 3 роки тому +3182

    Emma: “My teeth are yellow, which doesn’t make sense…”
    Also Emma: drinks coffee constantly

    • @alleysh3367
      @alleysh3367 3 роки тому +11

      Yepp ua-cam.com/video/a1j9owBuwdQ/v-deo.html

    • @danielaramos4082
      @danielaramos4082 3 роки тому +9

      i »»»»think««« if you wash your teeth right after you drink coffe they won´t get yellow

    • @iguana9158
      @iguana9158 3 роки тому +20

      yea certain drinks and food stain your teeth sadly

    • @fryderyktube3d
      @fryderyktube3d 3 роки тому +40

      But she literally has perfect white teeth....

    • @SareBear2000
      @SareBear2000 3 роки тому

      Literally 🤣

  • @slayqueenyas4569
    @slayqueenyas4569 3 роки тому +1881

    i feel like i’m watching an indie documentary on emma’s life whenever i watch her new videos

  • @AmandaMuse
    @AmandaMuse 3 роки тому +1621

    I bought myself a fancy water bottle this week, life has improved. Keep the faith.

    • @jadee._2007.
      @jadee._2007. 3 роки тому +13

      that's very wholesome

    • @akshohini.m.s1319
      @akshohini.m.s1319 3 роки тому +9

      I love the energy this comment gave me. I also bought a fancy water bottle. it's very nice.

    • @lyla0503
      @lyla0503 Рік тому

      i heard if you decorate with stickers and stuff it makes you feel even better🥰

  • @jennymorales3918
    @jennymorales3918 3 роки тому +2440

    you being vulnerable and crying and sharing it with us makes me feel a million times less alone. i love u emma

    • @levycastillo2754
      @levycastillo2754 3 роки тому +1

      It’s over a smell tho

    • @jennymorales3918
      @jennymorales3918 3 роки тому +4

      @@levycastillo2754 well yeah, but that doesn’t take away that it was a difficult moment for her

    • @jennymorales3918
      @jennymorales3918 3 роки тому +2

      @whatacuteTae i literally broke my ankle

    • @Aly-op8nx
      @Aly-op8nx 3 роки тому

      @@levycastillo2754 if your breath smelt like shit constantly you would just be fine with that

  • @shovvxa
    @shovvxa 3 роки тому +3403

    i haven’t watched emma in like… 2 years… and i have to admit. she’s matured SO much. it’s crazy honestly seeing her so calm and mellow.

  • @larissacorrea2410
    @larissacorrea2410 3 роки тому +3836

    I love EVERYTHING about this video. The fact that she is showing us when she take a shower or she crying? It might sound stupid but I just loved it.

  • @erinrenaud8827
    @erinrenaud8827 3 роки тому +401

    she’s growing up and maturing, it’s nice to see such a beautiful change in someone we’ve grown up with

  • @camelbak1012
    @camelbak1012 3 роки тому +1045

    emma.. this is art. i feel like i’m watching a movie that i never want to end nor do i care how it ends. watching this makes me feel lonely, sad, happy, peaceful, soft, confused, all at the exact same time and i LOVE it. you’re an artist i tell ya

  • @alexislin6963
    @alexislin6963 3 роки тому +3959

    I don’t think ppl realize like how YOUNG this girl is and how mature she is

  • @unidentifieduser
    @unidentifieduser 3 роки тому +1022

    when emma showed us her painting of a blue person i absentmindedly nodded and said "that's good" and continued putting makeup on

  • @sydneygansberg2989
    @sydneygansberg2989 3 роки тому +240

    somehow this kind of content is so intriguing. she could literally be talking about nothing in particular and would still have my full genuine attention.

  • @evolving7017
    @evolving7017 3 роки тому +9747

    when she said “I have a phobia of smelling bad” I felt so bad. I think she will never forget abt how much hate she got for “not showering” which was absolutely not true. People sometimes don’t realize how much words can hurt

    • @LydAnn2005
      @LydAnn2005 3 роки тому +470

      Completely agree , people probably thought she joked along with it when it probably really affected her mentally and physically

    • @evolving7017
      @evolving7017 3 роки тому +23

      @@LydAnn2005 yeah i agree!!

    • @sarah.phillipa854
      @sarah.phillipa854 3 роки тому +374

      honestly that was such a horrible thing that happened to her, there are racist, homophobic, terrible influencers out there, and she got all that hate for what, making a joke about not showering? i hope she recovered okay.

    • @raidaiman6045
      @raidaiman6045 3 роки тому +18

      omg right?? i think the same thing too

    • @mynamo12
      @mynamo12 3 роки тому +9

      @@sarah.phillipa854 I agree 100%

  • @adorablehal0x281
    @adorablehal0x281 3 роки тому +537

    This video is an exact embodiment of my interpretation of summer-time depression. That light feeling, deep-emptiness that makes you feel like you're just under the surface of water, like you're just about to take a gasp of air but that thin layer of water keeps you drowning.

