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  • I need to focus on myself and my family. I've never lost someone close to me like this before. I will be back soon.
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    Big thank you to St Joseph Hospice, they most likely will never see this but the fact you took care of my mum makes me forever thankful for your whole team. I did this fundraiser to show how thankful i am for everything and i want to try help provide something to help your team help other people who is in the same condition as my mum. Wether thats supplys, flowers, anything that the charity wants to do with the money raised to help others painfree and happy. thank you again. (Money made off this video going towards the charity)
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 1,6 тис.

  • @C9EmZ
    @C9EmZ  6 років тому +447

    It was time for me to tell you all because you all support me and i love you all. I will be back soon
    FundRaiser: www.justgiving.com/fundraising/emmatraceyf
    I decided to put one ad on this so the money this video gets goes towards the charity (If you're wondering why there is an ad) wont be a lot but any penny counts.

    • @embrvii.
      @embrvii. 6 років тому +4

      Red EmZ I'm so sorry for your loss

    • @embrvii.
      @embrvii. 6 років тому +1

      Hopefully you'll get better ik its hard

    • @rapidzkl6743
      @rapidzkl6743 6 років тому +2

      Red EmZ it’s ok Emma we all understand hope u get though this strong much love ❤️❤️

    • @varzooted434
      @varzooted434 6 років тому +1

      Red EmZ sorry for your lost emz
      My cousin left me about 1-2 weeks ago
      You'll get over it just know that we are here for you

    • @icedfiregaming6651
      @icedfiregaming6651 6 років тому +1

      Red EmZ omg 😱 stay strong we all love you 👍

  • @onlynicks
    @onlynicks 6 років тому +532

    love ya emma, stay strong!

    • @iluvskars8494
      @iluvskars8494 6 років тому +2

      Nicks : you guys in the red house are great people I know, y’all be there for her please and make sure she has a shoulder to cry on

    • @C9EmZ
      @C9EmZ  6 років тому +16

      ❤️

    • @StadiumStories-HQ
      @StadiumStories-HQ 6 років тому +4

      Red EmZ hey emma stay strong and know that she is in a better place with her family

    • @angiebradley8079
      @angiebradley8079 6 років тому

      ♥️

    • @angiebradley8079
      @angiebradley8079 6 років тому

      ♦️

  • @Texzl
    @Texzl 6 років тому +547

    Teared up. All of us are here to support you & your family, stay strong

  • @zzzjisatsu6778
    @zzzjisatsu6778 6 років тому +85

    Sorry for your lost

    • @Jyzn
      @Jyzn 6 років тому +1

      Reach Renegades *loss

    • @DavisClark
      @DavisClark 6 років тому +3

      Vibes her mom passed away and your worrying about grammar

    • @airlines2550
      @airlines2550 6 років тому

      Not Intersect ik like wtf

  • @lWolfz
    @lWolfz 6 років тому +42

    We are all here for you Emma. Always remember that we are always here.

  • @Aliciya
    @Aliciya 6 років тому +649

    Love you buddy, we're all rooting for you. Take all the time you need

    • @C9EmZ
      @C9EmZ  6 років тому +25

      You're literally my best friend. thank you for being there for me all the time no matter what.

    • @acrapidz7818
      @acrapidz7818 6 років тому +2

      Love u so much we all love u take all of the time that you need all of ur vids are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing my dad past away stay strong x please reply to my comment on Instagram x we are all rooting for u ❤️♥️

    • @Aliciya
      @Aliciya 6 років тому +6

      Red EmZ Right back at ya

    • @lolteemo4074
      @lolteemo4074 6 років тому +2

      Sorry emzy

    • @50mgsofativan
      @50mgsofativan 6 років тому

      I’ve just had 6 friends die and my dad did too and I’m not getting praised by anyone. I made a video on the shit for my main channel and nearly anyone has fucking seen. Well it’s deleted now. Famous youtubers mom dies, huge fucking deal. Nice job guys👍🏾

  • @alliebercikk
    @alliebercikk 6 років тому +237

    head up buddy

  • @ethanramirez6436
    @ethanramirez6436 6 років тому +15

    Dang October 10 was my birthday 😥 I hope you feel better prayer for your mom 🙏👏

  • @paxhheu9428
    @paxhheu9428 6 років тому +19

    Sending my prayers to you and your family ❤ May the remaining of the trickshot community send a prayer for Emzy ❤