    • @elijahsonspace8970
      @elijahsonspace8970 3 роки тому +8

      sure

    • @andreyakabibi5979
      @andreyakabibi5979 3 роки тому +3

      @@elijahsonspace8970 HAHA

    • @adorablehal0x281
      @adorablehal0x281 3 роки тому +5

      Elijah Is Chillin , lol sorry if I was a bit extra this video just gave me that vibe, the exact same vibe that I've previously experienced. Idk how to explain it lmao. 😭

    • @adorablehal0x281
      @adorablehal0x281 3 роки тому +1

      Andreya Kabibi , sorry! I didn't mean to be extra it's just that the video was so good that it was able to exert so many vibes and expressions and that's what I felt. Just a personal experience nothing more.

    • @jamesfv1
      @jamesfv1 3 роки тому +6

      I actually totally know what this feels like. It happens on cold but sunny days and during summer. I always feel more not myself. Also some fun dissociation. 🙃

  • @AnnaPricehasStyle
    @AnnaPricehasStyle 3 роки тому +1043

    I love how comfortable Emma is being so vulnerable in front of her audience. We see every emotion she is feeling, through her facial expressions, what she's saying, and even her editing style.

    • @MichaelJCervantes
      @MichaelJCervantes 3 роки тому

      She had a tonsil stone. are you kidding?

    • @sandelsd8222
      @sandelsd8222 3 роки тому +9

      @@MichaelJCervantes we’re talking in general not just in this video. but i mean she did cry on camera which is something emma has mentioned she hates doing

    • @ghostkulls
      @ghostkulls 3 роки тому +1

      @@MichaelJCervantes She didnt know??

    • @frnzilla
      @frnzilla 3 роки тому

      fr. and it’s grown so much since the beginning.

    • @owhueee2737
      @owhueee2737 3 роки тому +1

      *ua-cam.com/video/Kg5HpY9puA0/v-deo.html*

  • @yisselleh.f7579
    @yisselleh.f7579 6 місяців тому +10

    idk why, but i love the vlog so much. i come back to rewatch every few months. i loved this era of her vlogs so much, the one to two letter titled vlogs. idk why they make me so emotional, the soundtracks she uses (especially the one on 3:04) ? idk they're so sentimental to me, almost like nostalgic in some way. idk I just love it sm. this one for some reason makes me cry. and I love that.

  • @yasminbutton19
    @yasminbutton19 3 роки тому +1376

    The part where she’s in her new outfit sorting out the buttons - she really is one of the most stunning people I’ve ever seen.

  • @RosieCrawford
    @RosieCrawford 3 роки тому +373

    I feel like Emma's new editing style now feels like a documentary series that I will never stop binging

  • @maryamsaif9131
    @maryamsaif9131 3 роки тому +13299

    Emma crying literally broke my heart into pieces here’s a forehead kiss bae *mwa*

    • @phantasossydney8308
      @phantasossydney8308 3 роки тому +88

      Same i cried tgt, forehead kiss to emma

    • @tanne2743
      @tanne2743 3 роки тому +69

      I cried listening to her podcast about how she felt about her self. Girl we LOVE you. Such an inspiration ❤

    • @ElenaRodriguez-bl4ut
      @ElenaRodriguez-bl4ut 3 роки тому

      @@tanne2743 what episode?

    • @tanne2743
      @tanne2743 3 роки тому +4

      @@ElenaRodriguez-bl4ut I think aug 27 2020 episode. Not 100% sure tho

    • @ElenaRodriguez-bl4ut
      @ElenaRodriguez-bl4ut 3 роки тому +1

      @@tanne2743 tyy

  • @elusivebutsatisfyingt.9166
    @elusivebutsatisfyingt.9166 3 роки тому +74

    Can we just appreciate how long Emma has been around and how genuine and raw her content still is? I fcking love the aesthetic shots of LA in between honestly her recent videos have all been hella calming

  • @Morganne
    @Morganne 3 роки тому +17985

    EMMA :(((( doctors literally being like "nah sis ur fine" when YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG is so frustrating im so sorry

    • @minecraftstation6422
      @minecraftstation6422 3 роки тому +125

      It's kinda messed up

    • @solace6700
      @solace6700 3 роки тому +2

      wat

    • @ransfordrowe6409
      @ransfordrowe6409 3 роки тому +139

      Guess you did not watch the whole video before commenting.

    • @choicethetaurus
      @choicethetaurus 3 роки тому +3

      ua-cam.com/video/TWIX1yPjTZQ/v-deo.html

    • @jossieaileen
      @jossieaileen 3 роки тому +76

      all those years in medical school just to tell people they're fine when you know something is wrong :\

  • @salomew1759
    @salomew1759 3 роки тому +4405

    this feels like that jim carey movie “the truman show” but we’re just watching emma’s daily life. it’s the emma show

    • @crystalp5486
      @crystalp5486 3 роки тому +18

      okay but how did you manage to put everything I didn't know I was thinking together so well

    • @chloesohngen6729
      @chloesohngen6729 3 роки тому +15

      and the camera angles she uses remind me a lot of the truman show

    • @gabrielarios6682
      @gabrielarios6682 3 роки тому +7

      I love that movie

    • @sarahk4telyn
      @sarahk4telyn 3 роки тому +6

      I love the Truman show w my whole heart

    • @Lilydxpvz
      @Lilydxpvz 3 роки тому +2

      I love the truman show

  • @tristan_belle9637
    @tristan_belle9637 3 роки тому +1544

    emma’s new style of filming is so peaceful i’m obsessed

    • @youthoughtiwasdone7625
      @youthoughtiwasdone7625 3 роки тому

      4 praying that @iamcardib to behave and respect @nickiminaj at this Septembers met gala and fashion week

    • @kenz2081
      @kenz2081 3 роки тому +1

      me too

    • @AO-md6hk
      @AO-md6hk 3 роки тому +2

      @@youthoughtiwasdone7625 no i hope she beats Nicki's ass 💅🏾

    • @youthoughtiwasdone7625
      @youthoughtiwasdone7625 3 роки тому

      4 praying that @iamcardib to behave and respect @nickiminaj at this Septembers met gala and fashion week

    • @samseditor7875
      @samseditor7875 3 роки тому

      yes !!

  • @graciegould8561
    @graciegould8561 3 роки тому +27

    the way this is filmed honestly feels like a 90s film you’d watch in school and i love it

  • @mery8680
    @mery8680 3 роки тому +507

    The whole video feels like a 2005 chill movie with no actual plot but makes you feel fuzzy and warm inside

  • @r1nataaa
    @r1nataaa 3 роки тому +2939

    I love Emma’s new style, I feel like she’s finally found herself and is a complete new and happier person

    • @presidentfee
      @presidentfee 3 роки тому +74

      Ikr I love it but the forehead kisses are missing

    • @dollstylist041poll3
      @dollstylist041poll3 3 роки тому +32

      I feel like it's better without them. More real

    • @5yaf
      @5yaf 3 роки тому +3

      same :(

    • @inessuleiman2244
      @inessuleiman2244 3 роки тому +4

      @@dollstylist041poll3 yeah

    • @nkk_23
      @nkk_23 3 роки тому +24

      i just re-watch an old video when i want a forehead kiss and im okay :)) i love that she's growing

  • @imnotmrbeast
    @imnotmrbeast 3 роки тому +4296

    i’m obsessed with this new editing it feels so comforting like literally she’s becoming my comfort person i can jus watch when i’m anxious i love this so much
    made Emma's forehead kisses compilation

    • @tuotuo508
      @tuotuo508 3 роки тому +4

      true!!!!!

    • @camille2592
      @camille2592 3 роки тому

      ^

    • @AB-yf9xj
      @AB-yf9xj 3 роки тому +7

      she literally just changed the background music and made her shitty transitions longer

    • @ezme7030
      @ezme7030 3 роки тому +15

      @@AB-yf9xj but you could keep your opinion to your self

    • @arielcrimmins6503
      @arielcrimmins6503 3 роки тому +3

      More content like this PLEASE

  • @brellehawthorne7922
    @brellehawthorne7922 3 роки тому +44

    I literally had the worst night last night and have had the most anxiety ridden day, I have been watching you all day and you have brought me such peace today. Thank you.

  • @gahayes97
    @gahayes97 3 роки тому +945

    anyone notice how the back window of emmas car says "just married" etched into the dust? iconic. hilarious. love it

    • @newworld8271
      @newworld8271 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/DcAUz3zfk1U/v-deo.html
      ..
      ..

    • @beachrocks
      @beachrocks 3 роки тому +34

      i tried to read it for SO LONG thank god you got able to read it

    • @khadijahmostafa2396
      @khadijahmostafa2396 3 роки тому +10

      I wouldn’t be surprised if she got married without telling anyone lol

    • @notgracie290
      @notgracie290 3 роки тому +10

      her and tucker🥲

  • @ofcsnotnat
    @ofcsnotnat 3 роки тому +2448

    The thing with Emma is that she is so relatable and honest, she show us herself everyday doing normal people stuff, and we find it so relaxing yet so real :)

    • @mkultrati6476
      @mkultrati6476 3 роки тому +2

      Please its an act

    • @rw5763
      @rw5763 3 роки тому +8

      i see this version of her comment like 300 times under every fucking video

    • @igorbilbao1311
      @igorbilbao1311 3 роки тому +6

      Well a little difference she is like super rich :) (like I like her a lot but we can’t deny she doesn’t have the same life as the majority of us)

    • @alexusbratva878
      @alexusbratva878 3 роки тому

      its funny 'cause i find her lifestyle relatable but not her attitude...maybe cause I'm a guy from the Eastcoast, and she's a chick, from the Westcoast

    • @yara-ft2pe
      @yara-ft2pe 3 роки тому

      does anyone know where emma got her top? its so pretty:)

  • @SlightSoundsASMR
    @SlightSoundsASMR 3 роки тому +2824

    I used to get tonsil stones all the time. They are harmless but annoying as shit.
    This new video style really came at the right time. They make me feel less alone

    • @lojfiojo4725
      @lojfiojo4725 3 роки тому +3

      How’d ya get rid of em?

    • @bleufitz9702
      @bleufitz9702 3 роки тому +11

      @@lojfiojo4725 I had to get my tonsils out because they got so bad.