  • @NGlitchesFTW
    @NGlitchesFTW 6 років тому +207

    Its ok to take a break

    • @extremelli7990
      @extremelli7990 6 років тому

      NGlitchesFTW hi

    • @lllHoldThisLlll
      @lllHoldThisLlll 6 років тому

      I have the Feeling To Because.. eh nevermind well I have the same problem to my Mom Died :(

    • @montagezz3004
      @montagezz3004 6 років тому

      NGlitchesFTW you legend

  • @HyperBurst33
    @HyperBurst33 6 років тому +14

    Sorry to hear that :( We're all here to support you

  • @Lowgz
    @Lowgz 6 років тому +33

    I didn’t even know who you were. This is the first video I’ve ever seen from you. I’m sorry for your loss. I can tell you’re such a happy and amazing person just from this video. And obviously this isn’t the happiest video on your channel. But I want you to know that you have a lot of good people that have your back. And now I’m one of them💙

    • @c453s86g
      @c453s86g 6 років тому +1

      Static Takeoff your so nice

    • @Lowgz
      @Lowgz 6 років тому

      Level thank you :)

    • @despizeozhi9048
      @despizeozhi9048 6 років тому +1

      My nigga 💕

    • @Lowgz
      @Lowgz 6 років тому

      revhs for sure 💙

  • @BlinkVII
    @BlinkVII 6 років тому +107

    I'm here for you Emma

  • @6cead
    @6cead 6 років тому +53

    Were all here for you! My mom passed away a few months ago too. I love you Emz

  • @Ghost-vl6jm
    @Ghost-vl6jm 6 років тому +14

    Take as long as you need off we all understand 💕

  • @vinny1shotco527
    @vinny1shotco527 6 років тому +23

    I can relate im only 13 years old and i lost my dad a month ago so im kinda going through the same thing

  • @FumezGG
    @FumezGG 6 років тому +192

    ILY

  • @Terxnn
    @Terxnn 6 років тому +49

    I lost my dad a couple of years ago and I cried ik what you're going through sorry for you're lost

    • @nightblade16th45
      @nightblade16th45 6 років тому

      I feel the same way as u

    • @false8989
      @false8989 6 років тому

      Its alright we all have to live with these struggles of life, He is now lookin . On you from a better place

  • @PandasOCE
    @PandasOCE 6 років тому +13

    EmZ we all love you ik it's not the same but I lost my grandad a few years ago he had a fight against cancer he won but then it came back and he passed away and my dads best friends is dying cus of cancer it's horrible if u need anything my twitter is @Zeqztah and u can get through it r strong just keep up the great work it's amazing I can't imagine losing my parents

  • @ghostheartgames
    @ghostheartgames 6 років тому +36

    Respect

  • @Unohxna
    @Unohxna 6 років тому +11

    The 4 people who disliked this vid have no heart . It’s sickening.

  • @donii2346
    @donii2346 6 років тому +59

    prayers towards your mum be strong !

  • @daltonhodges9468
    @daltonhodges9468 6 років тому +32

    Yo i wasn’t trying to laugh but at 3:02-3:06 “ I gotta look after my pets ”she just drops the cat like a ball. I was all serious until that happened but Emma I really hope things get better.❤️

    • @BLAIDIoriginal
      @BLAIDIoriginal 6 років тому +2

      Dhodges watching This now. Same for me. I was so serious and really felt for her and all then the cat hit the floor and i fucking lost IT. Funniest shit i have ever seen.

    • @SkittlesSarahxx
      @SkittlesSarahxx 6 років тому

      Yeh an animal getting hurt is freakin' hilarious.

    • @exile.891
      @exile.891 6 років тому

      Hahahaha “I gotta look after my pets” literally drops the fucking cat

    • @exile.891
      @exile.891 6 років тому

      SkittlesSarahxx what do you mean? the cat was dropped from like a meter off the ground you woos

  • @tristianmannproperty
    @tristianmannproperty 6 років тому +12

    Shame man people still dislike the video

  • @rhyslangshaw9123
    @rhyslangshaw9123 6 років тому +19

    We are all here for you Emz i lost my Grandad to cancer so I completely understand where your coming from, best thing to do is focus on yourself and family take as long as you want. We are always here for you

  • @dustttin-8436
    @dustttin-8436 6 років тому +25

    I was almost crying I had a friend that past away in his sleep I know how you feel stay strong 💙

  • @yaboifrostii8970
    @yaboifrostii8970 6 років тому +2

    Damn, so sorry to hear that 😢 I've lost 3 Family members to Cancer and the feeling you get when someone passes away is unbearable, make sure to talk to friends or Family members cuz trying to keep all the pain inside just makes it worse Anyways just know we got you're back and wish the best of luck for you and everyone who is suffering