    • @Vanniupnow
      @Vanniupnow 3 роки тому +22

      @@lojfiojo4725 coughed hard as shit to get em or went in there 😂

    • @khawooltae6622
      @khawooltae6622 3 роки тому

      So so true 💗

    • @roseeloise6741
      @roseeloise6741 3 роки тому +16

      @@lojfiojo4725 i used to get them all the time as well but haven't had one in over a year. drinking a lot of water and avoiding dairy will help... even if u get them surgically removed, stones can form in the crypts where your tonsils used to be (scary shit)

  • @DobbyOkorodas
    @DobbyOkorodas Рік тому +3

    i’m rewatching emma’s old videos now. i was 11 when she started vlogging like this and i used to watch her all the time. i remember thinking this was so boring and counting the days until she would post in the sharp and quick zooming in style again but she never did - so i kept on waiting until she stopped posting all together and 11 year old me was so disappointed. Occasionally, she would post every couple of months -like her “what is good in New York” video - but it was never the same. now watching this at 14, this is so entertaining for a reason i cannot pinpoint or explain.
    but i do remember why i was so annoyed at the time by the change in her editing- i remember i had just joined secondary school and Emma was probably one of my only few friends. i was quiet and dint know how to make friends. we were in the middle of lockdown so that did not help and so watching Emma was my major comfort in the time of uncertainty.

  • @shakedroffe
    @shakedroffe 3 роки тому +1269

    i miss her forehand kiss ngl but i love that she shows us when she’s down and crying, she’s a human and deserves to be happy.

  • @morgancl8
    @morgancl8 3 роки тому +384

    The vibe of this video is the vibe of my life and I'm so glad someone understands like the gentle melancholy of being an adult and trying to take care of yourself.

    • @anonanon2712
      @anonanon2712 3 роки тому +6

      gentle melancholy is exactly it! wow

    • @ynaffitt
      @ynaffitt 3 роки тому

      how do i save this comment forever i love this

  • @veronicadiaries
    @veronicadiaries 3 роки тому +397

    emma's new style is literally ✨🤌 I feel like she's not pushing herself to be funny or quirky and i'm loving the genuinity of her recent vlogs.

    • @avasmith7530
      @avasmith7530 3 роки тому +4

      Me too! That was something I hated so much in her old videos but this feels much more genuine and mature ✨

    • @amberhill4718
      @amberhill4718 3 роки тому +2

      yes!!! same!!!

    • @amberhill4718
      @amberhill4718 3 роки тому +1

      @@avasmith7530 i feel the exact same!! her old videos were so repetitive but i love this new editing style

  • @haydenraman1343
    @haydenraman1343 3 роки тому +39

    emma is literally my comfort youtuber and i literally just noticed that she doesn’t give us forehead kisses anymore she needs to start again love u sm emma

  • @Jess-ec2fp
    @Jess-ec2fp 3 роки тому +8761

    “ i have a phobia of smelling bad” i hope all them tiktokers that called her smelly for months get a years and years of karma for that trauma

    • @sz3224
      @sz3224 3 роки тому +131

      I know :/

    • @cemeterygxtes
      @cemeterygxtes 3 роки тому +380

      it’s even worse when you think about how, during that time, people were laughing at shane dawson’s jokes about his bad hygiene. but for emma it was different.

    • @emabenova1717
      @emabenova1717 3 роки тому +16

      snes literally more popular than them.. they'd deserve it

    • @PatsliTV
      @PatsliTV 3 роки тому +3

      What? Who did that

    • @cemeterygxtes
      @cemeterygxtes 3 роки тому +166

      @@PatsliTV in around 2018/19, making fun of emma’s hygiene was a huge trend. a lot of drama channels, and people in general, would make fun of emma for appearing unhygienic.
      at the same time, people were supporting another youtuber who’s hygiene was arguably worse (shane dawson). it was very hypocritical of people to do that.

  • @turtleface59
    @turtleface59 3 роки тому +1564

    I feel like Emma is just such a good influence for young girls. If I have a daughter I would hope this is the content she watches.

    • @iykigugu6798
      @iykigugu6798 3 роки тому +8

      ua-cam.com/video/a1j9owBuwdQ/v-deo.html .

    • @melcerra2375
      @melcerra2375 3 роки тому +17

      My teen daughters watch. I’m glad.

    • @anmolsandhu7629
      @anmolsandhu7629 3 роки тому +16

      Emma will find this so sweet of she reads this ❤️

    • @hannahmole3276
      @hannahmole3276 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/xoPAW0dROtQ/v-deo.html

    • @kerryhowarth9
      @kerryhowarth9 3 роки тому +1

      Love this. ❤️

  • @jaydeirvin5763
    @jaydeirvin5763 3 роки тому +8

    rewatching these because i feel safe here. welcome to 2022 everyone :)

  • @Naralarawara
    @Naralarawara 3 роки тому +3178

    I dont know why, but this way of editing makes me both comfortable and scared

    • @gloriasenpai8980
      @gloriasenpai8980 3 роки тому +71

      Ikr she seems sad

    • @emmagoodall3721
      @emmagoodall3721 3 роки тому +22

      Girl same
      Like-
      What am I suppose to feel honey?