  • @Nickysimss
    @Nickysimss 6 місяців тому

    I've come across your channel today and subbed to YT and this was the first thing I watched. I'm so sorry for your loss. You're right, the pain is difficult to imagine. My Dad passed away almost 3 years ago now and it still feels so unfair. Sending you nothing but love and support

  • @ItGabby
    @ItGabby 6 років тому +45

    I know how hard this has been for you and how hard making this video was for you :( we are all so proud of you even though you don't feel it you have been so so strong 💚 so so sorry for the loss of your beautiful mum she was a amazing lady 💚 I know she's so proud of you and always will be 💚 always be here for you when you need me ♥️ love you xoxo

    • @C9EmZ
      @C9EmZ  6 років тому +7

      You never fail to make me smile, im very lucky to have you in my life.

  • @imFunday
    @imFunday 6 років тому +23

    We all love you, stay strong

  • @daunteqbright
    @daunteqbright 6 років тому +2

    My respect goes out to you, and my heart!

  • @quindubs
    @quindubs 6 років тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers to you and your family.

  • @imfrosty1417
    @imfrosty1417 6 років тому +36

    my thoughts and feelings to you and all of your family stay strong your an amazing person.♥♥♥♥♥♥

  • @Dehzo
    @Dehzo 6 років тому +55

    Stay stong❤️👍🏻

  • @martinabueg9381
    @martinabueg9381 6 років тому +1

    So sorry for your loss. Just remember, we will always be here for you and you can take all the breaks you need so you can feel better. We love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @jimmydady6611
    @jimmydady6611 6 років тому

    I am so so sorry about your loss everyone is here routing with you 🙏🏻

  • @swings3286
    @swings3286 6 років тому +17

    We love you Emz. Keep your head up❤️
    Prayers for you and your family

    • @xiqzoh
      @xiqzoh 6 років тому

      You shouldnt be commenting a *1 like for this or that* comment on a video like this

  • @nervousclan8347
    @nervousclan8347 6 років тому +15

    I know how you feel my mom passed away last year when I was 16 I hope you feel better even if it takes years I still cry to this day, feel better💕❤

  • @BL00DWAN
    @BL00DWAN 6 років тому +6

    EmZ take all the time you need we are still here for you we will still love you ❤️ you don’t have to rush and I am so sorry for your loss EmZ R.I.P to your mom she gave birth to some one who has supporters that love her because we all love you but you can go somewhere there is no rush all of your supporters will love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @soken5200
      @soken5200 6 років тому

      Stay strong take the time u need

  • @itsreconz7443
    @itsreconz7443 6 років тому +2

    Your a great UA-camr stay strong !!! Ur in a great supportive team

  • @MeganWellsbury
    @MeganWellsbury 6 років тому +30

    Love you Emma❤ Your moms looking down on you, shes really proud of you❤ Your mum will forever be your angel that is up above, looking down on you where ever you go❤❤❤ Stay strong❤ strong❤❤❤

  • @johnshea2962
    @johnshea2962 6 років тому +20

    god bless ur mom I hope she's in a better place now no one will blame you 4 not uploading u need time I'm do srry I can only pray 4 here sorry I can't do more pls feel better . I just want to say I'm extremely impressed of how stronge u r taking this many many prayers

    • @johnshea2962
      @johnshea2962 6 років тому

      I don't have money 4 the funraser I'm srry

  • @Rev7ap
    @Rev7ap 6 років тому +2

    I'm sorry for your loss😿😿💔💔

  • @SohailKhan-mh4pl
    @SohailKhan-mh4pl 6 років тому

    OMG im so sorry for your loss and i hope you feel better . Your mum is in a better place now 😔

  • @Nlck300
    @Nlck300 6 років тому +62

    im so sorry

  • @ayepal3611
    @ayepal3611 6 років тому +17

    Emz remember we are all here for u, take as much time as u need😥😥💙💙💙

  • @ltjedi492
    @ltjedi492 6 років тому

    Hi Red EmZ. I wish you an abundance of strength peace and focus of mind!! My dad passed away from cancer a few years ago. So I know how it feels! But YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!! Prayers going straight towards you and your family!!!!!