    • @angiesplaylists
      @angiesplaylists 3 роки тому +57

      It’s very vulnerable thats why

    • @nicolenicolas3575
      @nicolenicolas3575 3 роки тому +2

      same idk why am feeling this when im watching her videos

    • @krisssssssu
      @krisssssssu 3 роки тому +22

      SAMEEEE it makes me so sad and empty but so comfy at the same time

  • @faiRy-2003
    @faiRy-2003 3 роки тому +529

    this new editing style gives me early 2000’s films vibes when smartphones didn’t exist and she just drives, paints, swims in the pool etc. i adore

  • @qiqidouluvme
    @qiqidouluvme 3 роки тому +668

    i really love how this girl isnt scared to show or tell certain stuff. Thats why she will always have a special place in my heart.

  • @flanneryjade
    @flanneryjade 3 роки тому +8

    I ADORE that you talk about tonsil stones, piercing bumps (keloids) etc. You have no idea how refreshing it is to hear someone like you/an influencer acknowledge that they have the same issues as me, it makes me feel so much more normal and less alone. Thank you

  • @avaperota3250
    @avaperota3250 3 роки тому +2742

    everything emma says is so intriguing to me. like she can be talking about nonsense but i would wholeheartedly listen to her

    • @gr6vty
      @gr6vty 3 роки тому +3

      righttttt

  • @erinnadams1629
    @erinnadams1629 3 роки тому +517

    I love the little clips of random things. Like the people walking across the street. It raises the mundane to extraordinary, really makes me look at things differently.

  • @angelango7429
    @angelango7429 3 роки тому +605

    you're telling me she had a tonsil stone and the first doctor couldn't see it and immediately dismissed it?? Bro some doctors be absolutely wildin

    • @iwantpizza1519
      @iwantpizza1519 3 роки тому

      I like your pfp

    • @Naufal-sq3oo
      @Naufal-sq3oo 3 роки тому +1

      Calm down, doctor's have their own specialist, the first doctor might be just a regular doctor, but the second doctor definitely and ETN (ear, throat, nose) specialist doctor so they know it.

  • @leileyking1544
    @leileyking1544 3 роки тому +7

    ever since emma started editing again, the videos are so much more comforting. idk why people say “it’s sad” or “depressing.” for me, it’s familiar. maybe a hint of melancholy, but it’s soothing and nice to know i’m not the only one going through some shit. if you listen to her podcast, you know she has friends and she sees them. she just chooses to keep that part of her life private now, and that’s okay. idk i feel very connected to emma this way. so raw, and oddly healing.

  • @Miraeshi
    @Miraeshi 3 роки тому +1783

    Emma it was still totally valid to be upset. Anything can seem scary when it’s unknown. Glad you’re okay!

  • @jolaosardu
    @jolaosardu 3 роки тому +246

    this Is her best era, i think she's finally figuring out her real self, her real editing style. it's so good seeing her like that

  • @doloresmartinez3399
    @doloresmartinez3399 3 роки тому +460

    You can totally tell she took her editing back into her own hands. It’s a work of art and her passion is shinning through

  • @Isha.Malviya
    @Isha.Malviya 3 роки тому +88

    I’m just gonna say it, everybody feels this - it’s therapeutic

  • @clara-jr7xo
    @clara-jr7xo 3 роки тому +227

    seeing emma cry was heartbroken to me. i found her and this channel over quarentine but i already feel so comfortable here, also, her saying "i have a fobia of smelling bad" and i started remembering those jokes about how she smelled bad and didn't shower :( ilysm emma hope you're okay now!

  • @elenabarkman5429
    @elenabarkman5429 3 роки тому +574

    Emma is honestly only reason I’m ok, she makes me feel so comfortable and safe and makes me feel ok that I don’t get up and do soemthing 24/7.

    • @Plagolago64
      @Plagolago64 3 роки тому +1

      @Dream Music no

    • @RaekwonNoel
      @RaekwonNoel 3 роки тому +1

      Sameeee

    • @jossieaileen
      @jossieaileen 3 роки тому +2

      same she reminds me that everything will be okay and we are all trying our best

    • @DrJustininJapan
      @DrJustininJapan 3 роки тому

      @annabel Wow that is super honest and open!! Thank you for sharing. Stay strong

    • @АдельСагнаева-ж6ф
      @АдельСагнаева-ж6ф 3 роки тому

      You should also check her podcast if you haven’t yet

  • @HillierSmith
    @HillierSmith 3 роки тому +4251

    I love that content like Emma's is telling creators to start focusing less on optimising retention, and instead putting more focus back into storytelling, emotions and memory.
    And I'm all for this new content, it's fantastic.

    • @aleaxe1212
      @aleaxe1212 3 роки тому +10

      it's crazy, like it's the opposite of david dobrik style vlog

    • @ishitasharma8925
      @ishitasharma8925 3 роки тому

      Absolutely. This is what we need emma

    • @abigaildash
      @abigaildash 3 роки тому

      Amen

  • @ayanahyberger3526
    @ayanahyberger3526 3 роки тому +6

    Honestly, as someone who struggles with drinking enough water, watching you decide to use that water bottle made me feel REALLY motivated. Regardless of whether or not you keep using it, just seeing that bottle and hearing you talk about your struggles with hydration made me feel like "oh, me too, and I can do that too!" and I really needed that today. Thanks!!

  • @TheSarahlikesmuffins
    @TheSarahlikesmuffins 3 роки тому +669

    artist tip: instead of throwing away your "mess ups", save them for when youre re-inspired and add to/change them!

    • @gabbydimasi5060
      @gabbydimasi5060 3 роки тому +15

      I know this wasnt directed towards me but i will try this. I throw away all my art that I hated/messed up on. and by no means I am good at in it justs calms me

    • @geomjmnz
      @geomjmnz 3 роки тому +3

      omg i love this idea 🥰

  • @JamesonThomas24
    @JamesonThomas24 3 роки тому +628

    Emma: “I question how I’m alive with how little water I drink on a daily basis.”
    Me: casually drinking a milkshake * same *

    • @AxxLAfriku
      @AxxLAfriku 3 роки тому

      Why is Donald Trump pretty and I am not? But why does he only have a wife but I have TWO HANDSOME GIRLFRIENDS who I show off in my masterpiece YT videos? Do you know the answer, dear jam

    • @zanettaudo-obong368
      @zanettaudo-obong368 3 роки тому +4

      @@AxxLAfriku what...

    • @alleysh3367
      @alleysh3367 3 роки тому +7

      @@zanettaudo-obong368 ok ua-cam.com/video/a1j9owBuwdQ/v-deo.html

    • @futuristiccat5636
      @futuristiccat5636 3 роки тому

      @@AxxLAfriku Donald trump is a dump out of all the trumps

  • @CaliforniaGurls821
    @CaliforniaGurls821 3 роки тому +1825

    I feel like those that are saying emma's new editing style is lonely or sad and that they miss the old one have not gone thru the transition to adulthood yet. I think her new videos and editing style is very calming and authentic and as a 20 year old like emma, life feels very much like the vibes her new content give off. it's nice and feels more personal and genuine

    • @weganmerner7014
      @weganmerner7014 3 роки тому +16

      It reads to me that she's actually taken courses now where before she was a teenager who happened to get a large following.

    • @Bea-wi7oy
      @Bea-wi7oy 3 роки тому +3

      that first sentence >>> yes, and u put it so beautifully

    • @nicolegenerale
      @nicolegenerale 3 роки тому +9

      exactly!! I’m 20 too and this seems extremely peaceful to me

    • @stefania3577
      @stefania3577 3 роки тому +1

      its so calming

    • @harleyquiinnnn
      @harleyquiinnnn 3 роки тому +3

      bruh i am an adult and it all feels lonely to me

  • @PowerfulStar888
    @PowerfulStar888 Місяць тому +1

    I am having a very hard exam tomorrow and watching this in my breaks was only way to not lose my mind and let stress kill me

  • @ncappiah
    @ncappiah 3 роки тому +924

    seeing Emma cry makes me CRY, when she cried "mhmhm": I FELT THAT.

  • @missmagic166
    @missmagic166 3 роки тому +740

    The background music is so addicting.....

    • @katerinafloroyfloroy4686
      @katerinafloroyfloroy4686 3 роки тому +8

      it literally drives me crazy and it gets stuck in my head soooo quickly

    • @MyVintageLife
      @MyVintageLife 3 роки тому +5

      Very melancholic in some parts. Goes great with the old Hollywood theme.

    • @niamhp1432
      @niamhp1432 3 роки тому +4

      In case you wanted to listen to it, the song is: Imaginary the Sun Really Shines by Jincheng Zhang

    • @GreybowRainbow
      @GreybowRainbow 3 роки тому +1

      Here’s the song: The Snowbird Strut by Jesse Gallagher ua-cam.com/video/eXHTRry9CL8/v-deo.html
      it’s on UA-cam Audio Library btw I forgot to say that lol

    • @missmagic166
      @missmagic166 3 роки тому +1

      @@niamhp1432 aww thank you

  • @lawrence-p1m
    @lawrence-p1m 3 роки тому +312

    Emma’s our therapist, her new editing style is just so therapeutic
    love it

    • @elissm5349
      @elissm5349 3 роки тому +3

      yep the new edits really is cool like those random shots feels like 90s documentary to me

  • @renwashere1019
    @renwashere1019 3 роки тому +6

    ahh i really love this type of vlogs- realistic, calm, and surprisingly inspiring. ive been hesitant to watch emma’s but here we are 🙌🏻

  • @aldoalvarez7006
    @aldoalvarez7006 3 роки тому +263

    Emma used to talk a lot in her past videos. Now you just see her doing things in silence, but weirdly you kinda know what she’s thinking and feeling. I’m getting to like this new format 🤍

  • @MonaAli_
    @MonaAli_ 3 роки тому +547

    This isn’t relatable because I never saw life like this, this is mental RESET.
    Her videos now not only calm me down but show me life from a totally different perspective and it’s SO refreshing. No goof-offs, no silly sound effects, this is just her. It’s so brave of Emma to do this. ❤️✨

    • @bl00dm00ntlz
      @bl00dm00ntlz 3 роки тому +3

      they also go by really quick, nice and relaxing, im enjoying this new vlog style of hers

  • @chickennuggets9409
    @chickennuggets9409 3 роки тому +450

    Most of the compliments on Emma's editing are lowkey roasting her old editor, I love both

    • @elijahsonspace8970
      @elijahsonspace8970 3 роки тому +2

      sure

    • @peptobismolveins
      @peptobismolveins 3 роки тому +45

      It doesn’t have to be like that. She gained 10.5Million subs and a billion views with that editing style and that’s a very good achievement in itself for her editor. we all just needed a change in her style and it’s so perfect and so relaxing with the music especially. I agree, we like both, praising one =/= saying other is bad.