  • @iceplayz7427
    @iceplayz7427 6 років тому +1

    OMG NO I freaking crying right now from the bottom of my heart I'm truly sorry Emma

  • @adamsheikh1384
    @adamsheikh1384 6 років тому +8

    you don't need to worry about uploading too much at all Emma, you're right you need to focus on yourself and your family. Prayers with you and your mother ❤️

  • @orbittz6260
    @orbittz6260 6 років тому +13

    Im So Sorry To Hear This bit at least your mum knows that you love her with all of your heart and that she loves you, have a nice break to have some time which is fine. Just remember we all love you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @OctusYT
    @OctusYT 6 років тому +1

    Im so sorry Emma :( Thats so sad too hear.

  • @t1vee_
    @t1vee_ 6 років тому

    Oh my, that was heartbreaking, made me tear up. Wish you the best for you! Stay strong!

  • @HeroesWrld
    @HeroesWrld 6 років тому +72

    Im pissed seeing emma like this... Don't feel the need to give us content. Look after yourself

    • @tidalwave154
      @tidalwave154 6 років тому

      abdu what's your fucking issue can you not show some respect mate it's a hard thing to go through

  • @sketchfn187
    @sketchfn187 6 років тому +58

    ❤️

  • @JoulaXBL
    @JoulaXBL 6 років тому +1

    Hey it does suck loosing someone that you care about ive been lucky enough to not loose my parents. But i did just loose both my grandmas and my dog and its really hard. But you’ll get through it just stay strong. And all of your true fans will understand and will stick around for you!

  • @vepsey2151
    @vepsey2151 6 років тому

    I’m sorry about your loss, we are all here for you❤️

  • @snyp3rlyf394
    @snyp3rlyf394 6 років тому +7

    We Are All Here For You Emma

  • @Spacen
    @Spacen 6 років тому +23

    I Feel So Bad For You Lost My Sister In A Car Crash I Know How It Feels Also My Grandpa Has Cancer And Only Has 2 Weeks To Live So Just Cheer Up Don't Focus On The Past Or The Future Focus On Now And That You Can Make It #PrayForEmz😪

    • @isaiah2411
      @isaiah2411 6 років тому

      Sense Spacen damn that’s sad😢

  • @LegendHDgaming
    @LegendHDgaming 6 років тому +1

    Emma....I'm so sorry for your loss. You're a strong person for making this video, and we're all here for you. Stay strong and keep your eyes forward to make yourself as happy as you can be. I personally will always be here to support you as long as I can. Love you always and I'll continue to be a fan.

  • @ItzRynn2K17
    @ItzRynn2K17 6 років тому

    damn I felt this, hope you and your family get through this! Take the time you need!

  • @schiggyplayz1677
    @schiggyplayz1677 6 років тому +6

    Everybody pray for Emma

  • @acrapidz7818
    @acrapidz7818 6 років тому +13

    I donated for u Emzy

  • @marlonfernandez8185
    @marlonfernandez8185 6 років тому +1

    Srry for your loss stay strong !!!

  • @CarrillosCars
    @CarrillosCars 6 років тому +6

    :( seriously for real take all the time u need

  • @drmzzy8357
    @drmzzy8357 6 років тому +4

    prayers towards your family, stay strong we all love you.

  • @georgesar6399
    @georgesar6399 6 років тому +5

    Good bless you

  • @Treimmortal
    @Treimmortal 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry for you’re loss, I really loved ur mom she seemed amazing and awesome but it’s good u had the courage to upload

  • @virgins7863
    @virgins7863 6 років тому +1

    I’m so sorry to hear this she would be so proud of you dont cry she would want you to be happy for her she’s resting in peace now ❤️😢

  • @viralcemplate5977
    @viralcemplate5977 6 років тому +4

    I'm so sorry for ur loss

  • @midnightscenery547
    @midnightscenery547 6 років тому

    sorry for your lost. hoping for you to pull through

  • @charliehill6438
    @charliehill6438 6 років тому

    I'm sorry for your loss. Keep your head up ❤💓💔💔💓💓💕💕💝💖💖💕💓❤💓💔💔💔💕💕💝💞💖💔💔💔💔💔💖💖💞💖💕

  • @jiiup6955
    @jiiup6955 6 років тому +11

    Stay strong girl we all Love you we all help you,take your time!💖

  • @cheifplayz5520
    @cheifplayz5520 6 років тому +5

    I'm not gonna say I understand what you're going through as I don't, but what I can say is that I completely understand that this is really hard for you and not uploading should be the least of your worries right now. We're all still gonna be here no matter how long it takes :) Take your time Emma, stay strong and can't wait to hear from you again :)