  • @eady4963
    @eady4963 3 роки тому +4

    This feels like a documentary of becoming a individual person through out adulthood , i love it sm

  • @Elle-eq4hy
    @Elle-eq4hy 3 роки тому +487

    She‘s reinvented her channel so well through the year. So impressive.

    • @choicethetaurus
      @choicethetaurus 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/fNqvdmrH21U/v-deo.html

    • @pogbog9303
      @pogbog9303 3 роки тому

      @@choicethetaurus wow this is good, was not expecting this. nice!

    • @redwave4738
      @redwave4738 3 роки тому

      @@choicethetaurus I feel grateful for clicking on this link 😌✨

  • @tejukanaparthy
    @tejukanaparthy 3 роки тому +213

    this whole video feels like a movie.
    also, i genuinely appreciate that you were able to share a low moment like that with us. i probably would’ve cried as well.

  • @shirleydort
    @shirleydort 3 роки тому +378

    Her recent videos have a whole different vibe and I’m living for it honestly

    • @alleysh3367
      @alleysh3367 3 роки тому +7

      Okk ua-cam.com/video/a1j9owBuwdQ/v-deo.html

    • @erinl9866
      @erinl9866 3 роки тому +2

      probably because she's clearly extremely depressed

    • @iirenicx6103
      @iirenicx6103 3 роки тому +5

      @@erinl9866 No?? Pretty sure she spoke on her podcast about how good she’s been feeling recently..

    • @nai2226
      @nai2226 3 роки тому +1

      @@erinl9866 shes not

    • @LifeOfLiana
      @LifeOfLiana 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/Da4b3kK1Hr0/v-deo.html same!

  • @AudreyFlynn
    @AudreyFlynn 3 роки тому +24

    I continually come back to rewatch this video. There's something about it that's so comforting. I absolutely adore all of Emma's videos but this one is indescribably soothing

  • @ellaedwards1375
    @ellaedwards1375 3 роки тому +526

    maybe it’s just me but her hair has been looking really soft and healthy lately. it looks really good

    • @jenniviiv
      @jenniviiv 3 роки тому +10

      healthy??? lol wut

    • @OliveFunVid
      @OliveFunVid 3 роки тому +1

      i think is because she cut the ends

    • @kittyleash
      @kittyleash 3 роки тому

      @@jenniviiv could you not comprehend? healthy means complete physical, mental & social well being & not merely the absence of disease or infirmity.

    • @queeny1881
      @queeny1881 3 роки тому +1

      Yea i think she's not dyeing it a lot like when she was blonde so that could be a big part of it.

  • @devynbeeson3320
    @devynbeeson3320 3 роки тому +6497

    This vlog made me so sad. Also, don’t feel bad for crying over that stone thing. I cried in front of everyone at jiffy lube today.

    • @brigh12
      @brigh12 3 роки тому +56

      Haha I cried at jiffy lube too

    • @tangerine_dreamsss
      @tangerine_dreamsss 3 роки тому +97

      It’s a traumatizing and dehumanizing experience every time I get an oil change

    • @emaezing
      @emaezing 3 роки тому +39

      It’s a universal experience dont worry

    • @emilythompson2748
      @emilythompson2748 3 роки тому +10

      @@tangerine_dreamsss YES IT IS HAHAHA

    • @emmanemz5824
      @emmanemz5824 2 роки тому +18

      yeah medical and car stuff can be scary. once i had a bump on my wrist and was convinced it was a tumor and my hand would have to be cut off and i cried so much and the doctor said it was just a wrist injury and it went away in a few days

  • @AndresMartinez-ww1qz
    @AndresMartinez-ww1qz 3 роки тому +849

    "I LITERALLY was crying for THREE HOURS over a TONSIL STONE" *plays relaxing music.

    • @3c3ntric_3
      @3c3ntric_3 3 роки тому +3

      montage are cool

    • @gabbydimasi5060
      @gabbydimasi5060 3 роки тому +3

      I literally shazamed all the music bec its so calming

    • @yvesheaven
      @yvesheaven 3 роки тому

      @@gabbydimasi5060 Whats the first one pleaseee. When she was talking about tonsil stones

    • @gabbydimasi5060
      @gabbydimasi5060 3 роки тому

      @@yvesheaven I think its called the snowbird strut by jesse

    • @JesseGallagher
      @JesseGallagher 3 роки тому

      @@yvesheaven there's a new music video for that one song, it's called "The Snowbird Strut" : ua-cam.com/video/sqCJTise1WM/v-deo.html

  • @mvrz33gr33n
    @mvrz33gr33n 3 роки тому +18

    I just found out I have tonsil stones today, and im looking back to this video and im so grateful she shared her experience with us bc I feel way less gross and way less alone about it. But um. I've made the decision to get my tonsils taken out cuz now I literally can't stop thinking about it. But thank you Emma. I love you.