  • @Paricyte
    @Paricyte 6 років тому +1

    I totally understand. I lost my dad when I was 13 and it was one of the hardest times in my life. This video made me tear up stay strong Emma we love you and supporting you all the way ❤❤

  • @wens7836
    @wens7836 6 років тому +3

    We all support you through this❤️

  • @DashTV98
    @DashTV98 6 років тому +3

    We All Love You Emz

  • @Ghostkillaink
    @Ghostkillaink 6 років тому

    Understandable.Were supporting you.Stay Strong

  • @Wgtz
    @Wgtz 6 років тому

    I’m so sorry for you and hope you and your family will be okay soon

  • @c453s86g
    @c453s86g 6 років тому +3

    Take all the time you need i went threw the same kind of thing with my grandma and grandpa i promise i gets better with time just push threw it it might be hard but i kbow you can do it If anyone says you cant do it just trickshot them ok Emma i belive you

  • @Suhwift
    @Suhwift 6 років тому +4

    We are all here if you need us for anything, Emma. We will continue to support you in this time of tragedy. Please take all the time you need, because no matter what we will still be here when you may be ready to come back. Stay strong 💪. ❤️💛💚💙💜🖤💖

  • @xharvey5238
    @xharvey5238 6 років тому +2

    Hope You are okay, Take all the Time you need

  • @ToeTapN
    @ToeTapN 6 років тому +1

    This made me cry Feel better and stay strong emz we all love you hope this doesn’t change ur personality. All your friends and fans are here for you ❤️

  • @GINGAR
    @GINGAR 6 років тому +4

    We all love u Emma.♥️

  • @ethwwn
    @ethwwn 6 років тому +6

    I'm sorry I'm late to this but ily take all of the time you need

  • @rileybelk6102
    @rileybelk6102 6 років тому +1

    Emz i know things are hard right now but trust me things will get better. When i was 2 years old both of my parents and my brother died in a car accident and i was moved into child care and i got a foster family. I have to live with knowing this for my whole life but you have to remember she is always watching out for you no matter what and she is in a better place! Emz we all love you and we are all here for support

  • @BenjamynTM
    @BenjamynTM 6 років тому

    May she rest gracefully with the Angels
    You're so strong Emz!
    I know you'll make her proud!

  • @dylanhindmarch6376
    @dylanhindmarch6376 6 років тому +5

    ♥️♥️

  • @Jakabcarter
    @Jakabcarter 6 років тому

    Stay strong. Get better. We are supporting u all the way. Luv ya

  • @mackaydarnell5299
    @mackaydarnell5299 6 років тому

    Sorry to hear that. Condolences to you and your family

  • @Sprkymx
    @Sprkymx 6 років тому +2

    I almosted cried

  • @Nazky_
    @Nazky_ 6 років тому +3

    Ooo 😢 i am give you right now 20$

    • @Nazky_
      @Nazky_ 6 років тому

      MrSp33dyNL my Dad give money

    • @raf_sdg
      @raf_sdg 6 років тому

      MrSp33dyNL English isn’t his first language dummy

  • @pulseyy2467
    @pulseyy2467 6 років тому

    I knew about this from twitter and I'm extremely sorry for your loss, take as much time as you need. It's a hard thing you have to go through so focus on you first then us. We love you 😘

  • @korzah179
    @korzah179 6 років тому

    Emz, I'm so sorry to hear, I know what its like to lose a loved one, back in 2014 my Grandfather had Cancer and it spread to his lungs, and when he passed he woke up and took a deep breath and that was it, We are all here to support you!

  • @vxzii3219
    @vxzii3219 6 років тому +2

    This honestly really hurts to listen too 💔 Take all the time you need Em we're all here for you ❤️

  • @benfricker3507
    @benfricker3507 6 років тому

    Omfg I’m so sorry, we are all here to support u stay strong

  • @Pahly
    @Pahly 6 років тому

    Sorry to hear about that. take care of your self.

  • @Treysic
    @Treysic 6 років тому

    Love you Emz ❤️ hope everything gets better for you soon and stay strong!

  • @COOLInc
    @COOLInc 6 років тому

    I hope you feel better. Prayers go out to you and your family.

  • @c2krazy
    @c2krazy 6 років тому +1

    I got chill bumps when she said “My mum passes away” Am I the only one

  • @papaflunky
    @papaflunky 6 років тому +1

    I've lost my dad, my gran, my grandad and almost my mum I've been through it 3 times stay strong and be brave