    • @vashaunprice6542
      @vashaunprice6542 3 роки тому

      How much will it take to get your tonsils taken out

  • @katicaszentimrey8239
    @katicaszentimrey8239 3 роки тому +408

    she is literally one of the most beautiful person I have ever seen inside and out. I'm so thankful for her.

  • @AlongwithAlana
    @AlongwithAlana 3 роки тому +1534

    As a single 30-year-old woman who lives alone, I cannot express ENOUGH how important it is that you are showing (to a LARGE young female audience) the value of independence and doing things by yourself! Love you so much Emma 💕

    • @freeemz
      @freeemz 3 роки тому +13

      as a 33 yr old, I wish I had her 10+ years ago :')

    • @kp-tq5jk
      @kp-tq5jk 3 роки тому +4

      yes!! that gives me so much hope (also as a single 30year old woman living alone)!!! this is such an important work :)

    • @KelseyyRachel
      @KelseyyRachel 3 роки тому +2

      Right!! Couldn’t have said it better myself 💞

    • @AlongwithAlana
      @AlongwithAlana 3 роки тому +1

      @@freeemz SAME omg. Yet I listen to her podcasts for advice NOW! 😂

    • @lizmoreno1524
      @lizmoreno1524 3 роки тому +2

      I’m your same age and I agree!!

  • @raw8565
    @raw8565 3 роки тому +326

    I feel like I’m watching a documentary and then the small interruptions of Emma with no dramatic music playing reminds me it’s not lmao I love it😂😂

    • @yourdearer3931
      @yourdearer3931 3 роки тому

      ua-cam.com/video/DcAUz3zfk1U/v-deo.html...

    • @JesseGallagher
      @JesseGallagher 3 роки тому

      a new music video just came out for that one song, it's called "The Snowbird Strut" : ua-cam.com/video/sqCJTise1WM/v-deo.html

  • @glitzyyy3535
    @glitzyyy3535 8 місяців тому +1

    emma's vids r so therapeutic for sm reason

  • @wanderdoors
    @wanderdoors 3 роки тому +1054

    Can’t wait until she writes and directs her own film.

    • @kevinhayes6095
      @kevinhayes6095 3 роки тому +3

      That would be awesome. If she did, she’d either go for black comedy or feel-good drama.

  • @karmen1265
    @karmen1265 3 роки тому +343

    I love how she shares her entire journey with us, it really feels special, whether it's a haircut or a mental breakdown. Thanks again for being real

  • @christinavanaswegen9092
    @christinavanaswegen9092 3 роки тому +310

    these videos make me feel sad but in a nostalgic way, almost comforting.

  • @hannahpaluch6593
    @hannahpaluch6593 3 роки тому +131

    Why is nobody talking about how “just married” is written on her back windshield

  • @onewildwoman
    @onewildwoman 3 роки тому +508

    this feels like a literal documentary whoaa, so proud of you for experimenting with a different style which i actually enjoy so, so much!!

  • @briannahart7866
    @briannahart7866 3 роки тому +709

    I just noticed in this video, the back window has written in dust “just married” and that is 100% something emma would do and it just made me so happy

    • @dabbysuttons9721
      @dabbysuttons9721 3 роки тому +12

      Oh really, I didn't notice, can you give me a time stamp so I can look, please.

    • @sabwinner
      @sabwinner 3 роки тому +1

      @@dabbysuttons9721 yes please

    • @perpetualcheck9634
      @perpetualcheck9634 3 роки тому +18

      @@dabbysuttons9721 3:42 - 3:48 you can kind of make it out.

    • @dabbysuttons9721
      @dabbysuttons9721 3 роки тому

      @@perpetualcheck9634 Thank you.

    • @lydia-7330
      @lydia-7330 3 роки тому

      haha i just saw that and was looking to see if someone commented on it

  • @chloebelinsky1844
    @chloebelinsky1844 3 роки тому +708

    the back windshield having “just married”written on it LMAO that was a silly goofy mood

    • @louvvve
      @louvvve 3 роки тому +22

      me checking the comments to see if anyone else noticed :) 🔎

  • @Victoria-yo6pm
    @Victoria-yo6pm 2 роки тому +1

    I just love how when I’m feeling extra lonely and sad, I got Emma’s vlogs here to help make me feel a little less alone

  • @xtrastrengthsassx1269
    @xtrastrengthsassx1269 3 роки тому +437

    I get crying about the tonsil stone, though. There’s just a special layer of frustration in being uncomfortable with something, but not knowing what to do about it. I had a persistent cough at some point, and it wasn’t anything special, but the longer I didn’t know what it was and what to do about it, the more upsetting it was. It’s just made worse when there’s no answer to what it is or what to do about it. Then, it feels like you’ll be stuck like that forever

    • @Me-to5zw
      @Me-to5zw 3 роки тому +14

      Especially when you have anxiety....it can be something very small but ur brain tells u that you're in your final cancer stage and dying

    • @abbyadams1386
      @abbyadams1386 3 роки тому +1

      @@Me-to5zw yes this.

    • @lizcotton17
      @lizcotton17 3 роки тому +1

      yes omg

    • @kelsey3263
      @kelsey3263 3 роки тому +1

      i’ve had a persistent cough since april but i don’t have anything wrong with me and it bothers me so much i have to cough to put some pressure on my throat my every minute or half a minute 😕